Lately i been having anxiety, no sobriety I been calling out to the lord He aint proud of me I been running, ducking the law They so tired of me Tried to be the good guy but It aint inside of me. Obviously, i aint go far But i tried to be The guy you see Living out a dream but its a fantasy Damaged me to let that go I couldn't handle it Tryna find a way back home I gotta stand in it Just a man who aint have a plan b So now i just can't even stand me