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Crack Addict interview-Lesley

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Soft White Underbelly

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Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Lesley, a crack addict in the Tenderloin in San Francisco.
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@g.spyracheak3943
@g.spyracheak3943 Ай бұрын
I’m only a couple minutes in, but I get the impression, with how quickly she talks and how willing she is to share, that she doesn’t have anyone to really talk to. She seems like a nice woman. I hope she finds sobriety. She’s clearly smart and well spoken. She could do so much still with her life.
@aceloco817
@aceloco817 Ай бұрын
Seems nice. But i kinda wondered how nice a person is that knowingly has hiv & still workibg the sex trade. Tripped me out. Hardly mentions her kids too. I bet they hate her so much....
@lefthandwarlock8503
@lefthandwarlock8503 Ай бұрын
All women are like this
@gurumayne8684
@gurumayne8684 Ай бұрын
That's 90% of these folks... They can't show their real emotions/feelings on the street. This is more of a therapy session 4 them
@SuperTooncesthecat
@SuperTooncesthecat Ай бұрын
She is not a nice person. She has led a life of crime and she ruined the lives of her children. She is doing dates with HIV. These are facts. Truly sad.
@cks81279
@cks81279 Ай бұрын
​@SuperTooncesthecat Someone gave it to her, please critically think and be compassionate. What would you do in her position? Judge not yet ye be judged. Be kind. She's a human being and a woman. People are losing their humanity thinking they're better than someone.
@DEFENDERNZ
@DEFENDERNZ Ай бұрын
Lesley's extremely together for someone who's lived the life she has. I commend her for having the fortitude to survive, no matter what. I hope she is able to find someone who'll look after her, properly. She deserves it.
@ewechoober3355
@ewechoober3355 Ай бұрын
This woman's memory is phenomenal, l've never taken drugs in my life and l couldn't recall my childhood in half the detail she has. She's incredibly lucid and you know it's all true because she doesn't hesitate or get muddled. Very interesting person.
@NickWixx
@NickWixx Ай бұрын
She’s lying about everything she says. 😂😂😂 she does not have an amazing memory. Grow up. 😂😂😂
@desireeroseta1421
@desireeroseta1421 Ай бұрын
@@NickWixxyou grow up.
@vjimenez8
@vjimenez8 Ай бұрын
They say (therapists) that if you can’t recall most of your childhood it’s a defense mechanism your brain did to try and forget abuse and pain from your childhood. I can only remember a few things, I remember my teens but my childhood is blank. lol
@kimlittleton4943
@kimlittleton4943 Ай бұрын
I was thinking the exact same thing !!! I wish my memory was half that good. And she is intelligent as well. I hate where drugs take good people. So sad.
@NickWixx
@NickWixx Ай бұрын
@@kimlittleton4943 HER MEMORY IS NOT GOOD. SHE IS A LIAR!!! She just makes shit up. It’s called being a hard core drug addict. It’s what they do. Grow up. You people are so naive.
@Lexus_ES350
@Lexus_ES350 Ай бұрын
My heart goes out to this woman. I can see that this woman is lonely and truly lost. Very articulate as well. I’m praying for her.
@kenyaparis7892
@kenyaparis7892 Ай бұрын
Thank you, Mark for not listening to all the people complaining about your drug addict uploads. please continue to post them. You don’t know how important of a service you’re doing.❤❤
@KansasCityRonC
@KansasCityRonC Ай бұрын
Well we completely understand that most of the people around his area are drug addicts but I mean damn. It's all the same shit. I don't hardly watch anymore unless the title says something else besides "addict" or "prostitute". It just gets old. There's more to this life than people throwing their lives away for dope.
@KerryLondon-gp1rz
@KerryLondon-gp1rz Ай бұрын
Keeping Foreign Nationalism alive and well 🐍💬📡🔧
@lindagee8724
@lindagee8724 Ай бұрын
So you think these distressing life stories are for your entertainment​@KansasCityBadazz
@KansasCityRonC
@KansasCityRonC Ай бұрын
@@lindagee8724 LMFAO yep. I'm an addict in recovery. I spent literally MORE than half my life on drugs. If I can do it so can they. You have to WANT to be clean and sober. Period.
@kenyaparis7892
@kenyaparis7892 Ай бұрын
@@KansasCityRonC i get it but I think most are forgetting that his literal channel name is “underbelly” as in the “isolated” and “unpleasant” part of society. He is just doing what his channel is literally meant to do. Anything other than addicts or prostitutes should be treated as a “bonus” or “treat”. Plus, if you look at the numbers, you’ll see that he really doesn’t post many addicts anymore as when his channel 1st started… so I’m not sure where all this complaining is coming from. No one is asking you to feel sorry for them.
@bamagirl218
@bamagirl218 Ай бұрын
Mark I don’t think you hear this enough but thank you so much for giving these people a platform to share their stories. Some people talk bad about what you’re doing but still they watch. Go figure. Some people don’t have anything better to do than to criticize others. Keep the faith. You are truly an angel.
@BlackPeteOtk
@BlackPeteOtk Ай бұрын
Agreed
@user-dw2kl4uv4c
@user-dw2kl4uv4c Ай бұрын
The title implies that she is addicted to Fentanyl, but she says she is addicted to crack. I pray that she gets better. I am in Recovery. I have been Clean/Sober for almost 5 and a half years. The Programs only kept me Clean/Sober for about 2 years. I got straight on my own this time, and I am never looking back. GOD BLESS. 😇
@binaryfairy4197
@binaryfairy4197 Ай бұрын
GOOD FOR YOU! That's AWESOME! As the saying goes, the worst day sober is a million times better than the best day using. Take care
@user-dw2kl4uv4c
@user-dw2kl4uv4c Ай бұрын
@@binaryfairy4197 Thank you so much, and that saying is 💯% true. You, take care as well. 😊
@LynnAgain83
@LynnAgain83 Ай бұрын
Congrats ❤ 9 years here after a decade as a pill junkie.. it took nearly losing my 3 babies and I said ENOUGH. I had to lean on suboxone the mental part for me was the WORST. You couldn't pay me to go backward into that spiral of hell. I still have so many regrets, I miss the people who didn't make it, including my eldest brother. My heart aches for ppl who still struggle but I know if we can do it she can buy boy, I'm it's tough. 😢 Stay strong ❤
@user-dw2kl4uv4c
@user-dw2kl4uv4c Ай бұрын
@@LynnAgain83 Congrats to you as well. I went through the Suboxone and Social Services thing also. It is truly awful. My kids turned out to be amazing people. Thank the Lord. Stay strong, yourself, and I am proud of you.
@alililley5697
@alililley5697 Ай бұрын
Well done! I’m nearly 5 years clean. Life is so much better isn’t it. I hope you are living the best life you can. X
@bloopville
@bloopville Ай бұрын
Being a military brat tends to create polar extremes in social skills. I grew up on bases around the world, having to create a new set of friends every couple of years and always being the new kid in class. In my case, it helped developed the skills to easily adapt to new situations and new people. It has given me both comfort and a desire to seek out the new and the different. On the other hand, I have seen the opposite effect in other people. They have both a lifetime search for stability and a tendency to sabotage it before they obtain it. I don't know why some thrive and some don't.
@Chungalhunga
@Chungalhunga Ай бұрын
Childhood trauma they don't remember, or just too much confusion when mothers change a few boyfriends, or husbands who are willing to kill for no good reason (in my opinon) when ordered to do it. We had such families when Yugoslavia fell apart, their children were often a lot more damaged than our usual drug user.
@carolynmurphy3697
@carolynmurphy3697 Ай бұрын
Plus a father who was violent in her early years. These things stay with a child for the rest of their lives and affect the relationships they then go into as their self worth has been damaged
@tracemagace8434
@tracemagace8434 Ай бұрын
That is interesting. Sort of like some of the foster children, now adults that I have encountered
@AFFTFOMSICHTS
@AFFTFOMSICHTS Ай бұрын
I’m guessing it depends on both the parents overall well being and the childs natural personality to determine if they’ll thrive or suffer.
@onepartyroule
@onepartyroule Ай бұрын
I’m rooting for you Lesley. Thank you for sharing your story. Please take good care of yourself ❤
@SuperTooncesthecat
@SuperTooncesthecat Ай бұрын
She has left a wake of ruined lives behind her. She has led a life of crime. Sad.
@mollyswanner1607
@mollyswanner1607 Ай бұрын
Lesley,you and I are about the same age. I also have 3 sons. I never used drugs or alcohol,but I have many other regrets. I've made too many mistakes to count. And even though I devoted my time to stay at home with my children, my middle son is an addict and our family does our best to hang on . At this age, we are naturally looking to be able to slow down,heal our wounds, forgive ourselves, and hope to have a good 3rd quarter. Please be done with this way of life that doesn't serve you,I'm not sure it ever did serve you. Please choose yourself and get help now,today. I have found that there isn't time for a bunch of introspection and hitting walls......the time is now.
@brookebell3113
@brookebell3113 Ай бұрын
💜💜💜
@mineuser5584
@mineuser5584 Ай бұрын
🫶🏼
@monicad351
@monicad351 Ай бұрын
This ladies story had me locked in. Keep trying, for YOU, sweetie... you deserve another chance. ❤
@DEFENDERNZ
@DEFENDERNZ Ай бұрын
Her smile at the end was pure gold.
@sunny9233
@sunny9233 Ай бұрын
Yes
@Lucydoodle28
@Lucydoodle28 Ай бұрын
what a damn shame... she is so likable and intelligent! Prayers!
@jayc3905
@jayc3905 Ай бұрын
Appreciate you Mark for doing the hard work. Thank you for giving us a peek into these people's lives.
@HeatherV-nq2md
@HeatherV-nq2md Ай бұрын
Thank you for your story Lesley and thank you Mark for doing these videos, the telling of one's story is empowering, we are all Blessed from these.
@ogh63waynorth
@ogh63waynorth Ай бұрын
You are a gentle soul Lesley, I hope you find a way out ❤
@kizzey2917
@kizzey2917 Ай бұрын
Thank you Mark, for all you do ❤
@l.a.gothro3999
@l.a.gothro3999 Ай бұрын
I love when people reply to "Thank you" with "You're welcome". She's just five and some days older than me. And for this month my food-stamp card wasn't reloaded, due to my casework's not certifying my review, which was done in April. And she was late because she was overloaded with cases. I'm lucky I bought out my brother's share of the house I live in now after my mom died. Otherwise, my son and I would be homeless. Lesley, I hope you stay strong and get clean, because you are worth it. Trust a weird white lady who' quit alcohol over 35 years ago (though now I'm addicted to coffee, lol), okay? Please?
@loriwise3177
@loriwise3177 Ай бұрын
I know you care Mark. Ignore the negatives.
@thetruth2509
@thetruth2509 Ай бұрын
The things these people do to children for drugs is frightening.
@chrischristoferson1191
@chrischristoferson1191 Ай бұрын
How sad. Drugs have swallowed up this lady’s entire life.
@marinasanzgarcia706
@marinasanzgarcia706 Ай бұрын
The actual age of this woman, how she carried all that situations and her smile just make this video really inspiring.
@davidlynn3097
@davidlynn3097 Ай бұрын
Hi Mark, last night I watched the video of Rebecca. I seen where you felt like you had to explain because of comments. Please don't let the people's comments that are negative get to you. I can only imagine how hard that could be but you have followers that truly love and enjoy your work and are bothered to see you struggle are have to explain yourself. Thanks!
@InkaPley
@InkaPley Ай бұрын
@cherrygirl64
@cherrygirl64 Ай бұрын
He wants you to put money where your mouth is. Did you listen? 😏
@tammywilks8782
@tammywilks8782 Ай бұрын
100% agreed, Mark is bringing these real life , flesh and blood people for the world to see. It makes people think about the need for change ❤
@markfirkins9316
@markfirkins9316 Ай бұрын
There is a level of trust that these unfortunate people develop with Mark, and it's not given easily. I'm a recovering addict myself sober since June 29th 2017 and I relate to these people. Mark doing what he does with these people is good..and they are not smoking or putting a needle in their arm while spending time with Mark. And their are successes from this for people,
@Velvetsky831
@Velvetsky831 Ай бұрын
If you don't like what he has then don't watch. No one is making you listen to these stories.
@dgates31
@dgates31 Ай бұрын
She's beautiful. 60??? And years of drugs? I enjoyed listening to her. She's a good story teller.
@arianamei
@arianamei Ай бұрын
I was thinking the same. I would have expected a 60 y.o. crack addict to look way rougher. She's a pretty lady!
@pop1626
@pop1626 Ай бұрын
I feel speechless Lesley. Not a word You said didn't sound right, just straight talking as it was and is. I wish You all the best and send a huge warming hug.
@paulx9874
@paulx9874 Ай бұрын
Lesley your beautiful soul give yourself a break
@BlueAriesJewelry
@BlueAriesJewelry Ай бұрын
She’s seems like a smart lady but keeps making really bad decisions for herself. She wasn’t a good provider to her babies so I’m thankful that they were taken away from her. She can barely survive night after night on her own as it is. She has to want to stay off drugs for good. No one else can make that decision for her.
@ScottNelson-ph3tu
@ScottNelson-ph3tu Ай бұрын
I can instantly that she's a Crack addict. I was for 20 years. It's not hard at all to get off Crack. The hardest thing is finding other things to take up your time. It sure felt hard at the time. I haven't done cocaine for a year now. I used to cry on my way to the dealer because i didn't want it, but i couldn't say no
@minigirl6839
@minigirl6839 Ай бұрын
So true what you said. It is easier to get off Crack than Fentanyl. And we all have to decide for ourselves when and how we are going to do it. Nobody can do it for us. We have to train ourselves to focus on other activities, as you stated, filling the time. She needs to make better bad decisions or start making good ones. I've watched some interviews where the person would go from hard core drug use, to going cold turkey and then switching to intense body building as a way to keep busy and stay clean. They trade one obsession for another, but at least they got clean. I just hope she wants help and can get it if she's serious about wanting to stop.
@uncle.d.
@uncle.d. Ай бұрын
The fact that u urself claiming having cried while heading back to the dealer although not wanting to use again, is proof enough that it is terribly hard to quit smoking crack. I am trying since years….
@heatherporter4280
@heatherporter4280 Ай бұрын
Good morning beautiful people! Hope you have an excellent day Mark! ❤ Lots of love from Southwest VA!
@wesleyalan9179
@wesleyalan9179 Ай бұрын
@InkaPley
@InkaPley Ай бұрын
@ginnyjoyner4790
@ginnyjoyner4790 Ай бұрын
Greetings from southeast Virginia
@user-tv4ff7td4j
@user-tv4ff7td4j Ай бұрын
Lesley, I am in your corner. I, too, have been through hell and back with heroin. I pray that someone helps you get into a program. No one can do it for you...hang in there
@user-tz9cn4lg6u
@user-tz9cn4lg6u Ай бұрын
Hi my story is very similar to yours. I went to 11 different grammar schools and 3 different high schools every 2 3years like a military family. Always the new kids and trying to fit in. I ended up a heroine addict also and finally went away to a residential rehabilitation facility for about 4 months. Then l continued with AA meetings every day for years. I worked the program and have been clean and sober for decades now. But I will always be an addict. Thanks for sharing. 😊❤
@SuperTooncesthecat
@SuperTooncesthecat Ай бұрын
OMG! It's one bad decision after another. It's too much.
@RobRyan1
@RobRyan1 Ай бұрын
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
@Up_Yours_73
@Up_Yours_73 Ай бұрын
Ive made the decision to go this route with my anxiety and high-strung behavior - im lost though about how to search for the right provider. Please, can you share a few links and talk to me about it
@annerobards3078
@annerobards3078 Ай бұрын
Interesting. I'm so happy for you ❤
@ulitementulitement7702
@ulitementulitement7702 Ай бұрын
Love these human stories Mark. Shout out to your guest and wishing her the best ❤
@CorinnePace
@CorinnePace Ай бұрын
I’m praying for an outcome greater than you can imagine for yourself. ❤
@elsienorback7689
@elsienorback7689 Ай бұрын
She never thought of the future, she never thought about when she would be 60 years old and addicted to crack, have HIV, and homeless. She never thought what she would be doing when old, no job, and addicted to drugs. 28 years is a long time to live on the streets addicted to drugs. Like she said, all the ppl she use to know is dead. That’s crazy!
@noctigen
@noctigen Ай бұрын
it’s amazing how you give people a chance to share their stories! i feel that the topic around addiction and being an addict is so stigmatized and i love how they’re able to share their stories without being judged.
@Lilybet1316
@Lilybet1316 Ай бұрын
I think she can get better with the right help. Her honesty about using and how sometimes she likes it is different than so many who can’t admit it. Wishing her the best of luck. 🙏🏻
@dellawooten5856
@dellawooten5856 Ай бұрын
Thank you Mark for everything that you do to help.
@justyne8627
@justyne8627 Ай бұрын
I feel for her children. I hope that they receive all the love and support and whatever else it takes to grow strong, solid of character. Sometimes just the knowledge of your mother's lifestyle can deal a life shattering blow. May they be able to overcome this if they are affected this way. I wish the best to Lesley. I cannot determine from the interview what in her life put her on such a self-destructive course. One recent interviewee said something like ' you can't pull yourself up by your boot straps when you don't even have boots.' The frustration is that when these people have 'boots' (good jobs or relationships), they throw them away. Makes me realize, life is a slippery ledge where you can suddenly lose your footing. Actually, you can never let go. Always stay in control, responsible. And then, you still can fall - or just be put in a poor 'nest.' Again, my best to her children.
@user-qt6lb3si3k
@user-qt6lb3si3k Ай бұрын
I feel bad for the kids, what a shame. I hope they won’t go down the rabbit hole either. So many kids born into this messed up life.
@blahsesplee9346
@blahsesplee9346 Ай бұрын
Did she just say she isn’t even undetectable but she’s actively turning tricks?
@goinghome6816
@goinghome6816 Ай бұрын
It's complicated concerning family and recovery. Anymore, i feel like it doesn't matter if im clean or not! Im 💯 % always freaking wrong!
@jpaulgetty8998
@jpaulgetty8998 Ай бұрын
It matters big time that your Clean at least your not enslaved to drugs and dont have to rob all around you to get money just so your not sick . Stay clean it gives you a chance to sort things out . Its Hard . Stay Hard put up a fight do not quit on yourself . .
@SM-kk4rx
@SM-kk4rx Ай бұрын
YOU MATTER….. please remember that
@AM-ei7qk
@AM-ei7qk Ай бұрын
Praying for you, Lesley 🙏 Thank you for sharing your story
@FLBeautyQueen
@FLBeautyQueen Ай бұрын
Please interview her twin sister & younger brother. Sending ❤💪🙏
@lauraabeysinghe9321
@lauraabeysinghe9321 Ай бұрын
You tell this woman is super smart. Just one wrong turn. If she could get clean, i really believe she could do good things with her life. It's never too late. I'd love to see a follow-up. I wish her the very best
@carolynmurphy3697
@carolynmurphy3697 Ай бұрын
The reason they can take your children is because they don't belong to you. Once a guardian signs your Birth Cirtificate they have just put your child into the property of the State
@JourneyPressure
@JourneyPressure Ай бұрын
Its a vicious cycle. Its up to them to get tired of spinning in circles to get off the hamster wheel. I thank God I never was lead down that long dark winding road.
@100BlaQRaok.el_1
@100BlaQRaok.el_1 Ай бұрын
Crack and meth has taken down the best people☹️
@marisoldiaz2832
@marisoldiaz2832 Ай бұрын
Buenos Dias Mark, put Rebecca on whenever you want & help with whatever you want. I do have hope things will change for the better💜💜💜
@FLBeautyQueen
@FLBeautyQueen Ай бұрын
🚫HELL NO! Mark literally handed “Rebecca” everything to succeed in life but she didn’t want it; only drugs & street life. You obviously DO NOT donate💰Most of us specifically give to those who are sick & tired of their current situation & ready for change.
@Pixiee_Stardust
@Pixiee_Stardust Ай бұрын
@@FLBeautyQueencalm down.. plus, you don’t know if she does or not
@FLBeautyQueen
@FLBeautyQueen Ай бұрын
@@Pixiee_StardustYou can see all the others who have donated too.
@minigirl6839
@minigirl6839 Ай бұрын
​@@FLBeautyQueenI feel where you're coming from. These people who kiss Rebecca's ass when they have contributed nothing to the cause think they're special. Those who have contributed have a right to say "enough ", "I'm out" it's time for tough love". He obviously doesn't want help, he just wants the money for drugs. People who donated wanted to help him get help,not support his drug habit. Mark said one thing and then caved and did another. That's fine for Mark. He wants to support him no matter what it seems. Fine. He can afford to do that with his own money. I'd rather donate to the ones who truly want the help but just don't have the means to do it for themselves. There's nothing wrong with wanting your donation to be spent wisely and not thrown away for his next high.
@bettelousnell6795
@bettelousnell6795 Ай бұрын
So many of these women need that birth control that goes under the skin. Stops from getting pregnant for longer time.
@celestialcircledance
@celestialcircledance Ай бұрын
Thank god for small miracles that help you get by for another day like the old man who takes you out to eat once in awhile and gives you money for a place to stay and the youngsters who took pity on you and let you sleep in their van.'m glad you're still alive and I hope you're able to get out before it's too late!
@cks81279
@cks81279 Ай бұрын
Lesley, I really want the best for you. You are a great person. I hope you get well soon. ❤
@kittyfriend9888
@kittyfriend9888 Ай бұрын
this was a great interview
@muccia7328
@muccia7328 Ай бұрын
I really enjoyed hearing this kind soul's story stay strong ❤
@jenniferadamski6262
@jenniferadamski6262 Ай бұрын
I really like her. She seems so smart, and she’s beautiful. She has so much potential to do whatever she wants. ❤
@nashbrunette9746
@nashbrunette9746 Ай бұрын
Wayyy past time to get your shit together Lesley.
@izzydeadyet7336
@izzydeadyet7336 Ай бұрын
Why does it say fent addict when she talked about crack the whole time?
@Robertarelli666
@Robertarelli666 Ай бұрын
Coz mark is too dumb and not even listening. She's not fentanyl addict. Crack.
@AprilCamburn-c1x
@AprilCamburn-c1x Ай бұрын
​@@Robertarelli666 what's this marks deal ? The floors are filthy where he does the "interviews" 🤔 and the girls talk like he's a john are these hotel rooms and why so dirty thx
@xxxxxx-tq4mw
@xxxxxx-tq4mw Ай бұрын
What a messed up and ruined life, seemingly void of any possibility for redemption.
@Elizabeth-tg7jo
@Elizabeth-tg7jo Ай бұрын
I learn all these new words watching your videos. Boosting? I have to Google often 😂
@erickahobbs4576
@erickahobbs4576 Ай бұрын
My friend Megan did an interview with you a week ago, can’t wait to see it
@johnnyringo0506
@johnnyringo0506 Ай бұрын
They took her son and it traumatized HER? smh.
@nummyjvi934
@nummyjvi934 Ай бұрын
Came to the comments looking for this question! My exact thoughts. Did nobody else catch that? 'Oh poor Mother was traumatized cuz she wasn't allowed to smoke crack around her baby and raise him in Crack hotels' 🙄
@NickieMonroe
@NickieMonroe Ай бұрын
Was thinking the same.
@FLBeautyQueen
@FLBeautyQueen Ай бұрын
☎️ You mentioned switching up interviewees to more interesting stories & life lessons as seen sparsely but each the best on channel in their own way!❤
@potted-mint
@potted-mint Ай бұрын
He said he would try. And I think if you look back from the jail warden to a KKK member to a comedian to a man blinded on the top of Mount Everest, you'll see a lot of variety.
@FLBeautyQueen
@FLBeautyQueen Ай бұрын
@@potted-mintI hope he does more great stories like those!
@Chenovski00
@Chenovski00 Ай бұрын
I'm sober. It breaks my heart to see all these people struggling. I truly hope Lesley gets better. God bless
@MEL2theJ
@MEL2theJ Ай бұрын
Thank you for the interview Lesley and SWU
@ShootersShootPodcast
@ShootersShootPodcast Ай бұрын
Good morning from the UK
@kr00m
@kr00m Ай бұрын
Good afternoon to you!
@bmbm1378
@bmbm1378 Ай бұрын
Good evening guys from UK 🇬🇧 also!
@leighscott1877
@leighscott1877 Ай бұрын
She is a mess. Her life is ruined, also her childrens are ruined. She has nothing. So, so sad.
@thelmabomar2917
@thelmabomar2917 Ай бұрын
It’s the abused inner child, that Lesley thinks she should continue the roll, it was the only attention she gets, being abused, and abusing.
@heatherh.197
@heatherh.197 Ай бұрын
She looks sorta like Toni Colette
@M1ll1pede.g1rl
@M1ll1pede.g1rl Ай бұрын
She has a golden heart
@abipeters3955
@abipeters3955 15 күн бұрын
Definitely one of my favorite interviews. I pray for her to get better shes too sweet of a soul😔🙏🖤
@vsmith4710
@vsmith4710 Ай бұрын
Hi all , watching from the UK
@pop1626
@pop1626 Ай бұрын
Hi, I'm watching it upside down here in Australia.
@donseiler1307
@donseiler1307 Ай бұрын
She thinks she was taking care of her son.
@manatees9823
@manatees9823 Ай бұрын
Yeah..She's a complete mess
@Nan-ly8zb
@Nan-ly8zb Ай бұрын
She is an absolutely remarkable woman.
@devansantori557
@devansantori557 Ай бұрын
Another great interview ❤
@BlackPeteOtk
@BlackPeteOtk Ай бұрын
Agreed ❤ amazing ppl watch a upload then complain 😂 im pretty sure the content is in the title? Can't be more simpler . If you don't like something don't watch no need to complain.😢 lot's of different subject matter to choose from. Worst case unsubscribe Mark does a great job interviewing all walks of life
@amandajofisk85
@amandajofisk85 Ай бұрын
She’s a great story teller! Well spoken
@rosemarygodwin487
@rosemarygodwin487 Ай бұрын
What a beautiful, intelligent, interesting human. Praying for you ❤
@ghosttrigger4023
@ghosttrigger4023 25 күн бұрын
Oh Lesley. You are a Beautiful Lady!! What a journey you’re traveling. You know you’re Loved Right?❤❤❤ Thank you!!! Awesome Mark! Appreciate Y’all.
@user-by8fx4ed5p
@user-by8fx4ed5p Ай бұрын
This poor soul
@klizzyykicks1712
@klizzyykicks1712 Ай бұрын
Man ppl call me heartless for not having empathy for addicts . I don’t hate them I just don’t pity them. I have addiction in my family but I feel like it’s a choice. We all have trauma and we all have choices on how we deal with it.
@tydupont8084
@tydupont8084 Ай бұрын
As a former addict, I somewhat agree with you. I made every choice on my own, fully aware of the consequences. I have empathy for people who are driven to drugs due to intense psychological pain. Unfortunately it’s the only thing that gives you peace sometimes.
@johnqpublic2718
@johnqpublic2718 Ай бұрын
I pray you never have a catastrophic injury, where you're put on opiates without your conscious decision,.for even a week.
@klizzyykicks1712
@klizzyykicks1712 Ай бұрын
@@johnqpublic2718 it’s plenty of ppl who had injuries that were prescribed opiates for the pain . I’m not into making excuses but like I said everyone has a choice . I heard the stories and seen it first person but addiction is like everything else to me ..a choice. Will power is real. People find excuses on why they are dependent on substance and it’s the same ole story . Boss up and take control or don’t but it’s ultimately up to you . I won’t pity you or hate you for whatever decision you make .
@johnqpublic2718
@johnqpublic2718 Ай бұрын
@@klizzyykicks1712 there are plenty*. I never said there weren't. But you've got a very naive idea of addiction, almost like it's a conscious choice someone does or doesn't make one day. Therefore I pray, that it never happens to you.
@potted-mint
@potted-mint Ай бұрын
@@johnqpublic2718 I don't agree with this person. I have empathy for almost everybody, but I do not believe that a week of opiates send you into a life of addiction. During my cancer treatments, I had Dilaudid for 30 days and when the prescription was over done. I didn't have any withdraw. I was taking two a day like the prescription instruction. That was it. I didn't crave, my pain was manageable with Advil and I was done. everybody blamed everything on opiates for pain is the reason it became so difficult for people that need them,
@RICKELLE13
@RICKELLE13 Ай бұрын
This reminded me alot of my mother. I'm happy now that I'm older. I have more grace for her. Life is hard and I'm starting to feel/see it now at 29.
@aliwooz913
@aliwooz913 Ай бұрын
People complaining about Mark posting only videos about addicts. Well then dont watch??? Simple. Every face has a completely different backstory. They are all interesting to listen to.
@5thdimension954
@5thdimension954 Ай бұрын
This woman has been given multiple chances but has sabotaged them all. She’s definitely her own worst enemy and the creator of her own suffering. She definitely has demonic powers attached to her. I hope she gets out but the longer this goes on the more her chances run out.
@tron.44
@tron.44 Ай бұрын
No such thing as demonic powers. It's all human nature, it's all a part of the human experience.
@5thdimension954
@5thdimension954 Ай бұрын
@@tron.44 not true, you clearly don’t understand the spirt world.
@Witchlinblue
@Witchlinblue Ай бұрын
I'm afraid you don't understand addiction. Especially of those who are on the streets.
@kapiteinlulhaas7612
@kapiteinlulhaas7612 Ай бұрын
Wow.. imagine bringing a new human being into the world and before that baby has even left your body, you have already given him the absolute worst start in life.. and then imagine doing that 3 times. Wow Wow Wow.
@constancebaldwin8667
@constancebaldwin8667 8 күн бұрын
Oh my goodness …rolling up the skirts in Catholic school. Same here. Drove the nuns crazy! You never know what you share in common with people. Still listening but appreciate the dignified moments you allow these individuals in all your podcasts.
@MariaCascalheira-sh9eq
@MariaCascalheira-sh9eq Ай бұрын
I wish The Best to Her life, She is a Beautyfull Woman 🌹
@mkendall8393
@mkendall8393 Ай бұрын
On one hand, this breaks my heart. You can tell at one time she was a beautiful woman that had the whole world in front of her. She is still pretty even after all the drugs and rough life. And she is not like so many other addicts Mark has on here. She is still quick witted and sharp. But on the other hand, she is willingly spreading HIV all around. She knows what she is doing. All of the bad things she has done in life, and this just adds to it. This makes me both sad and angry at the same time.
@iwhan2bcumamucholuchowr4st56
@iwhan2bcumamucholuchowr4st56 19 күн бұрын
She's bot quit witted and sharp she is literally high doing this interview
@gametighter9451
@gametighter9451 Ай бұрын
Mark please show more tenderloin videos everyone forgets about the Bay Area but we also have a open drug market
@keyshia6909
@keyshia6909 Ай бұрын
As a drug addict who has been homeless and had no one to talk to, most of these people NEED to have this human interaction. It’s the only thing they have left to associate themselves with being Human.
@brandimyhren6317
@brandimyhren6317 Ай бұрын
Hoping one day shell find the road to better choices and saying no to all the things that lead to the street .
@Bill-cv1xu
@Bill-cv1xu Ай бұрын
Morning all
@heatherporter4280
@heatherporter4280 Ай бұрын
Morning ❤
@tlatsipinker
@tlatsipinker Ай бұрын
Good afternoon from a very cold winter in South Africa. 🫡🇿🇦
@heatherporter4280
@heatherporter4280 Ай бұрын
@@tlatsipinker wow... I'd take that cold right about now, it's a steamy 94 degrees here!🥵
@tlatsipinker
@tlatsipinker Ай бұрын
@@heatherporter4280 That's ridiculously hot! 👀
@tlatsipinker
@tlatsipinker Ай бұрын
@@heatherporter4280 That's ridiculously hot! 👀
@shaylaster1607
@shaylaster1607 Ай бұрын
The city owes her housing!!!
@gingersanders807
@gingersanders807 Ай бұрын
❤ thank you for your story. Your a beautiful person.
@zach_diecast_mansur
@zach_diecast_mansur Ай бұрын
Easy to pick the wrong ones because they're all the wrong ones.
@Krlatscha
@Krlatscha 29 күн бұрын
Praying for this nice lady
@charleneanaya2412
@charleneanaya2412 Ай бұрын
Her whole demeanor changed when she started talking about the beginning of her addiction 😢
@seefeelsixtynine
@seefeelsixtynine Ай бұрын
another tale of lives ruined by crack and abusive men..her poor children! she is oddly compelling but absolutely tragic too..
@56Spookdog
@56Spookdog Ай бұрын
I hope the best for you Lesley my family and some of my friends are Star alumni and some grew up on 44th in the Sunset. To many people never got past the party coke era of the times.
@DebraReule
@DebraReule Ай бұрын
Addiction is hell. God bless this lady 🙏🙏🙏🫂🫂🫂
@judytinker3392
@judytinker3392 Ай бұрын
Leslie is so intricate when she speaks, and she has a memory that nobody even somebody never using a drug in their life could ever remember the details that she uses to make us understand her and her life better Leslie please get off the crack too pretty and too nice and too smartto be addicted like this I’m praying for you girlfriend
@sierrachoco5271
@sierrachoco5271 Ай бұрын
She looks quite a bit younger than 60 and really good for what she's been through!!
@laura1047
@laura1047 Ай бұрын
This lady is too smart to be living on the streets! I will pray she lives out her retirement amongst friends and family!
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