EXPOSED! Why I HATED being DARK-SKINNED | Reading my Diary

Hey Family! We all have insecurities and secrets. Here are a few of mine...
Scripture of the Week: " Trust in the Lord with all your heart; lean not on our own understanding. Seek His will in all you do, and He will show you which path to take." -Proverbs 3:5-6
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[@AlexusCrown]

Hey Family! We all have insecurities and secrets. Here are a few of mine... Scripture of the Week: " Trust in the Lord with all your heart; lean not on our own understanding. Seek His will in all you do, and He will show you which path to take." -Proverbs 3:5-6

[@reamonmapp4475]

You beautiful

[@AISHA-py5im]

I used to not like being dark skinned and now I realise how beautiful my chocolate skin is, I want it to be darker.

[@AlexusCrown]

African_Bad_Gyal _ I’m so glad we realize our beauty now!!!

[@adriedrose1265]

Same 😳

[@davinauche3195]

African_Bad_Gyal _ I swear ❤️❤️❤️

[@rachealc.w7493]

I agree. I used to hate my dark skin, now I want to be even more dark.

[@highfrequencyseeker7]

Us dark skin girls we ain't playing with people these days.

[@AlexusCrown]

Ebony Williams ❤️❤️

[@KiaraShaniece]

💛

[@colemantyra]

You are too fucking gorgeous!!!!!!! Omg. I'm crying. I'm 10 seconds in and I'm in love

[@KW-es6js]

Chile it’s crazy that society will really make you hate yourself: I had a guy today tell me that I was beautiful and he would really love to go out with me but he just can’t date a dark skin. I told him it was fine I wasn’t offended because I don’t date ugly and ignorant

[@shanazhu2673]

Love ur transparency stay blessed 🤗

[@AlexusCrown]

Shana Zhu thank you for the love and support glad you enjoyed it!

[@shanazhu2673]

😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘so much love 🤗

[@gemmamor4145]

69k now. That number has changed. But anywho heyyy

[@AlexusCrown]

Gemm Amor i know that’s crazy!

[@anndeecosita3586]

Most of my childhood diaries are about how much my mom gets on my nerves. But then she was mosey and read my diaries so I started writing in Spanish so she couldn’t understand. We have a good relationship now and we laugh about the diary stuff.

[@MaRyaYTOfficial]

ha

[@MrTRIGGD]

That's the sad, dark skinned is beautiful and a lot of them don't know it.

[@mekialakalan]

LEXUS U BACK!!!

[@AlexusCrown]

KK Stephens yessss❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️!!! We back in here lol

[@fAllbbyy]

i love your hair style . thanks for this video

[@AlexusCrown]

fAllbbyy thank you!!

[@sellac.1569]

Amen sister❣️ You're so wise

[@AlexusCrown]

Gisella Clotter all glory to God ❤️🙌🏿

[@sellac.1569]

@@AlexusCrown Amen. Praise the Lord😇

[@ashleymatthews228]

Your dog is so cute. Thank you for sharing

[@AlexusCrown]

Ashley Matthews thank you lol!

[@natriac.6092]

I never really cared about my skin color. And I still don't and I'm a dark-skinned girl who lives in Germany.

[@AlexusCrown]

Consider yourself blessed then 🙌🏿🙌🏿❤️ cause it’s an issue here

[@Amoy_Chang]

I love seeing chocolate skin. Sometimes I wish I was dark.

[@AlexusCrown]

Amoy Chang thank you! You’re beautiful just the way you are

[@Amoy_Chang]

Alexus Crown thanks hun. I know. I just lol seeing chocolate skin. Lol

[@NaturallyMariaB]

What are you??? Lmao! You're not light skinned. Weirdo.

[@Amoy_Chang]

You too bloodclat nuff!😒

[@davinauche3195]

Amoy Chang me too am brown skinned and I wanna be dark skinned ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@mekialakalan]

SHE BACK

[@AlexusCrown]

KK Stephens yup!!!! :)

[@msch3891]

Lol at the things many of us have written in a journal. It is nice to go back and reflect on your past thoughts because a lot will make you say what was I thinking back then and I really felt like that!!??.

[@almondy1963]

The most beautiful women in the world are dark skin women. So I can't understand why colorism is still an issue in 2018.

[@AirborneEclipse]

This was fun Alexus, I love hearing your heart about things. If the beauty doesn’t begin there its all bitter chocolate at best. Blessings to you and yours cutie 🕊

[@AlexusCrown]

AirborneEclipse thank you so much !!!

[@SimplySugga]

I am screaming!!! This took me down when you were talking about all these people 😂😂

[@AlexusCrown]

Simply Sugga i thought about you when i was saying it too 😂😂😂😭😭😭

[@xKeepTheFaithx]

You have inspired me to write more diary entries!

[@yourfriendlyneighbourhoodvue]

Mad beautiful

[@AlexusCrown]

Chris Baelenge thank you!

[@Ficuficucjfjkftf]

Sometimes when im at school people be comparing whos lighter because I guess being lighter or lightskin makes you prettier

[@enensaaunghk8657]

Sis how could you feel that way when you look so fine

[@kingk8316]

Love u!!!

[@AlexusCrown]

Kimberley Mukeba thank you for the support! Love you too❤️❤️!

[@trubetold007]

THE MESSIAH IS DARK SKINNED YOUR SKIN IS LIKE HIS GOOGLE IT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SKIN IN THE WORLD

[@NatashaSNansu]

We shud be called the crown crew🤔.

[@pinklipstickx19]

Your eyelashes popin where you get them

[@MaRyaYTOfficial]

i plan on keeping a diary as much and as long as i can so i can read it when I'm older and give it to my kids edit:future kids btw

[@thesixtwentytwo1866]

Yup in my white tea!

[@AlexusCrown]

What's Poppin 😂😂😂

[@MaRyaYTOfficial]

your dog is beautiful

[@babytt8487]

Who sings that backing track for the intro? I absolutely LOVE it!

[@AlexusCrown]

Jasmine Jones its a Christian rap song called NEW THINGS by GLO

[@babytt8487]

Alexus Crown thank you my love

[@ugochichidi-agbai4297]

Yay first comment and like

[@AlexusCrown]

ugochi chidi-agbai thank you for your comment!

[@christianan7152]

It's either she is crazy or she forgot her clothes in her room 😂# you need to get dressed

[@freemanhall4826]

Also like u beauty is with in u first only if u let smthg Smone defined or defeat u it will I agree with on smthgs be bless

[@JWBeauty998]

What is the intro song? It sounds like an anthem !

[@AlexusCrown]

Jermeyah Beauty it’s actually a Christian Rap song by GLO called New things. It’s on iTunes and KZbin !

[@christirn9187]

I’m sorry but the intro is to long..... just get to the point if you can next time.

[@capricornweaver]

Your beautiful fabulous.

[@AlexusCrown]

Egypt Weaver thank you so much !

[@rachel84]

✌🏽

[@804LilWiz]

That Moment when you NEED Views 😂😂 Girl take a nap lol

[@AlexusCrown]

12 Tribes of Israel if I NEEDED views I’d just straighten my hair or talk about how to grow long hair. This video is about doing what I want on my channel because it’s my channel and want to bring different content. Spread love ❤️ You can take a nap though 😊

[@dakodafinch5397]

First like

[@14omoon]

Hey I guess I'm early lol

[@sanaiiderian]

tbh u don't look darkskinned at all

[@godlycommunity3283]

Sanai G the brightens is up really high. Follow her on Instagram, she’s dark lol

[@isaacdiakite1720]

Sanai G Nah she's ovbiously darkskin.

[@sanaiiderian]

@@godlycommunity3283 no when I think of dark skin I mean dark skin

[@sanaiiderian]

@@isaacdiakite1720 to u

[@isaacdiakite1720]

Sanai G What is darkskin to u?