Even Cringier than the Button

[@eyedeekayyy09]

HAHAHA ilah I’m dying at your cringing at yourself 😂 I feel like it wasn’t even that bad 🤔😆

[@ilah_dizon]

Idk it was pretty painful to watch 😭😭😂😂😂 I wanted to slap 21 year old me through the screen!!! Hahaha

[@DrSwazz]

Nah bro it was bad. Bad but funny. Cut always wins

[@cristiangonzalez2646]

That ending. Huge win!

[@dom_meg]

I remember this well 😂 still funny with cringe moments.

[@ilah_dizon]

God I want to go crawl in a hole 😂

[@ilah_dizon]

In a Zombie Apocalypse, if you had to choose 4 people to be on your team- who would they be and why? Rules: 1. Can be someone from the past 2. Has to be a recognizable figure-can’t be someone you know personally (best friend, brother etc.) 3. Can’t have super powers or be indestructible/immortal 4. CAN be a character (John Wick, Jack Ryan)

[@hamfan1355]

Claire Wildbeare, Fandabi Dozi, Fred Armison and Hannah Fry

[@lessuswalterwhite7178]

Chuck Norris ez

[@hugoquinonez2975]

This is surprisingly difficult for me, and I do not know why. Part of the difficulty is that I am struggling to figure out if a character's natural attributes are considered superpowers or not. Would it be fine if I choose a dragon or would it's flying and fire breathing be considered superpowers? Would Merlin's magic count as a superpower even though it may be the spell book/wand that has the magic and Merlin just uses it like an archer would use a bow? Anyway, here are my 4: Vash the Stampede without his Angel Arm (from the manga series Trigun), Sanji without his Haki abilities (from One Piece), Lucifer without his Magic Eyes (from the TV show Lucifer), and Meowth (from the Pokemon games.) Vash would keep the team's humanity alive, remind us of how to be good humans and would be our best warrior/protector. Sanji is an excellent warrior with tremendous durability, speed, etc. and can transform crappy ingredients into a soul re-invigorating meal. Lucifer would add to our raw strength, be able to move heavy things out of our path and be our main negotiator/diplomat to deal with other factions. Also, since he can be killed by Azarael's blade he is not immortal or indestructible. Meowth has a natural (meaning not a superpower) ability of finding random items. Which would be essential in scavenging things.

[@kibaakekibaake1689]

​@@hamfan1355 I'd gladly discuss math(s) with Hannah Fry all day, but I can't think of how her skills (that I've seen on here) would come in handy in a Zombie Apocalypse. What were you thinking?

[@hamfan1355]

@kibaakekibaake1689 you would be surprised at what a mathematician can get up to.

[@BrandonWestfall]

"I would kiss all of you." Ilah immediately downs a shot. I'd say I am grateful there's nothing embarrassing of me online but I'd be lying. I was on The Doctors TV show ~10 years ago. At least you can look back at these videos and laugh at how awkward some of them were. Also, screw social anxiety. It's a real bitch at times. I used to have severe panic attacks even going to the grocery store. These days it mostly boils down to me procrastinating because I don't want to be around people.

[@ilah_dizon]

Ok Brandon, now I NEED to see your appearance on that show! (If that’s okay with you I’d love to see it)! Hahaha honestly, I always wonder how embarrassed my kiddo is going to be when she sees these videos when she’s a teenager 😂! Haha but you’re right, they’re great memories

[@BrandonWestfall]

@@ilah_dizon The full episode is hard to find. I think Dr. Aaron Spitz has most of it on his channel. I did an AMA years ago on Reddit as well. Basically I can’t produce hormones due to a rare disorder. (Kallmann Syndrome) I diagnosed myself in my 20s but was homeless for ~5 years. Out of desperation for answers/treatment I reached out to a few TV shows. They confirmed the diagnosis but due to lack of transportation/money I didn’t start treatment for another 3 years. I’m now living in Boise, ID and have been working in IT for the last 8 years and have been on treatment for ~6.5 years.

[@ilah_dizon]

@@BrandonWestfallSo much respect for you Brandon truly- I can’t imagine how much sheer willpower, determination and mental fortitude to overcome all those challenges, I’m so happy to hear you’re doing incredible these days!! 🎉 here’s to you 🥂!!!

[@BrandonWestfall]

For me it wasn't really embarrassing. It was most exhausting than anything. Like anything filmed they cherry picked content for views and a lot of things were taken out of context or not brought up at all. (I was married and divorced before ever going on the show for example.)

[@ASinThor]

Hey recently came across the cut video, and you totally looked super gorgeous and also the vibe you had throughout the video was just amazing. Instantly I looked for you and somehow down the line after 4 years, all it takes is a simple google search to find you, guess who got famous. Anyways once again you are super cute and pretty, totally like someone I would like to hangout and go on a date. Also kudos to you on handling your life, I cant even imagine how hard it would be for you to be a single mom that too when you were so young. We both have totally different culture and all the questions on the cut videos would get frowning from everyone in the room but they are funny, I really enjoyed your truth or drink and the fear pong video. Lots of Love and keep going strong♥️ I wish I find someone like you someday.

[@ilah_dizon]

This is so kind thank you so much! Honestly? I couldn’t have done everything I’ve done in my life without my family, they truly got me through everything and of course my daughter- she gave me so much purpose! Thank you again truly for your kind words, I know someday you will find someone out there who can love you the way you deserve and will appreciate you in your entirety!

[@cristiangonzalez2646]

Ahh! this video ❤😂 it's incredible. The cringe. Yhanks Ilah.

[@ilah_dizon]

Thank you for the support!! God this video was SO HARD to rewatch 😂😂😂

[@Daniel-nq5ie]

Hi Ilah, is there any way to make your mic louder? The video you’re reacting to is perfect in terms of sound but you’re a little hard to hear. Love the videos!

[@ilah_dizon]

Thank you for the feedback!! I am going to try to figure out to connect a mic into obs! Right now it’s just capturing audio from my laptop mic/speakers it’s so frustrating ahhh!

[@ilah_dizon]

Thank you for your support I’m so glad you enjoy the videos!

[@Halamadridistas]

You should bring the mic closer, videos so loud and you’re quiet (just tryna be helpful) but damn i remember that video. Looking at yourself in the past will always make you cringe lol

[@ilah_dizon]

I sadly was recording using my laptop mic! I have no idea how to film the video audio + me talking using a microphone! I’m using OBS do you have any advice? :) thank you for the feedback!

[@marcoshernandez3522]

so hilarious!! 💗you reacting to your old Cut vids

[@ilah_dizon]

I’m glad you like them!! I’m trying to do 2-3 a week haha have you seen the other ones? 😂💕

[@marcoshernandez3522]

@@ilah_dizon Yes I just watched Rate attractiveness vid omg!!! Glad you're posting on YT, can't wait for more vids!

[@johngonzalez4298]

I remember this video, definitely controversial

[@ilah_dizon]

Oh it caused a whole feud in the comments 😂

[@johngonzalez4298]

​@@ilah_dizon100 percent, Ilah 😂

[@kool4209]

still drop dead gorgeous

[@ilah_dizon]

Thank you love 🥹💕

[@gingerbread._.llama._.]

I love the look you gave Antonio at the end

[@ilah_dizon]

Hahaha a lot of people did!

[@hamfan1355]

Man, you had that first guy on the ropes.

[@ilah_dizon]

😂😂😂 he was probably just as uncomfortable as I was during that shoot

[@mlggln4967]

I love how you replied to all the comments, I want my reply 😠

[@ilah_dizon]

Hey hey now why the angry face?!

[@DrSwazz]

@@ilah_dizon Well it's his pfp and very on brand I guess 👀

[@Joe.Brown2120]

If you had to choose one NOW (given that all were single), who would you choose?

[@ilah_dizon]

IF I had to choose based off of personality, (assuming I was single, which I am not) I believe I’d choose Joe. He was mature, respectful and we had a very emotionally vulnerable conversation! BUT I am so extremely happy to hear he is happily engaged! So happy for him!

[@Joe.Brown2120]

@@ilah_dizon Love it!

[@SRKanai1]

I think you mean Primal sex play. That, ive heard of but if you look up predator and prey in sexual manner, it just comes back with a bunch of info on sexual predators.

[@ilah_dizon]

💀💀💀 Oh god what.. I 100% had a different idea of what it was

[@SRKanai1]

@@ilah_dizon Its ok. Youre stunning so somehow, im thinking nobody will hold it against you. 🙊🙉🙈

[@SmilenWave23]

Yea I just found a bunch of biology stuff and a video of a lion, tiger, and bear living together as besties 🦁 🐯 🐻 oh my! 😅😂

[@DrSwazz]

@@ilah_dizon Yeahhhhh I figured that halfway through looking up what you meant lmfao

[@ZoggFromBetelgeuse]

Ilah, you couldn't be cringe, even if you tried!

[@ilah_dizon]

Zogg I’ve missed you!!!

[@isaiasmartinez4477]

I am not a fan of their "button" series. I would prefer the truth or drink honestly

[@ilah_dizon]

I honestly am just amazed they can come up with all these ideas!

[@ilanbens1]

lol why you hating so much on past ilah🤣

[@ilah_dizon]

I was 1000x more obnoxious than I am now I am cringing so hard 😂😂

[@ilanbens1]

@@ilah_dizon lol you're being too harsh, I found the guys way more cringe. But I guess seeing yourself on video is always weird🤷

[@jeffscott3186]

@@ilah_dizon You weren't obnoxious, you were nervous. But, WTF, "missionary now, very married people stuff" my wife and I have been married for 14 years and are still "freaky". Nothing wrong with either way. Just what you and your partner like.

[@kibaakekibaake1689]

​@@ilah_dizon The question is, will 29year old Ilah look back on this video and these comments and think the same thing.

[@jyf.7551]

I love you Ilah but dang you have so much pretty privilege some of us can only dream of 😂

[@ilah_dizon]

Honestly I think most of my pretty privilege is gone these days I’m looking ROUGH 😂😂

[@ilah_dizon]

But thank you!!’

[@xXTHExVISIONARYXx]

Ilah we can barely hear you

[@ilah_dizon]

I will put this here because someone else pointed it out as well! I sadly was recording using my laptop mic! I have no idea how to film the video audio + me talking using a microphone! I’m using OBS do you have any advice? :) thank you for the feedback!

[@naveena5831]

🐍

[@ilah_dizon]

Ooooof apparently the definition isn’t what I thought it was 💀

[@Bino98]

What’s predator and prey

[@ilah_dizon]

Oooooooofffffffffff uh *sigh* well… uh

[@Bino98]

@@ilah_dizon if I google it my Amazon for you page will become real interesting sooooo