She's so beautiful on the outside. Let's be realistic. I'm pessimistic! I see her ugly side so I show her No Love. No matter how much I try to ignore it. Funny thing is, she sees me the same way sight seeing like tourists. Going through the motions. Not authentic like picking flowers from the florist to have them delivered to her doorstep not seeing me when the door is open. Hopin' we can build a life this way is an illusion and will never work as long as there is light of day. Why you think, she always wants the lights off when trying to be intimate. She sees no love. Cuz your kisses and your hugs show like gimmicks. Just a vicious cycle, no love just checking each others vitals hoping for Love's revival. But what's in the light won't be seen again until the dark Love is finished and feelings go idle.