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[@DianC-yn4ei]

why r u lonely if ur back w/ur boyfriend? if you guys are a couple, y'all should be discussing ur future together.

[@devonahamilton-hk3gp]

"Look at me I'm West Indie" West Indie being cute don't pay the bills-your proof of it. I'm confused what happen to the boyfriend you just mentioned last week? You keep mentioning you don't get any help from your baby's father, but you also call yourself a Hustler by now a Hustler would have got a second job. Your story is wash, rinse, repeat.

[@loleitha9391]

Exactly! The only ones that she seem to be trying to hustle is the ones who really concerned about her! She's only going to get a few crumbs from her boyfriend, if that, because he's hustling her - "That Girl" is really "That Trick"!

[@rafaelbenyisrael144]

Funny people like you still here watching every video but hating on the low🤭

[@devonahamilton-hk3gp]

@@rafaelbenyisrael144 No maam I educated her own I seen DCF take kids for less. Did u read what she wrote to me, cocky arrogant comments. I only kept it real with her.

[@rafaelbenyisrael144]

@@devonahamilton-hk3gp how was I able to know what y’all talked about prior?!?

[@susanjohnson1937]

You are materialistic. Birthdays are for kids. Get another part time job. I raised 6 children and raising 3 grandkids. I never begged. We do it a little at a time. How many womenraise kids with no support. many. Poor you. Help me. All you worry about. Help yourself.

[@MorenikeGO]

Dating and private bookings should not be your priority right now. Please instead focus on self-improvement and internal growth, pouring emotionally into your children and meeting their needs, prayer, exercise, therapy, etc. Fill that sense of feeling alone in a healthier way. Birthday bashes and flights aren’t what life is about. Please evaluate yourself more objectively and incorporate some changes to better your life. Best of luck to you.

[@westindiecollection]

Life is about enjoying every moment & doing whatever you put your mind too.. If you don’t want to live a fun, interesting life that’s you.. I’m always wanting to do for my kids. What your saying is BS

[@MorenikeGO]

@@westindiecollection I think you are taking my comment the wrong way. Life is about enjoying the moments and it is also about ensuring stability - especially for minor children who have had quite a tumultuous last several months of their lives from what you have indicated in your posts. My children and I are secure and we are living fulfilled lives, so that’s not “on me.” But everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I was just offering my perspective. However, since you think what I’ve shared is “BS” I’ll cease from any further remarks or advice as this is your page and I strive to be respectful. Best of luck to you and your boys.

[@westindiecollection]

who said I wasn’t focused on stability?? What does having a fulfilled life looks to you having children? My kids are loved, taken care of, experienced things that alot of kids wish they could experience.. My kids are blessed… Sooo idk what you tryna say.

[@Wisdom_Warrior66]

Queen, I understood your comment completely! There's NO judgment, you were trying to pour into her in a positive way. Wishing her kids had a "Better Dad" is a bit much. Some things are better left unsaid 💯 If she knew to talk to God the same way she talks on her platform, and BELIEVE and TRUST in him, she would be in a better situation, and not have to depend on her supporters, or go back to her old ways. God don't bless mess. An unstable mind is a dangerous mind. When you can't help someone by pouring into them, just pray for them and keep it moving 🤷🏾‍♀️ Blessings to you 🙏🏾​@MorenikeGO

[@lj6916]

From getting back with your boyfriend to Onlyfans to dating to God SMH. Slow down things take time you are not the one single woman going through this. Women do this everyday.

[@lj6916]

You pick the kids fathers

[@dadefope80]

Amen!

[@faithprosperity7414]

I understand what you’re going through and I raised a child on my own. As a mature woman, my advice to you would be to establish a relationship with God and he will give you creative ideas to make money without involving anything that you would regret later on in life. Success doesn’t happen overnight, it’s a process. Patience is the key and please do focus on yourself for a minute or two instead of focusing on a man. God has a mate for you but he desires you to be in covenant with him in this present time of your life. Remember what that Pastor told you. God wants to bless you so that you can have a testimony to tell other people how you overcame your situation. Keep your head up and know that we all have to go through trial and tribulations but we don’t stay there in that situation. I know personally what God can do because he has proven himself to me time and time again. I am praying for you and your boys. Things will get better, just trust the process. 🙏

[@bmoreradio3315]

U.. "DAT GURL"..BUT CANT BUY UR SON SCHOOL CLOTHES🤔STOP FAKIN DA FUNK..4realdoe💯

[@loleitha9391]

She's not faking - she really think that she's that girl! I'll see her as "that girl" when she stop dealing with deadbeat guy's who don't care about her, stop crying and complaining about providing for "her children", and stop using her kids for sympathy.

[@pillcosby3967]

She better turn into westbendie 😂

[@bmoreradio3315]

@@pillcosby3967 DO WAT U GOTTA DO 2 TAKE CARE OF U & URZ💯👍💯

[@bmoreradio3315]

@@pillcosby3967 U FUNNY AS SHIT😂😂😂🤣

[@Celestine1986]

Girl, you’re not the only single mother to make you feel better. I just had a baby months ago and I’m a single mother and his father don’t do nothing for him, but I don’t complain. I just stick it out and do it. I don’t complain at all, the last thing I’m worried about is another man. I hate that you’re about to be 30 and you don’t know how to take your mind off of a man talking about how after you celebrate and gotta pay for your kids birthday. You gotta do something for yours when you have children it’s not about you anymore. We don’t get to celebrate our birthdays anymore. It’s all about them, your birthday is spending time with your kids. That’s the best you can have stop complaining so much when you open your eyes that’s the best gift. Some people lose their kids the gun violence some people lose their kids to different situations like children services and you’re up here complaining when you have your children be blessed about it and stop complaining. There are people in the grave who have it where they can’t even wake up and breathing. I hate hearing people like you complain that they’re doing everything for their kids on their own. You weren’t complaining when you lay down with that man on your own you didn’t have a problem with it. I lost my child temporarily to children services. He’s on his way home next month and people like you that take for granted that they even have kids and then complain about how they gotta do it themselves. Guess what I don’t care that I gotta take care of my child by myself when he’s back in my custody. I’m happy that I get to take care of my child at all because they try to take him from me, and I could’ve possibly not got him back at all. I wish I would complain when he come home next month to me permanently from children’s services about being a single mom when I wasn’t even about to be a mother at all because they tried to put him in custody of a foster home permanently stop complaining. people like me don’t care that I’m about to be a single mother because I’m just grateful that I have the opportunity to raise my child and my child will be with me. You’re complaining people can’t even have kids be happy to be a single mother just to be a mom because they’ve been infertile for years and wish they could have kids and you’re complaining about having kids and taking care of them stop laying down. the fact that you’re talking about a man is the reason why you have kids and your raising them on your own because you think with the man is gonna help you think a man giving you money is gonna help you help yourself. There’s foster mothers like the one that’s temporarily having my son who would love to take all your children off your hands because her and her husband cannot have children so I suggest you rethink complaining. and I also think because you think that you’re beautiful you think you’re not supposed to be a single mom you thought that because you have looks a man was supposed to stay with you and you wasn’t supposed to be raising your kids alone because you feel like you’re too pretty to do that that’s the entitlement that gets me about you

[@devonahamilton-hk3gp]

West Indie are you going to sit here and act like you don't see us all supporters asking you about the relationship you sold us on your ex boyfriend last week and now your saying your single and looking. This is why you come off disingenuine, me and two other people that bought gifts off your wish list and made a donation to your go fund me where talking and we feel used when you ignore simple stuff and then when you do answer it's rude and harsh, when we are only commenting on what you show us.

[@loleitha9391]

@Westindie - You do good things but you complain about having to do them and then constantly ask your subscribers for financial help but don't accept constructive criticism from them?? Girl....stop trying to hustle your subscribers and focus on putting in the real work. It takes time to grow; You need to be patient. God always listen to everyone's prayers; however, He help those who put forth rightful efforts to help themselves.

[@Godschild49]

That’s all I was trying to say. But, she ask was I apart of a gang. I’m not a gang member. Especially on the internet. I’m super confused.

[@Brightlight1224]

@@Godschild49😂😂😂😂

[@bigfoot7323]

Damn I thought you were back with your boyfriend

[@dtwr]

So once again you and the Ex broke up? You just got back together.. damnnm

[@Simplererliving]

We as KZbin have officially diagnosed you with bipolar/depression, with that being said let’s get help mama❤🙏🏾

[@westindiecollection]

I’m not neither.. Have your own opinion to yourself.

[@phoenixchick5088]

Wtf !? Are you serious 🙄 That's not accurate or funny. Bipolar is actually serious when it's real. And dumbasses slapping that diagnosis on anyone w a struggle is exactly why it's one of the main MISDIAGNOSIS!

[@loleitha9391]

KZbin might be on to something! I'm beginning to think that she really do need counseling because all she is willing to accept from her subscribers are gifts, money, sympathy, and praise.

[@dtwr]

Diagnosis on point

[@SONJASAVEDBYGRACE]

@@loleitha9391right

[@Janice-23]

Praying you find your peace. JS put the boy’s fathers on child support. That would help you financially.

[@Brightlight1224]

Child support doesn’t always start right away how do you know if any of the men have a job you could be waiting years for child support to happen

[@thefamily6130]

Keep trusting God he knows your heart 🙏

[@arlyprice3443]

Try meeting a new female friend at your church you can start there then maybe you can finally have someone you can talk to and vent to but be able to take constructive criticism and advice in a positive way when they offer solutions or ideas...💯

[@Godschild49]

13:07 that is something I definitely would not admit to anyone. Especially having children. You just admitted to not being able to take care of yourself as a grown woman with children. Not a good look! Sending prayers your way.

[@westindiecollection]

I never said that! Are you apart of that gang? I’ll remove you too

[@Godschild49]

@@westindiecollection what gang? I’m not in a gang. I don’t associate with anyone on here nor do I know ppl on the Internet I watch a lot of videos and I feel when people put their lives. Online people should be able to give their honest opinions, good or bad.

[@Godschild49]

@@westindiecollection you popped up on my suggestions because I watch a lot of unpacking videos. Maybe I just misunderstood what you said, but that’s how I interpreted it no harm.

[@cassotv297]

4:34 you can’t be serious 🤔😆😆😆 arrested development at its finest

[@Sunshine-bz8cu]

It’s pretty sad you don’t have any support. Man will always let you down at some point. Depend on God that’s the only help you need to level up❗️

[@NiceIsBetter]

I know what you should do. You need to go and file a child support order against both fathers. It is the only fair and responsible thing to do💯💯💯 The state will make sure they help to provide the money your boys need to grow into healthy and happy young men.

[@dadefope80]

THERAPY

[@imnot_ted3587]

Good luck gents

[@tiffanyroberts3979]

She literally admitted that she can’t take care of herself. That has got to be the lowest most degrading thing I’ve seen someone openly admit to the world.

[@westindiecollection]

I never said that!

[@Tea962]

​@@tiffanyroberts3979She's been taking good care of herself and kids for years now.

[@tiffanyroberts3979]

@@westindiecollection I got it I said that I understand you didn’t mean it that way now so I meant to delete this comment

[@tiffanyroberts3979]

@@westindiecollection and I’m not trying to be funny, mean, sarcastic, hateful, or any of those things but if you listen to what you said that’s what it sounds like and I don’t think I’m the only one who interpreted it that way. I’m just saying pay attention to what you say because you already see you have more non supporters opposed who actually ppl who support you. So I’m just saying don’t give people choice words to pick at. Not saying that’s what I was doing just saying that’s how I interpreted it.

[@heavenlyzone2163]

I had sent u an email to chat and u never hit me up. Just note u arent alone. Im going though the same thing only I have one son. The only difference is that Im disabled so add that on top of what youre going through and then your situation doesnt seem so bad. I lost alot of my friends the more disabled I became. Its sad how ppl can toss you away like yesterdays news and just move forward like u never existed. All u can do is hold your chin up high and take their dads for support cuz we have done things for far too long. I never wanted to be that mom but since he left me with no option thats the direction Im going to take. All we can do is try our best and hope our children grow up with enough sense to not act like the ones that hurt us the most by saying they would help us raise our future Blessings but instead turn their backs on them!

[@lamiamartin3070]

Yess it is hard... I have twins that's 10 years of age with no help from their Dad... I also lost my Mother in 2017... I also have no sisters and marjority of all of the female friends I had turned on me for no apparent reason so I definitely understand but continue to keep your Most High God first🙏🏾 and whatever you desire will being to chase you 🙌🏾... Ps I still watch your videos when I can but may not always coment but I do hit that 👍 button so keep your head up beautiful you got this 🤞🏾💖💝

[@westindiecollection]

Thank you! 💕

[@rafaelbenyisrael144]

I’m rooting for you Queen! We all make terrible choices in our youth and with people. Don’t be so hard on yourself and damn what these people are talking about. We are all hypocrites in the world 🫶🏾

[@thetunegoonmusic]

Hi there! I just wanted to say that you're incredibly strong and inspiring. These struggles you're facing will make you even stronger, and your children will see firsthand how you handle hardship with grace and determination. Remember, it's okay to ask for help and lean on your supporters-we're all here for you. Keep pushing forward and believing in yourself. Great things are ahead, and your hard work will pay off. Stay positive and take care of yourself too. Not only should you maintain faith in a higher power, but also have faith in yourself. You've got this! 14:27

[@Cin803]

Hey beautiful just keep the faith and when the right one comes you will no it and just keep God first keep grinding and growing I believe in you

[@t.j.gregory5928]

1. You need to find a church home in the area. This will provide assistance, guidance, & friendship/companionship. 2. I agree that getting back into the gym would be an amazing outlet.

[@westindiecollection]

The church I chose the one lady I spoke with never hit me up so I can know more information about the pickup transportation for the church. I am further away.

[@Fittedtobeholy]

God is our creator he knows you in and out. Ask the pastor of the church you went to if he can sit down and speak to you about your choices in your life and surrendering 100% to God. Keep praying and calling out is his name. Read Psalms 91. Hope you feel better. Shalom

[@westindiecollection]

A talk would be nice..

[@Fittedtobeholy]

@@westindiecollection Yes , precious soul reach out to the last church you last attended. The pastor is there to lead the sheep and if he can't there are prayer warriors. The church is there to take care of the single mothers, widowers and the poor but more importantly to renew our lives from our old nature. To evangelize with the world and that we all glorify God through worship. I'm praying for you. I understand more than you think I do. I have daughters your age. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Continue to focus on being the best mom and pray to God and ask his will. But it has constant prayer. Let me know how it works out. Peace & Blessings ❤️🙏🏾

[@god_fearing_dta4598]

as i got older i feel the same way.i refuse to beg a person to do anything for me communicate..be in my life etc. i love when a person does things for me becuase they want to.asking more than once is more like begging.a person who does things with out me habing to ask are my kind of people. i take care of who takes care of me

[@dabedroomkillah24]

❤❤❤❤❤ ima show love to you always

[@ItsSyTv]

You're right. Definitely need a team when alone doing everything.

[@turiyahall7526]

🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿

[@archersmith869]

🕯️🕯️🕯️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 you have a beautiful soul

[@babyblue9978]

Wait I'm soooo confused baby I thought...

[@marqueskelly23]

Praying for u

[@image0987]

You should go on Kendra G dating app live show! 😊😊

[@bubbajones7711]

If you FEELING LONELY go back to LAS VEGAS.

[@KamellaG]

You should become a Delta Agent. I can see you working there. They pay over $20 and they have lot of benefits.

[@westindiecollection]

I would need a reliable babysitter/nanny.

[@KamellaG]

@@westindiecollection They offer assistance with child care and they have scheduling options that may be able to accommodate you. For the Cabin Agent position you don’t have to fly out or anything.

[@johnnyhamilton-xr6ep]

how much does KZbin pay out a month?

[@Supkid4589]

She’s probably hitting 1k a month maybe a little less

[@dadefope80]

@jonnyhamilton-xr6ep It depends on several factors; # of subscribers, how many views you get, etc.

[@dadefope80]

@@Supkid4589 Nah, maybe a couple of hundred dollars if that.

[@Supkid4589]

@@dadefope80 oh damnn lol

[@dadefope80]

@@Supkid4589 Yeah, a person wont start to see a decent amount of $ until they get tens of thousands of views within the first hour or two of releasing a video.

[@615willam]

I have no problem being the step daddy bby but I’m still get my own place too just in case you flip on me lol 😂

[@tiffanyroberts3979]

This girl just openly admitted to not being able to take care of herself let alone her children. What respectable man would want a woman who can’t sustain herself and begs strangers for money daily? Thats not a real woman in my eyes. Even if it was a man it’s crazy period. She needs to give those children away so they have a fighting chance at life. She’s about as dingy as they come

[@babyblue9978]

Girl there is resources out there baby take advantage of them they will help also come on now

[@bigfoot7323]

You need to figure out how to get your KZbin channel monetize

[@arlyprice3443]

@@bigfoot7323 You late she already got that covered...

[@susanjohnson1937]

She just begs she got utube money.

[@Godschild49]

As Christians, we have the responsibility to provide for one another just as God has provided for us. An act of selflessness and kindness certainly goes a long way. When helping a friend in need, we are also demonstrating the love of God, so we must give our best! God has blessed each one of us in unique ways. Let’s be on the lookout for opportunities to bless others.

[@Godschild49]

Just to let you know I follow Jay Cinco and he is how I found you 2 months ago you did a 20vs 1 then I started following you. I’m not in some gang and neither is he. 5mafia is just what he calls his subscribers.

[@westindiecollection]

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[@roxiemcalpin8210]

Why is selling yr body an option anyway before even getting a second job….and if u want that kind of life of not working just to pay rent GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!! There’s more options then selling your body I went back to school and got my GED then went to nursing school after leaving my kids daddy of 14 years and moving from my hometown in Augusta Ga to Tennessee with 3 kids….you can do it

[@anewday1449]

as much as i like you and wouldn't mind being there for you and doing things for you like taking you out some where for your bday and making less stress in your life and building together but its like you just want some one to do before getting to know you or you getting to know them and its just something that don't seem right about your whole situation I'm gonna start off by saying i understand that your kids father are not there for you like you want them to be but you keep being on repeat about it are not gonna make them do try putting that time into a man that want to put his time into you i like how far you came and onlyfans is not it lil lady don't go back and be that business woman that you know you can be stop thinking of yourself as an hustler hustler just make money that don't last long and the meaning of a hustler is a person that try to earn money or gain an advantage from situations they are in by using [dishonest] or illegal methods remember when i said its just something that don't seem right about your whole situation [dishonest] i dont think you are in need as much as you say you are now maybe im wrong just maybe but for some reason i feel like you your boyfriend marcus and oshay are all in together why i say marcus is because it was like yall was promoting each other and that was after yall was not getting along and why i say oshay is because he still doing these video of you and its not about him doing the video its how he doing the videos of you i don't see how in the world he feel so comfortable using your original videos and content unless you are giving him permission and he is paying you for if to me thats crazy know well you can sue him for doing that this is what KZbin say KZbin channel qualify as intellectual property and may be protected by law. You can sue people for copyright infringement if they use your original audio or video without your permission and even logos, and slogans unless you did not know he can not use clips of your video in his video but yeah i would think you would know that but the one thing you are right on is that you should be putting God first in Jesus name

[@tiffanyroberts3979]

Wow in see she has really got in your head. She calls herself a “HUSTLER” because, that’s exactly who she is. All she cares about is who can support her. Seems there is a large group of ppl who knows what she is up to. We are very street smart. I wish I would give my hard earned money to someone like her. She will end up losing all her supporters because they are finding out who she really is. And you actually believe they not in this together???? You must be really naive 😩😩😩

[@milktastictv]

U can talk to me❤

[@robertsosnoskie6239]

Wow you are very beautiful 😮😮

[@westindiecollection]

Thank you!

[@robertsosnoskie6239]

@@westindiecollection no problem at all beautiful stay blessed 😊

[@DaeMurda]

🤦🏾‍♂️

[@teesyinnyang101]

Girlll girl you not alone. Frfr join or start a private chat/podcast for "US". my email is on my page. Partner w/ or just advice. Your personal youtube audience is not where it's at for that though. Blessing 🙏 Westindie