Therapy? No he's gonna quietly sob for a few minutes then take a nap
@Bigmoqafan1411 күн бұрын
@@MayorMoqa DAMN IT MOQA! 😭😭😡😡
@Meiiiwoah11 күн бұрын
@@MayorMoqa It's my dad, one moment he's sad and talking about the horrors of being a soldier and the next he's making jokes about fruits.
@Bigmoqafan1411 күн бұрын
@@MayorMoqa Real
@EliseYas11 күн бұрын
thats what i do on a normal Monday.
@Meiiiwoah11 күн бұрын
@@MayorMoqa It's funny, but my dad could have been a comedian instead of a soldier ☹️☹️☹️
@Meiiiwoah11 күн бұрын
It makes me sad to see the trauma Nik has from having blood on his hands, and how this affects him so much.
@MayorMoqa11 күн бұрын
Guys is this a metaphor perchance
@Bigmoqafan1411 күн бұрын
@@MayorMoqa Mayhaps 💀
@Meiiiwoah11 күн бұрын
@@MayorMoqa Being philosophical makes me happy 😞
@CreatrixxxINK11 күн бұрын
@@MayorMoqai understood . his eyes said it all . tyilysm, you do amazing work💜💜💜✨
@Meiiiwoah11 күн бұрын
@@CreatrixxxINK But what 😟-
@birb216111 күн бұрын
poor nik turning into an old man
@Bigmoqafan1411 күн бұрын
LMAO
@EliseYas11 күн бұрын
sadly 😔
@PepperIslazy11 күн бұрын
Ikr 😞
@Caramelll-i8 күн бұрын
He’s still holding on strong😔✊🏽
@F0CAL0R511 күн бұрын
0:55 just because he’s a military man does not mean he can’t get PTSD. i understand how hard this must be for him..
@ToastSniffer12311 күн бұрын
old nik. When he gonna get that hip replacement
@EpicWaffle112811 күн бұрын
STOP-
@WooooooDEPPRESION11 күн бұрын
PLEASE 😭🙏
@tablerizzIer11 күн бұрын
lakaka😢
@astroph3ll11 күн бұрын
The fact that he thought he hurt someone again, even if they weren't innocent and the pain on his face sends me reeling
@HELLOKITTY_1STHEB3ST11 күн бұрын
The fact that Avery started to worry about Nik so much was so adorable 😭❤
@lucidfangirl103011 күн бұрын
You know something wrong when ur husband ignores you. Especially if he usually clingy
@-xxroseplaysxx-190510 күн бұрын
Fr
@SD-Nrules11 күн бұрын
omg Nik’s PTSD and “yOu ShOuLd Be UsEd To It” just like FIGHT ME
@CosmicBoxmic10 күн бұрын
Giggle, you mean bite me. :3
@avemskers10 күн бұрын
@@CosmicBoxmic what?
@Alviiaa10 күн бұрын
@@CosmicBoxmicwhat… 😭😭😭
@PixieMyth10 күн бұрын
@@CosmicBoxmicYEEESSS
@Mavizzzz810 күн бұрын
@@Alviiaa i think its a murder drones reference i could be wrong
@riverpaw0x11 күн бұрын
Poor Nik he still gets flashbacks but glad Avery is there for him throughout it❤
@Theinevitabl311 күн бұрын
Real. I hope he copes with his trauma. I’m praying for our precious. ❤️
@EliseYas11 күн бұрын
COUPLE GOALS 😍
@Theinevitabl311 күн бұрын
REAL. 👏
@sw33t_b3rri3s11 күн бұрын
@@Theinevitabl3 yess
@Alastair_the_one._.11 күн бұрын
The old man "my back"😭😭
@Arybella-w1j11 күн бұрын
Nik is getting the old dad back
@Pawz00011 күн бұрын
0:34bro he looks terrified, i feel so bad 🙁 I know he wants to forget about his military life but gets flashbacks about it daily 😞
@amarii._editzz11 күн бұрын
avery is such a sweetie pie i luv her sm omdss
@SillyLilJesterWithABowTie11 күн бұрын
Nikolai saying "MAH BACK" fills you with determination ❤
@ITZ_KAYYYY-m2d11 күн бұрын
0:11 that looks like that black haired guy in “look what he did to me..” ur vid from kinda a while ago but idk maybe it’s just me
@missmonaca11 күн бұрын
0:49 I love how worried she is for him it shows she cares
@SophieSheridan-p9q11 күн бұрын
Avery being so understanding and supportive is so sweet ❤
@macattack931811 күн бұрын
It’s so sad like the ptsd he has of being in the military. I also think the phrase “blood on your hands” would be quite literal. He feels guilty of the blood on his hands went it wasn’t his fault, and that kinda hurts my soul he doesn’t deserve it imo :((
@pebblelol11 күн бұрын
sigh this is extremely sad but i want ti appreciate the depth and lore to nik hes such a good character
@oreofilling175111 күн бұрын
The amount of traumatic experiences he had to endure in it all and till this day he looks at his hands with blood like he’s the monster still man give this guy a some peace Avery is always looking out for him Avery is a amazing fiancé 😭❤️❤️✊
@sw33t_b3rri3s11 күн бұрын
MY POOR BABYYY 😭 but in all seriousness its so sad bc of the trauma he has from being in the military, i hope this doesn't happen again 😔(i love u videos smmm!!)
@fw_marr11 күн бұрын
Bruce is my everything.
@Kitastic11 күн бұрын
I Love how you balance silly with reality so much, a lot of people do not go into how traumatic being in the military actually is Especially if you quit
@cherr1_bomb10 күн бұрын
It hurts to think about how the military did the best things and the worst things for him in life. He gained a beautiful wife and child but it took away his ability to not fear certain things and it took Mei from us (ill never ever forget that). poor nik
@KatherineJohnson-u4y11 күн бұрын
the way his last name was Makarov... it makes me think of Call of Duty... 😂😂😂
@IrisRoze11 күн бұрын
That was my first thought lol
@EpicWaffle112811 күн бұрын
IM ABSORBING THIS LORE *absorbs lore*
@The_ADHD_Girl11 күн бұрын
THANK YOU FOR FEEDING US MOQA👏👏👏
@Blessencetaylor772811 күн бұрын
Nik looks so adorable. I bet he is traumatized from the blood on his hand.❤❤
@tokastory9111 күн бұрын
Poor nick he shouldn't be used to it 😔🤚🏼 0:44
@kyl0s.br41n10 күн бұрын
“You were a military man, you should be used to it” Okay, but does that mean he wants it?
@WaitNahImSippinOnFanta11 күн бұрын
RIGHY AWAY, BADDIE NIK. edit: nvm i feel bad.
@Foxtail_valley2310 күн бұрын
0:40 that’s actually so rude to say some one, especially when they have trauma 😢 poor baby Niko
@momther11 күн бұрын
im convinced moqa has a wheel that decides whether its gonna be angst or not and we're usually really lucky with iy
@Winter3-m3z11 күн бұрын
Bro is having a dad's back now 💀😭
@KyleGarricksWife10 күн бұрын
Nah Nik got back problems AND his PTSD kicked in?? Unc’s gettin’ a handful today
@Daisy-uh9rm11 күн бұрын
Poor Nik, even after a long time as officer, he still remembers the war and trauma that came along with it. I hope he’s okay :(
@1nSaneY3h11 күн бұрын
Hopefully he’s ok, it’s not easy getting over something like that.
@_PixelPeaches11 күн бұрын
I will forever love ur content, been a supporter since day 1 💪🏻😼
@V0ices611 күн бұрын
I like how u made your characters from the military have trauma because it just brings the story more to life (at the same time it makes me wanna cry because it's srsly sad)
@jaylee_dreamer10 күн бұрын
Is anyone going to talk about the hashtag?
@PandaFrogg10 күн бұрын
You know Nik is old when his back hurts lmao
@Y2K...ST4RS11 күн бұрын
The way he tries so desperately to get the blood off as fast as he can is so sad. MOQAX WHY 😭
@lma757711 күн бұрын
Poor nik. I feel so bad for him and his trauma. The look on his face when he saw the blood was so sad 😭😭…. 58 Minutes Ago Is Awesome. But seriously, I feel awful for nik….
@xcrosslan820711 күн бұрын
No one should ever get used to seeing blood the military is traumatizing poor Nik 😢
@Lucifurrz11 күн бұрын
Niks the type of guy to get a hip replacement and keep his old bone to use as a staff like that one old dude
@JxNtwd11 күн бұрын
Bro poor bbg. Not only is he traumatized ×2 but now he's becoming an old man
@S4G3-C0R311 күн бұрын
no bc the shot of him staring at his hands in the sink deadass made me tear up
@knoxire11 күн бұрын
Seeing a character with well portrayed PTSD makes me so happy I don’t know why, I believe it could be from the fact of its past, but who knows
@Ixeli-lw8yn11 күн бұрын
SOMEONE GIVE THIS MAN A HUG, AND A LOT OF AVERYS
@gummybear111211 күн бұрын
Despite us Nik being iconic and a coquette queen, I feel bad for him.
@shadw_677911 күн бұрын
Nik: "ahh...good old trauma...👨🦳🥲"
@Cozey_Posey10 күн бұрын
More or less, Nik has PTSD and it’s tough to live with, triggers, memories, feelings of loss and pain, it’s not fun and I feel bad for him
@SillySimonX11 күн бұрын
*Cries* poor nik, hes getting ptsd :( Everyone being excited till they fully watch it has me cackling 😭😭
@MillieDragon62510 күн бұрын
poor Nik frfr but damn his trauma was crazy :( ❤❤❤
@AAAAanamus-edits11 күн бұрын
Poor nik, he has gone through so much:(
@christopherlenette436011 күн бұрын
Bro somebody gave him a hug 😭😭
@PaperLoser-gv4wb10 күн бұрын
“Augh my back” You and me old timer, spine pain go crazy
@briannahstewart128511 күн бұрын
lowkey wanna see more of his vulnerable side
@Scream_4U110 күн бұрын
Poor Nik has PTSD :(
@Frostomii11 күн бұрын
Poor Nik D: Avery gonna comfort with kisses and cuddles
@OlieThePumpkin11 күн бұрын
*Cutely turns into alpha demon mode*
@L0ST_1N2L1FE11 күн бұрын
THE ATTENTION TO THE ASPECT OF NIKS PTSD FROM BEING IN THE MILITARY IS MWA
@Dti_biitxy10 күн бұрын
I love how Moqa is like all the comments (I feel so bad for Nik! Also I love ur art and vids!)
@sweetdreamix11 күн бұрын
THE FLASHBACKS MOQA WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO US 😭😭😭😭
@xielian_IT_HURTS10 күн бұрын
"Ugh my back" me after leaning forward drawing and reading for hours then wondering where the pain is coming from
@ILOVECHOSOSM11 күн бұрын
HOLY MOLY I LOVE WATCHING YOUR VIDEOS SM YOUR SO GOOD AT EDITING❤❤❤
@bilIology11 күн бұрын
NNNOOO THE WAY IT SHOWED A FLASHBACK FOR A SECOND IM SOBBING ☹️
@Amyluvstoanimate10 күн бұрын
0:40 I feel bad for Nik seeing him have trauma after the military and all that..
@Weirdkid_weirdo11 күн бұрын
Poor nik😕 he still have trauma 😭 poor thing
@aalineaa11 күн бұрын
no matter how many times you wash you’ll never really get rid of it.
@AreYouBonita.11 күн бұрын
he got a flashback for sure…poor Nik ☹️
@KNOTTY-0111 күн бұрын
poor nikolai, man.. trauma really hard to get over. i believe in you 👍
@percyyval11 күн бұрын
Nik having a lady macbeth moment (i cant tell if the blood is real while hes washing his hands or if he already washed them out during the arrest and hes imagining sh!t idk)
@nokiasnumbskulls10 күн бұрын
"guys is this a metaphor perchance" -moqa replying to someone's comment. i think the metaphor of the blood on his hands is the guilt he feels from hurting so many people in the miltary. no matter how many times he scrubs the blood from his hands, it stains him, like he can't shake the guilt. he feels he always has the blood of others on his hands. the criminal stabbed someone, so the blood is, presumably, theirs. nik had an innocent person's blood on his hands, even though it wasn't his fault. the trauma sticks with him like the blood stains his hands, even if it's not always his fault.
@MeilenLeee-nn6kp11 күн бұрын
I’m not crying you are😭😭
@-Crunchy_Lemons-11 күн бұрын
0:05 *_"damn he getting old-"_*
@Bee3vmr11 күн бұрын
NICKK :(( My heart aches for him bro, so glad he has avery
@livinginalittlewonderlandd11 күн бұрын
the way he doesn't really care anymore, just wants to get it over with
@pumpkin_.1-0111 күн бұрын
niks face as he washes his bloody hands just makes me feel someway
@TheoneANDonly.Josh28811 күн бұрын
Nik yo back wouldn’t hurt if you didn’t think you were in men in black boy Also Moq you represent ptsd so well… as someone with ptsd I see you and I appreciate you 😊🙌
@Bigmoqafan1411 күн бұрын
Oh, naur, military flashbacks! 😭😭😭
@edennnxoxo11 күн бұрын
aw, i can sense the PTSD thru the screen from this 😞😢
@pr3tty_g0rl10 күн бұрын
This is the only family online i keep up with
@fnaf_fan_198311 күн бұрын
Bruce pls. don't make our BABY cry.
@Klee.the.destroyer11 күн бұрын
When did we forget that the military traumatizes people, Bruce 😔
@moonlxll11 күн бұрын
it’s okay nik we both have back issues
@Ilovewaffles-X311 күн бұрын
Seeing his face like that made me so sad :(
@kerimorrisonn11 күн бұрын
seeing nik having blood on his hands and having trauma about it is so sad 😞
@LifeOfLillyGrace11 күн бұрын
This somehow triggers ptsd from watching him in the military too 😰😭😭
@bllaz..111 күн бұрын
Nik needa get his senior card now
@artisticfeinllows11 күн бұрын
Aww idk if hes getting PTSD or is just upset 😕
@Whatisthisgremlin11 күн бұрын
I DIED when bro said “my back”
@CalliePottorff9 күн бұрын
Bruce better cout his days ..
@theoddsmiley6 күн бұрын
0:40 "You should b used to it" *cough cough* PTSD existes *cough cough*
@MikaTheHazbinandHelluvaFan11 күн бұрын
I thought it was boutta show that Nik was the one who got stabbed.. ty for making him have flashbacks instead of that Moqa!