This is coming straight from the heart, Let me tell stories of me in the dark. As a kid, I was hiding my tears, Always drowning in my deepest fears. Saw the world through a broken lens, Thinking pain was the only friend. They told me “hold on,” but I let go, Rock bottom felt like my only home. Thought of leaving, made the rope tight, But something pulled me back from that night. Close to the edge, I could feel the fall, Death whispered, but I didn’t answer the call. Survived, but it left me feeling numb, Lost in a battle I couldn’t outrun. I thought I’d made it, but I was wrong, Then heartbreak hit and I wasn’t that strong. She left me broken, bleeding inside, Shattered my world and crushed my pride. Now I’m here, can’t find the light, Every day feels like a losing fight. Wake up breathing but barely alive, Don’t even know if I wanna survive. Is there more to this life than pain? ’Cause all I see is endless rain. I failed to leave, but I’m still not here, Caught in the middle of hope and fear. Some days I wonder what keeps me around, When I feel six feet under but still above ground. Tried to climb out, but I keep falling back, It’s a cycle, man, stuck on this same track. People say “keep your head high,” But they don’t know what’s inside. I’m tired of pretending I’m okay, Running from demons every day. I wear these scars like battle wounds, But who am I fighting? It’s just me in the room. Can’t trust love, can’t trust fate, Every door I open just leads to hate. I used to dream big, but those dreams died, Now I’m just surviving, I ain’t alive. If I keep going, what’s the point? Still I wonder if there’s hope to be found, Somewhere in this life, in the cracks of the ground. So I spit these lines, trying to vent, But the pain never fades, it’s just time spent. Will I ever find peace, or will I just float, In this sea of sorrow, trying to stay afloat?
@vee_zyy9 ай бұрын
Wow so crazy🔥🔥
@IamSilent-Jay3 ай бұрын
Yo can I use this?
@YungStarDencil Жыл бұрын
Ons of my favorite producers now 🔥
@prodbyboston Жыл бұрын
Thank you So much bro ❤️🙏🏻
@SiyabulelaNtuli-ly6kw7 ай бұрын
Has beat the odds by lil Tjay vibe
@cnikmatic6 ай бұрын
cause lately we just letting off emotions feel the vibe and leave our feelings in the open conversations thatll last in devotion I see your smile and I see my heart stolen your boasting your off guard picture posing your shallow surface that is deeper then the ocean you build a wall that I could see you still coping you said you done but I could feel you still hoping when I can tell you been waiting for a long time you found the right one yet found it at the wrong time you open shop and already have a long line insecurities got you waiting for a strong sign but, do you really want to see ya home when you can act on a Friday like nia long invitations from a text when you see ya phone come with me l promise that you wont be alone Chorus I can tell you been waiting all night I see it in your eyes I promise that it be all right The way you dance like no one here's around you I finally found you I promise it'll be alright I promise it'll be alright I promise it'll be alright The way you dance like no one here's around you Mincey - Alright
I swear i tried I don't wanna be alive i feel dead inside gave out all the love i had just to be set aside All they did was lie cut em off I can't let it slide all the pain I keep inside my heart I know it cant survive All my light died inside the dark it can't be revived I lost too much time inside my mind to ever be alright wish I would have known that all my loss would cost me sleep at night I had to take my heart away from you you won't treat it right Fuck love I can't do that again No cap you can't come back again Keep it to yourself cuz i ain't fallin for that act again You got to much bullshit hope you find a place to pack it in She think that I'm playing that bitch must be smoking crack again Damn I hate that b**** and all that s*** that she be tracking in I keep a black FN cuz I can't use the Mac again I had to crack him in his s*** he lost my bag again Mask on hop out Smoke him down a caskets what I packed him in If I ask you once don't f*** around cuz I won't ask again Please don't waste my time cuz if you do you'll meet a tragic end I don't give a f*** shoot the block reload n blast again That's just how it go now you know that he keeps gats on him
@prodbyboston Жыл бұрын
🔥🔥❤️
@euphoricreaper Жыл бұрын
Aye gang let me use this this some real shit
@prodbyboston Жыл бұрын
@@euphoricreaper Eey Bro you can use it for non-profit Only .. if you Want to release on spotify, KZbin you must have to buy a license
@zay30537 ай бұрын
Its like london rain, All these tears cant be in vain , Gotta trust the process , They call me insane ,
@francescomancini-fh8he Жыл бұрын
Yeah fb
@prodbyboston Жыл бұрын
❤️🔥
@SpeakEZ0310 ай бұрын
Dead inside but I’m alive I live in my mind Can’t leave the fam behind with nothin the reason why I’m still tryin
@prodbyboston10 ай бұрын
🫡🫡🫡
@LucasDasilva-w2g10 ай бұрын
Eu vi tudo esfriar esquadra,o crime chama ,e sua versão antiga sentir falta
@prodbyboston10 ай бұрын
Obrigado irmao 🙏🏻❤️
@lizzi61076 ай бұрын
Que yo no quiero ser buena no quiero vivir de esto Lo hago porque me odio y me siento distinta al resto claro que es duro, ser la dura del evento Cierro los ojos, no me quiero ver por dentro se que ellos no me quieren solo quieren beneficios y yo que pagaria solo por volver al inicio Se que lo hice mal, pero hay plata para el juicio sigo haciendo dinero solo de vender los vicios
@Richietheartist Жыл бұрын
When you done yup & gulp in the same sentence 😂😂
@prodbyboston Жыл бұрын
❤️🙏🏻
@Sk3pticalVision Жыл бұрын
Se que todo paso Porque tubo que ser Igual que se que todo cambio Cuando deje de tener
@prodbyboston Жыл бұрын
Duro bro 🔥🔥❤️
@crella42010 ай бұрын
non sai quanto farà freddo uoo ah ah metto il già già che ci siamo dammi una chances sei diretto uoo ti ho già detto tutto e non hai detto a ah sono al lockdown sto nel blackout baby wussup è già midnight ye sono al cash in tu sei al cash out faccio street art su sto background
@gladiolus_soul40917 ай бұрын
Rain Fallin let it come down on me lost to many people and as I can see they never gave a fuck about me family turned to enemies walking up tryna have a conversation shit got wavy how u gonna run yo fucking mouth then call the cops I lost my respect no apologies drugs got em fucked up tried to help em out but they lied to me stole from me when they talk about my father I think about how he was never there tried to take my son from I pulled at the spot no strap ridin with my brother best thing I ever did was drop him to the ground now I got my own fam I’m tryna be a better man rain Fallin let it come down rain fallin let it come down
@ggiappo10 ай бұрын
su sto background con loro sento il freddo di meno non ho fretta di crescere c'è tempo sai che se calpesto sto suolo è solo pezzi vetro siamo persi di meno con ste pessime idee
@r4ulgonz4lez668 ай бұрын
Dile al que te follas que buscas repetir una historia Que estoy presente en tu memoria Que vendrás a buscarme el día de tu boda y No quedara un cachito entero de mi cora No pegamos ni con cola mi niña Yo tan chulo y tú tan pija Cuantas veces me has hachado la bronca por llegar to taja O fumao de tuja Cuando me ves dime en qué te fijas Si llevo estas ojeras de no dormir por las noches O de currar para comprarte las huaraches Prepárate que voy pa allá a buscarte con el coche Malas rachas, pillar a pachas, llorar por raches Tache tu nombre de la lista de mis cosas por vivir Me levanto y no estas y no se que hacer Mensajes en mi móvil de Primo vas a salir Y les pongo como excusa que han dicho que va a llover A veces noto que me faltan ganas pa seguir Si no fuese por mi madre quien coño me iba a querer Hay quien se pone un medio Porq ya ha llegado su fin Y quien no tiene medio pero da su 100 por cien Te va bien cuando no estoy entonces juro que no vuelvo No queda espacio en mi cabeza pa tanto recuerdo Me gustaría no pensarte pero no sé hacerlo No te miro como antes quizás porque voy yo ciego Se me han hecho minutos las horas contigo hablando Y ahora hablo conmigo y la verdad que no me entiendo Pienso en todas las veces que hemos dicho de dejarlo Pero siempre hay un motivo para mantenerlo Soy más frío que el invierno y tú ese fuego que me quema Te quiero como a nadie aunque solo me des problemas Yo que prometí no volverte a escribir un tema Y al final me he quedado sin hojas en la libreta Puede besar tus labios pero hay una diferencia Que a él lo tienes en delante y yo estoy en tu cabeza No quiero saber con quien hablas pa que no me duela Pero me duele Porq ya me hago la idea Y no veas como duele vernos sonreír en fotos No me acaricies fuerte que estoy roto Soy un niñato de mierda caprichoso Ni quiero estar contigo ni quiero que estes con otro Mírame al rostro Lo has comprendido Estoy hecho polvo niña tú eres el motivo Pensaba que compartiría mi vida contigo Los bolos, las pruebas de sonido