FIRST TIME HEARING Blue October - Hate Me *TEARS*

Blue October - Hate Me
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[@annaweidemiller5339]

Welcome to the Blue Family 💙 This group has been my touchstone for years; Justin sings songs that speak for me.

[@CassStCloud]

Hey, fellow Blue Fam!

[@cassianfalkener3706]

As I heard it said once, Justin writes songs for "the rest of us".

[@chrishall7230]

You're a real one brother. Your emotional honesty and empathy is a light in this world

[@dansweda712]

I heard this song when it first came out, but only once or twice on the radio. Came across it on KZbin over a year ago while going through some bad withdrawals, the song was so spot on with what I was going through. Im back chasing the dragon, it sucks, but I'm taking care of my business. Im going on 55, I remember at 8 sitting on the edge of my bed listening to a song like this one that had me in tears, it saved me because I knew how mad my dad would be if I caused the barrel to rust, I've tried hanging, but damn that hurts, but I'd never go through with it, because life goes through phases, some good, some bad, just need to hold out for the next good one to come along

[@amyduffield5565]

Light you up is another great one. The lead singer has such passion and honesty. The concert video is the best version 😊

[@rachelcassady780]

Oh brother, I’m the biggest Blue October fan!! Lead singer Justin was in the throwes of recovery when this song came out. Such an inspiring artist! That all said, to Martin and any other family members, you are loved and valued here!!! Do not let evil convince you that this world is better without you! Lifting up ALL with positive thoughts and prayers for whoever needs them! ❤❤🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@Kim-hc5si]

Word, Rachel. Love to you, too. ❤❤❤

[@rachelcassady780]

Love to you too! ❤️🤗

[@Missy-fz7xz]

❤ sending love to you my friend! ❤️ I adore Blue October as well

[@melissacaddell2604]

Beautiful. His vocals r so good. More of this group please. Please know that no one is alone. Everyone struggles with something - no matter how good they r at hiding it.

[@tradingcamerongame]

Yo I'm not even into the song reaction yet but I have to say I FUCKING LOVE THIS BRO and THANK YOU. I love this song deeply, because I think it fuckin rips but it also speaks to what I feel and go through most every day and I just appreciate you taking a moment to say life is beautiful and we should all stay here. There have been days I didn't want to stay here anymore but now all I ever want to do is be a light in the darkness and vids like this really can be lights in the darkness for people who are feeling lost or ready to give up. I appreciate you so much for this man, I thank you and I hope you're feeling blessed

[@tradingcamerongame]

Also please remember it's 100% okay to protect your own peace now and then. I live in addiction and depression, I know how much it sucks, and one of the worst parts of it is putting that weight on our friends, or our loved ones, or KZbinrs we just discovered who reacted to a song we like... all that shit. It doesn't make you any less kind to take a breather now and then. I can tell just from this intro you're a very kind and empathetic person and I hope you never let the weight of this world get to you too much--and if it ever does, please take a break. Saying that out of love and appreciation

[@SaltyBR0TAT0]

Anyone who has lived that kinda life knows we can't hold those tears back

[@PennelopeWhitmore]

That's the honest to God's truth.

[@andyandeye]

You and me both! I have had PTSD for 30+ years!! You have my love and respect. This is one of my favorite songs, but you should check out their newest songs! Blue October has some amazing new songs and very positive! Hugs!

[@bobbinowlin1749]

My son sends this to me when he was drinking and drugs and driving… he will always send to me several times… I know he is hurting… he lost his dad unexpectedly… his world was turned upside down. It's getting better, one minute at a time♥️

[@NeroZenith]

take care of yourself, because if you can't do that you can't take care of him, telling him he is loved, I'm sorry you have to go though this but please let him know he matters, last year I tried to take my own life twice, the wrist didn't work and the noose snapped, I'm here to stay now and try to help other with the same issues I have, when I lost both my father and mother last yea I wanted to stop the pain, end it all, but I met a man in a programme who losts his two sons to drugs and I'm chainging my mindset, you have no Idea how far "I'm proud of you" goes

[@CaptainPlanet792]

I always send my dad songs I think he will like. I have had drug problems in the past but never suicidal. There were plenty of times I wouldn’t have cared if I died but I would never even consider taking my life cus of what it would do to my family. He watched this and freaked out calling me to make sure I was ok. I had to calm him down and tell him I just thought he would like the song.

[@elireich5940]

​@@NeroZenithProud of you for sharing your story. Proud of you for still being with us❤

[@bettyb1313]

When we cry our body creates saltwater that cleans our soul just like we wash our bodies our soul needs cleaning once and awhile!

[@NyQuilDonut]

I cried with you, man..

[@CelestiaQuixs]

It may be beautiful for most people. For some of us it has been 98% abuse. I've been chronically suicidal since I was 14 years old. It's not that every day I want to die, per se, it's that every day I choose to stay alive. I'm 63 years old and it's only gotten progressively worse. People think there is help, if you ask. This is only true for most, not all. I've tried to raise awareness; but, no one believes me. To believe me would mean to accept this can happen to you. Achieving success only makes it worse; because, I have no one to share it with.

[@paulfadeley3496]

Love ya brother great reaction!!!! Spread peace and LOVE!!!!!!! I somehow made it out the other side from a situation like that!!!!! Love your channel, love you man!!!!

[@CrazySunny1970]

Thank you for being such a beautiful human being. This is my first time seeing your reaction videos, and I found you due to this song in particular. This song hits me in the feels so bad. I have never struggled with addiction, I do struggle with depression and anxiety. Something that can take hold and keep me under water in emotion. Sometimes a good cry is what I need and Blue October hits every time.

[@tiffymcconkey]

Sending alll the love and hugs to everyone seeing this video❤❤❤❤❤

[@robsanz9746]

Lovely. 💚

[@PopularMonsterUSA]

Outstandingly written and sung! Such passion! ❤

[@christycruz2630]

I lost my brother to suicide in 2008 and it's definitely hard,and I know how this song feels I feel and felt it many times,God bless all and always love yourself

[@dustinbellinger3637]

This song and Justins lyrics saved my life. Their music has saved my life a few times. I wouldnt be here without them and thaats real talk.

[@katieeverett3272]

You are just a wonderful kid!! Music Heals!! And listening with you , it Heals Me!! Miss you Mom and Dad!! Everyday!! Thank you!! ❤

[@cklux2011]

To address your comments and emotion at the beginning of your reaction you MUST watch their song “Fear” either the official video or acoustic solo - either is amazing. Listening to this song is NOT a choice. Please do it. It will help.

[@cassianfalkener3706]

I've been scrolling through the comments, knowing that other people HAD to have already made this recommendation, and liking them when I see them. I think the official video is a better place to start and then move on to the acoustic version,, but both are worth watching.

[@woodykok1]

Wish I could hug you, dude.

[@toddabbott781]

Blue October has a few other songs that are good, but my favorite is Worry List. If you have a child, especially if you are divorced and dealing with custody this will hit hard.

[@melvee1624]

If I could emotionally shutdown forever, it would be a blessing.

[@LetTheWrite1inn]

Rest in peace lord vader

[@lisajoyinga]

Thid=s hits in the feels.

[@erodz2943]

Stay by Sugarland.

[@betmo]

ooooo...that's a hard one too 💔

[@Erin-j9k]

[@brash_and_sassy]

Your empathy and love is something I’m not used to seeing here. I was instantly moved. I hope you feel the love and support in your own life in the same way you put it out there. Thank you for being such a positive force in this world my dude.

[@alicialawhun91]

I almost lost my son in 2018 to suicide. That phone call from his best friend at 1am I will never forget. First thing my son said to me when I got to the er was I need a haircut. First thing I said to him was you need a hug. I held him and we cried. He's my baby. And I almost lost him.

[@PennelopeWhitmore]

I lost my mom in January. Its so hard. I be been clean since a month after she passed. I know she helped me.

[@alicialawhun91]

@@PennelopeWhitmore I'm so sorry for your loss. She's so proud of you and so am I.

[@suellenpittman201]

Justin's song "Fear" is proof that he got past those bad times. It's an inspirational song!

[@Jennifer_615]

Love this song and love this band!! Alot of people think his mom died bc of the video... that is not the case. His "addiction" died and he got sober basically. Best concert you will ever go to seen them 7 times and it's amazing he talks about all his songs and where they came from at the time!!! 💙BlueFamily Much love to everyone💙

[@cassianfalkener3706]

Was introduced to Blue October years ago, but recently, I watched The Feel Again (Stay) from the DVD and while I'd always been afraid I would be out of place in the crowd, that video put seeing them in concert on my bucket list. Sixth row, center section, meet and greet - amazing experience that I will repeat in the future. Regarding the video, there is a video of an interview with the Professor of Rock where I found out that in the scene where he is passed out on the floor, that is actually his mother, and when they finished filming it, the director immediately cleared the room. She was crying. Next reaction, given your thoughts before the video even started, needs to be Fear. The acoustic version is good, but start with the official music video.

[@PennelopeWhitmore]

That was his real mom in that video. Real message played and everything.

[@joeylizotte7537]

This is from 2006. He didn't go into recovery until 2012, at the height of his addiction.

[@mzluna313]

There was a time in my life that this song was everything! I fought like hell and made it through! Praise Jesus!

[@BitWrecker]

This song always hits

[@shielabasile4859]

Into the Ocean is another good video by them. Loved the reaction as always.

[@jasonsolano8337]

Not many people on this earth can understand what it's like to live with someone you can't stand to be around. Wake up every day and that person is there and you can't get away from them. When that person is yourself. Like this song is saying. You're family and friends are your life raft keeping you afloat. But you realize the weight you are pulling them down with is terrible. You would rather them hate you then pull them down with you. It's kinda like the movie scenes you see. Where you have one person catch someone falling off a cliff. The person who's falling realizes your both going to go and you know that person loves you to much that they won't let go. So you have to be the one to do it. Sorry for the emotional response but this video just hit me hard.

[@Ratztoration]

As a survivor, I know it's hard peering into that abyss. The one thing I've learned is there is beauty in every experience as messed up as that may seem. The fact that I get to experience the ugly is beautiful and makes the good times just that much sweeter. It's always darkest before the dawn...but the sun will rise.

[@JackW-oh4gy]

Mm. Felt that, brother

[@ashleyynicolee_92]

I cried when I first it..eventhough it has a different meaning but when I cried it was cause I was dealing with my mental health (silently,yeah nobody took notice something was wrong until almost 16 years later when I finally spoke about it)

[@anthonyguevara2951]

I know brother, them tears are just doing their job. Much love

[@MichaelSizer]

Dude, peace to you man. True courage is showing emotions as a man. The ones who think it's not manly to show their emotions are too weak to admit what we all know. We're all human. Best.

[@jakesitsonatreewaitforshre1852]

You should listen to Fear by Blue October, Justin is a master at song writing and story telling.

[@mikenastasi8927]

Check out Fear by Blue October, the original version/music video & acoustic version -- both are a must. Also, Life Is Beautiful by SIXX:A.M. -- formed by Mötley Crüe bassist, lyricist, Nikki Sixx.

[@hopelaurel2207]

Your sweetness and empathy is needed in this world. Make sure to keep yourself grounded and not let the darkness pull you in too much. Shine on!

[@iamchicosuave]

Home Blue October!

[@kittenskorner]

Blue October is amazing

[@frankieluckett8393]

My man, I just wanna hug you. We got this life! You are amazing, life is amazing, and we can surprise ourselves! I love you, and I’m proud of you!

[@kay_bear1731]

This is hard to hear as it reminds me of my dad. He's been an alcoholic for the better part of 20 years. He's a great person when he's sober and having watched that person disappear it was difficult to say the least. I finally just got in touch with him after 2 and a half years. Hes been in alcohol recovery for 7 or 8 months now and is 4 months actually sober and still going strong. I want him to be around as long as possible and it means the world to me I'm getting my dad back. I have faith and i hope he stays with it. I make a point to talk to him as often as i can. I wasnt perfect in the past either. Getting clean is hard. Life is hard. You have to want to get clean. There is never any shame in seeking help. There are people who love you. Youre all worth it. PS Thank you for the beautiful words of encouragement in the beginning of the video

[@diannacampos5524]

you really touched my heart.... a family with bipolar and many addictions self harm and suicidal tendencies and living in a small town that seems to be poisoned with the same ......you had me in tears before the song even started and want to thank for your warm and gentle heart.....i love you and thank you....the one thing that seems to keep me going is planting seeds and being in the earth and if it's not an actual seed from an apple or an avocado or a smile for someone i do my best to smile for myself....may all you continue to enjoy your beautiful days.... xoxo i love you all ....by the way was thinking just the other day about how many drops of water are in a glass or a lake a river and ocean.....and as well so we are all drops to create a beautiful world together.....did that makes since

[@Bmblb815]

I am so glad I found you I needed you tonight!

[@eeezaack3854]

Blue October is so underrated. Dirt room is gritty and you’d prob like it too

[@korey5615]

I havent even seen you review the video yet, and I liked and subscribed. Keep doing you, bro. Your a real one

[@shawnmarwick6800]

Bad times happen to all of us. It's part of life. I remember a time I didn't care about myself but stayed strong for others making their lives better. Eventually I started loving myself. My depression was healed. I'm still helping people as best I can but sometimes people don't want help. My advice is to find a reason to Love Yourself. Only that person can break their depression. Hope my advice was helpful. Honestly Loyalty and your Word are your best qualities.

[@BenJohnson0531]

Please react to their song Fear.

[@alicialawhun91]

I almost lost my son in 2018 to suicide. That phone call from his best friend at 1am I will never forget. First thing my son said to me when I got to the er was I need a haircut. First thing I said to him was you need a hug. I held him and we cried. He's my baby. And I almost lost him.

[@beauboy76]

You said 2018 so I assume he already knows. But let him know it gets better… and the highs will be better than the lows. You adapt. You learn. And you love.

[@slancevaughn]

Nice work, brother. Thank you. Welcome to the Blue Family! 💙

[@wallyblack186]

sir ask every knight not to wake up the pain I go through everyday is more than I can handle cut my arm trying to bleed out life really not worth living

[@RebeccaGood7]

God loves you. I love you. I’m praying for you. You have an awesome purpose. I’ve been in the depths. I get it. Please know you are loved so much by your Heavenly Father and HE is the reason I’m here. So please, please, please don’t give up. The world needs you. God bless you.

[@DRO_710]

If I don't want kids. Don't want to be married. Don't even want to be in a relationship. What's the point of sticking around ?? Just to work, eat, sleep and repeat. ?? Fuck that. That's not worth living.

[@barbaramiles4573]

I always cry at this song for my beloved Mother who passed. I love you Mommy. I'm sorry.

[@mitchell_seeds]

This reaction caused subscription. As an artist this is the emotion sought to invoke. I believe all these things are common struggles for humans in this day & age. Justin one of the best front men of all time imo. Catching this year's show in Albuquerque Nov. 4. Like hate me & the passion in this video? See them live ASAP. Haunting performances. Cheers from New Mexico! Please stay humble & contrite. Love the attitude bro. Homicide & suicide are real problems for many & they plague all human kind. God bless you bro & i hope your channel prospers.

[@cheryltomlin6761]

You are a compassionate lovely human being. God bless your good heart.❤🙏💜👍

[@jubankta1627]

First time seeing you bro,But you got a great energy and I love that,I tried to end my life August 29th by taking 40 Xanax and I hate Xanax ,But I totalled my truck the next night and should’ve not walked away from it,But I’m here by Gods grace and this life is hard I ruined my relationship with the most incredible woman I’ve ever known the day prior because of Xanax and I wish to God I could get those days back and change my actions,I miss Amy Molina so much it makes me crazy!!!!

[@sienastang]

Check out Blue October “Fear” Acoustic Version ❤❤❤

[@joshuapratt3593]

Sometimes when you realize YOU’RE the anchor that is dragging everyone else down and you force them to cut-bait. Sometimes the LEAST destructive thing you can do is leave.

[@laurawallis7093]

I know this is a 9mth old reaction but if you havent heard of them, you should listen to Citizen Soldier. I tried to unalive myself twice back in 2020. Still fighting everything day by day. I tried to get my family to listen to them but I still feel unheard, they didnt bother. Thank you for this real reaction.

[@shayewilliamsonwilliamson597]

I lost my first wife, 19 yrs ago this past April 28 10 days after her 30th birthday, to suicide. We were married 9.5 years and she was sexually abused by her father from 5-18 years old. I wonder at times if it went on after our marriage, but the two that would know are gone! She was a manic depressant with, at least 3 personalities towards the end. She took her own life in the baby nursery we built. She miscarried twice and when I suggested letting the Dr know about the abuse, she got up and walked out. I dealt with our situation alone for nearly 2 years. I prayed nightly, after she went to sleep, until I was covered in sweat and had to take a second shower. That morning I woke up sick, with my heart in my big toe. I wasn't sure what was coming, but I knew it was bad. After I got home she started writing suicide letters to loved ones and while I fed the horse and dogs, she hid my pistol in the nursery. She shouted out the door as I pulled out of our driveway to go to my parents and I tried to get to her and stop her. I gave rescue breathing while I was waiting on the police and paramedics. I know the moment her spirit left her body! My heart, literally, broke into! I drank for months and barely slept. Twice, I prepared to take my life with the same pistol, but I prayed first. I couldn't do the same to my family, no matter how bad I wanted my pain to end! It would be our 29 year aniversary on the 26th of August. We knew each others demons and I wanted to rid her of hers, but she wouldn't let me. Mine grew that day and it is a daily battle, but somehow christ gets me through to the next day! I meet soldiers that ask me where I served and until I tell them my story they believe that I'm lying when I say I never served in the military. I break everytime they say " welcome to the brotherhood!" I love our veterans and those still fighting to keep us safe! We need to pray for those imprisoned by our own government for trying to share the truth with us about our own leaders! I pray that, when reelected, President Trump releases those that have been punished for doing or trying to do what was right, according to The Constitution of the United States of America, and those falsely accused of crimes committed by those on the payroll of a certain political party. God bless you all and pull you from the lies thatsatan and his demons fill your heads with!

[@StevenW3644]

Great Reaction and it’s a dark somber song with life. Hugs and best wishes for anyone dealing.

[@susiex4]

Thank you. I love you too! I'm going thru the same thing as your brother. It really hurts. Depression, anxiety attacks, can't leave the house sometimes so really, thank you

[@LadyGator1983]

LOVE THIS RECOVERY SONG!!!

[@jeremylemerond2508]

I appreciate you. I’m in a dark place. I’m not proud or happy to admit it, but somebody like you who spreads positivity brings a light into the darkness that you have no idea.

[@kindr3dpops919]

You sir, are what I want to be. Thank you. Thank you, for inspiring me.

[@alicialawhun91]

I almost lost my son in 2018 to suicide. That phone call from his best friend at 1am I will never forget. First thing my son said to me when I got to the er was I need a haircut. First thing I said to him was you need a hug. I held him and we cried. He's my baby. And I almost lost him.

[@corbyowens236]

Evan Honer- Brother.....its a song that hit for my bro and I. Made us both understand whats going on with each other.

[@christopherteabo3436]

Gotta check out Noah Gunderson - "Days Are Gone"

[@patrickhurley5604]

That was beautiful ❤️ I've never seen one of your videos before, but i sub you now, because of your passion ❤️i love you too, and everyone out there who needs it❤️

[@thegrapeescape87]

But if your life is nothing but anguish and you have no options....

[@Cyberdragon1775]

Little piece at least one other person likely said here but I will to. That voicemail was an actual voicemail that was sent to Justin.

[@catloverextreme]

This is the best KZbin channel of all time.

[@edwardjamessolo]

You sir are the true fact that there is truly no real racism in the USA no matter what the morons in the media says.. you are real, you are raw,, and we all love you too

[@RebeccaGood7]

Love you all. Please Lord, wrap your arms around all those who are hurting and my precious brother here, who loves so deeply. In Jesus Name

[@mrsdracon9799]

You are inl my heart and prayers😢

[@moimoishit]

you should react to "my house is not a home" by d4vd!

[@aaronm4782]

Quite the opening

[@nadas3278]

Oh man this song is so deep 😞

[@michaelreynolds8917]

Thank You

[@stefannashorn9856]

Oh Brother!🖤

[@redstep-child3096]

❤

[@matthewjuliandavis3744]

Thank you for sharing this! I'm sure I can speak for the group when I say we love you too. The motivation is much appreciated. Now stop crying and let that handsome smile shine through! PS I'm not gay but I can acknowledge a nice smile!

[@Missy-fz7xz]

I love your emotion ❤ stay the way you are! The world needs you and I’m sending positive vibes your way ❤️ I lost my brother on his 29th bday. He OD and my mom found him 😢 I watch her go through the toughest pain everyday from losing her son 😢

[@somethingsoff325]

I'm right there with the bad thoughts bro. Line from and nf song keeps coming back to me "suicidal thoughts come and go like a guest to me. But I don't wanna I just want relief"

[@connorman32178]

If you get the chance, I highly recommended seeing this band live. They truly helped me get sober two years ago. A little faith and good music is all it took and my life is infinitely better 🙌🏻 God bless.

[@RubenGonzalez-ls1zz]

As a brother torn on the brother, I just want to say you're very old. Touch me because I can see. You going through something and brother and just wanna show my heart and give you your flowers and we all love you all here

[@cheyennewade6385]

Iv lived my whole life in depression was born into it almost. I'm now 34 years old and still fighting. Life is tough and hard but there is beauty and love and it makes it worth it in the end. When I see my beautiful children smile or laugh I know everything in this world will be ok

[@AncientExplorationCanada]

On a positive note, I love your reactions and I''ve shed tears for a lot of these songs. The love for music is very powerful. Just take it easy and as you know the world is very SAD! but don't let it ruin your mojo is what I'm saying Your videos bring great joy to me. I'm 6 yrs sober from hard drugs (It was the best of times and the worst of times). lol. I very much enjoy your music and these reactions but just take care of yourself first bro these convos are heartbreaking and you are helping ppl but at a cost to your own soul. just know its okay to tap out for a moment of fresh air. So I just wanted to let you know that it's not always bad, people do recover and the sun rises again. All the love to you!

[@faithtyler3772]

I fight for every breath and it hurts! Been doing this for 2 years. Just ran across this and thank you for your realness! I feel this song and also breaking breaking Benjamin dear agony aurora version. I've had 3 hospital stays the last one in a coma for 4 days. Thanks for this.

[@kendrajohnson6151]

Whenever I get close to ending it all I listen to this song....I love my boys more than anything and if I took my life they would have every right to hate me and I would encourage them to but I really just want them to love me....and they do I just need to learn how to feel it and except it

[@DanielHardin-zz9db]

Hey bro I told you back when you were trying to reach 70k you were gonna go way beyond that! I'm super proud of you bro and I love you homie and keep your head up!!

[@javiertirapuustarroz5775]

thank you for your show of sensitivity , your sensitivity makes us human

[@edwardmarmion1672]

I have been listening to this truly astounding and inspirational band for 20 years. So powerful to hear his raw emotion and life experiences and how in effects all of us . We all relate and feel the pain and also healing .

[@chayob8914]

Great reaction man. We all going through something and reactions to great meaningful songs like this are a blessing tbh

[@bobbinowlin1749]

You should listen to Hinder - What Ya Gonna Do…