Get ready with me | Let's go to the farmer's market | Continuing to share the hard moments of grief

[@mrsc1952]

You are not alone sweet Stephanie. Many of us are hugging you in our hearts. You are loved and prayed for.

[@alittleblessedlife]

I appreciate that. Thank you

[@cheryllawrence2652]

⁠@@alittleblessedlifeYes we are crying and hugging you Stephanie! 🥹 Timmy was such a sweetheart! I loved to hear him sing the old spiritual songs. Many of them my Mom and I used to sing in church when I was growing up! Never doubt that you could have done more for him because from what I saw you went above and beyond in taking care of him! 🙏🏽 You are an amazing young lady! Be Encouraged and Trust God to get through it all!!🫶🏽🤗😇

[@juliegilman1734]

Congratulations on your weight loss! You are doing great! Your grieving is normal! Take all the time you need to heal from your terrible loss! It is a very sad time for you and I am sure it is difficult! One day at a time Stephanie you will get through this and Timmy will never be forgotten! His faith in God was amazing!😢💞

[@PamWarwick]

Don’t rush yourself on getting rid of anything that was Timmy’s. Give yourself time to grieve. You were a great wife to Timmy and I know he knew that. This is a great video, Stephanie. 🙏❤️

[@mountainhopeband]

Aw, Stephanie! My heart goes out to you so much. I cried along with you. It was so precious to see the footage of you and Timmy in 2022, so happy together. I know you miss him more than words. After my mom died, I kept her recliner for years. I would sit in it and that was one of my favorite places to pray. Mom did so much praying in that chair. I still have her purse and the stuff she had in it when she died in 2012. My Daddy died in 2000, and I still have his wallet and his banjo is one of my most cherished possessions. Thank God for the dear memories we have of our departed loved ones, and I am so thankful we don't sorrow as those who have no hope. We will see them again, my friend. One day, this life and all these tears will be left behind, and we will be gathered with them around God's throne. Until then, may He comfort your hurting heart.

[@carolynridlon3988]

PS: it took my mom 2-3 years to finally feel able to let go of dad's stuff. So don't feel bad. 😢 We all go thru grief in different ways & time frame.

[@pataustin1977]

I lost my husband 31 years ago, and it's something you never ever really get over but life does go on, and we can have a good life!

[@judyhead6602]

Stephanie, don't feel obligated to get rid of anything of Timmy's. You will know when that time is to move forward. Take time to grieve and reminisce of the love you had between you. ❤

[@nancywindbigler6434]

Talking about Timmys drawer brought me to tears. Time, let yourself grieve.

[@janedixon2891]

You are not alone. It can take years to part with things of our loved one that’s passed. Don’t ever feel you have to at any point. You’ll know when it’s time. Until then, cry for his absence and smile for all the years spent together. Sending you all the love, peace, and prayer. ❤

[@carolynridlon3988]

Love any video you put together. (Really like the thrift store ones 😉) I've noticed that this year has been hard on many of the people I follow on YT (deaths, health issues, divorces, miscarriage,...) But we all can go to our Lord for comfort & ❤ as we grow from these items. I've been thru several in my 63 years (death of family - especially a horrible car accident taking my father, health issues,.. ) but God has seen me thru all and there will be joy in the end. Hope that last nights major storms passed by your place & you are safe. From your Paducah KY fan!

[@shirleydunn8050]

That’s how I found your channel through Merina mentioning you. It’s so lovely when KZbinrs recommend other creators. Your fur babies adore you! X

[@kathylezcano8793]

Those memories That you have Timmy will always be with you. The Lord will give you the strength. And I know it's Hard, but Timmy would not want you sad. You're always in my prayers. Love you, Stephanie.❤❤❤ Your friend cathy

[@ItsMe-kw3ph]

Oh I love the boot barn what fun. I am glad you started this channel. I think a greif is not talked about enough. Greif is different for everyone. You are a very special person to share this with us. When Timmy passed and I saw the video., I about hit the floor. I had just found out my husband has stage 4 lung cancer. I was heart broken for you and for my self. And as you gathered your strength and my husband's health has declined I realized that I was starting to greive what is to come. I believe that God has big plans for you young lady. What you are show is real not sugar coated. Its life and life can be very hard at times. God brings us where we need to be for a moment or a season and its a work in progress. Thank you for bringing me along with you💜

[@Debbie.4263]

Stephanie Anything you post is a blessing to many and I think also a healing blessing to you. You and Timmy were blessed with many good times and wonderful memories and you made Timmy's tough times less of a struggle for him by simply loving him unconditionally. Unconditional love is the most wonderful gift a person can give. Hugs, love, and prayers Debbie

[@elainerobertson7329]

My husband has been gone a year and a half and I just went thru and donated his clothes. It was difficult, but n ecessary. I totally redecorated the room that he had been using. I had it painted and it looks beautiful. God bless you in your life. Go at your pace. You are a beautiful young woman!

[@kathygarcia903]

My dear dear friend, you are such a good person , he's there with you, I'm crying with you baby girl , so sweet , Timmy was the best

[@kathleens.laroche754]

Grieving is hard. Huge hug.❤️

[@angesews8110]

That was my sons favorite cologne. I nearly lost my son in a bad accident he was in ICU for months. I was lucky he pulled through. I know how you feel. Tears are good xxxxxx

[@ariannestavoli4422]

I am a person who is comforted or reminded of something due to scent as well. I can relate to how you feel in so many ways. I still have my dads clothes tree with his jackets on it as well as his slippers and random things. He passed 2 year's ago. I still remember seeing him on the step of his home where i now live with my son,was the last time I saw him before he passed away 2 weeks after from covid. Grief has no end date sadly and its at the moment's i feel parts of him are slipping away i smell his cologne or hug his jacket. Comfort in the little things.❤

[@nancytraynor4593]

Stephanie it's still so fresh it will get easier. This is your time to grieve the way you need to. I've been thru it. My Husband passed 2013. He also had disabilities from a motorcycle accident and n he stayed in bed a lot watching TV all the time. Years later he had cancer. I also felt maybe I could have done this or that n would beat myself up about it. It is gut reaching. But in time it does get better. I know he is with the Lord and no longer suffering and one day I'll see him again. Just know time heals. God is good!

[@Athomewithkay]

Thanks for this video Stephanie. Thank you for being so open and transparent. I’m still praying for you. God is holding you in the palm of his hand.❤ remy and rosie❤️❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@susanmcgowen5177]

Don’t worry about not moving his things out. It takes time and make sure you are ready. It is all hard with grief. You are doing the best you possibly can. I think you are very brave. He was lucky to have your love.

[@janegraves8200]

My husband always wore Jovan musk. He's been gone 14 years, and that smell still brings tears to my eyes. I would love a little blessed t-shirt. Something to think about.

[@zenstitch9972]

Oh Stephanie...you just verbalized how we feel when we lose someone. I really like your makeup. The music you put with the cats was perfect!

[@karengresham1797]

So good to see you Stephanie. Praying for you hon.

[@monicadrew5140]

No girl your not alone. We all have that one thing to remind us of our love one. My mom had a lift chair is was leather. After a few months I I would just lift it to hear a squeak, but then it domed on me she wasn’t coming back to sit in it so it had to go. It was bittersweet but I feel better with it gone but I see the spot it was in everyday. That memory oh her in it will always remain ❤❤❤

[@MrsAlmaTrumble]

I just recently found your channels and Mernia's. I feel like God recommended y'alls channels for a reason. My thoughts and prayers are with you as you continue to grieve. I lost my mother-in-law in 2018 and still grieve her loss. She was my best friend.

[@justthefacts982]

I love farmers markets! Grwm i never watch but i really enjoy yours. Honestly I'd watch anything you post. I so like the way you do videos.

[@VickiFriedrich]

I am praying for you in your grief. So sorry your Timmy left this earth. You r amazing and so is he. You will see him again one day! ❤

[@lanamattox45]

I love the Thrive stick eyeshadow and the Mascara is great!

[@alittleblessedlife]

I really want to try the mascara

[@michellemurphy1375]

I’m so thankful you started this channel. I feel your hurt deeply. I lost my husband of 31 yrs two yrs ago. He was a good man like Timmy. I still have days like you’re having. My heart hurts for you. My advice, like you said in this video, stay busy. Nights are the hardest for me. Please know you’re not alone. You’re part of club now that none of us ever wanted to be in. Loves and prayers for you ❤

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thank you, Michelle. I'm so sorry for your loss as well. I appreciate your prayers.

[@brightpurpleviking]

How did you finally get the cat to stop trying to bolt outside? We rescued an older kitten and we can’t get him to stop trying to get outside. He’s not afraid of anything, unfortunately! I loved this whole video, including the get ready part. Thank you for sharing your struggles too! It helps me so much.

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thank you!! My cats still try to escape every chance they get. It's a constant battle.

[@patriciabonner7317]

Stephanie remember you are not alone.You have many friends here,also a wonderful family and most of all Jesus. Merina is the best and obviously cares very much for you I enjoy getting ready videos. Your weight loss is amazing and it shows! Keep up the good work!❤

[@brendastover8761]

I know how you feel regarding the things you could have done differently for Timmy. We lost our beautiful special needs daughter 6 years ago. We had her with us for 46 years. I still think of what I might have done differently. However, those moments have lessoned and I focus more on the beauty of out life while we had her. You will reach a point where there are more beautiful memories and less of what more could you have done. Prayers for strength and healing.

[@deannaoverstreet4146]

Thank you Stephanie! God bless you! Love both of your channel

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thank you so much!

[@terryslaughter1409]

When my loved one passed away, I had to put his picture in another room. I needed a break from crying and constantly. Every one is different. I completely understand 😢

[@user-ui1zv8bd4y]

I am glad the kitties do not break your pretty and well loved collection of crockery. Actually glad they are there to make you smile in your sadness You never have to part or not part with anything. No timelines. I pray you consider counseling and medication if you need it. This is real, raw and recent Stephanie followed with this big loss of Bonnie now. You are loved and prayed for. You loved and were loved deeply.

[@brenda7799]

Thank you for sharing your feelings Stephanie. I like to think that we’re helping you by just listening. Only you will know when it’s time to deal with Timmy’s things. I’m sure there will be things you’ll keep forever. I love the new channel. God bless you girl. See you Sunday.

[@alittleblessedlife]

Yes! Thank you!

[@curban616]

It’s hard to like a video when you are so sad and going through so much. You are loved! ❤️ I have a bottle of my Moms cologne, that smell reminds me of her and it’s been 10 years since she has been gone.

[@sherrybaird570]

God is so Faithful in our time of need when some sometimes we are not. Praying for you every day and in between if God lays you on my heart. Love Love Your videos

[@carolyngarcia4501]

You give yourself as much time as you need in your grieving journey. Jesus is holding your precious hand. Bless you dear girl. Keeping you in prayer daily.

[@dianneC1979]

🙏❤🙏

[@ParamountDisney_AP]

I'm so proud of you and your weight loss journey. I'm amazed that you've lost 80lbs. You look fantastic!! I love spending time with you and I'm excited to see you twice a week now. ❤

[@barbaradamron5293]

HI Stephanie. I love the videos with you and Timmy. Good times and wonderful memories. Take your time with the chair. You will know wnen its time, if ever! What a wonderful blessing that go fund me was. God was definitely providing for you in your time of need. 🙌 We all love you and are here with a listening ear and open heart. God bless you!!

[@jaynebrown693]

We had a very bad snow and wind storm about 1 or 2 years after my parents died, it took 3 of my Dad’s pine trees ( big pine trees) down and crushed his cute chicken house that he had built ( there were actually 2 identical chicken houses ) They had windows, window boxes with flowers, fancy doors and steps, my Mother didn’t want chicken houses in the backyard ( we live in the middle of a small town) …the cutest chicken houses you could imagine he built. When I saw what had happened, I went to my knees like I had watched my Dad die again. How I understand those DEEP SEEDED MEMORIES, EMOTIONS, ETC…. hanging onto items they touched. My Mother’s amazing cologne I can’t throw out, one of her coats ( one of many she had ) but one still has a tissue in it, she always would make sure to have one in the pocket ! A tissue??? I can’t throw it out! It’s been 20 years. God will give you the grace and ability to let things go when it is time. Some people say things a few months after the loss of our loved ones, and you can tell either they haven’t experienced the loss of a close loved one ( spouse, child, sibling or parent) or they have and they think there is a “right or wrong way” to grieve. No there is not a right or wrong, there is ONLY YOUR WAY, the one God places on our hearts. God knows our hearts, He knows our pain, our loneliness, our sorrow. Sometimes I think it was a mistake to move into my family home. It has been 20 years, I don’t see my siblings, we live in the same small town, maybe it is too hard for them to come here and not see” Mom’s House” or “ their family home” ? I think it keeps me in the same place…grieving and not living, but I love this home. Holidays are the worse…this house would be filled with the whole family, grandkids, etc….now it is silent. I understand that silence and it is extremely hard. I wait for 4pm to hit and then I’m okay on holidays …. It means we have past the hours of when it was busy and I made it. 😢 Our memories are not erased when we lose our loved ones. I’m like you with the “smell” and memories. I am so thankful you have so much of Timmy in your videos and his singing. I miss my Mother and Father’s voices. I hear people talk about the loss of their loved ones and how they have been gone longer than they were alive and I think about that and I can’t imagine. Grief is a road we walk alone, everyone is different with now it affect us. It is like our road to salvation. It is a narrow road and no one on it is in the same grow or acceptance. Pray…pray…pray to our Heavenly Father Stephanie, His arms are wide open for you. Cry and call to Him….. He will comfort and hold you up. I know you probably already are. He WILL MEET YOU where you are sweet soul. He will🙏 Sending big hugs, saying prayers for comfort and you are truly loved and we hurt for you and this journey that you are walking. We cherish the smile and laugh you give us….but we understand the brokenness of sorrow and we cry with you. ❤️🙏❤️

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thank you so much, my friend. I'm sorry you've suffered so much loss and even more sorry for the loneliness you seem to find in a home that you love so much. You're always so kind to me and it makes me sad to think that such a sweet person isn't surrounded by loved ones, especially on holidays. I'm sending you ((big hugs)). Thank you as always for your prayers.

[@vickiingram4743]

You go ahead and grieve in your own time and way. I can relate to the scents of cologne. When I smell Opium either on someone or at a store counter I cry because it's what my mom wore. Smells are so powerful. I'm happy you feel safe to share your deepest feelings on your channel. We all hurt for you and miss Timmy. It does my heart so good to see and hear him at the end of your videos. You 2 made such a great team. And I know I speak for many when I say it was our privilege to show our love for you and TImmy by blessing you in your gofundme acct. So happy you accepted it and allowed us to share our love for you both.

[@melissad417]

Thank you for sharing. It takes a lot to share your loss. God Bless you

[@SharleneInnes]

When my Dad passed away, I carried his wallet in my purse with me for a couple of months (asked my mom first of course). Everytime I looked in my purse I saw it an felt his warmth. Anytime I missed him, I reached in and held it in my hands. Hugs n love. Mom and I just finished this video.

[@karenbobrowski1285]

80lbs down! That’s an amazing accomplishment. Don’t beat yourself up, it’s ok to slip once in a while. I don’t know what your weight loss goal is, just keep doing what you’re doing, you’ll get there.❤

[@kellyhendry6447]

Stephanie....You are loved and prayed for ... god is with you and so are we 😇❤❤🙏

[@hardywhitehead501]

Stephanie, I’m 76 and I wear shorts. It’s too hot to do otherwise. I too am an emotional eater. I am up and down with 5 pounds but hey, that’s ok with me. I love your videos (all of them) and look forward to seeing you every week. Take care of yourself and try not to be hard on yourself. Hugs Betty. 🥰🥰🙏🙏😘🌹

[@shirleydunn8050]

That farmers market was SO lovely. I’d wear some of Timmy’s cologne if I was you as it does go off. X

[@Whipit910]

Girl, You're so inspiring.... Thank you for just being you! I feel your pain as so many others I see in the comments. Feeling all of them. I just put my Mother on hospice.

[@reneeroundy214]

Blessings to you from southern Utah. Love your videos and your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. Keep your moving forward. I love Timmy's singing.❤

[@cathybroome7586]

❤❤❤ you were there for Timmy!!! My heart hurts for you. I wish I had some beautiful words to make it better. Lean on the Lord....but you know that already ❤❤❤.

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thank you!

[@felicialong6546]

People greave in different ways. If you never take Timmy’s chair out, that’s ok. His cologne will always bring you back to him and all the memories that come with it. Smells do that for me to. I will be praying for you❤️

[@Sharon-u7l]

You are so sweet. And honest.

[@beverlywhitaker5790]

Thank you for you sweet message, I was so blessed to be his mama and cherish every memory!!!!

[@dianaw451]

God bless you. For Timmy’s chair, you may want to store it at a friend or family’s house for now because in the future, maybe in a few years, you may want the chair at your home for fond memories when you are ready.

[@barbaraniemeyer1706]

You will know when you are ready to let go of certain things. No rush. ❤

[@marilynweist2645]

God bless your poor broken heart hon! Don’t make any changes until you know In your heart that you’re ready to! I wish that I could do something to help you! Cry when you feel the need, laugh when you need to! God bless you sweet child of God!

[@freedomintruth8260]

God bless you sister Stephanie 🙏🏻❤️

[@stellacrowe3813]

I hope you are feeling better. Thanks for sharing. I know it's really hard Timmy's love will never leave you sweetheart. Blessings to you ❤

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thank you

[@pamd4068]

❤😊💔 I love your channel for so many reasons. I truly love how honest and real you are. I enjoyed the farmers market and in meeting everyone there. Your friend is so sweet. My heart is with you. I truly know the pain. Hugs!

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thank you!!

[@lynnette3020]

I CAN NOT GET TO YOUR AMAZON STORE FRONT, WOULD LOVE TO SEE IT. LOVE YOUR VIDEOS, YOUR DOING GREAT!! I KEEP PRAYING FOR YOU

[@pamvatthauer7917]

Hugs and love to you Steph. Thank you for sharing and being so real. God bless you. Good to hear your stories. You have good memories thankfully.

[@coracarp3819]

My father in law died over 20 years ago, when he died, he had a 20 dollar bill in his wallet. My mother in law passed away 20 years after he did. That twenty dollar bill ,was still in his wallet, the day she passed away. When you are ready, you will be able to decide, what you want to keep and what you choose not too. Prayers for you! You are a wonderful person. God Bless

[@Psalm3124]

Take your time Stephanie in departing and removing things that belonged to Timmy. Take your time, everyone's grief journey is different. Be patient with yourself and take YOUR time in healing your heart. The Lord knows the time it will take for you to walk this journey. My husband passed away after a long debilitating illness at a relatively young age. I understand. I'm so thankful that you are being transparent about the process. Please know that it WILL get better as you continue to trust and walk each day with the Lord. He is by your side precious lady.

[@monabryan7915]

Who wouldn’t want to watch your videos ❤ You’re such a lovely person🌹

[@alittleblessedlife]

You are so kind

[@bevsprague1731]

What a good friend. Not having insurance is so sad.😊

[@barbaraburnam1748]

Sweet friend you don’t have to get rid of things … maybe never. Just take a day at a time, grief is different for everyone. Prayers for you my dear 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@anneadkins4403]

Awwwwe hugs! Lord bless you!

[@marycaldiran5659]

44:10 means nothing , praying for you sweet girl 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@KathyHollister]

I almost got rid of my hubby's chair, for the exact same reasons. But , now I sit in it and sometimes sleep in it. Its become a comfort for me now. Praying for you.

[@Doloresgbryant]

Bless your sweet heart.

[@rosalinddurfee5311]

80 lbs? That's absolutely fantastic! Congratulations 🎊

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thank you!! 😊

[@lyndaprice4425]

Bless you sweet girl when your ready I understand loosing my husband and two younger daughters it's hard and it's going to be hard for a long time I miss Timmy as well his sweet voice and smile .May our blessed lord lay his hand on you and give you peace.sending lots of love and hugs.

[@pattysylvester8470]

Hi Stephanie, I’ve been following you on your other channel for awhile and I admire you so much for your bravery and sweet personality. You have gone through a lot for such a young lady so don’t be hard on yourself and give yourself time to heal from the loss of Timmy. You have a big fan here in California. Hugs! 💕🌷💕

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thanks so much, Patty.

[@pamvatthauer7917]

Wow Steph your makeup does look sooooooo good. You make it look so easy. Cute look girl.

[@justthefacts982]

We lost my mom in 2000 at 58 years old. My dad in 2012. All her things were exactly as she left them. Even her purse sat in the same spot for 12 years. After dad passed we had to clear both their things

[@janicekrech8052]

Nights are the most difficult for me. I choose to go to bed early and get up early. This helps me avoid the widow evening scenario. I am a senior. Three years a widow after 45 year of marriage. Your utube channel is very helpful. You are young with an old soul. I am elderly but I feel you have alot to offer to help all ages, just as Timmy did. Thank you for your open heart.

[@kathycassell590]

Stephanie you have the sweetest heart just love your honesty So much of your life stuff reminds me of my life with my first husband he had diabetes and was on dialysis for 3 years it started with hemo dialysis which he hated then paratieal that we did at home for 18 months he was 41 when his body gave out. I so understand the emotional rollercoaster but I promise it will get better and you will have more good memories than emotional breakdowns I love the Timmy moments in your videos he was such a beautiful blessing an those precious dimples Hang in ther sweetheart you are a blessing ❤

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thank you, Kathy.

[@mssarahc4085]

Honey I miss Timmy also, I Loved his Voice, and he was the most humble Man I ever met,

[@sharonclarke8683]

I love all your vidios stephanie so i dont mind what your doing because you are such a beautiful person,sending loads of love and hugs from the uk❤❤

[@jodyschultz5904]

I understand about the chair ! love you

[@soniaquintanilla3280]

I enjoyed the trip to the farmers market and those cupcakes looked yummy. Merina is a blessing. Continued prayers Stephanie for strength and comfort. Blessings!

[@stephrossbrown2792]

Those cupcakes were so pretty! Wow!

[@alittleblessedlife]

They are!

[@christimcmillian804]

It's okay to grieve and my case I lost my parents and over in time it got easy I have my moments that I grieve passing of my parents my parents have been gone over 30 years and my heart is still not hole still this day😢 you're still in my prayers and thoughts may God be with you and the people that watches you on a daily basis is with you as well❤

[@lynnkelley9276]

I love both of your channels. I lost my husband last year in February to covid and my daughter in October to a heart attack. i know what you're feeling and I can relate. My prayers are with you.

[@alittleblessedlife]

Oh, I'm so sorry. Bless your heart. I'll be praying for you as well.

[@terryfelty5057]

I am praying for you, hang in there girl,be strong, you got this, even though you are down right now!God's got more beautiful things for you to still have, and do !It's coming around the corner ok!You are so precious!!Just keep looking up!

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thank you, I will

[@katherineleavitt7275]

Stephanie when you mentioned smells I cried. I have a almost empty bottle of our daughters body lotion in my bathroom. I can't bear to get rid of it because it smell like our Jennifer. I've told you about Jennifer, losing her in 2015 to a pulmonary embolism like Timmy. Her blood clot started at her wrist, she had a total of 6 surgeries to amputate her fingers on that arm. After having all the surgeries and coming home she died 2 days later calling 911 telling them she couldn't breathe, by the time the paramedics got to her it was too late. I understand your terrible grief as I still can't throw away her cream because that belonged to her. Keep Timmy's things as long as you need to as they carry his memory in them. Lots of love. Kathy

[@alittleblessedlife]

I understand, Kathy. It's a bittersweet thing to take the bottle out smell something that brings back so many memories and emotions. I'm so sorry you've suffered such a terrible loss.

[@mrssanders8047]

When my husband passed I couldn't look at his photographs, it hurt too much. I turned them face-down. In time it became easier to see them.I understand about being alone with the quiet surrounding me. But God is here and also with you❤

[@wandadelacruz2486]

Hi Stephanie, Wether is your DIY’s or Vlogs I enjoy your videos. Rosie wants self care too 😂 - Blessings

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thank you!!

[@mickeyweichner3718]

I'm glad that your doing this. I think it's a good way to help you heal. I understand stand the up and downs of emotions. I have gone through what your going through. Your furbabies are going to help. I had a dog when I went through it and boy did she helped. She got me into walking. Sending healing prayers for you and a hug filled with love.

[@Justmee90]

This was a nice vlog. I love how long it was, too!

[@alittleblessedlife]

Glad you enjoyed!

[@reneenelson7978]

Grief is a process so take it easy. He wasn't alone Jesus was there with him, you can tell by the songs he sang. Love you.

[@ritaking8827]

When it’s time, you let the “things” go. There is no timetable, but, don’t hold onto things that make you sad. You have so many good memories and it’s ok to let the things that hurt go. You might want to try to just maybe to take his chair out to your storage before you decide to let it go. Thrift yourself a new chair, something that when you sit on it,you feel happy. But, only when your ready. I loved getting ready with you part of your video, I put some things in my Amazon cart! Your nail polish you had on in this video, and the last is beautiful, you need to tell us what kind it is! I love nail polish. Stephanie your doing good. You might need to tell your Dr that you are not sleeping, or maybe get some over the counter tablets to help you sleep. I understand, my husband is disabled and he is up and down all night and day. I don’t remember what it’s like to sleep all night. It would do you good to get a normal all night sleeping pattern. Your doing good Stephanie we are all here for you, we love you! And those fur babies! Ohh what would we do without them! God Bless you ❤✝️🙏

[@danafrasier5060]

Bless you...keep it all...

[@miriamhill6531]

Love your videos remember God is always with you stay strong and enjoy life remember we're here for you❤️

[@alittleblessedlife]

I appreciate that

[@marymiller8280]

Good morning stephanie enjoy seeing your get ready with me. I use to wear make up but right now it melts off my face here in georgia. Too hot. Griefing is different for everyone listen to your heart when it comes to timmys belongings that is your choice. Go easy on yourself. Much love and hugs to ya ❤

[@lauragarrette9220]

Hi Stephanie u are such a sweetheart 💗 I pray for u to always be safe and happy 😊 God bless always. Laura

[@colleenhurley9195]

the popcorn man....veteran owned and operated

[@alittleblessedlife]

Thank you, Colleen. I'm so sorry for the loss of your son. I'm glad his pillow brings you some comfort.