Falling in Reverse I'm Not a Vampire Reaction | My First Reaction, not my last | Ronnie, A WOW REACT

[@JustJenRx]

Marc Ramon, I hope and pray you don’t follow through. Remember, this too shall pass. Please love yourself more than you do now.

[@Breedsblood]

Marc please don't you may not see it now but life is worth more than what you think. For years I was a walking zombie not caring what would of happened to me, my my 30's is a blur because I was lost. You will get over this hump and see the glory on the other side hang in there my prayers are with you.

[@droosiesfriendlystuff2336]

Jen: "He's gonna make her a vampire and they're gonna live happily ever after." Me: "Ooooh..."

[@JustJenRx]

DOOOOOOH 😣

[@joshuadunn2]

I'm a recovering alcoholic, and this song hit so hard emotionally that even after a few dozen listens, it still gets me to tear up. It just amazes me how differently the song plays out here compared to the original. The original is just so upbeat that you almost don't realize what the lyrics are actually saying. The original is the addict in unrepentant denial, saying "yeah, I feel this way and I've done these things, but I'm not a monster." This version (with the SAME lyrics) is the addict at the end of his rope. You feel every once of pain and shame in his voice as he talks about what he's done, and he practically is begging anyone who will listen that he isn't the monster he knows he really is. It makes me think of how my life could have gone, because an addiction that is unchecked will eventually cause us to drive away those we love, or continue to hurt them until we drag them down with us in a downward spiral.

[@JustJenRx]

Yeah he often puts that out there and this is why I adore him. He and I have far too much in common

[@briankachelman]

Bro... I too am a recovering alcoholic. I just made 3 years sober on Halloween 2020. Yeah, I went to the VA mental health ward for a start on my path, on Halloween 2017. I fully understand the struggle for those of us trying to get healthy, clean, and sober. Congrats for being in recovery. What you said about the feels of the songs is spot on in my opinon. I feel this song down to my spirit. Have you checked out his Twitch Stream? It is always a good time when he is live. And keep up the hard work on sobriety! As a fellow person in recovery, If you ever feel like you need somone to talk to, HMU. I don't judge or belittle people in general... But especially not those of us needing an ear when we are struggling to stay clean or sober. Good Luck!!!

[@Nanno00]

Wow! This is SO spot on!! Congratulations on your recovery.

[@austinblake55]

I'm trying to get sober, I had at one point but only made it 6 months. I have ruined a lot of things 😭

[@drumaticpageofmusic4148]

@@austinblake55 keep going man. You’ll make it. I wish ya luck 🤘

[@ashy_gb9315]

You seem to be one of the more honest, down to earth and genuine reactors i've come across on here, got a sub from me!

[@JustJenRx]

Thank you! I’m just being me. It’s all I know how to do anymore. Just be real.

[@jacobverrett1879]

@@JustJenRx i understand my dear i am 38 and i am dieing i have marfan disease and also the worst case of osteoporosis they have ever seen I had six compression fractures in my back I have a titanium plate holding my breast plate together I am losing so much bone mass it is hard and very painful i fight everyday the doctors are giving me about a year to live there is no cure for what i have the pain is so bad but i will never give up so i feel you i am a big fan of you BC just listening to your reactions just takes my mind off everything so thank you

[@BlackCaboose]

I came to just say the same thing too. here is a sub from me too

[@captainshiner42]

This shit brings me to tears every time. I feel the exact same way. Ronnie is the realest cat in the fucking music game.

[@The_Soup_Isle]

Jen's a real one. She knows. Nuff said. What an amazing person, and personality!

[@williamsummerson1204]

Jen your reaction left me speechless. So inspiring and real. Ronnie can do no wrong, just a beautiful song. I'm also a recovering addict, 6 yrs sober. Easily one of the hardest things I've ever had to go through. Thank you. You got a new sub.🤘🔥🔥

[@JustJenRx]

💪 you’re a rockstar for that!!!! Thank you for your kind words.

[@williamsummerson1204]

Welcome

[@MattyMutilation]

Seriously I just fell in love with you as a reactor, you had me in tears. Thank you so much for those words you said and opening up to us all. You are so strong! 🤘

[@krystalcooper90]

This has been one of my favorite reactions so far!

[@JustJenRx]

Thank you! Feel free to share!

[@TheMukana]

Hey Jen, i was waiting for you reaction! Especially when you can relate to him so much! That was Saraya Ronnie’s girlfriend the former wwe superstar, the story goes on that herself in white was having flashbacks on her life until his death, she was with him through it all done everything for him but eventually had enough and left but obviously came back since she loves him and finds him im his monstrous stage (when she left he went bananas haha) so he ran away thinking she wont be able to take it and she didn’t..he wound her and brought her back to life because she is his only home, he gave up himself to save her but after all those memories she couldn’t live without him so she gave herself too “she went with him..” i cried like a baby 10 times in a row, Ronnie is so underrated he’s talent is beyond us haha, i hope he will see your reaction on his twitch streams!

[@stevewilkerson4504]

Hey Jen, Thank you for your transparency with addiction. I am 17 years removed from active addiction. I was heavy into meth. Now I am a peer specialist supporting people with their recovery effort. My experience with psychiatric hospital stays, trauma from the toxic and abusive family I grew up in makes relating to others very easy for me. Thank you for asking people to reach out and pick up people who are struggling. I am also a suicide survivor, it was not a great time in my life but with much hard work, life is worth living, even though I am an introverted recluse, lol! Just wanted to say thanks again for helping end the stigma of addicts being terrible people and there is life after addiction. I have been exploring Ayreon Universe lately, I love death metal, the European kind and symphonic metal, prog metal and have I told you I love metal? 🤣 Have a blessed and wonderful day Jen 🤘🤘

[@katiedrake76]

Oh, wow. I didn't expect to be brought to serious tears by a music reaction. I relate to this song so deeply, and what you had to say about addiction really touched my heart. My addiction wasn't drugs, it was sexual, which really is like a drug from the inside. I've been dealing with it for so many years, but I've finally been on the road to recovery since 2017. I'm doing better now than I have been in years. My reason for commenting is to say thank you for being so honest and vulnerable on your platform. I believe kindness, your words, and your heart on the subject will inspire and touch many lives. One more thing I wanted to do was address the comment you made about everyone eventually going to hell. I found that a bit disconcerning, although, I admit, I'm not sure if it was literal or figurative. The only reason I turned from my addiction and started on a better path was because of Jesus. When I was at the darkest point in my addiction, I gave my life to God, and He saved my life and completely turned it around. What I'm trying to say is that hell isn't our final destination. At least it doesn't have to be. Because Jesus gave His life to save ours, we now have the choice between if we accept our fate and go to hell or if we accept God's gift of eternal life and get to live forever in Heaven. I don't mean to sound preachy. That was just on my heart to say and I wanted to share it. I'm new to your channel, but I've just subscribed. Your reactions are amazing and you seem like a really nice and genuine woman. I look forward to watching more reactions in the future ❤

[@JustJenRx]

Yeah its not meant to be serious at all. If we’re all going to hell, Satan had better have some Ferrero Rocher’s waiting for me LOL

[@jacolucas9116]

I requested this yesterday on your live feed and I'm so happy you did this reaction! Much love Jen, from Cape Town, South Africa. Take care of yourself 🖤

[@Mad-RCandHOBBY]

40 is a good age, the craziness of the twennies is over and you're way more mature and relaxed, just enjoy your life =)

[@mannistef]

That was beautiful Jen. Good message from you to add to the song itself.

[@lawrencedreams]

I hope Ronnie sees your reaction and react to it like he does often on his twitch streams. You deserve it. Really heartfelt one.

[@JustJenRx]

He did and he couldn’t hear it!!! 😞

[@InTuGuru]

Amazing personality! Subbed Edit: i’m a recovering addict as well, about a year ago I relapsed and went down a very dark road and whenever the drug in me is you reimagined came out it was probably the darkest time of my life. I got really into falling in reverse after that and losing my mind, losing my life, and drugs, have basically been the theme songs for my life for the last six months or so....I’m on the other side now. Those songs helped me through some really dark times. Especially the song losing my life. For so long I didn’t know where to go. What to do. This dude is one of my favorite artists,in a way he kind of saved my life.

[@JustJenRx]

I can see how he saves lives. That’s kinda one of my goals with my channel. Give a message of hope.

[@corytowell5393]

Oh no! Crazy sad and crazy true! So true this song kept sending chills down my spine cause I can so relate to it!! OMG! 🤯😳😥🙏💙

[@NapalmThunderbum]

I have been obsessed with FIR for a while now. I love watching reactions to his new work because its so powerful, but I think this is the first time I have seen someone that has actually been where Ronnie has been in their own way, where I have been in my own way. Sometimes people have enough psychology background to see what he is saying. But I could see when the tears welled in your eyes that told me you know exactly how that feels. You didn't need to admit it to me because I can see it, I recognize it. Thank you for this. You have a new sub now.

[@alexst3232]

You are the only reactor that can bring a tear to my eye. I that you are super genuine and that you are just yourself! Thanks for always sharing your stories and even giving all of us a way to connect with you in some way.

[@JustJenRx]

Awww 🤗 hugs sent

[@justjasontm]

Nothing worse than being in recovery so many years and people still think you're garbage because you're an addict in recovery. That stigma is hard to break for a lot of people. Once again, thank you for touching on it!

[@JustJenRx]

Jason, I deal with that and it’s been going on seven years. People like that are the most closed-minded, foolish ppl on earth. Keep that head and chin up high! Higher than we used to get! Which was higher than eagle 🦅 💨 farts!!! I’ll always touch on this as it may help someone!!! #ImmaHopeDealer

[@justjasontm]

@@JustJenRx absolutely! And it's much appreciated!!

[@justjasontm]

@@JustJenRx and congrats on almost 7 years!! I just hit 6 or 7 a couple months ago in December. I can't remember exactly because I just rolled with it and never took note of the date haha .

[@georgegomez3983]

RADKE has MATRICULATED into the NEW GOD OF MUSIC. His REVAMPED... REIMAGINED...and hopefully RETOOTHED...(by remaking this song "RAISED BY WOLVES")...ELEVATES him into a HIGHER STRATOSPHERE. PURE , RAW CONTROLLED , EMOTIONAL, TALENT.

[@Nanno00]

Loved your reaction, your honesty and your vulnerability. You seem like you have a beautiful soul. You understood more of this song than almost anyone and I could tell how deeply you felt it. I’m so glad you’ve come out the other side of addiction, stronger, more aware and more determined to live your best life. Your successes show and it’s beautiful. You found a new sub in me.

[@codyjones2940]

That’s Ronnie’s girlfriend in real life, Paige from WWE. That’s also his house that this is filmed it. Ronnie’s musicality is so above everyone else it’s incredible. His music literally has its own genre of Ronnie Radke lmao. Great review, you just got another follower!

[@JustJenRx]

I can totally agree with this. I wish he and Floor Jansen would do a duet together

[@alienwolf815]

Glad to have found you Jen, your real. At the end he just gave in to the endless torment and pain. I understand this to the core, my mom killed herself 2008, and my sister 2012 after a life of bi-polar and depression issues. I hope those who need help get it, some spent a lifetime trying but never get it fully.

[@JustJenRx]

Awww 😢 how tragic. I hope they get help too before it’s too late. Sorry for your losses. That’s remarkably sad 😢

[@Mafiakid416]

There are very few reaction channels that I sub to immediately, as usually I give them a few videos to see if I like them and if they are real or putting up a front. Immediately you can just tell... you are pretty real and it's really refreshing to see in a genre where most people fake reactions for clicks or post videos just because it's the flavor of the month without actually even feeling their own content. We all have our own struggles, it may not be drugs and alcohol, some people are addicted to work, video games, seeing how many followers they can rack up on social medias. I am glad I found your video and wish I found it sooner! Rooting for you!

[@JustJenRx]

Wow! Thank you! I am highly honored! So guess what??? In 2 more days…I will have 7 years off the needle. That equals 2556 days, 61,360 hours, 3,681,644 minutes, and 220,898,664 seconds of me being freed from that demon. I know exactly what you mean about the fake reactors. It’s pretty sad that they can’t be real, but we have to remember that’s their burden. They have to look at themselves in the mirror everyday, But we smart folks know real when we see it! That’s what the channel is called what it is. I said, “just be yourself, Jen” The rest will come natural. And boy has it!!! So I 💯 appreciate comments like these. Makes me keep going!!! 🤗 take care!!! ~Jen

[@codyedwards8874]

much luv girl this song blew me away when i first heard this!

[@corytowell5393]

This is gonna be good and watching Jen react to Ronnie will add to the fun!

[@kristykat8622]

Your reaction was so real and I love that! ❤️ Ronnie and Falling in Reverse is my favorite. They are so versatile and the talent is off the chart. Linkin Park ruled my world in the late 90's early 2000's. Then came Falling in Reverse, especially the remixes where the talent is really seen.

[@exituscaeli959]

Hi Jen. You said you wanted him to save her but she saved him. He was trapped in the life and couldn’t resist the pull of its power. It kept him from being present with the one he loved and in the end it ended her life. He wanted to bring her back but knew it would be to the same hell she left. You notice the chorus throughout the song is, “he’s not a vampire”-until the end where it becomes “he is a vampire”. He did the one thing he could-what he wished he had done in her life-he took responsibility and gave himself up. It was so he could honestly own the feelings he had for her by, finally

[@exituscaeli959]

giving himself up. When he did that it set him and the ghost of her past memory (the woman in white) free. It’s the old commandment, “You must lose your life to find it.”. Fortunately, you and Tonnie have moved forward and aren’t still living in illusions with your dead. Glad you’re here. Stay strong.

[@OpenmindedAires]

I also am a Recovering Alcoholic its been 4 years Sober and Everytime Listen to this it hits home everytime thanks for your reaction Jen

[@sch7194]

Best reaction yet...Ronnie is a master lyricists...& genius musician...and your amazing Jen...love your transparency 🤘🤟

[@JustJenRx]

Thank you! He sure is!!!

[@chloerodriguez8956]

Jen, I absolutely love watching your videos. You are absolutely amazing and have such a beautiful heart, you show so much understanding and compassion, which is needed more than ever these days. I am so greatful for you sharing your experiences as it's also helped me better understand addiction and how to help those who need it. I am so greatful to you. Thank you.. This version of this song had me in tears for a good couple of days. Ronnie is just breathtakingly beautiful with his writing and story telling. I love Falling In Reverse.. They are my favourite band and are ever so talented. My son got me into them and I am so glad he did. Thank you so much for being so real, I really appreciate you ☺️

[@joeyvdw7235]

One of the best reactions i've seen! So honest and not trying to be over the top entertaining..

[@Darklighter75]

Great reaction to a magnificent song. Thank you. And I subbed!

[@HelloBeautifulPurrson]

This version hit me SO HARD. Like, my daughter had it playing because I hadn't heard it yet. I'm in the kitchen doing this and that. I was loving it then we he SCREAMS towards the end. That just...let's just say all together this song reached into my very soul and RIPPED out some emotions I'd been keeping tucked away. I was practically doubled over gasping trying so hard not to ugly cry. Ex drugs and alcohol here too. 20 years on the up and up. I've heard the original but I guess when Ronnie says it this way it hits different.

[@JustJenRx]

❤️ much love sent! One day at a time applies to so much in life!!!

[@edwardwille3986]

You made me cry with your honesty. You are a beautiful human. Thank you for your transparency. Be well, be strong

[@CrystalDO77]

What a beautiful and heartfelt reaction ❤

[@LishaMaria2009]

I just wanna hug you. The way you talk about your situation just broke my heart, and I'm so proud of you for where you are now. Its one of the hardest things you can do. Thank you for sharing. Subscribed..

[@JustJenRx]

Aww 🥰 thank you 🙏

[@Morrowind4732]

"and God damn that sun came up fast". That was hilarious. I never even noticed how quick it came up but damn that sun is movin.

[@RexyAndIKnowIt]

I felt every bit of this. Thank you. June 1st is one year sober for me, but not a day goes bye when I don’t think about it. Hi my name is Rex, and I’m an addict.

[@kristianwilliams6665]

I absolutely love your stuff tons of great messages. I have never been through this type of stuff but you putting it in perspective really made me feel for people going through this. You have earned a sub great video

[@JustJenRx]

Thank you! Welcome 🙏

[@LarryBaller]

Hey, just saw this in my recommended so I'm new here. I personally am not a recovering addict but I found what you said very moving. You are truly a great human being

[@JustJenRx]

Aww 🥰 thank you!

[@_HolyHell_]

Damn that actually hurt my heart when you were talking about the trilogy and you’re like “I didn’t know” ...... :( sucks that people have to be mean. I think you’re great though and I’m so glad that you’re doing better now.

[@JustJenRx]

Thank you ☺️ I wish everyone could have a heart.

[@TeemarkConvair]

your heartfelt emotion brought tears,, thanks for your honesty

[@nobodyspecial5409]

I love you Jen. I commented on one or two of your FIR trilogy videos about my addiction. You rep[ied and you have a beautiful heart. I am happy to say I am now one year and three months sober. Keep being you.

[@JustJenRx]

Oh yessss!!! Hi!!! Congrats 🎉🎊🎈 this is amazing to hear!!!! You keep being you too! Clearly it’s working!!!

[@Itsnotthatserious2023]

you know, wow!! another great reaction and such a beautiful, heartwarming message!! all the love an happiness to you my sister!!

[@laurencounsell8010]

I stumbled upon your account and... wow... I love your honesty!

[@Raphsody86]

New to your channel but I enjoyed your honest reaction. This song is amazing and hauntingly stunning. Both my parents were drug addicts. I remember when all it took was $40 dollars for my parents to sign over custody to my grandparents when I was 7. Even through all this I was extremely close to my dad. Just bad situations. They both did get clean and better. It’s a daily struggle. It’s never over. And I’m so incredibly proud that they got better. I just lost my dad from cancer/Covid. On Christmas. I’m always asked if I would change anything about my childhood, and I always say no. Being raised the way I was made me who I am today. When I see someone struggling with addiction, I don’t look at them as less than me. And that’s what I’ve taught my kids. Don’t judge. Don’t enable but be supportive and encouraging. Subbed. 👏👏🔥🔥✌️✌️

[@esayascohn7019]

First time watching you, thank you for this. It’s nice to know someone like you exists

[@etherealpast3984]

Your thoughts on addiction are refreshing. ❤ Thank you for this reaction

[@liamsheen5629]

I always watch this when I’m in the midst of a relapse cause you’re it’s lush watching someone who’s been there reacting to a beautiful song about what we’ve both been through 🖤

[@JustJenRx]

Please keep coming back! I hope you stay strong!!!

[@chediablo2809]

I love your words about addiction, I’m in rehab now but this past week was so awful with cold sweats and crapping myself, it was a nightmare that I am going to beat!!! Awesome reaction and one of my new favorite bands!!!

[@moonwalker9266]

Yeah i cannot hold back tears either every damn time. I'm not an addict but his voice the passion that he projects gets to me every damn time. I battle with depression and anxiety i'm a suicide survivor and this vid hits my so damn hard. I'm in love with Ronnie as an artist as a musician and as a guy that went through hell and back turned his life around and gave the middle finger to death. He's flawed he is not perfect in any way but people like him that turn their life for the better are worth of respect and admiration.

[@gregstacy4498]

You're incredible, Jen. Keep up these great reactions

[@dregic2348]

Thank you for reaction! ❤️🤟

[@2thehiddenrealm]

Hello Jen, I hope all is in a good way with you and you're doing well. The first time I watched this video, I started getting chills within 30 seconds of this and I broke down in tears when he found her in the tub. After watching your reaction, I teared up again. I was an alcoholic back in the 80's and 90's but this song/video hit me deep for another reason. I'm a suicide attempt survivor and sometimes I still fall into that dark place more times than I care to admit. I'm truly glad you're not in that dark place you were once in, that warms my heart. Sending you warmth, love, healings, strength, and balance, Joseph

[@ronnieradkefaneurope]

The reaction was good so honest and beautiful ❤️ but the words you say at the end, made me cry and got right in my heart ❤️ thank you❤️

[@villealakorkko21]

This song.. i can feel it in my bones!

[@Mr.StarsAndStripes1776]

"they burned at sun's kiss, but in death...in death they were reunited, to be together for all eternity."

[@shanahenkel8902]

I'm a recovering meth addict with 2 yrs clean. You are so right about being compassionate towards people who are still struggling with addiction. Love your honesty and emotion girl! Great job!

[@JustJenRx]

Congrats girl!!!! That’s a huge accomplishment! I always tell people that if I can do it anybody can!

[@nemonevermore5384]

You're right. Not all addicts are bad people. Some just can't handle what life has thrown at them. And most do just need a little help finding their way again. Then there are some who really just want things to end. Be careful with those. Sometimes a helping hand can cause them to slip farther. Timing is everything. Sometimes a light can just make shadows deeper and darker. Those people still deserve to be saved because often times its not their fault. Not everybody can handle the same things. A papercut to some, might be loss of limb to another. Sometimes someone just can't be saved though. Don't pass judgement on them, because often times it's judgement that put them there. Dark comment, I know. Some may agree, some may disagree. In the end, only someone who has been there can understand.

[@maker1276]

First time here. Enjoyed your commentary. I'm an EMT and work with addicts almost every day. Trying to replace the just a crack head to lost soul. Help people. Don't believe you can't be helped. You look great. I'm very glad you are doing well.

[@JustJenRx]

Thank you for saving lives! I have never got the chance to think the numerous men and women who’ve saved me with Narcan (a few times)! So I’ll do it through you!!!! Thank you for saving me!!!!

[@blairsy7836]

❤️🤘 you crack me up, girl. Ronnie is amazing in so many ways. Saraya is great, too. And yes, beautiful. So are you, though! And inspiring!

[@bobgamble8204]

Well done on sharing your story, that's never easy. And well done for having a story to tell. Addiction is so like many other mental health issue, so secluded, so painful and seemingly neverending. Sadly with mental health issues generally, depending where you are in the world sometimes there's just no help there. There's nothing worse than holding your hand out for help, and there's noone to take it. I'm in the UK, and realistically if you don't have money or live in the proper area, if you have mental health issues you can pretty much piss off and wait until it suffocates you cause there isn't anyone there who knows about you, cares about you or will mourn you. I'm sure it's even worse in other places

[@JustJenRx]

One of my bffs lives in the UK as well, I know for a fact that you’re not lying. She tells me how bad the healthcare is over there. I’m sorry 😞 I wish I could help you but I’m all the way across the big pond. Try some self love videos on KZbin. That’s how I began my healing process

[@Astaticembrace]

We're ALL different. Love that you had a moment and spoke up. We're ALL fucked up, just in different areas.

[@Mad-RCandHOBBY]

i was completely mind blown with that video and his voice, he surely has matured from the old version ✌️😎👍 i like your heartfelt reaction, subbed and liked

[@JustJenRx]

Thank you 😊

[@balloonboy1006]

You’re amazing keep doing what you do ❤️

[@shawnpraska8460]

Keep killin it girl 😊

[@kathleenclark815]

Awe sweetie. I just want to give u a hug. ❤️ Props to you girl.

[@jerryj1411]

Wow, Jen, great reaction, big hugs, I hope you do well. x

[@Defensive_Wounds]

I really hope Ronnie watches your reaction to this song, he would love how you relate to it so deeply, more than most in this particular track!

[@JustJenRx]

He did and he couldn’t hear it sadly

[@mikeyyouemo7087]

Ronnie watches reactions live on his Twitch. I really hope he sees this one.

[@forevermarked5826]

I'm recovering addict ,and let me tell you something most addicts know, most of us swore we should never be like that. It can happen to ANYONE. I'm still on the clinic and all walks of life are there, from high class to low. Men and airmen who had health issues or accidents and was given pain meds that they needed and addiction happened and anythin can happen like dr cutting you off so heroin becomes the only way. People who say it will not and COULD not happen to them, dont understand what they say. And if anyone is wondering how I fell, I always was depressed and bipolar and in a long relationship of 12 years, 8 years in my girlfriend began using behind my back and I found out and I left, but it was hard and we came back together and I began using to keep her. Yes I know it was wrong but I lowered my all to keep her. Years later I still suffer from that. I went 6 years clean and fell again and it's been a battle since . I am in recovery now but have slip ups about once or twice a month, I'm making it though. I was doing it everyday, sick every morning. So my shackles are falling. But as an addict I find myself becoming addicted to other things such as coffee, music and stuff. But yeah that's what I wanted to say. Hope everyone the best and God bless.

[@JustJenRx]

Love makes us do crazy things. I have once lowered my standards on how I should be treated in the name of love....And it had disastrous results. I too am addicted to coffee and music. If I don’t have either, I’m a mess!!! Hugs sent

[@lonewarrior6633]

Hell yeah!!! I was one of those who requested it from you!! Really looking forward to this!!!

[@lonewarrior6633]

Now I’ve finished your reaction.......well done you! You’re a tough one. Life will hurt us......but it’s up to us to fight back. 🇬🇧

[@JustJenRx]

WORD!!!

[@jurgenwerndl1139]

The words on the End of this Video was so amazing and so true.....❤

[@Madison.Cruz.Shooter]

Ronnie without tattoos is unsettling. lmao. I've been clean for 5 years and still have cravings. It's the very first thing that pops up in my head when I'm not having a good day. Only coping mechanism I've ever had. I got clean on my own so I still don't really know how to cope.

[@Afterthefallout55660]

You are a wonderful person just because you experienced such a hard way of life. Most people I know who are able to talk straight and clear are people with certain experiences in their lifes and those learned to accept then as such, without complaining whats was good or bad, cause the experiences they went through made and shaped them into the person you can see. And I think some people need such a dark path in their lifes. We are more able to learn from mistakes, when they are touching us. As I saw the end of the video I thought it was a release rather than a punishment. There was such a point in my own life too. I drank also a lot, had not finished school, was unemployed and spending my time with games, alcohol and girls, but still lived by my mother and she was also a very depressed person. Two toxic people together, pushing each other all the time. But then after a while my frustration became the upperhand over me as I had some problems with our neighbours too. I kicked their door in, but in this moment the police arrived and took me into a sanatorium. It sounds rough, but it wasn't that bad. After I recovered from anything that happened, I started to organize my life, get a training as gardener and pushed by my success, managed to get my highschool degree a couple of years after. Now I'm on the edge to study as the first person in my family. I wasted a lot time, cause of my problems and sometimes I'm still depressed and hanging out with some easy girls, but now I'm 34. If I'm finish with all, I'm for sure 40 like you, but in the end I can look back and saying that I made it.

[@sicpicnic]

When the reaction is more about the meaning than the music... thank you!!

[@Mr.StarsAndStripes1776]

Jen out here talking deep stuff, i love it.

[@VirtuaI.]

Fun fact. This was actually filmed inside of Ronnies house.

[@FiercedWoW]

I love this reaction, youre amazing.. So sorry to hear the story you told :( Glad to hear youre doing better these days!! Fuck me, i teared up with you, when he sang the line '' hi im ronnie and im an addict '' i knew you'd start crying..

[@JustJenRx]

Yeah that’s a tough one. People are so mean when someone admits they’re an addict. Even if you have been sober for years, people will still use that shit against you

[@nuncapasaran9374]

Hey I really like your reactions. You seem like a genuine and candid person, thanks for sharing your story with people. My favorite thing about these remakes is that Ronnie's lyrics are always so poetic and deep, with double meanings. The older version of this song for instance came off as him being cheeky, or maybe someone going through all this heavy shit but trying to come off like someone using humor to hide pain. It played into the celeb plasticky rehab thing which also makes you think of vampires because of like MTV or whatever, like vouyerism, feeding off of other people's misery and turning it into sex to sell to viewers. And then in this version he can say a line like "I can lure any woman that I want to in my bed..." and it doesn't sound like he thinks that's a good thing. It plays into actual vampires being sexual and luring victims, but also it sounds like Ronnie saying he regrets or finds luring women to his bed an empty pursuit, because his addictions hurt himself and these other people and these aren't genuine connections he's making. So many little things like that. Even the addict line you picked up on hit so differently in the two versions.

[@ryanreesor1703]

I was a addict I hurt I know your pain I’m so happy you chose the high road like I did. WE DO RECOVER AGAINST ALL ODDS

[@darcye7629]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. Sorry you had to go through that. I love this video and song soo much can't stop watching it.

[@JustInCaseUDidntKnow]

7:39 let it out Jen. Bless you. You rock! You are amazing.

[@michaeltrujillo1881]

This song makes me cry everytime I hear it 😭😭

[@slyraven1128]

Probably my favorite falling in reverse video!

[@ObiWanGinobiliTopFan]

7:58 Why you have to do that to me Jen? Why are you getting me crying an hour before I have to go to work? Now I'm gonna have cry-face in public. Cmon Jen have mercy! 😛😉 Nah what I really wanna say is thank you. ❤❤❤🔥

[@JustJenRx]

Awww 🥰 here’s a big ole hug 🤗 to make it all better!!!

[@ObiWanGinobiliTopFan]

@@JustJenRx Thanks Jen!! 😊 Hugs back at ya (((((((((Jen)))))))))) 😀😊😊❤❤

[@raven75sg]

Ok ok, it was worth waiting, didn't expect such a real emotional reaction but I feel you, even I started to tear up from watching this😏good reaction👍

[@JustJenRx]

Lol well, I wish there were 2 of me

[@raven75sg]

@@JustJenRx I changed my comment after watching this😁

[@area200X]

yeah

[@feyenoordfreakjeremy]

Such a great reaction. I hope ronnie reacts to this reaction soon. Gonna try him to react to this on twitch. ❤

[@JustJenRx]

He said he couldn’t hear it!!! I was bummed ☹️

[@feyenoordfreakjeremy]

@@JustJenRx thats a shame. Some others were way softer than yours. Maybe with his next song because he is still busy with a reimagine version of popular monster

[@Shawkezz]

This is the first reaction I watch from you, and I'm going to subscribe and watch much more! Btw, I LOVED how sincere you are! The way u share important things about your life that could (and probably will) help ppl somehow. I'd like to ask u to react to Suicide Silence - You Only Live Once. Is my favorite band, their vocalist (Mitch Lucker) died in 2011, and the video I asked you to react, is one of the bests of them! Thank u! Thumbs up from Brazil, nice to meet your channel!

[@theGRUBmaker]

So fucking glad, that NF lead med here! Love how real you are! Regards from Sweden!

[@tagfat]

First time anybody made the bath scene make sense to me: Off course he gives her his own blood. Everybody else missed that though.

[@the_darkside_fpv]

Damn good reaction!!!! Damn good!!! Much love keep them coming!!

[@vincespartacus372]

Hey...thx a lots about sharing with us this new "Masterpiece"... Thx to speak to the reason about the "not a bad person" (drug victims)...indeed, just to try to understand the reason, before easy critic !!! Keep Safe Dear and salute from France...

[@vincespartacus372]

i just forget one thing about your "story" reaction...when you say ... " (i'm 40 years old) and its like i hope the best years are to come.... (i just say because, now...you're ALIVE) Humans are not perfect, choices & mistakes are a parts of life right ? and you are simply adorable...God bless you Girl !!!

[@forevermarked5826]

Love this woman, I now know to turn volume down before because she is loud haha

[@JustJenRx]

😂

[@jasonjackson315]

Crazy thing is thats ronnie radke actual house. Also love the reaction got a new sub from me :D

[@thatoneuber8016]

As a former addict of 8 years I appreciate your commentary