emma chota | i'm not better (tw)

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I made this sort of as a vent edit so I hope everyone enjoys it still.
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Tv Show: Red Band Society
Song: Unsteady by X Ambassadors
CC: Wolvism
My instagram: vampsforbes
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[@courtneykirschman1166]

The fact that Kara always knew that it was a sickness, but Leo who's known Emma for a long time basically tells her it's a choice to be anorexic is disheartening.

[@athenaturner4022]

Honestly, when leo told her she didnt need to be in the hospital, I wanted to punt him

[@scintilla1475]

THIS!!!

[@miisty22]

leo was a terrible person the whole show. At least Kara got better.

[@Yasmin-yq5yp]

''I'm not better. And i keep waiting for someone to figure that out..''

[@Jasmine-mm6fn]

Yasmin I mean ofcs they don’t cause as long as you say the right thing and act the right way you’re “fine”

[@addi.-.5897]

Yep

[@ΣάββαςΧαρατσίδης]

That..

[@myieshacuthbert9827]

I watch this when I relapse to remind myself that I’m not better

[@justwatching5184]

Same ✌

[@zebibnegash9800]

Me too

[@jamayiaswopes]

Sameee:)🧑🏻‍🦲

[@saoirse.luvs.redbull]

i felt that

[@siaorr8352]

Three things you never want to hear "how are you doing?" "have you eaten today?" and "time for your weigh in" so scary..

[@amantiazeneli9860]

As a person with an eating disorder this show hits home

[@gracekirk2681]

“Not like ,starving yourself”

[@kaelynnwhitt8767]

I heard a kid say that he was going on a hunger strike for two days and he thought i was doing it too until i wouldnt eat for weeks after and now kids say why are you pretty but so ugly thinking it will make me eat for some reason

[@idalundborg3529]

That ” im not better” I felt that

[@amber_michelle]

i watch this every time i feel myself slipping again. i’ll start to stop eating and workout for hours and hours. i’m going back to that place again and i can’t do for help because my parents are so furious with me for cutting and starving myself previously. so, i’m trapped.

[@valeriabarona3816]

It's been 7 months since this. How are you now?

[@rowan8497]

I wish I could stop the binge cycle if you know. I want to just stop eating like this i want to die. How can I stop??

[@alex-wn1dt]

willowpool 2135 to stop binging you need to stop restricting, i know it’s so hard. but a tip is don’t restrict food groups, if you really want to restrict food in general; but not the food groups. this will help with binging (:

[@GenevieveCox-l6k]

This is so real 😭

[@rubycadena5605]

OMG I'm in love with this

[@urbestiejustice]

Why do I use this for......... Motivation ? To make sure I don’t eat. I failed today. I ate a sandwich and chips. I now weight 118 lbs. it was 16.5 yesterday night. 😭

[@noramurphy4027]

It's not a failure to eat enough calories for what your body needs. Try avoid things that make your disordered eating thoughts worse and reach out to someone who can help. As someone who used to have issues like this, you can recover.

[@urbestiejustice]

Nora Murphy thank you! I am doing better. Eating a little bit more and instead of starving myself,I have ordered a treadmill to exercise . Still only eat like 1 meal a day but getting better. 💞

[@reneortler698]

I hope u are doing good.. U are so beautiful and perfect the way u are:) just try to love yourself

[@urbestiejustice]

rene ortler thank you. I am doing much better. Still learning to love myself but, definitely much better😊❤️

[@livhiggins6221]

your mom justice i started starving myself last week and my dad would make me meals and i ate upstairs and put the food in my pink bag and he found it in the trash a few days ago, he realized i wasn’t eating and he keeps trying to make my phone away bc i won’t eat and he forces me. my whole family found out (aunt, grandparents, siblings, etc.) after day 3 it got easier, the hunger hurt at first but i got used it ig. i’m at my grandparents until sunday and they said if i don’t eat by then, i’m going to the doctors. i cant eat bc im afraid i’m gonna gain weight. idk if i’m starting to get an ed or not

[@_.edit._.audios._]

"But when i got sick, they became totally focused on my disorder, what i was eating, how skinny i became. Everything shifted from our family to me." And that ladies and gentelmen is why i don't want to get help😀

[@biancamariavalenti1242]

This is so relatable. Kinda hurts. I have something similar to anorexia (I don’t really like eating and try to avoid it and I don’t really get all that hungry anymore)

[@rebekahl840]

Is it bad that i can recite these lines ...

[@gilliannenoordam1918]

Felt. Emma and I are basically the sand person. But yes it is bad and I hope you are getting the help you need xx

[@miisty22]

same

[@Jessica-fu7pb]

They always ask "Have you eaten today?"

[@rubycadena5605]

You Deserve more subscribers

[@vampsforbes3973]

thank you so much!

[@kaiad6786]

1:24 , that could explain why I like baking.

[@kennedygarrett2973]

i was fat shamed a lot so i stopped eating and sometimes i do not eat i had to go to the hospital this hits

[@Alexaslayss]

Feels like ill never be normal again i might not be super underweight but i still have a eating disorder and ive been having fights with my mom about it constantly counting calories walking like 3 hours a day not eating anything unhealthy im tired even though ive only had a eating disorder for 3 years it started when i was 10 im tired im so fucking done with the shit

[@bettanyreads3791]

I’m not anorexic, i don’t have any eating disorder but I have days of eating too much and days of eating nothing/hardly anything on purpose. It’s so annoying. I just want an healthy relationship with food. :( Edit: how is everyone?

[@Μαρινα-σ6η]

Fav... In love with this Video 😍

[@megansnook3903]

So I'm currently omw to an impatient hospital bc apparently not eating, having suicidal thoughts, and threatening to kill people isnt normal

[@s0phia71]

its not? 🧍🏻‍♀️

[@Taylorhill-ly1zn]

It isn’t?

[@danielpeppapigpowers]

Shit, should I go then?😬

[@kayleeburelle3119]

im not ok.

[@sidneystz]

😍

[@vampsforbes3973]

thank you!

[@Waitforsarahh]

Hi Sidney; ))

[@centipedehee6248]

I love this

[@gymnasticsgirl582]

shes so pretty but dose anyone now the calories for pancakes also i love this actor shesrly prettyttttyyyyy

[@Dreamy_0xx]

Guys, uhm i might be suffering from anorexia, and i dont want to tell my Family since They arent my real family, and for now i cant leave the house without a good reason, i want to make a doctors appointment but i dont have money, how do i do this?

[@jamie-lee6118]

i didnt think it would get this far, it’s been almost 4 years now and god i’m so tired of the normal eating and then restricting cycle, i need it to end, i may as well be in hell

[@amberleatherman4111]

I suffer from ED and im about to go get help on Monday... I hope i can do this

[@gloryanderson2275]

Stay strong!!! You can do this, I promise that it's worth it. You are more than your ED, you are YOU and that's enough :)

[@amberleatherman4111]

@@gloryanderson2275 im here at treatment and its so hard... i have restrictive bulimia so putting all this food into my body hurts... I've thrown up a few times and cried a lot.... i so want a life without ED but at the same time I can't see my life without ED does it get easier

[@gloryanderson2275]

@@amberleatherman4111 Keep fighting the good fight! Remember that YOU are worth the fight :) this recovery is freeing you to be you and live the life you deserve! I'm still in recovery for anorexia, but it DOES get better :) it does get easier, so please don't give up :)

[@amberleatherman4111]

@@gloryanderson2275 thank you

[@_karolinkaa_2482]

What name is this serial or film please ? ❤️

[@Natalia-qj6wx]

Red band society

[@artwilliams8885]

Red band society

[@marissa7034]

I've never related to someone more.

[@hereiscomessimplythebest6130]

But how you make them stop asking you questions if you wanna eat and don’t ask if you have eat

[@jessloubser1019]

What is this show called

[@isabellacheng5657]

red band society

[@mikaasa1244]

red band society

[@amberleonard156]

I'm the same way

[@milonnekevandenheuvel2596]

Ik heb dit zelf ook 😢

[@carolineandersen7047]

Is this on Netflix?

[@tsnamc975]

Caroline Andersen no sadly 😔

[@miatucker7272]

I’m watching it on the abc app

[@mustafadogan643]

Ich liebe dich Emma ❤❤❤💕

[@celineqj]

:/

[@zuliannyadamesbaez9114]

I want to be anerexic 😍😍😍

[@maycreation1319]

Zuly Adams this is so stupid you can’t say that... I am and trust me, you don’t Want to be anorexic... (Sorry for my bad english I’m french)

[@zuliannyadamesbaez9114]

@@maycreation1319 you are not fat and I if

[@zuliannyadamesbaez9114]

@@maycreation1319 there is not problem with your English, my English is bad too. My language is Spanish

[@maycreation1319]

Zuly Adams I understand, you want to loose weight okay but there are some others ways to loose weight like doing sport. Find a sport that you like to practice, it’s gonna be easier. But if it’s your morphologie you must accept yourself Just the way you are 😊

[@torilynn3848]

I'm not trying to be mean but that is something you should never want to be. I'm anorexic and it is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. It controls me and my life everyday. Nothing is scarier than dealing with your own mind and thoughts everyday.