You got a good flow man. I suggest you chill on the cursing tho, it would sound so much cleaner. Turn to Jesus and He will bless you abundantly, He loves you! He is the only God and He is the only way to heaven. We have all committed transgression against God and other people, separating ourselves from God on earth and forever. But because God knew that no one could redeem themselves and make themself right in order to come to God, God came to us in the form of a human, named Jesus. Jesus walked among us and faced what we faced- temptation, pain, rejection, and saw first-hand just how lost and broken we all are. He lived a sinless and perfect life to model what it looks like for us so we could follow in His footsteps. He later died on the cross, giving Himself up as the ultimate sacrifice for our sins and paid the debt that you owe so that you may come to God and experience His presence. He loves you so much that He died the worst death possible so that you can know God and go to Heaven. If you wanna know God, if you wanna heal and experience blessings and miracles and eventually go to heaven, put your faith in Jesus Christ and do your best to live a sinless life like Jesus. When you fall, grab His hand and when you cry, lean on His shoulder. He is there for you and He misses you❤️ Call on His name and He will answer you, He will help you. Accept Jesus as Lord and Savior and receive His gift of eternal life🙌🏻❤️✝️ There is freedom and forgiveness in Jesus Christ🙏🏻