Hey there. Your videos came up in my search because I’ve been looking at the eos R. I think you’ve got the right idea. Voltaire said “the best is the enemy of the good” or words to that effect. Or as some people say, don’t let perfect be the enemy of good. I’m not a KZbin creator but I’m an old fart who’s been creating in various forms since long before the internet and social media came along. Stick with the idea of creating for yourself. And it’s ok to be a perfectionist as long as you don’t let that become self-abusive or let it actually stop you from creating. I think if you do that, the audience will come along. Self-doubt is completely normal. But don’t forget to give yourself the same grace that you’d give to someone else in the same circumstance.