"Honest With Myself" (with hook) | Dramatic Rap Instrumental With Hook | Sad Type Beat

[@BeatsWithHooks]

"Honest With Myself" (with Hook) ⚡ Buy: bsta.rs/z9Sh3 🖋 Hook lyrics: If I'm being honest with myself I'm not doing all that well Ive been going through it for a while now And everyone expects me just to smile now But if I'm being honest with nyself I'm not doing all that well Maybe if somebody would listen I wouldn't have to feel so fkng distant If I'm being honest with myself

[@dinualexandru2155]

I can't even call you bro or whateve', i just want to tell you hang out there- don't you quit- like never ever, cause what you've been throw it's a blessing, i suppose you know already that the best thing we have in life is suffering. That's how God reveals to us, and strenghten us, give us the real power, the real knowledge, the humility, the real heart of flesh we need to let go of all the pride, and undesired thoughts, undesired spirits and gain our place beside His. All the blessings you need i pray God to give you!

[@BebPlays]

Freak imma just be honest with you, every time you release a beat with alyius It just keeps getting better and better. This one hit really hard to me. The laugh, the tune, the lyrics, the emotion. It’s all perfect. The beat too, it’s amazing. Best think you’ve released yet hands down. Keep it going and don’t listen to haters!

[@feminazislayer]

Word, trying to write ✍️ but the emotions are flooding in, gotta sort it out first

[@BeatsWithHooks]

This means a lot, thank you so much Beb 🙏🏼

[@stakzz]

@@feminazislayer1 bar at a time

[@AmandeepSingh0123]

This isn’t just a beat… it’s a whole ocean of emotions.

[@CallMeShy_YT]

Rll shii

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Thank you Aman!

[@feminazislayer]

It's time for you and I to have a talk, Me myself and I- Together we will walk, Who I used to be distant memories and - Left behind outlined in the chalk. Another lost soul alone on the road, Every mile goes farther from my home, Sick N tired of living on the roam, Call for help but noone's ever picking up the phone. Love yourself yeah- that is what they preach, Love your addict but my vices killing me, Love your tears and your worry- Your fears and your furry- But my indifference only brings me more grief. If I'm being honest with myself it's easier to lie, Sometimes- Who I am inside is easier to hide, Am I crazy am I sane ? Am I lazy in my ways ? My foolish heart and my scattered brain. Hook Ok the truth is getting harder to ignore, From the stress inner child getting bored, Thick and thin- Armored skin- Heart full of swords, The warrior is worn from fighting all these wars. And with myself I'm so ashamed of me, One side is sweet- And the other side is mean, Holding onto both- But neither side is seen, Holding onto hope but I'm sold a broken dream. Yeah tempers hot- Being cool all I got- Play the fool I will not- Win or loose take my shot- Stomach up in knots- The abuse I forgot - still they choose to hate scheme and plot. Hook

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Murdered it

[@trellgater7337]

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[@MrWhobede]

Literally on point! 🔥🔥🔥

[@RileyXmusic]

Nobody listens I feel so fucking distant In my car I'm livin' Sometimes I think I'd be better off in prison At least I'd have a place to stay Just take me away For the crime of existing Feels like I'm in a dramatic play And it's like I'm in the intermission Stuck in the middle Crying out for help Think I might just end it Either way I'm going to Hell I'm just an empty shell If I'm being honest with myself

[@johnm7053]

This was good keep up the good work 😎💯

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Another dope one Riley!

[@justaskmike4602]

I think we can relate. Many different stories to fill in the between

[@MatthewWalden-i5y]

Stuckin a room, talking to myself, because no one else cares to dare. Gotta lotta heart but the slightest bit of affection makes it melt.

[@jamesescobedo1474]

love your beats bro keep up the good work!

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Will do James, thank you the kind words!

[@calwyndell]

My favorite beats on utube

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Too kind 🙏🏽

[@mohdhamirulbujang]

Nice beat brother 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@chitowns69]

If i was being honest with myself, id sure be living happily But if i am being honest things aren't moving gradually It seems like every direction i turn some one takes a stab ay me But honestly thats how it feels and how it has to be, even when I'm panicking I constantly walk down this path frantically As my body falls to the ground some evil entity is dragging me! But it feels like I should swim up stream, it doesn't seem that difficult Tryna strengthen my mind set instead of living miserable, tryna keep the damage I've done to myself to a bare minimum Keeping the evil beside me debating if I should get rid of him, but the comfort is soothing as id rather live with him. Even as I feel I should let my body drift down this waterfall As I close my eyes questioning with my failures if God will call

[@EmperialMagazine]

Great job again brother. x. Emperial Studios

[@Emperial-Studios]

First video I double liked brother.

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Thank you EM!

[@EmperialMagazine]

@@BeatsWithHooks if you ever wanna chill brother, we function in the same manner, almost eerily the same sigma mentality, you got my email, reach out if ya ever need to vent brother, I feel the words you utilize.. like too close to home in my own personal battles, but you got a friend here brother, remember that.

[@jayjayjoel100]

The way I wanna record, and just release song using your beats it's crazy... We gonna make fire songs. I done wrote Prayer. Funny part is I can relate to any beat that you producing. Genuinely speaking, I can relate and make real emotional songs that I think both your fans and mine will love. We gotta do an album together or something 🔥 🔥 🔥

[@KingIsrael999]

Wake em up Freek 🎻🪈🎺🎷🪕🪘🎸🥁

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Ha! Thanks King 🙏🏼

[@carvayjackson8482]

This hook touched my soul

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Love to hear it, thank you

[@asaphpreach]

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[@BeatsWithHooks]

Thanks ASAPH!

[@ohmygoodness8]

This is 🔥!

[@thejournalistmc]

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[@johnm7053]

Nice work freak this was amazing 🫡🫡🔥

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Thanks John!

[@feminazislayer]

Just in time

[@ryderw.7207]

YES SIR !..

[@Duhhkodaa]

I wanna see more shii like this.

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Me too 😁

[@Xdidiwilcekx]

Happy Release 🎉

[@LeeRussell-wv9jq]

This is me!!! 😢

[@parkerhernandez7401]

Enter hook If I'm being honest with myself I think I need help Getting outta hell I think I need wealth To get out this well I've been wishin And dreamin Hopein to leave it Hopein to be free of it Hopein to set my demons free And be released of it I've been beggin And pleadin Hopein that someone could see it And free me from this demon That keeps dragin me around dragin me down Can't you hear me screamin out Can't you see me bleedin out I need help now I think I'm stressed out Not feeling blessed now Its my demons flesh now Oh wow I'm bleedin on the floor No one's knockin at the door No one's knockin at the door Can you see me on the floor Can you hear me anymore Can you see me anymore Oh wow Can you see me anymore Oh wow Can you see me anymore Enter hook If I'm being honest with myself I've been livin in this hell I've been lockin every door No more demons anymore Let my body hit the floor The world keeps spinnin all around No more stress now I think I'm dead now My body blead out I'm feelin blessed now I find it sad how The things that stand out Are the things that stand down And make you crash out And even black out You were my friend how Could you leave me Screamin and bleedin Seething on the floor No one comin anymore No one's knockin at my door Can you hear them knockin at the door Its my demons Their takin me with them So please just listen I can't keep livein Enter hook I think I really need help ( sing this part )

[@tazed_network]

You want the honest me? Honestly, this life it bothers me It’s astonishing, how dishonoring We are to each other a lot I see Tensions building & bottling Grab the bottle like you have been Turn on the fake smile, act quick You think you know sadness Let me tell what sad is, my life.. What happened? I lost myself I done lost my traction, tragic Choices gone from my inactions Success and love I almost had it Lord knows I need both so bad N I began to slack N I back shift Falling through the cracks N It just happened so fast N I never would’ve imagined This would be my path N These tracks lead to a blackness Out goes the light I had like magic Alone and an extreme addict Prone to sink in like molasses If I saw me as a child I’d ask him Do you want this life of sadness? A life full of emotional disasters Or would you rather climb after What truly matters, up the ladder To a level full of love and laughter

[@GoReallaBeatz]

Good work

[@TINYT180]

Gotta take the paint off sometime I’m just waiting for my sunshine I’m just so sick and tired of people of blowing when I’ve been showing my grind Where’s mine Na man I ain’t selfish Im just so sick and tired of waiting And faking Like I’m having a good time Having a blast Fallin behind Feel like I’m Coming in last I got drive the drive but how long do it last til I run out gas These are long term questions I gotta ask Like will I ever will I ever reach it to the top Am I gonna fall out of love with and suddenly it all stops I just become a regular person One who gave up on his dreams Stopped before ever started inside of my heads I just hear the screams Like what do you mean Having a conversation all in regarding Will the rope tighten or loosen Will I go along with the plan Continue with hope Go into a negative slope Til I hit rock bottom Don’t want depression or anxiety But I got em It’s a lesson learned All about the pain and the hurt People say they there and that I suddenly know It doesn’t matter I’m feeling alone Standing head high but still feeling low Like where do I go

[@sarawinta]

😮❤hit

[@leesampson5905]

Swear! When I hit the lotto, WE LINKING UP, FREAK!!!!!!!!!!

[@heartlessfreak5723]

Dude I want to collab with him so bad. If I made it in music I'd literally ask him to be my producer.

[@andrewwilkins3014]

Stare at myself in the mirror See what I’ve feared my whole damn life When I let this vice Dictate the price Wish I reconsidered that first night But I didn’t, went with the flow Now it’s rolling to places so low I don’t know how to change and grow Looking for a hand to help but when its given I slap it away and say I’ll do it myself Know this hell at least I can tell What the devils up to casting his spells Lost in the darkness, feel like a shell Wanna get up and yell but I’m so deep now no one can tell empty forest my tree fell No one close enough to hear me, oh well do you even heal when you’re the one inflicting damage on yourself? I guess that’s a question for later put that shit back on the shelf it such a rarity for me to have some clarity Demons cherished me

[@352ish]

How much for a lease without the tag?

[@BeatsWithHooks]

It's $45 w/hook and $30 for the instrumental Store: freekvanworkum.net

[@JoshuaDenton-by4lf]

Can I use this

[@AnthonyJohnson-t2m]

I believe in my myself/ I know I'm good for my health/ I'm good for my wealthI know how to make your heart melt/from what you felt bcuz I'm honest with myself I know how it feels without honesty the truth shall never been / I foreseen the lean of mean / I know the theme/ There is no I in team/

[@vzo14]

Is that "baby e" on the hook ????

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Aylius, once again, did the hook

[@RateReaction]

Awesome chorus beat just not quiet it still awesome work

[@Iron_J]

Everybody wants me to be something that I’m not They see my potential, and think it’s wasted on the pot Put me on the spot and I’ll say it helps me a lot To not clot with a mental knot

[@SahasVinethma]

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[@rcaddict9558]

Amazing❤❤, "how true!" Please can i use in my next FPV EDIT? #RCADDICT

[@AlbinoRuntz]

To be honest/I'm not doing tht well/to be honest/I've been going thru hell/to be honest/I've got no one to tell/to be honest/to be honest/to be honest to myself/ugh.../bottle it/bottle it/til its bottoms up/throttle it/throttle it/yeah/in God you trust/take the wheel/cuz I feel/ like all is lost/all the pain and effort/shit/whats the cost/time is so expensive/plus tippin/they say I'm trippin/but shit/how you livin?/missin what I love most/distance got us not close/pretending like everything's ok/but its not tho

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Yessir!

[@AlbinoRuntz]

@@BeatsWithHooks thanks man. I love your beats. I'm always emptying my thoughts on them. Love and respect ❤

[@glockxbeats7741]

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[@BeatsWithHooks]

yesss

[@nicholassimmons6291]

Honest with myself " tell u the next step take break down my next task ask fast that b me see achieve believe lean,

[@nicl.h.9258]

🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@conquestmusic]

😢 bro!

[@BeatsWithHooks]

Ha! Thanks a lot man

[@jayjayjoel100]

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[@AndrewBouland-g5p]

Tell me, when did we become us and when did we begin, If you've been there where you have you been, Cause You left me to navigate these stormy waters all on my own oh yes you did, Wear we're you when i was dealing with all traumatic shit as a kid, You could have help me but All you did was in our subconscious mind you hid, You're the bold and cold one you should have been there to defend, Instead you wait tell way to late when I'm literally going off The deep end, Why then you decide to transend, I had this idea that you might be my friend, You know pals to the end, I was thinking together we could get through it all maybe even mend, I am the one that does not care about sin, I am the strong one bu. t your so weak you would not let me in, I'm thinking you just let your emotions run you better off just smothering those feelings tell there dead, Yeah you heard me kill that shit make sure there dead, Instead you sit in the corner holding wounds as you bled, It was me you should have fed, If it wouldn't kill me, thinking you're better off filling your head with some lead, And somthing else, you just let those woman fuck you over and over again, Need to Grow some balls cause if I were there first time of hitting us that shit would never happen again, Cause I would have punched that bitch straight in the chin, Yep, never again, No instead you just keep going back to that, That shit made you weak and that's a fact, Look I'm calm when you're about to crack, I confront, you put shit to the back of your mind as your problems just get stacked,that shit just whack, So now I am here taking control of this ride, My cold expertise I will apply, As you,You will not steal cheat or lie, But I am not you I am I, I Will do what takes to make sure we thrive, Dear self, I'm fully taking over now,cause you can't cope, What you thought it would be for just a little bit, nope, Don't worry we'll never be hit never be broke, don't you worry this shit pWill be dope,

[@user-nt3do6ie9r]

Broken down defeated losing round three left me hanging on the edge barely breathing heart skipping beats im forcing myself to eat each day losing sleep as time flies by like life's on repeat, lifeline falling silent memories of me in the good days pictures no longer in frames they know my name but do they know my face have they felt my pain seen me rise to recognition the times I reached for the skies only to die saying I failed but at least I tried

[@YnwLuner]

bro l did on of ur beats how can l send the song so that u could listen to it maybe u can like it

[@vittybeduchionni]

if i was being honest with myself i wouldn't have any excuses as to why i am not living in a house or working a job the only reason and this is me being real to the facts people just don't want to hire an addict and that is facts something about active addiction turns them off just cuz i am an addict doesn't mean that i am a criminal and that is just me stating facts what ever happened to getting a second chance? yes i have made some mistake in my past but nothing that defines me now! if the people weren't so blinded by the way of the typical junkie then that is why i am were i am and there would be no point in even trying and that is me being honest with myself i know i am not doing very well if i were being honest with myself i i wouldnt be faking a smile right now i just need somebody to listen and feel my vibe and listen to me even if they feel like crying at times cuz of some of the stories i've got to share but that is okay it will only cleanse your soul and teach you to let go like i have learned myself and if i were being honest with myself i could really use a lil help i could really use somebody to listen and i wouldn't be so fucking distant but if i were being honest with myself i probably wont get that chance how many times have i written out pages and written out lines time and time again another picture of mine fading like the time on the clock how much times do i got left i am already about to reach a mid life crisis i am almost forty i am only 36 at the moment but if i were being honest with my self what have i accomplished? and that is me being honest with myself what if this life i have been living is what god meant about you will go to hell when you die hell i believe i am there now and i am alive

[@tris10bol18]

Dam I got cold in my veins Dam I got ghosts in my brain I'm a host for the pain Yes I chose my own lane Heart just froze it's insane Doors closed they don't mean a thing Brought a hammer at it I'ma swing

[@tris10bol18]

I'm a goner hear the angels sing Love my brothers but I got wings So to another universe I'ma swing

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[@16notepads40]

You got days in prison while I got bars in the booth' nah that aint the truth because I record in my room' I dont want a diamond watch I wanna pay off a mortgage or two' Dreamin bout lambo wit assorted hues oranges blues But what I do I get just a porch wit a view because Right now im runnin on fumes' eatin ramen for food dreamin bout what a couple commas could do' It could change my life to if my name got in the News' Rob a brinks truck' because a kingpin wit how Id move' when you aint got a penny fck it what you u really got to lose? Respect or dignity boi go ahead n choose n to who' n let that idea resonate the more that you chew this the moment of truth bein a lone wolve distorted my view

[@kas3r197]

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[@BeatsWithHooks]

I like it as well!

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[@Rodfathers]

Av got memories on top of memories and all these memories are memories of voices telling me that my life is shit and I belong in a cemetery But I put up resistance cause I new that a better life was in the distance And now am more happy than av ever bin I wish I could talk to the old me an tell him how happy that your gonna be but there was no telling him A put a smile on my face a gotta be hard for ma kids a got tattoos on my arms to hide the scars on my wrist I used to be so confused and lonely no reel friends no one used to phone me mum was never there for me she never cared for me life wasn’t that fair for me a never new where ad be

[@alessandropistozzi]

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