[FREE] BEAT WITH HOOK Eminem Type Beat - Inner Demons (Prod. By Riddick X Beats)

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OCDEMON A sample is taking a part of a recording and reusing it as a sound recording or instrument in a different song or piece.

[@RiddickXBeats]

OCDEMON also go back and listen to the song and you will see I only used a part of it not the whole song

[@chex4289]

i wanted to buy this beat but it not on the website and i cant find any links to pay for it so thanks for the free beat i guess

[@changetheworldent3071]

Yo bro I wanna buy this but I can’t find it

[@_rtmafia5745]

Can i use this beat for non-profit purpose?

[@WallytheRapper]

As an original song writer.... I have to say this is an epic hook and beat

[@LightofDestiny9244]

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[@thatrudecarguy2333]

They say aim for the stars but I'm aiming for my head, hammer pulled back hand tight on my bed spread, All the flashbacks of me being alone, And how everyday is see myself with a gun to my dome, How every day I wish I could just stay at home, Constantly looking checkin my phone, Wishin for someone to say let's go, Flashbacks to red hot jammin to snow, My first time on stage just singin hey oh, A teenage kid with some hopes and a dream, Showin all my friends when I was fifteen, That Emo faze hit when I turned 16, Now here I am 20 weaker than my teen days, Scared to look in the mirror of what I might face, Back then it was just a foot race, Now look in scared and alone and the voices what do they say, I tried with the booze and I tried with drugs, I tried black smoke and filled up my lungs, The voices get clearer got me speaking in tongues, Drowning me out with the songs that they sung, My own conscience swallowed by a black hole, These dark thoughts have started to take a toll, I tried with the cars and I took my long stroll, Man I guess I really don't know, I'm my own foe, I battle these demons but they got me in woah, Fillin my wall full of god damn holes, The voices won't stop though I wish that they would go, I tried getting help but they always tell me no, The sad thing is man this song is fuckin true, You thought you knew before but never had a clue, now you know my intentions and then they start again, They come and they go, the past is the old, define the the new you, Live life in the gold, Don't syphen your soul, Don't hype in a whole, You're hot and then cold, We know you don't know, Please man don't go, We're friends here not foes, They say it again the day that you go, The scars on your wrists are stroies untold, In memory man your life will unfold, But the truth is it gets better, Whether your actions take you to a better place or leave you in better weather, No matter the cost your life is at stake, Just don't turn out like me and you'll be ok, My actions have led me to a road unsafe, I'm holding this gun with tears on my face, I have made my decision and sealed my own fate, The voices are there let's listen what the fuck do they say

[@gracefulchildlove]

Hey man.. I really like ur lyrics..i want to know if you would like to collab with me on something?

[@thatrudecarguy2333]

Audrey Smith bei dont take this the wrong way, but I've never done it before and as of now I'm kinda in a comfort zone you know? Maybe some day though my dude, my apologies

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[@SxvxgeDxddy]

Who hurt you?

[@beaudizzle]

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[@mr.goodbarrz715]

I may speak your name in vain I'm sorry for making you the one to blame I often miss you and feel the shame Only if things were real and not a game Life just doesn't feel the same It use to be full of color but now it's just so plain I thought I could have had more to gain Now I just miss saying your name I take a deep breath and inhale the smile that comes from you it brings me back to life Everytime I think about your face I just wish we could have found each other in a better place

[@yaboidenz5371]

Mr. Goodbarrz yo can I use this part to start it off

[@DRat_]

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[@Shiffler01onYouTube]

THESE LYRICS HAVE BEEN COPYRIGHTED. YOU CAN NOT STEAL THEM. Twisted Blizzard - Inner Demons (feat. Julia Brennan) [Hook: Julia Brennan:] They say don't them in Close your eyes and feel your thoughts again But when I'm alone, they show up on their own 'Cause inner demons fight their battles with fire Inner denoms don't play by the rules They say just push them down, just fight them harder Why would you give up on it so soon? [Verse 1: Twisted Blizzard] P.T.S.D., ADHD, Suicidal Thoughts caused from manic depression If it weren't for this profession, I would of headed in another direction Whether that be prison, or floatin' up in heaven Wake up in the mornin' and hate myself for even wakin' up Repeatedly think to myself, "Why am I not good enough?" Trust me, I don't judge, it's practically impossible How can I judge when my demons are unstoppable When you fight the battle, people assume that you're responsible Never ask "what's wrong?" 'cause that question is rhetorical Need medical attention for the mental detention that's chemically indused into your soul You sit there and wonder, what's depression's goal? Does it want me six feet under in a hole? Depression is one thing, but if you got demons, you're in fuckin' lockdown Go to bed at sunrise and wake up when the sun's down [Hook: Julia Brennan:] They say don't them in Close your eyes and feel your thoughts again But when I'm alone, they show up on their own 'Cause inner demons fight their battles with fire Inner denoms don't play by the rules They say just push them down, just fight them harder Why would you give up on it so soon? [Verse 2: Twisted Blizzard] Now I'm losin' sleep, I'm countin' sheep to stay a-fuckin'-float Always the one decision, do I write a note? Doctors prescribe meds like that's the antidote Wrap my hands around my throat, now the demons get to vote I fought this battle so much, I'm ready for this to end Let's act like this is Riverdale, because I wanna ascend Depression is a fuckin' monster Constantly yellin' to your demons, like Arnold yellin' "get to the chopper" Murder is illegal, but I'm gonna kill my demons Maybe then, my depression will weaken Let me think, there has to be a reason God fucking dammit, there's another a damn season There's no phases, there's no completion You can bottle it all up, at the end of the day, you're lyin' in bed beaten Look up at the ceilin', get that gut feelin', death is just creepin' and creepin' Everyone's sleepin' now I can start bleedin' Pleadin' with your depression, but the begs aren't misleadin' Suicide Prevention, the phone starts ringin' The line goes dead, I now know my mission [Hook: Julia Brennan:] They say don't them in Close your eyes and feel your thoughts again But when I'm alone, they show up on their own 'Cause inner demons fight their battles with fire Inner denoms don't play by the rules They say just push them down, just fight them harder Why would you give up on it so soon? [Verse 3: Twisted Blizzard] I'ma go on a midnight drive I don't got a destination, but I know where I will arrive I never understood why everyone wanted my alive But now it don't matter, 'cause I'm tired of the tries I'm on the highway to meet my demise I go to drive off the road, and I get stopped by three guys I had no idea who they were, but by looking in their eyes, I was about to die and there was no disguise I cry for help, but no one cares to listen No one will know I died, they'll just know I'm missin' Make a wish to try and stay livin', but the guys have beat my face in Finally a witness, now I'm in ambulance I get to the hospital, everyone's rushin' to get me to start breathin' My family arrives, "you should say your goodbyes" Hear them sayin' all these lies But all it took was three guys, and now everyone has started to realize The fight with my demons has been won All I ever wanted, was to shoot a gun Now, my life is done but it wasn't a suicide I stare into my mother's eyes, "goodbye mom" She watched her child died [Hook: Julia Brennan:] They say don't them in Close your eyes and feel your thoughts again But when I'm alone, they show up on their own 'Cause inner demons fight their battles with fire Inner denoms don't play by the rules They say just push them down, just fight them harder Why would you give up on it so soon?

[@LucasNinoMusic]

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[@fcsmeikuari1942]

okay... amazing lyrics, but wtaf, that got dark XD

[@funnybuns01]

This is very much more than just a free instrumental. This beat can actually be used like therapy thank you so much for making this free and available for everyone who would like to use it

[@manolicannoli]

NF would sound great on this

[@HokageAlex]

Honestly

[@legac2202]

soundcloud.com/douglas-stephen/inner-demons

[@mr.goodbarrz715]

I'm drowning in a sea of BARRZ lost at night staring at the stars I'm sinking into the depression of my life lessons Bullets in my head Smith and Wesson Love anger pain what do I have to gain Nothing in life feels the same I know I can be the only one to blame I'm so tired of this life I'm so tired of this game I wish I could fly like a plane free to never let anyone in my lane but it's driving me insane Nightmares have me sitting up gasping for air calling out but no one's there My souls at a road block the light is gone from the flare I try to fight with my hands so bare but life is not always fair

[@tylerclemons3436]

This is really impressive I could use this for my song about my depression and anxiety

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

Verse 1: It’s So Sad.. Cause Im Talking With my Demons More Than Talking With my Friends I Feel Like Everything Has Finally got up To An End Just Tell Me When Im Gonna Be Myself Again I Miss You So Much.. i miss The Feeling of Your Touch When my Eye Blush Back Then When I didn’t Feel So Lost.. And I Was Free To Just Be Who I Was.. I Wish I Could Have Fun instead I’m on The Run This Depression Is Making me Feel Numb And Anxiety Makes me Feel Guilty All The Memories Where is The REAL me?.. Where is The REAL ME? WHERE’S THE REAL ME?.. Whatever Man...

[@1Lyaas]

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XStatik Nope Im Using it

[@1Lyaas]

NF Fan Alright no problem👍🏾

[@lilpanda9587]

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[@paddyd5985]

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[@officialversetile1770]

That hook just made me cry I need this beat

[@barrycharlesbrebner]

Jesus replied, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry again. Whoever believes in me will never be thirsty. But you haven’t believed in me even though you have seen me. However, those the Father has given me will come to me, and I will never reject them. For I have come down from heaven to do the will of God who sent me, not to do my own will. And this is the will of God, that I should not lose even one of all those he has given me, but that I should raise them up at the last day. For it is my Father’s will that all who see his Son and believe in him should have eternal life. I will raise them up at the last day.”

[@mathieupattersonofficial6200]

Who sang the chorus? I'm writing a song so I need to know who sing the chorus so I can give them credit from my song

[@jcproductions6823]

Julia Brennan, something like that. Just search “Inner Demons” in the search tab and it’ll show it

[@claybradley6122]

I don't say shit like this... But this is absolutely breathtaking and so amazing that I couldn't even force myself to go on to the next track. This is most beautiful thing I've heard in a long time and a very dark person, but this got me. Great work! Absolutely amazing!

[@InsultingMuffins]

Anyone wanna collab? I'm trying to make the best for me and my family and girlfriend

[@magistricalbeats253]

Insulting Muffins Bro Im up!

[@InsultingMuffins]

Magistrical Beats bet bro let me get back to my place and get the rest of my set up and ill hit you up asap

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[@InsultingMuffins]

Black Dragon6667 yeah I ain't done it yet so if y'all do want to then I'm down

[@BlackDragon-qf3dz]

Insulting Muffins so how do we do it ?

[@SkyDxddy]

if we lease this can we use this chorus and sing it outselves??

[@speakeasy2199]

Definitely writing to this!!! I'll upload the link when I finish!🔥 it's good shit bro!! Keep it up!!!

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[@TheBillyGrimes]

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[@alexnewell9631]

Riddick, please reply to me ASAP on how i can get ahold of you. I used this beat and now sony apparently wants to sue me, so i need some more information on how this was made etc. Fair use laws say it shouldve been fine but sony apparently says no. So please, contact me ASAP

[@oeltingbeats]

DAMN HOMIE !!! This is for sure the most epic and wonderfull i have heard this year included my own beats man ! :D This is a masterpiece

[@bloodwash]

I love that chorus ❤️

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[@richboyp]

I’m seriously thinking about it 🗣🎙🎧🔥

[@bubu1530]

I like this version of this song the best

[@reyxonline]

How can i buy this beat please.... M really in love with it🙏🙏🙏🙏 am done with the lyrics already

[@radkidd7335]

Why not make it free this shit is speaking to me I could probably make something with this 🔥

[@manuelubaldoochoa4781]

Dont know what you're doing till you go through it, They can tell you details but still want to win, Is there anyone who is on your side,

[@realmusic4388]

Anyone else get a Beautiful Pain vibe from this? It's amazing!!

[@cs2kitchen]

This is great, could I use this for my next track.

[@grilledmusic4953]

Good luck to everyone trying to become a artist one day I wish the best to all of u. 🥰

[@imthatguy5629]

Is it okay to use this because i was trying to find a beat like this for years so i can explain to everybody that know me, why im always depressed, and this beat is perfect, so if you let me use this beat ill give you credit

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[@contrxversial]

They say define the word happy or give the happy truth when I think what's happy I'd say that happys you to be happys less happy could be never more if I never saw your face happiness wouldn't occur that answers just the smaller truth in what happy is when I think of happy happy isnt the word to give, happiness is bitter sweet, happiness can end abrupt, happiness is filled with laughter, happiness is close to love , happiness can be deceiving, happiness can make things tough, happiness can make you cry, happiness can lift you up, happiness is ignorance Happiness is having a buzz Happiness is one emotion When times are going good To be happy is magic but only for a while Everytime I get a chance id say being happys looking at her smile So what is happy if happy could be explained in words I'd say that happy is looking at the greatest thing alive in the world

[@mathieupattersonofficial6200]

Do I have to pay for this one if I'm going to make Money off of it too? Just checking to make sure because I like this one

[@lilpanda9587]

I got you on that fam I got demons of my own

[@ryanthesavagegamer4543]

Demons do exist they live inside my mind I plead guilty to the charge but I will not justify with lies

[@OffSling]

This is beautiful. So using this on my EP.

[@primehealthtalk]

Is hard to

[@MitriGaming]

Can I use this for non-profit? It's only going to SoundCloud. I'll give credit.

[@kumarimowmitavishwanathmaj5597]

👿 i am my inner demon , my inner demon 👿 get relief from this music composition , thanks.

[@rikishayd144]

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[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

Verse 2: {Continuity} Exhausted And I Drop.. Whatever Man...

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

Verse 2: I HATE This Feeling Makes me Feel Weak if You’re Not Here With me i Cant Find My Peace I Feel Lonely And Dead All of This.. Anxiety in my Head I Can’t Control it Yet I Still Oppose it What’s Wrong With me?.. Why am I.. SO devoted So Many Things Wrong in Me Why am I.. always Losing The People That I Love.. why is This Pain Feeling Like a DRUG Someone Explain Why am I Constantly Fighting The Clock To The Point Where i’m .. So Exhausted And I Drop.

[@ingy546]

Please record this

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

INGY that’s my Plan.. I Will drop an EP

[@ingy546]

@@carriedarkpoetry9751 send it this way when you do

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

INGY Alright

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

INGY wait.. I Wanna Know Did You Find The Verse Good?

[@kct1236]

May I use this for a rap I'm making I'll make sure to give you credit

[@thadelinquent967]

I talk to you, i like to hear your voice I was tryna be the man as a boy 2017 you left earth, I was left destroyed Filled wit grief, I used drugs to fill a void But there’s some things I can’t avoid My thoughts in foster care of you livin was a flip of a coin I was just a lil kid, shit I was your lil boy You left me alone momma, the oldest of 5 Then you died just to leave me traumatized Just a couple of times I should have died but I’m still alive Wish you could meet your granddaughter cuz she got your eyes I know your pain but we soldiers and you were posed to survive The system took us away from our home And no kids so you were just alone Just you and the heroin while you lost your soul I’m so high fried eyes Talking to you looking at the night sky When you left it wasn’t the right time Cuz all I did was cry Only 16 when you died Left me demoralized Grew up wit that H in you So nah we wasn’t civilized My love for you momma had me hypnotized I couldn’t see your inner demons Stutter when I get to speakin Raised to say fuck a policemen But I got left wit pain so I had to ease it Tweakin I ain’t eatin, skinny ass walk-in bolemic All I saw was wrong so I wasn’t talkin to jesus I been a legend since I was just a fetus But I’m steady stressin, smokin till I’m fuckin wheezing 7-11s, posted with my 40 squeezing Inside my I’m bleeding, and also my hearts freezing I ain’t sleepin but at least I’m still dreamin I miss my mama but I know she in heaven wit john and reece 16 got the news I was crying and screaming Your inner demons jumped from your shoulder to mine Day after day it feels like I’m wasting my time 2 cribs in the last 2 years and both were lonely inside Somedays I got a voice in my mind Telling me to grab the nine To go ahead and die If it wasn’t for Nevaeh, I wouldn’t be alive They said why, I say never mind I’m fine When I do these drugs all I see is you mom You the reason I’m like this, I can never move on

[@lofimusicbygrizzlybeatz]

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[@mrmathers7642]

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[@benjaminsmithwick9337]

Maybe I won't how do you know? Wait a minute ya right it seems like you know , or maybe you don't, could you help me just need some one I can relate to I'll keep in touch what you know more Something you said about it being so soon I guess to me it's seemed to be way too late for way too long I looked for my family the one I created of my own I became too ashamed to knock on the door I never wanted them to know that I was addicted and poor how could I let a substance do this I loved them so much they deserve more, I cried everytime Ide picture my baby girl when she came into the world I cried tears but they were so warm like oil washing away my fears I loved her first now it's been almost 18 yrs your right too soon i won't give up on my destiny/ Chorus:.x1 VerseX2: Maybe I got plenty excuses that I've used to the point that I'm ruthless do anything to make you believe it and even prove it , works every time so in my mind its the truth after all this time i never knew it ,... 'im so blind , to the hurt I've caused it took a lot to realize the real lies i never saw it takes me when im alone when im weakest thats when your strong for now I wanna thank you for coming along what's your name ? To you I wanna dedicate this song?

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[@RaiDragon]

Yo is this beat free to use for everyone? Like i tried to Find it on the website but its not there .. i wanna buy it If needed

[@thesquadof4legends37]

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[@whateveryoufool8965]

Hey can I use this cuz I came up with an awesome song for it jus now

[@niccolomoretti9769]

Is this free for non-profit use?

[@lofimusicbygrizzlybeatz]

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[@DRDAN-mn7km]

Can I use the whole beat in my song? Please reply asap

[@larrythelobsterv6122]

turned to pills n potions cus i was sick of showin emotion I didnt wanna feel feelings And now i miss it And now im wishing i could still feel it Even if it means deppresion Cus atleast then i wont be naesous cus i won't be addicted No one thinks there gonna get addicted they think there stronger then it N they arent relalizin that there slowly bein takin No one stronger then a substance wen your self medicatin Cus the second u stop usin u feel deppressed again "Aw wats just one more xan"

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[@heartofhiphop793]

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Free for profit?

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i need this beat is it still open?

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[@LJ-ie8wj]

They call it prhyme Time more like it's my time no backing down i need this crown now all them demons trying to contol me where my angles to hold me? Get to keep fighting I need air I need to breath see I'm already on my own knees do I say a pray? Or do I stand up and look up to the sky and say I'm sorry for not being there no excuses I no its not fair can you forgive me? cuz at this moment In LIFE I feel like a frizbee as it move quickly it comes back and always hits me!

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[@NoName-kd8es]

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[@danifrancisco3450]

Can I use this for Non-Profit?

[@Alecode-vr7di]

I wrote a fucking poem. I need this beat. REF. It´s so hard to be here without you by my side spending the whole day and whole night crying, Smile! You keep telling me that but everytime you tell it, i hate that (Why?) You just want to calm me down it breaks me and what i said it set me in the corner, headphones on, pen in my hand writing books i´m on an empty road, bangs in my head this is all I have left, i can´t give up and i´m gonna fight with my demons so that i can get you back there might be any reason why you suddenly left somebody once said, in love the winner is the one who flees, but that ain´t always true cuz you are the one who´s losing here I beg you to think about your final decision now these fcking demons, i´ll kill em all, how decent am I, isn´t? I had all of ´em controlling me but now it´s over, the distance won´t be there anymore cuz we´re getting closer. REF. Man i keep telling me that don´t ever give up on her well the fact is whatever i do, i ask myself if am i gonna wait for her all this time, just to clean up this mess I DON`T NEED ANY FUCKING SECOND, MY ANSWER IS ALWAYS YES. That´s why i´m sure about this, waiting will be good for us to see if is gonna work or not, i can recognize demons walking by, they´re not evil they´re inside everyone they ride our lives, don´t worry i am there to bestride you, because i really can´t let you get hurt, i can´t i don´t want to be burnt, goddamn i´ll be careful but i will risk my life, if i won´t get you back is fine, i can die, i will know that at least i´ve tried Demons are there in me, but my head´s already full with shits i cannot let go out, maybe i should there is no other way! My thoughts, i can hear ´em, what are they saying? REF. Now that you are here again i can finally say i´m happy how bad was the pain that now finally is away it let me just disappeard but the demons they never left in my chest in my head they are there i know in fact is cuz their presence is not important, it doesn´t matter i´ve learned how to live with ´em in peace, is getting better cuz you´re here and i don´t give a shit about what is going to happen... This song is a hope for me, in fact you aren´t here yet your absence is a journey in the purgatory to happiness what we´re undergoing will make everything easy afterwords suffering now to rejoce later here it is my word I can look at you, hey look at you you are on my side, i´m on yours, i´ll spill my gut of course the demons now are just listening, they´re silent and calm, they don´t talk anymore cuz they shut up!

[@aymenem136]

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[@matthewrocha3615]

Is there samples in this track?

[@quincemack]

They say that I don’t have anybody They say that I’m gonna lose They say I’m all alone and take a booze Let’s pretend that was true alone what to do Let’s pretend I was poor begging everyone for more Let’s pretend I never wanted to rap Let’s pretend I was smart knew facts Let’s pretend like my life wasn’t lasting Let’s pretend like my life never happened Let’s pretend like I did kill my self Let’s pretend I never had problems and had good health Let’s pretend I had no worry’s Let’s pretend that I was worth it Let’s pretend I had nothing and people liked Let’s pretend people listened to it I wish I didn’t have these thoughts I wish I knew how to walk I wish I was having fun Yeah it’s either me or my thoughts are for what like I try to be happy and they ruin it huh I want to be rapping I want that to happened But theses thoughts keep telling me that bad things always lasted My mind is like a mattress, it can be dirty easily Like hypothetically, and it makes me can’t breath My anxiety a bully beats me up till I bleed And I have no one to go to so I get up and leave My mind says everyone hates me I think I’m going crazy The world is fucked up and lazy I can thinking mainly About the shit that makes me crazy And when time goes on And when the day turns dawn What is right and what is wrong Now it’s hard to write songs What do I do, do I move on Cause, if I never picked up a pen My life would be so damn different Like I would bottled up in my feelings Floating in space Let’s pretend people didn’t give a fuck bout race Let’s pretend the world was a nice place And when I write on I wonder how do I go on I ain’t no Jay-Z, Snoop Dogg or Big Sean I’m just a little white kid that does stupid shit I get angry when the voices don’t stop I get angry and I tell them to fuck off God damn my life makes me mad I’m so sad that’s why they call me the blue man I get so dark where did it all began My life so sad and dark call me Batman I’m all alone now there was never a plan I eat my feelings up I don’t stop like Pac-Man How do I live when I can’t breath How do I eat with no teeth How do I see with no eyes How do I believe that it’s ok to cry

[@Watch_me2023]

I love this so much I'm gonna make a song out of this one, I did say if I find a beat of yours I like that I'd make a song out of it and I finally found it

[@David_Cobo]

this is lit!!!!

[@christopherccaudill3437]

Two step behind but stepping up to a river that your friends call heaven walking out the back door I found you walking under the docks of my hart shores

[@borgtplayz]

These past couple years no nothing been the same I've got a notebook full of poems I wrote to deal with the pain Sat inside my bedroom I couldn't be doing less Not answering my phone, not looking at my texts I think there's nothing left but I'm hoping for a change For an angel to fall from heaven to take all the pain away I know this is my life, I don't have a second chance And I know that I'll regret it all when I'm looking back Every girl they take my heart and tear it in two Always feel like you're the chaser and they running from you Now I'm just alone and I'm sad in my room Looking for a future and I don't have a clue

[@jayemare8024]

BorgT Playz could I use this by any chance?

[@borgtplayz]

Jayemare Umm yeah sure

[@bozzii3237]

Free 2 use? :)

[@HMOOBKAK]

For non profit???

[@geneoconnell6544]

Where's the download link bro ?

[@CresisOne]

Please write the text of the hook, can't understand all the words

[@d3adtr1p85]

They said don’t let them in Close your eyes and clear your thoughts again But when I’m all alone They show up on their own Cuz inner demons fight their battles with fire Inner demons don’t obey by the rules They said just push them down Just fight a little harder Why would you give up so soon

[@carolynditto446]

@@d3adtr1p85 or jus gets some hearing aids

[@bethelmenil8786]

nice nice

[@NexGenHiphop20]

Who's the vocalist on this beat?

[@alexnewell9631]

Julia brennan. Please though, do not use this beat. Im in a legal dispute with sony over this song right now. Save yourself the trouble, if you do make a song to this, keep it for yourself and dont release it

[@Baydzone]

Who's the girl singing it?

[@user-pn5nt5ug2u]

Is this beat for sale ?

[@devulish]

do you own the hook?

[@cindykriel3936]

Where is the DL link?

[@kimthean8707]

This is free ?

[@paulstallings6804]

Its a hard no for me dawg

[@OneLegWonder]

Pigeon hole me throw me under the buss and control me anything just slow me to hold me back from knowing away from you I’ve been growing pen to paper only thing that keeps calm no exploding the inner demons battle they barking and teeth showing can’t be defeated you know Ima keep going

[@chyna-babymcbride3964]

Aye @B.G.DAWG Music