a full week of drawing at my art studio + life update

[@rubymoon3182]

Does anyone else want prints of Fran’s “ugly” sketch book?

[@kaitlins7386]

Her ugly sketchbook is my pristine, gorgeous, ready to scan and sell sketchbook. Those landscapes? My goodness.

[@m.aburas]

It is gorgeous!,

[@merelverschaeren8808]

YES!!!!!

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@jocenteno7042]

A book will be better

[@emily-harris]

So I got to the 15 minute mark where you're saying 'who wants to watch someone with depression' and I just had to comment and say, I absolutely love your channel because you are so honest and REAL. The things you've shared with us here are so brave and I love that you do that without judgement. Don't ever feel like you need to cover up your depression because you're an online presence, your honesty is just one of the many incredible things that I admire about you and I'm sure I'm not the only one. I suffered with severe depression throughout my early 20's (it comes in waves even now) and, it absolutely sucks but I promise you there is light at the end of the tunnel. You've experienced an immense trauma whilst simultaneously experiencing possibly one of the worst years in our history, don't EVER feel like you need to justify how you feel about that. Your feelings are valid Fran, you are valid. As someone said below, you are not alone! I never leave comments but I felt compelled to tell you that. Now I'm going to get back to enjoying the rest of your video :)

[@emilyefford154]

I was going to leave a comment but this fellow Emily has said exactly what I was going to say. You're amazing, Fran! Be gentle with yourself. Depression is very, very common and not a flaw. xx

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@inMuro]

I feel the same! As someone struggling with mental health, videos like this are so nice and soothing and make me feel less like everyone's in the 'progress-train' and I'm stuck at the station dwindling around feeling sad. So, thank you Fran for sharing : )

[@alejamclean]

I was going to say that!!! Fran, wherevee time do you need us, we are here. We are here to lisen to you always!

[@maiahariton510]

I completely agree with the comment above!

[@elenakiose5393]

Fran some of us come to youtube to find people like us!!! not perfect and shiny people but real and normal people!!! That's why i watch you!!!

[@RMHART]

Yess! I love watching her vlogs because she is so real! 🙌🙌

[@Fa-rb3lm]

Totally! I agree, we don't feel alone anymore and I appreciate her honesty❤

[@linagarcia4116]

Yes!!!!!

[@joan4888]

Yes!❤️

[@tocutesand]

Yes! This is 100% truth!

[@dancingpencil2]

I just wanted to pause here and tell you, that I suffer from depression, anxiety and OCD for 16 years now and there is no such thing like 'you don't look like depressed person'. Everyone's case is different and unique. And by the way, I come to your channel to see someone who is genuine and supportive of others. We often come to yt to be understood and not entertained, so don't worry! I click on your videos immediately without reading the title. I'm just seing your face and clicking, because I know you will be honest and genuine. Ok, now I'm back to watching your video. 😊❤

[@WateryStar]

I had to pause the video too. I have depression, anxiety and fibro myalgia. Finding others going through similar struggles helps us not feel so alone. I watch some that have chronic illnesses which help me through hard days with mine. I've found that you can never know what someone is going through unless they open up to you. Thanks Fran for talking about it.

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@clefairy_vibes]

I appreciate your ability to talk about hard topics, like depression. You're amazing, Fran. I really cherish this channel. ❤

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@Forestsfernsandfries]

Oh my goodness, I’ve never heard someone else who worries about how their depression will affect the way people see them. I can relate so much, and just want to thank you for sharing this. It made me feel like I’m not the only one who thinks about that.

[@prettydisturbedarts7118]

The camera angles, editing & everything in fran's videos are so unique. She's an amazing visual storyteller. ❄

[@FranMeneses]

thank you : ... )

[@marisadaniela6]

Absolutely she is.

[@prettydisturbedarts7118]

@@richardaguero4359 🤗 will check it out

[@richardaguero4359]

Hi, I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@jacobsteen5890]

YESSS AGREED.

[@jenn3763]

High functioning depression is so underrated and over looked.. it’s really frustrating.

[@vanillerygarden]

Agreed. I have high functioning anxiety and it makes me so exhausted that I get depressed from being tired and foggy-brained often. I still don’t look anxious or depressed on the outside.

[@vanillerygarden]

Tea Bunny I just saw that you have my favorite Animal Crossing music in your playlist (the rainy town one) that I LITERALLY just played out loud while giving my family some Gua Sha. 🤩🌸💖

[@jenn3763]

Moonshadow Garden it’s the same for me.. I feel like most people don’t see it as a real thing unless you’re actively trying to kill yourself or shut yourself away from everyone.

[@jenn3763]

Moonshadow Garden And yes I love that one! Animal crossing is one of my favorite games to play! I wish new horizons had better music though.. I’m a bit disappointed.

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@Swanstardesigns]

You could totally turn your 'ugly sketchbook' into an art book and sell it! It looks great - mistakes and all! The aesthetic is really lovely.

[@AkwaIbomDoll]

@@richardaguero4359 stop spamming bro lmaoooo

[@richardaguero4359]

@@AkwaIbomDoll SHUT YOUR MOUTH

[@EmmaFoxArt]

Fran: "I wish I was funnier" Also Fran: *has a full conversation with camera as if we are getting to stay in her studio over the weekend* 😂👏❤️ Hope you start to get your mojo back, soooo many of us suffer with depression and it sucks, but you are doing amazingly.

[@ennyhel294]

AHAHAHHA exacly 😂😂

[@Kuhoochandra]

Listen, I really really liked the silent sketching timelapse

[@JustineLucas]

Me too, that was really unique and beautiful.

[@lilith_33]

Fran, como persona que ha sufrido depresión, entiendo perfectamente ese sentimiento de "¿quién querrá pasar tiempo con una persona que tiene depresión?". Pero recuerda que aquí venimos no solo para entretenernos y olvidar, durante un rato, todo lo que está sucediendo a nuestro alrededor; sino que también venimos para conectar con vosotr@s, las personas que hacéis contenido. Yo prefiero mil veces ver un vídeo en el que nos expliques cómo te sientes, cuál es tu realidad, que no otra persona que vaya siempre con esa careta se felicidad perpetua, totalmente irreal. Necesitamos, como espectadores/as, testimonios reales, personas reales y de las cuales podamos decir: "es como yo", "yo también he pasado por ello", "no estoy sola, hay más gente como yo". O incluso para visibilizar los problemas de salud mental y ver que no son tan aislados como pensamos. Deseo de corazón que poco a poco vayas mejorando, que la tristeza se disipe y que no sientas ese peso encima. Un fuerte abrazo para ti y Ed 💜

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 Tengo un pequeñísimo canal de arte también con buen contenido :) te juro que te gustará. Ve a verlo.

[@rednieh]

Venía justo a decir esto pero creo que lo has expresado mejor de lo que yo pensaba hacer 😂

[@lilith_33]

@@rednieh jajaja Seguro que habría sido igual de interesante leerte. Cada uno/a pone su toque personal 😃

[@thaliaroman3650]

I love this new black ink sketch style you've got going on.

[@DecxmberDxrnell.]

The part where you were talking about what we would have to do when you left us in the studio was adorable. I loved filling out the planners and trying on the t-shirts btw haha

[@fatpicklestudiomagdalenatu8990]

I wish we actually could be there.

[@mrsu9834]

I was diagnosed with Depression last year and felt exactly the same. It's a difficult thing to talk about and I have found the only people who truly understand are those that are or have gone through it. Just remember you're not alone.

[@brumebird]

Fran, I don't come to youtube to be entertained and forget about how life sucks right now, I come to KZbin to find people like me, that struggle with things like me, and fight through it. You, being open and vulnerable, is not a downer, it is so motivating! Because I feel less alone, and I feel like I can tackle life a bit better, with you virtually supporting me by my side. And I'm sure we are A LOT thinking like this! Don't feel bad, stay who you are, we love you :)

[@JillianClairPrice]

Oh Fran, from one depressed bitch to another, this vlog was delightful as always. Your studio is a magic lil liminal space and I feel so privileged to get to peek at it, let alone spend a whole weekend there by myself! 😉 Continue to be gentle with yourself, you deserve it ❤️

[@sorottya]

You don’t entertain us Fran, you give motivation, compassion, turst, honesty and something real in this superficial world. Never doubt yourself about how your content should look like. That is why we love you so much. You played a big role for me to choose animation as a career and motivated me to start university in an other country. You ar talented, charismatic, creative and such a role model. Please don’t forget that, and be kind to yourself. Thank you for everything! ❤️❤️❤️

[@nekocrocodile]

You are the most honest person I ever seen on youtube, artists always want to pretend that everything its fine but it's ok to feel sad, it's ok not to be funny, it's ok to be honest and open your heart and it's ok to cry we are humans not machines, so thank you for sharing how you feel, please stay strong and keep learning for your experiences, sending a lot of support to you .By the way i love the way you draw rocks ❤

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@nekocrocodile]

@@richardaguero4359 I will :3

[@nicole-ee7ec]

as a person who also has depression i think your channel and videos are so calm healthy inspirational, and the most important thing is express yourself about thoughts and feelings. i feel safe here

[@DaisyIllustrations]

We come on your channel to have news of you and how you're doing and what is happening and what you're doing. We're waaaay past entertainment after all those years ^^

[@stephanie.kilgast]

I love how honest you are in your videos. I much prefer this over "funny, charismatic, cheerful" ones. Life is just not always cheerful, I like how raw you are. (You're actually an inspiration for me on KZbin) Also, from someone who suffers depressions on the regular, you'll be fine. I'm sending hugs! Lastly, I only draw with nibs and I love it, it's just a pain to transport. ^^'

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@umm.marlene9047]

Yeah

[@sa311energy]

You’re depressed but it’s not forever. It was triggered by an overwhelming loss. Sos chingona and i know you will get better because you know what’s happening to you.

[@nataliasotoibarra1246]

Querida Fran: es tan valioso lo que estás haciendo. Mostrando como te sientes ayudas a muchas personas. Abracitos para ti

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@thefemdm2296]

I love your authenticity, so much, makes me feel like I'm talking to a close friend when I watch your videos

[@nickywhithair9820]

Quite honestly I appreciate people being “real” on KZbin. It would be incredibly depressing if everyone only posted positive, uplifting content because it would make me question why my life isn’t as happy! Keep doing what you are doing - you don’t know who you are helping on the other side of the screen ❤️.

[@Ludesto]

We like you. Period. It's ok to be depressed. I'm treating my depression since 2014 and it might take some time, but you'll also be ok and feel yourself again, I promise. Thank you for being this amazing & honest artist you are. We are here for you

[@Ludesto]

SO CUTE you left us in your studio

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@BlinkPopShift]

I come to KZbin to connect with people who are sharing their unique experiences. I come here to see other artists who are also struggling. I come hear about all these different creative lives.

[@ellawalsh9732]

Can you please do an “ugly sketchbook” tour once completed?? 😍😍

[@aetherillo]

A big part of why I've watched you for a long time is because you don't snip out all the bad parts like they don't exist. It's so boring watching somebody who wants to make you think they have this lovely perfect life, and so comforting to watch someone who says things as they are because that's real life and it's relatable.

[@jade-jadee]

The reason I fell in love with your channel a long time ago when you were in Germany was because you were always genuine. Always very real not afraid to be yourself. And not try to hide it at all it's such a nice quality about you and your channel. Take care dont forget to be kind to yourself ♡ and bby that sketchbook is not ugly. Your doing so well on landscapes proud of u!

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@liancas.2848]

Growing up not having an older sister to talk to about stuff like this made me feel like I have one every time I watch Fran's vlogs. Her honesty is soooo reassuring. Thank you, Fran 💓

[@flameflames9465]

I feel the same way because of this pandemic, I’ve gained weight & my job is still closed but honestly I love watching your videos. It makes me feel worse when I watch other KZbin videos and everyone’s is so happy and maybe they’re faking it but it just makes me feel worse because I’m like “ am I the only one down?!”. Finally I don’t feel so alone but I hope we get through this.

[@sueburgess105]

Therapy with the right therapist is LIFE SAVING! I underwent therapy after a depression diagnosis and it was life changing. I too am high functioning depressive. It’s the waves of despair that flow over you. It sucks. I don’t want entertaining from you, I want a friend. We’ll ride the waves with you no matter Fran. Hang in there Fran, we’ve got your back girl. Big hugs xxx

[@goodiemood8609]

the tone oof your voice, the flow of words, the many many many "sorrys"... it's like witnessing a great (exhausted) human trying to keep entertaining her community whereas she needs to take some me-time to take care of her mental health... Fran thanks for taking the time to create such great contents and videos and all, but i had the feeling you could really use some time off... You do you, but i really would like to suggest to make a pause. Your community will still be there !

[@Valentina-mx2tf]

Your truest self is the most beautiful self! Please stop apologizing for not being "funny enough" or "entertaining enough", this is your channel and I think everyone loves your honesty! 💜 Talk a lot, forget about things, make no sense, do whatever! You are spontaneous and truthful and that's beautiful to see

[@autumnall]

Dearest Fran, I'm battling depression for over 13 years now - I often heard that a youtube person can't have mental issues and keep a channel, but you know what? A person can actually. My viewers have been the most supporting all these years and the same - we're here for you, no matter what, no matter how you feel at the moment. The most important is to tell to yourself that "yes, I'm struggling but that doesn't make me worse". Love you lots xx

[@Oddernod]

These fast speed shots are amazing - I don't know how you draw the way you do, it's like it's already hidden in the page and you're revealing it without doing any underdrawing. You're a superhero.

[@margam_illustration]

Ahh Fran, I totally understand the want to be charismatic and like energetic, but honestly I'm personally tired from that? I'm a mellow person myself so I get tired from too much entertainment (?? if that makes sense 😂). Thank you for sharing your struggles! I'm a firm believer the truth is always best path

[@WateryStar]

I get that. I like to watch mellow, chill videos especially at the start & end to my day. I have to be in the mood to watch a movie but always enjoy vlogs like Fran's whenever. ^^

[@wildflowerwanderlust692]

I completely understand. I will exit a video because I am annoyed by the pettiness.

[@nihonjinkittahn]

Please know that I, and I’m sure a lot of people, come to watch you to find people in the same position as them and to chill out and watch someone who is relaxing and calming and so true to themselves. I love watching you and will continue to do so. I hope your therapy is helpful and you find a way through your depression. Keep being yourself. You help remind me to be kind to myself also! Thank you for being you. ❤️

[@proyc95]

“Embracing our imperfections” 💕 we can do it :-)

[@tigrissapphire915]

Girl, stop it right there. Acknowledge the feelings and feel the feels but also as a distant friend (not actually a friend, just an internet wannabe friend) I gotta tell you these thoughts of you being not interesting are straight up lying to you. We love you, we will always watch what you make, I relate to you so much, I love you and your work, and your work is special and unique. That's why we come to you. Those other people might be charismatic in an extroverted way, but you're also charismatic in your own way. You're careful and poignant and insightful. I also have depression and your videos have helped me through so much over the years. They have helped encourage me to get up and work when I'm down, given me company when I was lonely, given me some space to myself when I get too anxious. Fran, you're great and you need to know that.

[@thamyllw]

Hi Fran, I gonna ask you for some patience because english is not my first language (i could probably write in portuguese but i guess it is easier for you to understand in english)... But you are a role model for so many people, i dont even want to be an illustrator but your work ethic for example is something that everyone can admire. So when you say that someone wouldnt want to watch someone with depression really hitted me hard. As someone who suffers with depression/anxiety I think those thoughts are really common, and I do that to myself a lot so i was like NO FRAN DONT DO THAT! And i was like... but I do that all the time - and yes im trying to be gentle to myself bc of you and because you talk about it so openly. So I just want to say to you that we dont need someone perfect, we need real people so we can make a new and more open society - i know it seems like a huge steps, but someone who follow who may have prejudice about mental health may be more open minded to seek help after see your vlog. So we need people like you who talk more openly about mental health so people dont suffer and can seek help in early stages of depression, because that is nothing to be ashamed of. wow thats super long... love from brazil ✨✨

[@lostdini81]

Dear Fran, just be yourself. We come back to see YOU not another version of a Fran you think we should see and would appreciate more. Be assured many people watching your videos are here to accompany you on your journey and feel with you. Being kind to yourself is difficult but I see you getting better at it. It makes me feel a spark of happiness for you. Feel the feels, laugh the laughters and everything in between. Greetings from Berlin 🙋🏼‍♀️

[@Kuhoochandra]

Also I liked this style of vlogging, very raw.

[@michelleabramowitz273]

Fran, I've always admired you. Your comfort in front of the camera, the life and colour you put in all your vlogs, the care with which you draw anything and everything you put on Instagram or on a vlog. I think you're amazing, and consistent, and funny, and charming.

[@richardaguero4359]

Hiiiii💕 I have a small art channel as well if you want to check it out

[@emilyrosewright507]

I can always tell when I am entering a depressive episode when I lose the joy in my work. I will be sitting in traffic and think “huh, why do I not feel excited to make anything.” And then it will click “oh! I’m depressed!” Haha. When I am depressed I always just baby myself like I am sick. I make sure I eat and take showers, and be easy with myself. Be kind. And then I trust it will pass. If it doesn’t, I will find a therapist.

[@lv9741]

I literally started tearing up when you said that we wouldn't like your videos because you feel sad, that's not true at all Fran. The thing with your videos is that they are so relaxing and genuine, and that is so fresh to see. No other youtuber that I've come across is as genuine and charming as you. We watch your videos because we really love you Fran ! + always when I'm feeling sad and down I try to do something new or break my schedule, like go out when it is raining without an umbrella, go on a walk without my phone, plant a seed in a pot, or anything you've never done/ don't do very often

[@MintysSketchbook]

My art studio is literally my bed 😂

[@leofrine_noev]

I feel you! x)

[@FranMeneses]

lool it was mine for yeaaars, it won't be like this forever I promise you

[@leofrine_noev]

@@FranMeneses that's so sweet of you to say!🤗 I am sure we will evolve as well💃💃🌙🌿

[@MintysSketchbook]

Fran Meneses i hope so 😅💕

[@leofrine_noev]

@@MintysSketchbook one day at a time ;)

[@tarabooartarmy3654]

Don’t ever feel like you’re scaring us by sharing how you’re feeling, Fran. I think I probably speak for most of your audience when I say that we genuinely care about you and want to hear how you’re feeling. We love you! ❤️

[@AlienChips]

I wonder what would a therapist think about someone suffering depression and having a KZbin channel, sharing their life on it and having so many followers. Loved the drawings!

[@AwesomeZeuh]

Fran! Stop apologising for everything, we love what you do

[@shivanis1537]

I found it so amazing that you have your art studio. You've had the guts to follow your dreams.

[@teresasmith3022]

Depression is incredibly hard, no matter who you are or what you do for a living. It is so brave of you to be open about it, and I hope that you feel better and can find hope and happiness in your life again. Your videos are incredibly lovely to watch and I hope you are okay.

[@squigglysquoot]

Fran, you have a following that will stick with you through best and the worst things. We're not going anywhere, we just want to spend time with you no matter what. You're not alone, and you're so brave for being so open. Don't worry about the pressure to be funny or charismatic or happy all the time, we love you for you.

[@mariakilson5851]

This is a great video for people who feel insecure about using references. That feel like illustrators and artists have this unearthly understanding of how everything and everyone is shaped. You're not a bad artist for using reference, you're just great at learning.

[@WX411]

I seriously love all of the videos you post, whether you're in your artsy groove or not. You seem like a very genuine, funny person and I appreciate you being so vulnerable on camera. Your fans love you!!

[@_chetom]

Fran! Thank you for sharing this with us! As long as you feel comfortable sharing, I believe a lot of us actually like how raw and real and genuine you are! Yes, youtube or social media can act as a way of distraction, but hearing that others go through the same things that we might be going through as well is a breath of fresh air, it's a much needed slap to the face and a come-back to reality that not everything is as great as social media paints it to be!! Having youtubers and well-known people to be raw and open about real subjects is really helpful for a lot of us! It's almost as if it helps validate what we feel as well! It can be damaging to keep such a vibrant, positive, "everything is perfect" vibe when things are not, specially when we consume that content to feel better and forget, BUT all we do is cover it up and it can be damaging. Personalmente AMO profundamente tu honestidad y lo abierta que eres al compartir tus emociones y vivencias! Espero que estés bien y que logres encontrar la ayuda que necesites para salir adelante! Admiro mucho tu trabajo y a tí como persona!! Un abrazo muy fuerte desde Argentina :)

[@wolfielyall]

I've had depression enough that I'm just a bum for going on three years now. I really appreciate videos like yours for several reasons. It's comforting to hear someone else that "gets" what I'm feeling. It's nice to share a space (even a digital one like this one) with someone that's calm and peaceful like you are. Despite what you feel and how crazy your life may be, you share a calm and pleasant feeling through your videos. It makes me feel good and it helps me to be just a little bit more creative in my own way. I'm glad to listen to you and know that even if we never speak to one another, it is helpful to you to see the views, the likes and the comments. So thank you for being exactly who you are. Thank you for taking us with you on this journey of your life.

[@OwlsInATeacup]

I think I speak for a lot of us when I say that there’s no way your depression would stop me following you. I suffer from depression too and this year has definitely added to it. You’re such a lovely person, and the depression will get better and the blanket will lift x

[@goldhoneytea]

I'm having a bad depression day today, couldn't sit through watching regular KZbin videos, and literally said, I should watch something of Fran's, she also makes me feel like it's okay to not be okay....so thank you. And keep doing your honest videos, it's what makes you special.

[@chellykins]

Every time you post a new video, I "save it" for watching on the weekend or a weekday night as a treat. It's such a special little thing for me. So thank you for putting your super honest videos out into the world. We appreciate it more than you know.

[@butternut3185]

As someone that has been struggling with depression my whole life, it is nice to hear from other people who struggle with the same issue. I am obviously sorry to hear you are dealing with this but thank you for being so open about it. I does make me feel less alone with my battle,and if I am not alone with it because you are with me then that also means you are not alone because I am with you,all the way.

[@TealKorby]

I’m really appreciating your honesty and openness with how you’re feeling because it’s relatable and comforting

[@janeosun]

oh fran, you are so genuine and so creative and wholehearted which is exactly what we need here on this earth. thank you so much for being you, and as someone who’s suffered from depression it is soooo difficult but your honesty is illuminating and means so much to your fellow depressed internet friends. we are all with you Fran. YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS! ❤️✨

[@jiobutler9821]

The fact that we all have an image in our head as to what a depressed person looks (or acts) like, which has been conditioned into us by media, is why it can be very hard to diagnose depression or low mood, and why it can be easy for others to judge people about their mental health. Be kind to yourself precious Fran. Keep on trucking, feel what you feel. X

[@pillowsrocker]

I really enjoy the time lapse drawings. Your honesty means a lot to me. Sometimes depression can make you feel so isolated it's like being on a deserted island and just yelling out at an open ocean that never answers. Seeing you talk about how you honestly feel is like having a friend pop up on the island. So many of us are feeling so much, but we aren't actually alone. It's totally normal, and it's going to be okay. Thank you for being brave enough to share this part of yourself. It's a piece of art all its own.

[@pepperstudiosminiatures1397]

I completely understand Fran. I am 47 and was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer three months back. It has been such a hard road and I'm going through chemotherapy now which stinks. Art is what is helping me to keep going and understand all my feelings right now. I am so proud of you to be brave to share your vulnerabilities with us. Keep going and work through all these things. You CAN DO hard things because you are strong. All my love.

[@marcusshaner7066]

We all love you Fran. My wife and I both struggle with anxiety and depression. You have always been refreshingly real. You're awesome!

[@monserrattorreshernandez412]

Fran if you have depression don't apologize for that, we are with you (virtually but we are)... I hope you feel better with therapy, drawing, and even with us ... love you and I love your work and personality, I'm a little be like you

[@kimeikeo]

Favorite moments: Silent sketch time and when you talked us down about leaving the camera at the studio and made sure we knew what to do while you were gone! 😍 Fran, you're the freaking best.

[@noteworthydesigns]

Fran, Fran, Fran. _You know we love you_ . You're wonderfully imperfect and you're completely relatable in the ways that matter and yet, your life is so fascinating to people who don't have your specific career, situation, live in your city, etc. You're amazing and *we're proud of you* .

[@shelbycriswellart]

i always love the moments of asmr you go into with your vlogs. that helps balance out talking and i love it

[@GhostsOfThings]

I come here for a human connection. To spend time and feel less alone. And so when I find people like you Fran, who are open and honest, it makes me look at my own life and feel like it's not just me. ❤️

[@AlexandraVicunaPerry]

Please don’t change I love your honesty and enjoy you repeating the subjects. Talk about depression it’s like a taboo. People need to know.

[@ikathemadhatter7745]

Hi Fran 🌸 It's hard to find genuine people on you tube and this is exactly why your videos are so different from everyone else. You're genuine, you don't hide your feelings and I find very brave of you to talk about hard topics. You make feel people experiencing the same stuff less lonely and this is probably the best gift you can give them/us. Thank you a lot. Plus thank you thank you thank you because seeing your videos always make me want to go back to draw even when I feel down. 💓

[@creativerachel]

Please please don’t worry about the vlogs not being entertaining Fran- they’re so much fun to watch! They really help me relax and take some time for myself. Also I LOVE your “ugly” sketchbook, and I really related to what you were saying about nature/rocks being somewhat easier to draw cause they don’t require you to be so precise with proportions- I think that’s why I like drawing them more than people haha! But I just wanted to say that I LOVE the style so much, and it really comes across just how much you’re enjoying yourself as you experiment. Also, one last thing (longest comment ever!) but thank you for sharing about depression & therapy, I really resonated with it, it’ll really help a lot of people to understand and hopefully feel more empathy towards those who are struggling. Sending so much love 💛

[@crewelghoul]

I've always enjoyed your channel because you're a real person, and you don't pretend that everything is always great and perfect. In an age where social media makes things so filtered and unrealistic, your channel has always been so down to earth. I'm sorry you're suffering from this, but appreciate that you're being so transparent about it, because you'd be surprised how many other people go through the same thing!

[@dancingpencil2]

I felt completely unmotivated today, so I started to binge watch your older videos and after watching six videos I came up with new creative project idea. Thank you, Fran!

[@devancarpenter9706]

Thank you, Fran, for being real and authentic. It's one of the MANY reasons I've connected with you here on KZbin. I also am an artist who suffers with depression. I look forward to each and every one of your Vlogs. You are truly a "nice human" and we need more of those these days! Keep on keeping on! We're right here with you!!! Peace and love to you and Ed. 😌💗

[@robinmilligan329]

I'm so enjoying your videos and everything you do. Always feel like I'm sitting there with you in your studio, talking about everything or being silent together and drawing together. So nice and warm

[@ILLORYS]

Fran no matter what kind of content you bring, it always has the Fran vibe and we love you for this essence. Your depression doesn’t effect it don’t worry :) We love you because you always give us yourself and not a fake unreachable person. Thank you for the video! 💕 I loved every moment because it’s true content.

[@CarmillaKnits]

Hi Fran! I don't usually comment, but I just wanted to say you really don't have to apologize for being honest about how you feel! I find it really helpful to hear someone talk about their mental health. How you describe your depression, like a fog and like a deep sorrow, is exactly how I feel when I'm depressed - and it is so nice to hear that we're not alone ❤ Hope you're doing okay and best wishes xxxxxx

[@cilantroromeros5717]

Embrace the sadness, sometimes there’s no other way but through. Keep taking care of yourself. We’re rooting for you.

[@nienkevletter]

Aaah Fran, like many said already, you don't have to be funny and entertaining. Your honesty and vulnerability is your superpower! The world is a way better place with people like you, not sugarcoating what's happening in life, but being real about it. Sending you hugs for the recovering process

[@acarmlife]

I think I first came to this channel for the art, but stayed for Fran 💜💜💜 I’m literally so invested in you as a person and your honesty and the “hanging out with a friend “ kind of vibes I feel when watching your videos are the things I crave most so please don’t ever feel like you can’t talk about things or be yourself because literally that’s the best things you can be 💜

[@jessicacrame5909]

Fran, thank you for being so honest and vulnerable with everyone. It just shows us that you are a human. Sending you lots of love during your difficult times. ❤

[@kittynekocat]

I always appreciate people on youtube who show the real ups and downs :)

[@ameliareed8214]

I recently found your channel and fell in love with you and your work. As someone who also battles depression, THANK YOU for sharing what you're going through. Sending you love and positive vibes.

[@sydney-zx2hi]

fran, please never feel like you a boring us when you talk about depression! as someone with depression as well it's nice to know there are other people out there. i also want to thank you for normalizing therapy by talking about it? im struggling with finding it in myself to step out of my comfort zone but you talking about it reminded me. might make an appointment next week :)))

[@madelinerodriguez5890]

Fran, you are not alone. I found you in my lowest moments of depression & anxiety. I love your channel for everything it is. You are an amazing human and you too will get through this. Sometimes we just want to fly through our emotions and situations but something always makes us slow down and let’s us feel our pain & nurture our feelings as we would with a baby. Keep being you. We are here with you going through the motions and the ebb & flow of life. You are loved. ❤️

[@elisamakarow]

Fran, honestly, I always thought that to be a KZbinr or person in general other people enjoy, you have to be quirky, outgoing and exciting. But seeing you as a raw and genuine person who is calm and introvert is so much more relatable for me! I enjoy every minute of your videos and you are the reason I decided to be more myself in my videos and to not try and mimic other more outgoing personalities to fit the expectations of a "good KZbinr/entertainer"! I wish you all the best and that you find joy in your everyday life, again

[@lururumakes5854]

Please don't apologise for feeling sad, I come to your channel for company. Your honesty is greatly appreciated.

[@Nezuko_yoyo]

I like hanging out with your videos in the morning while i get coffee/breakfast. This is a really chill channel. And no I am more than ok with depression talk. Conversation like this means someone understands me.

[@alexandria3933]

Fran thank you for being honest about these tough topics, you're an amazing person. You don't need to think that you're not funny or entertaining enough, because we love you for being who you are. There is no term like '100% or truly depressed person' and so please take care of your mental health ( I say it as a person who had some episodes of depression, struggles from OCD and eating disorder who thought that I was not ill enough to say such things about myself even though all the therapists made these diagnoses). Hope you'll get better soon, we'll stay with you and support you in any case

[@radudragoescu3434]

I really appreciate your courage to speak honestly in front of the camera about your feelings. I really think it's very helpful to talk to someone about your problems and I'm sure this video will help those who are going through something similar to be more open. Thank you very much for your effort and work

[@reemeiali]

I love how you are honest with us Fran. take rest if you need we will support you and we will wait for you to be great then before.

[@larabillingham]

We’ve got your back Fran!! You are amazing and hilarious. You might not feel amazing and hilarious right now, but you will, just give yourself some time. I feel like we’re all friends here, I love it!! Onwards and upwards!! Love you 😘

[@angeliquefourquemin2711]

I know a lot of people already said that in the comments, but we love you Fran! we appreciate every part of you, and you don't have to apologise for feeling down. I come to KZbin to see real people, with feelings and a flawed life, and it's ok. I'll never stop watching. Love you

[@Studio.Faithie]

I really admire your vulnerability and don't feel bad for having bits and pieces of your vlog that isn't "entertaining." if anything it makes you seem more "real" and more like family to me. You got this and keep it up, I'm really proud.