Free Sad Type Beat - "I Don't Wanna Be Me Anymore"

[@raspobeats]

i hope you like this one :)

[@zhvhr4t_11]

Yes

[@notright7691]

It's got a nice introduction, it's got good drums and guitar

[@Calmness202]

Exactly 💯

[@alexismoumbe4658]

Yessssss

[@Taggs.06]

💣💣💣👍👍👍👽"El tgg"

[@cordisa7819]

I am literally almost crying thinking about the song I'm going to write to this. I love this.

[@xlonelywolfx4193]

Your beats are legends🔥🥀🌙

[@raspobeats]

Thank you 🙏🏻

[@drdre1705]

There is something about your music that I can't put it in words the only two words I can describe your music is: unbelievable and impressive. I feel mixed feelings when I listen to your music and when I mean mixed feelings I mean good feelings

[@haydenrsptopoulos8173]

That was 3 worsa

[@haydenrsptopoulos8173]

Words*

[@awkedecks5694]

It hits different when you are alone in your room

[@josephdiamond1500]

This prolly one of the best beats I’ve heard

[@icequeenkiki3166]

This is emotional i love it raspo❤❤❤❤❤❤❤FIRE

[@raspobeats]

Thank you so much 🙏🏻

[@Isaywhatgoesok]

huh tried to accumulate all my feelings but deep within reasoning finding a meaning again between finding myself, loosing my head defying my health whilst abusing the zest only when i'm high, i chose to address

[@moodyboy2109]

This beat is awesome. Keep that great work up. Sad someone keeps hitting that dislike button cause these types of things deserve that thumbs up

[@prodrxspo]

🔥🔥

[@NicolasJulio777]

Não sei como mais você acerta em todas as musicas! Top man

[@lorenakontiyo8231]

This beat is priceless 😍

[@lisafoadstock1452]

I feel these beats so hard like damn dude

[@fodyblankets231]

This is so so beautiful. The chants/voices really motivate/move me. Gorgeous beat.

[@heyshyily]

This is beautiful

[@prodbysmxc]

I´m in love with this masterpiece 🎹

[@smelya6639]

Неперевершено!

[@Nosign_GMNI]

Throwaway lyrics but I loved the beat thanks Raspo. Feeling lost Started thinking bout you. Missing it a lot more - Since we grew apart You were a lot more than what I gave u credit for Kept me in the dark so I couldn’t see your heart You was cold as ice I’m over-nice I let you fool me twice And over night I saw the light, into your eyes With no disguise I could feel a heart break

[@lilmask5906]

Amazing beat ❤

[@precalbeats]

You really nailed this vibe bro 🙏🏻🔥

[@raspobeats]

Thanks for listening

[@mornsivpov9174]

I love you raspo I always watch your video since you are rich 1k subscribe so good 👍😊 I love your voice 💖

[@KelbetMusic]

Paspo Legend 💗

[@raspobeats]

Yessir

[@JusNoah]

You know how to make music 💯

[@Prod.mattbeats]

I'm missing the past when I listened this beat.

[@PlayboiBeanz]

great vibe here ⚡

[@raspobeats]

Much love 🙏🏻

[@aljazore8180]

sick work my bro

[@renebeatzz]

slaps bro 🔥

[@memetok9179]

so sick

[@youngluke5013]

I love your beats

[@yoursoul3649]

No Words To Describe About This Beat Really Soulful ❤

[@m-7beats789]

i love this beat damn!

[@Beatsbyreza]

Love it ❤ 😊

[@MovingCold]

Beautiful beat bro

[@Vincii_era]

I love it♨

[@raspobeats]

Thank you 🙏🏻

[@Mizzy9]

I can’t wait to release songs on your beats 🎧

[@Beatsbyreza]

Dope work 👌 💖

[@raspobeats]

Thanks 🔥

[@cichejarn]

inspiring beat

[@thatbigskyguy7793]

All I’ve got are reflections of our past yea I should of listened to them when they said we’d never last But I only only heard you girl and you said you had my back Now I’m reaching for the knife that you left when I lacked I’m broken Not moppin Yea you think that I’m jokin But I have finally awoken Yea fuck these timeless emotions

[@poesprite5268]

Good one. Like it

[@raspobeats]

Cheers

[@Stan0070]

Amazing beat.

[@zeeshansiddiqui2499]

It’s been a while Tum waqt ke na qail Dil ki dewaaro ko deemak ki tarah fikar teri khaye That wasn’t a goodbye tum phir bhi na laut ke ayi Qalam uthayi phir mein ne aur likhi jo humne bitai Tere se pehle bhi tha kuch, tere baad bhi hu Tere saath tha jo wo dafan kar chuka apni zaat mein hu Aik laash hai bas, thori si yaad hai bas Aik adha qissa jis mein di jaati apni misaalein bas Malaal hai bas, tu aya nahi kyun Mein tou aya sun’ne wo geet tera tu ne gaya nahi kyun? Khushi mein shamil raho meri mein gham mein bulata nahi hu Mein maaf kardeta hu lekin mein bhulata nahi hu Khuda ne de ke bhi, aur le ke bhi kiya imtihaan mera Mein tou sab keh ke bhi, na keh ke bhi jaana bezubaan raha Sab tou luta aye, yaad he teri mera samaan raha Sadiya’n guzari ke nai tere intizaar mein tu ye bata

[@manish920]

Talha anjum ❤️

[@romanrazpotnik7650]

so sick beat

[@itzrasti]

The key is B major. For whatever reason the person who made this didn’t include the key in the description. I hope that helps at least one person.

[@Sam019.]

Te espero sentado en un banco, mirando a otro lado Pensando pasado, que es lo que ha pasado Mirando a un futuro que no veo claro Mientras agarro otras manos. 1'47 Lo escribo asentado no lo hago llorando Sintiendome extraño con otra a mi lado Sigo confesando que veía el daño Pero me agarraba pensando en tus labios. Y ya lo sé que no te gusta esto Prefiero más gustarme antes que gustarle al resto Entiéndeme nadie nace perfecto Mis imperfecciones me hacen diferente al resto Me haces diferente al resto Pensando en tu figura y en el sabor de tus besos Sabes que no soy como el resto Extraño tus noches con el tacto de tu cuerpo.

[@dennych67]

(2 Verso) Y como estas, yo fui el que te llamo ayer Quería saber cómo tu estabas para volverte aver (eh) Yo se que a pasado mucho tiempo no te eh buscando Pero tu fuiste la que creo todo esto y que a mí me a dejado Recuerdo en mi oh-si Estoy mal por ti Desde que así me así dejado, todo tirado ahora yo me rendido por ti Y no estoy aquí oh-si Por que te quiera a ti ouh-iih Por que fuiste la persona que me a lastimado y ahora ya no te quiero aquí

[@jyechin5460]

0:14 Lookin in, I wouldn’t wanna be me / Real love but it ain’t like the tv / In a couple years say that you need me / Tryna deal with the pain ain’t easy / Tryna be the man, tryna stay steezy / I can’t believe that you would ever leave me / Can’t believe you tried to deceive me / I was in pain but you could never see me / 0:30 Tryna cope with the pain, but I won’t be the same, I’ll go to grave, I’ll pray for the days, I still haven’t changed like I said I would / I made it to the top like I said I would / Said that I did it cause I knew I could / But you knew it too / I don’t understand what you tryna do / It was you and me baby me and you / Then you switch up / Got me reminiscing boutta picture / I can’t believe I was ever with ya /

[@barchle3211]

can i use these words?

[@jyechin5460]

@@barchle3211 for sure

[@barchle3211]

@@jyechin5460 thx bro

[@kerem4980]

sevgini cidden saftır sandım duygular yalnız kaldı şeytanı yoldan sen çıkardın meleği sensin sandım ruhumu kalbinden zor çıkardım onuda sen kıskandın sahtelik boyunu aştığından soğuyorum aşkından

[@Арчи-г2р]

Raspo coool

[@jaimadikkk3139]

В ночь Рождества поставь свечу на окна, Пусть ангелам она осветит путь! И хоть душа от слёз уже промокла, Ты горе и тревоги позабудь. Проблем и бед круг вечен и порочен, Но он не в силах победить тебя. Ты захотеть должна, и очень-очень Желать себе иного бытия. И ангел твой, вдоль окон пролетая, Услышит потаённое желанье. Снежинкой и узором, что не тает, Оставит о себе напоминанье. И пусть тебя плохое не волнует! Найди луч света в полной темноте. Рождественское утро поцелует Свечу, что догорела на окне...

[@tommyjohnson7651]

Sick 😊

[@BlackHoleBeat]

Nice work 🔥, i love your mood, i appreciate a feedback 🙏 Raspo

[@raspobeats]

I appreciate it 🙏🏻

[@KelbetMusic]

🔥🔥🔥

[@lolekbolek5337]

Wow 🔥🔥🔥

[@6tracksbeats]

🔥

[@raspobeats]

🙏🏻🙏🏻

Rồi một ngày mày mất đi Vất vả đằng sau thì mày đứng đi Cố gắng tiếp đi mày đừng tiếc chi Nước mắt lại rơi thì lau đi Đớn đau trong lòng thì mày bỏ đi Mày là đàn ông mà sống bao nhiêu biết sao cho và Hoa sen nó thuộc về màu hồng Nhìn lại cuộc đời của mày nó màu đen

[@MyFocusTv]

Triste beat is so creasy im insert in my lbum because is unique It's emotional and esplique the life

[@domballen9803]

So dope

[@calmly-relaxingsounds3537]

✌🏻

[@erenaliayar41]

tükendim cidden kaç kere denedim bunu bilemem. mücadelem içinde küçük elzem

[@wittlorey2763]

Craaaaaaazy

[@Диас-х4в]

Ты причина моя Я живу для тебя Не станешь менять

[@Miss-ahlam]

Wow

[@uzuner3294]

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[@uzd333]

The beat is mega good and I find this woman beautiful 😌

[@Beatsbyreza]

❤❤❤

[@iamtoby2k]

Will you be my person I know I fucked up but I’m learnin Gave me a second chance and I promise you it’s worth it Might take a bit of time, If you wait then we’ll be perfect Little bit of distance and some difference but you’re mine I wouldn’t keep secrets from you neither would I lie If you don’t trust me yet I understand you it’s fine Just tell me if you’re ready and when you think the times right Like, damn How could god have you made and try to keep me away forever I know you cry sometimes it’s fine I swear I’ll pull you back together If you goin through some shit just tell me and I’ll make things better Won’t give into my emotions but for you I’d easily surrender

[@zhvhr4t_11]

Good luck

[@silvahribar7590]

Nice ❤️❤️❤️

[@drama141]

I like this beats i can free style at sing are okey 🥰

[@javiermorales5269]

Buen Beats

[@Tyrone67678]

can i use this for my song??

[@imbobbymagalona]

can i purchase this via creditcard?

[@thoughtfuldevil6069]

Is the title a Type O Negative Reference? I can almost hear it

[@OneLegWonder]

ITS BEEN A HARD WEEK Sleep in till noon avoiding my doom don’t know what to do I’m having bad dreams their all coming true these storm clouds won’t lift my skies not blue// in this misery I stew// i spin round round I’ve lost control// I’ve lost my way I’ve lost my flow// smile on my face so no one knows/ I let tears fall when doors get closed// one man army on my own// futures bleak it’s so unknown will I stay or should I go/ lonely battles lonely road/ which ways hell and which ways home minds on fire hearts gone cold. That’s just life…yeah i suppose….i won’t give up I will not fold….back with stab wounds heart with holes…build my walls and stitch them closed…I just can’t wait till curtains close

[@valerioabate7931]

sento ogni passo dei demoni in stanza mi urlano contro finchè non collasso non ricordo un momento felice e non è questione di un lapsus sembra che il cervello abbia rapito il cuore e stia chiedendo il riscatto però io non lo riscatto mi basterà prenderne un altro e ancora questa situazione non migliora le pare con l'ansia che mi divora e la voragine nel petto sembra che più cresco e più peggiora tu sai cosa vuol dire un'alba vuota? cercare dappertutto una persona che provi a salvarti perchè ciò che provi non funziona

[@parrassssss]

Yo siempre te quise mas de lo que me quisiste Por eso yo no entiendo por qué tu ya no estas Con tu mirada me nublaba ya casi no veia nada tus ojos me imnotizaban te fuiste al jamas

[@IVAZOfficial]

can i use this sound?

[@short.frames_]

Te sigo esperando sentado en nuestro banco, mirando a otro lado Pensando en nuestros hechos, sin saber por qué pasó Mirando un futuro, que sin tí no veo claro Mientras me agarro de otras manos, a las 20:03 Y sé que no te gusta esto, pero prefiero gustarme a mí antes que gustarle al resto Nadie nace perfecto Tus imperfecciones te hacen diferente al resto Sigo en mi estudio sin salir y sin dormir Encerrao en mi cuarto sin el fin de sonreír Otra noche se que tengo muchas ganas de sentir Y no recuerdo el momento en el que fui feliz No puedo soportarme pero llevo mi peso cargado en los huesos Recuerdo el olor a nardos, que sin tí ya no lo huelo Sentir que ya no puedo, pero debo seguir con esto Para que algún muerto, vuelva a sentir lo que yo siento Y no puedo verte, sigo ciego y te escucho en un idioma de señas No sé si lo de irte, solo fue como señal Más de una persona, quisiera saber enseñar Pero lo único que se aprende, es aprender a amar "Pocas personas comprenden el amor y la pérdida mas que yo, cuando cruces la raya habrá cosas en la oscuridad que podrían impedir para siempre que tu corazón vuelva a sentir la luz." Aquella tarde la conocí y sin saberlo me nubló la mirada Su voz parece magia, cómo ángeles y hadas No quieras aprender a base de patadas Porque los golpes que mas duelen, son a base de palabras estrofa sin nada Sigo encerrado en el estudio, Dos de ron y una de fanta que podría salir mal Con mi niña tumbada en la cama Una de puerto dos de sprite los preferidos de la casa Sigo pensando en el color de tus ojos, no sé como pero me enamoran Tan poco vivido, y tanto sé Mucho alcohol bebido pero no sacia la sed Sigo encerrado en el estudio, Dos de ron y una de fanta que podría salir mal Con mi niña tumbada en la cama Una de puerto dos de sprite los preferidos de la casa Sigo pensando en el color de tus ojos, no sé como pero me enamoran Tan poco vivido, y tanto sé Tanto alcohol bebido pero no sacia la sed

[@claudiubogdan3274]

Imi amintesc atatea plansete Atatea zambete Atatea sâmbete M-ai vindecat de boala urii cand am fost dezamagit Dar orice rau are un bine și binele e un sfârșit La viața mea de golaneala cautam un liman in deșert Orice om imperfect iși da seama de efect Ochii tăi blânzi lipsiti de vreo minciuna Au devenit acrii si citeam cat de plini sunt de ura Oameni in felul lor parcă isi doresc tristetea Asta ratiunea omului gelos ce isi strica frumusetea A fi fidel e mare țel Sau poate că mă insel Un puzzle fără toate piesele nu mai e la fel Cel ce tace face multe dar si cel ce acuza In sinea lui e vinovat si isi cauta o scuza I inteleg pe unii oameni ce sunt depresivi Am fost si eu in locul lor cand nu aveam un motiv Să traiesc,să vorbesc sau sa pot sa iubesc Daca nu mai am incredere in nimeni cum sa mai convietuiesc

[@nyfyne]

Very deep caption

[@carlotesta915]

Tu sei rimasta finché ci sono rimasto io Come una droga che uccide, ma ti avvicina a Dio Questo amore aggiunge odio nelle nostre bio Finisce per far diventare tutto tuo o mio Eri ero', ayahuasca, perché facevi male prima di far stare tutto una Pasqua Rendi la tua vita un bel dipinto dark, un Basquiat All'infinito non è mai bastato un "basta" Battiti si aggrappano alle costole Se fossi Adamo, tu saresti un pezzo di cuore Battimi perché amo quando tu sei più forte Se non ti amo, giuro, baby, non do un senso alle ore La puzza di quartiere piace a chi non la sente Ma pure nel male noi abbiamo salvato vite E tu che mi hai insegnato a stare controcorrente Ma sei corrente che tocca le lacrime e uccide

[@nursultangimnazbekov7904]

Я верю в любовь но его нет Согреть бы тебя но тебя нет Я вижу во сне твой силует Может любовь оставит нам след Может тогда ты будешь моей Когда будет счастливый рассвет Говоришь о любви

[@ДомаЖара]

Проблемы волнуют лишь только меня Семья не узнает что знаю лишь я И кто угадает что душит меня И что по ночам не дает засыпать И каждое утро и каждый февраль Виню лишь себя критикую свой вайб Поднимусь ли в жизни вопрос убивает И каждый пацан тут меня понимает Хочется больше хочется дальше Верить в мечту и не видеть что фальша Будет внатуре всегда в этой нашей Любимой стране ну и в мире по чаще Люди все лгут и люди играют С чувствами близких мечты разрушают Один на один после слов оставляют И кто с тобой рядом ? Лишь Бог это знает Один лишь Аллах от всего уберегает Доверился людям дурак ты реально Доверься ты Богу поверь только маме И только лишь мама в слезах засыпает Волнуюсь о сыне здоровье желает А ты все здоровье теряешь на бабу Которая эту любовь не уважает

[@christianrey787]

Fuaaa cyclo

[@isaylee]

еще одна ночь и я заставлю нас влюбится твои бедра

[@dflowmusic_oficial6346]

En que nota esta ?

[@mahalktamwaa2477]

- gabi gabing lasing para bang praning, Sa larawan mo ako ay nakatingin. Siguro nga ikaw ay masaya na muli Sa piling ng iba, ito ang huli. Hindi hindi nako babalik uli Dahil pagod nakong maging tanga muli

[@correeax_933]

Hola mamá voy a comenzar a rapear Para que a tu corazón pueda llegar Te lo mereces por lo que has tenido que pasar Y todas situaciones que has tenido que aceptar

[@lucasmateo9580]

Digo que ira bien Pero miento dia a dia Quiero pensar que algun dia va acabar

[@Диас-х4в]

Ты веришь в меня Я пойду до конца Смысл жизни моя

[@nada422]

no es que viva la tristeza Es que la tristeza vive en mi No puedo pensar por su consecuencia sería existir

[@Iamsambhat]

❤

[@khangnhat3411]

vẫn cứ cho một làn khói mờ bay vào trong phổi và thả mình ngồi lại suy nghĩ tại sao lại đến nong nổi … này vẫn cứ sách cặp đến trường và trên chiếc xe rong rỗi để rồi suy tư lẫm bẫm đọc rap như thần chú trong mỗi … ngày và tao biết chỉ có mình mới biết được mình ta sao chỉ mong mỉm cười và giấc mơ hạnh phúc chắc nó còn ở xa tao cố gắng bước tiếp dù hành trình cho cuộc sống này còn dài nhắm mắt xiết chặc và làm lại vì nghị lực trong tao thì còn hoài vẫn thằng nhóc ngày nào tiếng khóc còn vang và tao còn tham vọng là nụ cười của ba mẹ lúc nào cũng giòn tan thế đã đủ cho uước mơ nhỏ nhoi và không cần lật trang vâng lời rap của thằng nhóc 18 tuổi trần nhật khang

[@katrina8388]

i think you stopped needing me a few months ago but i still hold on and ask you to please not go

[@mattvls]

Hé bébé, dis-moi ce que t'as dans la tête Souder comme 10 doigts, j'me sens bien avec Rejoins-moi dehors, on fait les 400 coups J'aime bien ta robe et j'aime bien ce que t'as en dessous Avec toi j'me sens bien, ouais j'me sens bête C'est mon heure de gloire et je serai dans les temps Avec toi j'vois que toi et c'est embêtant Avec toi j'm'en fous grave du regard des gens T'es comme une évidence, laisse tomber Encore des séquelles de celle qui m'a laissé tomber Avec toi j'sais bien que ça va s'estomper Avec toi y'aura plus que l'effet escompté Hé, yeah j'sais que c'est con Avant qu'on se connaisse on écoutait les même sons Avant qu'on se connaisse, j'me voyais déjà avec toi Nan, j'mens pas, j'sais que les étoiles ne plaisantent pas J'connais les femmes et leurs attrapes J'connais leurs vices et leurs attaches T'inquiète j'suis fidèle même de sortie en boîte Juste que je m'ennuie un peu quand ils passent pas de la trap J'crois que je t'aime bien, laisse-moi bouffer ton corps J'crois que je t'aime bien, laisse-moi bouffer ton cœur C'est pas si terrible, j'adoucirai tes peurs Longtemps à la dérive, j'adoucirai tes pleurs J'crois que c'est ma go, ma go, ma go oh ouais J'pense à toi, j'en deviens paro, paro, paro oh ouais Est-ce que c'est toi la bonne ou bien mon esprit me joue des tours C'est comme si j'tombais dans le vide un peu plus tous les jours, t'sais J'revois ton visage plongé dans mes rêves Et je me sens si seul quand j'ai pas ton odeur J'aperçois tes formes au travers de ma tête La lune est pleine mais c'est toi qui m'éclaire J'essaie de voir, de voir dans le noir Mais même dans le noir, moi je ne vois que toi Et dans les ténèbres on se prend dans les bras Même Lucifer ne t'enlèvera pas Laisse-moi te dire un peu ce que je pense de nous deux Tu m'attires depuis que je sais que tu me veux Et quand je te disais que je pouvais t'aimer Mais tu devais briser le cœur d'un autre pour m'ouvrir Tu me disais que t'étais la best et que t'avais besoin de mon aide Tu as simplement goûté mon corps Et j'ai cédé la place de mon cœur Mais tu voulais visiter le monde J'étais perdu dans un autre monde Et les blessures, les souffrances ont guéries Depuis mon amour, je le donne avec l'aumône Et puis le temps des fois nous sépare, des fois nous répare En vrai je ne sais pas mais j'regarde pas Et parfois j'ai peur que ça nous rattrape Que nos sentiments repassent à la trappe J'repense à cette nuit, posés devant les étoiles On tissa des liens, on a tissé la toile J'attise toutes mes plaies en regardant ton visage Et je te tiens la main couché devant les nuages J'crois que c'est ma go, ma go, ma go oh ouais J'pense à toi, j'en deviens paro, paro, paro oh ouais Est-ce que c'est toi la bonne ou bien mon esprit me joue des tours C'est comme si j'tombais dans le vide un peu plus tous les jours, t'sais

[@Mw20004]

Hi can I use your track and publish it on KZbin please? I @ you on the description I can send you what I've done, I'm a student...

[@adamadamek9485]

what key is this beat i need it for autotune?

[@mcdouggii830]

I wnana be with you but you’re living your life you say that you love me but your love crossed eyed and baby I don’t mind if your taking your time But baby know you hurt me when you say that you’re mine I wnana be wirh you wnana make sure you’re fine But baby I can’t do it if you’re not rite or die Scars in my body but it ain’t what it seems I keep looking at the sky like why you do this to me And I’m feeling paralyzed this life is breaking my spine Right now we’re not together but we’ll give it some time Lately I’ve been crazy got me feeling confused I’m saying How is real love so Fucken easy to lose So Fucken easy to lose I’m saying how is real love so Fucken easy to lose I wnana be with you but you’re living your life you say that you love me but your love crossed eyed and baby I don’t mind if your taking your time But baby know you hurt me when you say that you’re mine When you say that your mine Why you so distracted got me thinking you blind And anything you do you know I’ll be right behind Right now we’re not together but it’s just not the time And I wnana be with you but you’re living your life Yeah you say that you love me but your love crossed eyed and baby I don’t mind if your taking your time But baby know you hurt me when you say that you’re mine And I wnana be with you but you’re living your life Yeah you say that you love me but your love crossed eyed and baby I don’t mind if your taking your time But baby know you hurt me when you say that you’re mine

[@isaylee]

ты только не кричи, прошу прости теперь я точно ухожу не нужна ты, не нужен я, не нужен шум ведь я любил, тебя за простоту но я не знал, что ты б

[@Neymcoficiall]

Me pides que te entienda Que tú no querías irte Que yo mismo fui el que te aleje

[@its_Naveesha]

Bro i need this

[@123studiobeats]

👍👍

[@saddoc4402]

Yea, Think I'm ready to give up, tried for so long to fix this but it's to late of a mistake, Nobody else to blame but myself I take full responsibility for what I've done to myself, Mental scars but you will never see physical pain, hold inside like a ticking time bomb, need to find my defuser before I let it go, Times ticking down, final words I can't even think, I guess sorry for the pain and shit I bring along this life, wish I could of changed but I was so worried bout other people thoughts, Now I'm fucking broken nothing new to me, to deep in this pain there's no surface to swim to, so I drown slowly dying everyday, Yea more pain that makes it hurt more, trying to stay but it gets harder to live, so I Barry it in the drugs, So numb, feels great but it hurts there's no other way to make the pain go away, Talking bout feelings do I look like a idiot, so you can tell everybody I'm not a man for showing my emotions, yea I know how this works, I think that's why this hurts more cause I tried to connect wit you on a bigger level, but it's to late, Things change and I don't hate you for that, thinks it's better off if we go out separate ways, Maybe it's not our time, but if your still willing to fight even through these dark times, I'm willing to take the shots for you, I'll be the ride or die you never had