Dysphoria | Short Animation

[@unlovabledeadsquirrel]

People who didn't experience this themselves will never know how it really is.

[@GeorgiaTalksTrans]

The truth. Transphobes say that feelings don't beat reality... but they've never experienced the reality of these feelings.

[@hllyenaylleth9576]

Exactly

[@takeyourmeds-d9g]

Yeah i feel like most people would never understand my race dysphoria... I always wanted to fit in in the hood and say the big N, yet i can't... Very bad society.

[@quickdraw6893]

@@takeyourmeds-d9g Thanks for your input, Rachel

[@wellhill4017]

@@takeyourmeds-d9gi read this and i hope this is a joke cuz if not im sorry im laughing

[@DEADENDIANWORLD-tt3uq]

Their reflection making them angry is so accurate omg and like you can picture how you should look but it’s just not right. My personal experience is looking in the mirror and seeing a complete stranger or something that makes me horrified or angry

[@rebeccasam3434]

Most likely caused because the part of the brain that does the mental map is sexually dimorphic, and (along with other parts of the brain) in trans people doesn’t biologically match up with what’s being seen, hence… I used to spontaneously snarl at myself in anger and pain. Past couple of weeks I’ve literally giggled instead, which is a bit of an upgrade 😅

[@RivLoveshine]

Whenever I look in the mirror I just get really confused at the face I'm seeing. Like, if I was to look in the mirror for the first time ever I would not expect my face to look like this. But at the same time, I don't exactly know what I expect it to look like.

[@rebeccasam3434]

@@RivLoveshine my friend is thinking and this makes sense to me that that’s kind of caused by the fact that the part of the brain that’s generating kind of self image is sexually dimorphic, and “wrong” for assigned sex in trans people. I mean there’s other parts of the brain that are also sexually dimorphic that can also be “wrong” for the assigned sex of a trans person but that seems like probably the one that’s causing physical dysphoria. Heck, the same high percent of men who are trans have phantom penis sensations as do men who are cis who’ve lost theirs for some reason.

[@tristantheoofer2]

every time i look at myself in the mirror im always like "who the fuck is this dude" for a second

[@RivLoveshine]

@@tristantheoofer2 same! I'm glad I'm not alone in how I feel.

[@Xoxoxo_spears]

Frfr, am I the only one who feels like I was just a whole separate person before I transitioned? Like she’s someone else… stop calling me by her name

[@diamonddelver3845]

Honestly! Its been only a little over a year, and it already feels like he was someone I knew, not someone I *was*.

[@ColdBaltBlue]

I feel like two people sometimes. Sometimes I feel like she evolved into me, other times, I feel like her knight.

[@noxxamu.]

CRAZY HOW WE SAY "I'm still me" BUT THEN "theyre dead and i kiled them"

[@spicyicedcoffee1150]

its a dead person. I read my deadname the same way I would look into a cascet. yet its still adds more fuel to the fire that ive tried so hard to put out when someone calls me by it

[@cyb3rl0v333]

oh my god there are words for this feeling

[@Bardigrade]

I like how this can be interpreted as: A) A post-transition trans woman seeing her old self in the mirror and hating it, or B) A pre-transition trans man seeing his true self in the mirror and hating that he doesn't look like that yet EDIT: or C) A pre-transition trans woman seeing her physical self in the mirror and being harshly reminded of how she looks.

[@Kaileedoodleloo69]

Personally I’m in the second scenario.

[@rebeccasam3434]

@@Kaileedoodleloo69good luck to you!!! 😀 Sigh. I can’t figure out what the hell I look like, but I do know it’s better than 11 months ago, and causing me so much less pain. Plus I biologically run so much better on the right hormones. (I mean obviously I only want people to flip hormones if it’s right for them, and quit if you discover it isn’t, you can just stop anytime, but for me this has been amazing)

[@chemistral4943]

@@rebeccasam3434 Congrats!!!!!!!!! I'm also on my 11th month mark~ Still a bit more to change with HRT over time but it's so freeing now and I'm finally able to have peace between my mind and body for the first time in my life. The cocoon phase is the last step before we fly after all! Hang in there, you're doing great! :D

[@rebeccasam3434]

@@chemistral4943 oh that’s neat! And thank you! I only just last week kinda sorta flipped what clothes I’m primarily wearing 😬. Wasn’t planning to, but… so far it’s been okay 😅 It would help if i could even figure out what I look like. Looots of people have claimed I look female but my brain lots of times just thinks I look vile. And I discount any positive interactions as flukes lol Well, I’m already doing more than I expected to by this point!

[@eggisfun4217]

to me i interperet it as a pre-transition trans woman (me), with the disappointment of realising how I actually look

[@falishaisginger]

That is so relatable 😢 on the other hand, I really love your artstyle and the color that you chose for it!!

[@najaaliffiyah]

thank u so much!

[@jayneration]

The fact that I got an ad for Pads and Women’s Power before this video

[@Vex_TheJester]

Omg same, it's ridiculous

[@LampEater69]

bro every time i get adds like that i always report them for not being targeted right, its just so annoying

[@takeyourmeds-d9g]

Do you actually think you're a woman

[@fefomere]

@@takeyourmeds-d9g LMAO theyre a trans boy, transphobia failed

[@Rapawsee]

BAHAHHA- Srry i think its kinds funny-

[@charlieclare3590]

I love the detail of the unshaven legs.

[@quorrafromtron]

this is actually kinda helpful for me. i sometimes struggle to believe that i have dysphoria, but i have this exact experience every morning (minus the bleeding lol). it's nice to be able to relate to something like this so that i know it's real.

[@hey-nq6ev]

Did you google others experience (inner sexism for example for example, but there could be others reasons) or all your usufull info it's KZbin shorts?

[@oalevine]

​@hey-nq6ev are you always an ass or only in YT comments?

[@viciousdelicious612]

when I want to see a girl in the mirror but instead I just see a weird looking man I dont recognize

[@SunIsLost]

Feel

[@marcen12]

Feel.

[@aeddiefarmer]

❤❤❤

[@solwilkinson8551]

exactly i used to recognise my self now when i see my self i feel so much hatred to my self

[@marcen12]

@@solwilkinson8551 (hug) You are not alone.

[@Novaevo]

Wonderful color palette choice!

[@najaaliffiyah]

thank u sm!! 💖

[@noxxamu.]

POV: me, 12, every. single. morning. 6 years seems like an eternerty

[@ФдФ]

heyy I'm in the same boat, except slightly older than you :-/ it's also straight up illegal to be trans in my country. I really hope things get better for all of us because it feels like I'll never experience real happiness otherwise. just endlessly waiting for it to happen

[@moniviljapaahto]

Hey, just wanted to say, I was in this exact position 5 years ago. I’m now 17, and I’ve got less than a year to go. I know it sucks now, but time flies and before you know it, that 6 years will be gone. Live your life and reach the milestones you can in the meantime, I believe in you :)

[@NH90de]

same boat here :\ my country isnt against it but my school is n my parents arent the most supportive

[@Tailored_Tails]

@@moniviljapaahto​​⁠This really helped me honestly. Just knowing there are people experiencing the same thing that I’m going through (I’ve been having rlly bad dysphoria lately) makes me feel a lot better. Thank you. Also, woohoo!! less than a year, you’re so close! I’m super happy for you :))

[@Birbzz]

Me 16 with parents unsupportive and surgery impossible here :trollface:

[@GamerX-2000]

This is so painfully true. At least rn as I’m pre transition I can sometimes look in the mirror and see a more feminine side of me staring back. Hopefully one day that will be always.

[@spacekii]

Omg same!! I see the me underneath sometimes, but then speak and it dissapears. Someday she'll be there all the time :)

[@rebeccasam3434]

I’m 11 months since I flipped. I still don’t know what the hell is going to happen or what I’ll be able to do but even I can tell how much better things are in the mirror, and I don’t believe it half the time.

[@tristantheoofer2]

same here. i know what i wanna look like and i see that in the mirror sometimes. when i dont... that causes insane dysphroia. its fucking ridiculous

[@frostrose8550]

You will, love, keep living

[@milliegirl2005]

Ah yes the nightmare of remembering I have a physical form

[@Nokyyyyy]

Stupid skin Everxbody sees it and it looks weird with a hunched back, tired eyes, unpolished face, weird angles How do they feel comfortable around that weird 3D model ?

[@tabarumrrrp]

getting this video recommended to me while going through dysphoria is certainly something

[@irrutias7035]

That's a really good color palette! I love the symbolism of it especially when the 'girl' washes her face, such a smooth transition.

[@najaaliffiyah]

thank u so much! that means a lot :)

[@Big6C]

40 seconds and I'm crying

[@natejuice]

dont forget to wipe your nose from all nasty mucus , you poor thing

[@mushroomy9899]

I sat down to watch this and my bed frame collapsed, I’m such a gamer.

[@CottonCandyTheWW2Geek]

Lol what

[@cjsantiago4035]

Sigma

[@rsyvbh]

The video is just that heavy

[@mushroomy9899]

@@rsyvbh lol

[@bluedipity]

0:22 This is so me..

[@TheuxAnimation]

Yes

[@LeanneHolloway-cy2uo]

painfully accurate. I was a completely different person with a separate personality and everything before my transition (not finished). I still see the younger boy I used to be in the mirror. I'm not that person anymore that name isn't mine. That male body isn't mine.

[@kannaraminarik510]

I liked it almost two years ago just because of animation.. in December of last year I understood that I am agender… this animation now feels too relatable. And not just with right now.. but my whole life.

[@iristhepuppygirl]

i'm MTF but this still perfectly sums up dysphoria

[@jadeisnotnormal13]

Isn't this an mtf animation? Or am I misinterpreting it?

[@iristhepuppygirl]

@@jadeisnotnormal13 I interpreted it as FTM, he sees a glimpse of himself in the mirror but he is mistaken and still looks like a girl, which prompts punching the mirror, because he doesn't want to look like that

[@lemonstudios8617]

@@jadeisnotnormal13 i think its the other way around, as in the mirror part the person turns into a more masculine looking character before going back to how they looked before

[@kairi4640]

​@lemonstudios8617 I'm thinking it could be both ways tbh. It's set up so this could be a trans girl that transitioned, but when they look in the mirror they still see a guy. Or it could be a trans guy that hasn't transitioned yet, seeing what they could have as a man.

[@waffleboi_1]

​@@kairi4640Yeah I'm pretty sure the animation was made that way so it could be interpreted both ways.

[@Tacticool.shorts]

It usually hits hardest right when I wake up

[@sallyface00015]

True

[@lailapace5410]

Underrated comment

[@OliviaDunaway-p8r]

stop why is this so real

[@RevonTrash]

True

[@Silvyya]

it happens when i go into the real world and experience gender irl

[@Futbalci]

i wish people saw the real me, not the one they think i am

[@theskyfallsapart3830]

So true

[@rui-simp_8000]

you put my whole emotions into one video. I have tears in my eyes watching this.

[@Femme_Snail]

You did a good job at making this be able to go both ways. For trans femmes like me, the mirror could be a reminder of the outward self and how it differs from the body I want to achieve. For trans mascs it could be who they see themselves as ideally but feel trapped and so far away from achieving. I think they would both warrant that reaction.

[@Scapestoat]

Indeed.

[@calebsorrell6235]

It feels like this shell is growing around my body. Every day I fight it but it’s already shaped my bones, turned me into something I feel like I’m not. I can’t stand the thought of becoming something inbetween, a monster in my own eyes. I’m so lost

[@Silvyya]

yea

[@skeleton_master.]

In the game "Celeste", there is a song called "in the mirror", and if you play it in reverse, the lyrics perfectly describe this feeling.

[@fredericksaxton9782]

​@@takeyourmeds-d9g I genuinely can't tell who's side you're on.

[@Somti3]

This is so simple, so short, but omg its so accurate

[@fredducine7109]

I love how the reflection can be interpreted as either their current, past, or future selves, and any interpretation makes perfect sense! Incredible work, hope even more people see this :)

[@alazysliceofpizza3980]

I didn't have gender dysphoria, I had body dysphoria, but I felt this. The punching mirror part..

[@plastictouch6796]

Typically when people say body dysphoria they mean to say body dysmorphia. Dysmorphia is when you incorrectly perceived your body and are upset about how you perceived yourself to look, thinking you are still fat when you are clearly starving to death. Dysphoria is when you correctly perceive your body and are upset by how you are perceived.

[@konpeitojellie]

@@plastictouch6796as someone with anorexia not really.. I recognize the body I recognize the flaws but

[@LeanneHolloway-cy2uo]

@@konpeitojellie fellow anorexic here, hope you're doing okay

[@konpeitojellie]

@@LeanneHolloway-cy2uo I’m doing alright, thank you friend, I hope you’re doing alright as well

[@lydrowl]

When I look in the mirror, it doesnt anger me just makes me feel... empty. Like 'welp there is whatever that is'. I dont feel connected to it. But being called he by my friends and imagining being the guy I want to be? It makes me so happy. Hopefully that will be how I feel when I look into the mirror, happiness at who I am not... nothing.

[@natejuice]

u done coping? 😂

[@n1ghhtmare]

I feel stuck in people's perception of me..

[@Someone-n2v4t]

THIS!! Well..I'm trying to cope, but I feel like I lose my identity and personality when engaging with unsupportive people. Then I end up confused and lost and start questioning my existence I wonder if it's normal to continue living this way

[@n1ghhtmare]

@@Someone-n2v4t EXACTLY, IT'S LIKE EXISTENTIAL DREAD/EMBARRASSMENT

[@Mugsycup]

Same

[@Evan.2704]

i wish i could tell them how i feel but ik it will stop them from loving me

[@justyouraveragehumanbeing7411]

@@Someone-n2v4t Be yourself. If you're in a situation where you're safe, stop being afraid of being yourself. Stop hiding it. It is not a healthy way of going, and you shouldn't let people push you back into acting how they expect you to!!!!!

[@ChrisGuerra31]

My heart goes out to y'all

[@Arty-j7t]

I hate trying to cry but tears not coming out and I'm just lying there, staring into the void, despising everything.

[@astaac]

Little things like this video makes me burst in tears so fast

[@natejuice]

XD

[@Kastelt]

Yeah that's basically it. Sometimes I do indeed feel like breaking my mirror.

[@umafelinasuperior6867]

I am very scared at the fact i found this relatable and possibly could do this in the future due to a mix between dysphoria and anger managemente issues.

[@Imperfect_paw_Foxy]

So short but so true.

[@ZombieLuvzXD]

I feel this on so many levels so much so that sometimes i wish i could just move out and live a new life as someone else although i love my family i fear that some of them won't accept me for who i am, the fear i have coming out as i know a lot of others may have, even if it's not necessarily illegal where i am, frightens me cause sometimes i forget that some people will never accept me no matter where, what, or when. Despite not knowing if I'm dysphoric, and although my experiences are different than others i can understand where everyone is coming from, i hope one day, somewhere, somehow, and in someway that we all can be happy as ourselves no matter how rough things get. Thank you to whoever found time to read this i know it's long especially listening to me ramble but i appreciate it lots, i wish you the best adventures ❤️

[@mar35962]

i hope only good things happen to you and for you to finally get the help you need. no person deserves to go through this, i wish the very best for you million hundred times ❤ you will become a strong version and your real gender soon and you'll be happy. let's hope for that. ❤ may you achieve happiness

[@ZombieLuvzXD]

@@mar35962 Thank you so much this means a lot to me ❤️ I hope that someday you may be right, and I wish and hope the very same for you too. I hope that you can achieve happiness yourself no matter who you are because you deserve it just as much as anybody ❤️

[@That-witchy-idiot]

Sometimes I forget that I look like a girl and not a boy, so when I look in the mirror it feels like i'm looking at a stranger instead of my own reflection

[@raine6381]

For everyone who's going through this. I was there and I feel you. It gets better! One day you will look in the mirror and feel joy at what you see! it didn't happen easily or all at once, and there are days when i cant stand to glance at myself, but it does get better. Treat yourself with love and with empathy. You will be okay and you're going to get through this. step by step, day by day. I love you!

[@AnEarthPerson]

It’s so short but it made me want to cry

[@natejuice]

Bottom😂

[@moondoesart8577]

why did i cry for an hour after watching this 40 second animation?

[@teminal7189]

just wanna say, this video is really well made, in only 40 seconds, this video hits so deeply

[@Dipodi-Dash]

Art style, animation and sound are great and blend well.

[@najaaliffiyah]

thankyou!!

[@Closi]

Great use of perspective to create uneasyness

[@Crazy_Nick12]

So real. I hate not being able to be who I want. I would cut my hair, I even know how I want it, but I could never, since my parents would not let me and my friends would look at me weirdly. It's just pains me. A lot.

[@IrisTheShepherd-g2u]

I feel like this is the only video I can actually talk about this on. I know it's really unhealthy, but I try to present as a female online because I can't irl... I'm pretty good at it, but it hurts feeling like I'm in the wrong body every day...

[@athena-love]

@@takeyourmeds-d9g maybe if I go on youtube and ragebait I'll finally get noticed...

[@athena-love]

@@takeyourmeds-d9g lack of family caused you to type that.

[@eveisunavailable]

@@takeyourmeds-d9g fun fact: poor mental health statistics regarding trans people have a direct correlation with transphobia and lack of acceptance or access to care. mental health is also documented to massively improve when easy access to care is given. in other words, you are literally the problem.

[@Bareq_99]

​@@eveisunavailabledo not try He knows he is the problem He likes it He wants it to continue being the problem Yall need to learn that neo-n@zis are not humans Those creatores are but a waste of sperm and oxygen Do not waste your tike on them

[@fredericksaxton9782]

​@@takeyourmeds-d9g Genuinely, what is your problem??? What *ARE* you so hateful for?????

[@Xenomorphmaindbd999]

I personally don’t have this but I hope someone who needed help finds this

[@SuzieBecht]

It's the worst pain in the world, and some people (me too) experience it every day.

[@TrisMacLife]

It’s just not though is it? What about torture? Actually no, your barely disguised fetish is more painful than that I guess

[@captaincrazycreative]

This is really beautiful! I love the colors! I hope things get better soon!

[@kakenn420]

even as a trans girl, i felt that

[@pondwater]

maybe because of such a deep pain I hate that I'm like this

[@bellpebber63]

What made me start bawling when I watched this was that the person in the reflection looks just like me. I'm so much closer to who I want to be but I'm still not there yet

[@moonflight3806]

DAMN I feel this! amazing job capturing the feeling. It sucks.

[@Lymãozitoฅ]

My friend is trans... We never really talked about her dysphoria, but I know that she has this a lot. This animation reminded me to support her and take care of her, to remind her that she is *a girl*. Thank you. (Sorry for my english)

[@Bareq_99]

This is very sweet I hope yall are good friends

[@Bareq_99]

@@takeyourmeds-d9g YWNBWAW

[@natejuice]

😢poor abomination

[@meykitu]

This is the most accurate representation of this I've ever seen. Wanting to punch your own reflection who you feel sso disconnected to...

[@jadeisnotnormal13]

My god, I have never seen something so true. It hurts so much.

[@Eddie_eyes]

this is just- perfect. ty.

[@justyouraveragehumanbeing7411]

I've noticed a huge change in how I perceive myself since I've stopped thinking about gender as a set in stone thing. I'm a transfem, but I'm not entirely a woman. I can't be, its literally impossible. I'm made up of many different things that make me who I am, and while I am a woman, since that is simply the way I decide to describe myself because of the way I feel, at the end of the day I am human. Love yourself people, you're all AMAZING humans that deserve as much love as anyone else, ESPECIALLY FROM YOURSELF!

[@natejuice]

cope harder transformer

[@justyouraveragehumanbeing7411]

@@natejuice Oh hey, an egg

[@natejuice]

@@justyouraveragehumanbeing7411 can you transform into a car?

[@justyouraveragehumanbeing7411]

@@natejuice yeah, and you'll be able to one day trust me

[@natejuice]

@@justyouraveragehumanbeing7411 ok projector machine

[@altheashewrote]

THATS ME ASF i hate feeling like a man in a dress even tho i'm not 😭

[@Elli0tt.mg.]

Im gender fluid and i hate when people say gender dysphoria is only a trans thing. I absolutely hate being gender fluid because i have dysphoria for all genders as sometimes i feel masculine, sometimes i feel feminine. I also can't make any changes to my body to help feel more masc or fem because in a few days i will feel different and be insecure or dysphoric about what i changed. :(

[@JustSomeoneHi]

that's gotta suck so bad :(

[@Ashe-q1f]

Genderfluidity is under the transgender umbrella so when people talk about gender dysphoria in transgender people, you're included. You don't have to identify as trans, I'm just saying that's how it is by definition

[@imspudus]

I always find it so interesting hearing ( or ig seeing) other trans people’s experiences with dysphoria, I would describe mine closer to a panic, something bad is gonna happen, or I scare myself by looking in a mirror and not seeing me but some other kid with a gaunt face

[@sabrinadrennan3984]

This is.... accurate.

[@entity707sfiles2]

That face isn’t me. It’s just mine.

[@aerinchiato]

the animation is good, detailed and everything is there, and I don't know why the viewer is still small (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`💧)

[@najaaliffiyah]

tysm!! i really appreciate it

[@aerinchiato]

@@najaaliffiyah yes you are welcome, I hope you become a great content creator one day! ^.^💕💐

[@just_verin]

I'm FTM and this is so relatable to me. I hope that any trans person who saw this video its doing well now, I know it can be so hard sometimes

[@R_i_t_s_u]

I get this. Im lucky enough to have friends that use my name and pronouns, but whenever i look in the mirror i can never regonise myself, nor my body, nor my voice. My sense of identity shifts so often its hard to truly pinpoint what i feel.

[@Rose-t9x]

The long pillow next to them in the bed is such sad detail…

[@grookeymon]

I've never felt so much in such a short period of time

[@no698]

The reflection was real but AGH THE LEG HAIR AT THE END IDK THAT'S JUST RELATABLE ( ;-;)

[@GeorgiaTalksTrans]

That's so crazy... I saw it but didn't SEE it. What a subtle addition to the whole story. Well spotted...

[@alaricsilver-lord2279]

I didn't realize that my inner picture if myself froze at 8 until I started transitioning. I would dream, and i oftetn see myself as if I'm playing a video gane in 3rd person, and i always saw a little child, even though i was 17. Then i start transitioning, put on my first binder and whack! When i dream i look like i do now, just with all the bits in the right place.

[@MeIGuess.]

40 Seconds long with 1000+ Words said o7

[@mar35962]

as a person who doesn't have dysphoria, this actually convinced me what it is like to experience this, i almost felt the panic when you see a different person in the mirror of what you're not. very well put. i feel so sorry for everyone going through gender dysphoria, this is not easy i hope everyone becomes able to get help that they need, my prayers go out to everyone, hope everyone's safe :(❤ lots of love and hugs from here

[@GeorgiaTalksTrans]

Thank-you for your allyship!

[@mar35962]

@@GeorgiaTalksTrans you don't have to thank me for being a normal human being and doing the bare minimum. i hope you receive all the support in your journey 💖 good luck

[@GeorgiaTalksTrans]

@@mar35962 Thank you. Okay I won't thank you for 'being a normal human' but I will at least acknowledge your decency... I know the haters are rare, but they are noisy. It's nice to see quiet support.

[@Bareq_99]

​@@GeorgiaTalksTrans"the haters are rare" Do you even live in reality what do u mean "are rare"?

[@GeorgiaTalksTrans]

@@Bareq_99 Certainly in my country (UK) they are in a minority by a long shot. But they are noisy and they are (by definition) hateful. Most people are getting on with their lives and couldn't give a rats ass about trans people, many people are supportive, many simply don't understand and may have generational or societal transphobia... then what, maybe 1% of people are genuine haters? The problem is that the _actions_ of that 1% can be devastating. (The media would have you believe otherwise, but the media is always looking for sensationalism)

[@polinalion3223]

I remember feeling that way for a long time. It was horrible. But I am glad that I was able to accept myself as I am and get rid of gender stereotypes and gender labels. I am a woman, I was born a woman and my gender is human.

[@hikarusolar]

Im waiting to transition but the more i wait for my first appointment the more my life feels like its getting worse. Im getting to the point where i want to kms. I dont know how long i can last.

[@beetle__bugz]

hey it's okay. i went through the same thing, and if you can hold on a little longer, it gets better. you won't feel this way forever, please give yourself a chance to feel happy

[@hikarusolar]

@@beetle__bugz thank you im going to try.

[@Bareq_99]

I hate when yall just wait like this Research DIY HRT and save yourself while you still can

[@hikarusolar]

@@Bareq_99 I am 16, so as far as legal reasons go in my state I don’t think i can legally take any form of hrt without doctor permission and prescription. I do plan on taking over the counter things like zinc, ashwaganda, omega-3, and an overall testosterone increasing diet for a little boost to at least give me more hope. So if I understand your comment sadly I cannot.

[@Bareq_99]

@@hikarusolar mate, just google what DIY HRT is Read it's wiki That will help you understand what I am talking about :)

[@cza0nn3]

hang in there y'all ^-^

[@cza0nn3]

@@takeyourmeds-d9g shutup dorkk

[@kowaretatc8611]

Can vouch this is true Just haven’t punched the mirror yet

[@najaaliffiyah]

please don't punch a mirror 🙏

[@mushroomy9899]

@@najaaliffiyah I’m gonna fucking do it

[@ColaTai]

@@mushroomy9899 same

[@gone_mad-tryagainlater]

​@@mushroomy9899don't do it, you'll let *something* out

[@sososo1704]

have you punched the mirror yet?

[@JoelMcCary]

I hope he gets better and become who he truly is

[@vulpine5528]

this hits hard as someone who was forcibly detransitioned (socially + forced to grow hair out). sometimes i used to see someone i liked in the mirror. now i never do.

[@aftonstan5494]

Oh my goodness that's horrible. I wish you the best.

[@vulpine5528]

thank you for being so kind

[@typicaltransboi6297]

This was very well made and accurate thank you :))

[@KrisJames-n4l]

😢 totally know that feeling every day 😓 thank you for making this video 💖

[@naesenh.2162]

It still is so crazy that people would want to be male, I’m trans femme so I always find it like life’s cruel joke to have us carry treasures that others want so badly but we can’t trade with eachother for me being male feels like a barbaric meat suit receding hair lines, hairy facial hair etc. I just want to look beautiful. But dysphoria is a cruel thing indeed

[@spookykitty2327]

@@takeyourmeds-d9g >hello guys im 12 and want attention on the internet please my dad isn't home very often I need some attention :(

[@HeIIo_theree]

Are you joking? being a woman is way worse, being weak, being constantly harassed, not being taken seriously because of your gender, being forced to smile 24/7... i don't understand why a man would want to be a woman, just because they are pretty? our life sucks

[@SoggyDew]

This hits harder when your breasts sag down to your stomach and u need to take a shower and wash the sweat under your breast when all you wanted was a flat chest.

[@moineten]

This is why I avoid mirrors as often as I can. Not that I'd ever punch one (I'm a classical musician, my hands are too precious to me to risk injury), but seeing my reflection still hurts so much I'd really like to.

[@OMORl]

God. I can relate to this..

[@natejuice]

L

[@sh3nyan]

Oh my gods this is just my life

[@sodatab0_o]

this hit me hard, i’m trans and still pre-transition basically. i’m still very feminine and i can’t do anything because my parents are unsupportive and i won’t be able to transition like lookwise until i am old enough to move out. this is my perspective though:)

[@Crazy_Alex13]

Wow 40 seconds and I know exactly how this feels wow you did a really good job at explaining this just wow

[@alexandriarose1249]

still to this day im having troubles with this and sometimes it takes a massive toll on you but when you finally know and who you are it will be better just hang in there everyone who is going through such thing :)

[@ryvyr]

It can indeed feel like that

[@StacySquared]

Yep. Bingo. I remember staring into the mirror and disassociating. I still do but MUCH less now. And I think it's going to get even better moving forward. Thanks so much HRT ❤

[@Kiri-cookies]

I don't have strong dysphoria but honestly sometimes I look in the mirror and I'm like " who tf is this girl?" It's terrible.

[@mashpotatosauce3566]

I get this same feeling when Im dressed fem and then have to go boymode just to exist around my family and in society, why have I been cursed like this

[@natejuice]

Because your daddy will disown you😂

[@omekapo]

@@natejuice wtf

[@S0ggyConnor]

“who’s ******n? I’m Connor…..”

[@reddzee3590]

Short , but oh so accurate

[@rocketsalad109]

the amount of times i have wanted to punch the mirror exactly like this. life is so cruel :(

[@najaaliffiyah]

i can feel you :( stay strong, sending all the love ❤️

[@Jessica_18-g2f]

Super relate!

[@BrookeCoughlan]

As a trans person this is very relatable

[@R_AM02]

I get this urge a lot, this hurts