Going through some real tough times. This is my much needed therapy.
@jjchilidogs19904 жыл бұрын
I just discover you randomly on Spotify and now. I can’t stop listening
@nazppc10503 жыл бұрын
same. on my discover weekly playlist
@derekrogers1984Ай бұрын
Me too
@drphilippepper14925 жыл бұрын
Nothing Nowhere vibes, love it 💜
@lovesurfbunny5 жыл бұрын
I love heavier music genres, but your music is alternative and very noice, something tells me that you are genuine and this means a lot to me in a world of fake copycats and garbage music. I have subscribed to your channel and liked this amazing song!
@АнастасияЖурихина-в9г4 жыл бұрын
it's great, man
@Blacky-ew6hs2 ай бұрын
A very Beautiful song, Thank You! somehow hit me deeply, keep living on Guys!
@jonsense48362 жыл бұрын
My god the first 30 seconds are so insanely good.
@TheRawrMuffiin5 жыл бұрын
Your songs all hit close to home. You have a fan for life, Essenger. Thanks for being you my man.
@michm25523 жыл бұрын
This song gets me in the feels in a million ways
@phobicbigot4 жыл бұрын
Essenger...dude this is super good...the voicemails that you put into the song...holy shit...you been number 1 on my spotify playlist..keep it up brother
@Poultrygeist6662 жыл бұрын
I've never truly connected to particular meaning in most music but this fits like the last piece of a puzzle. Thank you.
@justinlee1246 Жыл бұрын
Found you and this song yesterday and literally have not listened to another song . Unreal .
@djmanley27 Жыл бұрын
Well you are in for a treat then, or medicine ❤️💯
@RabY03 жыл бұрын
This song speaks to my soul and how I've been feeling. Thank you.
@crispyair33385 жыл бұрын
Discovered you from your collab with Dabin, and found a whole world of music I didn't think I'd like. Thanks for making such awesome and soulful music .I hope I can be like you one day
@ahri38875 жыл бұрын
Haha same, so glad that Dabin made that collab lol
@Miss_Nina.4 жыл бұрын
Same here!
@raze12863 жыл бұрын
At least you get voicemails bro….. some of us don’t even get that in this life.
@jojohani8242 жыл бұрын
_lyrics_ [Verse 1] You can tell me that it’s not my fault Sleep all day, wide awake when the night falls And I don’t know who I’m supposed to be "Just be yourself", the fuck is that supposed to mean Told you that I’d stay in touch But things change and these days I don’t get out much And I’m sorry that I’ve not been there Just things are tough, please don’t tell me I don’t fucking care [Chorus] It’s not your place to try to change me It’s far too late for you to save me I’m tired of living in the background I wanna leave but I don’t know how [Verse 2] I’m fading out slowly The city’s so lonely Tell you I’m fine, push it aside You think that you know me I know I’m complacent You’ll find a replacement If you need anything, I’ll be wasting away in the basement [Break] "Hey man, I'm sick of trying to track you down all the time... Get back to me... or I'm done. Alright?" [Chorus] You can tell me that it’s not my fault Sleep all day, wide awake when the night falls And I don’t know who I’m supposed to be Just be yourself, the fuck is that supposed to mean? Told you that I’d stay in touch But things change and these days I don’t get out much And I’m sorry that I’ve not been there Just things are tough, please don’t tell me I don’t fucking care [Break] "Hey Jeff, It's mom. Just checking on you this morning to see how you're doing. I'm really concerned cause I haven't heard anything from you, so please call me, okay? Love you. Bye."
@artheas88454 жыл бұрын
Man, this song is so amazing, I was looking somebody else with this style, other than Nothing Nowhere, I would love to hear a collab song with you. I’m happy for finding you, I hope, I can hear more of you!
@SpiffingNZ Жыл бұрын
This song hits hard man.
@alexsam16435 жыл бұрын
Yes! I've been lowkey obsessed since I got your music as a suggestion. (:
@nightoftune4 жыл бұрын
I discovered you through this track and i am really impressed how you could two or more genres at onces this fucking good. you have serious talent, really like your synthwave work but i would love to hear more sad boi vibes :)
@cuben7454 жыл бұрын
An all time classic off you Essenger, props to Kazukii too in this, ly guys
@सूर्यः5 жыл бұрын
Your songs are the only reason I sleep nowadays. ❤️❤️
@ubaydah_i5 жыл бұрын
I remember searching for you because I loved the screams on Berserker which was uploaded on Monstercat. I came to find which of you did it and I heard how your other songs were softer and thought it wasn't you but decided to stay around and look at what I found out :D I'm happy I stayed around and will continue to do so ❤️
@mentaltelepathy244 жыл бұрын
I love this song, we need more like this please.
@williamburgess473 жыл бұрын
Mate, this song has popped into my discover weekly and I wanted you come to you directly and say this tune is incredible! New fan right here. Thankyou. 🙏🏼
@thisischetan Жыл бұрын
I Love Electronic Popular Music.
@Tremonius4 жыл бұрын
Rando on my Spotify suggestion this past month. I've listened and shared this song more than I loke to admit. Top notch.
@fluxstro52542 жыл бұрын
Strong, clean vocals!! 🤘🏻🤘🏻 been listening to you for awhile now. Been on repeat on my Spotify! Keep up the great work!!🤙🏻
@nocturnalfolf6097 Жыл бұрын
I can relate to those lyrics, to think I discover this artist from Artzie Music which usually specialized in promoting Future Funk and Vaporwave songs. This artist is completely different though, I feel like if "emowave" were a thing, this artist would be the quintessential artist for that style, as it's done pretty damn well, these songs have been hitting me in the feels, I'll admit.
@henrymoran12564 жыл бұрын
I love this song a lot can’t stop replying it, it’s just awesome.💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
@cosmiccrazy45575 жыл бұрын
You seriously deserve more credit dude
@chadsix48384 жыл бұрын
Amazing.. amazing.. beautiful song man. I really relate and feel this deeply.
@RSZ913 жыл бұрын
You saved me. Thank you
@AngelicBunny5 жыл бұрын
DUDE, this is so incredible... This duo is perfection
@PokyPlays4 жыл бұрын
Found you thanks to your get your wish cover but this song touched on a level I did not expect. Thank you for your wonderful music.
@clumsychaos63003 жыл бұрын
Please make this amazing song longer :)
@clumsychaos63002 жыл бұрын
@Dandoy Supatank where at?
@DjCyaneyed4 жыл бұрын
my favourite song atm. love this
@pietercoetzee62353 жыл бұрын
Why is it that I get goose bumps throughout the whole song
@tessavanderbei69325 жыл бұрын
Oh my gawd. I love your music so much! You deserve way more recognition for this. Anyways thanks for being yourself. I'll be there till the end!
@ahmedtanviralam18685 жыл бұрын
Another masterpiece from the one and only Essenger! ❤️
@saucespaghettington5245 жыл бұрын
So happy that checking your channel often for updates finally gave us a reward! Glad to see you're back, hope to see more soon!
@user-qs8iv4ro5w4 жыл бұрын
Thinking about the actual problems that are present today i can call myself very happy that I discovered this genre of music, as well as this excellent artist. You are helping me through a huge crisis in my life and I`m so grateful for that! Keep up the fantastic work, I desperately hope to see u some day in germany!!
@jjchilidogs19904 жыл бұрын
Found this song randomly on Spotify so good love both parts
@ActionGal4 жыл бұрын
the line about 'if you need me i'll be in the basement' reminds me eerily of rick sanchez going out into the garage and Chaos Chaos kickin in♡
@psychedelical2 жыл бұрын
Wish i could find so many songs that sound just like this.
@sunblooom5 жыл бұрын
sooooo amazing, sucker punch right in the feels
@wanderingproductions93874 жыл бұрын
The timing on discovering this song is crazy. Thank you universe, and Spotify lol. With where I am mentally right now, these lyrics just hit me on a spiritual level, so really, thank you, Essenger. Got this shit on repeat! Keep doin what you’re doing, I’m def a fan for life. ❤️
@Stormtide5 жыл бұрын
Awesome, as always.
@Kazukii5 жыл бұрын
💚💚💚
@MOTOPNW3 жыл бұрын
Essenger always killing it. This song is no exception! Subbed
@oberus69324 жыл бұрын
for some reason I kinda get this lyrics of your situation. I hope it got better now. you're going to be huge some day man keep up the good work!! always support :)
@himura532 жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@pootispencerguy3 жыл бұрын
Think I'm in love with your music Crazy how I'm already certain that I'll be listening my whole life
@brandonallen23824 жыл бұрын
This is has so much vibe, amazing job man. Looking forward to hearing more from you.
@FlitFat5 жыл бұрын
Es igual de buena como la primera colaboración que tuviste con kazukii, muy buen trabajo essenger 👍
@reneeweber16233 жыл бұрын
Wow! So real life for sure!
@therandomguyofficial5 жыл бұрын
💙love your music so much!
@damiendiosa31254 жыл бұрын
I've felt this way before! Never ever let someone drag you to this point! Took me my whole life of shit like this before I finally found my love! Well, a bit of a story there too lol but a good one!
@RobynRadio4 жыл бұрын
Showed up on my Discover Weekly late last year. Now it will always remind me of what I had. But I need to let you go now. I hope everything gets better without me around. I hope you find peace, contentment, joy, and your calling in life. I’m so sorry for pushing you so much. I’m so sorry for my bitterness and anger towards you. I wanted to be your person so badly I would’ve done anything. Have a good life and I hope you feel full again one day without me. I told you I forgave you, but obviously I didn’t. I need to do a lot of soul searching to truly accept everything that happened and learn to move on from it. I have so much resentment and I just want it to heal and forgive you for shattering my heart.
@positronikiss3 жыл бұрын
Learning is the only medicine available
@mythra40954 жыл бұрын
I'd love to here more, this is one of the best songs i've ever heard, and I love your synthwave too! Rock, Synthwave, and Instrumental are really my favorite.
@grimmjow01063 жыл бұрын
💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯 luv this
@purge83644 жыл бұрын
Please make more music with Kasukii. Gone was my first song I heard made by you, and I love every song you make together
@Essenger4 жыл бұрын
I hope to :)
@SALEENS7GTR54 жыл бұрын
Kazukii has an album coming out, so I hope to hear some more Essenger on there
@nithishcm53773 жыл бұрын
Criminaly underrated
@typicallyunknown42455 жыл бұрын
worth the wait
@imadmoundas86684 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@miamalliknew6903 Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤
@damiendiosa31254 жыл бұрын
Woah!
@damiendiosa31254 жыл бұрын
Did you actually feel this way at one point in time? Seems real!
@StephanAinley5 жыл бұрын
Love ya
@seattlenation39062 жыл бұрын
My sons mom asked me to listen. Heavy
@caubymedeiros15035 жыл бұрын
Sou brasileiro, gostei muito da musica mano, continua assim que tu vai longe carai
@Felipe_A5 жыл бұрын
Muito, muito bom! ♥️
@christinaschoice_3 жыл бұрын
Wow what’s the meaning behind your song? It’s really good ❤️ I can feel the pain in the song
@positronikiss3 жыл бұрын
Prolly about a friend that committed suicide...
@moonlitrodent3 жыл бұрын
im tired of living in the background i wanna leave but i don't know how