Life Update... where I've been

[@tinashort9098]

Hey sweetie!! You were incredibly young when you started this channel and insecurity had allot to do with your age! You’ve been through quite a bit in your young life. I’m glad that you’re doing better. Give yourself some grace!! You’ve still got allot of living to do!! Take it from this old granny!! Time tends to cure most things❤❤❤

[@marianekalis1533]

Amen 🙏

[@janetnozar5088]

Comparison is the thief of joy. You are a true beauty and kudos to you for becoming your own person.

[@maryhumphrey5938]

Do we see the growth?! Oh my goodness, YES! It is so easy to have self doubt and be critical of ourselves. You are so beautiful, truly. Your sweet nature shines through so just be totally, authentically YOU!

[@sarahochoa9466]

We stayed rooting for you this whole time Erin! Good to see you back ❤

[@karinaresendez8048]

Erin .. we saw you grow up before our eyes babe . You are such a breath of fresh air and INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL 🥹. Please please , don’t compare your self ever again with people in LA 😢. I love watching old videos of you and even today . You poor thing . We have all been there but I feel you are growing up in an era with this is also so hard with social media. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRL 🥹. Don’t ever forget that .

[@jennifercate8996]

It doesn’t, “sound ridiculous” to have those thoughts, sweetie. That’s a very vulnerable time of life, coming into yourself coupled with all the expectations put on women these days with their appearance and everything else about us having to be perfect is hard. Then also being on KZbin where tonssss of people are watching you and you have a very famous aunt, then just leaving home and all your comforts and norms and having to meet new people and go to classes in a new home is wowwwwza. You for the right thing by stepping back; and getting a hold of your mental health before it really spiraled out and got to the point where it woulda been harder to come out on top. You’ve always been remarkably bright and mature about life and just a good, good girl, and as always, I’m proud of you and your choices and where you are today. Can’t wait to see more content from you, you look beautiful and happy and healthy and I know I’m not the only one who couldn’t be happier about that as if you were my own little sister. Keep doing what you love, what suites you in the moment, protect your peace and mental health and you’ll always come out on top and feel good about yourself and that process:journey. Happy for you and your man and that you’re in a healthy and happy ship- I respect that choice of keeping him and your relationship private and we appreciate any aspect of you feel comfortable sharing. Your curls are FIRE! Keep being you can’t wait to watch your channel soar too!

[@jewleannuh]

Been here since you moved in with your aunt and unc. Love you Erin and SO proud of you! You can see your growth by just listening to you in the first two minutes!!! You got it sis❤️❤️

[@kazo_13]

you are genuinely so beautiful! your soul, your hair, your personality, your EVERYTHING!

[@jillsarah7356]

Your curls are GORG!! And yes, we should all do more work to stop the negative narrative in our heads. Less time on social media can def help that!

[@BetaTestaburger]

I'm glad you took that break, probably the very best decision to make in that moment. I hope you are proud of yourself for choosing your wellbeing. You are amazing and beautiful!

[@laurinwhidby3079]

Can definitely see the growth!! So glad you are wearing your curls out. They are gorgeous. Don’t need to apologize for leaving social media. Your mental health is the most important.

[@marionanndickson4155]

Welcome back lovely, im sorry to hear what you were going through. Your Aunt & Uncle (Laura & Tyler) are such wonderful people to have by your side at times like that..

[@chelsfaye4620]

Welcome back! I’ve been watching Laura since the beginning. It’s been so sweet to watch you grow. You’re gorgeous! ❤

[@opal_music]

Welcome Back, beautiful! I clicked instantly.

[@RachelJ1]

Your curls are GORGEOUS and girl you do you. You don’t owe us anything!! Happy your back. We need your beautiful smile, wit, and personality on the internet!

[@h4ileyy]

I’m so glad you took the time for yourself. We can definitely see the growth and I can’t wait to continue to watch you grow. ❤

[@thelifeofthelma]

21 !!!!!! you have grown so fast!!! Love to see you back girly!!

[@fibi164]

Welcome back…you were missed!!

[@user-yt48876yt]

OMG! I am so proud of you!! I remember years ago when you told your aunt (whom I LOVE) that you could never do this. I think your perfect for this. You are smart, witty, and beautiful. Sharing your life as a college student and over coming so much in your life, not only can help others, but also you. Have fun with this and ignore the trolls.😘

[@laurahall4275]

I can see the growth… You are stunning!

[@ksyra]

Erin so glad you’re back! I had a 6 year social media detox in my early 20s, it was life changing. I got to know who I was and built alot of confidence from there. Btw you are one of the most gorgeous girlie on YT💖

[@jennyanderson9357]

I think you are extremely brave and deserve much praise for who you are and what you have done.

[@anitavargas5839]

Welcome back!!! Missed you!!!

[@diannec4081]

You’re just lovely Eryn. It’s great to see you back! 😘

[@lmariecarroll]

You’re adorable & gorgeous! Really. I’m so proud of you for speaking out & being vulnerable. You’ll be a wonderful influence for those younger & older dealing with the same issues!

[@haileyd6988]

I have missed you!!!!! So glad your back and that you’re in a better place mentally! You look fabulous and I can tell you’ve been working on your confidence ❤️❤️❤️🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[@melissa1234183]

Girl take your time getting back into it. You absolutely rock! I have def missed ya! Keep your mental health in check. That is most important!! Welcome back!

[@ruthortiz7670]

Your hair is so beautiful!!!!!😻

[@mandyhonline]

You look so happy and healthy! You're glowing ✨️🩷 and you're so gorgeous

[@krysta9697]

We see the growth and the see the light in your eyes! You have no reason to say sorry so live your life you are doing great!! 🤍🤍🤍

[@itscinnabonbon]

Say it girl!! Social media only glorifies all the good things. You are soooo pretty!! I know it’s sooo hard to not compare yourself to others.. but I can just tell you are GLOWING now. Soo glad to see you back and better than ever :) you got this

[@nikkim.collier8703]

Aww Eryn! Love to see you back on here. Such a beautiful young lady! ❤

[@torianne2831]

Eryn I have had the pleasure watching you on Laura's channel and you have grown so much. I wish the best for you. And you are stunning! Never let the curls go. Beautiful!!!

[@shanellepicar]

You go girly! This is what I needed to hear. I’m trying to step out of my comfort zone to do digital marketing and post myself on social media and it’s hard to get past the feeling of comparing yourself to others, nitpicking every detail of myself, or the fear of people you know coming across your videos and making fun of them. This was raw and I thank you for sharing because it’s always nice to have someone relatable. I love watching you and Laura. Good for you for stepping back out there. This video was a good reminder and encouragement for me to step back out there and that I just need to do it for myself and no one else. Happy Holidays and Love ya🫶🏻

[@bethmaguire414]

Congratulations on getting through 18-21 🎉 auntie let us know you were doing good so we weren’t worried but BABE!! I’m so glad you’re back! So excited to see your journey 🥰

[@ErinGautreau]

Welcome back Eryn!!! So nice to see you and thank you for the lovely explanation!! 🥰❤️

[@georgiaeden7468]

Hey, so so amazing to see this pop up, but you have NO NEED to apologize- completely understandable reason to take a step back & so clearly the best thing for you, you're THRIVING!! The growth is so clear to see so inspiring and im so so happy for you🥹🫶 whatever you decide to do with socials i'll always be here no matter how many lil breaks you need- you should be so so proud of yourself such an incredible girlie 🥰 sending love !

[@cydneyjade3699]

My have you grown into a beautiful young lady! Give yourself some grace girl, putting yourself out there online can be very scary especially at such a young age! You look so gorg and I’m so proud of your growth! Keep going at your own pace! Us true ones will still be here cheering you on!🤍

[@amshirah10]

I am so happy to see your beautiful face pop up in my YT feed! You were just a bebe when you started making social media appearances. And I truly feel that the confidence you feel now is something that is learned with age (I’m 40. I’m allowed to say that. lol!) I have a 16 yr old daughter and it is a STRUGGLE with the same insecurities you talk about. I just pray everyday for her to have the strength to realize what an amazingly beautiful person she is! Yes, I tell her. But, we all know that words only go so far. That is something you have to believe from within. And it truly gets easier with age. So, kudos to you for realizing you needed to take the step back! You have strangers all over the place rooting for you! P.S. your hair is goals! I’m a curly who has straightened my hair all my life. And the transition is HARD!

[@valerietrivelli6926]

yay Eryn!!! you're the best!! :)

[@Hey.its.Lala95]

I totally understand,Iam 28 and I still struggle with comparison myself,it is a life journey to heal and not a one thing to get fixed. I literally love your humour and you are beautiful

[@emmemaeee]

We 100% see the growth! And you’re totally right, even if we didn’t, all that matters is that you do. Soo so proud of you and happy for you, Eryn. You have an amazing personality and energy don’t you ever doubt that. Ilysm & wish you the best! 🫶🏻

[@sarahanngreenwell]

Love you girl! You are perfect being yourself. Dont be hard on yourself. Have fun and post whatever you want!

[@MRossetti50]

I have to say that i didn’t know that you had your own channel. I have only seen you on your aunt channel and I always thought that you where very confident and outgoing and funny. So glad to here you are doing great and can’t wait to see your videos. Take Care MaryAnn

[@nikiileeiii]

I am so freaking happy for you!!! It's not easy becoming an adult and going on your own, especially in the public eye. You've always been an absolutely stunning person inside and out. The growth is noticeable.

[@shellyphillips8767]

You can visibly see how happy you are! Always loved you so much and your aunt! Also, I've always thought you were so beautiful and graceful!

[@haleyjoneslacourrrr]

So happy you’re doing good and you’re back!!❤

[@autumnroy]

Your makeup here is literally perfect

[@s0yunagataaa]

eryn … ugh. wish i could say so much to you but ill keep it simple. you inspire ME at almost 33 and a mama of 2. you are beautiful, intelligent, kind, thoughtful, and just a bright human being (even if you don’t always feel it). 🤍

[@emb2057]

I’m happy you’re back Erin! You remind me so much of my niece that had a similar upbringing and you’re such a sweet and genuine person!!❤

[@cheyennemarissamerrill9100]

You seriously are soooo beautiful girl omg! you are growing into such a beautiful, intelligent young woman. You should be proud of yourself 💜

[@AlyssaHeaster]

So happy to hear! Your curls are insanely beautiful! Doesn’t matter but insanely beautiful! Jesus heals and frees

[@KayXoXo4]

Eryn!!! Good to see your beautiful face. I've been in those dark places. I understand completely what you're saying. Glad to see you're doing ok. ❤ sending hugs and love.

[@user-jg9px1xu4e]

Welcome back!!🎉

[@AG-od3vc]

Happy to have you back! ❤ and happy that you’re doing better!!

[@bootsnmascara9038]

4:38 Literally I'm going to keep this lined in my head forever, thank you for this ❤

[@DoraSometimes]

We all need a time to grow up and being on social media can exacerbate every little insecurity. You've been through a lot and I admire you for how far you've come. The most important thing is how you perceive yourself, we're all not important. All I see is beauty, inside and outside. Oh, let me just say I'd kill for your curls😊 Do what you love, what fulfills you and makes you happy. Love from Croatia 💙

[@melissacoviello2886]

I love that you’re wearing your curls, as a fellow curly hair girlie love it. Love that you’re feeling better about yourself.

[@Lesly0122]

Eryn, you are awesome just the way you are. Everyone is unique and that’s the beauty of life. I’ve loved seeing you from time to time at Laura’s videos. Baby steps with social media. Sending you much love ❤

[@lisavasquez9495]

Your such a beautiful person and girl believe in urself cause you really are beautiful I wish you will and keep ur head up

[@raquelarredondo1642]

You are a beautiful, powerful and smart young woman! Please know you are loved by so many people! Come back to us! You brought me joy!

[@LikewowReca]

Welcome back, Eryn!!!!! The growth is definitely evident ... Love from Jamaica!

[@emokitten5394]

My daughter is 22 just graduated magna cum laude from Ohio University. She went to Cambodia and Thailand doing back to back internships teaching English as a foreign language. She speaks Japanese and Thai. She moved out 2 weeks after graduation, taking a year off before going back for her major. She also is struggling finding a job and with her mental health. It is hard now a days for young adults to feel secure with social media being what it is. You are a beautiful soul and you Auntie Laura has had a lot of influence on you, you are very similar and she is my absolute favorite influencer on You Tube. The dynamic between the two of you and Ty is phenomenal. Keep heading in the right direction. Hopefully my daughter will find the strength to push through like you have. So encouraging watching this video praying that she will be ok as well. Blessings to you and yours this holiday season Erin 😊

[@dianaw4072]

No apologies needed for taking a break. No explanation needed either. Trust me, I get how hard it is when big life changes are happening. I think everyone does. ❤ Your growth is evident and you just radiate so much positivity and joy. Is it weird to say this yt auntie is proud of you? Haha Happy for the life you’re building! ❤

[@darlenechandler7734]

Good for you Erin❤ I can see a change in you. I always thought you are beautiful young lady. I am 60 and I can't imagine going through what y'all go through on KZbin and Facebook etc..a lot of judgements I think. I've watched you since you moved in with your aunt and uncle . I'm glad you feel better about yourself cause you are awesome girl! Take care and I hope to see you more ❤

[@denisephillips1988]

Missed you,so happy you are back!!! ❤ I also love your curls!!

[@AshleeFourhorn8787]

Yes I'm here for it the lovely growth you have had I'm so happy for you that found yourself your beautiful and wonderful young woman

[@nikkis7375]

So happy to see you back and better than ever. ❤

[@MoonRaven777]

I completely understand,I have been there too..for a long time. Eryn you are one of the most beautiful girls on KZbin.. I actually always think when I see you on Laura’s channel,gosh I wish I looked like that when I was young! I am a 68 years old a bit Gothic and eccentric grandmother from the Netherlands.. You helped me a lot a little while ago when you said, if you can’t do anything about it,let it go! I have that in my mind all the time and it helps and I thank you for that.🙏🏻🥰

[@MiRiAmetje]

This is the first video of you that I see, curious to see other video's! Glad I found your channel! Have a nice weekend! ❤

[@thekatelouise6406]

❤️ growth looks beautiful on you

[@Clairesworld4]

I’m so happy to see you happy!

[@tanyafletcher7567]

So glad to see you back!! You always seem to have fun on Laura's videos. We all get stuck in the comparison trap. I am about to be 42 and still am not confident. 🤣

[@beautiesfoodies8790]

I just can't believe how much you've grown. Making me feel old😅

[@jennmillenn]

Welcome back !!!!! Lookin' forward to whats to come !!!!!!!!!!! 🥰

[@ladyd9346]

It’s great to see you Eryn. It took me a minute to recognize you. You look beautiful!!! So happy you’re back. 🥰

[@aquariusblu]

Girl!!! You are looking so amazing🔥🔥🔥 happy to see you & Defo can hear the difference - proud of you 🥰

[@AllegedlyMaybe]

Eryn trust me those that love you will be so super happy you decided to persue your real life and relationships..... you do only live once.... so I'm excited that your living in the real world!

[@Dancerangel06]

Welcome back girl. Looking beautiful as always

[@wendyalvarado4520]

So happy you’re back and feeling good! Love the growth and confidence! Can’t wait for the content! Your hair looks amaziiiing, from a curly haired girly myself ❤

[@chelseawebb8461]

Your hair is gorgeous, and you look fabulous. Hopefully, you feel as good as you look! Stay positive ❤

[@destineyblackston8197]

Welcome back girly🥳🥳 we missed you!

[@13elysoto]

Glad to see you back Eryn 💕

[@Daniellee_xoxo1]

Glad to have you back! 🎉❤

[@mary.1984]

Yay Eryn! Welcome back!

[@powder131]

Welcome back, beautiful!!!!

[@robynepstein7488]

I live in Santa Barbara! I hear you about the beaches, the tar is crazy, and I know someone who swears they saw a great white shark while surfing by UCSB. I was a mess the first two years out of high school, so you are so not alone. 18-21 are like, the toughest years. Glad to hear you are doing well!

[@NikiAdams-g9v]

Rooting for you!! You do you! You're amazing!

[@tiffanyirene1242]

Your are doing amazing baby girl! Can’t wait to see what you continue to do!!

[@HereInMyVerona]

You are growing into such a (literal) beautiful young woman! you have such a bright, fun vibe and a personality that is unique to you 🔥 i see not a single thing wrong with you lol. And you have BEAUTIFUL hair 😍 you're a TOTAL babe, and if you end up modeling, i wouldn't be surprised 🤗

[@__sydneyceleste__]

I’m so happy for you darling !! You keep growing you keep on doing your thing !! Love the curls !!

[@michellefranklin4546]

You are so pretty and I LOVE your hair I have to perm mine to get curls. So happy to see you back and so confident in yourself. There will always be trolls and we as women are sometimes our own worst enemy about comparing. Keep believing in yourself and positive thoughts.

[@sp00kyMerBabe]

Welcome back Eryn, you’ve truly blossomed girl! As a fellow curly haired gal who struggles with products, is there any way you might consider doing like a hair routine/favs video since you’ve embraced the curls? 🩷

[@marinalex4702]

Second this!

[@courtneym4678]

Girl I have always loved ur videos and your hair is on point! Those curls are beautiful!!

[@mathilduhhh]

I’m a yapper, too, girl! 😂 I see your confidence and I love it 🤩 I am so glad that you are feeling better 🤍

[@allisonm8743]

You are gorgeous! Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise! You are strong

[@carlybelson6442]

Loved you since day one, Eryn 🫶🏻 I'm glad you're back, but most importantly, back AND happy! Rooting for you always!

[@reinaplants4442]

Good to see you back!! 😇😇 I’d love to see a hair tutorial and a makeup routine!! I’m embracing my curls too! 🥹

[@deadangel2211]

Do what you got to do girl! Always put you first!

[@jenniicaroline]

you be you girl!! youtube feels good as long as you don't linger in the useless hate comments. sending you the best vibes! let your creativity shine!! :)