Fentanyl Addict interview-Jenny

[@katpenner7151]

Jenny, you are worthy. I'm 52 and 7 years sober. There is Hope. Sending so much your way

[@gailgarcia8782]

Congratulations💪🎉

[@sandife4nandes365]

Congratulations.

[@laurie2968]

Way to go Kat! I'm also 52 and I will be 4 years sober next month. It's never too late, all the best to you.

[@charlottewillis9582]

@@laurie2968 Way to go, So proud of you.✋

[@zoeterry13]

Congrats Kat, that is so awesome! These testaments give addicts hope ❤️

[@remywhipcord9996]

JENNY!!! Please call your mom!! Tell her the truth, tell her you love her, be honest with your children, tell them you love them!! You can beat this!! I’m praying for you!!❤️🙏

[@cindys5426]

Well said. Prayers going up.🙏💖

[@CassieBee88]

Jenny, I’ve seen so many of these interviews. I’ve cried, I’ve laughed and with yours, I did neither. I just sat here in awe of you. In awe of your strength and intelligence. You are a different kind of smart. Mixed with your personality, it’s the “change the world” type of smart. Im sincerely rooting for you, and I’m proud of the woman you are and the woman you are going to become.

[@veganjeliza8518]

Cassandra, Amen to that.

[@Redneck3610]

Id couldnt have said it better cassy my love

[@MSDA0224]

Totally agree with everything you have said. A formidable woman! I hope you get the opportunity to escape this life if addiction Jenny. Know your worth. 🙏

[@Redneck3610]

@@MSDA0224 sweet jesus you are beautiful denise 🤗❤, forgive me farther i want to sin

[@MSDA0224]

@@Redneck3610 many thanks for your kind words 🙏

[@sherimciver]

I’m sure I’m not the only person that has mentioned this, but, almost invariably, the tears begin when the interviewer mentions their children. Our hearts break when we fail our children, every single time.

[@larryandjaniceringler8039]

But it’s still never enough…😿💔🙏🏻

[@rileycoyote8275]

Unless a parent is a sociopath, then they just don't care and blame their failings on the kid(s).

[@cordellcarr5026]

Was thinking the exact same thing

[@pinkcats7533]

Omg so true

[@Laurieis1]

You said a mouthful. It’s been proven that when you’re an addict there’s usually been some type of Truama or Learned behavior meaning you watched your parent or parents and your siblings. I can remember my older siblings that was learned behavior for me I am a recovering addict of alcoholism I chose that I’m so glad that it’s been 20 o so years that I would binge drink and that I did lose one of kids and he’s suppressed that era he tells me he doesn’t remember a lot I know he remembers he just has it in the back of his mind

[@wifemomteacherlife7648]

Jenny, you really aren’t like the others on this channel. You have SO MUCH POTENTIAL! Please get help and enjoy your life. Therapy will change your world. I was molested as a child and I ended up addicted to pain pills in my late 20’s. Now I’m 41, I’ve been clean for almost 8 years, I’m in therapy, and I’m a teacher! I went back to school and graduated at 39! You are stronger than me, I can see that just in this video. You can do it! ❤️

[@bunaynayslay]

thats awesome!! im so proud that you were able to get through it, hopefully jenny can follow in your footsteps :)

[@grifyn882]

great lfe course ! you can be proud of yourself and give hope to people

[@thegoodanfamily9817]

❤

[@Idamaehoy]

I agree with you about Jenny. I have watched all of Mark's videos, and Jenny stands out as a singular character, brimming with potential. Thank you for writing your words of encouragement and experience. Hopefully, your note will help Jenny see the greatness we see in her. Also, best wishes to you and congratulations on your success!

[@JMOlsen_]

@@Idamaehoy Singular? Plenty of the people that Mark has interviewed obviously have above average intelligence. Seeing someone you like, not older than yourself, getting killed because of gang violence, at a young age - that's rough. But the rest of her childhood experiences don't really stand out much in the context of lower class, less than decent upbringing. One can hope that she can sort her life out, but she has crumbled over far less than many others (again, by the typical standards of this channel). Which doesn't improve her chances.

[@Felisha43]

Jenny please don’t go another day without calling your mom. I’m sure she would love to hear your voice .

[@julybutterfly]

Her mom owes her a damned apology!!!

[@pussygalore731]

Are you fucking nuts? her mum is the reason her life was hell

[@kathleenmcevilley8271]

Beautiful x

[@krissy012p]

It's never too late to reconnect. Her mom and father-in-law sound like good people who would help her.

[@steelrain91]

I’m from the south burns of Chicago…..I’ve also struggled with an opioid addiction. Jenny is a really smart girl. For all she has been through, you can hear it in her voice, she has just kind of been resigned to the fact she’s an addict, and thinks she can’t beat it. I really would like to help her….it doesn’t matter what’s happened, it’s over and done with. Her mom would probably love to hear her voice.she is honestly stronger than she realizes.

[@victoriachanel2493]

Amen Ryan!

[@leanneadams2549]

So did you help her in any way ?

[@tink58bell]

@@leanneadams2549 reread the paragraph, he said he would like to help her

[@wt460]

It would certainly be a blessing for you to help her. If she doesn’t get help her time is numbered, so I hope you, Mark, and her would receive your help. My son died of the same thing in September and we are struggling to regain our equilibrium now, but God bless your efforts! Money alone won’t help, but you being through it yourself perhaps you know what the addiction is like. Bless you reaching out.

[@shelbybrown8312]

Love from Chicago heights

[@lidiasantoro3098]

This women is so intelligent and well spoken. What an unlucky card to draw in life. We all hope she makes it out.

[@mathewhill5556]

None of us make it out.

[@SB-uw3fe]

After a certain point as an adult you make your own luck.

[@jennymowery79]

@@mathewhill5556 Some do

[@mathewhill5556]

@@jennymowery79 I mean from life in general. No one makes it out alive.

[@BroDude0]

@@SB-uw3fe right? If she woke up tomorrow and said "I don't want anything to do with this anymore" she'd probably be on the way to a much better life.

[@vibesandstuff76]

I'm starting to believe that most people's problems can all go back to some kind of trauma. This woman carries a lot of shame, and I wish I could do something to help. Writing as a therapist, I so badly want to talk to this woman.

[@snarkasticsquid2435]

That is the 100% truth. More often than not, people (me included) start using alcohol & drugs to numb pain. Physical, mental, emotional…it’s always to kill some kind of pain before it becomes an addiction. And whether one is conscious of it or not, I believe it’s a very slow, not so obvious form of suicide for those who think they don’t deserve any better.

[@bonnielucas1941]

@@snarkasticsquid2435 Definitely! So true.

[@barbarad6634]

@@snarkasticsquid2435 spot on. It is the slow “socially acceptable” suicide

[@michaelmarage415]

The statement she made about her father "he beat me like a man" Brought back horrific memories of how my father would beat me. When I would go to the bath room to clean up the blood, and if any of it got on the floor, and it would, and I did not clean it up fast enough, he would beat me for that. God Bless you Jenny, my heart goes out to you.

[@carolineclarke1906]

So sorry you went through that!

[@michaelmarage415]

@@carolineclarke1906 Thank you for your kind words, God Bless

[@SteffMartinezV_]

I apologize for that. God bless you

[@michaelmarage415]

@@SteffMartinezV_ Thank you as well for kindness. God Bless

[@michaelmarage415]

@@Dymphna06 Thank you also for your kindness. God Bless

[@kristamyke1337]

This breaks my heart. She's clearly a lovely human being, very articulate, passionate, and honest. I've known addicts. They are as various in nature as all people on this planet, good, bad and otherwise. But this woman was lovely to listen to. Thank you Jenny for sharing your story. I honestly hope you find your way back to your family in some capacity. It's clearly something that would bring some joy into your life. All the best.

[@annab1863]

I’ve been really struggling with sobriety. Your videos help keep me motivated. Thanks for your work Mark, the world needs more people like you.

[@wesleyAlan9179]

Keep up the good fight! 💜💪its worth it,you're worth it! It gets better😁

[@annab1863]

@@wesleyAlan9179 you don’t know how much that means, thank you

[@wesleyAlan9179]

@@annab1863 ...I knew it meant a lot to me when I was struggling when someone was kind. So yes I do know how much it means😊😁💜 I'm just trying to pass along some good juju your way, we all need it..especially these days. You take care and keep on keepin' on..good luck with everything you do in life❤

[@roxannerodriguez7075]

@Anna B how have you been? How are things now that the holidays have past? Just wondering, and hoping maybe you're doing a little bit better. 💜

[@weedywendy4266]

@@annab1863 hey, if you ever need someone to talk to. i’m here for you.

[@gray9368]

it’s all about perspective. i really enjoyed hearing Jenny’s story and hope she has joy in her life despite the horrible things she’s been through

[@connielikens3415]

Nope

[@gwenowens6727]

Without therapy for the damage and trauma she suffered as a child, proper sustained help for her addiction and a safe place to live how can Jenny move forward? The root of her problems lie in the dreadful abuse she suffered as a child. That happened because her mum had to work all hours, forced to leave her child with increasingly unsuitable people because there’s no safety net of support for families in poverty. There’s no value given to so called unskilled jobs and people are treated like cattle. Meanwhile not many miles away from Jenny live people drowning in wealth and privilege where the most ridiculous examples of this type ie the Kardashians, utter phrases such as “women should just get off their f…ing asses and work”. because “ no body wants to work today”. It makes me want to scream. The question also that needs to be asked is how did the men who inflict violence on children and women get to this place where they feel entitled to hurt others? . The common thread in these stories are abusive, intolerant men and their utter disregard for the dignity or well being of others. Jenny is an amazing articulate woman who deserves better. There is no social justice.

[@frankie1012]

Jenny is beautiful and smart. Pray she gets out of the shame cycle and realizes her worth. So much to offer. Very articulate and clearly needed this time with Mark to vent in his judgment free zone. It’s NEVER too late to start day 1 of a better life, Jenny! 🙏🏽❤️‍🩹

[@pensatoreseneca]

Beautiful?? Gimme a break

[@yanifree114]

@@pensatoreseneca That's right, Jenny is naturally beautiful. Get over your mean spiritedness. It ain't cool.

[@pensatoreseneca]

@@yanifree114 what are you talking about? She’s far from being beautiful objectively speaking then if we wanna be politically correct she’s gorgeous

[@michellerjackson5776]

@@yanifree114 no worries..she's been REPORTED

[@5milemacc737]

Dopefiend youtube channel comment section = judgement free zone...lol

[@spacewombat6174]

WHAT??? Did she say her father beat a man to death for stealing his coat that was never stolen and he did 5 years in jail?? WTF????

[@Alritealritealrite]

It was probably ruled unintentional manslaughter.

[@lovleyleo1986]

Yeah, an example of privilege, is what that is.

[@Alritealritealrite]

@@lovleyleo1986 absolute nonsense. Right off the bat you can tell that you live with a victim mentality

[@Alritealritealrite]

@ZuluTime Productions just because somebody once raced to be relevant doesn't mean it is. There was a school shooter that was released the next day. Maybe that was privileged? Nowadays people projector views into every case regardless of whether it's relevant or not. None of us knows the details of that case but yet it's privileged? Nonsense

[@Alritealritealrite]

@ZuluTime Productions because nowadays people see a situation and form their own narratives around it. People have opinions about something they know nothing about. I'm sorry you only found one relevant point. So you consider what I put rhetoric but not what she put? You already sound pretty biased. And yes when somebody forms an opinion about something they know nothing about I brush it off as nonsense. That's critical thinking

[@jennasamuels3160]

The fact that, we as women, talk about abuse, rape & sexual assault in such a "normal" way. To see so many women in these videos down play things that happen to them breaks my heart.

[@roxannerodriguez7075]

I noticed she kept saying something like "I never got raped or anything... But I was beat." Downplaying all she endured because it wasn't the "rape" or the "molestation" people might care about. It's all becoming so normal, it's so sad...

[@joshuamatheron1]

No woman I’ve ever met downplay this topic. It just so happens that women who experience this at an early age generally end up turning to drugs to cope. Hence why he’s interviewing them. Stop trying to make men out to be animals. If you have a son or a father would you think this of them? No.

[@jilligain3409]

@@joshuamatheron1 sounds like you’re taking this personally?

[@zombieslayer2.0xx3]

I don’t think it’s downplaying, it’s probably just not her first time talking about it.

[@davidlinquist9747]

Most of these people don't want help & don't want or have any desire to quit taking drugs. These women talk about the beatings & abuse but skip telling why they were getting beat.

[@kimberlyanne434]

Jenny, I’m from Illinois, I know where you were brought up and I’m sorry for the conditions and for the things that happened to you. As someone who could be your mother at 59 can I ask you, please call your mother she worries constantly about you. You said your worst fear was to die alone. What if your mom died and you called her one last time to talk and she was gone? Call to tell her, I love you Mom. I’ll call you back next week, time doesn’t wait. You’re so fortunate to have family. I have one person in my immediate family so as a mother yourself, please call your own mom she’s deadly worried.

[@elainew2230]

Jenny is a testimonial for why we need better drug treatment. She needs a way out of the darkness and coping mechanisms other than drugs.

[@carolgeorgeson9632]

There is help out there..I know because I got help. I'm 5 years clean

[@nicholaslandolina]

Shes a testimonial for why some should kill themselves

[@leegentry4926]

Excuses, if you really want help and you set your mind to it you can get clean without anybody doing anything for you. You have to want to help yourself first. And this is from first-hand experience of someone who's clean and sober for over 10 years cold turkey.

[@carolinecouture36]

@@leegentry4926 good for you but getting off fentanyl is nothing like getting off heroin . I tried to do it cold turkey and didn’t sleep for 17 days . There’s help out there there are new medications other than methadone and suboxone that are a walk in the park to get off of . Maybe people like you can do it cold turkey , others need help , no shame in going to detox and doing it . Remember this girl is on the streets , she doesn’t even have a bed to detox herself in .

[@leegentry4926]

@@carolinecouture36 It wasn't H that I got off of, it was ice (meth) an alcohol. The main things with some pills here and there are thrown in like Xanax.

[@sarahmorley1031]

Jenny is such a nice lady, I just want to give her a big hug. It breaks my heart to hear of everything she has been through 💔

[@crazeekids9744]

People talk about some of the most horrific abuse and other experiences, but it’s when they talk about their kids that they always start to cry.

[@Rosez123]

coming from a kid with an addict parent this helps me understand the way they think about their kids because i’ve always felt like it was my fault for him not being around but it was the shame of themselves.

[@dianasmith725]

You have wonderful insight! It is never a child’s fault for the parents behaviors. Never. I was married to an addict and had twin babies with him. He cared more for his drugs than the babies. I left him and got help. Have u tried Alateen? It can save your life. Blessings to you and get help

[@shynessangel85]

Jenny, i hope you‘re reading this… please call your family! Call your mother and call your kids! They love you! There‘s still hope you can turn your life around! 💪🏻❤️

[@lifebeginswithaseed]

Jenny, call your mom. She wants to hear your voice. Just be honest with her. Ive done the same thing you're doing and I'm a mom. I can tell you right now you need to call her. Wouldn't you want your kids to call you regardless of what they were doing? Shame is powerful, but can always be overcome with love. Look, you're mama may need you. Just start by telling her you love and miss her.

[@esindirik4447]

She has so much to offer with such intelligence, maturity and life experience. She can turn out to be a shining star if she's provided with the right circumstances.

[@leo81780]

With all due respect, the right circumstances begin inside of her, imo. She has to decide she wants to get to a different place. Until she has made that decision, no amount help will suffice.

[@esindirik4447]

​@@leo81780 I totally agree. But I also think the right support system is imperative, including the necessary resources to be provided as well as emotional support and encouragement. She seems so lonely and drowning in shame and guilt; only positive human interaction can change that. Even if she is willing to change, in very vulnerable emotional states people cannot find the power to take an initiative, or make their way out by reflecting on themselves. I'm saying this as a person who talked herself out of suicide merely by myself during total isolation due to covid. But I do know that if I don't have a support system I may fail to do so next time. I know what it feels like to find the power in you and change things; but it is so fragile and almost coincidental sometimes.

[@Laylaseary67]

This women just seems so likeable and she’s definitely intelligent I pray she finds the strength to get off the drugs and has a healthy happy life ,I believe in you Jenny you can do it

[@drpkckgrrl]

Jenny, if you are reading these comments. Please call your mother. My son is on the streets of LA addicted to Fentynal and I just need to hear his voice. Your mother loves you and wants the connection with you. I promise you. If only to say Hi and that you are ok. It might be your first step to get courage to get off the streets.

[@SteffMartinezV_]

Go find him.

[@drpkckgrrl]

@@SteffMartinezV_ I do. I generally know where the area he stays in.

[@blink184]

Jenny, you got this. You really, really do. My fave interview so far. She really needs to be prioritized. She's genuine and honest and hopeful. I'm observing her intelligence amidst a very raw deal.

[@TheMm8107]

CALL YOUR MOTHER!! It’s never too late!! Y’all are going to need each other!! Don’t burn that bridge, Jenny!!

[@Urface93095]

She has been through so much. I really feel like she can turn her life around and be there with her kids. I wish her the best truly. Most importantly, call your mother, even if you don't know what to say.

[@suzgleason]

Her mother might turn against her!! Stay AWAY

[@darionz]

Thank you Mr. Laita, again for the insight. It's so damn important for people to watch these videos. A lot of good people that get into bad situations can be quick to judge on the outside. Your videos simply bring out the truth. Ms. Jenny, I hope you all the best in this choatic universe that produces unfortunate circumstances. Thank you for your story and having the courage to relive it now with us!

[@Quashhop]

Yes this is exactly how I feel. I always revisit this page when I’m stressed or find myself upset about someone close to me that battled mental illness or other life issues including “using”!

[@katiemurphy1197]

She’s very selfless to give her children up & leave her mother & family alone. She doesn’t want to bring that into their lives. Most drug addicts drag their family through it & make them suffer with them. That makes me sick that most are that selfish that they bring down their loved ones or make them watch what they go through. This is a sweet soul & I wish her the best ❤️

[@Quashhop]

It does take a lot and shows a lot about an addict when they allow for their children to stay with trusted family and not have them going through the hardships that can come with “using” and be out on the streets!

[@oncoucharrest5910]

She might not be dragging her family through her addiction but I’m sure her Mother, kids and other family members miss her terribly. So in a way they are still affected by her drug addiction.

[@MuMu-fu7qe]

Looking forward to the update when Jenny has housing, speaks to her mother when she can, and is clean. I know it's going to happen! Jenny we are praying for you 💕

[@dojo3175]

The thing that jumps out at me about Jenny is that she even though she's been victimized throughout her life she doesn't seem bitter. I hope she can find treatment, she has a lot of years left if she does

[@roxyvall7018]

As a SAHM and a functioning alcoholic with 4 kids and two of them autistic, who has lost all prospective in life and feel empty, I wish you recovery I wish you best. Hope you find your way just as I want to find mine.

[@kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934]

I hear you Roxanne. Don’t know what SAHM is but that doesn’t matter…at this stage of the game I wish you the best just as I know it’s too late for myself , it’s not too late for you…prospective loss is better than losing perspectives…please try you can discover so much you didn’t know about your own strength.💚💜🧡

[@katherinehurst8338]

@@kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934 stay at home mom SAHM

[@kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934]

@@katherinehurst8338 thanks 😊

[@JB-lk4zl]

I have 3 kids, 1 autistic. I want you to know you're not alone.

[@kendraheard8240]

You will Roxy...stay in prayer have faith and fight for ur life u can make it...I believe in u!!!..I'm am a recovering cocaine addict of 6 yrs I'm now sober and continue to be...I never dreamed this day would come!!!...u can do it God Bless you!!!!!

[@mjturner916]

as someone who's been administered fentanyl in the ER, I feel for people caught in the grasp, the "warm blanket" feeling is very alluring

[@Noctessa]

So much love and respect. I went off fentanyl after being on it for over 4years for medical reasons but the terrible process (Oregon is the worst for getting help) of going off of it was so unbelievably hard. You love are worth it, your peace of mind, strength and love of your family. It's never too late.

[@sweetivorywhite]

A journey starts with one single step Jenny. You are a respectable, intelligent woman. You’ve made some poor choices, and you had poor role models. I’ve got faith in you girl.

[@kathygrosvenor4464]

Angie your comment made me cry because it’s true. It’s difficult to overcome such horror witnessed as a child. I’m from a broken home. No violence or anything but the yelling and arguments wear you down. No one wins. Jenny is stuck. Stuck in a life where her many talents are wasted. If she saw what we see and what Mark sees she’d overcome the last obstacle and get clean. I pray for all these people. There, but for God’s Grace, go I. And you. I’m rooting for you Jenny! ❤️

[@wandarask8444]

Jenny, I hope you watch your episode and look at yourself and know your smart , look fit, honest , pretty, and have integrity. To search inside of your heart and know your children will live a healthy life with someone else for the time being, takes courage. I hope you find yourself to know you deserve better . You still have time to move your life in a new direction.. Love Australia

[@rhammond2152]

One of the top ten interviews of 2021 for SWU.

[@shroomtastic4875]

I've been down very dark roads in my mind, throughout my whole life, on top of certain childhood traumas and weird shit. Currently am struggling with a bad depression, actually. I'm actually kind of grateful I was shy and VERY awkward and that stopped me from being socially normal and possibly getting mixed in with a bad crowd. And VERY grateful my traumas werent one horror after another like many of these interviews. Every time I hear a story, I realize if any little thing had gone just a little different in my life, my path might have led to one of these outcomes. No matter how dark my mind is, I am ALWAYS grateful I didn't end up on one of these paths

[@albertsadler4322]

Sorry to hear that Never give up on yourself no matter what life is hard but you can do it

[@lifebeginswithaseed]

We're mind, body, and soul. Depression starts in the soul. Sometimes we need to use our mind and actually speak to our souls. There's biblical examples of this in psalms 103 and psalms 43:5. Speak the word over yourself. I understand where you're at. I was so depressed one time I didn't even take baths. Also, taking plenty of magnesium & vitamin D with K is beneficial. Wish I knew then what I know now. Please don't get offended if you're not a believer. I'm not trying to offend you. Just sharing the truth. Coming from someone that's been thru a lot of trauma and drugs as well. God loves you.

[@aprill2521]

Stay strong....it does get better ❤

[@michellerjackson5776]

@@lifebeginswithaseed God bless you..

[@lifebeginswithaseed]

@@michellerjackson5776 God bless you too Michelle.

[@buddhababy2005]

What a very lovely person she is. She's had such a heart-breaking life, it's not surprising that she turned to drugs! She is humble, honest & gracious.

[@joelove1987]

Just when I think I've been through a lot listening to Jenny's story let's me know that other people have been through far worse. I lost my mom in 2010 to an OD & found her, very traumatizing and have been trying to recover from that even til today!! Her story has given me hope that things can be F'd up but I'm still here & there's the possibility to make life better 🌅

[@lifebeginswithaseed]

I'm sorry you had to go thru that just know that you're an overcomer. There's always hope. Focus on the goodness of God. We got to find the goodness of God in the ugliness of life.

[@joelove1987]

@@lifebeginswithaseed thank you for your kind words

[@michellegriff13]

So sorry for your loss and the trauma haunting you. We are all survivors of something and we all need to be a little nicer and emphatic cause we may never know what the person standing next to us buying groceries has gone through 💗

[@AnneLien1987]

Mark deserves a Nobelprice for his work.

[@edenkentner]

This is one of the most real interviews I've seen. Sometimes you wonder what is real and what isn't when listening to the stories. There was no doubt about this one. I see so much potential in Jenny!!! Please do a follow up here. I truly believe she can do amazing things in this life and in this world! Jenny is So incredibly well spoken and genuine. My heart goes out to her

[@bunnybunny1908]

This has to be one of the best interviews thus far. I really wish her the best and will add her into my prayers.

[@angelgeib4215]

Jenny hearing your story was difficult. Im 37 and it sounds like we have been through very similar things and i can remember feeling the same way when i was using. The hardest conversation i have ever had was when i told my mom i was pregnant and a herion addict. I was so ashamed. But it was the best thing i ever did. We are so close now because of it. Im now 4 years clean. We do recover and you can too. With love and support you can achieve sobriety and recovery. I will pray for you. You deserve a life you can be proud of and your girls deserve u. Be honest with your mom and your kids. Once you heal and forgive yourself they will too.

[@vblake530530]

Mark you help us see everyone’s Humanity.

[@Quashhop]

Definitely agree!

[@mosaicofmentalhealth]

Absolutely the most selfless and caring decision a mother can make, is to give her children over to someone else when they know they can't give them the best life. Im a mumma of 2 under 9, I cant imagine the pain and torment she would suffer with making that decision. Too many people keep their kids despite being unable to give them a healthy, stable life. And it just creates more broken, addicted, hurt adults. Sending so much love & strength to you, I hope you find your peace and healing that you deserve ❤

[@lifebeginswithaseed]

On the other hand though, children can have a wonderful upbringing with next to nothing if both the parents are involved and loving. It's sad that there's so many broken families. It used to not be like this. Now it's women as much as men too. Agree with your comment too.

[@Nobodyshoes]

Abandoning your child does not make a woman selfless or caring, it just means you didn't want to take care of a child you decided to bring into the world. Women get this false praise for being deadbeat mothers who give away their children to the state with no guarantee they'll be adopted.

[@miapdx503]

@@Nobodyshoes There are parents who have their children taken because of neglect and abuse. To give them over to caring people before that happens is selfless and putting the child first. I agree completely with the poster. I had a horrific childhood and if my parents cared they would have let other people raise me. As an adult, I raised my children and I adopted children. So I've seen this issue from different perspectives. You sound hurt and angry...🤔

[@blazefairchild465]

Only problem it makes it too easy to travel away m it would be nice to have a few hours sober on holidays to see them. Get a very mild high go visit & leave when you start to get that feeling kiss & hug everyone because you have to leave for a fix it can be done with help.

[@Nobodyshoes]

@@blazefairchild465 so someone should take care of your kids, you pay nothing (like deadbeat dads but nobody says deadbeat mom) expect them to accept your addict lifestyle, let you visit them on Holidays or whenever it's convenient for you (most women don't allow the father to have visitation if he isn't paying any child support and try to get him sent to jail over non payment), expect them to be fine with you being in the child life even though youre a junkie who wants to be around the children when you wouldn't allow any other drug user to do so,, and you think "it would be nice" to have an arrangement like this? Yeah, nice for the woman who gave away her kids. Women really feel entitled to special treatment and expect people to fix their problems. Smh.

[@_Cristina_]

Her sad smile is heartbreaking.

[@timebot000]

I had shame too that kept me away from my family for years. But I finally swallowed my pride and faced what I thought would be anger and 'disowning' me. They were so loving and glad I came back, surprise!. There's no worse thing then not knowing how or where your child is, if u are a loving parent at all... I hope her mom sees this. Hurry home!

[@Truthof.thestreets]

Jenny call your mom and stepdad. Call your kids! Say what you can and please don’t give up. Sending love !

[@iheartbceltics]

Such a warm soul despite her circumstance. Beautiful inside and out. I could listen to her tell stories all day! I hope she gets the leace she deserves.

[@anitajackson3870]

I'm praying that you can kick your addiction, my father died of suicide when I was 8 and I have spent my whole life thinking that there was something more important to him then my brothers and myself. If you can't do it for yourself, do it for your babies. I'm going to keep you lifted in prayer.

[@hannaehaj]

she deserves the best.

[@amydv8123]

agree you can tell her mom was a good person and despite what happened to her I think the mother will eventually apologize for the oversight of her traumas while in child care

[@ktcooki276]

I was just wondering about the fact her mom won't let their daughters meet though? Such a shame all round.x

[@Whiskey_Jane]

You can still "turn out" that way Jenny it's never to late. Lead your own life and get free from your crutches. Wishing you the best hun! 💜💜

[@mikenlynn]

A very sobering interview. What a human tragedy. I want so badly for her to succeed. The ball is in her court. I sincerely hope she has the strength and the courage to pull herself out of this death spiral she is in.

[@khristianacampbell3356]

We do recover!!!! All encompassing addict!! Sober for almost 3 years! I have had sobriety before! This time I pray it will be for good! I have become a marathon runner! I have done so much work on myself, my self esteem! We are worthy! Good luck and I truly mean that!!!

[@amelie9271]

Jenny, if you ever see this…. There is so much hope for you. You have a purpose. You have so much more life to live. You are so bright and beautiful! You are NOT what happened to you. That does not define you. There is help available for you to work through that. There is still a chance for you to be a mother and a daughter. You are worth it. I hope you read all these comments and know that you are valued, even by complete strangers. You matter. 💕

[@mscanadianbakin]

She's really well spoken. I hope things turn around for you, Jenny.

[@liamodonovan6610]

She is a sweetheart very intelligent she deserves so much more in life deep down she's a very good homest person who's trying to do the best with what she has which isn't much

[@strapertcb]

"Keep your family close" best one sofar. Keep making a difference Mark. Thx

[@Legend_snipergod]

Whoa I am stunned she’s only 37. Amazing how drugs can age a person so rapidly. Jenny is very intelligent. Praying she will overcome her addiction. She has so much to offer.

[@BV9429]

White folks age heavy especially when they're on drugs

[@debm8814]

I thought she was actually than 37

[@Nessa_97]

How sad. All these videos titles have been the same… fentanyl addict. Hope they receive the help they really need deep down inside.

[@truth-hurts3089]

It's not the fentanyl which strikes me as common and sad. It's the abuse in childhood. That is what I think is the cause of the fentanyl.

[@janetm5533]

Sending so much love and light to Jenny. Call your family, I’m sure your Mother would be so relieved and delighted to hear from you. There’s always healing and there’s always hope. It’s never too late ✨✨

[@hellraisincraisin]

Jenny, my dear. You are so worthy. Please know that you deserve so much more than what you think you are. You’re intelligent. Beautiful. Capable. And willing. Please don’t ever give up on yourself. Sending all of the love in the world

[@Jackie-nt4es]

Your story is so heartbreaking I started crying and tears are still in my eyes cause I relate so much you’re so strong you have the power to change your life I believe in you

[@davidreay5911]

I've just listened to some tapes I recorded back in the 80s after going on one of his courses, the Man was Paul Solomon and the 3 tapes were called Prosperity 1,2 and 3. All on KZbin. He covers everything I've ever heard from people on this channel. 'The Chain Much Be Broken' before any healing can take place , which includes Loving Yourself.

[@wandarask8444]

Well said . I had to make a decision, in relation to family and it was hard but the chain needed to be broken Really like your comment . Love Australia

[@stacycrombie]

Secrets keep you sick. Telling your story here is a great beginning to owning your story. Let this lead you to healing. ❤

[@Gabrielzfire]

You are a precious soul, and worth so much, Jenny!!! I pray that you read these comments and see how much you have impacted and touched so many hearts & lives. ❤️

[@yeahshedid]

Jenny, if you see this, your children need you! I just lost my sister to a fentanyl overdose last week and she left behind two beautiful children, who will now grow up without their mother. I know you don't want that for your children and your family. You seem very smart and intelligent, change for YOU and your children. We're all rooting for you

[@carolsdarksarcasm4223]

🕯️

[@staceyf31]

I wish someone could just scoop her up and help her!! Its been a long rough road. The shame runs deep and the self esteem is gone. Jenny...your a smart woman who deserves better. I hope things fall into place for you!! You are deserving of the life that was intended for you. Thank you Mark😔💚

[@kimbradley5278]

This poor woman is really hurting. It's not her fault all this happened.

[@randymarsh9488]

Some of it could have been prevented, like choosing the men she stays with. She knew they were bad men and even one got her pregnant on purpose. Then she felt forced to give up her kid bc she couldn't take care of it.

[@SB-uw3fe]

After childhood we do have a choice not to keep making horrible decisions.

[@katie8325]

@@randymarsh9488 you sound like a lovely person

[@elainew2230]

All the people that blame her for her bad choices can't imagine an early life like she's had.

[@randymarsh9488]

@@katie8325 no I sound like a pragmatic person I don't live in a fantasy world like you do. I know the truth hurts some people but it's the reality of life. Like Mop pet said below me, we all have the choice to make our own decision when being adults. One of my good friends got out of a long abusive relationship and hasn't dated those types of men again. I do commend he woman for giving up her children because that's not usually what happens. Hopefully her kids are being properly taken care of, I would hate to see the same cycle repeat.

[@ddbaliga1052]

So brave and open. I really appreciate her clarity. She seems really likeable and loveable. I hope she find a better path. One that brings health peace and joy. God bless

[@LayCeeKay]

I just want to hug her. I think Jenny would make a great speaker once she is sober. I hope she will find it in her to take that step and realize she is worth it.

[@laurabotts4064]

My heart breaks for this lady. I wish her all the best in getting clean and getting her life together. She strikes me as being a very nice person.

[@Silkysilk]

When ever you think your life was bad watch this

[@KarlaLoves1D]

Jenny, you are a light in this world. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. I cannot imagine going through the hardships that you've experienced. Yet despite everything, you seem like a genuine and kind person. It's so hard to deal with shame. I myself feel shame and an immense amount of guilt due to my own personal experiences, and it's hard. I'm trying to learn how to forgive others and also how to forgive myself. I COMPLETELY agree that you doing what was best for your children was selfless. It was an act of love, and I hope your children see it that way. I myself don't plan on having children because I know I'm not fit to be a parent and I don't want my children to struggle. That being said, your children are still young and you can still get to know them and form a relationship with them. I wish you the best and I hope you get out of this situation. I agree that change is hard. I pray to God that he protects you every second of the day and that you reconnect with your family soon. 🙏💜💜💜

[@brianbonifacio7536]

Jenny CAN change this. I really hope she just picks up the phone and calls her family. Most people have no other options, but she does. She needs to take their hand.

[@sarahstamand3641]

What an incredible selfless woman….my heart goes out to Jenny for the years of the abuse and pain she has endured. She said her mom was an amazing mom who worked hard and went into debt to provide Christmas presents to her children. No doubt she worked long hours and provided as best she could. I cannot image how difficult that would be. And Jenny also said her mom was her best friend. Just so difficult to understand because her mom turned a blind eye, didnt believe what Jenny said about the the abusers (uncle and father) and sent her back to stay with her explosive father. Jenny you are SO forgiving and are the epitome of what a good human should be ♥

[@jaeboston9228]

My heart goes out for this young lady. She is lost and I pray she finds her way soon. Listening to her, I think she will.

[@naturelvr526]

Dear Jenny. Call your mom. She will be so happy to hear from you. Try to let the shame go. SOOO much healing can happen when you two speak again. Wishing you all the best. You can do it.

[@hawaiiflowers7066]

Jenny, Thank you for being honest about your life. You seem to be a good person with had a horrible events in your life. I am also a victim of very similar background. You deserve better than what you have been giving yourself. Please learn to LOVE yourself first above anyone else. Prayers that you continue to find your strength to only surround yourself people who respect your boundaries. Do not beat yourself up, you did what did to survive. Start First. being a survivor versus a victim. You’re not alone you’re in my thoughts and prayers. Do NOT you be so hard on yourself for not calling your mother, it how you coped in your situation. I did the same with my mother. You did not do anything wrong to be victimized. I also blamed myself but now I realize I did nothing wrong they did.

[@Serenity-fu8xz]

Jenny thank you, thank you for your honesty, all it takes is open mindedness and willingness to get clean I did it; the sick part only lasts about a week maybe two and then you get to have the rest of your life without ever feeling that sickness or waking up and needing that drug just to be able to function for the day. I’ve been where you are and now I’m back with my family with a roof over my head and hot water; and honesty and open mindedness and willingness in my life. Thank you so much for your story, for sharing your story. You will always be in my prayers; I pray that you get clean and return to your family who loves you no matter what. I love you always beautiful sister thank you for sharing your heart.

[@balancegoodlife76]

How could I send her a few bucks Mark?? This one hits hard. Thanks for what you do ……this channel is amazing

[@kellietaylor9913]

He has go find me on his site

[@kellietaylor9913]

Fund

[@zoiefinnian3540]

@@kellietaylor9913 you can edit a comment by touching the 3 dots to the right, kellie

[@joefadely]

Do not send her money! Wanna send someone money? How about her kids that myself, my wife, and her parents are helping raise. Half the stuff she said in this video is a lie.

[@diegoshepherd3464]

Poor dear is 37 and looks 60. What a truly sweet woman. So sad and so empty. Hopefully she will find her inner strength to regain her life.

[@StephanieStealman]

You are such a different person than many on the streets. You are smart. You have a good heart. It shows. I know your life has been so hard…. So hard. I have been molested, raped…. I was on drugs for 15 years. Opiate addict. I had my children and lost them due to my lifestyle. I broke. I had a reason to get right. So I did. I have been clean 6 years now and have had my children back for all those years. My youngest daughter has never seen me high. Change is possible. You have to have accountability for your part. Many things happened to you, I know. But you made decisions too. It was key for me to accept responsibility in my life so I could let go as much as possible. I’m not responsible for other peoples behavior. My self esteem doesn’t have to depend on what’s happened to me. That’s not who I am. It doesn’t define me. You can still live. You can still change. Please. You are worth it. Don’t let all of that horrible shit hold you down for the rest of your life. From a runner to another runner I’m telling you, you can do this. Make the decision to. You’re not at the end of your life yet, so you don’t have to talk like it. You can change the narrative now. I believe in you. 💜💜 I never share this much about myself but if there’s a chance you read this, I want you to know I understand and it can get better. My prayers and love are with you. Thank you for telling these peoples stories. 🙏🏼❤️

[@Dalester1979]

Extremely intelligent women!! She's the type of women that would've been a CEO had she not gone through the shit she did or suffered from addiction. She's a smart cookie.

[@aquariusmoon3901]

Dear Jenny - IT IS NOT TOO LATE. As someone who has been a runner and has my heart broken over and over by a runner - my hope is that you find a way to contact your Mom and Step-Dad while you can. ❤️

[@jennydoucette2538]

Jenny, you have a chance. fight for your life and know that youre worth it. you have waayy more character than most of the people that mark has interviewed. God loves you. please go out and get all the help you need before that window closes! my love and prayers are with you.

[@elsiecbodna219]

I love your interviews - they are important human stories you film but this interview with Jenny has got to me the most … she is intelligent and articulate and I feel her pain - I really hope she can get some help and be with her children again

[@lorriof6737]

I’m not sure if this had already been asked… Do you ever offer them to go into treatment, phone calls to their families, shelter? This is absolutely heartbreaking to hear her story. She needs help!!

[@CreativeOne-ll8et]

After this interview I’m sure they gave her that option. All we can do is pray for her to make that choice to go into treatment. Jesus loves you, Jenny. I’ve been through a little of what you have been through.. My children have a aunt who is addicted to Meth. And she is on the streets. I’m praying for you and her too. Oh and my son also…

[@mishawnroberts141]

Jenny you are amazing, you've been through sooo much. I hope things pull together for you. Sending you so much peace and love.

[@brideyfrancis5891]

This poor woman keeps saying what a great mother her mom was and I'm not saying she wasn't, I just find it sad that she also keeps saying her mom was never there for her when she was little (obviously because she needed to work, I am truly not judging) and it's sad her mom didn't believe her when she told her she was being molested. And yet she misses her mom so much and feels so guilty for not calling her. It's all just so sad.

[@GreenBananaz]

My brother Is a heroin addict & he lives In self pity & I can’t abide It. He’s done some bad things over the years to feed his habit. Jenny Is an addict yes but behind that I see a very Intelligent kind hearted person

[@vakuraaaah]

The yearning to reach out to the people you *know* love you is suffocating, because it continuously wars with that dark passenger of shame that’s always perched on your back, digging its talons in every time you start to rouse the courage to make that move to connect.. It’s the most debilitating side effect of a life of addiction, in my humble opinion. When folks are just out of reach .. and you actually have the key to your own shackles .. but you’re drowning in your sense of worthlessness. Shame is one of the most powerful forms of the human condition. Jenny, I’m sending you a hug. Thank you for your story. I hope courage finds you… and me, for that matter. ❤

[@janesweatt8702]

Jenny, you’re beautiful. Your family would be happy to hear from you, that call to your mom could help lift a little of the shame you’re feeling. If you could connect with her and heal some trauma through coming together and getting counseling. If your mother could acknowledge what happened to you as a child and you both move through it, life could be different. I believe in you.

[@jenhaller.thewandering.widow.]

Her story is incredible. How can we continue to fail our children like this?! This woman has been through so much and didn't deserve the trauma. Heartbreaking. I wish her nothing but peace and healing.🤍

[@briananderson4007]

Wow. She is impressive in her strength. This woman needs to fight and get out of her situation! She is incredibly intelligent and has TONS of potential to contribute.

[@bethmorgan8935]

Jenny you are incredible. I hope you can get yourself up and out of this situation as there is so much you could do with your intelligence and communication skills. ❤️

[@stacycrombie]

Jenny!!! You're wonderful! Call your mom. Call your kids. Be honest. 100 percent honesty will get you so much more in life than shame and guilt. You're important. You have a purpose here. You're going to get clean and help others with your wisdom❤