Ekoh x Nate Vickers - Hurt Myself (Official Music Video)

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Ekoh x Nate Vickers - Hurt Myself (Official Music Video)
Lyrics-
INTRO-
I can't make you pray for me now
Don't need your sympathy, I
Just want the love that I deserve when
All I do is Hurt Myself
VERSE 1-
I been tryin to hide but I know it’s just a matter of time until I break down
All the stress that I hold too much weight now
Got these pills I don’t really wanna take
But it feels like I walk in the devils playground,
Rain clouds in the head too often
Brain dead in the bed that’s a coffin
Havin thoughts of the head blown off every time that I close my eyes, NO STOP IT
I don’t think that anyone gets it so I don’t wanna tell anybody what really goin on in my head I just wanna be alone and listen to the music and let it tell me the way I need to feel so I don’t think I’m defective,
it’s getting worse everyday that’ll pass,
Getting too high I just wait for the crash
Started when I met my dad and then he left again abandonment the only thing I expect and can’t dream when I’m in a nightmare,
Everything goes wrong, what do I care?
Tryin to grab happiness cuz it’s right there
But I slips thru the grip and it’s gone in an instant, a misfit, insisting on always tryin to fit in
Got a need for the love but for me I don’t give shit
Enemies wanna see me fall and i feel like i’m at the last resort and bout to give in..
CHORUS-
Churches start to feel like prison cells
Cuz everybody'd rather judge than help
I can't make you pray for me now
Don't need your sympathy, I
Just want the love that I deserve when
All I do is Hurt Myself
VERSE 2-
Just tell me I'm okay
Tell me this is life and it’ll all work out in the long run
if it's not true, lie to me cuz i need some hope to help me out when the hearts shut,
Detached i barely feel alive
Tell me this is all worth the pain and time,
I been slippin now, barely got the grip
Where is all the friends who said they would stick by me?
look into the eyes, see, right into the soul weighed down so heavy but im highly emotional, but never vulnerable the bandwidth too much bout to overload or overdose, no one close when I got something inside i really hate and wanna cut and let it bleed out,
Hard to let in the light, when there’s a critic inside, that won’t stop speaking up, bringing me down
Feeling like I’m in a battle with 2 different people inside of me
The ones who been trying to hold me together is not the one who’s in the drivers seat
I’ve got this need to escape to the point where i’m sick of my f’n sobriety
Losing my footing, and I wish somebody would tell me that I'll be okay if i try to be
CHORUS-
Churches start to feel like prison cells
Cuz everybody'd rather judge than help
I can't make you pray for me now
Don't need your sympathy, I
Just want the love that I deserve when
All I do is Hurt Myself
#ekoh #hurt #natevickers

[@Ekohmusic]

To everyone who’s been asking for the FULL LYRICS, they’re in the DESCRIPTION ❤️‍🩹

[@QuirkyX91]

Yay thank you so much!

[@JennC1211]

So excited! Happy new year ekoh!

[@VirtuousVeraMarieSergent-bc6jw]

I'm just really wanting to give you a hug right now! I feel it I feel you and your words were crazy accurate for how I feel sometimes but I have found peace now for the most part. As cliche as it sounds finding self love is how I found my peace. But your facial expressions and body language in the video speaks volumes more than the words alone!! Seriously tho. You're not alone, you are worthy and it's not bc your fans love your music it's bc u are you and you are love. A lighthouse doesn't always see light. It's housing the light buy it's standing in the darkness think about that. I Love You Jeff. This is NobodyV. By the way

[@BlackAdam174]

YO EKOH THIS HAS REALLY HELPED ME SO MUCH MAN THANK YOU SO MUCH BRO

[@insomniac876]

Dude! This hit so hard.

[@mitchdavis9155]

"Churches start to feel like prison cells, Cuz everybody rather judge than help." That hit HARD

[@Ekohmusic]

Big time

[@shawndykes1140]

Facts

[@HeroofDarkness15]

The sad thing is that the lyrics aren't wrong. Most churchgoers are just not compassionate as much as they were when I was a kid. The people feel more judgemental instead of helpful.

[@Ekohmusic]

You ready for this one?!

[@MeganDolan-vc7ep]

Yesss 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@tiffenyburr600]

CAN"T WAIT!!!❤💯

[@kristinazimmerman1289]

Yess

[@Kaytina540]

What you think? Hell yea always ready let’s goooo!!!🔥🔥🔥

[@BlackAdam174]

FUCK YEAH MAN IM EXCITED AS HELL TRULY THE THE BEST SONG HERE

[@crossmirage7145]

I had a really bad breakdown a few months ago. It resulted in me losing my closes friends, the love of my life, and much more. This song speaks to what's left of my heart. Sometimes I feel like I don't have the will to keep going, life is hard but I can't stop. I just discovered you but I'm here to stay. Keep up the good work man.

[@Ekohmusic]

Keep ur head up. Ur not alone out here.

[@lindathao6303]

​@@Ekohmusicthis so deep ❤😂 keep it up

[@jordzwaan1937]

"The one that holds me together is not the one in the drivers seat" man..felt that one

[@cjaspholm]

You and Nate should do an entire album... so good!!!!! on repeat since you released. Well done!

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you!!

[@adrian1803]

+1!

[@garrettmiller6068]

Don't stop these collabs. Healing one listener at a time

[@Ekohmusic]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@starlight13081]

Beautifully said 💯

[@sprinkle_romance]

I swear!! 🥺🙏🏻❤

[@LookingAboveCreations]

Deliverance is what is needed. ❤️ I know. I understand.

[@Ekohmusic]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🖤

[@SykoNerd]

Wow... "I don't wanna tell anyone what goes on in my head" means a lot to me. Thanks for another incredible song & video, guys! sending love, Ekoh✌️🫶

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you

[@kevinw9625]

@@Ekohmusic luv you cuz

[@INDIGOCOOKIE]

@SykoNerd i feel da same way Fam ✌🏼 🔥

[@asaltnado5168]

When your song makes you dig deep and drive through those who doubted you. ❤

[@Ekohmusic]

That’s the shit right there

[@kevinw9625]

​@@Ekohmusic#Inspiration

[@ElizaSolev-pd3sh]

I had no idea how much I needed a collab like this till I heard this song❤❤🔥🔥🔥

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you so so much!

[@blanana_m]

Beautigul song! I love how you can pair hip hop with metal so well and then have Nate here with a beautiful singing chorus ❤

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you!

[@The_Washington_Waldo]

Your lyrics hit so deep EKOH..... I'm almost at a complete loss for words... You put things that so many people can relate to and it creates such a deeper connection to your music. An artist like you is rare and I can't thank you enough for what you are doing! Never give up

[@Ekohmusic]

I seriously appreciate it more than you know

[@kevinw9625]

Share this track with everyone in your contact list. They need to hear it so they can subscribe!

[@kevinw9625]

​@@Ekohmusicyou are awesome Ekoh. Maybe some day you will tell me your real name. I love you bro, I just want to help you become independent! My name is Kevin and I have a hole in my head. Much luv cousin!

[@nobodyvjones7271]

Hold up you call him cousin but don't know Jeff's real name? I don't buy that 😊

[@kevinw9625]

@@nobodyvjones7271 in my life, referring to someone as "Cousin" is a term of endearment. Not related or even friends.. I'm just a fan trying to comment, like, and share to help his metrics and get more views.

[@Shark_Studios2]

The course speaks the truth. When all people think you want them to do is feel bad/pitty for you and thats not what you want. All you want is just love to help heal a broken soul.

[@Ekohmusic]

Truth

[@ngek202]

Sad truth

[@jaredallen1032]

I’ve prolly repeated this more than anyone. I love your music since you started.

[@Ekohmusic]

Thanks so much bro

[@jaredallen1032]

@@Ekohmusic your welcome! Thank you I didn’t know you were finna reply this made my day

[@TheCouncilofRicks]

I love the direction your taking your music man, this collab was perfect

[@Ekohmusic]

Thanks!!

[@ArthurBarnhart]

I've had this on repeat on Spotify since it dropped, song is amazing! and had really been helping me through a tough time, could never thank you enough for your music man

[@sierrastephan1103]

Thank God my church is a welcoming hand and a hospital for the weary and broken souls, but this song hits every single nerve of who I was and who I am, thank you for this song and every song I hear by you 💖💕

[@jmanbrindle3356]

This is gonna be the new song I listen too on repeat! ❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@thinkley91]

Bro you are creating a whole new lane as an artist with these recent songs and everyone you've been working with is amazing! I love this track 🖤

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you so much!

[@brittanyelliott8555]

There will never not be a time I'm ready for your music!

[@divyu24]

This is life and it'll all work out in the long run

[@Ekohmusic]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@caseyc4715]

Such a powerful song let's gooooooo 💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯

[@caseyc4715]

Such a powerful song 💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯

[@caseyc4715]

Let's gooooooo Ekoh and Nate the song 🎵 is already a Banger can't wait 💯💯💯💯💯 keep changing lives my friend ✌️✌️

[@dominiquemorningowl6320]

I'm thankful I found this and this artist!

[@Ekohmusic]

I am too thank you

[@abstrusemedia2312]

This one hits deep. Amazing track you smashed it brother

[@kairitvi6507]

This song supported me while doing 11 weeks of therapy 🫂

[@Ekohmusic]

Glad to support

[@bluecollarBASStard69]

Broski stays LOCKED IN with the bars 🔥🔥🔥

[@Ekohmusic]

Always 💯🔥

[@XxGothKayxX]

I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO WAIT!!! I KNOW THIS IS GOING TO BE SOOOO GOOD!!!

[@M4rven95]

Hits too close to home... Having this song on repeat for 2 weeks now, to me it is a masterpiece in every regard.

[@Ekohmusic]

I appreciate it so so much

[@atoosamusic9682]

🔥🔥🔥🔥like a bomb

[@kristinazimmerman1289]

Super dope song it's a must listen too let's get this on Octane in full rotation too

[@VirtuousVeraMarieSergent-bc6jw]

Yes!!

[@andreasinclairpaz]

Love the song Jeff you and Nate make such a good collab duo , your verses are deep as always and I appreciate and love that as usual. I can’t wait to see you level up more in your career , I always love genuine , real and relatable music I love you always make me feel something with your music.

[@Ekohmusic]

Thanks so much!! 🖤

[@caseyc4715]

Every song you drop hits me in different ways let's gooooooo 💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯

[@MichaelButcher-ek4xu]

Ekoh the real deal 👊

[@Ekohmusic]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@NateVickers]

IM READY 🔥

[@MeganDolan-vc7ep]

Same 🔥🔥🔥

[@Ekohmusic]

OH YOU BETTER BE

[@tammybohn514]

I Won’t Be Upset If You Release It Early Or Something! 😉😜😅 LFG 🤟❤️‍🔥🔥

[@DestyonaMarieHumes-ei9qc]

Hope your feeling better!

[@kevinw9625]

​@@Ekohmusicty cuz

[@callumwingrove3584]

"Feeling like I’m in a battle with 2 different people inside of me The ones who been trying to hold me together is not the one who’s in the drivers seat I’ve got this need to escape to the point where i’m sick of my f’n sobriety Losing my footing, and I wish somebody would tell me that I'll be okay if i try to be" That my friend hit hard, I'm coming up 7 months sober and this Christmas and new year have taken it's toll on me, nearly relapsed several times, your lyrics and delivery along with Vin Jay are more powerful than anything, people like you would make good psychotherapists... Keep up the amazing work guys.

[@Ekohmusic]

Homie I’m glad you made it through and I know you’re going to continue to thrive this year.

[@INDIGOCOOKIE]

I just found this video and your lyricism resonates very deeply with profound meanings, im glad to know we are NOT ALONE, even though being alone with yourself and longing for love is the only feeling that takes hold. Much love ✌🏼

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you so so much

[@j.walter5967]

Immaculate. The overall sound, vibe, rhythm and lyrics.

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you bro

[@dakooles1]

Goosebumps! Thank you for this song.

[@Ekohmusic]

Always!! Thank you

[@cindyhubby3217]

You two need to make an entire album together!!💯🤘🔥

[@AmanSharma-dw9tx]

Hell yeah!! 🔥

[@devilmike93]

y'all need to make an album together...chills from the second you guys opened your mouths.

[@Ekohmusic]

Appreciate that I agree

[@aaronhinman8896]

Such raw talent. Love the music and passion. You guys are 🔥.

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you man!

[@virginiaheflin6480]

Can’t wait for this video ❤️‍🩹 song has been on repeat all week

[@joshuajackson3203]

You guys absolutely killed this. Love everything about this one. Nate murdered that hook and Ekoh is as always on point.

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you bro!

[@Lonk_HeroOfTime]

Past the point of healing, but paused the progression of depression for sure ❤ thanks g

[@PROD5VE]

i will work on a song with Ekoh one day, speaking it into existence 🙏🏼

[@kevinw9625]

Share this track with everyone you love!

[@kevinw9625]

Fire in the sky, Y'all don't want to die, I got pieces that die all the time. Been to hell and back, kept the will intact. Never let you fucks Knock me outta line. Homie this a breeze. I ain't scared of shit. When you stood to lose, All you got and did. Then you really free, Only getting wins. Bring the best you got, I won't even Flinch!

[@tylercartwright6908]

On repeat all day long today both of you absolutely killed it this song is absolutely 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you!

[@caseyc4715]

Absolutely amazing let's gooooooo 💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥

[@jaimiandypruett2601]

Extremely Powerful ! ! ! Amazing Vocals and Lyrics ! ! ! I can't stop listening to it ! ! !

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you!

[@MJ-nl9hs]

What a banger love this song

[@Lewietherd]

Phenomenal song “AS ALWAYS” can’t wait for the vid.🎉

[@caseyc4715]

Yessss let's gooooooo 💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯

[@caseyc4715]

Let's gooooooo 💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥

[@JenniferLaravuso]

Can’t wait for this one (I say this every time, but I also mean it every time!) 😂

[@asifyoutube8475]

the words of the song are so true. another masterpiece, this duo is fire.

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you so so much!

[@mizmixtress]

This just became my favorite song. It resonates so hard that I’m speechless. Loud on repeat. Let my neighbors hear it. Thank you for creating this. Masterpiece. 🙏

[@Ekohmusic]

Wow thank you so much

[@banderson5676]

What amazing time we live in. I remember reading the lyrics off CD pamphlets to my favorite songs. Now we have music videos with lyrics on a handheld computer.

[@Ekohmusic]

Pretty wild

[@henriqueanjos9965]

This song gets really badass, it even gave me a goosebump another masterpiece.

[@Ekohmusic]

Damn thank you so much!

[@dakotakimmerer9998]

Been here since Freeverse 3, and this guy is still reaching all the way down into my core and pulling out emotions. Amazing job man!! Hope to hear this live!

[@Ekohmusic]

Thats so dope, thank you so much man!

[@kimberlybrooks-holder4463]

OMG! This is one of the most phenomenally powerful pieces I have EVER heard!! Thank you so much! ❤ You are going to touch so many lives with your music! So many people struggle just to survive each & every day. Not just your lyrics, but, moreso the emotion radiating from those lyrics will remind those who are struggling that they are not alone! Please, don't EVER stop filling your music with real shit, & raw emotion! No one wants to acknowledge the ugly shit in life, like mental illness. Even though it's something that impacts so many individuals & their loved ones, the vast majority of those struggling are way too ashamed to keep it real even with themselves, so the stigma continues. Keep touching people the way this song does & you will change lives in a big way... Maybe even save a few. Thank you!

[@Ekohmusic]

I appreciate it more than you know. Truly

[@Krimmel-jw7jz]

One word for this song: Powerful. It speaks to your soul

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you

[@joelschauble6912]

Damn i Incredible this song is on repeat for days now. Thanks🙏🏻 Greetings from Germany

[@ImJustAmazN]

I can't stop playing this. I really dig that From Ashes To New feel it has. Great song! 🔥 Btw, everyone deserves to be loved.

[@Ekohmusic]

Aye thank you so much!

[@ZacharyHarpel]

"when i'm in a nightmare, everything goes wrong WHAT DO I CARE!" That hurts on another level. I know exactly what you mean 🖤😞

[@Ekohmusic]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️‍🩹

[@caseyc4715]

Let's gooooooo 💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@viralintent42]

One of my favourite new Dynamic Duos. Y'all are UNSTOPPABLE. Thanks for the music, the emotion, the reality. Big love boys.

[@Ekohmusic]

Yo thank you SO MUCH

[@TheMsbiatch]

AMAZING SONG!! YOU GUYS KILLED IT!! 👏🏻👏🏻🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank You 💯

[@VirtuousVeraMarieSergent-bc6jw]

Completely agree

[@kindsa1670]

Processing... 💕💕💕 (😏...)

[@Stevebo30]

After losing my gf to a drug overdose almost a week ago. I have a whole new perspective of this song R.I.P. Corrine Brown 💔

[@angryoda]

Much love! RIP Corinne Brown!

[@Stevebo30]

​@@angryoda Thank you

[@angryoda]

@@Stevebo30 if I can do anything but make you feel comfortable or anything im down!

[@jodiecaygillgrigg4470]

Your amazing, I love your music and you are so talented. I play your songs on repeat, I love the emotion. I hope everything goes well for you. Everyone deserves to be loved! ❤🖤🧡 I hope you stay well and all the best to you. 😊

[@Ekohmusic]

It means the world to me

[@Belchym]

Raw emotion this one. I love this song, but it eats at me too. One day at a time, and it’ll be okay. ❤

[@mattm2231]

"Feeling like I’m in a battle with 2 different people inside of me The ones who been trying to hold me together is not the one who’s in the drivers seat"

[@Ekohmusic]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🔥

[@ZacharyHarpel]

This is a masterpiece. Thank you for another song to keep me alive in this world 🖤🗝🔥💀

[@Ekohmusic]

Always homie. Thanks so much.

[@agajdosik83]

Damn Ekoh this song describes exactly how I've been feeling lately it's crazy. I love your music so keep bringing it!

[@Ekohmusic]

Keep ur head up!!

[@mushhead93]

been really depressed lately really needed this so bad thanks ekoh

[@mattybeats3290]

So hype on this one you guys crushed it

[@brandonkasper4416]

Las Vegas represent

[@Ekohmusic]

HELL YES

[@savvydreams6510]

Tell me why I wish the verses would never end. I could listen to this song over and over again. When the chorus gets heavy I can’t hold back the head bangs. This goes hard on 2 12’s in my trunk. Please give us another duo gentlemen. Banger.

[@tylerthornton9876]

Vary Excited to listen to it 💯💯

[@C134Nfabric]

What a powerfull song! Once again, you bring another powerful song to our ears. Great job you two! Keep them coming!

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you!!

[@johnclaydon9586]

Another banger from ekoh yet to disappoint me with your songs man keep the flame coming

[@Ekohmusic]

Aye thanks a lot

[@Nchiles23]

Ekoh you left me speechless with this one🖤 your verses had me froze up with emotion. I always appreciate you so much for helping me feel again in places I sometimes forget about. Good for the soul yo Much love

[@Ekohmusic]

Oh wow thank you so so much!

[@lehammsamm]

Always a good day when Ekoh drops a banger video.

[@kidrockblastz]

Love this. I can see, hear, and feel the emotions of this song. Fire 🔥

[@Ekohmusic]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@MrVT417]

Im in the mud right now... and i found your song to be an anchour for me to get up again, the lyrics are sou accurate that it hurts.... thank you for helping me heal a day at a time

[@Ekohmusic]

Keep ur head up

[@gregsanossian1388]

Bro thank you so much for making this song, I absolutely needed to hear it. Just when I was finally starting to recover from a break up that hit me really hard, I lost my father. Everything in the lyrics is 100%, spot-on applicable to my life. But regardless, even if I wasn't enduring all that stuff, why isn't the view count in the billions? The songs that are in the billions don't even TOUCH this.

[@Ekohmusic]

Keep ur head up man you’re not alone

[@gregsanossian1388]

@@Ekohmusic thanks bro! It's hard, but people like you are give me the strength to push through.

[@j.d.franklin7892]

Keep shining bro!!!

[@TananJess]

Good song bro pretty deep, nate adds a nice layer with his vocals on this

[@psyanidesyn359]

I can't stop replaying this track.... So powerful. Thank you, Ekoh & Nate! Y'all are just amazing 👏

[@Ekohmusic]

Thanks so much!

[@W4ll_fl0w3r]

@Ekohmusic dang sunshine 2wks later and this one still packs a punch!!! ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 keep going!!!!

[@wikowsky20]

I love this so so much guys! Ekoh your lines speak to my heart. And Nate your voice is beautiful!

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you! So glad you like it

[@dschiffer121]

Ekoh, you've been on fire with these genre crossovers.

[@Ekohmusic]

Appreciate that

[@kevinw9625]

Likes Bro 👍🏻

[@MitchWestWeather]

This should have 10 million views. Holy smokes.

[@Ekohmusic]

I agree

[@ReptileNightwolf37]

Finally somebody can do real rap music. Nice :)

[@Ekohmusic]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@meganhilliard2693]

I feel like I'm in a battle with 2 ppl inside of me.. that's truth fr... I'm so glad I've discovered you and your music! Becoming a bigger fan each and every day as I explore more into your music ❤❤❤

[@Ekohmusic]

I appreciate it so much!

[@meganhilliard2693]

@Ekohmusic and...I just learned that u opened for from ashes to new??! Im a HUGE fan of them as well!! And I must say I'm just mesmerized with your music. There's not a single song so far that I haven't lived and now I listen to you on repeat the majority of my days lol.. I love trauma! Your amazing!!

[@loisstover1459]

Great song love it

[@Ekohmusic]

Thank you!

[@theclownking87]

"The one holding me together ain't the one in the driver's seat ".... I felt that shit

[@Ekohmusic]

Big time

[@sunshine8291]

Ekohhhhhhhh 🔥🔥🔥🔥