As I have looked at this again and again,, seems like they are down,, feeling down,, emotionally,, mentally,,down,, exhausted. not that step,, they usually have,, extra step,, happiness,,, joy,, can not wait till performance starts,,, that seems to be missing,, when departure,, on departure. seems like they have lots on their minds,, like they really don't want to go. like they are weighted down emotionally,, mentally,, worried about someone,, something.