A bitter sweet song.. This record always reminds me of my Homie Kevin who died from Cancer at 26.. miss you big bro I will always carry you with me
@ianp.75367 күн бұрын
RIP
@careless-minds4 ай бұрын
Wish this was finished, re-recorded and put on Relapse
@careless-minds2 ай бұрын
@@Lordcabber1 nah recorded like how he sounded in Beautiful or Underground
@MassTrucker922 ай бұрын
Honestly I like it as it is. Wraspy and all. Sounds more genuine and you can feel the pain as you listen. Over produced could ruin it. As for "with accents" thats a riot. The whole Relapse album was accents outside a couple songs
@MassTrucker922 ай бұрын
@@Lordcabber1 100% man. I agree 😂😂😂
@iam_7472 ай бұрын
This was during the King Mathers era when he was in his hard drug times. That's why he sounds how he does. Obie Trice actually has a chorus on this in the finished version.
@careless-minds2 ай бұрын
@@iam_747 I know, that's why it should've been re-recorded
@oobert_68745 ай бұрын
It's been years since I listened to this. rip Steven, more than a friend a brother. Gone too soon, I'll see you soon man.
@Boxman4873 ай бұрын
Feel for you man.
@PodcastWhore215 ай бұрын
My brother over dosed recently. He is the one who made me love Eminem so much. He loved him , and I loved my brother, so it made me fall in love with this music when I was really young. His kids are gonna miss him.. I feel more pain for his kids than I do for me. He didn't like this world but he tried to stay as long as he could for his kids. I hope everything has a purpose. It still doesn't make any sense why he's gone and I'm not. I should be in his place.
@ammusic13275 ай бұрын
Yes its hard, i lost my little brother too
@theicewitch93284 ай бұрын
I been losing friends. And i lost my uncle and grandfather some years ago, that still takes a toll on me. Since another friend recently died, that just added to it. Mannn it makes me so scared to lose my parents or any of my siblings, and myself afraid of dying. I'm getting help for it but no matter how much help i receive, ill never feel better. Death is traumatizing.
@MassTrucker922 ай бұрын
If he actually tried to stay as long as he could, he would've cut out the drugs. He's selfish and cared more for himself than those kids.
@PodcastWhore212 ай бұрын
@@MassTrucker92 You should gain more life experience.
@joshuaardoin979320 күн бұрын
I hope you find peace. If your bothers gone and hated this world. I hope you can liberate and find a reason to love it. I think he’d be proud of that.
@KurtisMarin11 ай бұрын
Eminem wherever ur at wherever you are thank you🔥✊🏾💯
@MC-ss3qc4 ай бұрын
That pain…RIP Proof!!
@theicewitch93285 ай бұрын
Let me tell about a guy name Zahir. He died recently around when i made this message. He was a guy with no hate in him, he loved and respect everyone he came across. He would feed you and help you with open arms even if he didnt know you, he would still stick his neck out for you. He would give and not want back in return . If you try to give back to him he would say "no that's alright". This man was there at my lowest, picked me up and helped me through some of my roughest times. He died of a heart attack over the weekend. I messaged him and told him "cya monday" and his last words to me was "no problem" that day. Now it's Monday and i hear the news he's gone. Life is too short folks, appeciate and love everyone around you as much as you can because you never know when it could be your last day on earth.
@DominicCoulter3 ай бұрын
2:07 you can hear how hard it is for him to sing
@Tapukie9 ай бұрын
Thank you for posting this cause all the other versions are low quality and ass
@mikewalton2375 ай бұрын
Thank you for this. My favourite eminem song. But the saddest so don't come often.
@Ellivation2 ай бұрын
Same
@MAFdave15 күн бұрын
Man, I know this was leaked But Em needed this released. So sad, RIP PROOF!
@waseemprinsloo8959Ай бұрын
This made me cry i just loss a true friend recently that was like a real brother to me R.I.P JOSE WITBOOI😢😢😢
@ashanbro5632Ай бұрын
I'm sorry to hear that
@TheresaLasky-jl2ff2 ай бұрын
You will always be my favorite You spoke my truth just as much as it was yours I wish you would speak now about what's going on in the country
@justinwinward19443 ай бұрын
Ik that pain all too well!! Rest in peace anyone who lost a brother❤️
@larochejaquelein36802 ай бұрын
Notice how he said ‚Melatonin‘ instead of ‚Melanin‘. He confused a pigment with a sleeping pill drug. That is actually very sad as it implies that Em was so addicted to drugs that they were all he was thinking about, even in a song dedicated to a dead friend.
@RealRyanJKazАй бұрын
I know the feeling deeply when you’re taking sleeping pills, firstly OTC like diphenhydramine and doxylamine, then movin’ to harder shit like Ambien (Zolpidem) and now with a limited Lunesta (Eszopiclone) RX, as needed, while struggling with anxiety disorder/ depression/ ADHD/ IBS/ chronic pain/ depression/ 3 knee surgeries, and numerous other bullshit when you’re trying to deal with the worst shit losing your angels (my grandma in 2020 and my BFF Molly, my cat of 15 1/2 years, while also being on Tramadol/ Oxycodone/ muscle relaxers/ Ativan/ Klonopin/ cigs/ liquor occasionally trying to dull the physical & emotional pain that never seems to go away, losing your job, and trying to make sense of it happening within a matter of a few months and a few years.
@rotten10111Ай бұрын
Or that’s what proof said
@PickeringSamuelАй бұрын
😅 melanin is not "a pigment" and melatonin is not a sleeping pill drug. Melanin levels can determine the pigment of your skin colour. And melatonin is a chemical naturally released by the brain, which has also been synthesised. Also melatonin can affect skin colour. So a very easy mistake to make, probably nothing to do with him being sleeping pills (which would have been much stronger than melatonin) Also Proof may have been the one to miss speak so stop making shit up
@jeremybennett5547Ай бұрын
I don’t think it was on accident. If I had to guess he is saying it exactly how proof said it. Em seems like an artist that’s very self aware of the lyrics he spits to me. He has so much meaning behind them as well. Means more to say it in the exact way it left proofs mouth… even if it was wrong, because incorrect is the memory. A bit second of a spec of a humorous memory lost to time in the sorry the song represents
@senseitionalgamer29 күн бұрын
@@rotten10111indeed I bet he said that and it’s and inside joke or just a memory Em has of him 😢
@odjomoussasalim819711 ай бұрын
Folow you from Ivory Coast
@phenomenal1sАй бұрын
Damn bro why didn't this go into recovery next to "you're never over" it Would be him mourning and then coming to acceptance like he did for arose and castle
@marshallmathers-x4mАй бұрын
so sad this is not publicly published, it would be one of the best Eminem song
@vincewilliamsshorts22933 ай бұрын
Needed this, I've lost my best friend, he was my magic mentor. In a car wreck. And magic hasn't felt the same tbh. And this song really hits
@stimpaxx3 ай бұрын
RIP big Proof.
@marcorios1863 ай бұрын
This song wasn't finished. I don't think he wanted to put it out. The pain in this was hard.
@SoMuchForNothing3 ай бұрын
how tf does this have 20k views and only 500 likes?! Show this account and Proof some love
@SoMuchForNothing3 ай бұрын
@@DuckThatSpreadsNegitivity but still, 20k view is crazy
@JC111455 ай бұрын
18 years ago since he has died
@baileymusicunedited1905 ай бұрын
You mean Proof from D12
@CassHartin4 ай бұрын
@@baileymusicunedited190 yeah, he does
@joeforseth7428Ай бұрын
I wished the full song was released by eminem
@chrismcqueen559Ай бұрын
God this hurt to listen to
@ShinobiiYT19 күн бұрын
the obie hook is good but it being empty feels more km type
@Tylrr664 ай бұрын
2024😊
@MassTrucker922 ай бұрын
Yeah big smile. Pos 🤡
@dkmarshmello15733 ай бұрын
Bro really said black people have melatonin in their skin 😭😭😭😭
@UnStop4bleАй бұрын
i think thats the first time i've heard a mistake like that in an eminem song. prolly cause its unfinished & he was high af
@lezzykryzz4560Ай бұрын
He says they ain't got melatonin
@lezzykryzz4560Ай бұрын
"No I won't I'm black stupid we ain't got melatonin in our skin" that what he says
@koyrionАй бұрын
@@UnStop4ble He's quoting proof
@koyrionАй бұрын
He's just quoting proof
@AshleyS994Ай бұрын
Not sure if the Obie chorus makes this better or not
@ShinobiiYT19 күн бұрын
no it feels more sad without the chorus
@ollie93303 күн бұрын
Who does he mean about punching in the face? And betraying the team?
@MaximDL141027 күн бұрын
👏❤️✊🙏🥹
@aIetv.6 ай бұрын
you can hear the pain in his voice...
@SCatalan_20225 ай бұрын
Indeed. It's majestic.
@keyearth97322 күн бұрын
Yes
@keyearth97322 күн бұрын
@@SCatalan_2022fr
@GarryWootton14 күн бұрын
From here too...your never over....5 years to write the song about a brother...blood line don't matter.proof waz special...Trust and you have the best..hard to find but they a there...only a few in ur life time.
@Rowiethemelon4 ай бұрын
man I wish this was released publicly by eminem aswell as the king mathers album, would've been great RIP PROOF.
@335iGuy3 ай бұрын
I know he has some sad songs but this one’s different. I can’t really explain it but it hits different than the others.
@psychodelia673 ай бұрын
Going on an Eminem nostalgia binge. This is the rawest song about grief I've ever heard. Bless his heart. If I lose someone close to me, I'll be listening to this to feel a little less alone. His music is deep and special. Been getting me through some times and it'll continue to ❤
@brock95183 ай бұрын
So mad i cant find this on spotify
@d.g91Ай бұрын
Its not an official song
@MDrepresentahАй бұрын
Wow my first time hearing this song after somebody listed the names of some unreleased Em songs on Reddit. I’m speechless. Such a beautiful song. Is there any unofficial album of his with all his unreleased songs?
@jeremybennett5547Ай бұрын
Just hearing this myself to. The emotion of this one hits so different. Really makes you feel it. It’s so good
@Bradys-Nutty-Buddy7 ай бұрын
Thank you G. I love you bro. I know you remastered this. ❤
@baileymusicunedited1907 ай бұрын
No problem
@FerminFranson-c1n7 сағат бұрын
Hickle Springs
@GarryWootton29 күн бұрын
Keep coming back to this and you're never over, what a friend M is...true to the Core.
@GarryWoottonАй бұрын
Music just right,and the flow.
@Blackzero_21Ай бұрын
Anyone else get mockingbird vibes???
@ashanbro5632Ай бұрын
No it has When I am gone type beat and cadence
@stimpaxxАй бұрын
@@ashanbro5632fuckkk i haven’t heard that song in forever. thank you for mentioning it.
@mirzagazic9399Ай бұрын
Who's the third person he references in the paint ball incident that betrayed the team?