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@jakesmith62333 ай бұрын
If you like Nirvana, check out In Bloom, Heart-shaped box, and Lake of fire Nirvana - In Bloom (Official Music Video) / NirvanaVEVO kzbin.info/www/bejne/hpPKfHigg6d7p68 Nirvana - Heart-Shaped Box (Official Music Video) / NirvanaVEVO kzbin.info/www/bejne/pGezYYafqbeqr5o Nirvana - Lake Of Fire (Live On MTV Unplugged, 1993 / Unedited) / NirvanaVEVO kzbin.info/www/bejne/mmWvlYiHr6iDhq8
@DevenLeiphart3 ай бұрын
I’m sorry if this sounds weird I was watching your a day in the life video from a couple years ago and you said you were from a small town in Missouri I am also from Missouri and currently live here was curious if your hometown was close to mine
@franzwohlgemuth20023 ай бұрын
@MentalAmanda Do "Been a Son", "Paper Cuts", "Scoff", "D7", "Sappy", "I Hate Myself And Want To Die", “Stain”, "Curmudgeon", “Mr. Moustache”, “Swap Meet”, "Very Ape"....... As for the song, it is about a man who turns to religion after the death of his girlfriend as a way to avoid suicide.
@christamichelleortloff21952 ай бұрын
There is a song by evanescence of the same name. That actually about the drug Lithium carbonate I think, I'm unsure. But it's the medicine used to treat bipolar disorder
@franzwohlgemuth20022 ай бұрын
@@christamichelleortloff2195 Ironically, Lithium is chemically the same as Meth....
@oscar24x3 ай бұрын
That was a prank to MTV because Kurt wanted to play Rape me but MTV executives said no. So he only played the first riff of the song.
@Shawn-mo6dh3 ай бұрын
The thing is that song is about other bands stealing his sound
@Abdulla7_3 ай бұрын
@@Shawn-mo6dhit is about rape, its an anti rape song.
@Shawn-mo6dh3 ай бұрын
@@Abdulla7_ you could be right but your not. It's about artist stealing music
@dannyfinnson46303 ай бұрын
@@Shawn-mo6dhno its about the media
@dannyfinnson46303 ай бұрын
@@Abdulla7_no it’s about the media ! When he went from the under ground to mainstream, he thought that he was being raped for looking inside his life
@copbabycombo13113 ай бұрын
I can see why Rape Me can be triggering but if it makes it any better Rape Me is an anti-rape song. Kurt was very passionate about women's issues and he was a feminist.
@ethanvilla44182 ай бұрын
Actually, I don't think "R@pe Me" was about physical r@pe at all. It was about journalists that he and Courtney trusted and let into their lives then turned around and betrayed them by writing articles about their drug use which led to Kurt and Courtneys child being taken away for a while. There's a few lines in the song "My favorite inside source. I'll kiss your open sores. Appreciate your concern. You're gonna stink and burn." There's an interview where he was talking about the situation with their child being taken away and he literally mentioned all the allegations were made by "inside sources" and how much they betrayed him and how he felt "violated" by their accusations and claims. But I think he went with the Anti-rape song narrative because it cleverly covered up the true meaning of the song and made it more compelling and relevant to the listening public.
@shaggy79272 ай бұрын
One of the reasons why MTV didn't want Nirvana to play Rape Me is because MTV thought Rape Me was about them
@dathorndike49083 ай бұрын
This performance is so iconic. It represents everything that was brilliant about Nirvana. Kurt giving the finger to MTV brass by starting with the first few bars of "Rape Me". Then Krist nearly knocking himself out cold with the bass toss at the end. Kurt messing up his own song by coming in late on the last verse... so brilliant.
@floverdevel3 ай бұрын
i agree :) but for me it's Territorial Pissing @ Jonathan Ross that captures the essence of Nirvana: they were supposed to play Lithium but instead played Territorial Pissing, smashed their instruments and then leave without saying any words :) kzbin.info/www/bejne/nICyY4GHe9Cof7c
@willblood70823 ай бұрын
I like what Living Colour guitarist Vernon Reid told Rolling Stone magazine: "My favorite song on Nevermind was 'Lithium.' Kurt Cobain tapped into something in the culture that nobody had given a voice to before: passionate ambivalence: 'I'm so ugly, but that's OK 'cause so are you.' He captured the idea of having incredibly powerful feelings about not having feelings."
@ColinRichards13 ай бұрын
The reason they started destroying their gear at the end was because they had been asking their record label for months for new equipment and they kept getting push back. They knew the big boss at the record label was going to be at this show and they new ne had the checkbook, so they did it to force him to buy them new gear. And the bass player would normally do a trick where he threw his bass like 10 feet in the air and catch it, but when he looked up, he was blinded by one of the lights and couldn't see it and it gave him a concussion, they went to find him after he ran off and they found him drinking champagne with Brian May from Queen.
@tsg_frank58293 ай бұрын
That happened way earlier, this performance had nothing to do with it, Nirvana just liked to cap off their shows by destroying equipment
@ColinRichards13 ай бұрын
@@tsg_frank5829 I'm just retelling what Dave Grohl said in an interview
@dathorndike49083 ай бұрын
Kurt was authentic. He never compromised for anyone, and he laid bare his soul in his songs and his stage performances like few other rock stars ever did. He resonates so much with people because he was a complete iconoclast in a profession rampant with greed, imitation and conformity. He stood apart from that and that is why people love whim so much to this day.
@m2pmd703 ай бұрын
Also worth mentioning that Lithium is a common treatment for bipolar disorder.
@christophercaldwell5113 ай бұрын
Duh
@rickcole3493 ай бұрын
Kurt’s been dead for thirty years and his music still sounds fresh to me.
@oscar24x3 ай бұрын
Agree
@cobrakari3 ай бұрын
An old friend of mine who used worked for Marshall at the time (a guitar amp company) and was working that show. They had provided amps that night, and he was backstage watching the show. He was in charge of over seeing their amps. When Curt started destroying the amp he began freaking out. Someone from MTV grabbed him and told him that there was nothing he could do and just smiled at him. he said that that just amp sat around broken at Marshall after that. Don’t know what ultimately became of it.
@a.mnmemories428925 күн бұрын
I see you put suicide survivor on your thumbnail deal. My wife suceeded in suicide in 2009. We were 27 years old and high school sweethearts. We also had 2 daughter's. They were 8 & 6 yrs old at that time. I then had to get the girls to school, go to work, go pick them up an hour and a half after they got out of school. "Thankful for after school classes" go home, get home work done, cook dinner, showers, laundry, etc. Trying my best to get time off for school plays, parent teacher conferences, etc. The 3 of us formed a bond that's unbreakable. My girls are grown and gone now. I'm a grandfather at age 42. I live in vegas and go back home regularly to see my kids. It's amazing how fast that period of time went. Although some of the worst times of life, as you don't just get over losing your better half. It also taught me so much. The girls tell me all the time they're grateful for me. I laugh a bit because they helped me more then they'll ever know. My point in telling my story is this. Suicide is said to be selfish. I never knew what that meant until you no longer hear her voice calling out to you when you get home from work. Please, just think of those that love you. The pain you put them thru will be for life. Hug your mom, dad and especially your kids. Tell them you love them everyday. I do. I know this is long winded but should you get to this point and are struggling just leave a comment here and I'll respond.
@MentalAmandaКүн бұрын
Your story carries so much weight, and I can feel the strength in your words even through the unimaginable pain you’ve been through. Losing your wife, especially at such a young age, is a tragedy that no one should have to endure. But the way you stepped up for your daughters, becoming their rock while carrying that immense grief, shows a level of resilience that not everyone can muster. You didn’t just survive-you raised two strong daughters through the hardest moments, and you created that unbreakable bond with them. The love between you three is a testament to your strength and your deep commitment to them, even while dealing with the crushing loss of your partner. You mentioned something that’s often said-that suicide is selfish-and I want to gently offer another perspective. When someone is struggling so deeply, it’s not that they don’t care about their loved ones. The pain can become so consuming that it clouds their ability to see past it, making them feel like a burden, or like their loved ones would be better off without them. I can attest to that from experience. It’s not about selfishness, but rather a profound sense of hopelessness. With that being said, it’s important for others to hear what you’ve shared-that the absence is felt in every moment after. It gives a different voice for those struggling. Thank you so much for sharing.
@bm034313 ай бұрын
Amanda, when you have time, check out Nirvana's "unplugged" mtv performance
@dathorndike49083 ай бұрын
Krist got a gash on his head and was a bit dazed, but he recovered fine.
@ColinRichards13 ай бұрын
They went to go find him after he ran off and they found him drinking champagne with Brian May from Queen
@edmundherrera30553 ай бұрын
Kurt Cobain was a fan of this outsider artist/ musician "Daniel Johnston" that i think you would find fascinating. Check out his song " Walking the Cow" and/or " Story of an Artist" A true genuine brilliant and vulnerable human being SOOOO much to dissect
@sydneycarton99733 ай бұрын
Kurt’s death was the first celebrity death that had a real impact on me. I heard about it on the radio and left work. MTV News, Kurt Loder gave it full & great coverage. Ironic with the riff between the band and MTV. More than 30 years now. RIP Kurt.
@garrydobson26262 ай бұрын
I can definitely feed you insight and get you out of your anxiety. I understand what I believe you may have been through
@mikeblanchard75793 ай бұрын
"A generation of youth were looking for something new, and this little trio from the pacific northwest seemingly came out of nowhere and an entire generation rose up and hailed nirvana as being the real, raw thing, an anointed the bands frontman kurt cobain their musical Messiah. But kurt never asked to be the king, and the head that wore that crown would never rest easy." -MTV GRUNGE SPECIAL
@oscar24x3 ай бұрын
Agree!
@seymourclarity87023 ай бұрын
The IQ of this woman is kinda intimidating, and her heart is galactic size
@christopherking49323 ай бұрын
Definitely
@MentalAmanda3 ай бұрын
@jindas42173 ай бұрын
WOW!!!!😮😮😮😮 It's almost as if their drummer looks like the lead singer from Foo Fighters!!! 😮😮😮😮😮 ☺️☺️☺️😉😉😉
@CollideFan12 ай бұрын
"Where Did You Sleep Last Night" from MTV Unplugged is a must reaction
@nickkleiber86363 ай бұрын
We all miss Kurt!!! The last great Rockstar!!!
@MarcusBumgardner-d4e3 ай бұрын
Hey Amanda... how is it going. Always happy to see new reactions. Love that someone has similar experience and tastes as me. Keep up the amazing work.
@SmartK83 ай бұрын
That's what I waited for.. explanation of Nirvana and Kurtz... great job.
@SherondaPramus3 ай бұрын
Listen to all apologies that's the greatest song with a more polished performance on MTV unplugged, it's a perfect song about kurts yearning to feel peace
@travisgray83762 ай бұрын
Nirvana final song "you know you're right" was recorded in January 1994 and Kurt Cobain died in April 1994 you should react to that song.
@robbob53023 ай бұрын
Amanda. Thank you for this reaction. Kurt Cobain was a tortured genius, whose artistic vision spearheaded a complete paradigm shift in Rock music in the early 1990s. If you are truly interested in analyzing Nirvana music from a mental health standpoint, then I strongly recommend the song “You know you’re right.” Released years after either his suicide or demise, (depending who you ask) this was the very last song Kurt Cobain ever recorded. It may well be his most introspective song as well. Written as his marriage to Courtney Love was falling apart.
@TheMiddlingGamer3 ай бұрын
He was a genius, and he was always in pain due to a chronic illness he suffered from, which he self medicated with hard drugs, cocaine, heroin and whatnot. But he is often misrepresented as this tragic, insightful and sorrowful character, which couldn't be farther from the truth. Kurt Cobain was GOOFY as hell! He was funny, irreverent, he pulled pranks, he had an almost child-like demeanor, as per the people who spent a lot of time around him. He had a beautiful soul and the world is a lesser place since he passed.
@MentalAmanda3 ай бұрын
Definitely going to have to check that out!
@mrcjc92983 ай бұрын
The bassist threw his bass into the air and knocked himself out. No permanent injury though.
@Nopper232 ай бұрын
His bass or his amps or stage speakers didnt work anymore (one ofit i guess)because they had put it all to the max and instaead of pretending he did his bass toss that worked many times before but i guess they drank something and due to this and all the stage lights he couldnt see his bass early enough to catch it thats more or less the story if i remember right😂
@YoreHistory3 ай бұрын
Love you haven't heard this...for many of us in the 90s this was synonymous with the first half of that decade...song was everywhere :)
@shirazzza3 ай бұрын
They were the first live band I saw & omg I was hooked on gigs after that lol. It was the only time they came to Australia
@Shawn-mo6dh3 ай бұрын
This is my 3rd favorite Nirvana song. In this order Smells like teen spirit About a girl Lithium
@barbarjinx38023 ай бұрын
He didn’t lose his life. He took it. From himself and his daughter and all of us. You’d like their song Milk It off their final album.
@SecureMedal68Ай бұрын
Dave grohl told the story of the bassist Kris getting a head injury from that bass throw 😂
@stephenorkies28583 ай бұрын
So many stories behind this performance.
@briang68153 ай бұрын
Nirvana's one of my favorite bands, especially the MTV Unplugged in New York album. I've probably played that more than any other album. Kurt Cobain was definitely one of those poetic style singers.
@majormogli37723 ай бұрын
Nirvana....forever ❤. I was 16, Kurt killed himself and I remember the day very clear. Till this day I wasnt really into Nirvana. I was at school and after last lesson, on the ground of our schoolyard someone droped hundreds of little chits of paper with the letters "Kurt Cobain is dead".
@maine420grow83 ай бұрын
I'm diagnosed schizophrenic. I have more friends in my head than people you have ever met
@markxv22673 ай бұрын
Cuckoo
@MentalAmanda3 ай бұрын
That sounds very overwhelming. Are you getting treatment? If you need help finding a professional, please email me or message me on IG @mentalamanda
@franciscovisiedoperales20682 ай бұрын
Nirvana fue uno de los precursores principales de la musica Grunge larga vida a Kurt🎉🎉❤❤❤
@JojoFryrocks2 ай бұрын
I still miss hm 🖤♥. Great job on the analysis too!
@MikeMackie3 ай бұрын
do more nirvana. i wasn't expecting such an insighful reaction to kurts music :)
@MikeMackie3 ай бұрын
It would be awesome if you react to dumb, all apologies, something in the way, heart shaped box, pennyroyal tea, you know you're right
@markbarlow42963 ай бұрын
“Hi Axel, hi Axel, hi Axel!” What a band and performance. Don’t make them like that these days. RIP Kurdt 😢🤗🙏
@mikaeljacobsson14373 ай бұрын
Some Pearl Jam songs to maybe look into; "Indifference", "Release" and "Immortality".
@Scribe573 ай бұрын
PLEASE DO MORE NIRVANA!!!!!❤❤❤ Most people I see react to Kurt Cobain and Nirvana have this stigma around them that you don't have. One song I'd recommend is All Apologies. It's one of my favs. Or You Know You're Right, which was the last song Kurt recorded.
@travisgray83762 ай бұрын
I've always seen this song about suffering bipolar cuz people with bipolar take lithium n that's the song title n the lyrics I can relate heavily as I suffer bipolar and had similar thoughts and experiences.
@TheScorpio19993 ай бұрын
Even though I could, well maybe, look up the meaning of this song, I choose not to, as I find it far more fascinating not knowing what it's about. The 2-chord back and forth guitar part during "I'm not gonna crack" is oddly hypnotic to me, and simultaneously bizarre given the lyrical content going on. As for the performance, Kurt slightly deviates some of the lyrics in the live version from the studio version. Why he did this, I can't really say. Boredom? His sense of humor? Could have been both. The older I get, the more strange it gets seeing a young Dave Grohl of what's now known as the Foo Fighters on the drums back in those days. This man is one of the hardest hitters in the history of heavy hitters. Krist Novoselic (the bassist) I'm sure wasn't planning on injuring himself; he was sidelined for a lil bit, but was fine all in all. He spoke about it in an interview a few times. I'm curious though; could it be possible that Kurt wrote these lyrics from a third-person perspective?
@MentalAmanda3 ай бұрын
am with you, I like not knowing. I sometimes look it up after, but typically I only learn the intended meaning if someone else tells me. Now that you mention the back and forth guitar, you're right, it does have a trance like effect. Happy to hear the bass player was okay. You know me, I will worry about fictional characters on shows, people I don't know and apparently injuries from several decades ago. HAHA. Kurt writing the lyrics from third person is an interesting theory!
@shaggy79272 ай бұрын
Love the headphones...
@PUNKinDRUBLIC723 ай бұрын
We have the Atlantic between us,so I'm not stalking you. Your channel makes me "happy"!
@RJay2073 ай бұрын
School wasn't canceled for us. But they did make an announcement over the loudspeaker (high school) that anyone affected could see the school guidance councilor/therapist-person. It was such a big deal that even the grownups knew it. It was basically explained that this generations John Lennon had just died, and that clued the faculty in to just how impactful this death was to a LOT of kids.
@MentalAmanda3 ай бұрын
Thanks for the info!
@TheBoneychuck3 ай бұрын
I like your shirt ❤
@loriredwood2269Ай бұрын
You have to remember that Kurt Cobain created characters in his songs. Essentially a persona tells the story, just like in poetry. You can not assume that the persona is the poet or writer. For instance "Polly" is written from the perspective of a man who tortures and rapes his victim. It is based on a story that Kurt read about; however, it would be wrong to assume that Kurt was the persona in "Polly", that is a sadistic murderer. "Lithium" is another such song and unfortunately many people who assume this is about Kurt's personal mental health have helped to propagate the inaccuracies about his life - and more importantly - his death. #JusticeforKurt
@jeremeskornicka30542 ай бұрын
I was at work when it came on the radio that they found Kurt's body and I just walked out without a word and went home and didn't leave the house or talk to anyone for 3 days
@MentalAmanda2 ай бұрын
The world wept that day.
@garysimonson11353 ай бұрын
Kurt Cobain has had such a profound impact on my life. I know he was far from perfect and that he had flaws, but he couldn't handle bullshit and he was truly seeking out purity and raw passion in a world where everything is fake and commodified. You should watch some interviews with him. He was a really charismatic, at times funny, at times intense person/ Also, Nirvana has so many other great songs.
@mikaeljacobsson14373 ай бұрын
Lounge Act, Drain You, Stay Away, Breed are some really good Nirvana songs.
@IgorBzovski3 ай бұрын
In my head, heart and soul, Nirvana and Pearl Jam was, and still is, most influential bands on my young age. I am from Serbia 🇷🇸, 49 young 😊,and i love your reaction!❤ My suggestion is: Pearl Jam...Dark Matter...
@maine420grow83 ай бұрын
I've tried suicide about a dozen times. I don't consider myself a survivor. More like a failure.
@MentalAmanda3 ай бұрын
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Please remember that your struggles don't define you. The fact that you're still here shows incredible strength. There are people who care about you and resources that can help. You're not a failure; you're someone who deserves support and compassion.
@SRone453 ай бұрын
Kurt genuinely thought he was ugly.
@a-blivvy-yus2 күн бұрын
ok but have you noticed that the drummer looks like a younger version of the singer from Foo Fighters? . . . . . . . . ...someone had to say it.
@PUNKinDRUBLIC723 ай бұрын
Best reaction I've seen to this, nice one! X
@aliciasavage68013 ай бұрын
The shaved head line was not the original line, he adlibbed it in.
@markgishhargesheimer72183 ай бұрын
You know he changed some of the lyrics in this performance
@martinwhite3559Ай бұрын
You should check out Soundgarden. Try Outshined, Fell On Black Days and Day I Tried to Live.
@Nopper232 ай бұрын
The Hi Axl Hi Axl part is missing😂😂
@OctaniumYT3 ай бұрын
RIP Kurt Cobain. This is one of my favorite songs by nirvana. You should check out smells like teen spirit and come as you are next! ❤ thanks for your videos and all you do 😊
@jaywolford38983 ай бұрын
There was a lot of drama at this award show. Kurt and Axl Rose were feuding. There's a story of Kurt spitting on what he thought was Axl's piano, and it ended up being Elton John's. Axl liked Nirvana, and wanted then to tour with them. Nirvana did not like what Guns 'N Roses stood for. Axl seems to have taken offense, and Courtney seems to just keep adding fuel to the fire. Some of the lyrics were altered/out of order compared to the studio version.
@Commonsensor3 ай бұрын
I’ve found this Channel today. I’ve seen a couple of videos of yours. Love your energy and sincere spirit. Try “The Light” by Disturbed. Trust me, you’ll be touched by its lyrics.
@christophermollan16843 ай бұрын
Awesome reaction and commentary!!!1
@TheMarkCraig3 ай бұрын
The words were slightly changed.
@vancesharp97833 ай бұрын
Dave grohl of the Foo Fighters was the drummer
@Jesstron103 ай бұрын
Drummer seems talented
@joeldf68593 ай бұрын
Yeah, looks like he could have a future in the music biz... 😄
@ShadowRyu15 күн бұрын
You HAVE to dive deep into Nirvana. So many good tunes. Also take a deep dive into his life and history. He overcome so much growing up and those who knew him closely all day he was the kindest and purest heart. On the surface it looks like he deleted himself, but looking deeper it all points to a staged su$cide set up by his wife Courtney Love.
@Høbøbiłłz3 ай бұрын
The song is actually anti rape and kurt was a well known feminist
@okirrama35873 ай бұрын
"Rather dead than be cool"
@ottocarson3 ай бұрын
Lol Five whole minutes trying to explain the first verse of Lithium, a song which in words of Kurt Cobain has no sense, no explanation. Sorry for the laughs, I grew up with Nirvana and we didn't care about the lyrics too much. 😂😂😂
@garysimonson11353 ай бұрын
Please do Pearl Jam - "Black" MTV Unplugged and also the video for Alive
@franzwohlgemuth20023 ай бұрын
@MentalAmanda Do "Been a Son", "Paper Cuts", "Scoff", "D7", "Sappy", "I Hate Myself And Want To Die", “Stain”, "Curmudgeon", “Mr. Moustache”, “Swap Meet”, "Very Ape"....... As for the song, it is about a man who turns to religion after the death of his girlfriend as a way to avoid suicide.
@danfesta44653 ай бұрын
Quick question, do you have the lyrics on hand as you're watching? I ask cause I'm terrible at picking up lyrics the first time I hear a song, it's not where my brain focuses
@MentalAmanda3 ай бұрын
Only for music like Lorna Shore and the heavier stuff.
@ThrillhoWiggum3 ай бұрын
When do you hear Mother Mother?
@jackmaddox496026 күн бұрын
As a life-long musician and lead guitar player/singer in a bunch of rock bands, and a HUGE fan of Nirvana and Kurt's song writing and lyrics (and every year on the anniversary of his passing I buy a pack of Winstons and some cheap beer and sit in my back yard and get drunk with the cat), I'm always a tiny bit frustrated when people hear Nirvana for the first time from a live show. Truth is, most of the time, Nirvana actually kinda sucked live... Kurt was often high as hell on heroin, and his voice often didn't make it thru a whole show, and frequently they sounded totally unrehearsed. The album versions are infinitely better as a first-time reference, and when you know those versions of the songs, one can appreciate the, shall we say, stripped-down version of the live shows (no layers, bad effects, no harmonies, etc.) a lot better. Besides, Nirvana live was something that one needed to experience in person, like at the B dorm in Evergreen State College in Olympia where they played more than once, along with some other soon-to-be-famous grunge bands. This is not a bad performance, but the album version is the one to be heard first. Speaking of albums and mental health, when I bought their last studio release, 'In Utero', and came home and listened to it all the way thru, I picked up the phone and called the singer from my band and said "I think Kurt's going to kill himself in the near future", to which he replied, "you heard the album too, huh?"... Listening to it, it's so obvious, there are so many signs, clues, whatever, in those songs. The very same thing was evident in the posthumously released last album of Elliott Smith, "From a Basement on a Hill", another fantastic album, grim though it may be in parts... Sorry for the long comment, but Nirvana, Kurt, depression, suicide, and mental un-health are all significant aspects of my life, and have been for a long time....
@MentalAmandaКүн бұрын
Wow, thank you for sharing such a raw and personal insight. It’s clear how deeply Nirvana, Kurt, and their music are intertwined with your life and experiences. I can understand and appreciate now the live shows being a completely different beast, often rough, unpredictable, and reflective of the chaos Kurt was going through. I'm excited to dive into the album versions in future reactions and have that comparison for myself. Hearing how you recognized the pain in In Utero as a foreshadowing of Kurt's fate speaks to your deep connection with the music. It's like you saw through the layers of angst and rebellion into the heart of his suffering. And it's heart-wrenching to realize just how much of that pain he put into his art. I'm glad that you have this music to offer validation to your own struggles, but please remember that you never have to face your struggles with a pair of headphones and a beer. You can always send me a message on IG @mentalamanda if you ever need to talk. I don't think Kurt would have ever wanted his fans to lose their battle and I think he offered his music up to help us. So the best way to honor him is to keep fighting!
@drnefarioreal3 ай бұрын
could you react to where did you sleep last night by nirvana on mtv unplugged
@robbruss85062 ай бұрын
I think you missed the sunday reference. It has traditionally been church day. A day of worship and prayer. He is saying he does like when the bible says to be in constant state of prayer. So he does that, everyday. Not like the hypocrites who only think about God on sunday, he says it's like that every day for him, hes not scared of going to hell...why not ? Cuz "I found God"...duh
@apulrang3 ай бұрын
Great reaction! I don't know if this is the place to suggest another song to react to, but I would love to hear what you would have to say about another song by The Who, titled "Behind Blue Eyes." It is very much on topic for your channel, I think.
@drunk-mangaming27443 ай бұрын
vodka helps me sleep
@Kinder_witch3 ай бұрын
real
@MentalAmanda3 ай бұрын
Relying on alcohol to sleep can lead to several significant risks. While alcohol may initially help you fall asleep faster, it disrupts the sleep cycle by interfering with the REM (rapid eye movement) stage, which is crucial for restorative sleep. This disruption can result in poor sleep quality, leading to feelings of fatigue and grogginess the next day. Over time, dependence on alcohol to sleep can develop, increasing the risk of alcohol abuse and addiction. Additionally, regular alcohol use can have harmful effects on physical health, including liver damage, heart problems, and an increased risk of certain cancers. It can also exacerbate mental health issues such as anxiety and depression. These risks highlight the importance of finding healthier and safer ways to address sleep problems, such as practicing good sleep hygiene, engaging in relaxation techniques, or seeking professional medical advice.
@christophermollan16843 ай бұрын
Ai mori and Violet Orlandi have a cover of R*pe Me that is as brill9ant as it is disturbing....they take the meaning of the song and amp it up to infinity!!!!!!
@briandoornink75973 ай бұрын
who? what?
@ak2nda6953 ай бұрын
I remember the rock station back home playing a parody of Eric Clapton's Cocaine, with Cobain replacing cocaine. The song was about Kurt offing himself. It was very dark considering. That was on the East Coast, and most of us didn't like grunge. I still don't, with the exception of Alice in Chains. I saw AIC open for Ozzy in 1990 or 91. Layne had his entire leg in a cast and was rolling around in a wheelchair singing. I was impressed. I'll listen to Nirvana on the radio, but to this day, I change the station or turn off the radio completely when Pearl Jam is played.
@christopherking49323 ай бұрын
Awesome video.
@Høbøbiłłz3 ай бұрын
They played the beginning just to piss off mtv
@FUBAR_872 ай бұрын
ThIs song is a bipolar anthem
@stevencalogero77583 ай бұрын
❤❤
@jerryjackman16573 ай бұрын
No better way to suck all of the life out of someone's art than to analyze it.But,OK.It means whatever it means to whomever it be that hears it.And he that wrote it,knows the true meaning.
@MentalAmanda3 ай бұрын
My channel is here to break the stigma of mental health. I use music videos suggested by subscribers to start discussions. That includes analyzing.
@SpencerHelle31283 ай бұрын
Please react to sometimes you’re the hammer sometimes you’re the nail by A Day To Remember and All Fucked Up please
@mr.championsReyDeEuropa3 ай бұрын
Vaquero Setsual
@seymourclarity87023 ай бұрын
💛🌏💛
@Bluntnation4203 ай бұрын
You've never listened to Nirvana?😢 I have nothing in common with you. You're reading way too much into it. Just listen 😮
@tbone-lw2pk3 ай бұрын
Floyd the Barber
@RYANBARRON-s4l3 ай бұрын
Ooooo is that why Britney Spears shaved her hair off ? Ha ha ha 😅😮 Ryan Barron
@shatteredanis15923 ай бұрын
Fun Fact: The best thing that Nirvana came out with was the Foo Fighters.
@bm034313 ай бұрын
Amanda, also, I think this is r@pe me, not lithium.
@pauljohnson5773 ай бұрын
Never listened to Nirvana!? You lost me
@MentalAmanda2 ай бұрын
90s *NSync girl here from Missouri.
@SUMUAL-PERMESTA3 ай бұрын
Please react...EMINEM MOCKINGBIRD🔥🔥👍
@theCurteye3 ай бұрын
Oh. My. God. You are missing the forest for the trees. Have you never had fun? Have you never gone to a party? Anayzing these lyrics for the sort of poetic sense you're looking for completely destroys every fibre of the quilt Kurt is building. You have managed to take a joke, explain it to the audience piece by piece, and completely missed the fact that you've destroyed the magic. Worst KZbin Reaction Ever.
@maine420grow83 ай бұрын
This chick thinks she's a female Dr Phil. KZbin really needs to stop people who are clueless. There might be someone who actually needs help that stumbles across this garbage.
@MentalAmanda3 ай бұрын
This channel is here to break the stigma of mental health. I am sorry it didn't suit you, but this reaction is to start conversation on mental health, not listening to magic in music.
@markxv22673 ай бұрын
Too much forced analyzing mostly meaningless lyrics, hilarious to hear you babbling nonsense though.
@MentalAmanda3 ай бұрын
The whole point of this channel is to open conversations about mental health using music. I am happy you are not needing such help.