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@slatzyofficialАй бұрын
Cold
@joethompson8371Ай бұрын
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@BTB_REMZАй бұрын
**Verse 1:** At the start, love feels perfect, but at the end, it leaves you hurtin', Gave my all to someone, now they act like I’m worthless, desertin'. I was the one who was there when times were low, But now they’ve gone, left scars I don’t wanna show. Cuts deep in my heart, like a surgeon’s blade, Pushin’ people away, feels like life’s a parade- People come and go, but the pain, it stays, They say I’ve changed, but life’s changed my ways. I got a lock on my heart, no key could break through, Built walls around me so thick, I don’t even want to. Don’t wanna open up like a book, don’t wanna own up, How can I love, when I can’t find love for myself in this mess? **Verse 2:** Things got clearer as I got older, But the streets gave me paranoia, always lookin' over my shoulder. When I was young, I’d hear Mum scream and cry, Pretended to be asleep, hid the tears in my eyes. Wished for a different life, but it never came, So if I’m distant now, know I’m just tryna numb the pain. Need time alone, but the silence cuts deep, Can’t stand bein’ lonely, but it’s the only peace I can keep. Seein' Mum try her best to give us a happy home, But all this weight in my chest, yeah, it’s breaking my bones. Got referred to Cahms, tryna heal from the past, Absent dad, gran and grandad-life just moves so fast. **Chorus:** Boys don’t cry? That’s a lie they sold, I got tears in my heart, scars untold. Smilin’ all the time but it’s pain in disguise, Holdin’ in my cries, puttin' on a front for the skies. **Verse 3:** Sister left, yeah, life ripped us apart, And I remember nearly dyin'-nearly broke Mum’s heart. Found me on the floor, yeah, that was a wake-up call, Before then, I was wishin’ for things that only brought me to fall. Now I wish for the best, but prepare for the worst, ‘Cause life’s been a test since the day of my birth. They did me bad, got me mad, head’s all messed, Wishin’ I could find peace, maybe get some rest. Can’t shake these demons that haunt my nights, They whisperin' doubts, playin’ tricks with my sight. Tryna be strong, tryna hold it all in, But I’m lost in this fight, dunno where to begin. **Bridge:** I’m carryin’ the weight of a thousand days, Feelin’ empty inside, tryna mask it in different ways. They say home’s where the heart is, but home’s just a place, I’ve moved house seven times, feelin’ lost in space. I used to give my heart, but it left me with holes, Now I’m broken in pieces, tryna feel whole. Memories vivid, of mum’s silent cries, Tryin' my best but still feelin' like I'm just gettin' by. **Verse 4:** Life ain’t fair, left me cold and alone, Got me questioning myself in the darkest zone. I don’t wanna talk, my phone’s on DND, Lockin' out the world, nobody can reach me. It’s dark in my room, lights out, feelin’ low, Even if I say “what’s up,” no one can know. Ain’t bein' selfish, I just need some peace, Tryna fix my soul, tryna find some release. Friends turned foes, jealousy grows, Used to trust ‘em all, now I keep my circle closed. Let me retire my Mum, then I can rest, Till then, I’ll keep pushin', fightin' life’s test. **Chorus (Outro):** Boys don’t cry, but my heart’s bleedin' slow, Smiles cover pain, the world will never know. I keep on walkin', carryin' this weight, Wishin' for peace, but I just can’t escape
@adamparsons3572Ай бұрын
Bro I’m up 4am And I got some new beats Tryna find directions not reflection in these new jeans
@k1.82118 күн бұрын
Yo why say u wanna pursue this ting but you ain't work for it ik people who ain't had the chance but they'd lurk for it I sit down and reminisce just think about them good times I think bout my uncle when I'm standing at his grave sign but God takes people but he don't wanna give em back all loylaty for my family for dem I'll squeeze on the mack
@N16SefАй бұрын
Like polo said I’m from the north side where they raise goons I know we pop out n boot with the biggest shoes they never believed in the hype to I flex so hard these hoes know I’m heartless 33 in the clip there darting I was bruck so no matter what I gotta be something rarted I’m on dnd u ain’t seeing me when the darg barking I been through trials n tribulations so stop asking the dunyas fucked it’s so classist but the mandem say u gotta charge it you gotta charge it to the game there’s always garn be gems talking garbage on ur name I swear to god don’t get me started again this ting blast ye it garn come with the flame wallahi I never asked for this pain I lost my uncle I ain’t ever gonna be the same again almost went insane but when like polo im the goat now go relisten coz u missed some bars bro