so young when the pain had begun now forever afraid of being alone 😕
@cxbery2k4764 жыл бұрын
🙁
@reay_a3 жыл бұрын
@@sleep_notfound4202 I know you commented this a long time ago and somehow I’m back to this video and don’t get me wrong, being alone is no stranger to me and yes it is good, but everyone needs someone to help them get by. That sounds cliché because I’m sure many people have gotten by without anybody but it comes with significant struggle and ruins your well-being. I hope you’ve found some people to keep you warm at your side ❤️
@reay_a3 жыл бұрын
@@sleep_notfound4202 and that’s just fine, whatever you can get, keep it
@KNZX10RR4 жыл бұрын
I'm not gonna say some bs about my past tragedies which some people think they have to do to get likes and attention, all I'm gonna say is this is really good, this deserves more views.
@denjilstick4 жыл бұрын
: ( this happened to one of my friend. but her father is in jail now. now she just lives with her mother now! im glad she is happy again. :]
@hikari91982 жыл бұрын
I can relate so much, I remember when I turned 10 I could choose not to go there. I was afraid of him so much, it’s not that he hurt me physically, but his temper scared me. He did however hurt me mentally, he kept telling me to respect his girlfriend didn’t even respect me, comparing me to other people..and when he would raise his voice at me for the littlest things I did, I was to scared to speak up cause i didn’t want him to hurt me physically. Now that I’m 14 I realize how selfish he was, it was obvious he was favouriting my little sister Olivia at his house. The only one I could trust in his family was my grandpa and my sister. My grandpahe was busy all the time but he would hang out with me and Olivia when he had time, and my little sister would keep me busy and just was the best thing that happened in that family.
@Luna-ws8qf3 жыл бұрын
Most people: having a good Father’s Day with there dads. My mom : your dad left before you was born…. 💔😔
@GodlyNightfall4 жыл бұрын
Why am i crying.. even when i have fights with my dad that we mad but it happens too much not that hes drunk but just normal i dont have a good relation ship with my family...
@botsito8868 Жыл бұрын
me encanto
@salsablanca264 жыл бұрын
This song is literally my life...all happened when i was 4 years old and i havent talked to him for 5years
@imahoefordoritos95494 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry to hear that and I hope you're doing better! If you reaallllyy need to talk, we can talk!
@salsablanca264 жыл бұрын
@@imahoefordoritos9549 Wow...thank you alot💙 nobody has been this nice with me!
@DanielaDimitrescu823 жыл бұрын
Poor you😭😭😢😢
@Jackie-DeBombs3 жыл бұрын
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@randomlyashy3 жыл бұрын
same with me
@b-ws-t79122 жыл бұрын
Me currently in my class thinking: Don’t you remember I’m your baby girl how could you throw me out of you world.. Friend: hey whatcha thinking Me again: uh Um Math!
@Kortigx6 ай бұрын
This shit hits hard everytime
@ESTEBANGARANG2 жыл бұрын
I remember my grandma, my brother, and my sister all crying about my dad together and then asking why I wasn’t crying….because he already disappointed me far before he disappointed them.
@marin.castellano13673 жыл бұрын
Me 7 years old: I love this Me 8 years old: I feel something, can quite identify it Me 9 years old; Nope, can't identify it Me 10 years old: Im really getting close Me 11 years old: Im getting so close! Me, currently 12 years old: Yup....I know now...
@changinguser4743 жыл бұрын
ok?
@ebi40052 жыл бұрын
@@changinguser474 what?
@skyemo39922 жыл бұрын
Guess we r on the same page except i found the feeling when i was 10-
@ssourbell4 жыл бұрын
I'm a simple woman, I see Weiss, I click.
@princessofthecourt3183 Жыл бұрын
Amazing!
@soullesspumpkin70843 жыл бұрын
TW: mentions of suicide, overdosing, and more I was 6 years old when I first meet my father. He told me to go to my room cause I was "Being bad" When he actually just wanted to hook up with my mom. I was 7 years old when my mom met my now ex-step father. He is one of the people who gave me major trauma. Left him at age 11. Age's 11-13 I was in a very toxic household. I was always fighting with my cousins and other family that lived there, I even got beaten up on by my cousin who was 18 at the time. Met my father again when I was 11, I realized at that age I was afraid. He took me to a hotel to hang out with him, I was terrified to even sleep in the same bed as him due to always being afraid of touch and being close to people. I moved out of that house at the age of 12 and moved into a new place where I then met the man my mom is still with to this day. Every night and day fighting, screaming, crying, and so much more. I was 12 when I first called the cops. Moved out of that place due to being evicted cause of money. Moved back in with my cousins and fought with them 24/7, This is where the 2nd time my cousin who was now 21 put her hands on me when I was 12-14. I was pinned down screaming crying, All because I was doing my homework in her sisters room. Back to when I was 12 I tried OD'ing for the first time and not the last either. I was then thrown into a mental hospital when i was 13 and stayed there for 2 weeks. my mom had the balls to even call my dad to tell him. I was 12 when my dad promised me to fly me out to his place and even bought me plane tickets to go there for 3 weeks, he never responded to the texts when the day came. I was 12-13 when I tried hanging myself over 8 times, I was 13 when I tried OD'ing over 5 times. I am now 16 years old. Have called the cops on the same man my mom is with as the first time I called them 5 times, I had self harmed all the way up too age 10-16, I have had near to fist fights with the man my moms with due to all the shit he's said. I have now tried to end it all 15 times in total, my mom only knows of the first time. I have not talked to my real dad in 5 years. i know hes on drugs and other stuff due to facebook. I was 12 when I was nearly sexually assulted in school under a table, I had to stab the kid with a pencil to get him off me, I was suspended and he got off with nothing. I have been builied all the way up from kindergarten to 8th grade. I am 16 years old, Everytime some goes to touch me I flinch away and block my head, I hate the feeling of touch. My 7 year old sister comes crying to me when she knows their fighting and I have to have her wear my headphones. I still know the man who is my ex-step father, hes my sisters father. Me and my sister are full sisters due to us having different fathers. And mom still has the fucking audacity to say my life has been easy and I don't have trauma. I love my mom to death but she needs to understand that my life has not been the easiest either. I'm sorry my rant has been long, I just needed to put it into words. This is only 60% of what has happened. I apologise once again :[
@pookiebear243 жыл бұрын
I know you dont like being touched but this makes me want to give you a hug then we can become friends bc this sounds like u need someone, i selfharm and all 20 of my friends left me, i still hang around so it doesnt look like im alone at school, they dont ever rlly talk to me and this one bitch keeps spreading rumors abiut me liking these guys and dating them when she knows im lesbian (only she knows in that school and its very catholic) i confront her about it and she tells me to calm down its a joke acter shes told half of the year group
@MaddieFaithJ3 жыл бұрын
I can be manipulated only so many times, before even I Love you... starts to sound like a lie!!” Words of my life 😩✋💔
@MaddieFaithJ Жыл бұрын
My god, 2 years ago?! Jeez
@speuhh35583 жыл бұрын
I truly hope that everyone in these comments is now in a safe and loving space.. where they don’t to be scared for their safety, and I hope all of you are having an amazing day/night. 💗💗💗
@rw86453 жыл бұрын
This song is so true. I was 2 then I didn’t see him again until 2020 and now I’m 14. I was 12.
@heartz2z5 жыл бұрын
I love this it’s so deep I hope you grow famous when you do (which I will make happen) please remember me 😊🥰😉