SPIRITUAL WEALTH 0:01 -0:03 I write upon beats where you can hear the spirit in the music, the music finds me I never choose it, toked the joint for only a few loose hits and already the news sits, remember coming home from school with a few nits, back to my room where the noose sits, found my mind just to nearly lose it, love a steak with even it's chewy bits. Laying on a bed with my feet up the wall with no one to call, sort of miss school although I was never cool, swimming around knowing I'll never leave this pool, I'm gonna bleed this tool, looking in the mirror as if I'll leave this fool. Won't ever forget my pain even though I changed lanes for the plain gains, left my tribe just to fall prey to the same games. Fell in love with my art so I guess I yearn less, for that I had to earn tests, guess I go to church less ever since I felt a curved breast, sorry mama had to go through that birth stress, growing older but you don't learn less, just swerve less and earn best. Smoked the weed looking at how these bitches burn too, earned a lot but I'm sorry I didn't earn you, no stranger to a stern view, make one mistake just to learn two. Chests rise and fall without doing anything at all, just like how we drink and sink in what our mind thinks, it happens by itself, the coming and going of spiritual wealth, the words entering and leaving my own mouth, the way I change notches on my belt, how your crown melts as you become self. Remember as a kid being afraid of the dark, the day I was alone in the park, the day I found a stone in my heart, these days I was alone with my art, these small moments are what made me, we should never let them fade g, why be worried about others if it was me that would hate me, it was me that had to save me, now I look in the mirror just to wave g, cos what I'm feeling is so wavy, so I continue opening gates g, to relieve myself of that weight I had to wait g, falling in love with the things we creating, the rhymes come easy after some contemplating. Remember the days I was waiting for a saviour, but instead I had to look at my behavior, I'll do it now not later, always dreamed of being a skater, dreaming of being things I just couldn't be, screaming in my mind when I just wasn't free, scheming of things that just wasn't me. As a kid when I was learning to speak, my peak activity was indifferently pointing out each digger on the side of the road, figured if I didn't I'd explode, have a few debts but it's God that I owe, took a few steps now I'm part of the show, I can only write when the hearts beating slow. Remember the days I'd look inside myself and just despise myself, nowadays I struggle to disguise my wealth, not physical, but more lyrical, spiritual, but man it was difficult, love looking back at the shit we built, rhymes pieced together like grandmothers quilt, caught myself drifting away amongst the dirt and silt, remember the days with my bong perched on the windowsill, but looking back those were the days I was the most ill, but man for another hit part of me would kill, guess for right now it's just a struggle of will, guess for right now I'm on top of that hill. These words just appear on my screen as I disappear into the dream, I make butter out of cream for the whole damn team, waking from a slumber is just so damn serene, but not on those days you got nothing to eat, when you barely have enough blood to bleed, when you get stuck in the mud like I used to be. Locked in pen in more ways than one, figurative and literal is always fun, middle of winter thinking of the summer sun, middle of summer thinking of how winter comes, look in your eyes trying to speak but I'm too stunned, inner or outer you better choose one, but they the same thing so you don't lose some, family picnics with fruit and buns, how I miss that and it's loose fun, always love writing a new one. Always take the gherkins out of my burger, why eat what irks ya, never mean to hurt ya, but just so you know, it's the pain that takes us further, I wrote these with deep fervor, I guess since I found my purpose, there's depth behind each and every surface, for me its better to live a life of service, that's the meaning of what coming third is, my soul is from where I heard this. I'll read this over and search for closure, yet I'll never find it, it doesn't even end when I press send, getting hurt just so I can mend, sowing seeds in this gardens I tend for the karma I guess. Not writing these for an impression, its to soothe my soul's indigestion, heard this beat and started working with no question, each line is a lesson, for myself, for me to gain a wealth of spiritual health 'cos it's me I have to help.
@k.moneyfoe_526912 күн бұрын
I’m still rocking with you over all these years, you’ll forever always be fire, my friend:)
@SebastienSonata17 күн бұрын
Dude❤
@jeffviret214614 күн бұрын
Anybody know what reel love feel like, just like flying in a field of full of butterflies Paradise Lost in her eyes Say it And I’ll give my life Double down die twice Bet the house roll the dice Take a chance on her She’s the jackpot lottery Lose my mind lobotomy Take my heart tomorrow and ever after I’m all yours I adore you and I want more love Pull up to my door show me what you’re made of