I’ve been thinking bout a lot, the top the box that I sit in that’s locked, the walk the road that I take to the next spot, who am I, a little ass butterfly no wings they got chopped, a fox probably had a little bit of dog in me, Til the dog bit me, I got offered a lot, but I didn’t accept, no contract, just a shot, I never really had much confidence, it sucked, but it’s time to bust back. No fuck shit, on my behalf, I react to shit like a bean bag, how I slap shot, they was wondering if the boomerang ever came back, I was talking bout a lot in the past, never happened I just fell on my ass and I sat, just pondering, can I live up to the expectations, these high vibrations I project, or will I be another lost cause, living in the past never getting traction, no matter what Imma keep going with a passion, can’t crash into everything forever, eventually I’m gonna get through this cold weather, brewing hot chocolate by the chimney roasting marshmallows. No mittens I don’t really fuck with winter, but it’s approaching, real slow weather bipolar, going back in forth real indecisive, I’m tryna stay warm with coat on Friday, but Monday it’s a little too cold I might take off just to cool off, who knows what it’s gonna be like in few months, so I better enjoy this little warm left while it’s still comes, cause when that shit gone, we going have to deal with the fact that there’s less sun, less fun, getting older now, I got less time, getting close to my 3-0 age, still at the bottom tryna go up hill, 20’s like lemonade with the after taste, at 19 I didn’t give a shit, I could procrastinate, but now I look back at my college thinking why didn’t I graduate, I had all of these excuses, but not a single one actually states why I would throw away such a great opportunity, I guess I might never know, guess the answer is blur, like one to maybe cold brews, corona, pass me bottle opener, I’m tryna pop too, let me get a shot too, promise I will not lose, but I don’t have no clue, what happens when you get comfortable, I never been able to sit down and relax, knowing that I got my spot glued, I was always in a box couped, tryna get out but I couldn’t find a way too, so afraid to just me so I let myself be everyone but me, used my talents to take others, never hit the brake I just kept going, fuck a red light. I just zig zag, if I get scratched it’s a beater, never had a value in the first place, even let might self get smacked out of consciousness, I was out of it, lot of potent I was smoke on the pot and shit, got some e pills, so efficient to just pop one in, now you see how fucked that is, what kind of person, takes drugs to deal with shit, I guess me yeah I did, now I don’t get the point, can’t grow up if you still won’t lose all the dome habits that you chose, gotta let em go, gotta learn from the past, and get a better view point. Ok if I do this I might get screwed, lot of people fall not just only you, but they get up, something that I thought I could never do, but look at this I did the unthinkable, I got a little plan going, not finished but I’m at the half point, and imma keep going, even during the rough times, when I feel like I can’t anymore, no surprise, we all get uncomfortable, does that mean we just give in, and let go to the set objective, or reconfigure to get even stronger so we can get somewhere. There’s no guarantee just rip, when the light gone, and your eyes closed, you might living blind with no light showing, so you might not know where to step, is it safe for me, gotta take a risk, to embrace courage, if you miss you better brace for the fall forward, if you can brush it off, got try standing up, can you walk towards me, if you can listen to my voice, I’m the sound in the dark, when you trapped in the void. Pulling you to the light, a little guide like spark, I got heart and a lighter, set a flame to the torch, now we can see in dark, see the tunnel end. We breakthrough to the light, new day coming, opportunities for you and me and everyone will to walk towards it. Purple_lightning333k - gotta fight for the crown