BANG YONGGUK [방용국] - AM

[@laurasanya]

the part when Yongguk said he wanted to go back to his grandfather's arms really hit me, because it made me think that he did want to kill himself at some point and reunite with his grandfather who sadly passed away a few years ago (he also mentioned about pills so it is implied that he probably had suicidal thoughts and may still have depression...)

[@sapphireyuki3284]

When I first heard this song I cried so hard. I was heartbroken for hours. They are too amazing to go through that things they did. It's not fair. Zelo even made a song about this too. It's called "No Title" but unlike Bang's song it's rage. The lawsuit seriously broke his innocence. It makes me so sad to know how much Zelo was forced to grow up. It's really not fair that the nicest people get hurt the most. I'm blessed that I got to see them in concert. I really hope my boys never have to go through such an extreme case of sadness like that. Even though TS is doing better I hope they leave when their contract is up.

[@RonneyK]

Thank you so much for the reaction! Oh, this song means a lot. He realised it during their hiatus, their company didn't know about it. And I remember I cried so hard, when MV came out. It's really important, that he shared his thoughts with us. He said "My fans hold my hands, so I won't fall", and I don't know how anybody could leave him during this hard time. Oh, ok... Sorry. I just remembered these days. Anyway, thank you again! Glad you're in our fandom now ^ ^

[@blackspyritymk6937]

AM 4:44 has the best lyrics in the world. ~ everyone can relate

[@cnsun17]

Thank you for your compassion for BYG. Your the best 💕 BAP mentioned at the end of their world tour concert they were coming back with an album soon. I can't wait for it and there should be solo songs from the members. I hope its out for Xmas...

[@catherinegonzalez4295]

"Everything's gonna be alright" and it is 😭👏 they've come so far..I'm just😭

[@anitaby5242]

I'M SO HAPPY that you have made the reaction to this video!! As always, B.A.P, like a group and with their solos, have so powerful and meaningful songs that deserve to be heard. Thank you for giving Yongguk and the rest of B.A.P the recognition and love they deserve. Please keep supporting and giving love to B.A.P :))

[@torishadow0612]

"Just like the pills in my left hand, my love has also left me" OH MY GOD THAT LINE

[@mistyeyes0010]

Oh! And to kinda answer your question from the video, when the lawsuit was filed, B.A.P pretty much ran away from the company after being given a couple of days rest and they completely cut off contact with TS Entertainment. I remember Himchan going to New York, Yongguk went to somewhere in Europe, Zelo went to Canada, Daehyun went to his hometown Busan and Jongup and Youngjae went to their homes to stay with their family too. TS entertainment really had a difficult time trying to find them and get in contact with them lol. I think they only heard from them via the lawsuit. So, TS didn't have a clue that Yongguk or Zelo we're going to be releasing these songs. Zelo made his song in Canada with his cousin and friends giving him a little help with equipment and all that. And Yongguk received a little help similar to that too.

[@gidytv]

OMG TT.. These sweet, beautiful runaways ♡ ♡ ♡ Thank you for letting me know! ♡ logi

[@candycanenee]

The fact that they all waited till Zelo is a bit of age before they filed the lawsuit is also heartbreaking. They were going at it so long and so hard but they waited for Zelo so they can all get away at least legally. Have you heard of a group that made at least 13 comebacks (not even counting japanese releases) and 2 (?) world tours in their first 2 years? These kids have been too overworked and severely underpaid. Yongguk got depression, Channie probably got Anorexia, there were some rumours of Daehyun turning to alcohol. Some people blame the lawsuit for them being not so popular but if not for the lawsuit, we might not have them on stage now. Someone would have broken down emotionally, physically, and mentally. They still are treated as shit now when it comes to promotions but at least they have much much better living conditions (owning or buying a house, a car, moving to a bigger dorm etc) but Babyz have become too protective over them that just a little incident, Babyz trashes TS like crazy. Lol

[@milcarodriguez4992]

Zelo, solo escribió la letra de su canción, el resto lo hicieron sus amigos. BANG YONGGUK (방용국) - AM 4:44 OFFICIAL M/V Executive Producer BANG YONGGUK Directed by ROTTA Co-Directed by BANG YONGGUK Filmed X Edited by ROTTA, BANG YONGGUK Artwork by BANG YONGGUK Composed by BANG YONGGUK Lyrics by BANG YONGGUK Arranged by BANG YONGGUK Mixed & Mastered by BANG YONGGUK todo lo hizo Yongguk :D no es para pelear pero no me me gusta la información errónea.

[@milcarodriguez4992]

OFFICIAL CHANNEL BANG YONGGUK kzbin.info/door/dDdahLgzjnBe4CebA44p-Q

[@candycanenee]

The fact that they all waited till Zelo is a bit of age before they filed the lawsuit is also heartbreaking. They were going at it so long and so hard but they waited for Zelo so they can all get away at least legally. Have you heard of a group that made at least 13 comebacks (not even counting japanese releases) and 2 (?) world tours in their first 2 years? These kids have been too overworked and severely underpaid. Yongguk got depression, Channie probably got Anorexia, there were some rumours of Daehyun turning to alcohol. Some people blame the lawsuit for them being not so popular but if not for the lawsuit, we might not have them on stage now. Someone would have broken down emotionally, physically, and mentally. They still are treated as shit now when it comes to promotions but at least they have much much better living conditions (owning or buying a house, a car, moving to a bigger dorm etc) but Babyz have become too protective over them that just a little incident, Babyz trashes TS like crazy. Lol

[@ClopezO77O]

They have gone through so much pain and hardship yet they stay kindhearted and hardworking, thank you so much for paying attention to them and caring about them

[@mistyeyes0010]

I'm so glad you listened to this again with the lyrics. You should also check out Zelo's solo called "No Title" (doesn't have an MV), it was also released by Zelo during their hiatus. It was also so heart wrenching because zelo was barely a legal adult when the lawsuit took place and to hear him explain the situation in his song was and still is so upsetting. The song was also Zelo's first ever solo song...it's sad that it had to be such a sad one.

[@LeoDear93]

happy #151115withbap (this is the day they came back with Young, Wild & Free after the hiatus)

[@pureblacksky]

You finally reacted to this song with the lyrics. The song still hits me no matter how many times I listen to it.

[@jungjazle9248]

thank u for reacting to this. all of that incident happened suddenly. like BAP they always look happy on stage and when meeting with their fans. that's why we never have this suspicious feelings. but then after daehyun posted abt "he needs us" thing on twitter, from there we knew something is wrong. u know what, after the whole lawsuit thing, i tend not to listen to their old songs. because they keep reminds me of the sufferings BAP had to bear when performing the songs. especially 1004.

[@yanadamie3184]

Thank you so much :')

[@sugatheassman5599]

i never clicked this fast in my life

[@laurasanya]

omg you need to react to that live performance! my mum and I cried so much T_T and yeah Himchan was too sick to perform but they still forced him to sing backstage T_T can't believe they forced them out of the hospital! But what they did to Daehyun was unforgivenable! you could see how sick he was! and he still SLAYED! here's the link to the live performance: kzbin.info/www/bejne/h4Gxn2iDqrd6i7s you can react to it if you want :)

[@traslavinaa01]

laurasanya Himchan had also lost so much weight that it scared many of us!

[@laurasanya]

he was dangerously underweighted T_T I'm glad he's healthier now

[@candycanenee]

Shit! That 1004 performance broke my heart. A friend was there in the audience that day and as much as Babyz wanted to cheer them on that day, they can't because everyone was fucking worried and angry like crazy. And the anger of Bbang and Zelo was too much to bear there. :(

[@canary9719]

You should totally listen and react to the lyrics of AGUST D The Last it is really heart wrenching and emotional. Also this was such a great video

[@박지니-m2m]

SIR YOU HAVE TO DO A REACTION VID FOR ZELO'S story too. Track called "No Title". I agree with everyone here, Bang's 4:44 am is more on sadness/ depression and feeling lost. But Zelo is more straight up Anger.. An outrage

[@thisismyhappyplace423]

Thank you! :')

[@smazizulislam9542]

You should try to react to zelo's song 'NO TITLE' he also made it when they were on hiatus.. I actually really cried when i heard the song with the lyrics

[@michellejaldinlopez5261]

react to zelo "no tittle" eng sub please 💕

[@catherinegonzalez4295]

#151115WithBAP 👑👑👑👑👑👑

[@zoelioliou4735]

His grandfather is dead.thanks God he better now and all them leaving TS

[@hanimhrm4011]

Hi! I'm here to say Yongguk released new MVs called Hikikomori and a short film about bang yongguk...so please watch them and react to them! Thank u💙

[@EllieF_myJourney]

Please react to I remember by Yongguk feat. Yoseob💕

[@milcarodriguez4992]

OFFICIAL CHANNEL BANG YONGGUK kzbin.info/door/dDdahLgzjnBe4CebA44p-Q

[@traslavinaa01]

Should I send you a try not to fan girl Bang Yongguk Ver?

[@stefaniamiranda1529]

please react to b.a.p couples daejae 👬

[@mindfulisabelle8148]

Thank you for reacting, Pls react to B.A.P/WARRIOR(live). kzbin.info/www/bejne/oH3dXnyiaqyig7c