I GOT THROUGH IT| CANCER VLOG

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[@Cougar1212]

How is this channel not growing leaps 'n bounds every month? This was a great episode like so many. A very good little film maker (videographer) she was. Two great co-stars. I've watched every one of 276 and many multiple times. Ten months after she left us and I still watch several every day. They make ya smile, laugh, and wish you were walk'n 'round London with them. And yes, ya cry a lot too. Something ya don't get from shit Hollywood "reality" productions. Miss you Em. Miss you Aish. Fuck cancer.

[@susanscott3333]

So glad that Aisha got to visit Dan last week in hospital - the pictures were sweet. We all miss you Em.

[@TomRipley7350]

Addicted to this channel. Wonderful people. Inspirational.

[@christinemurphy9709]

You are so missed Em .. i hope you know how much .xx

[@ellalily123]

Ahh lovely sweet Emily ❤️ life is so unfair sometimes. I often find myself watching your vlogs back to back even in 2023. You were such a brave inspirational women and will be forever missed 💔 I can’t imagine the sadness you’re family feel. Your vlogs were exceptional Rip sweet girl xxx

[@jandavis9360]

I’m so glad Emily had Aisha during this time in her life … she is such a wonderful person! Miss you Em! 💫

[@maryc7549]

Hi Emily!! I just started watching your vlogs last week, and oh my gawwwwddd, what a beautiful attitude you have!! Of course you have bad days, there are days when you have to rest, but despite it all you still go on, you just live. Everyone takes tomorrow for granted but it can end for any of us in a few minutes, either you were diagnosed with terminal cancer or not (and I know many people who were told it was terminal and years after, they are still rocking the kasbah). I would recommend your videos to everyone I know, honest. I was diagnosed with a very rare type of cancer and I have to travel to London regularly to go to the Marsden, because here in Portugal no one knew anything about this "alien" that is living inside me, but the Marsden has someone who does, they are the best! Btw, my name is Mariana and I'm from Portugal (you can thank us portuguese people later, because if it wasn't for us, there would be no Nandos! haha :P) xx P.S: You're so lucky to have each other! It's so great to see you make each other so happy :)

[@ahoward3819]

Miss you Em. I love watching you eat chocolate and loving every second of it. You remind me to live in the moment.

[@katepedley5023]

Thinking of you this week, glad work put you in better spirits. Lovely to see Aisha as always, and glad you had a nice weekend together. Xx

[@elizabethmiller448]

I love seeing all the different places you go in London! I hope this week goes as well as it can for you x

[@vickyrogers3690]

I am sooo happy you are feeling better, Emily!! Love you and Aisha soo much. You both were made for each other!! ❤️❤️

[@kaijaperho3876]

I love you guys so much. I ordered similar Twinzz-cap you have from uk. London looks so good too.

[@natalialoveslush]

Needing this motivational video rn so thank you! Love seeing your vlogs, you can tell the content is so genuine and you just say things how they are which makes your vids such a fab watch! Keep doing what you're doing can tell it makes you happy as well as all us viewers so thanks again!

[@michelleparkes2553]

Been watching ya vlogs for a while now, luv the pair of ya. You are both so positive! And i wish you both all the best

[@traceymillar5527]

I love both your outlooks. You are so good for each other. LOVE and strength to you both. You are a wonderful couple xx

[@Hayley0412]

Everybody needs an Aisha in their lives, Emily is beautiful, their love is easy to see! Emily was taken away far too soon, Aisha will always carry Emily with her for the rest of her life! I am lucky, my husband and I married twenty five years ago, I was 21, he looks after me as I lost my right leg, he. is amazing. He found a lump which turned out to be testicular cancer, within a week he had his testicle removed, he has a mole on his chest that is nasty, he had a whole body scan, he gets the results on Monday, my. Sons and I are very worried but we keep it hiding our tears and concern! Here I am absolutely petrified of losing my beautiful husband, thank you so much for listening to my crazy post! 💕💕💕

[@mimis3girls]

You are an inspiration Emily! I’m praying for healing of your complete body! 🙏🏼🙏🏼 And praying for Aisha!

[@karencurtis2697]

Aisha you are a complete star ⭐️. Yes Lisa has a crush on you for sure , but like she said whilst watching this, the love ❤️ and care you give is beautiful to watch and we are sure you light up Emily,s dark day's always. Emily the smile you have after helping your clients and a girl at the gym shows your passion for fitness. Go get them girls take care 😉😉love from Karen and Lisa

[@shesalady76]

Ive been watching ur vlogs one after the other..ure such an amazing inspiration for many..i can tell u that much..thank you..u make my days..

[@juliaputman]

Ha! Love y'all. You're talking about life and death, and then WAIT! We're going to talk CHOCOLATE!!!! Love it. Keep smiling!!!!

[@christianholder5792]

hi Emily hope things are good with you you look great

[@sanyulentcontainergardenin7788]

My girls would make a nice food advert. Love them to bits💕

[@spyweb314]

Loved the "say bye" moment, when the 2 lads said Bye instead of Aisha as they walked past haha. Rip x

[@gwynethgrove772]

Love those glasses. Good karma indeed lovely ladies. 🙏🏻

[@serinat2181]

4:55-5:00 back to black was playing and I was kinda freaked out because I was just singing it gal

[@Shekeria]

Love your vlogs..

[@clairecarey8004]

Bring on the nandos ☝️ can't wait they are building one where I live in Burgess hill which is just outside Brighton.. So nice to hear you motivated and living your life.. Your doing the right things by the sounds of, balancing enough rest and having fun ! That's the key and you are so very good at it xxx

[@deefer6141]

I so want to go to Brick Lane now in London. Looks amazing

[@vickyrogers3690]

That food in London!! Just saying

[@julieann5381]

Lurrrrrve youuuuuu both 😆❤

[@juliebradley2776]

Hi just woundering why you want to keep your weight? Do you do that thsts it kept with in the healty weight chart. My mum got the third of her bowl away and all adernal glands taken out, both with cancer, she is terrified of loosing weight as she accioates that with cancer. Bless yous.

[@nnicollan]

Super star*****

[@peeweetoms]

NANDOS!!!! I want Nandos! Glad you are able to work and you are on an up :) Legendary status just hit! I have to keep telling people on my vlog I watch all your videos lol I have to keep explaining we have very different cancers lol, amazing how many people support you :) PS I forgot to say thanks for mentioning me, man I am wired today!

[@fayremaiden2425]

I'm following you too.Remain strong. If i had a cure, it'd be free. I thought being black was a struggle,but this ish is off the charts. Look into DR SEBI. If you can detox the blood, you have a clean canvas. I don' know why we aren't doing a systemic blood transfusion in end of care. Because at this point, i'ts all system go. Systemic bloodletting plus infusion, alkaline diet, cut off dairy, sugar and all the nasties. Ask for it, put up a petition if you must. By the time it's terminal, it's all over your blood stream. I know it's costly, and that's why they don't do it, but systemic blood transfusion + meds and alkaline diet have seen many dodge the grave. Remain strong.I'm about to reach out to key people and ask why at the very least, plasma isn't available in end of care. I'm not happy. Should get this in parliament in no time.

[@Dynan117]

PeeWeeToms, have you seen What The Health on Netflix? If not, please, please, please watch it.

[@Dan-n-Duke-jr2ic]

I'm not a Brit, what is a nantoes?

[@sm5288]

@@Dan-n-Duke-jr2ic Its a very popular chicken restaurant started up by a portuguese immigrant in south africa.

[@Dan-n-Duke-jr2ic]

@@sm5288 thank you for that answer, :) darn you for making me think of Daniel:( jk, they're good memories

[@myroselle6987]

It’s almost 2024 and I’m still watching Emily for encouragement.. I love you Emily!!!

[@samanthaobertelle4966]

Get in the frame babe! ..Emily was so lovely.. wasn't she just so god damn positive.. we should all learn from Emily .. she was just so lovely . Cancer is just horrible taking away such energy like Emily.. its just not right! .. Aisha must be missing her like crazy xxxx

[@terisumpton4199]

It's great that yours and PeeWeeToms paths have crossed. You both have smashed the stereotypical attitudes that you don't necessarily have to look sick when battling a terminal illness. PeeWeeToms brought me to you and the pair of you have made me re-evaluate my life. Through your vlogs you've kicked my butt into appreciating the gift of life. You both have had a profound affect on me. You're truly an inspiration in my life.

[@kimberkiefer6886]

Aisha is such a foodie ..I love it ... the editing , music and cinematography Emily did is bomb 💣. She just goes at everything in life .. work, love , cancer ... she is giving me a different outlook on life and reminding of the importance of living everyday to the fullest and not sweating the small things that we all do

[@myroselle6987]

LOL!! I love watching them both eat. I don’t know why it’s so satisfying but it is…

[@Nicole_Toby]

Just ordered £52 worth of that chocolate! hope its as good as you said it was. R.I.P Em xx

[@mrsprincenelson5756]

Nicole Jenkinson I miss her so much x

[@Sparky12355]

Let us know

[@annecarrick7227]

My God Aisha is such a wonderful person and I know it was Emily who had the awful disease but I hope people will realise the pain that Aisha is in now that beautiful Emily has gone. I for one will keep her in my prayers . R.I.P Emily and Aisha may God keep you in his care and help you through this difficult time.

[@Toffee146]

If you keep 'God' out of it, nice comment.

[@conrad152]

You should be sponsored by the London Tourist Board, you keep showing the world all the interesting and hip boroughs of London. Two cool girls.

[@marievickers7848]

Who the hell put a thumbs down on this video. There are some sick people out there. Emily was amazing and a lesson to all of us. Rest in peace darling girl so bravex

[@savoir-vivre8123]

Let's lift Emily up to 60.000!! Tell your friends ...family...online mates about her life and journey...she deserves this kind of tribute..Aisha deserves it...aren't they?

[@sarahkendall3882]

Keep fighting Em 💪🏻 Keep Smiling 😊 and Keep positive 🙌🏻🙏🏻🙌🏻 You are surrounded by love 💖 xxx

[@Thea7110]

Every video of hers is a love letter to London.

[@N4T3YBOY23]

I'm so fucking humbled by your journey, Em. Like legit. Been watching all your vids since a few months ago. I'll never complain again about the trivialities of life. You n Aish deserved so much more time together So fucking sorry you both had to go through this I really am =(

[@annettegenovesi4012]

That Aisha is super cute enjoying that chocolate, and sharing it with Emily. I could almost taste it! This is a great video. So exciting, and London is exciting, and being young and eating chocolate together is exciting. Aisha doesn't like to vlog but I'll bet she's doing fine as she's such a beautiful and level headed person, and I'm sure she's grateful for all of the memories.

[@MC-kz9fx]

My someday trip to London will include Nandos, that candy shop (because those honeycomb chocolates..whoa), and still compiling the list! Miss you Em!

[@PopcornManiac2]

I found you on the recommended videos next to PeeWeeTom. Instantly fell in love with your personality :)) Subscribed!!

[@geegee1013]

2 beautiful girls living life I wish only the best for you both xx

[@phylwilson2308]

That’s our gal bringing it back with a slam dunk 🏀 loving seeing you back to yourself again Emily, Aisha you are amazing! You 2 are perfect together 💕

[@sm5288]

Emily's positivity and motivation is both admiral and inspiring considering she had a terminal illness. She refused to let the illness define her. Its made me think twice about moaning anout my muffin top, my spots, work, anxiety etc. God rest her beautiful soul and blessings to lovely Aisha x

[@suziqoozy]

I just love you and Aisha, your vlogs make me so happy and make me realize that even if you’re sick you can LIVE life and not just sit and “wait”. Thank you for your positivity!

[@girly3848]

Aisha ur a ✨ star u have been a rock for Emily stay strong and stay positives like aisha said there my be other treatments they will try. Enjoy ya life ur a worrior and inspiration to everyone going through this xx

[@chrissycreates1665]

Miss you Emily... very much so!

[@TwelveDeck]

Your videos are awesome and so are you. I don't know how they appeared on my recommended list but I'm sure glad they did.

[@BOBBY1976100]

Love this girl’s videos. You just know she’d be a blast to hang out with.

[@elainemiddlebrooks1788]

I have been watching Pee Wee Toms also. He is a fighter as well

[@shortydiartiste]

You are an absolute inspiration ,I stumbled on your videos by accident and I liked them so much I binge watched them from the start and haven't stopped ,everyone should have an outlook on life like you do !! Rock on and give the middle finger to cancer ,it takes too many great people and you definitely won't be one of them ,you are a fighter and will come out the other side ! No doubt ;)

[@EmmaShilton]

Aisha has such a positive view on life and it reminds me of this quote "In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years" keep smiling Emily xx

[@purpledragonfly4]

Aisha is too cute! Serious moment then her desperate to show off the honeycomb, Asking if she did a good job at cheering you up, saying the food hall was like Narnia and then where are we? LOL You are a legend girl xxx

[@mscavsfan]

I LOVED all the footage!! Very glad you're doing better.

[@margaretjordan2211]

Emily Hayward you are my hero

[@meghopkin8319]

Wow actually amaze me!! Your so so inspiring. I only found your channel the other day and I’ve nearly watched all your videos. You have the courage to never give up, no matter what life may throw at you. You are truly amazing. And your family are so great to you aswell, your all so strong. I’m currently waiting for my scan and biopsy results after having a lump removed in my arm, and I’m so nervous for results. But watching you has made me feel better about it all, and has made life go on. You are so so strong, and you’ve made me stronger. You’ve gone through a hell of a lot, keep fighting Emily. You go do this, go kick cancers arse!!😘❤️

[@Caitlin0711]

Meg Hopkin - I agree Emily is absolutely amazing! Her and Aisha BOTH bring so much joy and hope to so many all over the world. I'm so happy her channel is growing & spreading so fast. They both deserve it!! I just wanted to say Meg, that I truly hope and pray your biopsy results were good and that life is treating you OK! This world can be so dark, that sometimes its good to know someone out there cares. Even if it's a stranger. I know I don't know you, and vice versa, but please know, I read your comment and I care (so I felt I had to reach out) lol I'm sorry if you're weirded out! Haha that's not my intention!! Not only is Emily and Aisha a huge inspiration themselves but there are also so many positive convos, personal stories, and tons of love and prayers between everyone commenting on all Emily's vlogs. It's nice to see there is so many good people still in the world. I hope you are doing well Meg, I will keep you in my prayers. ♡ Caitlin Edwards

[@meghopkin8319]

Caitlin Edwards thankyou this means a lot!! People like you and them are just amazing ❤️

[@rosemarys2465]

Awesome! Fight like a girl! Prayers for you always.

[@jimmyjohnstone7258]

I need that chocolate shop. I could seriously exceed my calorie limit there. You did look down in that last video but it is ok to not always be cheerful. Having a day at work gave you a focus. It is what you are good at and where you get inspiration. Aisha is correct. Live each day as well as you can.

[@clairecarey8004]

Brilliant footage as well Emily 👍☝️💕

[@inourpassports]

Great uplifting video for Monday! Here's to a great rest of the week!

[@josephbader1243]

You too are nuts. In a funny way. You too love to eat.. miss you Emily. From Pennsylvania usa.

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

Us chronic illness warriors need #Fuckit days or we will go mental... ( I have though so..... lol) I don't have cancer but I enjoy you all as people who are living despite illness like I am! Dan is hysterical and I think it would be awesome if you guys did a collab or something! Proud of you for getting through the icky feelings that come with illness and that you get to work!

[@geraldinemaigne8463]

You and Aisha are amazing. Lots of love to you two.

[@iprefersteve]

Love you guys ♥️

[@Terriersontour]

So pleased to see that your low mood has lifted and that work went fantastically well and your day in Shoreditch was amazing , keep smiling xx

[@ferryanolin6707]

Rest in peace

[@sabrinar.3917]

Aisha, you are awesome! You're so brave too. It's great to see how much you are there for Emily through everything and how you both are both trying to love your best lives together in the face of adversity/tragedy. Emily, I'm so glad that you're feeling more positive again! I was wondering if you tried that new cannabis oil again or if you stopped?

[@5555-b7w]

You are awesome!! :)-

[@elynrebels4535]

A gazillion wishes that your appointments next week go ok 💚 Glad you’re in a better state of mind😘 Good laughs at Aisha zig zag to left & right to avoid the camera frame. Thanks for sharing your sights & adventure in Shoreditch and tons of kisses & hugs from America 🇱🇷xoxoxoxoxo

[@moojoo38]

Loving the videos Emily. You are such an inspiration. Have you read much on the repurposing of old drugs in cancer treatment? I read an article about metformin, doxycycline and a couple of other really common drugs being used to treat brain tumours...and then stumbled on another article about the predecessor to metformin being used for melanoma meyercancer.weill.cornell.edu/news/2017-02-06/old-drug-may-provide-new-hope-melanoma-patients Worth a read? ❤

[@cindys.6446]

Jo Mooney thank you

[@libbylou9343]

whoop whoop thats them gals! back on up xxxx

[@samgordon3450]

Good luck this week hon. NEVER would've thought you'd be a leopard print girlie! Lol. Love ya x

[@MericEryilmaz]

Guys saying "bye!" at 16:00 though! LOL

[@brenttaylordotus]

9:02 Aisha so awesome

[@anniepuckett8947]

OMG you 2 were hysterical enjoying your chocolate orgy. Laughed my ass off. I love that you have those moments where cancer is the furthest thing from your minds. Keep living, laughing, and loving!! And ABSOLUTELY get together with Dan. Love from DENVER, Colorado USA ANNIE

[@elainemiddlebrooks1788]

I always look forward to your videos! I love Fuck it Saturdays!!😁 praying for you and your fight. Always amazed how you can bring yourself back.into a better place. God is watching over you, stay strong and to you and Aisha, "love you lots"😗

[@janebotten2969]

What a fabulous video xxxxxxx

[@woebetideme]

We did love your footage, Emily. We loved all of it.

[@PeachyOutlook]

omg your making me so hungry with all this yumminess, what are you doing to us!! Lovely to see you both happy :)

[@yvonnespearing]

how can she have all that cancer and still be here 5 years forward,,wth

[@ceciletarling5229]

JAGG KOUT Emily worked hard at being as fit and healthy as she could be under the circumstances, a testament to her positive mindset, exercise and zest for life.......she has now passed. What question were you suggesting with your comment?

[@jeansmith3367]

What an amazing person she was x. Love you lots, peace

[@thedustfairy5655]

Binge watching all your videos again 💔 life is so cruel xxx

[@weavethehawk]

I'm a Brit, having lived in California for the past 32 years, but I used to live just off the Fulham Rd (Hollywood road), walking distance from the Royal Marsden. I used to look at that place and think "I'm glad I'm not a patient there". I love these two British girls.

[@comingforya3123]

I love the way Aisha eats 😂😂😂😂

[@mjh1900]

We call that sea foam candy in the US. Love it!

[@Lesley246]

Aisha biting the chocolate then saying she didn’t know if she had tried it 😂😂😂

[@Seemidarling]

Rest in peace we haven’t forgotten your gorgeous wonderful personality tenacity grace and humility. ❤

[@mmann-bk2pw]

😀❤️

[@emmaking5097]

Both inspiring ladies 💝

[@desireesoleas1319]

This lovely young lady had so much life & energy i am so saddened she passed

[@wendymacefieldhorton8353]

Amazing inspirational young ladies, cancer or not, we should all have their attitude xx

[@emmajoesbury6649]

So glad your feeling more uplifted if that’s the correct word. Sending positivity to help u some more. Just keep doing what your doing living and you’ll have no regrets Em. Aisha hit the nail on the head just got to carry on and I prey they find you something new to start or increase the medication. Something will happen! Great vlog! Love you both ❤️❤️

[@leslievanduzee9282]

I was wondering if Dan and Emily knew each other, they would love each other. I hope they got to meet

[@serinat2181]

Bless you