[FREE] Emotional NF x Phora Type Beat "used to you"

[@mhmdhasheem]

إنتي مين؟ انتي اللي حبيتا حب سنين! حاسس انك قطعة مني، إيه.. واذا ماكنت إلك، طيب انا لمين؟ إنتي ليه .. هيك عملتي ليه؟ كنت اخد استراحة وسهرتيني ليل! غنيتيلي بليل وحنيتي بنهار؟ منك مقبولة .. بستناا هديك الأيام، بتفاجئ إنها راحت وإني لازم نام وينك انتي من زمان .. يلي هلق جيتي ؟ جيتي فجاة .. كنتي غريبة، صرتي قريبة صرتي جوا، قعدتي بقلبي انتي، تسطحتي وتربعتي، مع انك ماسئلتي غريبة ما قاومت ... ولأ انا ما قلت.. يمكن انا فهمت.. انتي الحقيقة يلي لازم عيشا كنت من زمان فخليكي.. بقلبي مسافة أمان هي الغنية ناطرها من زمان إنتي مين؟ انتي اللي حبيتا حب سنين! حاسس انك قطعة مني، إيه.. واذا ماكنت إلك، طيب انا لمين؟ إنتي ليه .. هيك عملتي ليه؟ كنت اخد استراحة وسهرتيني ليل! غنيتيلي بليل وحنيتي بنهار؟ منك مقبولة .. بستناا هديك الأيام، بتفاجئ إنها راحت وإني لازم نام وينك انتي من زمان .. يلي هلق جيتي ؟ جيتي فجاة .. كنتي غريبة، صرتي قريبة صرتي جوا، قعدتي بقلبي انتي، تسطحتي وتربعتي، مع انك ماسئلتي غريبة ما قاومت ... ولأ انا ما قلت.. يمكن انا فهمت.. انتي الحقيقة يلي لازم عيشا كنت من زمان فخليكي.. بقلبي مسافة أمان هي الغنية ناطرها من زمان

[@virtuallylive]

intro: i feel so cold i feel so alone have no where to go am i on my own? verse 1: been a year and half since darks cloud dropped i spoke of my pain, how my stomach is constantly in knots and a few months after that song came out i tried to take my own life, tries to be in the ground i went to therapy to get some help and, it really did it changed my perspective but it didn’t take all the demons away and my crippling fear that my loved ones won’t stay i- feel like a failure i’ve lost my character look in the mirror and i feel embarrassed yeah i use to smile all the time now i’ve replaced that time with what i write i can’t stand this and i try and try my very best but it seems i’m never enough for them yeah you picked me up when i was on the ground why on earth are you still around i’m not enough for you i open my chest and show you the pain i’ve been through i feel uncomfortable every single time i try to be vulnerable i hate it, i want to be close with you but my mind is so cynical i wish i wasn’t so emotional i think it’s time i close the hole i didn’t mean to push you away but i think im close to my last days i wish i didn’t feel this way but this is what happens when self love is far away i wish i didn’t hate myself i’ve wasted every opportunity to make it better but truth is i can’t stand myself this feeling isn’t new to me i’m writing my final letter i wish that i didn’t leave but every single part of me hates everything single part of me i wish that i could let this be but- i need a break! i need to rest i don’t want to shake i need a trip outside of my head this music thing is giving me stress but it’s the only thing that makes me live i don’t need to give up i got it inside of me maybe i don’t need to fight the anxiety maybe if i show the monsters inside of me my friends and family won’t lie to me and tell me i’m a great person i’ve made mistakes but i got potential nah i’m fake person who dwells on my sin and my feelings abysmal i’m preaching to not give up but for years i’ve been trapped in a rut why oh why am i still looking up when the walls caving in, the pains to much but - i’m reminded of all the joy i feel when i’m surrounded by people who truly care, who always are there that’s called balance when i’m down, and feel like i’m outed by myself and personal demons i know i call you if i need you and that my pain is always see through but i still have potential i’m still feeling lost in this scattered dark feel like i lost my heart like i’m spread apart but you open your arms you say i’m not too far you gave me family to stay strong so thank to my mom my sisters, my brothers, and my dad thank you to my friends who always had my back and to my loved one thank you staying round as long as you have

[@prodbyjules]

respect for having the courage to share this with everyone 🤝🤝🙏🏼

[@2late4Zac]

mad respect

[@PodcastShortTalks]

Pick myself up when there isn't an answer, I fight for your will so the people Can matter, But I'm only left with no credit, I put myself out there pathetic, when life has a message, we let it all sound fair, Me, I just sound the alarms when I'm down there, without care, An outcast, without air, Like when will I take my last breath, My problems, they fall on my head, like I'm dead in a nightmare, the lesson, is I'm scared.

[@jackiebowy]

500th

[@Nukoooooooooo]

Keep it up Jules love your shit everything you make is fire keep it man hope you’re doing well sorry if I haven’t been as around as much I’ve been busy keep you’re head up n I’m always here

[@JayzoCrazy]

This is fye bro!

[@DistinctionDistinction]

I want to buy the beat

[@conspiringcolton]

sounds like car radio by twenty one pilots

[@prodbyjules]

it has the same vibe I agree!!

[@wo6eph]

🔥🔥🔥

[@Reallynixxa]

In KZbin also we only monotize 5000 stream or what bro 💀❣️

[@prodbyjules]

if your channel is able to monetize then yes.

[@lilAngel06]

THIS SO CRAZY I can use it for one of my songs or it costs ? and what tag should I put

[@prodbyjules]

send me the finished song on instagram when it’s done, we can take it for on there :)

[@lilAngel06]

@@prodbyjules ok but I say, I'll do the song in a year but I want to do it

[@prodbyjules]

@@lilAngel06 lets talk on instagram ;))

[@DistinctionDistinction]

How much do you want for the beat

[@bayveraofficial]

wonderful

[@shxvnk7461]

this beat is fucking masterpiece🔥🔥🔥 im staying tuned for more🔥🔥also if you want you can check mine beats if you want🙏🙏🙏

[@voicebox_games]

Can I distribute this track iv got it finished

[@prodbyjules]

You can! Just make sure you have a lease for distribution rights :)

[@hudie8375]

la chiamo chica perché cicatrice mi pare un po' l'abbrevio ma lasciami solo fin quando non trovo qualche compromesso con l'ego collego il dolore a queste dipendenze quindi sono sbronzo stanotte per strada l'amore è la morte c'è una t di troppo mi sa che la tolgo pure sta nottata

[@slimboyg3753]

💖💖🔥😭

[@kitebeats_]

fire

[@mael2451]

Soo dope man I made a new video with it wanna check

[@prodbyjules]

email me the link!!

[@_BROKENMAIN_]

Here from Shrpnss 🔥🤘

[@prodbyjules]

much love to you and shrp❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🙏

[@michaelthomas-lt3nl]

Bruh new sub cause this is some heat

[@prodbyjules]

🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@tqrsmusic]

Hate myself vibesss

[@prodbyjules]

That’s what I was going for!!!! 🖤🙏🏼

[@AwesomeDSS]

How do i download the beat?

[@prodbyjules]

search up a youtube to mp3 converter on google :)

[@AwesomeDSS]

@@prodbyjules i did but the audio always cuts off like halfway through

[@loiro666]

can i take this beat?

[@prodbyjules]

as long as you follow the notice section in the description :) send me what you make too!

[@moonflowasanctuary]

Nice vibes and drums, keep it up bro! 🔥

[@Sekluce]

I'm feeling what you laying down. hearing what your saying loud. know this though. your not alone. pains a friend we all renown. wishing I was different too. Wishing I could do em proud. emotions aren't the best of me. but who we are is all we got. rhythm is a recipe I use to breath and chill my thoughts. but shit you know that too the way i see that you've been scripting bars. keep that shit impressive G. free your mind. love your scars.