existence (unreleased track)

Song Title: Existence
Artist: Florian's Creek
unreleased // 2024
// LYRICS //
sometimes sit around and wander why do i exist
i mean, im not a solid pick/should have prolly got the bench
why does every mile feel like an inch
every step i take leaves me long winded like a sprint
google told me its a chemical imbalance
or maybe my atoms are just out of whack like Miles Morales
i swear i need to do better/i think i need coretta
that's a girl to treat me like a King not a Kang
im trapped inside this island called my bedroom
im thinking i might fill my head with led soon
the voices in my head screaming do it you little bitch
you're so afraid to die but even more afraid to live
why do i still feel like a kid
why is everything my fault
why won't you listen
why do I even try to talk
Watching rick and morty got me feeling life is meaningless
but im not even sure if i believe in it
deep down i feel like everything’s anticipated
if we’re mistakes then i dont think the universe would make it
im tryna take the scenic route off the beaten path
but i aint even got the balls to leave this lonely pad
inner truth is beauty but the work is on the outside
staring out the window is for love songs and house flys
Shout out Jay Elect
its all art, even when we make a mess, we live for more than just a check,
so check yourself, feel best when i forget myself
sometimes i wanna wreck myself and leave it all to heaven hell…
Im sorry, if this all sounds alarming but i promise ill be waking soon
We’ll all be waking soon.