Embracing Solitude

[@calvinjones9023]

This seasonal sadness has hit me pretty hard last month. And now this time of solitude has really pushed me to my limits. I enjoy being alone but would like some company. Someone to talk to, maybe even a lover or two. But I'm just alone surrounded by family and friends

[@laurenmaddison1111]

I hear your heart. Thank you for being honest here. Sending you love & warmth❤️

[@its1hit1der56]

As a military man who is alone and stuck in his barracks on New Years Eve, thanks for the reminder on how to handle being alone. Well done

[@shigshug8581]

ty 4 ur service

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Sending you so much love! Thank you🤍

[@ZoeyArielle]

I am so proud of you Lauren! This is such a beautiful, reflective video with an incredible message. Thank you for sharing your light with all of us! ❤

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Thank you Zo, love you so much!🩵

[@gigiwalentiny5060]

To thine own self be true! Loved this first video and look forward to your journey here on YT!

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Thank you so much dear!💞💞

[@theloveloaf]

Your words brought me to tears. You have a really clear headed understanding of what is required for growth. I admire you, your grace, and I hope you experience beauty and contentment in 2025.

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Thank you so much for your kindness💙 I am wishing you all the beauty, contentment, & love in the world!

[@GENDEMA]

You know, it's amazing to hear someone say they "hugged" themselves in solitude and then say it was amazing, as a positive thing ofc. I'm currently in my "season" of solitude and if there's one thing I don't think about it's hugging myself. I mean, I'm an only child, I'm used to being alone since I was very young, my parents worked a lot etc. The last thing I want is to prolong the solitude and not only that, I don't feel like hugging myself because there's nothing that confirms my value as a person in solitude, it's a constant monologue. I can't just validate myself, it's like a student correcting and passing his own exam. You need love, and another human being to be able to hug and also to be able to hug yourself afterwards. Solitude is diabolical when it's prolonged, you only talk to yourself and convincing yourself in solitude that you're valuable or beautiful or whatever seems like a neurotic or dissociative attitude? Sorry in advance if I used the terms incorrectly. I value my solitude a lot when I have company, even at times. I enjoy my solitude when I know it will be cut off. But when it is prolonged, it is frankly impossible to get anything good out of it for me. At the same time, prolonged solitude begins to generate paranoid thoughts that make it feel increasingly difficult to get out of the tunnel because you think: Okay, every day I feel worse, every day that passes I have less chances of reintegrating into society and being loved... blah blah I have appreciated the beauty of nature in solitude and I have also cried out of sadness thinking that I would like to share that moment with someone. And I have also looked at the sky wondering if this was my destiny, or what I should do to get out of this place. Anyway, thank you for sharing this, and don't be afraid, no one will hurt you here or make hateful comments of any kind about you.

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Thank you for sharing your thoughts. I understand & respect your perspective on solitude. I believe there are moments of time in our life where we are called into solitude and it is essential for our growth. Different seasons for different reasons. I pray you’re gentle with yourself!🤍

[@tajshreeoli]

I love this girl, rooting for you

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Thank you love, you too!💞

[@SimplyElaJ]

I’m just starting too and I know it’s so scary but seeing people like you literally motivate me more ❤

[@laurenmaddison1111]

🥲🩷 You can do anything!

[@SimplyElaJ]

@@laurenmaddison1111 🤍now you have a new sub ✨

[@sophieashtonlovesyou]

I absolutely never use youtube and your video was the first to show up on my homepage, so glad I watched. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing these words! You have a beautiful aura and I am absolutely certain that this period of solitude will serve your highest good in the end. I know that mine did :) Wishing you the best and looking forward to following your journey

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Thank you for watching! Your sweet reflections mean the world to me. I appreciate you & wish you the absolute best. 🩵

[@just_tree]

I respect your courage to push past your fears

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Thank you for listening. Sending you ease and love as you continue to navigate this time in your life!🩷

[@AT-ye7te]

Thank you for this message, it was wonderful to hear

[@laurenmaddison1111]

I’m so glad. Thank you for listening!

[@joelmolinapalau6811]

Solitude, independence and kindness is the new foundation of love, become one with your shadow and let it dance in the dark.

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Yes🖤

[@Gelatodreams64]

Please keep making more videos omg i love your vibe so much you’re so beautiful and well spoken 🥹

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Thank you so much for your kindness & support!💓💓💓

[@priiacosmetics7106]

Beautiful message.

[@laurenmaddison1111]

💞💕💕

[@ghalinew]

take care of yourself you seem kind👍

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Thank you. Take care too!

[@Blake4625kHz]

Old man here. We r all bottomless voids. The more one is consumed with one’s self, the more miserable that person becomes. Escapeyhroughsacrificingforothers

[@laurenmaddison1111]

I appreciate your perspective! I personally do not believe we are all bottomless voids. However, I do appreciate the statement that being consumed with one’s self can lead to misery.

[@theDrzhivargo]

women bottomless lol

[@MarcosRLebron]

i will not abandon myself ❤️

[@laurenmaddison1111]

❤️‍🩹

[@sofiaryder]

Congrats on your first video

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Thank you love!

[@Mysticbarbie_]

I been planning to drop my first video too and I’m still nervous but watching this made me realize what I’m doing it for :)

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Be nervous and do it anyway. You’ll feel so proud of yourself. Best wishes!🧡

[@TheAzguardThor]

Peace 2 you ...

[@laurenmaddison1111]

You too🦋

[@Mysticbarbie_]

Subscribe!!!❤

[@Gutszsz]

Don’t be sad friend, I have been in solitude for 27 years of my life.

[@memegazer]

yt is my favorite platform too I don't even have any other social media except for reddit, and discord if that counts instead of being self conscious though you should be more concerned about being sure when you turn on your camera there is nothing on camera that will dox you to strangers there are a lot of weirdos out there so be safe and keep that in mind sorry to be a downer anyway best of luck on your journey sounds like learning to appreciate solitude and enjoy the little things in life

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Thank you!

[@memegazer]

@@laurenmaddison1111 lol just trying to look out insecurity is fine...but concentrate it on things that matter imo

[@FoodForestHeaven]

Just turn on comment approval and block people who make stupid comments. :)

[@AbhishekMazumder]

The most controversial statement of 2024: "Men want women because men cannot live alone. Women need to be given a reason to be with men."

[@Jims-VanLife]

Find your passion and attack it. Don't worry about what others think. Get super focused and use your time wisely. As far as Seattle goes - it is a very crappy environment. I lived in Redmond for 5 years and saw Seattle turn into a very unproductive environment. There should be no heaviness of thought in your mind. Don't overthink shit. Get out of that city and go to a rural area. I am a Sigma male and you need to reevaluate the journey the journey you are on.

[@laurenmaddison1111]

Thank you for sharing your experience. I’m actually really enjoying exploring what Seattle has to offer. I think there are pockets of beauty everywhere. I’m quite content with my journey :) Be well!