five months on testosterone (ftm transition)

[@shoes7899]

i remember watching your videos a few months ago and this is the first one i've seen in a while and i'm so surprised to hear your voice! you sound so good, i hope if i go on t my voice will be pleasant like yours too.. :']

[@Crow.c]

omg five months already :0 i remember the first few, our little theo is growing up :)

[@marl3ymarl3y86]

I turned on notifications from Theo so I could hear about the pull up EXACTLY when it happens

[@TheosGhost]

AS YOU SHOULD

[@meerkat2435]

I started T almost at the same time as you (reaching my 5 month mark in a week) and it's really cool to see someone experiencing kind of the same stuff I do right now! Thanks for the update Theo, really enjoying your vids

[@TheosGhost]

t twins!! (sort of lol)

[@cowboydoctor23]

I watched you pre-T and now im 5 months in and revisiting these videos. the part about hair growth being significant from only the waist down is so real

[@xtasch9595]

Thanks for the update! Glad your throat is giving you a break

[@yukio-kei]

i get sooo much voice envy from you omg O__O its so cool

[@superdrwholock]

TW: Abuse mentioned I'm rewatching some of these videos as I have my first gender clinic appointment tomorrow! I'm nervous/excited, but I reckon they'll want me to do therapy before I can start hormones etc just cos I experienced SA as a child. I rlly doubt that's why I'm trans cos I was showing symptoms waaaay before that but like I get if they do want me to do therapy for that or just investigate it a bit more ig. I'm nervous to talk about it if I have to cos it's so awkward for me and makes me feel like less of a guy (ik that's dumb, I'm working on it, internalized bigotry I guess). I've been presenting as a guy for 2 years now, since I was 18, but I knew I was trans since about 13 (came out, got dismissed, went into denial and tried to shut it down, that was the cycle up until 18, I think that's when my parents realised I'd be happier being able to be me). I'm much more comfy now than I was before but I still have bad dysphoria, esp with my chest and voice and just everything ngl. I'm also nervous that they'll wanna know about any conditions I might have (I'm assuming they will) cos I've been on a waiting list to possibly be diagnosed with autism for like 4 years now (my GP reckons I have it and several therapists have mentioned it in the past way back but it's just never been assessed), it's crazy how that's taken longer than the gender stuff for me! The UK waiting lists are sooo long innit it's actually concerning. I'm just worried that it'll be even more waiting cos life is like a massive wait right now, but I'm lucky to have parents who support me finally, and friends and access to healthcare, however slow it is to reach the top of all these fuckin waiting lists lol, anyway sorry for the nervous ramble and thanks for these videos Theo it really helps seeing ppl like me sharing their experiences too

[@gabrielljaramilloo]

you should use benzoyl peroxide cleansers on ur shoulders to help with the acne

[@astrologia4968]

sonic, acnh and fnaf plushies in the thumbnail 👁

[@marl3ymarl3y86]

Hey I didn’t recognize it but I wanted to ask what pride flag is in your profile picture

[@lorinczoliver6593]

i love your videos, man! you're a month ahead of me (i started t in december) and it's really fun to see some the changes you're going through happen to me a few weeks after i watch your update videos :'D

[@owlampersand7993]

This is super interesting, thanks for posting

[@praalgraf]

i think first 3-4 months there's a lot of big stuff and then it's way slower as facial hair and stuff just takes a lot longer to develop rip

[@dobbysrightsock]

THEO! :D i’ve been off youtube for a while, very happy to see you uploaded again :)) also- i’ve been watching you since before you went in T, it’s so cool to watch your whole journey and i’m just so happy for you :))))

[@superdrwholock]

honestly I'd love a 3 hour vid ngl

[@krazytravtrav]

theo try drinking protein shake and see if that makes you feel less hungry and more full

[@TheosGhost]

i drink protein shakes most days it doesn't work

[@3adolapets550]

I like your videos ❤

[@nohtopia]

i use clearasil 5 in 1 acne treatment cream on my acne and they disappear/fade pretty quick! i hope that helps if u haven't tried it yet lol

[@timesup9152]

Hey just started watching your channel and wanted to know what circumstances or situations in your life made you believe you are different from your assigned gender and should transition. Don't have to answer if you don't like my question.

[@TheosGhost]

Basically I always wanted to had been born a boy so when I learned that I could transition and just be one I was like "oh cool i'll do that"

[@timesup9152]

@@TheosGhost Oh makes sense! What about being a boy makes you feel GREAT that being a girl doesn't offer? Any thoughts? Also thanks for answering my question :)

[@TheosGhost]

@@timesup9152 its not that any gender "offers" anything its just about whatever an individual prefers

[@timesup9152]

Oh ok, well is there any particular reason why you preferred transitioning cuz everyone has their story and their reasons right. No one just wakes up one day and goes "I'm Jim Carrey" even though a lot of us would like to be lol. Just trying to understand.

[@lorinczoliver6593]

@@timesup9152 gender identity is a bit like your favourite colour and gender expression is like your bedroom. There's no real reason why you like THAT colour in particular, but it's part of who you are and you try to match your room (body) to represent that. Some people love the original paint of the walls and don't even think about changing it, but some people resent that colour so much that they repaint it to feel more at home in their room. Also there are people who are indifferent. I hope that helped a little bit

[@zakbrand7354]

How do you know if someone can't comprehend what transgender is or if they're being trans phobic? I get my name and pronouns misused or disrespected all the time.

[@reiredacted]

howd u know im gay _>

[@alexchord6638]

Seconddd