Ed Sheeran - That's On Me (Live From Narine's Living Room)

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Lyrics:
Is this just getting older?
I can’t get away from this rain
I’m starting to think that’s it’s me
I wanna just create things
But the longer it takes I feel drained
Can’t remember a day I’ve been sober
Not in a place to take blame
Any more weight I might break
Tell me do you feel the same
Guess we all go the same way
I’m in a bit of a mess here
Count to 10 and hope to disappear
I never did my homework
Could I have been more than this
Finding a way exist
Within a world with no risk
Forcing a shoe that won’t fit
I spend most the day stoned and
Making excuses for it
Saying it helped to write this
But on the real, I’m tight lipped
Shooting a shot that I’ll miss
And it’s so far from near
Why the hell am I still here?
This is not the end of our lives
This is just a bump in the ride
I know that it will be alright
If it’s not, then we’re fucked aren’t we?
I can’t help myself but cry
Every time that I realise
Maybe I’ll never find my smile
Who’s to blame? Well that’s on me
Now that the weather is colder
Nothing is masking this pain
The summer was here but won’t stay
We are inside like all day
Regretting the things that we say
And it takes a toll yeah
The conversation won’t end
Being a rock for your friends
Cracks on the surface don’t mend
We only break we don’t bend
And you’d think it was so clear
But I can’t see nothing but the fear
I’m feeling so bloated
Thinking a salad won’t do
Might as well open up two
Locking myself in my room
Hoping that this all ends soon
And no one will notice
What I will put myself through
Coz they will hate themselves too
Isn’t it mad what we do
Pretending to win but just lose
And it’s so far from near
Why the hell am I still here?
This is not the end of our lives
This is just a bump in the ride
I know that it will be alright
If it’s not, then we’re fucked aren’t we?
I can’t help myself but cry
Every time that I realise
Maybe I’ll never find my smile
Who’s to blame? Well that’s on me
Too many things on my mind
To process moments of life
There’s some days I lose my drive
Then some can’t control the fire
I’m aware that things take time
But I’m not a patient guy
Maybe if I wait I’ll find
Resemblance of peace of mind
But this is just getting older
Running away from our past
Knowing the calm it won’t last
Being a mouse in this grass
Feeling the snakes behind us
I’m searching for closure
But nothing is healing these scars
When I open up they just laugh
Saying if they had just half
Then nothing would ever be dark
Is it new me, new year?
Or just the same old blue sphere
This is not the end of our lives
This is just a bump in the ride
I know that it will be alright
If it’s not, then we’re fucked aren’t we?
I can’t help myself but cry
Every time that I realise
Maybe I’ll never find my smile
Who’s to blame? Well that’s on me

[@jonathonfleming8679]

It's like having original Ed Sheeran back... this stuff is really hitting hard for me. Nostalgic AF

[@TofuTeo]

I love it! There's always something very special about people being and expressing their authentic selves!

[@alessiocece2098]

The "original" was never gone....

[@alessiocece2098]

​@@TofuTeo😊

[@devynvang5853]

How did these fans get so lucky ?! ♥️😭

[@fabienchuikeh7512]

Best in my generation ❤❤❤

[@feyjane106]

Wow, Narine! Interesting is she from Armenia

[@jcruz6453]

This song is like someone wrote a song about my life right now. Its amazing!

[@houstonlangley1173]

The conflicting stories in these give rise to awesome art pieces

[@Daffodilsx]

Why is it so hard for me to find anything that Ed does deplorable... Every song is magic to my ears and heart. Thank you Sir Sheeran

[@shanezane4171]

What a weird compliment lol

[@Daffodilsx]

@@shanezane4171 I'm not trying to hate just a testament to his great ability and art. He is who I listen to mostly. ☺️

[@Stacywiss1]

I love this song and that's on me 😊

[@madsquishy3410]

Now that's a groove!! Love it💜💜💜💜💜

[@ChrisInmanDrums]

It was at this song on my first listen through the album that I released just how much I loved this release - huge congrats to the man for this 👏🏻

[@MrBabyBlue1993]

My favorite song on the album

[@StudyAccount-qh2uj]

best song of the album for me

[@klu5301]

My fav song on the album!

[@apryledwards4507]

Reminds me of a younger Ed in living room doing. Don't for a few friends!!! Just has matured alot in his music and singing.

[@chichi7391]

Honestly, this is such a cool idea! I love that he's playing these stripped down acoustic one off performances and that a few lucky fans get to experience that! So amazing!

[@jbrown-yp4yt]

I’m better at life because of Ed Lovebug Sheeran.

[@budsegal]

I think I just spent the last hour with this on repeat. It hits deep. Absolutely incredible song…”i know that it will be alright, If it’s not then we’re fucked, aren’t we?” is sung so beautifully…I can barely stand it 🥰🫠🥺. Love the whole album!

[@nvardtube]

I'm Armenian too. Sheerio forever..😊❤❤

[@lisahall01]

So cool! Great way to let your fans know you love and appreciate them! Looking forward to seeing you in Vegas on the 28th of October 🙏🏾

[@Sylwinka1991]

Funko Pop Ed is so cute! ❤

[@townseed]

I feel this spiritually 🥰✌️💯

[@loverboat10]

Wow, Im so in love wit this song!!!!

[@apryledwards4507]

❤Little Einstein of music!!! This one is a fav of mine. Genius lyrics!!! I like the rap beat of it too!!!❤❤😊

[@thathatboy.]

Wow❤

[@claveoficial69]

La humildad de ed sheeran es alucinabte ♥️♥️♥️

[@pasqualemasullo6844]

That’s the Ed I love ❤

[@saramcclernan]

The ed funko pop on the table is perfect haha

[@circemuller1933]

ED is iconic hahah

[@alceuuuU]

AAAAAAAAHHHH ❤ I LOVE YOUU 😭♥️

[@natalielouise556]

This is the best one from the living room album ❤

[@christianmusic3715]

I keep singing the chorus constantly, so catchy 😂. @Ed Sheeran

[@allisonhopper-sanchez3548]

I love this song. It hits home with me in my life at the moment. Thank you Ed.

[@CynthiaBrooke09]

Beutiful song

[@jhonrovicadriano5281]

most favorite song from the albummmmm

[@lisamcneil1732]

In love with this song this is my life , thanks for this amazing release in this song ❤

[@barbarabeharrywatley9478]

So awesome. Lovely indeed ❤

[@patriciaappleyard3764]

These personal visits are brilliant Ed. ❤

[@camwhite6571]

Wish he did this in the UK😩would of played alongside him maybe one day Ed ❤️💪

[@Kate-bb3tl]

Please heal my heart and soul with a visit to my house! Your music is truly healing to one's soul! Plymouth/ Manomet Massachusetts is waiting for you Ed!

[@laurashimmon3533]

The front yard in the thumbnail reminds me of the yard from the Don't music video, love that song. Can't wait for 6pm 😃✨️

[@judyhoffman7290]

Fantastic! Thanks for the post!

[@ralphsantiago8032]

My fave in the new album

[@zazasakhat7272]

Love you and your music. It’s such a gift. You speak to my heart.

[@ElizabethVian...]

@Ed Sheeran thank you so much for your songs. They help people to overcome difficulties in their lives. I'm so grateful for that!

[@0nesh0tgaming65]

Loved it soo much ❤

[@happiness6177]

🍂Every Song is so Great Ed🤍Such a Special thing to do for your fans❤Youre the Best Ed & a Beautiful person🤍🍂congrats Narine on being chosen🍂😊

[@michaelmolina6780]

Awesome

[@sashastratton]

Awesome ❤

[@narinegharibian8129]

Forever grateful. ❤

[@hassanyehosefcottonflorian540]

Amazing as always ❤

[@elleft]

Awesome 🤍

[@gan3sh_gaming]

This is awesome!!!

[@alceuuuU]

❤

[@ABrice-yw2kq]

How cool to do this with your super fans... What a nice idea to connect with the people who support you. Love it!

[@lalzawnapachuau8500]

Oohh yeaa

[@momeecas552]

So can relate!

[@saramcclernan]

Aw american town girl gave him the bracelet she was wearing! Love that

[@SimettaMin]

Ed is back with new music... We're fucked aren't we?

[@Mulei-Nasibu]

Narine ❤

[@lorenaguzman9431]

Fans muy afortunadas❤❤❤😂

[@tishawilcutt]

❤❤❤

[@saoirsemaimcmahon10]

Look at her lil Ed bobble head 🧡

[@romanagiangregorio5015]

Ed fatti forza, stai su col morale. Noi fan siamo tutti con te

[@abrilhg]

Linda experiencia.

[@sweetfolly9428]

Love it

[@JXM28]

Ed Sheeran... funko pop???? 😍

[@vemconversarcomigobygrazi]

😍🥰

[@sabrinaharrell5535]

❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@yumi9505]

🥰

[@carlostabares8117]

Im still waiting for you in my house mate :(

[@Chaitanyapandey-uu3bp]

WOW :)😍

[@Gagan-ge6hc]

🔥

[@konancedric6785]

Wow Thanks

[@mrswaggersticksgamingextra5246]

his guitar is tuned in D standard for anyone wondering

[@rhymasharma]

can you also tell which chords he's using?

[@user-yj1mt7id2j]

I LOVE IT 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

[@user-qi8ur5qg1v]

This man has a lucky wife✌️❤️💃

[@user-mw2rl8nn6i]

You should do this with that guy who sings on sidewalks

[@user-tv7mn2ti9e]

🥰🥰❤❤💯

[@ultimategamerz7265]

Hey ed

[@ryancjames6079]

😊

[@hernjosephalfuentes6957]

"That's On Me" Is this just getting older? I can't get away from this rain I'm starting to think that's it's me, and I wanna just create things But the longer it takes, I feel drained Can't remember a day I've been sober Not in a place to take blame Any more weight, I might break Tell me, do you feel the same? Guess we all go the same way I'm in a bit of a mess here Count to ten and hope to disappear I never did my homework Could I have been more than this? Finding a way exist Within a world with no risk Forcing a shoe that won't fit I spend most the day stoned and Making excuses for it Saying it helped to write this But on the real, I'm tight lipped Shooting a shot that I'll miss And it's so far from near Why the hell am I still here? This is not the end of our lives This is just a bump in the ride And I know that it will be alright If it's not, then we're stuck, aren't we? I can't help myself but cry Every time that I realise Maybe I'll never find my smile But who's to blame? Well, that's on me Well, that's on me Well, that's on me Now that the weather is colder Nothing is masking this pain The summer was here but won't stay And we are inside like all day Regretting the things that we say And it takes a toll, yeah The conversation won't end Being a rock for your friends Cracks on the surface don't mend We only break, we don't bend And you'd think it was so clear But I can't see nothing but the fear I'm feeling so bloated Thinking a salad won't do Might as well open up two Locking myself in my room Hoping that this all ends soon And no one will notice What I will put myself through 'Cause they will hate themselves too Isn't it mad what we do? Pretending to win but just lose And it's so far from near Why the hell am I still here? This is not the end of our lives This is just a bump in the ride And I know that it will be alright If it's not, then we're stuck, aren't we? I can't help myself but cry Every time that I realise Maybe I'll never find my smile But who's to blame? Well, that's on me Well, that's on me Well, that's on me Too many things on my mind To process moments of life There's some days I lose my drive Then some can't control the fire I'm aware that things take time But I'm not a patient guy Maybe if I wait I'll find Resemblance of peace of mind This is just getting older Running away from my past Knowing the calm it won't last Being a mouse in this grass Feeling the snakes behind us And I'm searching for closure But nothing is healing these scars When I open up, they just laugh Saying if they had just half Then nothing would ever be dark Is it new me, new year Or just the same old blue sphere? This is not the end of our lives This is just a bump in the ride And I know that it will be alright If it's not, then we're stuck, aren't we? I can't help myself but cry Every time that I realise Maybe I'll never find my smile But who's to blame? Well, that's on me Well, that's on me Well, that's on me Well, that's on me

[@sonyasong6210]

Could anyone tell the story about this pls?

[@socialismdeclassified]

"sorry for intruding"

[@alceuuuU]

first 😎

[@user-sg9hx3tr2z]

エドやポスト、ラ・ロイ、ジュース等の姿を見ていると、これがアーティストとしてあるべき姿だといつも思う。 欧米の文化に触れていると、日本の文化を哀れに思うのは私だけであろうか。 ビゴーの風刺画が未だ息をしている様で、悲しい。 日本の文化が、独立することを祈る。

[@JB2AMBang]

how to be her part 5...

[@user-mw2rl8nn6i]

Will Cullen

[@ophelienirlot123]

🤍🖤

[@tedderli1327]

😮

[@user-hh7kx1ty7p]

Virgin Radio

[@elenamolhem]

🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🇦🇲🇬🇪🇺🇦👏👏

[@micahisarat55]

😂😂😂😂

[@user-kp6nn2uo3l]

rasika

[@MagdaleneDivine]

Why is Ed in everybody's living room? And wouldn't that piss off his wife?

[@mariee.5912]

😅😅he is singing with like 4 cameras, I bet she's not that insecure. Not cool.

[@FinBearGaming]

I liked my own comment

[@bazza1024]

Ed she wanted u to drink it with her!!!! Faux pas!!

[@MateusLima71017]

Imagina Ed Sheeran ok lança um FT com Dua Lipa

[@bendlor]

This album is quiet meh tbh... Different. Needs to bring back that magic from divide and plus

[@leahg899]

No this album is like my favorite… it’s bringing back Plus vibes, his O.G stuff

[@isabelrain7789]

Agree! His old school vibes 💗💗💗

[@ellieneale04]

Plastic Ed in a box > the real thing

[@circemuller1933]

ED stand in my Living Room...... a Figur from him

[@VitorAlbado]

❤

[@korenisme]

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