[F4A] Almost Too Late [TW: Attempted Suicide] [Mentions of depression] [Argument] [Apology]

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@non-existent4717
@non-existent4717 2 жыл бұрын
Your acting in this is great! A little general reminder: Take care of yourself. Drink some water, eat a warm meal if you haven't yet, stretch your limbs /maybe have a little dance party and don't forget to get your daily rest and sleep *at least* 6 hours. Your body needs and deserves to rest, so does your mind. Know that you're appreciated and seen ❤
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean 2 жыл бұрын
Pinning this one to remind everyone that they're loved!
@kierancaldwell3442
@kierancaldwell3442 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much
@sirdoomer7927
@sirdoomer7927 2 жыл бұрын
Im trying man im trying
@jasonsilva6903
@jasonsilva6903 2 жыл бұрын
It's hard out here, but we fight :)
@mohammadabdullah2636
@mohammadabdullah2636 2 жыл бұрын
My mother just scolded me to eat as i forgot to hehe, getting my frst meal in at 7 pm lmaoo
@yozii_wav
@yozii_wav 2 жыл бұрын
You know the asmr is good when you must click the confirmation button for like 11 times
@adrunkencrow2280
@adrunkencrow2280 2 жыл бұрын
*wants to like the comment sees the likes already at 69* I know what I have to do but I don’t know if I have the strength to do it
@desertfennec2382
@desertfennec2382 2 ай бұрын
I know this sounds like and I will NOT HEAR 0F ANY MORE PEOPLE FINALLY ENDING THEIR LIVES. Fuck you you will live, I love you your family loves you, you love you, GOD LOVESMMPLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I LOCE YOU DONT DIE.
@Lumitydarling
@Lumitydarling 23 күн бұрын
1,000th like 😌
@ChaoticSpud
@ChaoticSpud Жыл бұрын
As a suicide survivor, he was lucky. We usually don’t get found. We hide ourselves far away.
@xenowarrior3277
@xenowarrior3277 Жыл бұрын
True that
@clonewitharotarycannon1941
@clonewitharotarycannon1941 Жыл бұрын
Yea
@vinceplayz2450
@vinceplayz2450 Жыл бұрын
True I tried to hang myself but the branch broke and I just got knocked out I've recovered from the incident
@AsdfAsdf-xm3fr
@AsdfAsdf-xm3fr Жыл бұрын
​@@vinceplayz2450 blud thinks he's my brother
@DeedatFX
@DeedatFX Жыл бұрын
​@@AsdfAsdf-xm3fr yo thats dark as shit
@Brabantian
@Brabantian Жыл бұрын
The realest part about this is waking up from a failed attempt and still somehow ending up being the one comforting your family and friends
@Johnalternates
@Johnalternates 10 күн бұрын
@ShecriedhecriedIcried
@ShecriedhecriedIcried 2 жыл бұрын
This won’t stop me from eating my BBQ bacon burger Can’t ever stop the A-Train
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean 2 жыл бұрын
BBQ bacon burger is eternal (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)
@metalmann385
@metalmann385 2 жыл бұрын
I could go for a, Barbeque Bacon Burger, Large order of Fries, An orange soda, and a piece a hot apple pie!
@ShecriedhecriedIcried
@ShecriedhecriedIcried 2 жыл бұрын
Someone at Burger King actually forged me a Delicacy of a BBQ bacon burger
@LermaBean
@LermaBean 2 жыл бұрын
A-train? You mean Cole-Train! WOOOO!
@princebar8
@princebar8 2 жыл бұрын
Wait is that Hirohito
@hax_jk4987
@hax_jk4987 Жыл бұрын
Life message for some people: don’t take each other for granted and if someone is off or has changed make sure there ok
@Spork15
@Spork15 Жыл бұрын
"Maybe you're right, if u did dissapear maybe i would actually have a moment of peace for once" I felt that, probably way too much than i should've
@AjShadforth_Yinhawangka
@AjShadforth_Yinhawangka 8 ай бұрын
Same.... I don't think that's good 😅
@FurretTheGoat
@FurretTheGoat 8 ай бұрын
We’re not sane guys, let’s be depressed together gng 🗣️
@EliteGamingZone-7274
@EliteGamingZone-7274 5 ай бұрын
@Spork15 I felt that too.
@futur3anth0ny
@futur3anth0ny 3 ай бұрын
*_emotional damage_*
@desertfennec2382
@desertfennec2382 2 ай бұрын
No you would not. I want you to know that I and everyone else grieve for your lose. He hate your lose ams do t want it. Please don't go.
@my_dad_came_back_with_milk
@my_dad_came_back_with_milk 2 жыл бұрын
My family kicked me out and found out that my girlfriend cheated on me. I hate how accurate it sounds to me, yet enjoy how even while in the form of a fake internet video that someone at least understands what the process is like. At times, knowing I'm not alone in this world in terms of dealing with clinical depression makes me feel at ease, which sounds selfish, but can't just lie, now can I? This video hit more like therapy than anything else and I appreciate that. This video, despite what it is, really does just remind me of how I am not without understanding in this world. And I appreciate that. Much thanks. Also found out I was adopted🙂
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean 2 жыл бұрын
You deserve so much love. Warmest hugs for you (⁠⊃⁠。⁠•́⁠‿⁠•̀⁠。⁠)⁠⊃
@my_dad_came_back_with_milk
@my_dad_came_back_with_milk 2 жыл бұрын
@@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean thanks 🙂
@momocross8191
@momocross8191 2 жыл бұрын
(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づhug
@Gcool243
@Gcool243 Жыл бұрын
Sorry to pry, but your parents kicked you out because your gf cheated on you? I did t really understand how that makes any sense
@my_dad_came_back_with_milk
@my_dad_came_back_with_milk Жыл бұрын
@@Gcool243 well I'm not the smartest in my family and my siblings are really good at studies also some of my bullies spread bad rumours about me. For my parents I'm a disappointment that's the main resson i got kicked Out. Now i have to work 2 part time jobs to pay my bills and continue my study
@Tovosx2
@Tovosx2 Жыл бұрын
You know it's good when you can feel the characters feelings
@beast0339
@beast0339 2 жыл бұрын
things like this is why the saying "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all" is more important than people realise. You never know if a few unkind words or harsh remarks are enough to push someone over the edge. And usually by the time you come to your senses, it's too late to take it back.
@deltadelta3446
@deltadelta3446 2 жыл бұрын
I couldn't listen to the end, I was crying at some point because there are all words I wouldn't hear ever in my life. Im fighting my mind and my demons every day and barely have energy left to stand the ground. Noone would rush over and drag me to a hospital, till they'll notice I would be long gone. Thank you for the audio, your acting very very good and I hope you continue your amazing work
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry you are going through all those, believe me, I have the same sentiment. I'm hoping that you'd be okay someday. There's also been a time that I considered ending my life so other people would see my worth; it's not as satisfying as it seems. Tbh, I felt more awful after my entire family found out i was suicidal. If you couldn't find a place for you to stay and be comfortable, just remember that I'm open to give you the comfort you need by making audios. You are loved and you matter (o^^o)
@venomizedtoothless474
@venomizedtoothless474 2 жыл бұрын
Hey, I bet you can make it through this and I bet a million bucks that a lot of people's lives would be horrible if you left. I hope you will get through this
@Brayden1987
@Brayden1987 2 жыл бұрын
You can do it man you have the entire foundation backing you
@ComfortsSpecter
@ComfortsSpecter 2 жыл бұрын
@@Brayden1987 Big claims 05s finally got around to using these entities for good?
@Brayden1987
@Brayden1987 2 жыл бұрын
@@ComfortsSpecter we have 999 dont we
@IvanLinnik
@IvanLinnik Жыл бұрын
I heard the same "you better just dissapear" a few times in my life, almost break me, left alone and now i just can't get along with people
@BowenRen-s7d
@BowenRen-s7d 9 ай бұрын
I been told that many times, and it just hurts when somone says it
@EliteGamingZone-7274
@EliteGamingZone-7274 5 ай бұрын
I hear it almost every day.
@Zach1221
@Zach1221 2 жыл бұрын
The ambient music and the story is enough to make full grown man cry
@Rxpture-yt
@Rxpture-yt Жыл бұрын
Not even close
@ultimatelifeformkars8388
@ultimatelifeformkars8388 Жыл бұрын
But not this man! Get back in there tear!
@happygoldponies
@happygoldponies 9 ай бұрын
Omori music just hits differently
@FurretTheGoat
@FurretTheGoat 8 ай бұрын
I agree.
@theauditor3224
@theauditor3224 Жыл бұрын
when your homie texts you "Thanks for everything" at 2 am
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean Жыл бұрын
Dang if one of my friends does that, I would literally crash their house
@josiahbundy-yl4yk
@josiahbundy-yl4yk 8 ай бұрын
I'll ask my brother to order me and Uber I'm getting their
@shirt2064
@shirt2064 2 жыл бұрын
5:47 “my roommate” EMOTIONAL DAMAGEEEEE!!!!!
@Le-fishe-au-choculat
@Le-fishe-au-choculat Ай бұрын
*slap* emotional damage
@Junnneee
@Junnneee 2 жыл бұрын
I'm a simple girl. I see Mari from Omori in the thumbnail, I click
@Bloodfangmh
@Bloodfangmh 2 жыл бұрын
Same I'm also a simple guy not one that's doing well but I'm simple
@CoolestManEver6309
@CoolestManEver6309 2 жыл бұрын
@@Bloodfangmh same
@aki1130
@aki1130 2 жыл бұрын
Yup
@toybonniesfm
@toybonniesfm 2 жыл бұрын
Man I really wanna play Omori T-T
@theauditor3224
@theauditor3224 2 жыл бұрын
Im a simple grunt. I see a sprite. I drink it
@_cris.jeon_8051
@_cris.jeon_8051 Жыл бұрын
I don't understand when someone says "I didn't mean it" but it actually came from their mouth
@TrashTimeGamer
@TrashTimeGamer 7 ай бұрын
I’m pretty sure they mean that they were emotional and what they told you isn’t how they actually feel (or at least that’s what I tell myself)😊
@CollapseSakanade_Bleach
@CollapseSakanade_Bleach 3 ай бұрын
Just one step away from being Johan Liebert ( Monster anime)
@arminsadatmousavi8186
@arminsadatmousavi8186 4 ай бұрын
some people dont understand the immense amount of power a single sentence can have. btw great voice acting loved it❤
@crazyanimegamer5667
@crazyanimegamer5667 2 жыл бұрын
Sometimes when you get frustrated with someone, you say things you don't mean. A very nice and sad audio.
@blasterfoul4843
@blasterfoul4843 2 жыл бұрын
when in the call she said she would had a moment of peace without him it hit HARD, i had my mouth open like it if were directly said to me and didn´t expect that answer, it felt strong and dont know how to act anymore about it, just imagine that i just said how i feel to anyone (never had) and just get this answer. (amazing acting and video in general)
@walkerdev1
@walkerdev1 Жыл бұрын
This is some good VAing! Also funny little story, I have nobody in my life. No friends because I lacked the basic social blocks and in my early years was developmentally stunted before something slingshotted ny mental growth. Family barely talks to me as much as I try because they couldn't care less about anything I say. It'd be better if they at least acted like they cared when they got money from my company but they don't. The only things I have are going to the gym, working and managing said company and ASMRs. It's been around 8 or 9 months since I've had a real conversation with someone and if I don't listen to these to at least imagine I have something going for me instead of buying weights or electronic parts, I'd be buying a revolver. I am hoping nobody actually sees this comment but at the same time really want to say thank you for these as it's literally the only thing I have anymore.
@laz_chance_to_see
@laz_chance_to_see Жыл бұрын
hi im sorry for disturbing, if there's anything you need help with or if you want someone to talk to, you can reach out to me, I'll give you my discord
@Dock284
@Dock284 2 жыл бұрын
Never give up friends. Weather this is our only life or not i do not wish to debate but either way we should cherish this life. No matter how hard life gets giving up will only make things worse. Never surrender. The war is not lost until you say so!
@ibrahimbaghdadi4995
@ibrahimbaghdadi4995 2 ай бұрын
Scarcity does not mean value
@jashai771
@jashai771 2 жыл бұрын
THE "Talk To Someone Today" GOT ME DYING😭😭😭😭
@Strawb4rri3s
@Strawb4rri3s Жыл бұрын
"Name one of your besties you know that would yell at a kid for doing something wrong" My mom 💀💀💀
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean Жыл бұрын
LMFAOO NAUURRR Ngl my mom is like that before
@Phoenix_Of_Fury
@Phoenix_Of_Fury 9 ай бұрын
"How can you forgive me so easily...? You should be making this hard for me..." Me: I know I wouldn't forgive nor forget. . . I would've broken up with her AND had her move out. . . Not even speak to her ever again. . .
@lukasgornitzka2911
@lukasgornitzka2911 Жыл бұрын
I keep coming back to this audio. And I gotta give credit both to you and to QuickLockAbyss (who wrote the script). Even it being originally an M4A/M4F as it was, the way its written so it could work as a F4A/F4M without having to make any major changes to the script shows how well made it is, still encapsulating the panic and guilt the storyteller feels, as well as the relief when the listener regains conciousness. Add to it, how Faux manages to deliver the story, it feels like I'm right there, waking up from that coma, all teared up after realizing what has happened. I've been struggling with depression time and again for 13 years, and at the times when I'm at the lowest I've had nightmares about my own death, even some suicidal thoughts that thankfully never have materialized... the struggles I've endured for those years are too many to put down in one comment, but without revealing too much I've been living a life of loss and betrayal throughout those 13 years. Despite being emotionally guarded most of the time, it's little wonder I would get teary from five minutes into the video all the way until the "thank you baby" at the very end.
@J4CK50N.
@J4CK50N. Жыл бұрын
This one was the darkest ASMR I’ve ever listened to and it was enough to even make *me* tear up a little bit. I usually never do this but the fact that the listener tried to, you know and hearing her go from anger to concern to shock, I expected the worse. But thank goodness this had a happy ending. My heart went 📈📈📈 the whole time.
@ezpecially
@ezpecially 2 ай бұрын
read this comment expecting to tear up. was NOT ready to cry this hard
@J4CK50N.
@J4CK50N. 2 ай бұрын
@@ezpecially Me neither. But long story short, listener is still alive and she regretted what she said.
@ihavetheperfectplan3240
@ihavetheperfectplan3240 2 жыл бұрын
In case of depression, antidepressants will help you... one way or another
@canaldopessimista9022
@canaldopessimista9022 Жыл бұрын
Sleep pills too...
@theholy1191
@theholy1191 Жыл бұрын
As someone who tried tons of those, not always.
@ihavetheperfectplan3240
@ihavetheperfectplan3240 Жыл бұрын
If the antidepressants didn't work, then you were using too few antidepressants.
@Pride_Pumkin_Puperthegac-lu6do
@Pride_Pumkin_Puperthegac-lu6do Жыл бұрын
@ihavetheperfectplan32403 welp. 'MOM, CAN WE BUT ME SOME ANTIDEPRESSANTS? I DON'T THINK THERAPY IS WORKING!' Now I start taking the normal amount. if that doesn't work, take the entire bottle.
@Toastroony
@Toastroony Жыл бұрын
@@Pride_Pumkin_Puperthegac-lu6dojust don’t die from having too much
@bobbyfloyd3159
@bobbyfloyd3159 2 жыл бұрын
Man this makes me just tear up and, want a hug.
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean 2 жыл бұрын
You deserve as much hugs as you need ( ´ ∀ `)ノ~ ♡
@GlennQuagmireGiggity
@GlennQuagmireGiggity Жыл бұрын
If you dm a dude hugging you, then sending hugs
@GlennQuagmireGiggity
@GlennQuagmireGiggity Жыл бұрын
As someone who has attempted… I love this so much… Thank you for making this
@MyLullabye
@MyLullabye 2 жыл бұрын
The Omori music… It’s making me feel ways. Ways that I shouldn’t be feeling.
@callmetheunloved
@callmetheunloved 2 жыл бұрын
This hit very close to home... Excellent work,
@hehebesties1564
@hehebesties1564 Жыл бұрын
This was amazing and awesome representation, I cried my eyes out which just proves how real and wonderful this audio was
@cob_90
@cob_90 Жыл бұрын
Having been on similar situations 9n both roles of this audio, it makes me tear up every time I hear it, yet I find myself coming back to it for some reason, amazing work Faux
@noodle3547
@noodle3547 2 жыл бұрын
Love the use of the Omori music!! Sounds great
@Username-vn1wx
@Username-vn1wx Жыл бұрын
Sounds traumatic (I finished omori like 2 months ago and I'm still not completely over it)
@Phoenix_Of_Fury
@Phoenix_Of_Fury Жыл бұрын
You know...the ones who stay either end up getting pushed away or just end up disappearing from existence. . . *YOUR* existence. . .
@awoken9262
@awoken9262 Жыл бұрын
Yeah and now every now and again I just feel like disappearing forever.
@nextgeneration6898
@nextgeneration6898 Жыл бұрын
​@@awoken9262you don't deserve to dissappear, everyone has a purpose, you just have to find your purpose
@josiahbundy-yl4yk
@josiahbundy-yl4yk 8 ай бұрын
​@awoken9262 same here mate But then I think and it goes away
@illusionary_slayer
@illusionary_slayer 2 жыл бұрын
Great acting on this one Faux. Really enjoyed listening to this. Looking forward to the 2 upcoming audios. A reminder that suicide is never the answer, and things will and do get better even though it may not feel like it. Hope you are doing well, Take Care and enjoy the rest of your day!
@willowfoxy1702
@willowfoxy1702 2 жыл бұрын
This opening genuinely reminds me how my ex broke up with me, I was in a not so good place, if it wasn't for my doggo I'd be in a different world rn ngl.
@AlolanDecidueye2715
@AlolanDecidueye2715 Жыл бұрын
This reminds me of a time a few years ago when my friends didn't know how bad my depression was at the time. They had said something that just tipped it off and they didn't hear from me for about 3 days which concerned them but I messaged them after 3 days. It was a small message just so they knew I was still out there and alive.
@krishnanegi8204
@krishnanegi8204 25 күн бұрын
We dying alone with this one 🗣️
@yarrharr2608
@yarrharr2608 Жыл бұрын
I needed this. One time I overdosed because my mom told me to kill myself but she was just angry I lived (someone found me and called an ambulance).
@Tufflewithyourballs183
@Tufflewithyourballs183 Жыл бұрын
Hopefully you’re doing alright after that
@ParadoxSupreme-hl4lg
@ParadoxSupreme-hl4lg 5 ай бұрын
Where is this "mother" I just wanna talk to her.
@yarrharr2608
@yarrharr2608 5 ай бұрын
Good news is I moved out!
@randomguywithnolife
@randomguywithnolife 4 ай бұрын
​@@yarrharr2608YOOO CONGRATS FOR U! :D
@giantjupiter
@giantjupiter 2 ай бұрын
COOOOL ​@@yarrharr2608
@Your-local-FBI-Agent
@Your-local-FBI-Agent Жыл бұрын
Almost ended it earlier, went on yt found this and reminded me of how everyone would feel if they saw me dead in my room.. In other words ty for making this it helped me through my times and it makes me know I'm not alone
@MEAAAT421
@MEAAAT421 Жыл бұрын
We're just the same.
@Your-local-FBI-Agent
@Your-local-FBI-Agent Жыл бұрын
@@MEAAAT421Well I hope your doing ok!
@tazamemaru159
@tazamemaru159 11 ай бұрын
I tried to „disappear“ once, luckily my parents found me. Lately I‘ve been thinking about it again (not as much as the last time and I have a therapist so don‘t worry). Videos like these give me some comfort so thank you for making this.
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean 11 ай бұрын
You are not alone, dearie. I've been there too and still in my adult years contemplating how those attempts failed just for me to live again. I'm glad you found your home here. And you are more than welcome to express what you feel here since my channel is a safe space. You are loved (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤
@crystalmath4145
@crystalmath4145 2 жыл бұрын
High quality stuff here 👌
@GoodGirlLuna3
@GoodGirlLuna3 5 ай бұрын
When one teeters on the razor's edge between life and death action is drastically more important. Check on your friends, everyone. Ask them if they're doing okay. That does more than you could ever know.
@Ivory-f5b
@Ivory-f5b 3 күн бұрын
Whoah person named luna with good girl in their name therrs like a 90% chance youre transfem and if thats the case take care ofyourself sista . If not still take care ofyourself youre loved!
@tww6116
@tww6116 Жыл бұрын
I don't comment a lot on these kinds of videos but I feel it is well spent here. Thanks for the video, even if just the slightest, it helps. As a guy who deals with this stuff more than I'd like to admit, it's harder than hell trying to convince myself that everyone around me doesn't feel like the first phone call when I'm around. Sometimes I wish someone would say that to me just so I can get the motivation to actually do it, but alas, that day is yet to come. To anyone else in a position like me, I don't have the answers, but I have years of experience in what feels like hell. The best advice I can give is find someone. Find some good that'll keep things secret for you. I know it's gonna be hard, but confide in them. I've been betrayed and burned before but, right now, someone is better than no one. If you don't feel comfortable doing that, call or text an anonymous helpline. Just having someone is better than no one. It's hard, it'll get worse, but I hope for both you and me that there's a greater light sitting at the end of the tunnel. "What if everything we are going through is just to prepare us for what we asked for" Maybe, its just the cost we must pay to get what we want, keep marching soldier, if you can't march, walk. If you can't walk crawl, and if you can't crawl, sit and gain your strength back. There's nothing wrong with waiting for your strength to come back to you. I wish the best to all of you reading this, I wish the honest best for you.
@K4iRenXD
@K4iRenXD 6 ай бұрын
Respect to people who, no matter what, always stand beside those who are depressed, and suicidal. Or people with serious mental issues. They are one of the hardest people to relate to, since mental issues is a serious and generally unknown subject. Those who remained beside them, even knowing and realizing taking care of them has taken a high toll on their own sanity and patience, are truly people who deserve the utmost respect.
@ikupreza
@ikupreza 2 жыл бұрын
oh my god. this was probably one of the best asmrs i ever had the pleasure of listening to
@abraxesprime7832
@abraxesprime7832 2 жыл бұрын
After being abandoned by all my friends and my ex, I was alone, the only people who would miss me was my parents. I wish someone could love me like this
@gomentol8423
@gomentol8423 2 жыл бұрын
I’m very sorry to hear mate, I hope things get better for you one day, Maybe it will not be today or tomorrow or tomorrow, but it will happen, trust me on that, sending good vibes to you right now :), Take care buddy
@abraxesprime7832
@abraxesprime7832 2 жыл бұрын
@@gomentol8423 thanks my friend
@C-A_Vicent
@C-A_Vicent 2 жыл бұрын
i wish i had friends that are not my family, i am really lonely right now, i dont know if i can stand on the ground, but as a person who has almost nobody to trust, i hope you get better soon
@abraxesprime7832
@abraxesprime7832 2 жыл бұрын
@@C-A_Vicent you too mate, you too
@C-A_Vicent
@C-A_Vicent 2 жыл бұрын
@@abraxesprime7832 thanks mate
@wanderer5647
@wanderer5647 Жыл бұрын
I'm a simple man. I see mari, I click. U did a great job 👏 the parts where the omori music started playing have me rolling on the floor screaming and crying
@madnimrod2489
@madnimrod2489 2 жыл бұрын
This hits right to the heart. can empathize with the listener here.
@BMS_Private
@BMS_Private Ай бұрын
That's one of the things i am most affraid of. That when i open up... I won't stop. My friend (he is more than okey now) he litery made almost everyone turn away when from 3 years he keep just "why she doesn't love me, i'm sad i have greate friends i'm smart, popular, girls like me, but this one don't amd i'm depressed". I stayed with him, i know it was bad time for him, that's why i'm glad he is okay. But the same time as he had i simce 13yr old was strugling with social anxiety, felt left alone (everyone is plaything this stupid game with i found for US to play), multiple broken hearts, sceared to open up because of many times i tryed. But i still even now ask them, how they feel, how they are... And when we had PE my "depressed" best friend saw fiew of scars. I thoight "Lord plese may this make him care" what he did? Made joke about slavery ( i am white but god nickname "black" because during summer of 2020 i got darker) it was funny joke but... It would be funny it he cared. Like if he comforted or something. But "no comfoet" + this joke... It's hearbreaking. And fuck i'm overshering agan. Sorry.
@Goju_Kaiser
@Goju_Kaiser Жыл бұрын
I wish I could feel this much love right now. My whole life, I've felt like a failure and I've tried suicide for the first time a few months to a year ago. I didn't get a fraction of the love and support. And I just hope that others can at least get more love. Because if I can't have the love and support after trying to do this, then at the very least, someone else can. Please, you deserve love. and I defy anyone who says otherwise.
@TheCasualSirenEnthusiast
@TheCasualSirenEnthusiast 10 ай бұрын
And this is why you choose what you say very wisely
@NotSoRalf
@NotSoRalf 6 ай бұрын
As a person who has overdosed twice this caught me by suprise. Love your videos!
@Pride_Pumkin_Puperthegac-lu6do
@Pride_Pumkin_Puperthegac-lu6do Жыл бұрын
I'm not crying, you're crying- Please, take care of yourselves in anyway you need to. I don't want this to happen to anybody. Please, *please*, make sure this won't happen to you 💕
@LardballLuke
@LardballLuke 2 жыл бұрын
This video is too relatable. I had a good cry. Thank you, Faux. Have an excellent day.
@princeB794
@princeB794 2 жыл бұрын
Wow this video got to me because I've been through a very similar situation, partner at the time said the same thing about me being just an annoyance and to disappear, but I didn't get the happy ending with the apology, the only reason I'm able to even write this comment is because a friend stopped me, great job
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean 2 жыл бұрын
I hope you're doing fine now. I'm so sorry that you have to hear those words from your partner. You don't deserve any of that!
@MotoSonicEX
@MotoSonicEX Жыл бұрын
Damn bro, glad you're ok and felling better, no deserves to go through that amount of pain
@LoneStarTexans
@LoneStarTexans Жыл бұрын
i recently tried to OD, and hearing this brings me back to the moment i was on the floor hearing muffled sounds, This audio brought back that moment, in a weird way it helped numbed the pain a bit too
@Hamza.Han38
@Hamza.Han38 Жыл бұрын
I had to pause at some point because I actually had to cry. Amazing work!
@BigRedBulletPrime0522
@BigRedBulletPrime0522 2 жыл бұрын
I loved this so much, I’m starting to get into Omori.
@themonomineestation5815
@themonomineestation5815 Жыл бұрын
This is hella depressing, but it's perfect in every way imaginable.
@s.ybean_
@s.ybean_ Жыл бұрын
god the omori music with your voice acting got me shedding tears and i’ve really needed to cry for a while and this just got me- this was very well done, and i hope anyone going through anything can get the help and support they need. even if things seem like shit, and they probably are shit, it’ll get better eventually, even if it takes a long time.
@aaronmartin7086
@aaronmartin7086 2 жыл бұрын
5:23 that music gave me chills.
@Antonio-is2cn
@Antonio-is2cn Жыл бұрын
"(Sniff) Fine I guess I should just die..."
@CassieAngelica
@CassieAngelica 5 ай бұрын
A year ago, in one of my darkest moments, I stumbled onto this video. After listening to it, I was able to cry again. Thank you, Faux❤️
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean 5 ай бұрын
Im glad you were able to let it out. Please do know that even though you are going through tough times, there'll be people who will still love you. You deserve all the love you need (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠`⁠*⁠)
@CassieAngelica
@CassieAngelica 5 ай бұрын
@@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean Thank you so much, this means a lot❤️
@Dylan_Andrew-Smith
@Dylan_Andrew-Smith Жыл бұрын
This was amazing, I was actually crying by the end.
@horseface470
@horseface470 Жыл бұрын
We makin it outta the mortal realm with this one 🗣🗣🗣‼️
@maddogofpittsburgh
@maddogofpittsburgh 2 жыл бұрын
This is so close to home for me thank you for making this. Thank you
@ComfortsSpecter
@ComfortsSpecter 2 жыл бұрын
Goddam…. This goes hard Actually earned the minor YT warning this time *Hey if I said I almost cried during this would you politely hit me with a flipflop?*
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean 2 жыл бұрын
I would, but the flipflop is made out of ice cream of your favourite flavour
@ComfortsSpecter
@ComfortsSpecter 2 жыл бұрын
@@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean Flipflop flavor?
@ardabruh1340
@ardabruh1340 2 жыл бұрын
@@ComfortsSpecter i just imagine that one video where they grilling a flipflop
@multifandomCass
@multifandomCass Жыл бұрын
Yeah this really does go hard especially since this is the first time I've listened to this script and I've needed to press a confirmation button
@gudrh4024
@gudrh4024 Жыл бұрын
I write down at least 3 things I'm grateful for everything. Im grateful for my books. I'm grateful for my glasses. I'm grateful for my cat.
@Tufflewithyourballs183
@Tufflewithyourballs183 Жыл бұрын
I love my three cats
@kierancaldwell3442
@kierancaldwell3442 2 жыл бұрын
Honestly, this video is absolutely heartwarming and beautiful, despite the very upsetting subject. Videos like this help me to cope with really bad feelings. I dont know if you'll see this comment, but thank you so much for making these audios FAUX, its really appreciated 🙏
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean 2 жыл бұрын
I'm really glad you found your home in this channel. It makes me so happy considering that I've been reaching out to people with my audios. You are loved (o^^o)
@kierancaldwell3442
@kierancaldwell3442 2 жыл бұрын
@FAUX Audios thank you so much, you're loved too. You're truly doing amazing work
@epicsandvich014
@epicsandvich014 2 жыл бұрын
This made my heart of stone feel emotions. My friend group all have our own things we all deal with, I’m the one that unites them and stays strong to support them. I wouldn’t hesitate to kill myself if they weren’t around, and I won’t lie in saying that I’ve considered many times even with them. No matter what happens I find it hard to believe anyone would miss me if I died, so hearing this brings me some form of emotion I rarely feel. Thanks.
@nathanharnett9185
@nathanharnett9185 2 жыл бұрын
Stay strong brother. Despite what you might believe or think people would miss you. You are 1 of 1. One of a kind. No one else is like you. I have a request for you. I know I'm a stranger to you but my request is: Live, Live life to the fullest, Do what makes you happy and cherish the people that love you. May God bless you :)
@V0NRH1NE
@V0NRH1NE Жыл бұрын
Very relatable.
@FurretTheGoat
@FurretTheGoat 8 ай бұрын
Man. I’m the quiet one of the friend group, and I’ve considered multiple times what would’ve happened if I just up and disappeared, and trust me, no matter how much it seems like you wouldn’t matter. YOU. DO. YOU MATTER, SO SO MUCH. Never lower your head in despair, as it is our greatest enemy.
@anonjoe8183
@anonjoe8183 Жыл бұрын
I wish I could disappear. I'm tired of always being in pain. And requiring other people's help just to live. I want to fall asleep and never wake back up.
@JuliusCeazarthe2nd
@JuliusCeazarthe2nd Жыл бұрын
Been watching some of your asmr videos. So far all I can say about your content. Thank you for doing what you do. I needed these.
@FinleyGacha14
@FinleyGacha14 11 ай бұрын
I clicked cuz I saw Mari in the thumbnail, but I ended up loving it. You’re very talented
@ResidentNintendoNerd
@ResidentNintendoNerd Жыл бұрын
_Close, your eyes you'll be here soon-_
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean Жыл бұрын
Ichi, ni, san, shi, go fuun
@lasamigaspgilol2513
@lasamigaspgilol2513 Жыл бұрын
Omori Reference
@jetfrostgaming
@jetfrostgaming Жыл бұрын
All I gotta say is, thank you for understanding us, it means a lot seriously.
@Gamer-xo9dz
@Gamer-xo9dz 4 ай бұрын
This audio video kept me alive and I have demons to fight but with this audio it keeps me going, thank u for this
@nextgeneration6898
@nextgeneration6898 Жыл бұрын
This reminds me of a character I have in one of my novels called NextGen, This guy met at least 10 different people all across the multiverse and he let them all die in battle. He felt like he betrayed them all and during one fight, just before NextGen was about to force himself to go... His sensei saved him... I think it's pretty wholesome, but also a bit dark...
@thefawfulexpress9617
@thefawfulexpress9617 3 ай бұрын
Man even in anger I don’t know how anyone could say that.
@F0rgottenH3lp
@F0rgottenH3lp 11 ай бұрын
Last year one of my friends told me that they wanted to disappear due to how they were treated at home, so we had a whole conversation on why they shouldn’t and thankfully they listened to me. Now they are now doing much better with their foster parents
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean 11 ай бұрын
You really did your best to save them and I'm glad you took an effort to make them understand that they're not alone. Also, wishing all the safety and good health for you and your friend (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)
@angelmatiastorres
@angelmatiastorres 2 жыл бұрын
Me: *update* :) Also me: *sees title* :'(
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean 2 жыл бұрын
FAUX's update: *makes you cry*
@ILikeOreosVeryMuch
@ILikeOreosVeryMuch 22 күн бұрын
I cried listening do this
@hughmertes1098
@hughmertes1098 Жыл бұрын
Thank you hard to find good ones like these ❤
@youngg2517
@youngg2517 2 жыл бұрын
3 minutes in and I had this conversation too many times before
@multifandomCass
@multifandomCass Жыл бұрын
I've listened to this script a couple of other times but this one hits so much harder and so different. Thus one actually made me tear up and it was the first time I listened to this script and it made me tear up. And I think one of the reasons is the music choice and the connection to Omori which is a game I always get emotional over especially the latter half of the game. But great job and amazing voice acting
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean Жыл бұрын
Thank you for appreciating my script fill. The script is actually close to my heart that's why I chose it. The emotions I depicted are real that's why your comments appreciating my acting mean a lot to me.
@eliasbladevolt
@eliasbladevolt Жыл бұрын
The funny thing is that if it was me I’d already be dead seconds after that phone call :)
@Askial_Osial
@Askial_Osial Жыл бұрын
I wouldn't even make a phone call, I'd just make a note and disappear.
@byonemesis
@byonemesis Жыл бұрын
As wise people told me : "Words got power. Both in good and bad ways. This is why you must always choose your words wisely. What may be harmless and meaningless to you maybe the reverse for the others."
@a_trans_weirdo
@a_trans_weirdo Жыл бұрын
Few thoughts, head mostly empty, just remembering that I traumatized myself with my attempt and I’m NOT doing that again
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean
@FAUXAudios-TheSmolestBean Жыл бұрын
Your battle scars are the proof of how you survived and you're so brave for that. I hope you're doing okay now (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠) You are loved!
@SatyamKumar-pv1yq
@SatyamKumar-pv1yq Жыл бұрын
I can't say it was PERFECT, but I can say that it was one of the best role play I ever got, I am not into much of a depression right now but I guess even if I will be into it at some point , I've found the cure of it . Thanks fox for this amazing content . You've got a new subscriber now 🙂🙂
@toey2610
@toey2610 8 ай бұрын
Everytime I want to drink my tears I'll always pay this video a visit
@alestoramane3913
@alestoramane3913 Жыл бұрын
I straight up got a suicide prevention ads after this.
@joking_oregon1
@joking_oregon1 Жыл бұрын
listening to this and a push from my best friend helped me cut off 2 of my ex's that treated me the worst and that I stayed "friends" with, kinda reminded me of how bad they treated me and the wishing that they would comfort me like this but not receiving it I was so close to really trying to disappear but I still havent yet im still hurting but im grateful to not be fully gone
@Sosa-h9p
@Sosa-h9p Жыл бұрын
This is very sad but this is beautiful
@J4CK50N.
@J4CK50N. Жыл бұрын
4:55 Ok, I’m getting a little scared.
@goldgamer9889
@goldgamer9889 Жыл бұрын
If only people like us who suffer alone and in silence had some like you to look out for us so many of us could be saved from ourselves and stop us from hiding our pain and suffering from the people who could help us
@Tfmaniac07
@Tfmaniac07 Жыл бұрын
This actually makes me want to cry
@OneSouthernSir
@OneSouthernSir Жыл бұрын
“Thanks for everything.” If you know, you know…
@desertfennec2382
@desertfennec2382 2 ай бұрын
I cant even find my original post. I would give up my life ti hear My soul to hear a glimps into what my friends are felling.
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