Filmmaking “Success” isn’t what I thought it’d be

[@PatrickLipp]

There’s a sort of imposter syndrome that I think KZbin and social media has caused. Because we’re able to learn so much from this platform, followed by practicing on iur own along with publishing to KZbin, the practical knowledge we’ve learned creates a sort of self doubt based on what the industry leads us believe. It’s my belief that if/when we enter the industry, we have a deep knowledge and understanding of specific aspects such as camera knowledge, lighting, sound, and focal range.. all of the things we can practice on our own, however once we enter the professional production, we get overwhelmed when we realize how much we don’t know. I think this is why you are so comfortable behind the camera, because this is what you’ve practiced time and time again, and I think given time, you’ll probably shift into a director role as that’s what you’ve done with your self, essentially directing yourself and maybe one or two others. Absorb as much as you can, and don’t hold yourself back by believing you aren’t worthy.

[@vincem3393]

Imposter syndrome was around long before social media..lol if you care you’ll always have those doubts which creates drive and separates us all.

[@RyanKao]

Literally couldn’t have said it better myself. Excellent perspective. Thank you for being here

[@Akagami753]

​@@vincem3393 That's right too

[@whengrapespop5728]

@@vincem3393​​⁠Nobody said imposter syndrome came from social media. Their point was that you need practical experience even if you (think you) know everything about what you’re doing from watching videos.

[@hellotoddsky]

Thank you for this comment! It complements Ryan's honesty perfectly 🙏

[@YCImaging]

These types of shoots are always extremely nerve wracking beforehand, but end up being the most fun and memorable!

[@RyanKao]

It’s suuuuch a crazy paradox. But man I wouldn’t trade it for anything

[@CineDailies]

I've always appreciate your honesty and vulnerability bro.

[@RyanKao]

🫵🥹 🖤

[@cammackey]

You’re a gah d*** poet brutha. So much talent.

[@RyanKao]

🥹 I mean thank Kylee for this one…

[@cammackey]

@@RyanKao wow, the secret weapon. I need a wifey asap.

[@jerry4706]

film equipment is so cheap the market is over saturated with content and "filmmakers". if you dont mind being broke go for it. but supporting a family and buying a home will be a challenge for 99.9% of filmmakers

[@mondobytes]

You’re Super Talented bro, thank you for inspiring us 🙏🏽 glad you were a part of our launch 💥

[@RyanKao]

So so so glad to be apart of this with everyone. Thank you, Armando ❤

[@BenjiSelby]

Brooo this hit home! The journey is different for everyone, but it’s amazing to see who we meet along the way! Also, to see the KZbin Film community come together is crazy, You, Kofi, Brittany, Brady and Cam working together…. That’s wild!!!! 🔥

[@RyanKao]

Truly such a special experience. A lot of people won’t understand it and will see it for a typical “hype” train… but this was a hugeeeely refreshing change for all of us.

[@travel9to5]

Anxiety and struggle is real when becoming a filmmaker. Thanks for this powerful piece

[@francoismasuabi]

Being in control of most of the creative process, to giving that up someone else is a difficult transition to make, but we learn in these ways. Great knowing this feeling is universal

[@shotbyden]

Needed this one Ryan, thank you. Been struggling with roles and how I fit into things and this has given me a ton of clarity. 🙏🏾

[@RyanKao]

My heart is so glad you connected with this 🖤

[@KshitizSinhaPhoto]

every upload of yours, just wanna say thank you man, not a lot of people who talk about this kind of anxiety ❤️

[@RyanKao]

I’m really glad this hit for you, it’s been a great relief and sense of self development for me to be able to share these stories

[@rdkevin7729]

Same place the music video by Zach Williams “Heart of God” was filmed. Extremely well done.

[@EliseBallais]

Been following you for 2 years now and as I grow in the industry my anxiety doesn't disappear. To hear you talk about anxiety is so relatable and it comforts to know I'm not alone in this. It is a tough industry but to hear other people's vulnerabilities about such topics is rare, and very helpful. Truly inspiring, keep up the good work!

[@RyanKao]

This means so so much…

[@AyanKundlik]

I have gotten into filmmaking about 8 months ago and already loving it. BUT, I didn't wanted to be a filmmaker from the day I was born. My interest and my thoughts grew into by time. As always Ryan, love watching your videos. Keep going 👍🏽

[@RyanKao]

Thanks for sharing! Best of luck to you Ayan.

[@kellykozzy]

YOO the AC in the tan hat is my boy Adam! You got good people around you!

[@RyanKao]

Adam is the MVP. Glad to know him 🙌

[@Yusaku_VCP]

that's nice, it's so honesty from Mr.Kao.

[@DasilvaJustin]

you look like a pro in the mix Ryan, keep killing it big dog

[@RyanKao]

Thanks Dasilva! I'll do my best. 🙌

[@BrittneyJanae]

So good! Hate I didn’t get to officially meet you!

[@RyanKao]

Literally missed by a day haha! Such a fun experience. Next time 😂

[@TylerEdwards]

I loved every second of this video. Watched on the tv but had to come back to comment. Thanks for taking us along. This looked super fun to be on.

[@RyanKao]

Appreciate you taking the time to watch and leave a comment man!!

[@KONDORBLUE]

You’re such a talented storyteller!!

[@RyanKao]

Couldn’t have done it without the incredible team behind the story…

[@rickyistrying]

Just found your channel not too long ago and honestly I love the vibes. It feels like exactly what I need right now.

[@RyanKao]

I'm so glad! Thanks for coming onboard

[@colleentrusler1778]

Amazing and beautiful. Thank you for sharing your voice Ryan and for all your hard work on the film. Loved watching this.

[@RyanKao]

It was a pleasure working with you. Hopeful for more in the future!

[@filmmakerevolution]

I'm not as far down into it as you are, but I totally get this. Every job I get thats a bigger one than last I find a huge amount of the time beforehand worrying will I be able to do this? Then on the day once I get into the groove it turns out to not only go just fine but a fun time. The comradery is great, you learn a lot and always network and expand your network. Pretty cool to see all the other awesome creators, Cammackay is someone I've watched a lot of recently, great dude

[@RyanKao]

Absolutely love to hear this. Thank you for being here….

[@OmarKamaly]

thank you for this message. I am really stucked right now in the same and it is nice when someone talks about this experience and circumstances

[@RyanKao]

So glad this was able to speak to you... I appreciate the support

[@Leo_The_Creator_580]

Keep pushing you give a lot of ppl inspiration and I am one of them!

[@RyanKao]

I appreciate that! Thanks for leaving a comment man.

[@Leo_The_Creator_580]

@@RyanKao ofc! Keep doing you man we all watching and you given a lot of us out here hope!

[@Thats-My-Call]

This found me right on time! As a beginning videographer/cameraman, this helped a lot. Flying across the globe for my first big shoot!

[@RyanKao]

Happy to hear this resonated with you! Congrats and good luck to you on your shoot man!

[@hellotoddsky]

I love your raw and down to earth videos man! Glad to see we all have similar thoughts and feelings, no matter how far along we are on our individual journeys as creatives. Kudos for being you and always creating real content!

[@RyanKao]

So so glad you've been enjoying them! I really appreciate you being here

[@hellotoddsky]

@@RyanKao Thanks bud 🙏🏻

[@ScottJeschke]

Crushing these videos, Ryan. 👊

[@RyanKao]

Appreciate it Scott 🙏

[@jgooch99]

Great stuff. Thanks for sharing.

[@RyanKao]

Thanks for watching! 🙌🙏

[@tuckerkanderson]

Loved the insight here Ryan! Looked like a cool shoot, excited to see the whole thing!

[@RyanKao]

Definitely a highlight of this year. Thanks brother!

[@SethFox94]

This monologue BTS piece is next level, keep doing this. 10/10

[@RyanKao]

Appreciate this Seth 🙏

[@tim-tim-de]

Damn, what a great video. Love seing these kind of bts

[@RyanKao]

Thank you. Happy you enjoyed this!!

[@BiboEbuen]

Thank you for sharing this Ryan! It's very inspiring 🥹

[@RyanKao]

My pleasure! Thanks for the watch Bibo.

[@imDonDiestro]

Brady Bessette casually being a crew member is funny to me lol.

[@TheBusinessHandyMan]

These stories are so beautiful

[@On1Films]

This was amazing man

[@ubkbliz7155]

Thank you Ryan for this video, im in film school right now and will be done in 6 months and this was a really good video, alot of the stuff you said really resonated with me.

[@RyanKao]

So great to hear this, good luck! 🙏

[@prayforpeace2204]

There really isn't such a thing as success in filmmaking. Only a beginning, middle and end. In the beginning, you know nothing and are a pure artist at heart. In the middle you learn skills and perfect various things. IN the end, you try and return to who you were in the beginning.

[@RyanKao]

Well said! Appreciate you taking the time to watch.

[@Qk1shot]

Great video! This inspired me alot‼️

[@RyanKao]

I'm so glad!

[@AV.Creative]

Great vid bro 👌 Thanks for the inspiration

[@iamnotapoet]

Thanks, as always, for the FANTASTIC video. Indeed, I have (almost) always believed that life is NOT about being BEST at anything. Only people like Plato, Jobs, Einstein etc can HOPE and TOIL for that. And , THEY, can ALMOST get it. For me, as it seems you , it’s always about PERSONAL BEST… and getting a tiny bit better as many days as you can. I’ve worked with GREAT people like Lloyd Kaufman (Troma Toxic Avenger 2-4) and people like Lili Taylor, Phil Collins , Steve Buscemi etc. and I see THEY toil with this principle. It’s all about PERSONAL BEST. Sweetie and I watch (but never comment) on your videos. And we know you work SO HARD with the daily PERSONAL BEst principle and great things come from it. So, CHEERS from us 2 BEER VLOGGERS. We celebrate things one full flight (of beer 🍺) at a time! CHEERS & Happy New Years!! - Eric ZORK Alan & Sweetie [ Professional Poets & Bed 🛏️ & Beer🍺 Vloggers ]

[@ThatSalim]

Relate so much to your intro tho I’ve never worked in a big production 😂

[@RyanKao]

😅

[@immgs9199]

so cool , i got goosebumps . my dream to become a DP. good for you bro, keep it up!

[@RyanKao]

Keep chasing it! Thanks for being here.

[@HowStoriesWork]

Loved working with you, Ryan. I really enjoyed your commitment to shots and suggestions when you thought a different angle might work better. Would work with you again anytime! 🙌🏽

[@RyanKao]

Jay, what an experience man. Such a pleasure getting to make this vision come to life with you and the team. I truly hope for more to come. Thanks for trusting us!

[@HowStoriesWork]

@@RyanKao🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

[@bysumex]

AMAZING RYAN!

[@RyanKao]

THANK YOUUU

[@wendywitzig119]

Nailed it! Love your style, it reminds me Aidin Robbins.

[@RyanKao]

Thanks so much. Aidin is the man

[@directorsamdawjee8617]

Thankyou for making such an inspirational video in the most simplest words...I've taken few imp things from this video as a working professional Director n Dp Hope It'll help me take more wise decisions on set in Future.😇

[@RyanKao]

Happy to hear you were able to take away some aspects from this one. Best of luck to you in your journey Sam! 🙌

[@kureki147]

Isn't this where they filmed the Rookie season 4 Finale?

[@redesignedlife777]

great story to end the year

[@RyanKao]

Thanks! Enjoy the New Year.

[@brainanchorstudios879]

Where can we watch the short film? I'd truly love to see it.

[@RyanKao]

It's not out yet! I'll be sure to keep my audience posted however!

[@Monosifon]

Finding your place in a new role on set is always challenging but rewarding. Thanks for sharing and also, what mic/audio setup did you use to record your VO in this video?

[@RyanKao]

Appreciate that! I was actually out of town so I used my 16" Macbook's built in mic!

[@JohnMiyazono]

amazing video brotha

[@RyanKao]

Thanks for the visit man!!

[@julianp.3549]

The link to the trailer in the description leads to nothing and says the account has been deleted. Just for you to know. I guess its not yet possible to watch the whole short film, is it?

[@RyanKao]

Ah thanks so much! It's fixed now

[@Doxifyhere]

youre lit bro im proud :D

[@RyanKao]

Thank you man!!

[@Doxifyhere]

keep it up

[@fb3productions]

i was gonna do physio and then i impuslively chose a career in filmmaking and i dont regret it 😭

[@Jonnyvonwallstrom]

Dude I’ve been working for +20 yrs and I still feel like I’m spoiled asf. I don’t like the big productions. Just want to tinker and tell stories every day. Without the money being by an issue 😂

[@umevisuals8263]

I am a coloured from South Africa, and I'm a filmmaker, dp mostly...I can't describe but I really don't want to be a part of the industry. The cliques the culture... it does not align with my personal values... it's everything I'm not...especially here in south Africa.. White people ran industry...and I have no problem with that I just feel like so many people of colour has to subscribe to those values in order to be liked and network effectively. I'm not a broski or a dude... all these people are good people I'm probably just ignorant and don't want to change or adapt....I just want to be a filmmaker not create a new persona just too fit in w8th the cool kids and shit.

[@BangWithSound]

Very inspiring to see you grow. I see so many young people coming to this great industry and start to hustle. And it seems after all this years more and more do understand that for a progressive career development it is so crucial that you work on personal development as well. I think it is very important to keep a humble balance and it‘s looking very good on you. Thank you for sharing your journey. 🙏🏼

[@RyanKao]

I deeply appreciate this. Thank you for being here!

[@anton.mtb8274]

Absolutely fucking love your vids maaannnnnn

[@RyanKao]

🙏🥹

[@locngyn]

I feelz the same 😅

[@CritterElectronics]

Was Cam invited?

[@RyanKao]

WAS HE INVITED?! Check on his stills over on Instagram

[@f0t0b0y]

iFootage? Someone on that set needs to make a we made a short on some cheep no-name Chinese lights with a Apple branding name of iFootage; and they paid for it! 🙄

[@workinprogress2077]

So I'm watching this video, minding my own business and HE shows up in another KZbinr's video..., Are they cloning this guy? Is there a vending machines that spits this model? Forget about the threat of AI, keep an eye on that one!

[@workinprogress2077]

I'm not referring to you Ryan

[@aLgProduction]

A KZbin of who's who. lol

[@Kino.Camera]

Вас там всех блогеров собрали на одной локации и вы теперь все одинаковое видео запостили? 😂😂😂

[@mariapelzer8005]

Love to see the lack of women on set

[@RyanKao]

Absolutely agree. Would have loved being a part of a production with more women on set. And I have seen an increase over the last few years. Myself, along with my wife are doing our best to be part of this change! Cheers!

[@danielaragao]

Too much Masculine energy on this Set. You should balance the genders more. Very pragmatic pack shots overall...are you going to the desert to do more indoors? Looks like you're more interested in the Neon Lights of the Motel.

[@Nathan.Willan]

Starting at 11:09 seconds, you will hear abnormal noises every two seconds. It is a very annoying sound. Please don’t do this again. Your audio is terrible!