Fred again.. - Angie (I've Been Lost)

this is the video we made for angie (ive been lost) and i think what i wrote in the subtitles summarises what this record is about to me in a way i haven’t been able to do before. But to be honest im equally changed by what it’s ended up being about for everyone else.
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Directed by LOOSE
DOP - Donny Johnson
Camera Op - Theo Batterham
Edit - Charlie Hutchins
Grade - Donny Johnson
Actual Life 3 (january 1 - september 9 2022) new album out october 28th. pre-order: fredagain.lnk.to/actuallife3
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[@Fredagainagain]

Okayyyy SO I am so so really very VERY happy to say that Actual Life 3 will be out on October 28th!!!!! You can pre-order / save it now: FredAgain.lnk.to/ActualLife3 ❤❤❤❤❤

[@IndiaRodeia]

Pleasee do a vinyl of Actual life, I want to keep it forever 😍👏

[@hapmusic0_0]

I wanted to say congrats on finding love mate and also ask, how are they doing? Sending love 🥰🥰

[@NandoMorro9]

Hey Fred. Your song got me really deep. Even before seeing the subtitles the song was able to change my mood to melancholy immediately. And so I need to know that "you made it thru" and it worked for you and the person on the phone is now close to you and all healthy!

[@jennribble8433]

Your soul is so precious

[@amandahudson3747]

I’m so sorry for your hard times with your love! I lost my brother in March and I am trying so hard to carry on as normal, but I’m not myself - and listening to these words made me burst in to tears!! We’re all really trying and we must be gentle on ourselves! Big love! This music is magic ❤

[@marionagy1]

1. Just discovered the Boiler Room Set. 2. The finale in the set was "'I've Been Lost" 3. Ran straight to KZbin search to see if it was a released track. 4. Found the video 5.Legit just discovered the most deserving artist this year. What a day!

[@amritarathore1126]

likewise! that was the exact chronology for me, with exact sentiments..what an artist!

[@jacoob91]

Lol exactly what I did and feel

[@luismoreiralm]

The same 😁

[@LeoBruns5]

@marionagy1 for real dude, same!!!!

[@BananaPeelEuroTrash]

Same here. It's been a good while since I've found music that resonated with me this much.

[@pamquick600]

Wow. I searched you out because of Ren and I am so happy. I have already listened to several of your songs and watched your Tiny Desk Concert. This beautiful song is Shimmering with emotion. Wow. Thank you so much 💜

When I heard this song in Ren's mash-up it just ripped me open. Your words are so raw and exactly describe how I feel. He did a great homage to you and your art. You are both genius level artists! You have a new fan!

[@RENfan1265]

I'm here because of Ren's Mashup, Checking out where it all came from.

[@sateentuoksu]

​@@RENfan1265me too, looking for the origins of the story

[@RENfan1265]

@@sateentuoksu That is awesome! Do you know the song titles that were used in the mashup?🙂

[@sateentuoksu]

@@RENfan1265 Don't know yet, just starting. This is the other, I found Leavemealone kzbin.info/www/bejne/qH_ZaX5udr56n5osi=89uji7TJ59Vvd9EA

[@sateentuoksu]

@@RENfan1265 wtf.. i alrady answered you but it disappeared.. so i try without links - if they get deleted; this song, leavemealone and jungle (these i've found so far, don't know if there's more)

[@electropose1]

You are my best discovery of the year, thanks a lot 🙌

[@annerittwage1401]

Same here. Honestly came out of nowhere like a firework.

[@marviklima5568]

Music that speaks to the soul

[@emmanuelvelazquez8800]

Sameee

[@onoikon]

100% true

[@jt6741]

Same here. “Dermot” came up on a Spotify playlist of mine a couple of days back. I’ve been listening to him on repeat since 👌🏼

[@albamartinez4987]

Ren's Mash Up of your songs brought me here today. I now understand how he connected so much with your music. Seems like you're kindred spirits. You are both tremendous artists. ❤

[@lucillescott]

Introduced to you by Ren, I'm loving this internet world of amazing musicians

[@Jason_xofilos]

I concur.

[@riho9225]

Same here

[@rothaar8001]

Same.

[@abssinthealicjadiscordia3631]

+1 here ❤

[@jenniferpeavey3138]

Yup

[@Jason_xofilos]

I know I am late to finding your music. I just listened to Ren’s mashup of some of your song including this one. And now I here listening to this song 🎧 and see you text about it. I want you to know Ren appreciation of your music and his artistry in his performance of a mash up on your songs brought me to your KZbin channel to hear your original songs your way. Thank you for your music abd for inspiring others such Ren and myself. I hope you both are doing well.

[@deanc486]

Just arrived here from Ren's mash up of Fred again. I was looking for some perspective of what Fred again was about and what Ren's versions were based on. Having seen this and the Tiny desk show I must say what an artist. I could see these two talented people doing an amazing collaboration? Fingers crossed.

[@cas9065]

Ren brought me here. Thank you for this song.

[@gooner1804]

When Fred’s vocals come in, and he sings “I’ve been broke, I’ve been bent out of shape”. Man… that just hits all the nerves. It hits such a resonance. I lost both my parents before I was 12, and now I’m 33, and this song just captures so much of my life in such a beautiful, perfect way. The best music in life can articulate my feelings in a way that I never could. Thank you, Fred.

[@MAH-ot8bg]

How many made it through

[@Steven90108Runs]

Here cause of Ren's Fred Again mash-up ❤

[@andrewgr144]

Came here because of Ren's mashup video. I'll be sticking around for a while.

[@stanislavslesarev8062]

am I only one who starts crying immediately after hearing first tunes from this song?

[@Annie_MaycoxMUA]

Who else is here after watching ren’s drop lastnight x

[@gynger6]

Who's here from @ren mash up?

[@IngaSin]

Same!!! ❤

[@harpalarpa6040]

Me!

[@margaretpatterson7505]

Me too ❤❤

[@SuperRob-qe5rz]

Me

[@cas9065]

Mw!

[@IngaSin]

Came here cause of Ren ❤ New sub.

[@docdurdin]

Yes, I am a Renegade, but I know why you touched Ren and his extended family now. Beautiful is as beautiful does.

[@imSACCO]

This makes me feel nostalgic of things I've never experienced

[@_nessyp]

I said the exact same! His music makes me miss a love I’ve never even experienced

[@demios_music]

@@_nessyp same here

[@adamgriffiths8639]

Trust me its so beautiful n vibey and yet so sad at the same time Fred again is a magician!!!

[@Ark0ma]

So real

[@nataliekramer3578]

Amazing description of what I was feeling too.

[@winterlady]

Like many folks, I found you because of Ren. Love your work!❤

[@Poffigirl]

Here because of Ren and loving it

[@pavelrudyuk6357]

I spent 2020 with a broken heart. Doing pretty much the same in 2021 to be honest. Making my "I'm ok" face at public and crying at my apartment (can't call it home anymore) - kinda double life too, you know? So glad I found out about your music. Somehow it gives me strength and inspiration. I've never met you in real life and I probably won't, but I just wanna say thank you. I really hope that the person you love will get better. Big hugs from Moscow

[@malcolmions5458]

Absolutely loving your music what a breath of fresh air

[@Fredagainagain]

[@rohiththebrown]

@@Fredagainagain no u

[@CB-mv2kg]

"Can't call it home anymore" hits real hard my friend. I hope time has helped heal.

[@pavelrudyuk6357]

@@CB-mv2kg Thanks for your kind words

[@littlemisskitch]

You're like one of those random guys you meet out at a rave or event and have the most amazing one off one night friendship with. You're connected on the dance floor for hours and hug when you see each other. You feel you know each other but know life is coming again tomorrow and you will lose touch. But forever grateful for that one night of sharing in the connection and love of music.

[@ProjectSheepFilms]

The best.

[@KevL_262]

Ren did a masterful acoustic mashup of your amazing art! You need to check it out

[@margaretpickholtz8772]

Here due to the mash up, heartfelt song. I will gather you suffered a major loss, life really sucks sometime. stay on.

[@martinperrett3186]

I found this through Ren and im now ready to deep dive the back catalog really dug this tune canny wait to see what else hes got

[@SCYTHE_RR]

Ren brought me here. Such a tune along with jungle. You should def hear rens cover mash up he did out of love for fred :)

[@xdaniedx]

Ren brought me here!

[@GoodGirlGone]

Wow… @RenMakesMusic made me curious after his Fred Again Mashup… this was a killer part of the mashup.. but I can see it was because this is a killer song!!!

[@hapmusic0_0]

The amount of emotional resonance that is in your music is unmatched Fred. I find my self in tears after most of the actual life album. Not tears that are of fear, or sadness. Its tears of healing. I have lost many people close to me over the years, and it almost feels like through your music, they are speaking to me. Sitting with me. Protecting and teaching. Thank you for channeling the music that is impacting and inspiring so many! =) 💚💚💙💙❤❤

[@naomijozovich]

Very powerful reflection. Thanks for sharing. Sending healing & love!

[@hapmusic0_0]

@@naomijozovich Thank you much! It is well received friend 🥰🥰

[@seanoleary1979]

Fred... you're incredible! I'm 61 and I THOROUGHLY enjoy your work along with many others here in NY. It's timeless!

[@daniellusk9160]

Ren brought me here. Now I have another rabbit hole to go down lol. Can’t wait to discover more of your music.

[@Timcsotimba]

I’m always crying when I’m listening your music. Since my mother passed away last year your music gave me the strength to survive the first year without her Thank you ❤

[@anthonychapman9756]

Love from Ren

[@ADJStreams]

Sorry to hear your loved one is ill. I expect a lot of people could relate to this feeling of living two lives at the moment.

[@paulnicholas00]

Never seen a Producer/DJ so selfless in videos. Always sharing his music,work,experience, his love. With his fans,friends and family! Love the videos Fred!

[@DoctorMutante]

You probably won't read this, Fred, but your music has saved me.

[@jordannaleigh3097]

REN brought me here ..

[@masonmarshall9727]

Fred, I know you don't know me, but some day you will! I saw you at Coachella and haven't stopped listening to you since. Ive heard your Boiler Room set over 100 times since then and the ending always just make me break down in ways I never could of imagined. I could never imagine someone's words saying the same thing that goes on in my mind ever since a semi crashed into me 9 years ago. I feel you so much Fred, because that's when I realized that the hardest thing isn't what we go through. Its when the people we truly love experience the unspeakable. I can only imagine what my parents went through when they got a call at 1am saying that their youngest child had just been in an accident caused by a semi truck. In the end, all we can do is try and now this is the song is on repeat in my head when Im finishing a run or staying after to help a student. Ive been lost for a while, but ill really trying and that all that counts. I cant wait till the day I meet you!

[@liztulitt1981]

I don't know what is it about Fred again but man your songs make me cry, or you tap into deep emotions which have been needing to come out for a while. I lost my dad 8 years ago and I've never been the same since. Being broke and bent out of shape is so relatable. As is being lost for a while. Life goes on and is beautiful, but you have this undercurrent of sadness stirring beneath the surface. Nothing will ever be the same, and you've forever changed as a person and how you view the world.

[@staceydavidson8212]

I totally get this. My dad died 2 years ago and you've described exactly how I feel. And there are songs that tap into the vulnerability of knowing things will never quite feel the same again. But there is beauty amongst the sadness. Sorry for your loss ❤

[@GeriStorm]

Ren sent us! And he is right so good! New sub. 👏👏👏👏

[@arthurbremond6723]

Fred, you're absolutely incredible, your music represent something else. It's just so pleasant. I listened to your whole album. It was so emotional. More than never we need peoples like you. Sincere thanks for this, thanks to have been there during these last 16 months and stay strong. Cheers, from France🍻

[@hard3n539]

This song is warm hug for me.....

[@laurabear1041]

Ren just did a cover/mash up of this song. I hope you can check it out!

[@mybldyvlntn]

Even now I've fallen in love with this man's entire back catalogue, I still can't get over how amazing this one is. Just wow.

[@monsieurtatillon4376]

You've been lost. But love has found you. And all the people here in the comments have found you too. You're f**kin' incredible man. Wish you the best. Cheers! 💙

[@f0rzen]

I just got out of a long distance relationship and this is the song I listened to while going through it. First time I see the clip and while she never got ill this really feels like what I did - living a life while always having this second life of mine in the back of my head. To add to that - I work on the South Bank not too far from where the video is shot, it's literally where I used to go on my lonely lunchbreaks and call her. Funny how music can make you feel so much but also makes you feel like what you've going through is shared with others, be it pain or joy. Thanks Fred

[@iamlpinthe312]

Ren truly is a gift that just keeps on giving! It’s easy to see and feel why your music resonates with him. ❤

[@student22044]

Lovely tune, sends me back to summer festivals in sunny fields with beautiful people. ❤ thanks for bringing me here Ren 😘

[@sicpuppy9500]

Ren sent me here to witness a beautiful video and now I'm a new sub

[@match9]

I only watched because ren linked it. This video absolutely captivated me and resonated so deeply. Thank you. From the US. Your reach is long.

[@markwilson6663]

This song makes me want to go running. I hate running but that euphoric moment when you break through the quit, paired with this song just might be as good as it gets.

[@MaazKhan-es4sm]

Fred, you're my rockstar. Thank you for existing and thank you for making us and the ravers co-exist.

[@emilianoserranosouza1991]

This is astounding!! Thank's Ren!!❤❤

[@PJAC1]

Thanks for the heads up in this Ren!! I really like this song and will check out much more of their stuff!!! ❤❤

[@margaretc5679]

Here, thanks to Ren.

[@bryaneberly3588]

this song got me climbing out of my latest depressive episode. 7 months! Thank you. It's good to be a bit more awake again.

[@sachamckenzie9835]

I’m now down the rabbit hole 🕳️ with you 🙌🏼 it was the Ren effect ❤

[@RiceyBhoy89]

Driving on a dark night to the middle of no where under the stars to this was a moment I’ll remember. This track hits you right in the fkn soul and I needed it that night 💚

[@shabsk9131]

My heart broke listening to Heavy for the first time. You’re amazing. Massive love to you ❤️

[@legendson5567]

Me (heavy) is the first song I heard of him.... today...

[@marinxd8973]

Im just waiting for a surgery in this exact moment right now about to cry Of inspiration, there is so much purpouse on each of your songs , thanks for your awesome work fred

[@Fredagainagain]

Big love, I hope you're ok x

[@marinxd8973]

@@Fredagainagain Everything went perfect!! Thanks for bringing me so much inspiration before the surgery and afterwards in the recovery!! Love your energy!!

[@roman_birdie_songwriter]

Dear Fred. 2 months ago I didn't even know about you. Now you are one of my top favourite artists! Your art speaks right to my heart. Thank You :)

[@Capella_Star]

Cried my eyes out to this , its like a self healing and self care song! When you been through a lot of pain and sorrow but in the end.... It will be ok!

[@debrashrider4062]

Yes, another Renegade here. I listened to the video Ren commented on, and am now experiencing each of your posted videos. You are amazing in your music as well as your videos! They gave me the feel of being there and included, a true sense of community. Thank you!

[@RiceyBhoy89]

Small world but I listened to fred for a long time now,love Rem as well...absolutely love the fact Ren listens to Fred,I've always been asking him to listen to him 😂

[@shar1ngthemusic]

Here in Norway Fred is what we call peace 😊 let peace come in again & again. Through your friends, through sounds & through the fred you give when you give your ❤ the next & the next call again 🌈🦋🕊

[@jodi.lynn.]

Beautiful, so incredibly relatable. Also here because of Ren

[@joeradish]

I am here from the Ren Mashup. You rock

[@fangirl6115]

Ren sent the Renegades here ❤

[@IngaSin]

He really did ❤

[@pbfamous07]

wish i had this guys life. it looks full of good wholesome relationships. i think i gotta dig harder.

[@hayleyscott7294]

Heartbreaking but truly incredible (as always) - as I’ve said your music has helped me through so much and helped me create again so I thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤️❤️

[@TheHollyball999]

Just discovered you tonight randomly. The NPR Tint Desk show made me cry and have chills the entire time so here I am down a rabbit hole of every video I can find. I'm dying! So fucking beautiful! I'm 45 years old and this is giving me the same feeling I had in the 90's in those secret underground Raves of long ago ❤

[@LeeannG]

Thanks Ren, digging this 👍🏼

[@carriongaming744]

Such a fan of this song and Bleu. The emotion behind these songs is next level. And you and your friends look like you have such a good time together. I truly am envious of that because it's something I just don't have. Please don't ever stop making your music and these videos. Hope I get to see you when/if you come to the states on the east coast.

[@tracyjones6309]

Wow. Thank you Ren for posting this link. ❤ New Sub 100%

[@bunnyshredderrl8689]

Sent here from Ren! Love it!

[@philmjb]

Big up Fred, your music is inspirational in so many ways. thankyou.

[@viboxing]

I don't often fall for a single artist/producer as I have for you. Each track gives me different kinds of feelings but it's incredible. Had to cop the vinyl and it's just on repeat forever! Keep doin' you mate!!

[@lucyhtml]

Fred, you're a legend. Thankyou for sticking with us and providing music that gives us hope for the future

[@luisgarcia-guzman3876]

Thank you for showing us how strong you can be in such hard times. It reminds me I am never alone in all my pain and suffering

[@ehxwn7466]

you’re a beautiful person doing beautiful things, making the world better with sound one tune at a time, wish you all the best mate ! ❤️

[@dirtysanchez1177]

You are gifted. Emotions run strong with every listen. My life is full of moments represented. Thoughts swirl, memories whirl Hearts race Life feels misplaced. What happens next is tears across my face. Love is not lost in years we cannot replace. Stronger is my bond to my human race. The smiles The sorrow The laughter The late night talks of whats next to come. Slow days turn into weeks, months become years, our constant fears have no signs of an outcome. Moments pass Time is still Until I found you --- Thank you Fred ---

[@brunetteful100]

This guys music hits somehwere else. This track literally lifts me up from the lowest lows. I think were all kinda lost at the minute and music like this helps dig the light out a little Would adore to see fred live!!!

[@deepzenpills8571]

Thanks Fred, this was truly special. Sorry to hear about what you and your loved one had to go through.

[@yurihonma1442]

Without words, you have a wonderful voice. I'm on clouds listening to you. Thank you very much for making people's lives happier. Eternal gratitude.❤️🙏

[@jakuptego]

damn man, seeing this big world and big industry, you stayed with the values that are making life worth livin', don't stop brother, i wish you the best

[@chloelangley9135]

Fred you’re absolutely brilliant and I’m sending love to you and your loved one. We can share both the pain and joy through your music and I’m so grateful for it. Big love x

[@johnbabar777]

Ooooh now I see why you left this as the outro at the London Boiler Room and played your heart out to it. Part of me wants you to stay lowkey so I can pull out your tunes and have these hidden gems not everybody knows. But part of me knows you'll go BIG and all I can say is, you got this and you deserve it! Love from Canada

[@noahnoah5833]

Nah this guy deserves to go as popular as possible

[@jeffnorvell967]

He's going to explode in the next 5 years. The dude's music connects with random fucks who don't like electronic music, DJ sets or any of the other stuff real fans care about. It's absolutely WILD to see how many people that the boiler room set alerted to his greatness. I'd give him 5 years max and he's the biggest DJ on the planet or he goes another way and turns to megaproducing for the stars full time. Keep going Fred.

[@cs2d20]

I’m so happy to discover Fred. Truly hope get all the recognition you deserve. This song means so much to me. I’m in my roughest patch of my life. I’ve been close to giving up, but no matter how hard and how tempting it maybe be to give up, I know deep down, we gon make it through.

[@jpsshield7443]

Thank you for having the courage to share your heart and music with us. I could sit and write about this forever but time is running out and I need to find myself again.

[@amymorie]

Fred, thank you for being so real. You give hope and beauty

[@equalyzer]

So far a song haven't been this meaningful.. This really helps.. Wish lots of health to your loved one and chance to you both..

[@egidijusgelmis5294]

Boiler room gave me chance to get know this song and story ❤️❤️❤️ now I know fred again is SPECIAL 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

[@bigdaddybulge4206]

Thank you for sharing this fred. I hope she gets better soon. Keep your head up and keep making some of the most incredible and unique music that touches so many hearts. Lotta love from Glasgow x

[@kiwatts]

Ren said you were his favorite artist right now so I thought I would check you out. You earned my subscription. I really like the feel of your music.

[@nikolaswiek]

Hey Fred, you couldnt imagine how much this song helped me... Have a good day

[@tessahermelin2117]

Here from Ren’s mashup. Your song is great.

[@303Georgo]

Fred, your album is outstanding. Best one i have heard this year so far. So honest and raw.

[@CatchAUAP]

Ren sent me. Love your soft edged and deep meaning lyrics n Melodie’s bro. 💪

[@kaichii777]

I witnessed your set in sydney at laneway the other sunday and farout fred. I loved your music but your soul is felt through every song, ESPECIALLY during the live performances. Losing my mumma 3 yrs ago to cancer and the sudden death of a best friend of mine 6 months ago has been very hard. Your music was moving me to tears during your performance ive never felt music touch my soul this way before. You are loved by so many Fred. Thank you for being you and for creating your masterpieces ❤

[@gabrielharkey3622]

Very much appreciate what you’re doing my guy. Much love and respect to you for handling your situation how you are. Your music means the world to me nowadays and I can only imagine what your progress will look like after all the hard times you’re experiencing.

[@IngeEvenwel]

Absolutely. Sharing your raw emotion makes people who might go through similar emotions not feel alone but that we are one through music. Thanks for sharing Fred. Xxx