this music just reminded me that to be human is not to work and burn yourself out but to feel and enjoy life.
@Thegamingexpert818 ай бұрын
And yet here I am…burning myself out because I can’t catch a break with bills and life
@whathefuckhaveidonetomyself8 ай бұрын
@@Thegamingexpert81life sometimes sucks man, I hope things get better for you
@llll29527 ай бұрын
@@Thegamingexpert81fr
@TimaYz37 ай бұрын
Society doesn’t let people to truly live a full life. I’m disappointed by that
@FranklinMali5 ай бұрын
@@Thegamingexpert81щ😅😅😅❤😅з❤
@Snowy-mx7xj11 ай бұрын
Woah, this is so..... deep. My mother died, and then my father died by suicide. Now my sister is sick and staying in the hospital. Im not depressed, I am just sad...
@cookingwithlou719711 ай бұрын
Damn. Praying for you🙏🏼
@MissGalaxy42011 ай бұрын
Sending you so much love 😢🖤
@hellish_lasagna11 ай бұрын
i am so sorry
@amanchaturvedi834011 ай бұрын
@@MissGalaxy420 how?
@julielogan264411 ай бұрын
❤
@Caffinity11 ай бұрын
“What brings us to tears, will lead us to grace. Our pain is never wasted.” - Bob Goff
@daydemarte285111 ай бұрын
❤❤
@midknightt711410 ай бұрын
ty caffinity i needed to hear that . . .
@Caffinity10 ай бұрын
@@midknightt7114 np homies gotta help out homies
@ScarB78926 күн бұрын
Wow! I love that. PS I also love your username!
@acromiss11 ай бұрын
The tail end of 2023 was crazy. Completing Uni assignments, working every weekdays, seeing friends and family every weekend. Christmas. New Years. My birthday. Its all been so crazy that ive reached burnout finally. Now its all done. I finally get to sit here, listen to calming music and just be. Ahhhhhhhh, peace. Serenity. The sharp winter air is upon us, let it fill your lungs as its a new day. New air, new Sun, new feelings. Everything is new and everything new is beautiful. Happy New Year 2024!
@oswaldodelgado15849 ай бұрын
Ok ll mom ok k kill ok omiimmim. M. Ìou ju jùiùùuí
@musicased95915 ай бұрын
You got burned out by having a good life? crazy. I got burned out after losing everything, getting fired from all my jobs after a false crime accusation, losing all my friends, and going significantly in debt that I will either go to jail for or just never financially recover from. Must be nice to be burnt out from having such a great life with everything handed to you! This might be the night I actually do it after reading this shit.
@acromiss5 ай бұрын
@musicased9591 I hope not. I am not here to compete with life struggles. Neither to make you feel worse. I will simply say that I am an Orphan and that the circumstances of me becoming such were not ideal. In saying that, my life has gotten better. To be honest, I am happy. I think you can be happy too. One day. You don't have to sort all your problems out tonight. Neither tomorrow. You just gotta live. Otherwise nothing gets figured out and it was all for nothing. Everyone deserves a life and you owe it to me to keep going. I will not be responsible for your life over a youtube comment. I have some advice for you. Things have always found a way of resolving themselves as I adopted a mindset of "whatever will happen, will happen" and it's helped me. Life sucks. Bad shit happens. Accept the shit and wade through it and perhaps by the end of it, it will be worth it. If it isn't, you are welcome to return to these youtube comments and berrate me. If my life ended with my parents, I wouldn't have went to uni Neither all of the amazing things that happened to me this year. I was close once. I chose to live despite the shit and I really want you too as well.
@AskConner26 күн бұрын
@@acromiss You're very patient and inspirational, probably more so than you realize. Thank you for reminding me of the kind of person I strive to be.
@ShilpaNarke9 күн бұрын
@musicased9591 I hope you are alright
@MONIMOVES11 ай бұрын
My sister died. I finally felt the depth of grief because of your art and I wanted to thank you for sharing this. Changed my life.
@kellymacias734011 ай бұрын
I love life. I love the fact that we were all born and are all here experiencing life. To be human is to try and fail. Try everyone, just try. It's ok to fail because you can always just try again. Please try, try to be the best because you deserve the best. Some may ask "why was i even born?." We don't know why, all we know is that we were born, and the reason is still out there for us to find.
@CopywritingYTAccountАй бұрын
We were born to experience life, to grow, to learn, and to ultimately end in the end meet the one behind our creation. God, meet him at the front gates and be judged by him as it was written. Judged whether or not we lived by by the faith he untrusted us to live by. Remember true atheism is whe you accept that we were all born from nothingness, just by some rock, dust, and darkness. Aiethisim is just accepting that we are just chemicals born just by accident. However, such logic is illogical given that scientifically speaking you can't make anything out of darkness, rocks, or dust. Unless someone out there said "Let there be light."
@bellerinaxx70511 ай бұрын
"Calm your heart" that master piece is for me. I really really felt that music.
@tajiblizzard4056 ай бұрын
God loves you You’re not alone
@musicased95915 ай бұрын
Unfortunately false
@StargazerKAI11 ай бұрын
I'm having raspberry herbal tea with my mom after getting rocks and shells from the beach together. Life is nice right now :)
@Drivehead1034 ай бұрын
I need to switch up from coffee, any raspberry tea recommendations?
@arifmehmood824218 күн бұрын
Hi
@StargazerKAI17 күн бұрын
@@arifmehmood8242 hii
@lightyr11 ай бұрын
I keep clicking on these videos... just because of these beautiful pictures. I don't want to live a boring life with a boring corporate job, I want to be free :(
@jarbear700010 ай бұрын
There is no arrival point. There is only now.
@lightyr10 ай бұрын
@@jarbear7000 It's just today over and over
@maxl326510 ай бұрын
@@lightyrOkay, don't live like that. What's in the way? That's what's in the way, get rid of it, by any means, and live your own way. The main thing is, it's in its own way
@313_Sherry10 ай бұрын
Me too I am 16 from Pakistan.
@lightyr10 ай бұрын
@@313_SherryI'm 16 too
@999lyrics4you25 күн бұрын
This song makes me feel so nostalgic of memories I don't even have.
@Amssschannel11 ай бұрын
Anyone else like me, listening while looking at the beautiful snowing view, feeling like I actually live in it?
@Mysteryman-EggАй бұрын
in solitude, there is one thing that calms me... and that is the dark ambient musics
@perlaarellano891111 ай бұрын
These songs are really calming and remind me of human life appreciation makes me emotional , nature can be so beautiful
@weirdspirit2507Күн бұрын
this whole thing is beautiful
@MikeGrayson0811 ай бұрын
The exquisite melody, "Calm your heart," resonates with me on a profound level, transcending the boundaries of a mere masterpiece. This musical composition has the power to evoke a myriad of emotions within me, creating a soul-stirring experience that goes beyond mere appreciation. I connect with it on a deep, visceral level, feeling every note and rhythm as if they were an extension of my own heartbeat. 🎶❤👍
@pitchiahsaravanan7962 күн бұрын
My dear friends, I believe you are safe, happy, healthy and surrounded by your loved ones wherever you are ❤
@ladbl18189 ай бұрын
I'm having anxiety now but this kind of music helps me a lot ❤
@a4ni3l7911 ай бұрын
doing my homework with this on>>>>>
@gorillabay7510 ай бұрын
This truly helps calm me and it is also comforting to be reminded that if you feel like you are struggling there are tons of other people who feel the same. Thank you for the video; thank you listeners for the openness. I'm feeling over-worked and over-stressed; very grateful for what I have but realizing I need to figure out some bigger questions which are causing constant anxiety.
@mangoestoogood11 ай бұрын
I’ve had really obsessive thoughts for years, and they make me feel like a genuinely bad person. The guilt, kills me, it’s like being stuck in a hell you created for yourself and you can’t shake the feeling sometimes because it sticks with you. Others times I just can’t stop thinking of myself critically, obsessively. It has always held me back from healing. I’ve learned to try to distract myself and cope but out of all the years I could never truly cry about it, the minute I turned on this video they came to me.
@sheyshey177510 ай бұрын
Wow, just same
@lanternghost64878 ай бұрын
I’ve been struggling with insomnia recently, you and Made from dreams have kept me afloat. Thank you.
@lanternghost64878 ай бұрын
Sleep deprivation is no joke
@empty111138 ай бұрын
Thanks a lot.
@isabellat44410 ай бұрын
existence is so scary but this music allows me to sit with my fear in the most beautifully poetic way.
@Soyadrengene10 ай бұрын
why is existence so scary?
@LEONARDO-xd5vq10 ай бұрын
Hi 😊
@isabellat44410 ай бұрын
Well, humans are the universe attempting to understand itself. It's miraculous that we can think the way we do, but its also futile, and frustrating when we seek so many answers that we may never find. We are limited in knowledge, ego, time, and most of all, attachments. What do we do with ourselves but exist, live, and let die? @@Soyadrengene
@Soyadrengene10 ай бұрын
@@isabellat444 My mind has been blown😊
@CopywritingYTAccountАй бұрын
@@isabellat444 Find Christ. I can promise you that when we all die we will all meet our creator, our God. Reject the idea if you want. Just know that aiethism is simply accepting the fact that we are just made of chemicals, born from darkness and dust. Such logic is illogical b/c nothing can be created by nothingness and darkness unless someone said "let there be light."
@luciaeliade222411 ай бұрын
Almost asleep when the ads jerked me awake... such a shame
@ai-man21211 ай бұрын
That's why you get Premium. Lol
@KiraJCrawford11 ай бұрын
Or ad blockers
@luciaeliade222411 ай бұрын
@Neverg1veup bold of you to assume I have the money or want to spend the money on Premium lol. There's plenty of other videos that don't have ads that I usually use. Thanks for the rec tho!
@DeutchPleuw11 ай бұрын
You have a moral obligation not to pay KZbin directly. Their system is predatory. Demand better of the platforms you love
@mirtki874911 ай бұрын
@@ai-man212premium is so useful but i just refuse to pay for a KZbin subscription 😭
@dhonvitosos947511 ай бұрын
Peace and love to everyone. To you, you who are sad and you who are lonely
@emmababin81289 ай бұрын
What an intelligent decision to put ads in the middle of this video
@patris_15011 ай бұрын
An amazing creation, every time I hear it, I close my eyes, and it transports me to paradise.🥰
@unwindcitysnow10 ай бұрын
Lofi music serves as a comforting embrace for the soul, offering a haven of tranquility that becomes the perfect remedy for the weariness of a long day.
@Godless-Being4 ай бұрын
Welcome fellow traveler come and take a break and enjoy the calm space before you continue your journey
@CalmJourney-52 ай бұрын
A peaceful friend is a gift to the heart and a balm to the soul 🌲
@jordancollins122711 ай бұрын
Absolutely a beautiful playlist
@Harshshhhhhh23 минут бұрын
i also hope that the admin"s life would also be the best , thanks brother u are great
@Анна-е7л4х14 күн бұрын
My mother was diagnosed with cancer when I was 7 years old and then my "growing up" began. Constant breakdowns on me, beatings, my mother is constantly in hospitals, my father is at work. At school, they found out about my mother's illness and they started bullying me, called me "cancer patient" and beat me after school. Then, when my father got cancer at the age of 9, it got worse. After a year of suffering, he died, and it was hard for me to get over it. The problems started even more with my mother, now at school I am also "fatherless", transitional age, lack of friends, the first attempt to die. After that, I tried to pull herself together, but at the age of 15, my mother died, after 8 years of fighting cancer. They put me under the care of my sister, and she has her own life, so I stay alone, keep house, then because of the inheritance we quarrel with my sister. And here I am with you, I am 17 years old, I am diligently preparing to successfully pass the exams, enroll in another city, move and start a new life. I want to wish everyone not to give up and love themselves
@V2-iu6lx12 күн бұрын
I want to give you a hug TT
@eng7650Күн бұрын
wish you a good future, keep going
@xavierstewart57568 күн бұрын
55:59 for some reason this song is a bit emotional to listen to, but at the same time it’s actually good if that makes sense 1:08:28 I feel at peace with this song
@vitty774911 ай бұрын
Love this! Whatever you are going trough , Just think i' m hugging you ❤️
@graceandmarvellouswonders624910 ай бұрын
Thank you I had a wonderful sleep and the music is very soothing ✌🏾
@DrewClowes11 ай бұрын
Loved this, almost as good as clam place.
@whisperingshadows29095 ай бұрын
This music reminds me that being human isn't just about working hard and burning yourself out, but also about feeling and enjoying life to its fullest. 🎶🌟
@Brandknew.4 ай бұрын
The choice of picture for the calm music is really alluring
@zlenity11 ай бұрын
My father came back after 15 years of being out of my life. He was with me for 8 days. Then he walked out again. He didn’t bother getting to know me, or making up for lost time. He just needed a place to stay. I was never loved by him, but i always believed deep down in some twisted way he did. Turns out fatherless children will spend years hoping for love, only to realize too late it’s hopeless.
@paolarose350211 ай бұрын
Oh, this hurts me a lot
@christiandivine3807Ай бұрын
This is his greatest loss.
@sjla20097 ай бұрын
Beautiful music ❤ 🎶 🎵
@natalies410810 ай бұрын
Losing you is still the pain in my heart I feel everyday
@michelleplant532Күн бұрын
The amount of icing on those cinnamon buns is wild.
@Stillmissmycuzin9 күн бұрын
Pack your bags I’m moving here!😊
@Αντουαν26411 ай бұрын
It may be the best place to spend time facing your self.Nice balance sounds, perfect footage and the melancholik music fix like a glove.Good effort, stay safe😃❤
@dariomunoz420411 ай бұрын
using this for my quiet times is so nice
@farukhasan25534 ай бұрын
so chill atmosphere and song I love it
@joshuacaleau23289 ай бұрын
Thank you for this mix!
@toozlimy18748 ай бұрын
Im js now attempting to relax after a whole hour breakdown leaving me feel horrible. Im taking deep breaths and processing everything. Thank you so much for this vid, I appreciate it.
@redytoxx998911 ай бұрын
Calm place. I want to go there. Thank you for the video
@aurelieinard403011 ай бұрын
Parfait pour reposer l’esprit 🙏👌
@super-aviation-boeing2 ай бұрын
i love your vids bro. i listen to them every night before bed staying up way too late because i can never sleep
@shabarney2 ай бұрын
Love these ambient mixes ❤
@empty111132 ай бұрын
Thank you!
@cypsm10 ай бұрын
Welcome back, old feelings.
@elouiserose-m9b11 ай бұрын
This music gives me a chance to come to a peace with myself after rhe Death of my Husband in 21! He died b of a Brain damage injury bad damage he was only 61 years old God Bless his Heart ♥ he suffered for 28 years we were married for 36 years some days I miss him soo much it's unbelievable but God prevail s every time I cry 😢 .I'm at peace with his death but I am still hurt but I n live on.
@Loveforseungmin11 ай бұрын
ik its weird to vent in these comments, even though no one will read this, i need to get it out. Im so tired, exhausted really. and i dont feel like doing anything anymore i dont even get out of bed. i laid down yesterday for an hour just looking up at the ceiling and just thinking. even though i know i have stuff to do and things to take care of. idk what this feeling is. i sleep all day and stay awake all night. i cry when i wake up late at night and no one is awake. I miss out on so much because i sleep, i get so angry with myself for that. i shouldnt be crying, im the one who stayed up all night. I hate this feeling and i just want it to stop. its gotten so bad. and even though i would never end my own life, its not like i wanna be here. i havent talked about my Real feelings in YEARS. ive been keeping it all to myself and its taking over. i just want someone to listen to me, im severely fucking depressed. And i wonder to myself, why does a teenager like me feel the need to resort to suicide rather than actually talking about my feelings. it gives me something to think about.
@MrLemon-vt4ky11 ай бұрын
I get quite burnt out because of my own thoughts and the repetitive nature of daily routines. It's all really strange and I'm trying to work through things and figure it out (which is never easy the first time). Just know that at least one person listened to you and you're not alone
@ColonelEman11 ай бұрын
We've all been there.. we've all experienced hurt, pain and the feeling of wanting to give up. What makes the difference is that "click" you will experience one day and the flame will begin to burn true again. It may be today, it may be tomorrow, it may be a year and it may be 10 years. But the fact is, we're all here for a reason, a true and defined reason, to make a proper impact on the lives in this world or even maybe just one. It's up to YOU to determine how you will view these stages in your life. God bless you brother or sister🫶
@debbieevans742711 ай бұрын
Please don't think that suicide is your answer. It will not take you to a better place. You will spend eternity in a worse hell than what you think you are in now. Know that you are not alone in suffering. Many people all over the world are suffering. I am suffering to, the only thing that keeps me going is reading my bible, devotional books, find something on hope. Seek Jesus, he is our saviour. God bless.
@karinadelgadillo879811 ай бұрын
You’re not alone. I hear you. Venting is ok. I read this and without knowing you I care and I send you a hug and much love. It does get better over time. It’s ok to ask for help from outside resources or family. There’s a purpose for your life. 💓💓💓 write out your feelings, that can help a lot with coping.
@CoffeeKillersClub11 ай бұрын
I see you. Dont allow yourself to feel cutoff, all of us are here together. Reconnecting with the world are you will bring your life back and accepting your life will bring some peace. Create a dream to live for.
@madisonlaughlin791510 ай бұрын
this helps. just found out a few days ago i have a big tumor attached to my kidney, so it’s a rare case. i’m 15. i have surgery next week, and i’m kind of nervous. they might have to take my kidney with it. i’m just worried because of course i know you can live with one kidney, but what happens if something happens to my kidney in the future? just scary to think about.
@sherifashion22 күн бұрын
Nothing will happen in the will of god...just have hope and take care of your kydney...it is that simple..
@smartpants96416 ай бұрын
Lots of love to u
@kittyisdead10 ай бұрын
i always find myself in the deepest places.
@tuanabc925 ай бұрын
Thank you! For the video, it's really calm my heart!
@empty111135 ай бұрын
Thank you!
@brionori60628 күн бұрын
Feeling like life keeps on slapping me in the face… but this music calms me down
@AngelicalIssues2 ай бұрын
I'm struggling in life, I feel like something is draining my energy and no one cares that I'm slowly rotting, my family just demands that I do more and more things and all I want is to have a good rest and wake up when I have the energy to fight or simply when things get better
@CopywritingYTAccountАй бұрын
I get the feeling and I went through that in my life. I recommend that you find Jesus Christ, self reflect on the actions you make day to day, question your beliefs, read and listen to podcasts that change your outlook on life and embrace the pain of discipline. (exercise too if you do you will get more energy back!). By doing so you will finding meaning, it is through suffering that we find purpose, purpose is found when you work towards a better lifestyle, a better character and future b/c the very pain you experience gets you to find that purpose. Purpose in life isn't found just by flying around like a feather in the wind hoping that you will land on somewhere nice. Take action, take direction, pray to Christ, and strive for improvement and you will find what you are looking for :). Much love to you!
@AngelicalIssuesАй бұрын
@@CopywritingYTAccount I refuse to accept your disrespect toward my decision to live without a religion. But honestly, it doesn’t surprise me. When I needed help, you were nowhere to be found, and instead of support, you brought chaos into my life. I have no expectations of anything sincere from you now-just the same shallow excuses wrapped in pious words. I will not allow myself to be controlled by those who bring harm to the world under the guise of love, spreading manipulation while targeting the minds of the vulnerable, I'm hurt, not desperate. I place my trust only in what can be proven, not in fairy tales meant to comfort or deceive. You made me sick, drained me of everything I once held dear, and left destruction where there used to be hope. Now, the only thing I seek is distance-from you and from those ravenous wolves that hide behind the façade of gentle lambs.
@Oaklyym11 ай бұрын
Man. This really helps to ease my ADHD induced mind.
@amy_ve11 ай бұрын
I'm still at the beginning of the video, the first song sounds a lot like the Stranger Things soundtrack and I loved it, if anyone knows the name of the first song please tell me! Furthermore, These songs made me reflect a little on how lately I've been feeling without creativity and imagination and that's been bothering me, reflecting a little helps sometimes regardless of what happens, that's why I love these relaxation playlists, thank you to whoever makes them 💙✨
@christsylamendy732811 ай бұрын
I think I found it and it's called "dead end" by azure (slowed). Hope this helps^^
@themaddrussian11 ай бұрын
🔥Very calming and hella good when stoned AF lol or sleeping 🖤
@chilljazzvibes.bgmusic6 ай бұрын
Love your energy and content! Keep it up! 💪🌟
@empty111136 ай бұрын
I'm glad to hear it friend, hope all goes well for you
@makaylamalcom814018 күн бұрын
There IS hope in Jesus our Savior! Seek Him & don’t give up
@sunbrah10 ай бұрын
Me after I won't have to fight alone anymore. When someone will finally just sit down with me and listen to me. Im just so tired of fighting alone always. I have diabetes and my acl is damaged so its hard for me to exercise to keep up with my diabetes. Plus im an insomniac and my parents tell me stop taking medication for sleep. As of right now im staying up all night. Im just a broken mess. But eh if nobody will help me then ill keep fighting alone. Im never giviny up on myself again
@合気道とカンフー8 ай бұрын
Thank you, just woke up this really helped i had a dream about the future ❤
@brilliance231911 ай бұрын
Thank you infinitely
@heyimcubly4 ай бұрын
why should i spend my life worrying over someone who doesnt care about me. if shes manipulated me once she came back into my life to manipulate me again. its time to let go
@alexsmith75711 ай бұрын
Всем, кто ложится спать, спокойного сна.
@Psih_broken11 ай бұрын
Спокойной ночи 😴✨
@maxl326510 ай бұрын
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@novalikesboys9 ай бұрын
March 10th 12:47am. Everything’s been different lately, I haven’t been sad or happy just constantly in the middle. Since I got into high school my friends have been different, distant it’s starting to become a recurring theme for them to point out about my weight or the mental struggles I was forced to tell them from a breakdown I had. I’ve met this girl but I can’t seem to find out if she’s talking to me for pity or just to be nice, she has a nice personality but she’s different around her friends, like she’s more alive and actually has fun but whenever she’s with me that all seems to fade away. I’ve also been getting this feeling, like a loneliness feeling constantly even if I’m with family, or friends it’s weird whenever I’m with someone I just don’t feel happy anymore and I’ve just learnt to deal with that.
@RonaldDoughty-zj5uk9 ай бұрын
Hey, I just wanted to say that I know how you feel. High school is rough, and I cannot imagine how difficult it is these days. Just be yourself, I know it sounds cliché, but if you’re yourself, then good people will flock to you if you’re a good person. And as for the girl that you’re wondering about, don’t try too hard, but also don’t give up. Hang in there man it gets so much better, if you’re concerned about others making fun of you for your weight, start hitting the gym. It’s worth it and so are you!
@novalikesboys9 ай бұрын
Thank you man I really needed that ill take that advice into consideration @@RonaldDoughty-zj5uk
@Teal_Moon8 ай бұрын
None of that will matter when you’re 27
@Sweet.t0.dream.7 ай бұрын
I'll miss all the memories I had this year. I'm off to a new place now, and that's what makes it scary. But I suppose no matter where I go, love will seep itself into every crevice and stick like honey. I'll buy shoes whose souls are reminiscent clouds so that I may, for once, not feel the plundering ground shake me to my destination. It will all flow like clockwork.
@flowingclouds11 ай бұрын
고요하고 명상적인 영상과 소리에 심신이 안정됩니다. 좋은 영상 감사드려요.^.^
@RichardTodd-sf4zt11 ай бұрын
This gives me a break from self haterage as I'm tired of being scared of not having controle of some things.
@isabellat44410 ай бұрын
i feel you.
@ruthless_meh11 ай бұрын
I've sank into my own thoughts...it feels different relative to reality…
@noahhoover751811 ай бұрын
Hey stranger, I love you…
@MohammedMisselmany11 ай бұрын
I love these snow biomes
@JoeDoomer275 ай бұрын
I love how it comforts me when the outside world is in chaos
@olgochalamovo109511 ай бұрын
Do you have a playlist of this stream? Every Song is so beautiful, i have to have them all!
@dustygardendormouse11 ай бұрын
the first link in the description leads to a spotify playlist, as far as i’ve seen it has everything on it ^_^💕
@creampuffs59407 ай бұрын
I have watched my life wither away to nothing and watch everything get ripped away from me. Sometimes I wonder, why should I be alive. I’m still searching for my answer…. I fear I may not find one.
@nuraqilah50736 ай бұрын
hey, life is about constantly figuring things out. (at least from my perspective). if you had it all together, that wouldn't really be "living". life comes with purposes. don't give up, know that there are people that resonates with you and your situation. you are not alone. please keep on "living". 🤍
@合気道とカンフー8 ай бұрын
Thank you
@brilliance231911 ай бұрын
Beautiful amazing video 100%
@coluichelagga23276 ай бұрын
im happy but i have this feeling im so happy im starting to live like i really wanted to i now met this girl out of nowhere i lost my best friend due to some beef and i havent been talking to him for months, but i dont really care anymore. im in love with this girl and i hope she s in love as mush as i am but... even tho she does a lot of things, i m in this constant unpleasant mood... all this started two days ago it was saturday i was going out and she couldnt come due to some work courses she usually does on sunday and monday and she didn't want to go out so she could sleep. i went out this Saturday with our friends and one of them felt bad and we had to call an ambulance because he smoked and also drank a lot and someone blamed it on me for having brought the weed... anyways the next day i have almost slept all day, and i wasnt replaying to her until i woke up at 7:30 pm i wasnt really in the mood while in the videocall she also put me on hold to talk with her best friend that told her all the story and this was one of the first things i couldn't stand and gave me all this feelings then i just closed the call and told her i didn't really want to talk then we started texting and she was home since 7 ish and i expected her to came to my house just for an hug... today she wrnt to her courses again and today she was going to a dinner with a friend that arrived from a different city she hasn't seen in a while i was invited too but didnt really like sushi and also its not a friwnd of mine so but when she came back from courses i also expected her to came just for 5 min or so and she didnt... i mean i know shes tired but im not really feeling good why u acting like that i mean before she hang out with her friend she called me and was excited because she bought a lot of stuff for me for her and for her friend but i wasnt in the mood and I couldn't match her energy she probably thinks its because of what happened on Saturday because she knows even tho its not my fault i feel guilty and not because i feel like she s not doing something im scared of asking her to do something she always says to talk to her but i really wanted it to be genuine and this music really calming me and im about to start reading a book again because I couldn't have finished it in the past, and i barley remember anything... im about to read "after dark" by murakami bye bye -g
All the things I’ve blocked out from feeling…has suddenly come back, I’m allowing myself to feel again and this peace is helping more than I can express, memories and flashbacks unlike I’ve had before, are carried by simple sounds, calm and needed, thank you for this post ❤️🩹
@Lovibez11 ай бұрын
You've taken a crucial step toward healing, good for you❤
@richarddcm6 ай бұрын
Everything is gonna be okay. Just give some time to time itself...
@breAnnasmama11 ай бұрын
Was assuming this was just going to be lovely sounds of snow falling and this gorgeous image. I can’t handle the music in this type content when I’m trying to sleep. Would you consider using this same image but without music & adding just nice sounds of snow falling ? I’d definitely love to have that to listen to!! If not I understand! I just would greatly enjoy this wonderful night time image with just lovely sound of snowfall ( without any howling or whistling or distorted wind noises, but just the icy lovely sound of snow 😊) take care and thank you!!
@diamondstar24297 ай бұрын
Hey there! How are you doing? Dont lie. Tell me the honest truth. How are you? Its okay to not be okay. Everyone has bad days. Sometimes, you have to just start fresh the next day and forget about the day before. I believe in you. I hope others believe in you too. If not, I do stranger. I do. I believe in you, and believe in your accomplishments, achievements, goals, aspirations, everything that you do. Good luck with everything, stranger. I pray and hope for only the best for you.
@jack-n2n1k4 ай бұрын
I don't even know anymore bro 🙂
@TheRestlessLove11 ай бұрын
I wake up with a heavy heart ever day, i feel sad all the time, i always think about what i could’ve done for it to have a different outcome, i have no motivation, i feel lost, will i ever get better?
@glowpony10 ай бұрын
Me too. Everyone I loved is dead. Ive been completely alone for 4 years. No company, no kindness, no income. Every day is one of survival. Music helps. Hopeful, compassionate comments help. I always found something to keep me going, a parent, a friend, my job, a plan, a trip. I've not had any money, a conversation, a hug, a hope for a long, long time. 2024 is my last year. I had such dreams and am 45 now. I do hope life gets better for you. Cling to any one good thing you have. It's worth it. Music can be everything. x
@TheRestlessLove10 ай бұрын
@@glowpony Awh this made me so sad, i’m so sorry😭😭😭 I wish you all the happiness, you deserve it. thank you so much for telling me your story!
@lightyr4 ай бұрын
Damn, imagine living in a house like that
@theryu-exp449311 ай бұрын
Just found out I have 🍒🎗️wish me luck this year
@NeroNoxx11 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry. I hope that you find whatever strength you need.
@insafELKERDINI14 күн бұрын
THANKS
@emirersever411 ай бұрын
I don't know who you are or where you are but be good. Enjoy listening, I love you
@musicased95915 ай бұрын
Would say it sucks or is unfortunate but all I can say is that I'm dying alone very soon and I accept it because it's all I can do.