LYRICS: Lookin to when I was 13 I was in a loop I felt like falling Every other day I would just cry myself to sleep and wake up with tears dried on my face Fake a smile to school And fake a smile at home My feelings felt so real Was lonely but I never really was alone As a kid I wondered how it felt to be the one admired I was waiting for my turn to be the one that was desired And my mind kept telling me these lies That it’ll never be my turn cuz I was just too dumb and insecure to be loved Years have gone by and I’m still here Insecurities I have they just live near I cry to my Lord And I pray to my God To just drain all these thoughts out of my head The feeling just catches you off The feeling just catches you off guard One sec you’re rolling in joy Next sec you wanna a cry a river Lord take my hand and lead the way I need you now for the rest of my days 17 now, soon 18 and I’m aware of how it works You gotta try your best to get yourself certain rewards There are times when you feel out of it And times when you just wanna quit But strength and patience is only common in just a few I’ve being thinking of the movies that I watched I use them a way to just ‘scape my life I’ve been beating on my chest sounds hollow Man the lessons learnt I follow Oh the world just hardens up your heart Lookin to now that I’m 17 Im in a loop I feel like falling Every other day I would just cry myself to sleep and wake up with tears dried on my face Fake a smile to work And fake a smile at home My feelings feel so real I’m lonely but I’m never really am alone Some people have it worse than you Look at others point of view Make a way for new ideas Be creative in your life Never let opinions of those who don’t even know you Mold a person whom you hate cuz it is not the real you Lord take my hand and lead the way I need you now for the rest of my days
@musatajudeen15982 жыл бұрын
You're doing great angel...uncle T miss you back in naija
@t3miodukoya Жыл бұрын
Thank you Uncle Taju!!
@JazzminelLocher4 жыл бұрын
I love the lyrics too.
@JazzminelLocher4 жыл бұрын
You have a beautiful voice. I believe in you. Keep up the great work. You have talent!