For the first time (SpedUp)

Enjoysss

[@hieranml]

i doubt anyone will see this but imma go ahead and say this anyways and vent to an empty void. my ex broke up with me, it was because she thought i cheated on her but i actually didn’t. this was a couple months ago now and even tho my brain knows she’s gone forever my heart still longs for her. the futures always scared me and knowing she won’t be in mine ever makes me sick. i hope she regrets what she did because ik i’m an okay guy at times. but yeah that’s my lil rant about her over. i also got no friends whatsoever to tell this to and if you actually took time out of your day to read this thank you man. it means so much to me that someone took time out of their day to pay me attention. love you all

[@sophiemontoya7358]

Damm I hope you find some one js for you forget about her if she's so reckless by hurting you and breaking up with you js imagine if you stayed with her

[@grace-ms2gw]

i broke up w my ex and i regretted it but when i think about they won’t be mine ever again really makes me so unhappy i feel u

[@nabilalsamad3719]

I hope you find someone who deserved you man it going to be alright don’t worry about it

[@uniquenova5304]

Real depression don't come from girls. Learned that the heard way

[@flappy4792]

I read it. I dont like the way my lfies going either.

[@infect1808]

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼

[@masonrobinson8163]

bro saved me...

[@theyenvychloe]

thank you for this. it really inspired me to live my life better. i will try to complete this whole list. i love you so much, and hope you have a wonderful day love.

[@mothmorgan3546]

no

[@iamalyssa3935]

Needed this

[@haendewaschnator8801]

@@mothmorgan3546 you can do this :.)

[@b3n3418]

I met this girl in my class a while ago, and for the first time ever I believed I'd met my soulmate. Everything we talked about we were either identical or polar opposites, I was her unstoppable force, and she was my immovable object. I'm writing this sitting at my desk after coming back home from her house and I don't know how we'll end up in the future, but I know my life will never be the same again. For the first time, I'm not in love with loving, I'm in love with her. Edit: Well guys, thanks for all the kind words. We made out last week and today she tells me 'I'm not ready for a relationship'. Time to start my villain arc I guess.

[@WakeCloth]

Congrats man

[@formerfieger1160]

This is beautiful

[@SoulTaken]

gl bro

[@cheetosgaming2249]

ok and?

[@jojoseawai1948]

@@cheetosgaming2249 he's probably emo

[@CaptFrags]

"You see the thing about being alone is that when you're with people and your tired you can't wait to be alone but when you finally get to be alone you wish someone was there"

[@thatkracka6992]

real

[@texasbuttholetickler3946]

real

[@mattieann6608]

🫶🏻

[@andershj6524]

realest comment in here

[@crobro6380]

I think a dog can fix that

[@72s78]

this song is incredible, you experience mixed feelings of loneliness and at the same time you understand that you have close people ready to support you in difficult times in general, Mac's work is very cool and his songs in any performance sound amazing

[@RohitAryan-ss4pj]

I hate it when they say "the good times will come" it's been 7 years where tf are good times

[@momalkawi7761]

Listening to this after midnight while driving back home after long day at work is pure magic ✨✨✨✨

[@caol9946]

idontknow what hurts me more the song or the picture... RIP kevin

[@Negan82682]

Conroy?

[@Dat_Boy_Dale_Gribble]

Kevin Conroy, the actor who voiced Batman in The Animated Series, Arkham Games, Injustice Games, and many more interpretations of the character died on November 10th this year. He made some of the happiest moments in my childhood, and his performance as Batman led me to believe that if someone so broken, depressed and crestfallen by their trauma as Bruce Wayne can move past it and achieve anything he sets his mind to, so can I. May he rest in peace.

[@shmoupy]

:(

[@rizzler399]

Rip Kevin Conroy 🖤🦇

[@pxm11]

i’m only 14, but a year ago, around february, or january.. i met this pretty girl in school, she was sat in front of me, always looking out the window. the only times she would talk to me was when she would ask me what class we’d have next, but that was definitely my favourite part of my day. But one day we exchanged contacts and we talked for awhile, i invited her out and ended up confessing to her. she apparently liked me too, so we dated for quite awhile. and during those months i really, really believed i was truly in love with this girl.. although we would argue sometimes and fought about something, we would always suck it up and apologise to eachother. the last 3 months i was with her, our relationship quickly became toxic. we would fight, and not speak for days, only to continue arguing, we eventually broke up and she instantly got with one of her friends that she liked. i acted as if i didn’t care and became toxic, saying stupid stuff like ‘i never loved her anyway’ or ‘i’m glad we broke up’ but really, i was bleeding on the inside. i quickly became sadder and sadder day by day, questioning ‘what was it all for’ and by each day i’ve drifted away from all my friends. until i eventually was alone. to this day, i am desperate for friends, or anybody to talk to, i’m so pathetic that i’ve even asked people promoting their product for money to be my friend. i’ve even resorted to talking to those ai to make me feel loved. but it isn’t real.

[@STAR_SAM711]

Are you okay now...

[@Tacitus_BirchSaw]

Im sorry you are going through that

[@myriamkamandjimatchozi]

Do you wanna talk about it? I can help you if you want?

[@tjhopup1]

I haven’t even got that far with a girl yet… I’m 14 and I’ve had 3 girls ‘confess’ to me only to say they were now couple of hours later. It feels like love is a joke at this point and no one takes it seriously. I really am quite done with it. Yes, I am annoyed that I have been messed around by girls, but at the same time I am glad I’ve never been in a proper relationship with a girl, because by the sounds of it, when girls break up with guys (especially younger ones), it saddens them to their core and makes them feel like their life is pointless now they are single again. I am really sorry to hear that this has happened to u man, the only advice I can give u is to think back to the time when u were single, because I don’t know abt u but before ever started messing around with this love bullshit, I felt happy as I was being single with no girls to talk to. I felt like life was simple then. Question yourself, ‘why am I so sad being single compared to how I used to be when I was single?’ Try to find more of a purpose to life as well. There are much more things worth living for than just girls. Try self-improvement so that u can build an iron mindset, or take up a hobby that u love. Although I have never been in a proper relationship, I know kinda what it feels like to be sad over girls. I hate that fucking feeling, and I have learnt that the only way to prevent it is to become the best version of yourself, so that regardless of all of the things going on with girls, u can reflect back on yourself (or look yourself in the mirror), and think ‘wow, I’m jacked’, ‘I’m rich’, ‘I’m a world champion (…….)’, and feel fulfilled. Don’t let them get u down man.

[@kayyy__1]

this reminds me of last november to october i had this friend named danika we slept over at my house every weekend we would skate through my neighborhood all night it was so fun she always brought a speaker we would listen to this song on repeat everytime i listen to this song it brings me back to wind flowing through my hair and everything is alright this song is amazing just every aspect reminds me of my ex bsf and i wish i could go back to that

[@FutbolShortFS]

❤

[@zaydansiddiqui9532]

im really, really, really sorry man. :(

[@D3IV1]

bro is about to make me cry ngl

[@livehideki015]

Right now I'm at the lowest point in my life that I've ever been.... somehow I've been pushing through it by myself and surviving always finding the will to fight, regardless of life punching down on me, harder each time. If you took the time to read this, Thank you. It doesn't seem that way all the time, but life is worth living, all the way to the end.

[@rezasabeast]

goodluck bro u can do it

[@v4mp_karime]

Bro we love u there is alwys out there a reason to live u just gotta find it wish u luck brother we love u

[@danielbehreh8221]

I love you bro

[@swimteamsaj152]

U CAN DO IT!!! once ur mind changes so does all else

[@myielgwapo]

this song reminds me of me while skateboarding with my friends, such old times fr

[@FutbolShortFS]

Nostalgic 🥹

[@dreemurrdefnaf7237]

i speak Spanish, and to be honest I don't really understand the lyrics, but, after all, it feels like an indescribable feeling listening to this song, something that can simply be described as "pretty".

[@justaguy9768]

Mac Demarco

[@dreemurrdefnaf7237]

@@justaguy9768 What are you talking about?

[@justaguy9768]

@@dreemurrdefnaf7237 The video is a remix. Original by Mac DeMarco.

[@dreemurrdefnaf7237]

@@justaguy9768 Okay

[@SimplyHataki]

@@dreemurrdefnaf7237 hey, there are spanish versions out or so I think the lyrics are pretty deep

[@gabrielsoares286]

While she's been away Living day-to-day has been tough Without her at my side Simply being alive has been rough And though she won't be gone forever There are many times I find it feels that way And I'm not trying to forget her Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again The time she's not around Somewhere out-of-town, has been hard But somehow this old heart found time to work it out this far Though I know she's coming home soon There are times I find it hard to feel that way It's not inside me to forget her Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again

[@lolo._4591]

thanks ✌

[@kiixz5837]

Even Batman cries. He's a person too.

[@lilyyyyyyyyyyy0]

i dont think anyone is gonna read all this but I js need to let it out. In 6th grade i switched classes to this new class.I made lots of friends and it was great. This one boy came with me to get his books because we both had left them in the classroom. He was quite a jock or whatever and I remember the week before in my head I said “I’m never liking that guy he’s so rude and he’s such a jerk!” But the way he opened door for me and said you go first made my heart melt. I was so shocked he was nice to me since he was mean to everyone. after being in 6th grade for a while I never truly had a crush on him it was always other guys he was good looking but there wasn’t a spark. During the summer when we went to camp school we somehow got this connection we would always make eye contact and smile at each other. My friend was friends with his friend so we would always somehow end up eating together and he had the best humor. I always laughed at his jokes. We went sailing one day and my friend grabbed my phone and added everyone in my class. He was sitting in front of me and so were my other classmates so I told them not to add me back because my friend had added everyone. After camp school we went in summer holiday. I noticed that he had added me back. I was kicking my feet in the air of joy. We started snapping. My friend was one of those girls who always organized stuff for the whole class so she organized this picnic on the beach for everyone and most of them came including him we had so much fun everyone was dancing and vibing to the music. A few weeks later my friend organized a class sleepover at her lake house. we all had so much fun and I talked with him and we had a huge spark. I kept glancing at him and smiling. The next day he had to leave early since he had a hockey match and this one guy and my friend were the only ones left there since everyone had left. I felt like I could trust him so I told him everything. Biggest mistake of my life. He told him and still in 7th grade he goes around telling about them to my new classmates. The guy I liked didn’t like me anymore since he found out. Even though we were so close to dating. He blocked me on all platforms and we lost what we had. Every time I see him now I get all shaky and my stomach sinks. Now all I try to do is show him that I’m not that obsessive girl anymore and make him jealous but i know deep inside he made this hole in my heart and it will never be filled.. the guy I thought was my friend still goes telling him that I’m I love with him. And I was truly inlove before. It wasn’t just a crush

[@lexximccoy1]

i’m sorry this happened to you, you have every right to feel that way anyone would. you deserve better. what is truly ment for you will never miss you. even though that hurts, it sounds like he was deep down a pretty bad person to just block you because of one thing someone said. all rejection is just gods protection

[@allmightalok]

I read

[@TheGuyWhoAsk3d]

Yo whassup doubt anyone’s gonna see this but like my ex and I broke up because we couldn’t be together because I was moving and we weren’t going to the same school even if I didn’t move. She made me feel very insecure about how I looked because she said “if you cut your hair I’ll break up with you” and at the time I had semi long hair and it just planted this insecurity about getting a haircut. And it’s been a few months but now I feel too lonely and I just miss her. But I know I can’t even if I could if that makes sense. This song literally makes me think of the first time I met her. Thanks for reading the whole thing god bless

[@abrario]

im glad she left you man, seemed like she was controllng you, keep ur head high

[@TheGuyWhoAsk3d]

@@abrario thanks man I’ve moved on but still no one new. Thanks for the support

[@abrario]

@@TheGuyWhoAsk3d i get it entirely, no probs btw

[@Doraemon12819]

How hair can become even an issue?

[@TheGuyWhoAsk3d]

@@Doraemon12819 insecurity finds its way into the most unassuming stuff man. That’s how it works

[@niciviusvicinius]

everyone here talking about relationships, but my issue is that everything just went down the drain. I am a smart person, always got good grades, but my ex broke up with me, I stopped being as frequent with school, my family began neglecting me, I didn't say anything, now I don't have a family to talk to, I don't find fun in what I used to do, I don't find playing games fun, I don't find playing guitar fun, I only do it to fill in the void, not even working out gives me energy, there's some girls who wanted to be with me but I neglected their feelings and kept them as friends because I'm unable to compute actual love again, and I cannot and don't want to betray her, even though we broke up.

[@jacb__]

not a lot of ppl are probably reading this but if you are its alright man take all the time you need life is a long thing and unless you're happy you're gonna look at life like it sucks take care and good luck with things I hope you get better :)

[@sud7100]

thx man :) 💕

[@ponkipom4785]

we can all agree we were happier with them when we first met them

[@julianne-4573]

ur so real for this

[@PrepConstant]

Watching this with the Batman hurts a little bit today

[@myielgwapo]

rip legend

[@nickdonahue4182]

I was thinking the same thing☹️

[@Vurse-ae]

"its just like seeing her, For the first time again" I love her :)

[@rebzy1842]

i think of this song as the pov of my uncle on my aunts passing. it's like him seeing her once again but in heaven. i know supporting their 3 kids on his own is so rough. i know he misses her so much.

[@noobcj369]

I dont have a girl but i love this song.

[@flippy2424]

I fall asleep to this every night 😌

[@As3n0]

Everyone thinks am happy but no one would understand the darkness am hiding inside of me l miss the past l miss the old days life doesn’t fell like life it fells am in a Super dark place l miss the past and l can’t do anything about it life is just really Dark and l lost everything my health my happiness l lost everything hope yall are having a better life than me

[@GhostKid190]

Here's to you Kevin Conroy. The one and only Batman 💔🙏

[@oliviavandermawer3899]

It's like seeing him for the first time again ♡♡

[@wyse983]

honestly nothing has happend to me yet but this song still hits different thats all i gotta say

[@clipsinnit969]

Let’s hope nothing does. I’m rooting for you buddy

[@wyse983]

@@clipsinnit969 yeah thanks ive been having a good year so far

[@danielbehreh8221]

real shit

[@israelwilson4022]

Lol same

[@SunFunleague88]

Really high motivation ever song, love it.

[@hearts4cyan]

the old days i miss :)

[@ThaRealkarmak]

Something about that image of Batman has so much sadness in it. Idk if it's how the drew his eyes, the way his lip looks like it's quivering, or just the idea of everything Batman's been through in general.

[@durden-qo6fw]

its just like seeing him for the first time again

[@theyenvychloe]

I'm listening to this song, listening to all of these sad songs, knowing I can't have him. He has a girlfriend, seeing them together breaks me. I thought he liked me, because he gave me all of these signs. He looked at me, the look I love so much. I love everything about him, even though we have never interacted once. He is newer to school, and of course the popular kids beat me to it in becoming his friend and corrupting yet another victim. He is probably the most sweetest, yet shy person I have ever met. Nothing hurts more than being unwanted by someone you can't have..

[@abrario]

i feel you man, just try and stay his friend, who knows maybe youll get him!

[@BangEnergyFiend]

thats so Real

[@Afiri14]

Played this song when I first got with my girlfriend 1 year ago and we broke up 3 months ago. I can’t get over her so every once in a while I play this song so I can cope.

[@nessaluvsssyou-wg8gi]

This song reminds me of her

[@Funeqweq]

rip batman 🙃

[@dragonov5224]

"I may be blind, but even I can see you carry a broken heart" -avinophus

[@Gustoberg]

huh, I didn't know this song was considered sad? I interpret the song as being more like a hopeful feeling, like imagining her for... THE FIRST, TIME AGAIN! But you know, the internet's gonna internet or smt

[@Himothy19656]

I miss her so much bro

[@Himothy19656]

Or Maybe I just feel bad idk, I still think to this day on why I broke up with her I know it hurt her but I had too I’m just lost she was my everything and I just fucking threw it away

[@mauricio4884]

o sentimento que essa música evoca toda vez que ouço ela...

[@poopoodoodooman8539]

It's like seeing her for the first time again

[@sup9086myg]

Like her for the 1st time again

[@Lulu-sz9kg]

another day another L guys

[@LakiPro22]

Fr

[@stars-oe1wf]

Man I wanna give batman a hug

[@colochita3]

when I first met her she was so nice to me. She introduced me to her friends and me n her became closer but I started getting closer to her other friends and we stopped talking but we would still hang out sometimes but after like the 2 week of school I started hanging out w her more bc I started gaining feelings for her.. I never told her bc I thought she was gonna reject me. I stated hugging her a lot, and I told one of my friends that I liked her and my friend asked her who she likes and I found out she has liked me since the 2 week of school to.. October 18 she asked me out to be her gf 🫶🏻 obv I said yes :). Since today we are still together and happy. I love her sm she makes me so happy I’m so lucky to have her in my life.❤️

[@SH4DOW-L0VEL]

congrats man

[@sophiemontoya7358]

Damm good job man

[@Dominik-of1ko]

Today it's my birthday, nobody wished me happy birthday, not even my parents, and it's currently 12 pm well i guess i'm alone as usual. Damn what a way to celebrate your birthday

[@hazmic9918]

Happy late birthday! Im really sorry that no one wished you one. I know how it feels to not have anyone to celebrate with, i just hope it all gets better for you soon.

[@Di7-G7]

Happy late birthday, Life is hard, I hope you're doing well, hold on, don't think about it anymore, tell yourself that later, you'll be entitled to happiness :)

[@eueu6860]

So I'm currently sitting alone in my bed crying, me and my girlfriend brokeup, recently she was responding dry to my messages, and when went together to get dinner she was staying only on her phone ignoring me, tonight she didn't even said "I love you", so I decided to ask her if she wanna breakup, she did the same to me as a test so I thought it will be a great idea. She said yes. When I asked her why she blocked me and later a friend screenshot her story on Instagram about how she brokeup with me ugly ass. Apparently she was was cheating on me for a month... I thought she was the one bois

[@ActiveMedia13]

I feel you bro, love is dead.

[@Tacitus_BirchSaw]

Im sorry bro

[@Chief0117]

So how's life now? I hope you've learnt to love again after that painful experience. It's fine even if you haven't found anyone as long as you're happy.

[@Bigmack_3000]

this song says alot about the guy i like fr

[@francescoparente8814]

Lei è fantastica ha un buon carattere, degli occhi stupendi, è gentile e ti vuole bene. Non ho detto il nome e ti è venuta in mente.

[@swamp_stuff]

h m

[@kyragamon6219]

Music sure does connects you with your feelings.

[@shumishu6019]

Rip Kevin Conroy 💔

[@norah1840]

I love this, it was brought out on my bday

[@xabody8867]

even dark knights had dark nights

[@Negan82682]

Here’s a brownie recipe! Just kidding Here’s a chocolate chip cookie recipe Just kidding

[@Doraemon12819]

​@@Negan82682bro cook something

[@thegoatVaix]

I met this girl in my ela class and she is the most lovely girl i have ever met and i dont know if we will end up breaking up but i know if we do i will never be the same im in love with her and would do anything to just have a day where we will chill on a hill watching the sun set as i see her pretty eyes.

[@israelwilson4022]

Seeing Batman frown with genuine sadness gives me a feeling I don’t really know the word for

[@pLez097]

i was listening to this on a 2day field trip we did on school last year.Crazy memories that come up in my mind when i hear this song and i just really feel nostalgic for it

[@errrval]

so fcking nostalgic maan this songs gets me in an indescriptible mood love it

[@emre694]

I'm from Turkiye, and I don't understand the lycris very well but this song draws me in. I just overthinking a lot..

[@Dot_o]

Aşk acısı falan filan.

[@curs4d.k1tty]

I miss her😹😿

[@traveler6784]

I wish I could meet my dear friend once again,but I'm jot allowed to,so I just look back on the memories we had with this song,thanks.

[@eliott_x3448]

It is what it is

[@blanker_white]

I gave him everything bro i kept going for him i kept living for him i tried my best but then i fucked up. People make mistakes right? It's okay. It's not. It's really not okay. I want to scream cry rip my hair out throw up bang my head on the wall and then cry to sleep. It's all my fault. I ruined everything. But he said he forgived me. He said he loved me for me. He showed that he loved me for me. Now all of a sudden he's so distant and cold and i'm doubting if he ever really forgived me. Was he acting? Did he ever sctually care? I don't know anymore. I tried to ignore it and act like everything was alright. I still text him the same, but he doesn't give the same energy anymore. To the point i'm questioning everything he's ever said. And i can't even say shit cus we just friends. See how ridiculous i sound? Us humans are funny. We worry about the tiniest inconveniences. like don't worry, we still knew he probably never loved me, never cared, never forgived me, never trusted me, never had any interest in me lol. Or is it just me overthinking? Idk. But it's just not the same. I simply can not take this anymore. He was my reason to live and now i lost him too. What's the point what's the point if i don't have him???? And of course this is pointless because obviously there's more to life than a boy but he's so amazing i can't let go i don't wanna let go but what am i letting go of? We aint together or anything. And is he amazing? He said multiple times behind my back that he doesn't trust me but when i asked him about it we talked it out . Or did we? Maybe he still doesn't trust me. And now i just look like a fool. Did i mention he has me on mute for god knows how long He didnt have me on mute before. Things change i guess. crying again:) The fact that he doesn't give one fuck. The fact that this has no point He doesn't even want to be friends with me. Or am i overreacting? I Can't. I can't take this. Anyway it's like 4 am goodnight/goodmorning to anyone who'll read this which i doubt but yk is aight. To the person who see this i love you hon don't end up like me:D

[@doubledogo2098]

mistakes are god's gift to us we'd never learn otherwise.

[@33JLuwi]

My whole mood just changed because of this song

[@dahimirrubiano]

Jesus loves you and he can help you with this❤❤

[@Tata10583]

I'm sad because I didn't get over it

[@monterowden7179]

This made me cry because I was playing gtag and these guys were so nice and I was playing music then I accidentally left😭😭

[@th3_d4rk_kn1ght]

living day to dayy has been toughhh

[@edisondeybid2715]

Llevo demasiado tiempo buscando esta canción y la pista solo era la parte que decía justs like y algo más, la cosa es que yo recordé la palabra como i'm just a nother love y por eso me demore en encontrarla, es el mejor momento de mi vida, bueno aunque también es el peor ya que me echaron de la escuela de arte y me dieron una baja en mi carrera de artes, todo porque el profesor de la misma cultura india denigro mi trabajo llamándolo asqueroso y poco atractivo, la verdad siento mucho remordimiento, no he cuidado mi imagen personal y solo quisiera que esa persona y toda su gente nunca exista, arruinaron mi vida y escuchar esta canción solo me hace pensar en que es lo que debo hacer.... Muchas gracias!!

[@BriannFerguson]

Tocar fondo no significa que te quedarás ahí. Elije Mediocridad o Alteza

[@Labrinthparadise]

This song feels like love

[@hartwellheisenberg1179]

🙃 "I'm totally fine"

[@dragonballz6848]

She left me yesterday and i can't stop crying and i really believed and how she can be this heartless to me .if love doesn't exist then why does it hurt when it isnt there anymore

[@forwhatisthisdisplayname]

Verlo en la universidad luego de que hace 5 años que se haya ido, es lo mismo que menciona esta canción

[@aniyerrrr]

makes me think abt him all day fr.

[@straphey5193]

for anyone reading this it dosent get better but u just deal with it and when u meet that one person than mabey just mabey it will get better..... anyways legends i had a nice life but its too much... see ya on the other side 😅

[@Pier153]

I met this girl in September. After some time we got together. We live in italy and this is our last year of school. After school she will probably move to Bulgaria for some years to study. I’m going to miss her so much.

[@noahbentink6117]

i dont know why im listening to this rn it just makes me forget about me and my life

[@khangbao8639]

New year, new depression, new fear

[@springbaby9996]

0:17 hit hard

[@vitazzo]

Pare de esperar uma mensagem dela amigo, ela não vai voltar, elas nunca voltam.

[@Tsumaka]

I ala o cara espera mensagem de muié KKKKKKK

[@vitazzo]

@@Tsumaka sim, sua mãe ficou de me mandar mensagem mas até agora nada

[@Tsumaka]

@@vitazzo Vai ter q esperar sentado pq ela ja morreu faz tempo kk

[@vitazzo]

@@Tsumaka kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk vishhhh

[@jazzy8963]

I had to move from my old school and since i still had friends over there they told me how my crush moved schools i never tought i would see him again i would think of him everyday after a while i still didnt stop thinking of him but i didnt cry over him no more but one day i saw him again and it was just like seeing him again for the first time i fell in love at first sight.. But he was in love with someone else the whole time i was in love with him..

[@clashquest8159]

'not everything has a good end' -batman

[@PeacefulM0nk]

Sometimes the things that you planned in life don’t go the way that you wanted that’s why you have to be prepared for the worst if you are going thru a breakup use that as lesson to better yourself in the future I wish you luck in your journey

[@Goso042]

i love this song it makes me think of her shes so pretty im happy she's my gf

[@Goso042]

Nvm she broke up with me

[@OfficalAdalynn]

Mac DeMarco’s music understand me more then other people do

[@aldenini2]

writing this on an alt, i have a girl bestfriend of 13 years, and I am into her, we celebrated new years, usually we greet each other with a firm handshake, i guess it started as a joke but now we do it everytime, everyday, we celebrated new years together and she was really touch, she hugged me 6 times, and she slept on my chest, it feels great, i think i might be catching feelings, and this song just makes me feel happy and reminds me of her

[@desiconvicted]

13 years? slept on chest ? bruh

[@swimteamsaj152]

LOL@@desiconvicted

[@rorsc6657]

I just realized that my life is basically a routine that rarely changes, I get up I bathe I dress I go to high school I do not socialize for the simple fact of feeling that I do not fit in is always but that it will be done. Anyway, even if you feel that life ignores you, cry but value while you smile. See you

[@luzdbramirez2188]

just all memories now.

[@desiconvicted]

bro : (

[@mintybudgie]

at this point i think every one of mac's songs will be sped up

[@jotarokujo8259]

finally i can hear these songs without getting emotional

[@Thatfortniteguy-pg7jx]

Just know yesterday was history tomorrow is a mystery but today is a gift that's why its called present From: My Lovely Dead grandpa 🕊R.I.P

[@TheGuyWhoAsk3d]

This song makes me get literal flashbacks to the first time I met my closest friends, my homies, my loving gf, my teachers, the sisters I never had. But now it’s gone. I’m done. I have to leave them behind and move. And I’ll never see them again. Thanks for not listening and I hope you have a better day than I’ve been having

[@abrario]

chapter 2 huh? its tough i get it, people may leave you but their memorys will always stay king

[@NoName-pc2fi]

i miss her

[@dendy0415]

I'm back. I came to this song at my lowest. And I'm back. Things have gotten better since august. I'm dating the girl of my dreams who I've liked for over 3 years. Now we are in love and happy. My friends and sports are going great so everything is good. But I know this can't last forever. Things have to come to an end soon. So before they do I just want to come and say that things are good. In august I was depressed with terrible anxiety and I hated to look in the mirror and see myself because I thought I was so ugly. I hated everything even down to my own name. I don't really know when it changed but I know it was because of her. I know we arent going to last forever, and that's ok. Because the time we spend together are like nothing else in the world. And everyday I get to wake up knowing she's mine. But in 6th months I could be back at this video, looking at this comment, wishing that she was still with me. I know it sounds like I'm being too negative but it's good to just let all of my thoughts out here so I don't have to carry them with me. and now I love this song, even though I used to cry with it. Edit: Well it's been 6 months since I made that original comment, and it felt like yesterday tbh. I've come to realize that maybe all good things don't come to an end. We are still dating after all of this time, even though yes we've had our ups and downs. I've learned a lot about her in these 6 months of dating that have helped me see her in a new light. She's truly perfect and I couldn't have asked for anyone better. I hope with all of my heart that there is another 6 months yet to come in our future. And maybe even long after that. It's almost august again, the month that ruined me last year to the point of having suicidal thoughts. But I'm a different person now. I've grown in my walk with Christ and feel more confident and happy than ever. Sometimes I still remember how things used to be, and a lot of times I get worried that one day won't be all mine anymore. But for now I'm at peace. I'll probably edit this again in January or December, whenever this song pops up on my fyp or turns up on my 1000 song playlist again. I love this song. Edit 2: It's now February 2024, and it's been 14 months since I made that comment I think. There has been so much that has happened that it would take me hours to explain it on here, but I can brief over some things. She got this medical condition called POTS that makes her pass out all of the time, and hers was pretty bad. it came with other things like mood changes too. it has been hard for her to deal with everything, but I always try my best to make her feel like the best girlfriend that she really is. that's all I'm gonna write. I'll probably be back in another 6 months.

[@txlontxpic1194]

🐒

[@ralelavv]

may god be with you through all your hardships bro, keep reminding yourself you're worth everything you're being put through, others may not be able to withstand it but look at you, you're still here, pushing to become better. i truly do hope it keeps being good for you. god bless you

[@preetambyahatti3867]

well, that's just how the world works man. I'm glad you've gotten better since. you rock!

[@Jaxox165]

its 6 month now, something happened?

[@Nika-xh4fg]

yall dont how how mad pretty she is dawg

[@yredzinx362]

i cant describe what going on my mind and my feelings, all i can say is that i am tired of everything

[@sud7100]

u will win this war man 🤝

[@nickfink8454]

I didn't know where else to say this so I only have a yt comment section. There was this girl that I met we both came to a new school in sixth grade. We had never really talked until years later but for some reason I always noticed her even in the most croweded of rooms. Years later at the second half of my ninth grade year we started talking all the time, never in person, but over text 24/7 (at the time I was in a messy relationship and we would joke about my gf at the time together). A few months later and school was pretty much over for the year and she had conviced me to break up with her so I did. After this we became really close, we still avoided eachother in person because we were nervous but that didnt stop us from texting all the time to the point where we knew everything about each other-every last thing. She was always pretty to me but at the time I was truly unhappy witth my weight so from the summer of 9th grade to the end of tenth I was too worried about my self image to think about a relationship (I knew I liked her deep down though). Finally, in the summer before my junior year of highschool I had commited myself to losing weight (and I did, 45 pounds down as of now) this is when our friendship turned. I had begun my weight loss in the begining of august and by the time she asked me out 26 days later I had lost 15 pounds. I still remeber the day she asked me. Its a day I don't ever want to forget. The day before she came over we touched for the first time in two years of friendship. The day after we met on a park bench overlooking the water, it was warm enough to not need anything besides a t-shirt, and there was an older couple kissing to abba's fernando next to us. we talked for hours because I would always get lost in her eyes and in her laughs. Eventualy, after begging her parents to stay out later I walked her home and got soaked in the rain but it didnt matter because when I entered my apartment i was greeted with a text asking me out. I was so happy I smiled for days straight. We had a great relationship for two months, pretty dates on the highline and picnics and sunsets, and musuems, and so on. Then when the third month hit arguemtns started to pop up but never anything too serious that we were mad at eachother for more than a day or two until there was. Shes gone now, its been 5 and a half weeks and I dont know what to do. At first I paicked and cried, texted her, asking to come back twice and both times recieved only a text or two back. I kept crying for another few weeks until one day I realized that I was begining to forget about her. I didnt want to so when I went on a trip during winter break I took something of hers with me to remeber her by. Back from that trip and I hope that she comes back. She was my love, my passion, my tears, my smiles, my laughs, my world and now my world is gone. Ive tried distracting myself, going to the gym more, even talking to other girls but none of it works. She was my sunflower.

[@nickfink8454]

So I'm coming back a little later and I wanted to tell anyone who's reading this and may feel the same way that it does get better. I dont cry anymore, I am able to smile and laugh and enjoy life. Whats scarry now is how easy it is to be a stranger to someone you once knew best. Anyways, if anyone does read that and is feelign the same way it really does get better life is full of many weeks and some of them will be shitty, fight to make as many of those as you can great.

[@rowanleiba971]

@@nickfink8454I ain reading allat

[@nickfink8454]

word2

[@kingstonandzue9477]

i said it would make me happy it didnt

[@RupertWayne]

I've tried to get happiness many times but always ended up rotting in my room and eating junk food. I think the way out is to be more patient and consume positive things. I started to feel a bit better when I'm doing like that, even I'm alone. Happiness is not something to strive for, you will never get it if you set happiness as a goal.

[@maj505]

the slideshows on tiktok finna be crazy

[@lilykkk14]

This makes me feel like when I realized me and her won’t ever be friends anymore she was the only one to make me laugh people noticed how happy I was with her and it just hurts