Escape to Vienna followed by separating from my husband

I felt so suffocated in my marriage for a long time, so I couldn’t imagine being at home for the duration of the Christmas holidays. As a quick fix to get some distance I bought a plane ticket to Vienna for a get away trip.
But after coming home things were even worse and I couldn’t stay this unhappy any longer, so I told my husband it’s time to separate and he agreed. So I moved into the guest apartment in our apartment building and started to plan my next steps.
This vlog is very personal and it is meant to remind me of my feelings as I am so forgetful. The feeling of relieve when you take that first step towards putting yourself and your own happiness first after neglecting it your own needs for far too many years.

[@1marianne]

So sorry Barbara, that you have been feeling like this! It is good that you are taking some time alone to figure out your next steps. Children need happy parents as I am sure you know, so this may be the best thing for your family. I wish you much strength and happiness as you move forward. I will look forward to your next video.

[@vlogbarbaraweinzierl6686]

Thank you Marianne ❤️