Butta lived a crazy life he is a warrior. I hope that brother finds real peace
@diondraper284911 ай бұрын
Dude got ptsd to the max. I respect 🙏🏽 🫡 his tears 😢.
@louiiviable10 ай бұрын
Survivors remorse
@janellejulianajoy3 ай бұрын
It's horrible. I cannot imagine the shit he has in his head.
@Spright913 ай бұрын
They all have it O Block and Tookaville. They're all broken humans.
@Name-sl2vxАй бұрын
@@Spright91I’m sure it’s a lot of mental health stuff that needs help from truma
@droc85ncm11 ай бұрын
Butta a real one. He aint scare to say he took an L. Cause he knows he living that’s winning.
@Unforgiven_Redemption11 ай бұрын
If u think this is real.... 🤦♂️ says everything about u
@TheiPhoneuser99Tech11 ай бұрын
@@Unforgiven_RedemptionYou must haven’t lost someone yet.
@TREETOPRADIOLA11 ай бұрын
LITTLE LOUDER FA DA PPL NDA BAKK ❤❤
@SEGWAYJayskii11 ай бұрын
Ion know about that first sentence folks 😂but you speaking real shit with the rest of what you said. When you from the Raq them lil Ls ain’t shit to go through 😴especially when we dealing with DRASTIC Ls every fucking day. Ain’t no such thing as being scared to lose out there frfr
@robertHuggins-lm1mb11 ай бұрын
U REALLY THINK LIVING IS WINNING ?? SILLY BILLY. WE IN HELL
@Beeenbippinn11 ай бұрын
Evertime Adam speak he sound soulless
@SharkSharksharkyyyy11 ай бұрын
He is ..look what he does well let me not say soulless because everyone has one but he 100% doesn’t have any morals or values to himself. He will go there wherever that is.
@AfkaSound11 ай бұрын
@@SharkSharksharkyyyyIts called being a professional. thats why he is where he is. Dont hate the playa. you dont see news reporters crying at the scene do you?
@kurokaizen188911 ай бұрын
@@AfkaSound Nah.
@kurokaizen188911 ай бұрын
@@AfkaSoundThey're right about Adam. You think Adam cares about anything after he literally sold his wife for money and views?
@Hooliollamas11 ай бұрын
Adams been stripped off the coke for a minute now
@Camtheemu11 ай бұрын
This man lived a crazy life bro
@iguessthatsmehuh11 ай бұрын
@@DLOWSKITPGno lol
@Omerta-18711 ай бұрын
Ong i thought mine was hard
@JustSendMeLocation11 ай бұрын
@@iguessthatsmehuh What do you mean no? You think Butta the only one who was in the streets? Do you know how many people have died because of the streets? people done lost all their loved ones, Butta isn’t a unique case he’s just another player in this game, the amount of pain people have suffered is unbelievable so don’t sit there and try to belittle it by denying it.
@iguessthatsmehuh11 ай бұрын
@@JustSendMeLocation everyone hasn’t had a crazy life
@TWENTYTWOBeats11 ай бұрын
@@iguessthatsmehuhbig truth
@hisokaDluffy11 ай бұрын
That’s some real pain right there
@the_last_edenian591511 ай бұрын
"Id rather them in prison than be dead" only ppl whos lost family to violence can understand that man.. i miss my cousins as well butta i have empathy for you,and you not the only one
@J25HGM11 ай бұрын
Long live K.I 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@mrbrown062911 ай бұрын
Condolences to a F'n Monster...GTFOH!!
@EdisonFlow51011 ай бұрын
@@mrbrown0629A monster...? The streets is a different world with a different code than "civilian" life. She wasn't killing innocent people. So you supposed to just let the opps kill you? Or let it go when they shoot one of your gang brothers to death? She played by the rules of the street, so yes...long live K.I🤍🙏🏾🕊️
@InZenze8 ай бұрын
She was a murderer
@EdisonFlow5108 ай бұрын
@@InZenze everybody in that life knew what they signed up for. She killed active members and got paid to do hits. She didn't kill innocent civilians.
@uerofrmda7 ай бұрын
be fr fam you dont even know this ppl
@KeezusKuwop11 ай бұрын
He saying some real shit doe at the end of the day.
@jaybones635111 ай бұрын
What is doe? Are you serious?
@mr313DETROITChronicsmoker11 ай бұрын
@jaybones6351 yes he did say real shit you just goofy af 😂
@mr313DETROITChronicsmoker11 ай бұрын
@@jaybones6351You deaf boi or dumb lol
@momoo394611 ай бұрын
@@jaybones6351shut up Karen
@KeezusKuwop11 ай бұрын
what is you the grammar police ? @@jaybones6351
@JaniceCarter-ws7lu11 ай бұрын
I'm glad that he's getting it out..he will have peace❤
@hdott96011 ай бұрын
This some real shit loosing a sister hurt I know how it feel
@Camtheemu11 ай бұрын
I’m tryna tell you 😢
@momoo394611 ай бұрын
Its not his real sister bro
@K-Pizzle11 ай бұрын
Not even just losing, but being right there when she was murdered, and getting shot yourself
@DimsdaledimiDank11 ай бұрын
@@momoo3946what does that matter
@PSICK1234ikillallracistrolls11 ай бұрын
She wasn't his sister .
@dstarr158711 ай бұрын
It really helps young man to talk about it and it’s okay to cry this just choked me up our young brothers are hurting
@ygdaking11 ай бұрын
“A lot of people don’t even go through shit!” Real Spill 🗣️💯
@hayze271111 ай бұрын
When he said if you feel this pain I’m feeling , you would go do it too . I had to pause for a min because it got me in my feelings. I lost 16 of my friends in one summer , during my teenage years. I never thought I would see past 25
@d.felixphoto226011 ай бұрын
16 in one summer? Was it all because of gang violence? That's tough bro
@RaKnows11 ай бұрын
Bless you for making it out of that brother. Keep going.
@hayze271111 ай бұрын
@@RaKnows most definitely brother 💯🤲🏾
@hayze271111 ай бұрын
@@d.felixphoto2260 unfortunately yes . All over a bunch of nothing . We all grew up together . This happens in all hoods and the cycle seems like it’s not letting up smh
@d.felixphoto226011 ай бұрын
@@hayze2711 glad you hear to tell the story and hopefully stop the cycle somewhere. Blessings
@Dre.G97311 ай бұрын
I couldnt imagine losing my sister. That pain in his voice was the realest ive ever heard Butta.
@steev734311 ай бұрын
I lost my sister last year in May and it still hurt and feels fresh I had to pause this because I was about to cry myself..I definitely feel his pain. It feels weird not hearing her in her room laughing sending memes and dumb videos making me laugh even after she just got on my nerves.
@mackboi_tye237211 ай бұрын
Damn folks I lost my sister in May last year too
@MarcoLoco408111 ай бұрын
🙏🙏❤️🩹💪
@Jdawg-hn5pd11 ай бұрын
He’s right I wish my brother was locked up instead in a casket this streets are a curse RIP lil bro
@godzson31311 ай бұрын
🙏🏾🙏🏾
@jukkapalmu41211 ай бұрын
BIP
@spreadlove776111 ай бұрын
Y’all don’t understand, these people got ran down on. Butta barely made it out from that. He had to leave his friend because it was every man for himself when you running for your life! That day had to be a nightmare for them
@RecklessMMA11 ай бұрын
Also was there when his sister died and got shot too. That burns in your soul
@jack60411 ай бұрын
Lol they was running from king von that day
@spreadlove776111 ай бұрын
@@jack604 I think so too bro
@jonnyseablue691111 ай бұрын
Who cares they all was on that time non of them was innocent
@keysoze944111 ай бұрын
@@jack604cap
@MarshleB11 ай бұрын
God bless butta man i hope the best rip ki ❤
@Margaman2911 ай бұрын
Just peeped the video on your page durk really a hypocrite 😭😭
@MarshleB11 ай бұрын
@@Margaman29 good lookin❤️
@royaldavis64011 ай бұрын
They got a whole city of loss souls that are hurt and damaged
@_bob66611 ай бұрын
Every city do
@megakazuya12311 ай бұрын
Fck that city
@purpleworld44411 ай бұрын
nah they got a whole city of dumb mfs
@shitbecrazy778711 ай бұрын
@@_bob666not like Chicago. That city is full of anger and grief
@DM-jm2cx11 ай бұрын
Facts and I’m not even from Chicago there is a different level of hurt there forsure 🙏🏾
@chrissimpson45311 ай бұрын
NEVER would I have ever thought a damn no jumper interview would make me cry no bs I felt his pain fr and adam goofy for the ? After💯
@LilGuap11 ай бұрын
When you a person that keeps everything balled up, & you don’t talk to nobody about things; you’re gonna tear up cause you been wanting to talk for so long, & when you finally get it off your chest, you release all those emotions you had balled up, that’s how that sht go fr when you go so much inside you wanna let out.
@framinghammallee284611 ай бұрын
True shii. I remember having to do anger management classes after i caught at assault in my younger days.. i had so much shii balled up and wound tight emotionally one day in class i just has to let it all out and it brought alot of emotions/ built up anger/ confusion out it brought raging tears upon me and everyone sat in silence and LISTENED like they all UNDERSTOOD my anger and pain from what i was releasing as i talked. It was like they all understood and that shit FELT GOOD to finally let all them yrs or anger and emotion out so i def get what you saying...
@LilGuap11 ай бұрын
@@framinghammallee2846 That’s why it’s good to cry. People make it look like a bad thing, whole time you feel so much relief after you let it out. People make Humam Nature & Emotions look like they not real, like it don’t exist in this world, but it does.
@musickidjg11 ай бұрын
these dudes are literally like war veterans with extreme ptsd, it's just sad so many lost at a young age
@LouieBagels11 ай бұрын
Losing a best friend hit different.
@Josh_you_uh11 ай бұрын
Not just that he was there during it
@kjbugz1511 ай бұрын
I Feel Him 💯💯💯💯
@HoggyGetPaid11 ай бұрын
Hit different different
@Josh_you_uh11 ай бұрын
@user-bs4rp4mz7q not his blood sister
@KingA-u8q11 ай бұрын
@@Josh_you_uhhe almost died with her Von wanted Butta but caught ki and stood over her while he was standing over her Butta ain’t have no gun so he was hall assing 🤦🏿🤦🏿
@DevonWebster_DCWEBSTAR11 ай бұрын
a better platform deserved this interview
@mindovermatter146211 ай бұрын
They Could've Atleast Gave The Man Some Napkins.
@mccolycoken11 ай бұрын
Adam didn't respect dude it was strictly bidness! Which is how it usually goes with his guest, but Adam still had a stick up his rear(PAUSE!) about that beef between the 2 previously
@ericawilson475910 ай бұрын
Yesssss! It’s about them getting views, they care nothing about Butta. Just SAD!
@6paragraphs11 ай бұрын
...its even more sad cause he literally feels like that everyday💔💔💔
@javiandavis655911 ай бұрын
He signed up for it though 😂 he a 90s baby like me. This shit ain’t just start with us. It started with our parents and OGs and a wise MF went the other way but all these niggas is clout chasers instead of leaders and real men.
@FadedBlixky11 ай бұрын
Butta grew tf up I’m proud of bro he used to be trolling but now he grown up💯🙏🏾💪🏾
@debossman201011 ай бұрын
See how the people that have actually been a part of the street lifestyle are wishing that they never had anything to do with it but then you have the wannabes trying their hardest to jump in the streets, butta a real one hope he understands his purpose through his pain
@akbarshabazz381811 ай бұрын
I lost my blood brother to the street life and I understand what he's saying and how he feels crying writing this rn
@Justarealone11 ай бұрын
Damn man I hope you straight now bro keep yo head up💪💪💪
@Chubbs091011 ай бұрын
This dude been shot multiple times, lost his friends, his baby mother and his sister. Couldn't/wouldn't imagine that kinda pain and trauma. Very glad to see him and other using their platforms to try and push peace and make a better way for the next generation. 🙏
@debossman201011 ай бұрын
Yea and on top of that did real time in jail
@zacchfromdalou967911 ай бұрын
Forgot to add took the stand on Mfks he into it with💯🤧
@debossman201011 ай бұрын
@@zacchfromdalou9679 Right, the point is dude been through a lot. It’s not the life these kids should want.
@BraveHearted5511 ай бұрын
That’s not even really his sister
@Chubbs091011 ай бұрын
@BraveHearted55 not blood but his right hand
@SABGlizzey11 ай бұрын
Stay Strong Butta. We See U Never Properly Grieved. Healing Don't Come With A Time . We Don't Know The Pain your Feeling But We Do Hope It Gets Better For You .
@RobertBarrett-xw6uu11 ай бұрын
The world will crumble at his feet knowing we've laughed with our brothers after we killed our distant family
@XavierMiller-y5q11 ай бұрын
I read this 100 times. Please explain it to me.
@XavierMiller-y5q11 ай бұрын
Wait I get it. That's deep bruh . .
@nathanhector198511 ай бұрын
Dam that’s deep
@jklein885911 ай бұрын
@@XavierMiller-y5qwhat it mean
@rickowens812711 ай бұрын
@@XavierMiller-y5qI’m with you
@EliteDy11 ай бұрын
FBG Butta a real one. Express that pain brother. We here to listen bro.
@Smokealot-bd7qz11 ай бұрын
Anyone can say what they want about Butta, I respect him for opening up like this
@Kalikush243 ай бұрын
There's power in those tears. It's healing to let those emotions out.
@MEME-xm9sb11 ай бұрын
I couldn’t help myself from crying either. I felt your pain butter. It sucks to lose somebody you care so much about no going to these accomplishments without them steams but you know they are proud of you you make a way.
@Tyb61411 ай бұрын
Rest up K.I ! Love from Ohio
@Tyb61411 ай бұрын
*Gakirah Barnes
@JimmyOnDecc11 ай бұрын
“I wish I wasn’t apart of half of this shit I wish I didn’t feel this heart ache” 💯
@stephonwingard11 ай бұрын
Adam is really a B and I don’t like him I just watch for the guests
@bpsolutionsltd20911 ай бұрын
Same
@budgonstopCANELO5 ай бұрын
He doesn’t care as long as you still watching what doesn’t matter who you personally therefore he still gets credit and money🤡
@apocalypsenow187110 ай бұрын
Thos how i feel for my best friend who was closer to me then my own blood. Over 20 years later and I still cry and hear him calling me at random times. And then 5 year later I lost another brother. I hated that I'm here and they both gone, even now I feel like that sometimes in my 40s. Those were dark days and when I tried to end my life, I couldn't even do that right.
@LanellHatcher11 ай бұрын
I lost my mom an my best friend in tha same year that pain never go away
@dantexshelby11 ай бұрын
😔💔
@1takemedia23811 ай бұрын
I'm Rooting for Butta Bucks it takes a Real man too shed a tear Infront of million Subscribers 😤💯💪🏾🙌🏾
@southsidetee715211 ай бұрын
When he told Adam “you would go do it too” if he felt the pain he felt. You see that pain.
@LitCrease11 ай бұрын
Tough to watch shit like this having lost a brother - I wouldn't wish that pain on nobody.
@truthhurts2111 ай бұрын
Losing a sibling hurts alone. But having a sibling get killed is a tough tough hurdle to overcome
@jamiesehdev26638 ай бұрын
Facts
@ShebrewQueen11 ай бұрын
It’s okay to cry, love. I’m proud of you. ❤
@Reemo86011 ай бұрын
Speak ya mind gang. A lot of ppl never lost a real one and would never understand
@scandalouslando20411 ай бұрын
When his anxiety gets bad, his words start to blend in together and that Chicago slang comes out. He giving his opps all the shit they need against him in this interview
@Mooshoo2311 ай бұрын
Butta, I love where you came in life brother. Please, please stay safe. For yourself and your daughter bro! You will do BIG things in life and I’m all for it! Let’s fucking go!!!
@statichotwingchallenge914111 ай бұрын
I feel his pain frl i lost all my day 1s and this shit hurt my soul everyday i think about this shit i break down and i wish i never grew up this way either
@chiefsupreme711 ай бұрын
The trenches needed this Butta 💯🙏🏾🤞🏾 This shit Hurt
@StripDaCreator11 ай бұрын
This probably the best interview on KZbin. Bro a real soldier that survived a real war.
@king2sosa46711 ай бұрын
We ain’t laughing at nobody pain round dis way omm…🗣️
@Reemo86011 ай бұрын
It’s a lot of ppl in the chi hurting like this and won’t say shit. It’s not normal.
@IsmokeHiphopLive11 ай бұрын
rip KI
@PSICK1234ikillallracistrolls11 ай бұрын
R.i.p odee
@Kytt-ko8bf11 ай бұрын
RIP to all these young lives lost & gone 🙏🏽
@HvrlemJvmvicvn11 ай бұрын
*🎉2011-2017 was a hell of a time to live through in prime Chicago Drill/murder era*
@Jigaboo192911 ай бұрын
I would say 2020 duck and Von was the final piece
@HvrlemJvmvicvn11 ай бұрын
@@Jigaboo1929 that's just 2 Ppl that was famous lol, and 2021 was worst than 2020 (according to YT outlets).
@Jigaboo192911 ай бұрын
@@HvrlemJvmvicvn I know it’s crazy how many bodies dropped in a 12 year span it’s like how did they even make room for that many
@HvrlemJvmvicvn11 ай бұрын
@@Jigaboo1929 & not the even the rest of Illinois at that, Crazy.
@Jigaboo192911 ай бұрын
@@HvrlemJvmvicvn nah fr 💯
@luhtre996411 ай бұрын
praying for you butta 🖤
@EYE4EYEPRODUCTIONS71311 ай бұрын
Not hard but strength. Being strong can break a soul
@english_redbone634410 ай бұрын
I love Butta. They could never make me hate you Butta ❤️❤️❤️
@Anim8tedreality11 ай бұрын
THIS WHAT THESE KIDS SHOULD SEE>>THE REGRET>> THE PAIN>> THE SHAME.. THE EPIPHANY!!!
@99Zaria.11 ай бұрын
The trauma that these men are going through is horrible. the sad part they suffered and went through most the trauma as children.
@ThughoriSadhu11 ай бұрын
This was lowkey sad. I feel for all them kids down there in the raq and other cities. None of them deserved to experience as much death and trauma as they have.
@CarolinaBreed12311 ай бұрын
Let that shit out my brother 💯✊🏽
@MichaelCuevas-bg2bt10 ай бұрын
Out of everyone from drill scene butta is the only person who catches my attention he’s special for sure
@CHICAGORILLATV11 ай бұрын
I have like 20+ Friends in the cemetery, five of them Females 🕊
@1takemedia23811 ай бұрын
☝️my condolences my brother 😭💯🙏🏿
@1takemedia23811 ай бұрын
@AirJames999C'mon son that was not a viral moment The universe has it's own reimbursement process 🙌🏾😞⌚🔙
@CHICAGORILLATV11 ай бұрын
@999WRLDDDLEAK says the dude with no subscribers 😒
@synivy4576Ай бұрын
No one understands the pain of losing a sibling until it happens to you…I know it’s unbearable to lose someone who was by your side ever since you were born
@hOodB11 ай бұрын
you can tell someone seen so much just look at their eyes the eyes tell you everything you need to know about someone past life
@thisswitchgotakick653411 ай бұрын
Butta really speaking his truth💯
@IshmaelCheckley11 ай бұрын
Butta too real. Best interview he did!
@DylanSavage-t8e11 ай бұрын
Damn . You can see and hear that pain . Rest easy KI
@LifeChasingSelmFigures11 ай бұрын
Long live Kirah 💔🙏
@FBEKingDano20 күн бұрын
I feel em . I’m don’t live in Chicago no more and I thought I was good until I moved out the warzone ..now that I’m safe I go through survivors guilt , anxiety attack , depression paranoia ptsd , regret to have been apart of half the shit I have been because when u grow you learn . We are all just traumatized and dealing with it different . Desensitized to the violence …. I randomly feel guilty I’m alive and my friends aren’t ..my lil cousin isn’t ..but I am . Can’t fight the tears ..but I make sure I’m alone when I feel it coming on . This shit hurts fr . All you over tuff “gangstas “ ain’t like that fr . Because no one is made to live like that . I’ve learned to love my ppl and I see who the enemy is …peace and love to thoughts that relate
@briantneary22483 ай бұрын
As someone who has lost friends and family to some similar shit, I feel for this dude. Live by the sword, die by the sword, but it doesn't make it hurt any less. I hope he finds peace
@momuhammad-cf1el11 ай бұрын
Damn.. shit now I'm crying too!! 😢 God heal him!
@Whazzam11 ай бұрын
Whole situation heartbreaking
@amberwatkins924811 ай бұрын
Bless his heart..I know it has to exhausting
@2422tripa11 ай бұрын
This a real man...... when homies die thugs cry 👑 head up butta 💯 respect
@kakarotkills711 ай бұрын
I Fw butta heavy fr💯
@Kristinnnnnnlaughs11 ай бұрын
Sending all my love. I hope he can find comfort in something positive every day.
@zeuseygastony638511 ай бұрын
Dude should see a therapist, that type of trauma must be insane to deal with
@jungleboy8211 ай бұрын
This man has seen some ish boy!! Dam, man. I low-key felt that shit.
@6lakGesus11 ай бұрын
May God bless him to keep it together and get past the hurt
@devinthomas525811 ай бұрын
Bro traumatized. I understand. My brother died 03 at 12 i was 16 at that time. It feels like it was yesterday. Ill never get over it
@lovemybilly355911 ай бұрын
Imagine losing all your childhood bestfriends to gun violence before the age or 30...😢💔
@shannonedwards842511 ай бұрын
It's sad...then were all really just KIDS...wish I could bring peace and brotherhood to all these guys...if we could fight the powers that be as a unit it would be an unstoppable force
@KeepItReal21311 ай бұрын
He’s a real one ‼️
@rayray723911 ай бұрын
Butta survived the streets
@bruskobros-skustaclee743711 ай бұрын
this hurt my soul 😢
@Imperial66210 ай бұрын
This real pain he express hope he find peace
@biggiesmalls309611 ай бұрын
My dad died and I feel everything he said here
@Author_tank_thompson11 ай бұрын
Ain’t nothing keeping you in the cycle but you young man. You have the power to escape it all. Save yourself for your children
@joeyboes7771Ай бұрын
I always check up on my sister and ask if she’s safe mainly from what i’ve seen in my life and my trauma but i love her and i never want anything to happen to her she’s my homie
@blu.bonnet_jc877811 ай бұрын
This Buttta interviews hit different 🎉
@EdisonFlow51011 ай бұрын
Butta gets all the love frfr🙏🏾
@t1nma5k2211 ай бұрын
NGL I teared the fk up just listening to him trying to EXPRESS the Pain in his life!
@dwaynesamuels254311 ай бұрын
I pray for some healing for you brother
@Therealinnz111 ай бұрын
Condolences Butta 🙏🏿
@ShareefDawson11 ай бұрын
That's real pain,, let it out butta so many of ur homies not here we get it, if a mf don't then to hell wittum, an they haven't experienced nothin do you bro that ish iz therapeutic💯
@j0rdanaj11 ай бұрын
All gangsters cry
@1Jaystacks_pcg11 ай бұрын
You ain’t lien
@Citylifenbny84511 ай бұрын
Lost my sister and mother last year felt this 💔 that pains for life