Falling In Reverse - "Popular Monster"

[@francescol9868]

A lot of songs about depression focus on the quiet sadness of it, but this capture the pure, seething rage of feeling broken beyond repair

[@MegaJohngt]

Dude this is the best quote I have ever heard, I could not have put it into words more perfectly 🤘🤘🤘🤘

[@FreshAssJewsVlog]

So my life everyday.

[@alphademonwolf8169]

So true

[@BratatoChip]

@@FreshAssJewsVlog same bro same

[@thomaswebb1312]

@@FreshAssJewsVlog same

[@EvonyYin2Yang]

The range of this dude's vocals....... The rap, switched to rock, and metal seamlessly.... the lyrics..... dude musicians need to start exploring their skill more like this! INSANE!

[@tacokoneko]

i love his scream

[@furiousparker1862]

I didn’t expect the scream. Fucking awesome

[@debbiemiller2328]

Totally agreed!! Well said!

[@Mansana3000]

Yin2Yang fact

[@carrona8860]

And this is how rock got limp bizkit

[@davidnissim589]

The perfect blend of metal, rap, and emo rock.

[@miahi2356]

Yes yes yes yes yes and yes

[@VANTARTS]

emo ain't a genre

[@VANTARTS]

@RandomPedestrian there is no such thing as emo rock

[@user-br0k1ynn]

Onggggggg

[@comedicsociopathy]

@@VANTARTS en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emo It would be such a great world if stupid people learned to stfu.

[@Link-ik4ww]

I have personally listened to thousands upon thousands of songs about depression, every single one focused on the deep sadness. Not a SINGLE fucking one focused on the deep seated underlying rage that manifests when you feel like nothing will ever be okay, or that you can't fix what's wrong, or the sheer helplessness of it all. This perfectly encapsulates that fucking RAGE that never dissipates, never goes away, just burns a little less brighter sometimes.

[@DC-ng2db]

100% agree with you. Hope we both get better..

[@HarryKingwell-jn9dd]

same

[@Link-ik4ww]

@@DC-ng2db fingers crossed my dude 🤘🏼❤️

[@j9andphoenix]

I could not have stumbled on your xomment at the right time. It's the anger. And I have a lot of it festering and swallowing.just it. It makes you feel so wound up and somehow, at least for me, being a "people pleaser:" it just contines to push down. So I totally understand.

[@Link-ik4ww]

@ I feel you homeslice. I truly hope it gets better. You’re never alone. 🤘🏼

[@SaraaBearr1]

This song... Is everything I've ever wanted in a song.

[@yeetteeter5671]

ikr

[@felixfauxington99]

Am I the only one who uses bands like fir as a coping system

[@SaraaBearr1]

@@felixfauxington99 I do lol

[@ashleehummell4081]

Sara Brown same

[@sepp6623]

So true

[@suasionband]

This is one hell of a catchy chorus

[@usamahhussein6591]

It didn't catch me at all

[@thebaconflapsable]

Dude knows how to write really big catchy chorus', same with Danny Worsnop.

[@Morpion1]

Have you tried their other songs? FiR has SO MANY catchy songs. I just love them all and sing along. Losing my life, losing my mind, drugs, coming home etc.

[@abdullahhatem405]

@@Morpion1 Losing my life is my fav song ever

[@suasionband]

@@abdullahhatem405 losing my mind is also crazy

[@haleyrose3407]

that scream he did was fabulous, the way he went from softly singing to screaming was absolutely amazing

[@baileybayer9462]

Alright, I just went back and conducted a comparative analysis of the scream at 2:32 in this song and 2:24 of "As Your Falling Down" off of the There's No Sympathy for the Dead (Escape the Fate's EP with Ronnie from '06) and uh yeah, I think it's safe to say that his scream never left and is more powerful now than it ever has been. As an ETF fanatic since ~2009, this is a shock

[@damiandusk]

@@baileybayer9462 ronnies scream wasnt amazing back in the day, it wasnt bad but not great, hed certainly gotten better with FIR

[@TheShanesousley]

Did you even listen to the sleepy tiger version of not good enough for truth in clique? Back in the day he was still learning how to scream. He had good lows by 07 though. Max did a lot of the screaming for the album.

[@damiandusk]

@@TheShanesousley i didnt even know max did the screams on that album, is that true or is it just believed

[@TheShanesousley]

@@damiandusk it sounds a lot more like max than it does Ronnie. If you listen to the original you can hear it clear as day.

[@shammichowdhury8176]

Anyone in December 2024?❤

[@MsBugg8]

Remembering this. ILRR & FIR!

[@wowguyswow]

I was there for my apocalypse escape the fate lol Ronnie is my favorite singer

[@Jay2W-o6t]

Me

[@seansaxon641]

I'm a 50 year old driving to work this morning, when this comes on SixiusXM. I usually listen to classic rock, and new music seldom gets my attention. This song hooked me from the get-go. Hope you don't mind an old dude head banging a little to your art. Great tune!

[@smoke8185]

Hell yeah

[@Tokugeta]

Same

[@tanyaboggio4330]

That’s awesome !!

[@dawnmoore644]

41 year old rocking out, here. It's all good.

[@nickh.6924]

Bro I'm 15 and I love that you're here 🤘🤘🤘

[@billiedee2625]

I normally don't listen to this kind of music but damn this man just screamed to some dark demons inside of me.. absolutely phenomenal

[@LuciferMorningstar-fk9ti]

Certainly, yes!

[@wolfcat675]

Right!!

[@mannovdv2508]

Same

[@doncrleone]

i feel that

[@chadhallam9181]

Lmao

[@stalos3094]

The things this man does with his voice gives me goose bumps every time

[@blackheartxcvii]

Can relate

[@MemeGang420]

Did you know he was trained up to sign opera before he got into this type of music?

[@Love3-n2h]

I love how this shows how depression and anger issues can be extremely difficult but for him is all soothed by his daughter 😭😭😭😭

[@tdub5585]

Can't deny he seems to be in his element. For what he's going for, he seems to have nailed it.

[@torqueyt7417]

Well worded my friend. Facts

[@undeadfbgew]

100% FACTS!!!

[@ryanmckinney5990]

I don’t really know Ronnie’s past but how he pours all his emotions into his songs you can easily tell this is coming from his soul. I understand his pain all too well.

[@rangellowry2585]

Most people think of depression as the deep sadness. They dont realize that there is a underlying rage about being helpless and feeling that nothing will every get better. This song exemplifies that rage. Edited: Damn I did not expect this comment to blow up. I appreciate you all taking time to understand what I took from this song. Depression is very real and sucks. If you are going through anything I hope you get through it. I hope you stay strong and beat it.

[@nathanielbables8652]

Yay that over welming feeling of wanting to punch life itself in the face.

[@bandit2437]

Exactly.

[@ziggystardust5185]

I couldn't of said it any better

[@Synchroo]

Agreed

[@joemoore4266]

Ive been trying to find a way to word this exact thing to my wife. Thank you for this comment. It might just help me save my marriage.

[@starwarschickab]

I love how, in every video, his daughter is his anchor back to reality.

[@ekfiles8712]

Yoda Chick right! Willow is definitely his soft spot im crying 😭❤️

[@brylee3441]

I think he does hat because he’s shown that even tho he is clean he still struggles with addiction and willow snaps him back whenever he is struggling

[@gwenzinsmeyer7446]

I agree. She's his strength

[@bennettwarren3357]

Willow is the reason he stopped doing all that bad stuff and is getting better as a person and he's going to be a great dad

[@gavincardenas3707]

I think this video resembles back when he got separated from his daughter when he got divorced cause of all the shit he did in his life.

[@jdrobins0832]

I can’t get enough of this group! I found them through their collaboration with Tech9 and I’ve been completely blown away! Can’t wait to see them in Pittsburgh next month!!

[@AffectionateEagleRay-gr6og]

Me too

[@NikNocturnal]

Holy shit that was perfect. The blend of everything they put in here was such a unique mix but god damn did they ever ace it and exceed expectations

[@TellingSecrets]

They are KILLING it rn. releasing singles is working for them..

[@trevorharter1019]

i'll give it an hour till you upload that juicy cover lol

[@TellingSecrets]

Trevor Harter lol I know you’re taking to Nik but mines already up 😂

[@trevorharter1019]

@@TellingSecrets oh hell yeah brotha, I'll check it out

[@TellingSecrets]

Trevor Harter legend 👏🏻

[@xSylehn]

Rip Derek. You'll be in our hearts forever.

[@Thatsright-tr2ks]

Grey what happened to this guy?

[@kyvsha_3626]

@@Thatsright-tr2ks he passed away

[@Thatsright-tr2ks]

KANJOxSTYLE ohhh that sucks

[@nicklebackfan5834]

AHHAHAAHAHAHAHA DEREK DEAD

[@nicklebackfan5834]

Rip deedik you will be in our assholes forever

[@crv3lla]

He put his whole heart and soul into this one

[@summerrose00]

I can feel it.

[@heathgarton3291]

22 years as a paramedic, I was in New York on September 12,2001 with the bravest men and women in the world helping find lost people and loved ones who passed away. 10 years in the Air Force as para rescue (Pedro 1-5) with my brothers and sisters. This song hits me hard because I feel like this every day. Please thank a first responder and the men and women who serve our great country. All we really want is a thank you and a hug every now and then. Thank y’all for reading this.

[@hoofheartedproductions5676]

@@heathgarton3291 you say you feel like this every day you the need to let go of the past and I am sure you have heard this and you're probably sick of it. As long as the past haunts you, you can't live the life you want to. Think to all the people you saved think only about them not those who you didn't because no matter how hard you try you can't save everyone. You are an amazing for caring about those you couldn't save but they are gone now and you can't change that just live the way you want too. This is just a message to try help you realize that people do care about you even I who is at the bottom of the world so live your life realizing that you have touched people who have touched you as well live live live.

[@Aric_EPU]

@@heathgarton3291 Thank you. I was not even a month old when it happened, but I've put myself so deep into finding out everything about that event, every single detail. For something I've never experienced, it breaks me whenever I think about it. I can't imagine how someone like you feels, you were there, on the streets when it happened. Thank you.

[@georginesteward648]

@@heathgarton3291 Many Blessings.You are a Warrior.

[@alboichone1153]

I'm so glad for being a die-hard Tech N9ne fan, because he introduced me to Falling In Reverse earlier this year and I found a lot of great songs like this one, Voices in My Head and Watch the World Burn. Ronnie is insanely talented and versatile.

[@vannitasso1757]

I wish i could listen to Popular Monster for the first time again

[@kodyhoush3426]

IKKKK bro it never hit harder

[@m_6866]

just did and it is pretty good.

[@justincasasola5390]

@@m_6866 how tf

[@emochic1001]

Same

[@eliforbes4842]

YES BRO FR WTFFF

[@priyanshu3899]

He can rap,scream and can turn up into melodious voice...rare singer

[@Shadowwhisper6sic6]

Meanwhile Corey Taylor

[@Shadowwhisper6sic6]

@@tamenrayy dude haven't you ever heard his song with moonshine bandits. Believe it or not Corey can rap, he can scream and he also have a melodious voice

[@knotsandkhaos7382]

@@tamenrayy I hate rap music this is the only thing close to the rap music that I will listen to. My point is that the rap thats on the radio today has no meaning to it like Cardi B or Megan the Stallion. Talking about shaking their ass and how wet their shit is. I love corey taylor and he is absoutely talented as well as ronnie is. They just have two different styles of "rap" if that makes sense. Both are talented in their own way. I can listen to the old school rap like Ice Cube. Doesn't mean I like it one bit but atleast it is better then what's on the radio today killing the future generations. Nowadays "artists" on the radio just add some beat to the computer and call it a day without knowing a thing about how to write music for an instrument or two. I played viola and piano in middle school and high school. Once I recover from my surgeries I want to take guitar lessons again. I'm not arguing with either of the commenters here because each has a valid point. Just stating what I think about the "rap" industry. Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

[@knotsandkhaos7382]

@@tamenrayy not to mention that ronnie also has operatic vocals as well and knows how to use his vocal range as well as corey taylor. Both are talented beyond their years. We have to help to save the future generations from the toxicity that is on the radio. This song does speak to myself as well as a lot of others about how we really feel inside. I'm here for it. I was born a metal head and will die a metal head. Rock on 🤘

[@mrs_stds9069]

So was Chester Bennington

[@halfheart3290]

That line “it’s not a fucking phase, I just want to feel ok”, that hits hard.

[@decoyz.]

5yr olds when their roblox gf breaks up w them

[@masongrant7009]

It really does

[@marsha4253]

Or "I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze, I'm not sure if I should say this fuck I'll say it anyway"

[@bigpat7537]

My demons have made me into a monster along with backstabbing friends that said they had ur back

[@brysonxd]

Stp trying to be emo

[@Cherry_Ramone]

4 years later, here we are, album of the year

[@ghostspider7619]

This album is fire ❤

[@nyr3485]

By far.

[@mattrichard9006]

INDEED.

[@zzr1985]

This album has ruined me. Everything o once loved.... is now mediocre. ❤

[@Cherry_Ramone]

@@zzr1985 not even Marilyn Manson's new album can top this

[@zerothreat3693]

This guy is so talented and underrated he literally does several types of singing in one song

[@andrsnezov]

ZEROTHREAT - fuck you down, fuck you trash!

[@momiji8484]

Yeah, although he was a bit fucked up before, aren’t we all? We only get to hide behind a mask and sadly, he doesn’t have that privilege

[@Embyr_Gaming]

He's underrated because of his backstory. It's a tragedy that his struggle and what he went through to come out of it has been overshadowed by what he has done. He wasn't a great person then. But his road to redemption has been huge.

[@blackheartxcvii]

What genre is Ronnies music? Yes I mean a specif- Yes

[@MemeGang420]

Did you know he was trained up to sign opera before he got into this type of music?

[@MilkshakeEnthusiast1992]

My 10 year old nephew told me he listens to this on his headphones during computer class. I’ve never been so proud haha

[@iipxelii9713]

I~ lol

[@alyssalitz2967]

Hehe I would be too

[@Leeknowsfist]

I actually discovered this song because my 8 year old told me he loved it. It’s been my favorite ever since...

[@msarcher1124]

Keep an eye on him to make sure he's not depressed

[@shaderose8749]

Kids going places! I would be so proud

[@tammrablaine579]

Does this song hit home into anyone else's soul that it's pretty much just been on repeat for a month? Just me?

[@mhc-madhatterscustoms8621]

I'm in the same boat! This song really hits hard at the moment

[@jenniferjohnson7956]

I wish younger me had been able to hear this.

[@andrewspears89]

Goosebumps are at a max for me

[@jaydossett523]

Frfr I tear up everytime I listen to this

[@tammrablaine579]

I'm so glad it's not just me. I was late to this party i only found falling in reverse when drugs came out, but I'm a fan girl for life now

[@emiiixx]

Just came back from one of their concerts last night, they did this song and OMG it was INSANE

[@tralayehayward9282]

I can’t count how many times I have listened to this song, many many many times. I have fallen in love with this song!!

[@Amit1952__]

Same,, ❤️

[@GamingFemboy]

I guess you could say that your Falling in Reverse, huh?

[@Simp0349]

Same

[@aMassiveSausage]

Just found this because heard it on tiktok but so glad I did.

[@rheabheekharry2944]

Same here

[@jeremiahjohnson8053]

“Every second I get closer to the grave and I’m terrified” hits hard man

[@mikelmanoff8203]

Right? Shit gives me chills

[@allenlegacy242]

Jeremiah Johnson I totally relate

[@HarrisAvaan]

there's no and in it.

[@ivydarling9678]

That part is amazing

[@jaypg76]

Totally man.. life is tough in the suburbs. So many just don't understand.

[@Miss.Major420]

I can’t stop listening to this. Everything about it is just perfection. His voice has always been so amazing!

[@-im-flling-in-reverse-6077]

Same I even heard it on full volume with headphones on

[@Miss.Major420]

Valeria Alcaraz that’s the only way to listen to it

[@shesnotmetho82]

Ikr

[@-im-flling-in-reverse-6077]

Majorhappener xoxo Ik it’s the best song I’ve ever heard

[@undeadelite644]

Same

[@dovakev]

the integration of hip hop into alt metal is just brilliant and when I watched an interview with Ronnie I saw we think a lot alike in the sense of liking and using different genres in our music and reviewing songs until they hit right.. dudes the real deal.

[@SelfMe-i2c]

I agree I'm just discovering this style I came across Falling in Reverse with Kim Dracula I'm a little too mature # f but I love it it's brilliant

[@guillotinegod2351]

I liked this song alot more than I wanted to.

[@zleggitt1989]

Crazy because this is only the second song I've heard from these guys and really didn't have high expectations but they fucking killed it and I think ima have to go on a F.I.R. binge

[@AntsInMyHead]

Haha, me too! Actually that's why I've done a cover on it 😄

[@patrickstar6247]

@@zleggitt1989 I'm not a vampire, Chemical Prisoner, Drugs and Just like you are all superb choices.

[@guillotinegod2351]

My interests mostly aligned with their ex guitarist Jacky Vincent. Bury the hatchet tour at the house of blues in dallas was unforgettable.

[@johnmiller6417]

I’m with u

[@yuseffmedina6292]

Daaaaamn, that breakdown hits harder than my depression

[@RGPeiponen]

That metaphor pinched all the right nerves my dude lol

[@andidiamond6280]

Hahaha feel you 😂😂

[@Iplayphone]

Hits harder than my dad

[@pepigmtx6702]

Met die naam zou ik ook depressief worden

[@StetsonF]

@@rachelwilliamson72 sure

[@ztony4038]

Who else has been playing this song over and over again

[@rwdyrory86]

Wish I kept count on how many times I have played it. Cant get enough. Something new every time I hear it through

[@urbexfever]

I’ve been listening it all day lol

[@hunteromonsters9794]

On my 2nd day binge

[@snowrangerx]

@@hunteromonsters9794 about to be on day 3 of the binge

[@thewaistedchild3822]

yup

[@theycallmesickboy]

October 2024, anyone?

[@Ben-iy2cw]

🙌🏻

[@kimfernandez3340]

oct 20 2024 9:50am

[@Keiragirly_2013]

October 20 2024 8:08

[@Aleksej709]

I'm from 3164. Like this song👍

[@Kyle-k3z]

I listen to this song every day, it reminds me of who I once was,and who I am now. Awesome song!

[@devyl3057]

My head was like "nice" at first, then "ooh" and then the chorus hit and my mind explodes

[@krystalbarber758]

Same

[@sa7el]

Hollow Beck lol same!!

[@YungBuckTheLabrat]

I feel ya 🤣

[@Anna-nu7qz]

That drop that starts when he screams "I'm terrified!" Is just perfection, PERFECTION!

[@dustinstanley4962]

Seriously 😍

[@CarInMyAss]

Favorite part

[@Miss.Major420]

Perfection is right 😍😍😍

[@deathmarkpejoi]

The whole second verse is perfect tooo

[@Miss.Major420]

The whole song is perfection

[@Powergaz]

Jesus these guys never stop to amaze at how they make music.

[@thehumanistisin9924]

He's a non-believer, no Jesus involved. 😏

[@Hanako_the_Simp]

​@thehumanistisin9924 😂

[@hannakinn]

I'm 65, a grandmother, my life's been rough and mostly crappy since I was born. I love this song! 🖤

[@BATMAN-sf2ku]

Rock on Grandma! Metal is for ALL!

[@brynns305]

I’m sorry your life has been rough. I hope you can find some joy and peace. I’m a 57 year old grandma and I just heard this song a few days ago. Love it. My 22 year old daughter said, “you like this? It’s screaming!” I said yes I do I’ve always loved good music no matter the form. If it’s good your body knows it!! 🥳

[@hannakinn]

@@brynns305 I agree about good music. I'm a very kind, quiet type person, very few people know I have a lot of inner rage and anger. Music in which people express their anger and frustrations has always been somewhat soothing and cathartic for me. I don't have to rage or feel the need to after hearing someone else do it. I'm an old rock hippie chick that loves hard rock and most metal, heavy metal, death metal, thrash metal, alternative etc. Good screaming is always great! I'm glad I'm open minded and willing to listen to new stuff. I'm so glad that I didn't get stuck only liking music from my youthful years forever like most of my friends and family did. I do still love, and always will love, some songs from the 60s and 70s but I also love music from every decade since then. I feel really fortunate to be able to have music in my life and to have such easy access to it now. I remember saving my babysitting money to go buy Beatles and Stones 45s, lol.

[@brynns305]

@@hannakinn I’m a HUGE Aerosmith fan and love the oldies, but goodies. I recently found a girl called Billie Eilish. Check her out she’s great.

[@hannakinn]

@@brynns305 some of her stuff is already on my playlist. There's also a documentary about her that I want to watch. Thanks for the tip though. I still love Stephen Tyler and his rocker scream! He's still got it.

[@Sophia_isburiedalive]

and I love how ronnie has willow in his videos now it's the cutest thing in the world.

[@malcolmmcalister3744]

Right! I'm hoping to see Paige in a video soon too

[@SickIncKamikaze]

He's got to do something with her when he has her on the weekends 😂😂😂

[@Sophia_isburiedalive]

@@malcolmmcalister3744 yes paige has always been one of my fav people....she was favorite when i used to watch wrestling....ugh shes so beautiful and her nd ronnie are like the perfect duo

[@Sophia_isburiedalive]

@@SickIncKamikaze IM FUCKING DEADD 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@tarapetersen688]

Combining rap and metal, what a masterpiece

[@ConcreteDream]

It’s all coming back 100%

[@weedygoldthug2654]

More of pop and metal still good tho

[@gothboy5163]

metalcore and rap

[@chrislive1586]

thousand foot krutch, like 3 decades ago. but YES I love it!

[@pxe4224]

Very original, has never been done before

[@akiranakamura6533-o2d]

My own grandfather recommended this playlist to me since he's gonna get tickets to their concert soon, and so far, I've decided that I might have to join him to their concert...

[@usmcgregalunas]

They should headline a tour called "bars and breakdowns"

[@noahwooten2790]

mechanic 2146 hell if this comment was a rap it would be a bar

[@this_is_diamond_rot]

I’ll have my band open 🤘🏻

[@kcmnmusic2393]

How about "behind bars and breakdowns"

[@lianasoares8052]

mechanic 2146, yea.

[@jaydenhoward8670]

😂😂😂 yes !

[@krystalrene6683]

I love how his daughter is the one that brings him back

[@janmejayupadhyay9216]

@@christenw.1726 what the hell!😶

[@lucyleelilwillowshowshanna8523]

same... but i still love both of them in the family

[@janmejayupadhyay9216]

@@christenw.1726 I'm not judging you bro. In fact you just changed thw whole idea of the song for me.😂😂🙌🏻🔥

[@namegoteeaten]

@@christenw.1726 i think he runs away from her because he doesn‘t want to hurt her and be like.......a good dad?

[@ninaaaaishere]

This song's lyrics are relatable to many people... many, many people.

[@S0ul_destr0yer01]

Yesss

[@leslieking9657]

The Zombie Otaku Girl yes. I wanted to cry. I almost cried like I couldn’t concentrate on the video because the lyrics hit hard.

[@CHRISAKABR1082]

Bro why are people so attached to lyrics

[@leslieking9657]

CHRISAKABR1082 probably because they relate to people.

[@K87jk]

1:53 - 2:10 spoke to my soul. We are all just depressed fucks searching for someone to understand us (that will never happen tho)

[@Mitch-bt5mb]

go on Ronnie. the face of music these days, no one holding candle to this skill set and creativity

[@leilalawrence9776]

"I battle with depression, but the question still remains Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?" This hit close to home but damn the whole song does

[@charadreemurr7312]

Ouch

[@madexmagic1677]

I know this song hit a deep cord with me and now I can't stop listening

[@vampirechick813]

@@madexmagic1677 same. It's on a playlist on my phone I dubbed bipolar badass for pumping me up from depression

[@MaddyLuvz04]

watching someone cry that you love hurts because you feel like you relate then they say your fine and that they are faking it you can see the sadness in her eyes , the shine in her eyes slowly start to dissapear and you feel like you can help but you really cant it sucks and then you realize you both have the same issue and also that is why she always go's to you because she relates and she comes to you looking dull in the eyes realizing she lost all courage and dreams and then you realize she is becoming like you so you try to help her but you realize you cant at all because she is like you Then one day she takes his life but you feel like the burden because you couldn't help her at all and you remember she use to put everyone first then you feel worst then you realize she would cry herself to sleep and also listen to the sad music,eat less, Then you want to take your life but you can't because she would be upset because you were the only one there for her. and you realize that little girl is you and the older you is watching over you that's just how it is . That is always how its been realizing you always wanted to be happy like everyone else and it was all a dream . Everyone thinks someone is OK i was someone who would make it so my friends not kill themselves but i can't even not think it myself. I have a bare face of sadness actually no i really don't have emotion anymore. Neglect, rape, parents leaving, friends dying, friends leaving, have no one now, realizing i lost someone like my sister and after a month my parents were fine but its like the forgot, But who am i to say i don't know anything only i have been going trough a "phase" for only 8 years you know. Sometimes i wish i could just scream at someone " I'm Not Okay" at all but whose to say. But one day i don't want anyone to have grief when i end up taking my own life. I have committed a lot of sins in my life and i know its not good and i have tried god but he didn't listen because I'm still like this and still have issues but i try so hard but now I'm starting to feel weak, More than i did when it started , i don't were shorts or short sleeves anymore but who cares again I'm just another person and i cant blame my cat because they don't look like cat scratches and i eat less but when I'm hungry i don't eat, I loose my appetite, i stay up late, and people think i have a great life because i life in a big house but its not like that at all. I feel like a burden, a mistake, I was misplaced here, I have to hold my pillow tighter and tighter every single night, My demons are starting to work more and more. I have daddy issues, i don't have a mom, rape, neglect,abuse,suicidal,demons,not good enough,depression,anxiety,PTSD,ADD,ADHD,etc. But i take to much air from people like people tell me I'm not something to be dwelled on at all. but i feel like I'm on the edge of a cliff. I tried fitting in, and fix it but it doesn't work and it sucks. I'm not a fighter at all. But this world sucks a lot. I had a best friend but i can't talk to him anymore much so i don't have anyone. But who knows I'm just here ,a person, a gazelle getting ready to be eaten by a lion and really big one and i fought it out as long as i could. Until that lion pounced and grabbed my neck and i was dead . Body pale and eyes open, tears , and breathless. in reality no one killed me i killed myself but at least i won't be a burden, or a mistake, I will be burning in the depth of Hell alone but I'm just another person, thing, Wild Animal, But this is how it is oh well can't do much. But thank you for anyone who does care. Thank You. I'm Nothing, Always have been nothing. I know i am a mistake you don't have to tell me so much and I'm a burden yes we get it but when i die you cant grieve and you can't say it is selfish, I want to die how i want to, is that really so much to ask honestly because i want to die. I'm selfish,stupid,dumb,retarded,dead inside, ugly etc. But i tried so hard to fit in this world but who knows? well its easy to tel when you are ready to die they say you see a light but what if you don't. I wish i was a snake so when i shed i can look a little different. Everyone has there person but what if i don't. My life is a book so i have to end it, My skin is like paper that why i cut it, and my face is just a mask over me so why can't i hide it, And my heart is like a door so i can lock it if i want to. No one knows what one person go's trough at all but we all assume. i tried to stop myself from crying, one day i started crying so much i couldn't cry anymore and didn't sleep at all. Maybe one day someone will under stand but for now no one does, You have no friends, your family is ..., your ugly, your depressed, your jumpy in your own house, life sucks a lot. the majority vote is that i kill myself so maybe i should so many people said i should. Then if i die i can burn in peace at least, but if i stay i will suffer more and more, i tried carrying on, But why? why should i, I want at least 5 reasons why i should stay honestly, is it to much? i don't think so. I'm just exhausted ha doctors always tell me lets go back to your past it's what causes the present and the future, but what if i don't have a future. I have so much self hate and its annoying. I can't even say i love you to my family at all. But then again every says I'm fine so " I'm fine than" fake it till i don't make it or do who knows. A crystal glass and when the wind blew he broke - Hayami

[@jollykirby2138]

@@MaddyLuvz04 what is this?

[@franzjanganieribarbosa4114]

I mean, we might be talking about the best Falling in Reverse song here.

[@cailyncook370]

Franz Janganieri Barbosa dude agreed

[@nestlelion3497]

For sure 1 populair monster 2 raised by wolves

[@lorenzdoc953]

Cause i am about to break down

[@TexasMullet91]

Bro for real

[@xsalvias8166]

yea

[@glennstrooberg6174]

I was thinking about it yesterday like: damn haven’t heared about FIR in a while... and here we are.. nice!

[@cherryred5932]

Samee

[@JpDubbed]

right??? lmao

[@AgneWay]

please think more then lol

[@taylorreid5718]

I was like well shit this came outta left field

[@musictherapy2407]

Bro same. Wtf.

[@positivevibez8752]

Who’s here on thanksgiving. Thankful for this music

[@joshuabalsavage4695]

When Ronnie sings “we’re falling apart” in that last hook... that shit hits deep!

[@itzash23]

Its "with falling apart". He put the lyrics in the description :)

[@joshuabalsavage4695]

Crazy Gaming2208 oops! Lol. Either way... pretty damn good!

[@itzash23]

@@joshuabalsavage4695 yesss

[@emiliocristians]

Joshua Balsavage these are facts

[@jayyo195]

@@itzash23 He does actually say "We're falling apart" On the last hook. All the other parts is when he says "With falling apart"

[@sarahclark5170]

Ronnie: *was raised by wolves* Also Ronnie: *is not a vampire* Also Ronnie: *is a werewolf* Now that’s what I call consistency 👌🏻

[@syeduwaissyedhossain8915]

very consistent

[@aaronjames6434]

Also Ronnie: is not a zombie

[@jodywieberg4394]

Also Ronnie: is a popular monster

[@codygale8254]

I think he's trying to tell us that he's Team Jacob

[@yvettekalb2775]

He’s a child of god and satan trying to destroy him. Making him mad the more he gets away from god the worse it will be because god is the only one able to protect souls.

[@jacoblee4353]

I love how he makes songs like these about his past. He doesn't try to hide anything, which is kind of cool

[@GamingFemboy]

It’s about his past.

[@dravenrudnick7686]

@@GamingFemboy that’s what he was talking about

[@scientistsbaffled5730]

Witch kind?

[@electricpollusion]

The brilliant part is that it connects to different experiences in his past and not just a singular story ✌

[@funkikatto]

Can someone tell me why did he go to jail

[@hollyfelda9678]

2024 anyone?!?

[@filiplisko7870]

Me 😁

[@badmamanlittlefoot]

🎉forever lol motivational

[@Sammy-je6fb]

Duh

[@ntchrst]

no øne 😔

[@philippedewindt7869]

I just discovered them last weekend

[@misfitsdanzig2374]

Everybody talking about Ronnie but can we take a moment to appreciate how much of a fucking amazing job the rest of the band did

[@dudemandudeman1998]

What did they do but play basic rock the vocals in the song surpass the band. Learn music fag

[@nastyy_mk4]

@@jakerogers6062 just because he's using a rhyme scheme, doesn't mean hes rapping...

[@caleb5257]

Really Hairy Bush I’m good.

[@Darkch4o5]

Thumbs ☝

[@cloudnineparadoxclp4187]

@@jakerogers6062 I agree but he does rapping in songs just to piss you off cause he doesnt give a fuck. Hopsin, Tech, and of course the G.O.A.T EMINEM are best but there rappers. does it seem like Ronnie is trying to be a top rapper or did you even listen to the song.

[@DVRKSTXR]

2011: I’m Not A Vampire 2019: I Am A Werewolf This is the growth I like to see.

[@Dr.Stoeffloev]

I'm not a vampire, I'm a fucking werewolf don't you see the fucking difference

[@adamg.8419]

PHXNTXM I mean, he was raised by the wolves

[@JpDubbed]

😂😂

[@elangreksanegara3905]

2059: Sirius Black (?) :/

[@timtrottier7971]

Raised by wolves

[@Arthen_]

I think they’ve really found the formula and sound they were looking for with these string of singles. Loving this!

[@lillyanyoung3099]

willow being his anchor is the best thing ive ever seen

[@aspicydankmeme273]

Dude this is the best song I've heard that's released in 2019 this is sick

[@twurtlemaster6920]

Squigga!!

[@Godlessrain]

The rawness of this song saved my fucking life after a failed suicide attempt and kept me from retrying.. There aren’t a lot of songs that speak to this level of depression. I even used this song to help me explain to my therapist what I didn’t know how to do. I’m grateful for it.

[@sykohorror]

I’m proud of you for being here :)🖤 have an amazing week!!

[@Godlessrain]

@@sykohorror Thank you so very much for your comment. I hope you have a wonderful week! 🖤🥺

[@_nikki444]

I’m so beyond proud of you! This song and even these comments give me some kind of hope. As morbid as it sounds and maybe even selfish it feels good to know I’m not alone in these feelings of being trapped. You’re not alone🖤

[@Oindriladasroll]

Hope you are okay now! We're proud of you 💞 stay strong 💞🐨

[@agirloncrack4413]

I should try it

[@raysofrosie]

I feel like this song is a physical embodiment of how it feels to live with depression. At first you just talk about it. You try to express yourself with words only the people that are supposed to help you just tell you it’s a phase or you’re just going through a dark patch and it’ll be over soon. Then you start getting aggravated because it DOESNT stop. It keeps growing and growing and getting stronger and you are just completely drowning so you get a little louder, only no one around you helps. Everyone gives you the whole “god has a plan, he has a plan” and you can’t live with the fact that he could do this to you.Then you just snap. You break, you scream, you become the monster you believed you were the whole time, the one thing you were petrified of becoming and completely lose your shit (expressed by the physical change into the monster) and basically black out. When you come to, everything is ruined and you have no idea what you’ve just done and are horrified with yourself. This is so fucking powerful and will be something I’ll listen to religiously.

[@alamgir-nr1zm]

abombalakaka 💩 😂 😂 😂 😂

[@lolalynn2428]

Ur entire comment hit so hard for me... 100% true ! 🖤

[@douggloyd2050]

Damn,this song moves me.spouse died,fucking holiday season.yeah it got my attention.

[@tharanidulanjana8824]

well this is 😭

[@milanpokorny1115]

I've been through depression and made it out ok, songs like this motivate me to never go through that again

[@marlonherr8013]

It's so underrated i love rap metal

[@mariaharguello12345]

This song really touches my heart. DEPRESSION is real and is not just a phase

[@courtneyhanes9833]

This video was kinda strange but I absolutely love this song! Goosebumps EVERY SINGLE TIME. They put my confusing feelings into words that I couldn't find for myself.

[@emanuelstude4912]

It is important to remember that everybodys depression isnt the same, for some depression actually is a phase.

[@josephprince3111]

Emanuel Stude that’s called bipolar

[@bradleyprice7772]

@Cue ball my mom has depression, it's not a joke

[@sparklefluff]

Yeah, depression is real. I should know, I have it.

[@scarlettemonteray4340]

“Every wall that I knock down is a wall that I replace”......that just hits home. I have no voice if my own, but Ronnie is my voice.

[@scarlettemonteray4340]

*of*

[@jadetoulon2041]

I can relate, I’m not very good at explaining my feelings so I quote Ronnie’s songs and that helps me to explain my feelings better. I also relate to a lot of his songs

[@lexiebesties5299]

So you’re telling me that the 3 different types of voices in this song is ONE PERSON. Wow.

[@myrajeankoon9740]

Yeah.....Listen to Drugs by Falling In Reverse. You won't be dissapointed

[@Tillermundo]

Ronnie is a fucking genius

[@nighthawk5772]

69 likes nice

[@edenis3774]

Listen to my apocalypse

[@theo.g.441]

@@Tillermundo was worried for him when he hit the tar hard and got kicked out of escape the fate... This album is so sick tho

[@LillychanRose]

Something so many of us can empathize with cause we have it

[@jefferywilson2280]

This song will be listened to by many generations after us.

[@taxfraud9490]

fr

[@Jeff-fp8qx]

Gen Z will and there is a high chance that gen alpha will too

[@julieramirezrivera8879]

@@Jeff-fp8qx let's hope they don't decide to cancel this too

[@Jeff-fp8qx]

@@julieramirezrivera8879 yeah, me too honestly

[@johndwallibee5301]

Even after the 1000's of times I've listened to this song, I still get chills. I love this song.

[@dyanalynn6698]

I know right… it’s been a while and felt ‘em too!!

[@chesech1249]

I love the song to

[@unrealkellen3165]

Same

[@joewilcox861]

If you like rap and metal check out ghostemane

[@demondog6168]

Same

[@Dilane-Knight]

November 2024,..... Anyone!!!

[@bridgetbauman8360]

Yes

[@gianlucaazzolina2644]

Sure

[@spencersaucier4137]

I wish you would people would stop looking for approval and just enjoy the music and the message

[@spencersaucier4137]

You should be proud to stand alone if this is what you enjoy

[@Erik-j5q]

Being myself and my highest self. Children can be taught. MAN different story. Pretend this is the present. A special speech...

[@katthedog8629]

I love the theme with how his daughter is like the last light of his life. Really feel that

[@nogrecords]

Meeeeeeee too. I'd be the biggest nothing on Earth without my little girl

[@navigator_g]

I really feel some tingling in my butthole too.

[@JimmyB2772]

Totally. My son's my existence.

[@pheonix929]

Yes, I relate to what you said so much! When everything's falling down, she's my light and I push through it all for her now

[@katthedog8629]

@@navigator_g sounds like you need some cream

[@carsonsquires9753]

Can’t believe that this is the same band that made “Good Girls Bad Guys” that’s one thing I would’ve never imagined

[@eternalzone9465]

Amazing how they changed,right? :)

[@franciscogallardo7249]

despues de esto... todo lo que hicieron antes, pierde sentido (gracias a dios)

[@anissaharlow]

Fr hes killing it tho

[@curtiscostello5383]

@@anissaharlow i agree

[@SnakeHuntersTV]

LOVE THAT SONG TOO!

[@Reannemich]

I wanna go back and hear this again for the first time

[@TheDarkLord-et6xg]

Reanne_Michelle same

[@witchlovesrock2311]

I normally don't watch reaction videos ... but I have for this song just so I can watch people hear it for the first time for this exact reason!

[@jordanpolarfuxens5211]

best comment

[@Reannemich]

@@witchlovesrock2311 mate I do the exact same just so I can experience other peoples reactions again 😂

[@joshcaulfieldofficial]

My bro just recommended this song to me and I gotta say my first time was amazing!! Instant fan f#@king loved it!!

[@Jimmizone]

Who’s Still listening in SEPTEMBER 2024❤

[@juustrick]

Me and i luv it 🤙🏻❤

[@ЕкатеринаКалинкина-ж3г]

I am and this is beautiful!❤

[@Kai-g8q3f]

Im here

[@LotusFlower06]

Just discovered this song, it's amazing.

[@AbsolutelyNoOne-qi4ye]

Just went to see them last night live !! Best concert I have ever been to in my 30 years of life !

[@judypearson8914]

I can't believe how BAD ASS his SCREAM is!!! This is one of the best songs I've ever heard! Perfect!!!

[@lovelazerbeamloveyou619]

I no it is the best song i no it is the best

[@pipa.napalm]

If that scream is bad ass then what's left for the true screamers in black metal. this is for pussys

[@logan76248]

It upsets me that you think that's a badass scream

[@ThorsShadow]

@Ryan Stone I know, I'm not Logan, but I still want to give you some new stuff. I fucking love this song, too btw. Also, really cool, that you are so musically open-minded, that you listen to everything from classical to rap to jazz etc. That's very rare. I love that. Here are a few amazing screamers (all of them from Deathcore bands). They are all more impressive than Ronnie here imo, but that's just my opinion and you are very much free to disagree. No hard feelings, we all have our opinions and our own tastes. Again, I love FiR, just to be clear. kzbin.info/www/bejne/bWrSm5-tgt-mZrM Slaughter to Prevail - Demolisher [yes, that's his real voice in the breakdown; no effects...you can watch live videos of this on YT] kzbin.info/www/bejne/eGjQmYSfpdyXmJI Infant Annihilator - Blasphemian kzbin.info/www/bejne/i4SaZJStop57qpY Shadow of Intent - The Heretic Prevails [honestly the most awesome song out of these three in my opinion; Shadow of Intent is one of the very best bands in extreme music in general and Deathcore in particular in my opinion...everything about them blows my mind...they are technical, they are melodic, they are dynamic,...]

[@brianreynolds1778]

It's the best "motherfucker" I've ever heard in a song. Plus the build up is absolutely amazing.

[@davidwoodward1682]

I feel like Ronnie deserves a lot of credit for his "acting" in this video. Just all around amazing.

[@austinray2138]

This song will be big but probably won’t be played on the radio...shame.

[@danieldipoalo6666]

Fuck the radio most of what they play is shit 😂

[@shikamaru3714]

Austin Ray 101.1 WJRR never fails to disappoint!

[@CHRISAKABR1082]

Lmao blessing

[@joshuathomas550]

who the frik listens to the friken radio

[@alexandru1094]

@@joshuathomas550 Watch your profanity D:

[@raymondelaw]

The entire album is genius.

[@jaxd12112]

His Vocal cord range is unbelievable

[@anonymousking5800]

Yessssss

[@Northdakotadude]

Agere

[@henrymanahan2764]

one of the best has been for 15 years

[@DuskWho]

He is this generations Stevie Wonder. 🤘

[@ZaneHummel]

Ikr

[@Rachel-uk2ml]

There is literally not one falling in reverse song that I don’t like ...love them all

[@emodatenshi8754]

Same

[@carlovesfam6069]

Rachel last album was shit

[@goodnight3989]

its impossible, FIR is perfect, but not so literally, you a lier

[@Rachel-uk2ml]

Carlovesfam it’s really not

[@emodatenshi8754]

I love all of their songs. I know not everyone shares the same opinion and I can respect that.

[@Asdris_]

Screaming loud "I am terrified" is the reason why this song is such a masterpiece imo: this is the purest cry for help and this is where Ronny gives up on the role he's playing and want us to see him as he rly is outside from fir. I am not depressed but i feel like if I were there would be no way anything could be more accurate than what he is saying

[@ScarletOWhora85]

As a depressed person, I can tell you that in my experience, this song is dead on.

[@bleeperblopper9683]

this songs hits differently to me. it’s just got so much emotion to it i start to tear up just a bit whenever i just put my headphones in and lay back with my eyes closed and just, listen.

[@bleeperblopper9683]

there is so much emotion in his screams i tear up just a little bit because just ronnie himself can make you feel the same level of emotion as him

[@Loganspinelli04]

Do u a speaka englisha

[@bleeperblopper9683]

@@Loganspinelli04 yeah? lol

[@Steak514]

I'm always like 8 years late to an amazing band. People say you love the era you grew up in most, but I have to admit Falling In Reverse is some of the best metal I've ever heard and demolishes most the bands I listened to growing up. Ya I still love the old bands, but I have to admit, this is a new level.

[@courtneybarlow7761]

Ronnie has outdone himself with this. It hits home for so many people. He is getting more recoginized than ever. Can't wait ro hesr more and more.

[@dantecovarrubias9133]

his life deserves to be portrayed in an official movie.

[@kittniv2747]

That's Ronnie!? Omgosh I didn't recognize him or his voice from when I heard good girls, bad guys forever ago, the glow up ronniie❤️

[@guillotinegod2351]

He actually lost alot of credibility when he got in trouble for drug parole violation and apparently assistance in a murder. The guy was literally making people buy a CD just to get into a signing line. I know because I had to buy three different copies of an album i already owned, just to be rushed though and not even really get to say a word. I'm not trying to down the guy, but he's kind of a douche. So is Ben Bruce from AA.

[@Zennanis]

@@guillotinegod2351 I never got the hate everyone gave for the assisting murder. from what I heard he never shot the gun at all but was just in a group fight. he was just unlucky enough to be charged and also to start gaining popularity back in escape the fate.

[@guillotinegod2351]

@@Zennanis I mean no disrespect for the guy and I'll always be a fan. But I'm just saying that his popularity mostly started coming back when they launched the Bury the Hatchet tour. His and Mabbits drama was alot more public than it should've ever been.

[@tavixz5705]

"Popular Monster" And, "Losing My Life" We Need More Song, Like This 2 Songs!!!😍😍

[@erayylmaz393]

Tanvir Evan exactly

[@veterangamingid]

And don't forget Losing My Mind ✔️

[@aguillien886]

Drugs

[@SydneyChromatic]

A whole album

[@Pizza0023]

& More Corey Taylor Featuring

[@josiepittman9681]

I feel like his voice is a lot deeper than normal? Anyone else?

[@faithmacdonald9914]

I was very confused because it didn't even sound like him at first.

[@brandonrunnels9084]

It’s because he’s got an effect on his vocals when he’s rapping.

[@loriedsonemma-o3318]

No, a don't think so.

[@thescreechsquad885]

Auto tune

[@Shdwkd666]

No if your a vocalist you can lower your voice, just like you can play a song in higher scale with the same paino. I took music 101 in college.

[@Bigbanknotlittlebank]

When i try to explain anything im always at aloss of words . So i appreciate any music that allows me to easier understand and find a way to try and reach out for help and have a representation of what is in my head ... thanks

[@user-mn1ms9ef1q]

Willow "Daddy, a girl at school called me stupid!" Ronnie: '' Say no more...''

[@eternalzone9465]

That girl: Why do i hear FIR music?

[@butHomeisNowhere___]

Is.... is he gonna kill a little girl?

[@wavyant7757]

When he sings apart, it just hits so different 😧

[@FirebunnybooAJ]

WavyAnt fr I didn’t even know he could sing that way

[@karimabdelkarim6437]

Ohmygod yes. YES. I came across your comment EXACTLY when he said it!

[@Barnacals]

I was thinking the same thing. He's got a great voice when he sings in a more "normal" way like that rather than some of the more exaggerated vocals on other songs

[@zanderj9335]

I'm not a big fan of Falling In Reverse but losing someone sucks. Rest in Peace Derek.

[@zanderj9335]

@Jerry Naylor I like two song from them. I don't hate them just don't like them.

[@lucasstrickland6165]

You knew Derek by name your a fan.

[@zanderj9335]

@@lucasstrickland6165 well I'm bound to find his name in a article when its say Falling In Reverse Guitarist dead at 35. Once again rest in peace Derek

[@ronnieradke9240]

I’m not a fan of you at all... no reason for me to ever bring that up but just wanted to let you know

[@ronnieradke9240]

Jerry Naylor ignorant post. you hate a band but like a song they did. That means you don’t have them. That means you actually like material they put out.

[@matthewwalters390]

Use to come to this song all the time from depression turning to anger great song to fit

[@eduardoaguilar2421]

Damn Ronnie improves his vocals as the years goes by

[@toastcrumbs2094]

He's amazing live as well

[@TheLunarSurface]

Yea auto tune is a hell of a drug

[@brendenlarocque1129]

@@TheLunarSurface you sir deff have not been live lol

[@leaftube9323]

Eduardo Aguilar next ozzy osbourne lmao

[@romanistagio6991]

I love to see his daughter being his anchor, would love to see Paige in the clips in the future

[@hannahpechanec2429]

Who the hell is Paige? His daughters name is Willow.

[@whoisthis8100]

His girlfriend

[@j0061]

her actual name is Saraya

[@fifo2926]

@@j0061 dude everybody knows her under Paige

[@j0061]

fIFFI speak for urself lmfao it’s def not everybody

[@jacobkeith2132]

Makes sense, he told us like 8 years ago he was raised by the wolves.

[@leosixx3359]

facts

[@Colin-jm8sk]

8 years ago?! Fuck

[@Mauas15]

facts

[@ladytakumi]

@@loriedsonemma-o3318 ok boomer

[@donnadimarco1583]

Damn was it 8 years ago?

[@kevinmarcotte9086]

I find myself very often in your songs and this one is no exception. At the end of the video the child seems to tell you not to give up and that despite everything she sees the good in you and wants you to get better. Thank you for this song, it probably allows many to feel better.

[@magiaburst]

I just love how this starts as an rap song but flawlessly fades into a post-hardcore and finally an metal song the further the song progresses.

[@riccardosciortino]

Is hard-rock Jesus Christ, here metal has nothing to do with it!

[@magiaburst]

@@riccardosciortino Hard rock is what I consider bands like Papa Roach, or Broken-era Memphis May Fire. The bridge and especially the breakdown are def. not hard rock.

[@riccardosciortino]

Yes but this band is not metal... Is far far away from metal

[@РанкоВаљић]

@@riccardosciortino ok gatekeeper

[@magiaburst]

@@riccardosciortino Actually, they always had metalcore influences - just sayin', the first three albums. It was with Welcome Home that they changed into a more Starset-like sound, but now they seem to slowly get closer to their older sound again.

[@Rhinoman1999]

I have dedicated this song to my beautiful daughter! She loved this type of music, and got me into listening to it as well! She was fighting her demons the last few months and unfortunately she let them win. This song reminds me of her every time I hear it. Your dad loves you Holly!

[@Unknown-tm2mr]

My condolences, I’m very sorry💙

[@vilmoslente3487]

Slipknot XIX

[@Themparktycoon2world]

My daughter tried and almost succeeded. Believe it or not I had an intuition that something was wrong. I can’t explain why or how I knew. I was at work and called my wife and said where’s our daughter. She said in her room. I said go check on her now! My wife was like why? I said go now! My daughter had double locked her door, placed blankets all over, she then proceeded to take dozens of pills and slit her wrists and then fillet the skin up her arms. My wife burst the door open in time to find her and call 911. My unexplained intuition saved my daughter. I am so terribly sorry that your daughter left this planet. She is in the cosmos without a care in this big vast universe. Watching and knowing she’s still thought of daily. She makes her presence known in ways that only you can feel or see. It’s an amazing thing. She may be gone in her physical form but her light lives on forever! Wow! Forever!

[@youngchepo7318]

Smoking that Holly pack 😮‍💨💨

[@Rhinoman1999]

@emxy F☆ Your parents love you, and this pain hurts, the tears don't stop, and if I had even a clue of what she was dealing with, I would have done anything to help! You are never a burden to your parents.

[@joannbyrd6324]

Sinner saved.Its a gift from God says the word so that no man can boast. Ephesians 2:8 ❤🙌⛑️🌍☮️⏳🦺

[@straightupdoorknob5670]

Imagine being the therapist that has to write down what this guy rapping

[@2wentytwoterry196]

😂

[@JamieHiggins638]

He's not rapping that fast though... Not hating, just saying.

[@JamieHiggins638]

@@jenapodaca3072 Writing anything down as someone's speaking would be hard though, even just talking normally...

[@JamieHiggins638]

@@jenapodaca3072 I know. I originally said he wasn't actually rapping that fast though... Again, no hate intended! I love this song.

[@calumhoodswifey7743]

No this is good keep going - the therapist

[@LindaCarlssonornas]

I will play this next dr. appointment. Hopefully things speed up. ❤️‍🩹

[@oliverscattergood1077]

"Every single fucking day I get closer the grave, I am terrified , fell a sleep at the wheel again, crashed my car just to feel again" is just ooooo. Favourite part. Edit: Spelling corrected for the grammar police.

[@jadedreaminvestigations8018]

yeeeeesss same omg

[@wolfy_with_a_y]

exactly what i came to the comments to type in myself lmao

[@m.i.qurashi2456]

Feel again*

[@claudedottin1312]

I wish he expanded on that part because I had a friend do this and I prevented one from doing it. So I felt it. I felt it deep. But still that melody was 🔥

[@edibear1359]

my favorite part is the whole song