FIRST CAR TRIP TO THE PARK! | Estée Lalonde

[@graciegal101]

seeing effie jump around and freak out to go outside at the beginning just fills my heart with joy

[@JessicaBurgo]

Omg her little jump when she’s excited in the beginning 😭💕

[@gracelee3668]

I can't believe you glossed over "No one puts gravy in the corner." I briefly met your mom when at your Daisy meetup in NYC. She's a GEM!

I only saw that after I stopped filming and I literally had to sit down and process how funny that is.

[@emmadouglas3788]

That parcel 🥰 Can’t stop laughing at your Mam’s jokes and drawings, amazing!

[@belleomalley1022]

Literally I am modelling my goals as your life 😂 growth perspective, great job, lovely flat, and a best furry friend. What’s not to love??

[@nelejosefs]

Your hair looks amazing! Can we please talk about how much love was in this package 😍 speechless, your mom is a queen

[@abigailbahr5360]

Definitely want to hear about your experience getting off the pill! Thank you for sharing!

[@jordanbdailey]

that is so sweet! my mom recently passed away; seeing your relationship with your mom reminds me of my relationship with my mom. never stop sharing those packages with us. ❤️

[@littlemisscupcakes99]

i cannot get over my love for vlogtober... these have become the highlight of my day

[@aliciastratford7702]

Don’t get too discouraged! This visit mag not have been a positive one but you’re making necessary changes to give her a better life and adapting. She couldn’t have a better mom. Each time may be met with challenges but she is going to end up loving it. Also to the little shits that lit fireworks in an area with dogs off leash - just no

[@mrss2401]

You're doing brilliantly with Effie, she's so lucky to have such a loving and caring Mummy. I also have a rescue dog...it wasn't easy to start with but he's so much better now. He does still have some 'issues', but as time's going on things are settling down. I understand how stressful and overwhelming it can be, I was like that too, but keep with it...things will get easier. Sending you and Effie much love x

[@katyasilitch4539]

Effie is doing very well, she has become much more relaxed, content and social. Your love and care have given her a new perspective, well done.

[@lindseybraun7976]

I can't wait to hear about you coming off the pill! I've been wanting to do it for awhile, but I'm scared. Thanks for being so open and sharing your life with us!

[@maisieelise]

I swear we have the same dog! Mine is exactly the same, a ball of nerves in public and quite afraid of everything. Even down to the one-legged hop when she sees her harness. I completely get what you mean when the walk turned out to be a disappointment--we live in a big city and I always plan to get her out during quieter hours yet when something like fireworks (or just any unexpected ruckus really) happens, it becomes stressful all-around. Good thing they usually bounce back, but just know I feel you and I know EXACTLY the journey you're on!

[@luciee4071]

I came off the pill after 10 years in lockdown and honestly felt really great for it. The only issue is that my skin is breaking out more and my periods have disappeared but they say it can take a while for your body to find its natural cycle again. Good luck with it!

[@kristinmccarty1810]

You should check out the book “beyond the pill” by dr. jolene brighten. I’m reading it right now in preparation for going off the pill. She talks about natural ways you can try to help reset your hormones if you have “post birth control syndrome,” which I guess is a thing no one told us about!

[@velyvely6479]

try getting some vitamin A cream (theres one on amazon its a french pharmacy brand) it really helped my spots. and some Aha and Bha's also seem to really help.

[@Jemmarshmallow]

I'm coming off them too after 10 years, I came off them a couple of years ago and my skin broke out like crazy and the acne wouldn't give up so stupidly went back on them to clear my skin! Wish I just stuck with it because I'll have to start again now. There are natural ways to sort your hormones with supplements etc.. I'm going to get that Beyond the pill book too!

[@luciee4071]

@@kristinmccarty1810 thanks for the rec! Will check out the book.

[@luciee4071]

@@Jemmarshmallow my skin wasn’t too bad in lockdown when I first came off it but it seems to be having a mare atm especially around my chin which is making me think it could also be mask related!

[@misayamamoto978]

I am so glad you are talking about going off of your birth control. Im right now in the thought process of deciding whether I should or shouldn't. You talking about your experience and normalizing it is amazing.

[@Joysteib]

Totally love your mom's packaging!! So sweet and cute. Thanks for sharing with us. btw love your haircut!

[@DogMomStephanie]

Love your mom’s creativity and the relationship you have with your family! Sweet Effie!

[@mariah4920]

I will definitely be rewatching the first 20 seconds anytime I need a mood boost. She's just so sweet!

[@justbecauseitsbeauty]

Your mum should seriously be working for Hallmark!! Those little jokes and catchphrases deserve to be on the front of cards - she’s so good! 😂🤣😂🤣

[@marolle15]

You are the greatest dog mama ❤️❤️ it’s so heartwarming to see you with Effie

[@KG-qm4wl]

I got off the pill years ago now (I'm 28). It's a bumpy ride at first getting used to it all and your body working out what to do on its own. But it's life-changing when you learn to work with rather than against your body cycles. If anyone is interested I can recommend a lot of great books to read just to even learn more about your cycles.

[@AP-rl6ls]

Please let me know which books I should check out. Thanks!

[@KG-qm4wl]

@@AP-rl6ls Heres a few check out your second-hand stores as often you can find older models of some of these books for cheap. Booklist: Taking charge of your fertility, Period Repair Manual, Women code, The Fifth Vital Sign, Beyond the Pill, Sweetening the Pill. Those are the ones off the top of my head. I would also get a cheap BBT (body basal temperature) to start learning to track your cycles. Just remember one step at a time no need to rush! :-) Let me know if you want more info on anything I wish I learned this all when I was a teenager lol

[@TheRayjane]

Your hair looks beautiful. You look great with the platinum blond look. Your skin is to die for ❤️. So flawless and glowy ❤️. Love it when you show all your clothes

[@elaspoustova5758]

I hope that not taking birth control pills will have the same positive effect on your anxiety/depression as I experienced. Your future will shine!(fingers crossed). Love you, thank you for sharing, I feel happier with your vlogs, it does feel like everyday chat with a friend!:)

[@heartlesspuddingcup]

There's actually no scientific evidence about OCP linking to depression/anxiety, which is so odd to me considering its something that always comes up for women I speak to. I haven't had that experience but it seems common.

[@elaspoustova5758]

@@heartlesspuddingcup I actually think there are few studies that prove some correlation between OCP and depression, just the mechanism is unknown. But I won't fight you on this one, I know it's controversial. I purely based it on my personal experience that I wanted to share.

[@heartlesspuddingcup]

@@elaspoustova5758 yeah it’s weird because it is controversial but I’m surprised by the results. Doesn’t make sense.

[@ligli500]

Oh my god I've been thinking of so much about my anxiety/emotions in general and wondering... who would I be when I'm off it? I've had to try different brands because I would get SO emotional (even crying when I'm at a normal/blasé level of happiness, wtf) so I know there definitely is a connection btwn my feels and pills but... to think of really coming off of it... idk why that seems scary too :/ don't want to get pregnant lol and I've just been taking OCP for soooo long

[@PetiteFilledeParis]

I‘ve had the same experience! Overall my mood is so much better and more stable.

[@MsLaurenElizabeth22]

I’m definitely looking forward to tomorrow’s vlog now! I just came off my birth control for the first time in 16 years. I’m literally like 2 weeks in.

[@kristinmccarty1810]

How is it going for you?? I really want to get off my bc (after 15 years) but I’m terrified.

[@Jemmarshmallow]

Me too! After 10 years.

[@MsLaurenElizabeth22]

@@kristinmccarty1810 I have endometriosis, so right now, it’s not great. I’m gonna give it until the end of the year though.

[@fannygoldbee7660]

Hi there. I have a very anxious rescue dog that came from Spain to the uk. He is petrified of strangers, built up areas, he’s noise sensitive etc etc. it’s been a hard slog. He also loves other dogs. Like your beautiful girl he is a gentle soul. I just want to say I can totally relate to your challenges and know how hard it can be. It’s worth it but it’s extremely difficult when things other people can do with their pets you cannot. Also it can be heart breaking when they are frightened. I can see the massive progress you have made with her and you should be proud that you have made her life so much better xxxx

[@chandachism]

Left us with a cliffhanger. Can’t wait to see the next vlog!!!❤️❤️❤️

[@camillefirth8560]

Love that striped sweater and the haircut looks extra fresh! Thank you for sharing about going off birth control. I’ve been reading a bit about that lately and look forward to hearing more about your story. 💛

[@juliebeck3796]

You are the best dog mom ever!!! 🐶💕 Love your hair! 🙎🏼‍♀️ Gorgeous as always! And......I absolutely love your mom!!! 💕💗💕

[@jacklynmf61]

I love your mom's packages! When we send my sister packages to Manitoba, I am going to remember and try your mom's cute packaging idea!! Love it!!!

[@lex8662]

I am two weeks off the pill too! Can’t wait to hear you speak on it. It is a rollercoaster for sure, worth it though. Love ya Estée!

[@ladiixtahc]

That packaging by your mom is AMAZING! A wrapping paper collab with your moms stuff MUST happen!

[@abigailo3760]

I came off hormonal birth control (a 9 year stretch) in March. I had insomnia the first month, but after that I am so glad I did it. I feel like my old self! Everything is better, skin/mood/sleep/irritability. Peace be with you during this time of transition!!! Also nearly choked on my dinner when you said "ya trying to get pregnant" lol

[@pollyaf99]

Never too much time. Bestest mom ever

[@marrahelle]

Your mom is the BEST! Love you

[@RoannaFernandes]

Hi Estée! Your Mum’s packaging game is on point!!!! Howlarious + truly cute. 🎃✨ As a fellow crafter, I am both amused and inspired!!!!

[@Mmmaaarrr86]

i'm 25 and i've been on sprintec since i was 17, and read in period power how it was her least recommended form of contraception, and it made me think about going off eventually. i'm not ready for the big change right now, but i'm looking forward to hearing how your journey coming off of it goes. much love

[@mrskfk6492]

I’m not looking forward to October being over ☹️ I am loving these vlogs everyday! Your hair looks amazing, by the way. But hold up - your mum’s package! Filled my heart with joy. I can imagine how much love she put into that sitting and decorating it ❤️ Shows how much she misses you. Honestly, adorable 😍

[@ally_margie]

"Lets get basted" has to be my favorite.

So good

[@MargaretBelle]

me too!

[@eliseyoung9291]

Estee watching these vlogs everyday gets me through the week!

[@tabbeyah5351]

I reaally like the vlogs Estée!!! Hope you are well and know that you are doing your best regarding Effie! Much love

[@strawberrysweets5323]

Omg when she said pregnant, my eyes DARTED to the screen 🤣🤣!! Cx

[@bianca.x0]

Oh my this video made me so happy 🥰 Effie is the cutest 🙈 also you’re killing vlogtober this year 👌🏻

[@peterrabbit1234]

I came off the pill 3 years ago after being on for 13 years also and it took an entire year for my body to regulate. I didn’t have a period for that entire year and had breakouts and many other health problems BUT it is the best thing I did for my body. Please don’t be discouraged! I think this is so incredibly important to talk about and really not discussed often enough

[@jenn_in_atl]

Today is my last day at my job before I start my new one and I've been sitting in the back doing busy work and loving your vlogs xoxo

[@emilycook1488]

Hey Estee!! I came off the pill when I was 22/23. I went on it when I was 15/16 to regulate my periods. Yasmin was good for a while and maybe my hormones normalized after a while/body changed etc but I could seriously feel dark cloud over me building up over time. There was talk about how the pill slowly causes depression/mental darkness the longer you are on it. I went off it and never looked back. Felt so much better and I honestly truly hope you feel the same. It will take a little while for your body to adjust and just allow it heal for a while. You will feel better, maybe after a combination of changes, not just the pill. Hoping this message helps someone out there! Us girls are here for each other!

[@leavingnormal88]

It's funny how different people are, I specifically went on BC to help control my mood swings (at my doctor's suggestion, she recommended Alesse for that issue specifically). I just noticed that my periods of severe depression, suicidal thinking, anxiety and paranoid thinking were cyclical and typically manifested right before my period. Every woman is different, but in my case BC has been HUGE in regulating my moods; I rarely experience the same severe low levels I used to. I still experience depressive symptoms, but they are SO much better than what they were.

[@victoriao.1251]

Same here! I take lo Loestrin Fe and BC changed my life for the better. My periods are lighter and I am not an emotional wreck anymore - been taking it for 3 years now. My cystic acne went away after a month too. If your doctor gives you the correct brand, you use it correctly, (same time everyday), the benefits are amazing.

[@cbrownes]

Thank you for shining light on that aspect as well. Our bodies are so complex - I think it's really important to keep sharing our all of our own experiences, the ups and downs so people can learn from many different sides of the story.

[@rachelknits]

I had a similar experience when I came off the pill after almost ten years and noticed how down I felt during my period and how anxious and almost manic I felt during ovulation. I’d love to find a different solution but the only thing that helped was going back on the pill.

[@evelienverhelst825]

The mom care package is so cute!

[@strll3048]

I have noticed that similarly unexpected difficulties happen on most occasions when I try to make a real effort for change, as you were doing by going to Battersea Park with Effie. Please know that this is quite common and don't allow it to discourage you in any way. It was so great to see Effie so happy and carefree. You are succeeding. Wishing you much better in your future endeavours!

[@jocelynmorton2337]

I am also training my 1-year-old samoyed-husky, it seems to go up and down as you described. I find the day of the week and time important for choosing when to take my dog to a public space to be helpful. We took my dog to the beach on weekdays instead of the weekend and it was a much more positive experience. My heart goes out to anyone with a furbaby that needs a little extra care

[@caralum]

I adore your haircut + colour Estee! Beauty! 💛🔥

[@B..103]

In the end it will be a very good thing to be off the pill. I have been there. The transition is not easy sometimes but it is worth it 💗💗💗

[@EmilyHeartsCookies]

Loooving vlogtober! Having a rough time and your vlogs just always cheer me up

[@chirples]

Sorry your walk got messed but Effie seems so happy! It will take time. Loved sharing your box from home. Those crackers are my go to when I need some nostalgia food. Enjoy! Kelly does a great job an packages! Take care Chicky!

[@kellyharden1513]

Effie is so beautiful. Also we are car twins! Love this content :)

She really is. VW golf yay!

[@alexaburban8857]

Estee! I've been on the pill for 5 years and just spoke with my doctor and bought a book to begin the process of coming off it! I wasn't very impressed with what my doctor said, basically "it's fine if you want off it's fine if you want to continue" so I wasn't really given a concrete answer if I should stay on it or not. I'm not using it for its intended purposes (just regulating my cycle and stopping spots) so I picked up "This Is Your Brain On Birth Control" and hoping that'll teach me more than my doctor! If you feel comfortable I would love to hear about your experience coming off it! I think we should end the stigma about openly speaking about women's reproductive system/women's health in general so I'm so happy to hear you mention it in this vlog and say you're going to talk more tomorrow!! Sending love from Canada!! xx

[@shannonvanduren5703]

what the heck those kids!! Are we old when that bothers us lol. I feel for you. My pup is also a scaredy-cat all the time. You're so lucky the basket worked for Effie! It took us a while, but we figured out that our dog likes to lay on the floor in the backseat. He's not strapped in, but because he's down there, he can't fly around and he's able to curl up and he seems to feel safe down there. Also looking forward to hearing your experience further coming off BC. Everyone is so different. I switched from BC to an IUD and I have loved it so far. The main reason I got on BC was that my periods were so heavy but eventually, I got sick of taking a pill every day. I like that the IUD hormones are localized so they don't seem to affect me as much as the pill.

[@SophG.]

So proud of you for achieving what you set out to do!! Such a great thing you did for you and Effie ❤️❤️ even though you first experience wasn't quite what you hoped. It will get better!!!

[@laurawestenra]

Oh my gosh, Kelly is the best! I love your mom!

[@iam.melloo]

tbh not taking the pill anymore has changed my outlook on life and my personality so yes do it!

[@masara455]

Loving the vlogtobers! 💛💛💛

[@johanna4456]

omg that package is so cool :D I need to stark doing this with my mum. Don't worry I think the car will definitly benefit you. Maybe in the beginning you can go to the park in the early mornings before you start your work day or when the weather is not as good so the park is not as crowded and she will get used to it. I guess it's not a normal thing that teens burn those fireworks in the park so that was probably just bad luck on that day. Effie is such a cutie you are an amazing dog mum :)

[@janaybridges]

Yes!! 👏🏻👏🏻 so proud of you for coming off the pill. The danger of hormonal contraceptives aren’t widely taught or accepted. It is often the root of so many ailments. I’ve been off for about 4 years and have never felt better in my life. I’ve used the Daysy Fertility Tracker in this time and will NEVER GO BACK! 💛💛🤗

[@ligli500]

omg I've been thinking of coming off the pill but ( A ) scared of becoming pregnant and ( B ) scared of not knowing who I am without it (which doesn't make sense but idk). Have you had good experiences with Daysy? I'm scared of the accuracy...

[@janaybridges]

@@ligli500 it’s natural to feel scared but rest easy knowing that knowledge is power. Women have such a small window every month of when they can conceive. You are not fertile every day. Secondly, don’t be scared of who you will be. Get excited. If anything it’s going to improve your mood, libido etc. A good friend of mine came off after 10 years and I’ve never seen her so lively. Honor your body and step into your power 💛 there’s Daysy groups in FB that you can join if you’re interested in info and they have an Instagram!

[@abrilmarquez4388]

Good luck with your “hormonal” journey. I gave up and started taking the pill again, but I have PCOS and I was struggling a bit.

[@abbieasunshine]

Your mom is a treasure. And your grandma too! Save those packages! 👻🎀

[@lucydam]

I was also on Yazmin for over 10 years. I stopped taking it a little over a year ago, and have been feeling great!!

[@malgosiakaczmarska8036]

Your mom is a hoot! 😂 Looking forward to tomorrow’s blog, as I’ve been on Yasmin for over 20 years and have been thinking how’s that linked to my anxiety 🤔

[@leannesmith1207]

You really suit yellow! Love your beanie! First try with the walk hun, it's all little experiments. There is always a next time and it could be different and get better with time

[@Lea150791]

I am really interested in your expierience coming off the pill. I hope you will give us some updates on the way. I was thinking about this too for a while now (I have problems with thrombosis so it feels like a good idea to not increase the risk by taking it). But I have to say I am somehow scared of it and what it will do to my body...

[@janaybridges]

Oooof so your risk of blood clots is that much higher. I’d be more scared of what the PILL does to your body. It causes gut dysbiosis, throws your body into an early menopause state, depression, anxiety etc .

[@annecathrinehr]

Your channel gives me life! Love all the content you make. Just continue doing you and it will automatically lead to something good❤️

[@ankeranna]

I‘m off the pill for two months now. No pain at all but my skin ... girl. I struggled. But I‘m taking nutritional supplements and everythings fine now. My libido? Hellloooooo shes back ❤️ not trying to get pregnant either, got my sterilization done three months ago and I‘m so happy with my decision

[@Jemmarshmallow]

May I ask what supplements you're taking? My skin went crazy last time I went off the pill and I'm dreading it :( I've been off for just a week and taking agnus castus and drinking spearmint tea 🤷‍♀️😄

[@ankeranna]

@@Jemmarshmallow I take these ones (from germany) innonature.eu/products/naturliche-haut-haare-nagel-kapseln?gclid=CjwKCAjwoc_8BRAcEiwAzJevtQnPoTtuAMKpcrfy-0lsGG1SoztIgDzmmsq4EMszJo8Kt_MIaCQDMBoCE9YQAvD_BwE

[@johanrijhkelaar3627]

Battersea Park is really such a beautiful park, went quite some times from my time living in Pimlico. I’ve been in some parks in London and Battersea Park is really big and beautiful and one of my favourites in the city

[@marinnaa51]

I’ve always loved how your mom decorates your parcels! So cute and fun! do you keep the packaging afterwards? I feel like I wouldn’t be able to get rid of them 😋

[@hollymarie3404]

Your mom is the cutest! I love her doodles! 😀🥰

[@Poppyslays_alsoplays]

Ohhh maaa gaaaddd!!! Your hair though 😍😍😍 I’m also a blonde and would literally sell my soul to have Harriet do my hair 😭😭😭🤣❤️

[@janscattergood7294]

Your parcel was excellent! You did do a good thing getting out in the car with Effie. Don't let that one experience put you off! It will be great for you both to get out and about! 💐❤️ x

[@dandiiiful]

My grandma makes me the same slippers!!!!!! So precious.

[@lucyhilditch9398]

Oh Effie is just a little dream. Really interested to hear about your experience coming off the pill, I've also just come off Yasmin (after 6 years of being on it) for about a month now and would love to hear your take on how you're feeling! Big love x

[@KatMarie]

I was a completely different person on BC. Never been so depressed honestly. Getting off the pill can def be a good thing!!

[@hira7886]

Moms are the best!

[@kcmorris4875]

Yasmin yikes!! I had a terrible depression experience with Yasmin and subsequently researched a lot of very concerning patient experiences where depression and other emotional issues were major side effects. Good luck coming off it, sure will take some time for your body to adjust but defo sounds like it might be for the best. Thanks for sharing xxxx Love to you and Effie xxx

[@Robinodro]

Loving the uploads!! ❤️

[@agnovum1654]

Effie might like greenwich park/blackheath! You can do a really good long walk and once you get to blackheath it's always so empty, especially in the colder months. Feels like having the world to yourself (and a few crows)

[@anoukertje]

Not gonna lie, I wholeheartedly believed you when you said you were trying to get pregnant 😂

[@bellemdm]

I think my heart stopped for a second

[@MsJmp1981]

Your mom is the best, so funny❣️

[@baileymcbride18]

The package was so cute. And also, totally feel you on the crackers. They are the absolute best.

[@tessabrugge4758]

Awe poor Effie, but don't fret about it Estee, these things happen to anxious dogs, I have one who hates anything new. In fact he won't walk over concrete driveways on walks, he prefers Asphalt drives like his own lol. Honestly we just take each day as a new day with him, tomorrow there will be something else he hates lol. I have another little dog she is a gem, confident, and uncomplicated sheer bliss, however we love him regardless of his anxiety! Effie is gorgeous xxxx

[@nicoleblanchardraybaud]

“Time to get basted” 😂 your mum is amazing 💕✨

[@izzybitsyspider03]

Bro that package from your mom 😭 mah heart. So pure. But you didn't sing "baby I'm amaize" in a Paul McCartney voice when you were reading the package puns.... disappointed

[@aliciastratford7702]

Oh and also, the salted tops are the best!!!!

[@RikkeNP91]

You seem to be - you are! - the best doggo mom ever.. she is ONE LUCKY LADY😍❤️😇

[@darlenea2556]

Salted top crackers 😍😍😍😍, Loved crushing them in tomato soup. Missing home now 🇨🇦.

[@stinaspace728]

Being off the pill is amazing! I've been off it for almost 2 years and I can't believe I was ever on it. You might find some of the seasons quite challenging but it shows that we women aren't meant to go full pelt every day. I love Claire Baker and her book 50 things you need to know about periods xx good luck and welcome to womanhood!

[@kristinestocker]

My mom decorates the outside of my packages too! And I've started doing the same 🙂

[@dapsolita]

KETCHUP CHIPS!!! What a lovely mother you have😂😂. Once, my mom had me.haul those as well as Cracker Barrel cheese all the way to Malawi for my bro😋🇨🇦🇨🇦

[@noelchan772]

i look forward to your vlogs every day 😍😍😍🥰😘

[@pirjasuo]

Thanks for the vlog 💕 Loved the blue winter coat! I have too many blue winter coats. Obsessed 😂💙 Can you show the long and the short version on? Effie is so cute. Hopefully next trip will be better.

[@erikagalan2915]

Love the vlogs Estee! Your mom is so much like my mom. Moms are the best x

[@Sweetirishwhispers]

I was literally grating carrots into the compost bin and when you mentioned re the pill & pregnancy my head WHIPPED around 😂 loving the vlogs!! I missed these types of videos from you xx

[@DenmarkRecords]

Love your description! Could have been me grating those carrots while watching Estee’s vlog 😍👌🏽

[@palomamontanchez7422]

Hi Estee! I'm glad you told us about the pill, I took it for many years and I didn’t realize how it changed me in many ways, despite being very useful for many things, it also disconnects us from our natural hormonal cycle that I think is very beneficial both mentally and physically for women. I would love to hear more about your opinion in the next vlog! Greetings from Spain 😘