girl in red - Serotonin (official audio)

[@madis7588]

I've never heard a song that talks about intrusive thoughts before but its actually oddly comforting to hear someone sing about it

[@autumnrose2639]

literally listen to hey bunny

[@evie5901]

@@autumnrose2639 i love them sm oml

[@magixshiz2543]

I’ve heard a few, but most of them are stuff like,,, robbing people or committing, and that never really rung true with me personally.

[@lanarose1075]

Another one is obsessions by marina

[@louiseditlevsen6887]

Omg right?! I thought I was the only one!

[@aidensomova8763]

no one- girl in red- IDONTNNABLABA BRLABAD ABLRRRRRRRADA

[@adityaanand2621]

That's literally the best part, lmao

[@aidensomova8763]

@@adityaanand2621 i agreeeeee

[@ilovetomatoeswithapassion1095]

I’m sorry, but.. BYE BYE LITTLE BUTTERFLY🦋

[@MamamooSolarsWife]

YOUR PFP-

[@movedchannel3802]

C i c a d a

[@kombuchamushroom]

No one: Everyone in the comments: “OMG THIS IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN SCHOOL”

[@izzy1622_]

it is though

[@iwem_]

Fr

[@francisshmancis4695]

It is tho

[@hqpicafton-emilyfam3250]

lmao, its true tho-

[@wolfe3551]

Well i mean, we all just bein honest 😋🤗

[@dawncarrasco8320]

She summed up what depression is like for many.

[@dreaq54]

About time someone understands.

[@abbyrhodes5141]

As a individual who has depression and anxiety I have never thought a artist could possibly describe what it’s like to be experiencing the dark side of depression and the mind being so scary until now!! She has explained it so well!!

[@Mamagr5l66]

@@abbyrhodes5141 She did an awesome job.

[@francesca6105]

@¿ C h a r l e i g h ? why do you care?

[@randaltichy6570]

For me it describes borderline really well

[@alexandracenuse8762]

Me: Oh, this song is called serotonin, it's probably gonna be happy girlinred: happy song?wus that?

[@jogold867]

people who use the word serotonin are probably lacking it lmao

[@pemehl6414]

@@jogold867 can confirm

[@aoifefeeney8106]

@@el_9.12.18_ GOOD, HAVE A GREAT DAY

[@aoifefeeney8106]

@@el_9.12.18_

[@silenceinthewoods2869]

as someone with depression and a highly self-destructive personality the intrussive thoughts this song touches on are so fucking true, sad I'm on an emotional pit cause sometimes in the past I oculdn't stop fucking myself up hurting people I genuinely loved while I was being hurt by people who where supposed to love me and weren't treating me like a human, getting constantly the feeling to want to dissapear, even today just as the song, sometimes it even gets enraging against yourself when you cry every day and breakdown like a fucking baby feeling powerless about yourself.

[@hayleyi-1319]

You are not powerless, you are strong! And you can through this! You are so brave for just coping with it, don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise, okay? Xx

[@silenceinthewoods2869]

@@hayleyi-1319 I'm actually probably gonna suicide tonight, all I can say it's notice the depressed people around you and be nice to others.

[@wandamaximoff4091]

@@silenceinthewoods2869 don’t, it might not feel like it gets better, but it does, I promise

[@silenceinthewoods2869]

​@@wandamaximoff4091 The thing is I might miss on some future girl in red songs, I'm gonna miss out on a lot of stuff to be honest, but From the prespective as someone who's been strugglingh with suicidal thoughts and actions for 6 years It's just all empty, I just feel like shit just doesn't work anymore, I'm too broken, I stay crying or with anxiety episodes 18 hours a day. the reason I'm posting this is to remind other people that yeah I'ts too late for me, and so it's for other suicidal people, if it was never too late for their mental health then suicide people just wouldn't exist, for those who want to help others to overcome depression and avoid them getting into suicidal tendencies, prevention is key, If I had prevention and more people around me while I grew up being constantly feeling hurt by my family and my enviroment I'd not be commiting it tonight. I know it sounds hopeless and some people might even try to reach out cause of these comments but all I can say it's that it's too late for me, but again maybe there's a kiddo that it's like my old 14 self starting to feel depressed, the reasons don't matter, just try to be nice to others, people don't know how much it hurts other people when they only care about themselves and go over others feelings. I know I may get called weak or stuff when I die, or even mocked at for being just "too crazy" or just a babycry, but yeah I mean I guess it sucks for me to be born with chemical inbalances on my body that no ammount of pills or therapy have managed to solve, I just needed one thing trough my life wich was for the people who where doing damage to stop, I cried, I wailed, I screamed, I yelled at all the people that hurt me and they still don't get it, sucks for them, karma is gonna bite them in the butt when people who threat others as humans find out that a person it's no longer around cause other where simply assholes to her.

[@woodlanddove]

Nice pfp.. 👀

[@bettysbuecherwelt]

Girl in Red sings the first line: I'm running low on serotonin me: YES GIRL I FEEL YA!!!!

[@theadl9240]

girl in red INSPIRED MUSIC: kzbin.info/www/bejne/n5q0Y3h5bdhsd7M

[@heart4braiins173]

If this song was a person I’d marry it.

[@no3ty36]

YESSS

[@heart4braiins173]

@@no3ty36 yea

[@itisntyourbuisness6738]

SAME

[@heart4braiins173]

@@itisntyourbuisness6738 cool :)

[@stutir.5242]

I second this

[@Thamires9110]

"I'm going to study now" Girl in red: no, I don't think you will

[@enujesor]

BAHHAHAHA SAME

[@musicmeister9337]

Exactly, i should study geography but fuck this 🌟Priorities🌟

[@ryan-bd7yv]

same I literally came here to get study music 💀

[@Ash-qt4dv]

Same kk

[@aliciainwonderland8237]

Thank youuuu, it’s not just me!!

[@Ana-vu6yw]

it's ironic that this song is serotonin for us.

[@remwifeyy]

US 😟??

[@pez3416]

Lol

[@Quballtapout12]

Found this song cause idk what serotonin is 😩🤦🏽‍♂️

[@iluvstarz10]

IKR BAHAHAHA

[@br34dyt]

True, true... also, i love your profile pic lol

[@splashybooo]

I don't care about school, girl in red is more important to me

[@cadencering128]

mood

[@ximena1877]

Same

[@sun.and_moon08]

YES

[@SnazzyBoxx]

The chorus is like a huge shot of serotonin , I get fucking goosebumps. Those sick bass sounds have got to be FINNEAS’ work

[@rominah.3827]

This is girl in reds song he just help produce it

[@DaRealShinjiMcCloud]

The bass it is his work

[@oyinadebalogun8508]

lol you know!

[@lucasst.pierre3557]

dude i was just thinking that

[@kiaurii2461]

nope, serotonin doesnt feel like that. serotonin doesn't give you goose bumps. dopamine does.

[@dami7359]

I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine There's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside I get Intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off Like jumping in front of a bus Like how do I make this stop When it feels like my therapist hates me Please don't let me go crazy Put me in a field with daisies Might not work but I'll take a maybe Oh, been breaking daily But only me can save me So I'm capitulating Crying likе a fucking baby I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got mе twisting things Stabilize with medicine There's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside I get Intrusive thoughts Like burning my hair off Like hurting somebody I love Like does it ever really stop? When there's control I lose it Incredibly impulsive So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid But I try to contain it Oh, It gets so draining It's like my heart is failing Every night I'm contemplating My inner voices saying "tough" So I try to brush it off Yeah, try to brush it off I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got mе twisting things Stabilize with medicine There's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside

[@yashviarora9404]

thank youuuu

[@Ffe-bi9dk]

You’re the best kind of person thank you

[@dami7359]

@@yashviarora9404 my pleasure 💖🙆‍♀

[@dami7359]

@@Ffe-bi9dk uwu ❤my pleasure 🙆‍♀❤

[@caillouplat5307]

Does anybody know what is she saying at the end of the song pls ?

[@evelynnn8245]

this is actually giving me serotonin wow the lyrics are so well written

[@evelynnn8245]

@Grace W AHH I LOVE YOURS!!

[@inzaynklainer5910]

HEY BESTIEEE

[@queenjisookim7342]

Ok but can we also talk about how hard she went? My favorite part is “LaBrdaDdAdA!”

[@renachrist4540]

i cant tell if this comment was a joke or not because nerudivergent™ but i do agree because it was cool sounding and made me happy :))

[@queenjisookim7342]

Hi I had to Google more about nerudivergent but do you mind explaining more about what it is? Have a lovely day🖤 (it makes me happy to🙃)

[@goblin-teeth]

@@queenjisookim7342 being neurodivergent is having a brain that's wired differently. And you're born with it. So ADHD, autism, Tourettes are all neurodiversities, as well as many more

[@queenjisookim7342]

@@goblin-teeth thank you so much 😊 I’m a hufflepuff too🖤🖤

[@satumicklin6383]

@@queenjisookim7342 girl wtf some harry potter houses aren't neurodivergents. go google some more

[@icantnotthink3282]

I have BPD and the lines about intrusive thoughts, cutting your hands ofd, jumping in front of a bus, burning your hair off, feeling like even your therapist hates you (let alone everybody else), but even the voice inside is saying "thats just the truth" God its so draining

[@exoticpyro7764]

74 likes but no ones bothered to comment and tell u that ur loved even tho they don’t know u lol how

[@Woa1111]

hey I’m really sucky at this and all but I just want to say that I’m here if you need someone to talk to or literally anything. I just want to let you know that you’re fucking amazing and that I love you. It is so draining. Everything truly is. Somehow we’re going to have to get through this and hopefully together. Anyways hope you have a good day. Pleaseee don’t hesitate to reach out. (Ironic because I am just a random person online but I care about you a lot)

[@shannongregory7206]

I have bpd as well.

[@carolebrockner7290]

I have bpd also and can really relate to this song.

[@carlamarie7532]

same here. I was wondering if I was hearing it correctly. I had to come into the comments to just get that verification. I thought I was just going insane.

[@princesspulp]

Omg Marie so cute story, I first found your music when I worked in a cat shelter, you only had a couple songs out at the time and you had like 50k subs, but I listened to your playlist while working with the cats. There was this tabby cat named Juniper that I took care of and while I was playing with her we listened to "say anything" together. I love you and I'm so excited to hear your new projects!

[@charlovesyou]

that’s so wholesome 😭

[@vxsbags]

so cuteee

[@ryleighd7147]

that's the most sweetest story I've ever heard omg

[@luuuuux_]

That’s so cute!

[@haventpickedanameyet2527]

That's sweet Also I was a bit surprised when I first read that bc my names Marie so thats what I went to first

[@clam6254]

girl in red: brrrrapababraprrrrradaaaa me: 🥺🤘

[@betuul0]

same

[@mothmaniscool]

Felt✊

[@keefercarter182]

yes

[@addyslife8060]

HAHAHAHAH

[@aubreyaubrey9659]

BAHAHA MOOD

[@tildasofia8018]

FINNEAS AND GIRL IN RED IS THE PERFECT COMBINATION

[@ken-fv9cz]

IT IS

[@bilsflyingburrito3665]

I AGREE

[@redmaraisss3790]

Y E S

[@unathipremtrevorsikhosana1397]

Facts

[@frog9000]

YES 110% CORRECT

[@bellahubert]

this song makes me so happy but even more mentally unstable at the same time

[@sadpileofgunk1460]

Ya… I relate 🙃

[@pinkbunnyskyedoesthings7762]

I FEEL THAT

[@addie6325]

OMG ARE YOU LITERALLY ME COS SAME

[@AyDotHam]

Our generation is such a mood. "THIS IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN SCHOOL"

[@mothmaniscool]

Ikr

[@AyDotHam]

@@Soph-TV And proud

[@ghostiewohstie674]

@@Soph-TV I feel like a large percentage of the Hamilfans are lgbtq+ 💀 I’m one of them too

[@itsbritneybitch3230]

I know rightt

[@AyDotHam]

@@Soph-TV 😏

[@minameerschaut1579]

No one: Girl in red: OH yeah i forgot to tell you guys this but i can rap too! o god 3,2k likes?! how???

[@jackysbin3860]

She’s a red M&M

[@usuariox285]

MARIE UKVEN ITS PERFECT, is even exist something she can´t do???

[@kapopm]

@@jackysbin3860 you Mean a rainbow m&m

[@theadl9240]

girl in red INSPIRED MUSIC: kzbin.info/www/bejne/n5q0Y3h5bdhsd7M

[@salfisher2072]

Yea and the part where she spoke another language (I think it’s french but I don’t wanna be an idiot) was so cool!

[@ashlynne238]

“this just feels like warm weather” actually hears the lyrics. WAITTT

[@Kat_Foxy]

Wait where? :O

[@Denki_067js7wc]

Ahhhh I get it (reference to summer depression)

[@Ash._.2006]

@@Denki_067js7wc same

[@theadl9240]

girl in red INSPIRED MUSIC: kzbin.info/www/bejne/n5q0Y3h5bdhsd7M

[@malakreda5826]

Yesss please READ and FEEL them it’s WORTH ITTTT

[@maddoxcindy5017]

Lorde: *doesn‘t release a song in ages* girl in red: *_fine, I’ll do it myself_*

[@kyleemae6415]

underrated comment

[@maddoxcindy5017]

@@kyleemae6415 thanks

[@nicole-rb4iw]

ur music taste is superior

[@dilrubiyesmin6068]

I love them both

[@hawleyanderson6463]

Marvel fan!

[@swirlingrik]

therapist: what describes your mental state? me:

[@samtheoverthinker]

Omg its true-

[@ghostiewohstie674]

I thought it was normal to just be like “what if I just jumped off this building now”

[@leahthomas2262]

@@ghostiewohstie674 Isn’t that normal?

[@louiseditlevsen6887]

Omg yes! It's so on point!

[@briannawalker896]

@@ghostiewohstie674 it's not? 😅

[@karimjaafar_]

the only bad thing about this song is that it ends

[@ethqreai2780]

r i g h t

[@karimjaafar_]

@Yagut Agali good idea

[@heyadora9070]

off topic but ur username has 111 and there are 111 likes :))))) dumb things that make me happyyyy

[@karimjaafar_]

@@heyadora9070 awe i love thatttt , dumb things me happy 2

[@mothmaniscool]

@@karimjaafar_ The word 'dumb' makes me happy ☺

[@grendelbacani445]

serotonin, more like zerotonin. aight, i'll see myself out.

[@girlinred]

haha

[@kimnamjoon6632]

LMAOOO NSBCJD

[@23V33]

XD can relate

[@itisntyourbuisness6738]

this isnt a comment its a piece of art

[@23V33]

@@itisntyourbuisness6738 LoL so true

[@arialeary2667]

This song nearly made me cry. I’ve suffered from OCD since I was 14, and it’s just so gratifying to have someone say these things out loud and prove both that it’s really not just you and that these thoughts aren’t you either.

[@shut_it_im_taytay]

ive had ocd since around 11-12 and i can agree with this. Its hard and the thoughts suck

[@johnny210]

serotonin lyrics [Chorus] I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine There's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside [Verse 1] I get intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off Like jumping in front of a bus Like how do I make this stop When it feels like my therapist hates me? Please don't let me go crazy Put me in a field with daisies Might not work, but I'll take a maybe Oh, been breaking daily But only me can save me So I'm capitulating, crying likе a fucking baby [Non-Lyrical Vocals] [Chorus] I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got mе twisting things Stabilize with medicine There's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside [Verse 2] I get intrusive thoughts Like burning my hair off Like hurting somebody I love Like, does it ever really stop? When there's control, I lose it Incredibly impulsive So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid But I try to contain it Oh, it gets so draining It's like my heart is failing Every night, I'm contemplating My inner voice is saying "tough" So I try to brush it off Yeah, I try to brush it off [Chorus] I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine But there's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside [Outro] Kan man egentlig, kan man kjenne i hjertet at det liksom har blodpropp? Jeg følte liksom at hjertet mitt slutta å slå at, sånn at Liksom at jeg følte at jeg ble litt sånn tung og rar i kroppen [in English the outro translates to] Can you really, can you feel in your heart that it somehow has a blood clot? I kind of felt like my heart stopped beating that, like that Like I felt a little heavy and weird in my body

[@user-dy9wq6uw4p]

Thanks!

[@shimmerviolet5312]

tY sm hun!!!!

[@macarte6927]

The lyrics are on the description, but thanks!

[@asteria3514]

@@macarte6927 There's no translations tho

[@you_gullible_fucc]

Why did I hear "I don't wanna lose my color" during the non-lyric vocals

[@calvaryishere1632]

Everyone is like "we here and we queer" but I want to ask you girl in red, are you okay? I love the song and all, but the lyrics are concerning.

[@lunamoone5231]

Ikr

[@louiseditlevsen6887]

Yes she is good you can be on the bottom of your life and want to die but you are still okay. It's mby a weird combination but it's true

[@spaceyeti9522]

I've been depressed for 20 years, I'm always ok and not ok at the same time..

[@louiseditlevsen6887]

@@spaceyeti9522 omg me too!. I also have this thing where i relax more when I'm depressed and i mean like at the bottom of everything! 🤔😀

[@spaceyeti9522]

​@@louiseditlevsen6887 That's interesting!

[@belleanndm]

the intrusive thoughts bit is so accurate. i have these horrible, graphic thoughts that come out of nowhere

[@biscuit8799]

Me: *Vibing* My brain: “What if you just stabbed yourself violently right now?” Me: “Excuse me?” My brain: “Do it.” Me: “NO”

[@addisond6696]

Omg same, like Ill just be doing hw or whatever and then my brain goes all wack like "what if you stabbed yourself in the eyes with this pencil rn??" or itl be like smth about other ppl and im like wtf brain

[@asramezz]

Same, I hate it. I struggle with depression and ocd. It gets tiring. Also my life is bad atm.

[@iaragamer1234]

me: deep sadness girl in red: *serotonin*

[@theadl9240]

girl in red INSPIRED MUSIC: kzbin.info/www/bejne/n5q0Y3h5bdhsd7M

[@thatsnailgirl945]

Same I literally just finshed cutting my self and I found this

[@fridalol]

she is quite literally giving us serotonin. omg that was such a bad joke, i'll see myself out.

[@sh-sr5dg]

it was not that bad xD

[@elenaaguilar4559]

It’s a good joke dw 😌

[@junesoda1]

no no stay here

[@louiseditlevsen6887]

Omg it was really not that bad!

[@veganplayspiano]

🖐✊

[@barevanilla]

The way I listened to the outro and screamed "THAT IS SO FINNEAS"

[@scienceworm7784]

YESS I WAS THINKING THE SAME

[@hannahhardcastle3468]

HAHAH YES

[@pickle4672]

YUHHH

[@adri6713]

I think everyone can agree that this song slaps like-

[@scemogirl]

wait till u see tiktok 😭😭 theyre ripping on this song So bad LMFAJDAJDHSJD

[@iluvtauruses4213]

@@scemogirl this song is not good tho-

[@pez3416]

Ikr 😩🖐

[@scemogirl]

@@iluvtauruses4213 UR RIGHT THO LMFAO ITS AWFUL

[@iluvtauruses4213]

@@scemogirl IKR

[@ANDY37965]

As someone with bipolar disorder who struggles with intrusive thoughts and impulsivity, this really resonates. It's actually nice to hear a song about something that is not completely understood by a lot of people. Intrusive thoughts are scary and u feel afraid of your own mind. But once u understand what they are, it's easier to manage.

[@toastyavocado6983]

the last part is so true

[@rayeluong]

I have BPD and I can relate

[@oyinadebalogun8508]

I agree, I have bipolar and OCD

[@suchalooser8784]

OMG I THOUGHT THE SAME THING I recently just came out of the past few months of bipolar on steroids where I was in psychosis for like a month, then manic for about a month, and now im either cycling down or in a mixed episode, especially the intrusive thoughts, they can be weird, really weird, like cutting your hands off and sometimes jts not even and SI or SH thing

[@caitlinhansell8054]

BPD reporting here. Relate 100%

[@zumiiii9364]

Me: Life is hard tho i hate it. Girl in red: *drops serotonin* Me: ok. Happy.

[@Batgal-mc9jj]

Would you say Girl in Red provided some serotonin lol

[@swan8356]

@@Batgal-mc9jj Yes indeed.

[@skypebby9641]

the speed in which I clicked this is beyond any human

[@janne7696]

Almost broke my phone-

[@redmaraisss3790]

u deserve an award 🏅ENJOY LIFE♥️

[@bedhead5410]

I’ve had intrusive thoughts since my 5th birthday. I didn’t know what they were until I was around 27. There was really not many people talking about it when it got super bad for me, and I have felt alone until VERY recently as people have started to open up more. It’s so comforting to hear somebody singing about it! I haven’t been brave enough to write that song! I am a super moral person because of it - I used to think it was the opposite - but it really meant that I cared enough to NOT want those things. The more you think of the thoughts in your head as mindless chatter, and indulge in the here and now, the more they fade away and get boring. Hang in there everyone! The struggle can make us stronger if we let it!

[@jefffudesco9364]

The serotonin theory has been UTTERLY DISCREDITTED. U getting used.

[@jamalgs3388]

I agree thank you for sharing

[@Kenn1995]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@hny1441]

when i see this song: *crying like a fucking baby*

[@betuul0]

i saw this comment: crying

[@Sam-zi7ln]

That part of the song played as I read ur comment 😭

[@ryyub702]

Kıyamaö 🥺🥺

[@cruzarisahclairee.4365]

let’s take a moment of silence for the people who are in class or asleep rn

[@pearlm1084]

i just woke up 🖐🏼

[@wildlylucky]

I woke up to the notification of the premier an hour after it happened-

[@elizabethp7300]

thank you for the silence

[@abbyjune8114]

Me in 2 minutes 😒

[@aliciaworcester]

pls

[@eebaao633]

ALL OF YOU, YOU ARE VALID AND LOVED (if not by anyone you know of, it's by me and my cat snowy)

[@adityaanand2621]

You are, too

[@dandelionsauce4946]

You and snowy are valid too ♡♡♡

[@caro_4444]

give snowy a smooch for me

[@chessyhappysushi]

the fact that i relate to those intrusive thoughts makes me feel so much less alone which is so fucking cool bc i sometimes really feel like i’m crazy lol

[@TheShoresHaAsh]

Dear, Girl in red: Thank u so much for doing this song. I have OCD, and this song is just the representation of what happen in my mind everyday. You make me feel normal, cause' yes, everybody has intrusive thoughts.

[@oyinadebalogun8508]

OMG! I have OCD too and Bipolar disorder, sometimes it feels like I can't escape from my body even if I so badly want to. This song explains most of what I feel

[@sashaz6109]

I don’t want to self diagnose, but I think that I have OCD too. I’ve had it all my life, but it would come and go. Right now, it’s quite bad and idk what to do about it. I think up the weirdest shit and then I just feel disgusting .

[@Alina-xu7nn]

yes! this is the only song I've heard about OCD and its amazing song!

[@13._.1]

Same

[@wundersm1th]

Me too!!! I was so happy when I discovered this song

[@wildlylucky]

"I got intrusive thoughts, like cutting my hands off" YES SAME THIS HOLY SHIT I ALSO HAVE THAT

[@lousjazzcorner]

I was diagnosed with ocd last month and I'm crying, this song describes how I feel all the damn time

[@lostotter1956]

How you feeling about the diagnosis? To me, I would say congrats since looking for one can be hard, but I’ve heard it also makes things feels more real or makes people feel worse about how they were before the diagnosis. Either way, I hope you have a support network and wish you luck managing your symptoms :’)

[@taniabarg]

same girl same

[@taniabarg]

@@lostotter1956 (i'm not OP but) you're right i did feel worse for a while. i felt kind of shitty about the fact that there's something tangible wrong with my brain? maybe i was happier before i knew i had a problem? i think it'll just take some time to learn some good coping mechanisms and not feel ashamed about it. i'm slowly getting better though :)

[@pixie5453]

Moonshine I have OCD too I don’t take my medicine this is how I feel.. I.. I.. yeah this song really stuck with me.

[@rainbowhome2504]

same. i know you may feel upset about the diagnosis, but it will help you realize that your obsessive thoughts are not real and are only part of ocd. i hope we can handle it! good luck :)

[@raahilrajaratnam4926]

the immediate serotonin boost this song gave me is insane

[@yeojinlesbianicon6550]

I have a biology test today...... BUT THIS IS DEFINITELY MORE IMPORTANT 🛐

[@pearltownsend]

good luck

[@dhwani5299]

good luck! ps i'm the 69th like, thought you might want to know😽✌🏼

[@miriaborgess]

good luck!

[@srishti7183]

good luck, ive got a language exam tomorrow and i agree girl in red is more important

[@glonik3605]

SAME

[@elesunadehegemonico]

OMG SHES DONE IT AGAIN!!!!! WE LOVE YOU!!! KEEP GIVING US SEROTONIN!!! PERIOD

[@reuben7285]

When you have depression, anxiety, and OCD and this song describes your life

[@chelzyramirez3663]

Same

[@yashraj-rw7to]

@@chelzyramirez3663 Why same??

[@a.ng.el.dust.]

@@yashraj-rw7to re read

[@jasminecamp9886]

I have bpd depression anxiety fasd ocd

[@yashraj-rw7to]

@@jasminecamp9886 😶😶😶😶 i wish you all the best and luck with your treatments

[@EerieV23]

I have felt this song my last 45 years of existence.

[@lucyhappykinda1708]

Ur 45???!

[@EerieV23]

@@lucyhappykinda1708 Yes.

[@gcpd9524]

@@lucyhappykinda1708 why does that shock u so much? Lol

[@lucyhappykinda1708]

@@gcpd9524 cause I mean that's hard to imagine and ya just does

[@brandonschreiber6403]

I'm just imagining a newborn fresh out of the womb, already fed up with everything and everyone around, including him/herself.

[@thishuman1621]

Claim your ‘girl in red is a beautiful goddess’ ticket here!!

[@dinonuggets8973]

*claim*

[@user-qi2wi8uy9h]

*claim*

[@rileymurphy5041]

*CLAIM*

[@user77797]

_claim_ if u don’t claim this i’m finding u

[@swaggyswagger]

Claim

[@bogini]

Me having horrible day:😢 Girl in red: here listen to this Me rn: 🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️💃🏼

[@Dr4gon_k1tties]

🙇‍♀️💃

[@hindtouil4297]

Me too

[@irenerecalde3739]

hope u have a better day tomorrow :)

[@faye4450]

Same but hope u have an amazing day tomorrow

[@molliemattock3715]

✨️she was a fairy✨️

[@cactussauvage1366]

Okay yes we're all gay but can we talk about the accuracy of these lyrics for a sec???

[@n_e_x_u_s9937]

FRRR everyone is like "I'm so gay." Like did u listen to the song 😶

[@jules8025]

yeah like if she didn't have to call me out that much but she did and it slaps

[@Alena-rg5sz]

Almost every single word... But I'm still too scared to write to get a therapist.

[@nina.robbs565]

yeah- the intrusive thoughts part hits different

[@namesaverage1404]

YES. I relate to these lyrics way too much

[@Ava-ph3pb]

idk why but this song remind me about summer 2020 and it makes me wanna cry

[@ohmymy4126]

i lost my whole ffamily due to covid 2020 was probably the best year for me

[@MintyChoco12]

Yeah true-

[@eleanortapley1277]

my lgbtq+ school meeting JUST ENDED- AND THEN THIS??? life is good, lesbians.

[@nexwasgiven24]

I am a Kenna kinnie

[@nephz6056]

omg kenma is a lesbian

[@nexwasgiven24]

@@nephz6056 OMG........ oh shit why is he she ect. On the boys team of nekoma....

[@kenmaplays9285]

Me: thinking I’m straight Girl in red exist: Me: *having a sexuality panic*

[@rutujaajadhav]

kenma this is happening all because those damn video games😡😡😡

[@Isabel-tx9ut]

I like how the song is called serotonin and the first line is "I'm running low on serotonin" and the song gives me serotonin and I added it to my serotonin playlist... And then the upbeat sad boi hours playlist...

[@redd3797]

Me: I'm bi. Girl in Red: *exists Me: *lesbian.*

[@tsukishimakei1061]

XD

[@rutujaajadhav]

@@tsukishimakei1061 gomen tsukki😅

[@Alex-bp9sl]

HSISNXJ SORRY IM LIKE RESPONDING TO EVERY COMMENT CUZ GAY PANIC DHDJDJ

[@ravenclawvarisiloveforourd2372]

True XD

[@muffin965]

SAME

[@maditorres4180]

POV: you put her music on to focus in school bc she’s so amazing

[@sh-sr5dg]

the dislikes are from the people who were so happy about that new girl in red song, that they clicked the wrong button

[@cciimr1235]

THIS IS LITERALLY THE FIRST TIME I HAVE HEARD HER RAPPING AND ITS LIT OMG THIS IS SO GOOD😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@annayaexe]

i have 4 missing assignments bUT THIS IS MORE IMPORTANT

[@CowboyCat69]

Just 4? I have over 200 💅🏼

[@cristinapadillafernandez7851]

it be like that :)

[@carolina6359]

Wait same 💅

[@darahselleste2727]

Haha

[@petrasolano9531]

i have 6

[@caaaa438]

This describes anxiety, frustration and fear so damn accurate. Helps me going through those.

[@embracethepride1129]

As a self destructive and suicidal person, this song really connects with me and the lyrics remind me of my thoughts Amazing song btw :)

[@marztheburntoutemo4919]

Just want ya to know I relate also you have alot of likes well done :)

[@embracethepride1129]

marz the burnt out emo I hope ur doing okay

[@marztheburntoutemo4919]

@@embracethepride1129 same too you :)

[@froggydraws_24]

seeing this in my recommended gave me serotonin ✨

[@zombieluverr1899]

Sameeeee

[@ken-fv9cz]

yes

[@sarabodeiro7004]

me: fuking hate my life, i'm ruin everything girl in red: serotonin me: life is amazing, love everything

[@riverbein8373]

ikr

[@carter370]

this so true #bipolar

[@willowthiemann3860]

so true

[@madhatten00]

me: i eat sugar me: i having a sugarcrash

[@europeanwildcat]

★ ADHD, anxiety, double depression, CPTSD, PTSD, OCD ★ My journey into Hell started around 2009, when I was 10. I wasn't supposed to reach 18, let alone further. As if today, I'm going on my 22. It's confusing and often scary to outlive yourself. It's not all easy, but it's miles better. A lot of people make it, and I'm sure you will too. My best advice is to not waste your time on people who shit on you for being sick. I love you.

[@riothecat5191]

Hi, I have all the things you listed at the top, and I'm 13. It just feels really hopeless sometimes, because my brain is actively trying to self destruct at every possible moment

[@europeanwildcat]

Good luck!! I hope you make it! I never thought I would, but I did. Take care as best as you can. Try to keep away from shitholes telling you that you are faking or not good enough. You are good enough.

[@kyocerii1924]

I’ll be turning 20 soon and I’m so happy I’ve made it this far. I’ve tried taking my life so many times and I’m glad I never was able to because of all the happiness I have in my life now. I’m glad you’re doing well too!

[@ayndie38]

I'm almost 47. Yeah, we make it. Because goddamn it, I'm not going down because of this. The older you get, the harder you fight. Love to you all.✊❤

[@occupyallthethings]

Did you give yourself a time limit too?? My first symptoms were when I was 7 and just imagined myself with a bunch of knives laying on the floor. I have adhd, asd, and ocd. By the time I was 13 I couldn't take it anymore but gave myself 10 years before I killed myself because even then I knew I was so young. 23 came and went. 22 was one of the most stressful years for me not knowing how I was going to do it. Just imagining so many different ways all the time. I'm 37 now and still alive and doing my best to keep it that way. Fuck all this madness. We deserve our happiness too dammit.

[@mashedpotatoes7202]

the fact that this was produced by her, matias tellez and finneas (billie eilish's brother) is amazing to me.

[@12s0ph]

WAIT

[@12s0ph]

WHAT

[@mashedpotatoes7202]

@@12s0ph yeah, look at ther post on insta, she even tagged finneas there saying he worked on the production of this song

[@minervavirkki4123]

yeah i know right!!

[@distractedx_]

WWWHATT

[@vinathewolf72]

I feel in comfort when I listen to her. She's like a soul that's calling to go home. Each song is so perfect 💃🔥🖤💕✨

[@luvchae7912]

I know right! :)

[@i-3771]

me: trying to lip-sync this song with her so i can think i'm cool also me: crying and laughing then proceeds to have a mental breakdown because im confused abt my emotions

[@bisexualmess9756]

ME TOOOOO ISTG

[@i-3771]

@@bisexualmess9756 my face when i realised i had more then 2 likes was priceless

[@KH-em4uv]

Same

[@theadl9240]

girl in red INSPIRED MUSIC: kzbin.info/www/bejne/n5q0Y3h5bdhsd7M

[@farateq]

same

[@hannahlmao2816]

the fact that she actually reminded me to take my antidepressants because i forgot-

[@alexwilliams5223]

Well that's a mood

[@gorebunny]

This is your reminder to take them if you forgot again :) Happens to me all the time

[@aaaaaaaa-tz7tu]

reminder just in case to take them if you forgot again!

[@kategrimm8536]

Me and my gf just broke up so I kinda needed this song. I miss her, but I need to keep my mind on other things, and it's scary. Even before I knew her I had some really bad anxiety and depression so when she came into my life I felt amazing, like I didn't have to worry. But after we broke up it felt like all of those feelings were flooding back, and I really questioned a lot of things about my life and who I was. I still am questioning everything. I really do feel like a fucking baby whenever I cry about her, or anything else. I want to simply disappear and forget that she or I ever existed. People treated me like I was worthless when they heard about us, because we were both girls. Some places we felt safe, but often we weren't treated right, or even just people's glares made us feel worthless. At some point the pressure got to us and she exploded. Maybe if people learned that love is love it wouldn't have ever happened and she'd come back I needed this

[@ssmlku8209]

Omg girl, I hope you will be fine, I know it is hard to overcome this statement but I think you can do it and I also hope you're going to feel better after my words, Good luck, beauty❤️

[@sarahheuker2093]

Aww omg, I am so sorry for you, I know how it feels to be vulnerable online too though, although I'm not really part of the LGBTQ community (As of this moment), I really don't care what peoples sexuality is, like does it even matter. It nots that big of a deal what your sexuality is. Your human and that's all that truly maters. Anyway's um back to my point, I hope things get better and you find someone better for you or you find somewhere, where, you can feel safe and excepted and if not I am here for you and will give you support on your journey, even if I'm not with you in person and just texting or calling you from online. Also, thanks for being brave and even telling people online. I know it may hurt now but it will get better eventually. After all we must live our lives to our fullest potential because once we get stuck in the past its hard to move forward. The positive side is that you got to have memories with this person. After all its better to know someone or have time with someone than to never have time with that person. Also just think about the good memories between you two and not the bad memories because those are the ones that will make you more happy to think about when your remember the person. Ahhh why do I keep replying such big replies lol sorry if I took up to much of your time to read this.

[@no-dm1qw]

Same with me. Me and my girlfriend recently broke up (my pronouns are she/they) and when we did she all of a sudden was extremely homophobic (literally makes no sense since we’re both girls). She was my serotonin. She was what kept me sane. She helped me get therapy and go on anti anxiety and anti depressants. I haven’t taken since she left. I’ve always overthought everything, and she always assured me we would be together forever. We were together for a year going on two. She just ended it like it was nothing. I have to go in person school soon, and I’m terrified. People at my school always made fun of us for being gay, and now she’s one of the people making fun of me. Idk what to do without her. But I get it. We just gotta stay strong ig. If you ever need to talk my insta is mqddievspp. I really hope everything works out for you :)

[@kategrimm8536]

@@no-dm1qw I seriously get what you're saying and it means a lot that you'd share since I've literally been having that exact same thing lol. I'm really sorry it happened to you, too. I hope things work out in the end!

[@you_gullible_fucc]

I believe in you. I think it was all you who should be given credit for when you feel happy, because there are many things to be happy about hidden everyday, all it takes is for you to interact with them. And your ex was one of which you interacted with, that was able to make you feel happy even for a short while. Such is life, but always remember that your happiness and wellbeing is your credit and not dependent on someone or something else. And thus, I believe that you'll be able to be happy and smile one day. Also this is kinda why I want my future partner to be my sorta partner in crime ( be gay do crime(｡•̀ᴗ-)✧ ). I want them to laugh back with me even as the rest of the world world laughs at our love. Nothing else would matter then, but my partner's laugh

[@raestar]

Me: *crying because all I want is a girlfriend* Girl in red: *dw have some music to cry tooooo (((:*

[@els1204]

Omg- i- Same shi!😭

[@immagoeatyou4731]

Same :)

[@vinathewolf72]

Same...Guess I'll die alone

[@xen7540]

I swear to God my lesbian best friend listens to girl in red non-stop and I decided to listen...now I'm addicted well shit..😅

[@bennettswan1296]

Same man 👩‍🦯

[@certifiedhoodclassic9825]

same about the addicted part

[@Jessie_Helms]

I wish I’d found this song when I was 20. I had a crippling amount of intrusive thoughts _constantly_ until a friend told me about what they are and I started changing my reaction to them. When I stopped punishing myself “for thinking bad thoughts” and am started understanding, “huh, that’s a weird thought. Whatever” and/or “wow, I’m glad that isn’t happening” they *drastically* went down in frequency and depravity. They still happen, but not nearly as bad or as often. Here’s to hoping more people find this song and finally say, “oh! I thought that was just me! Maybe I’m not alone after all.”

[@tangramceh-viana4668]

Producers: So how much gay existential crisis do you want? Girl In Red: Yes.

[@juliane2102]

What does being gay has to do with intrusive thoughts?

[@raven5395]

The songs about clinical depression you know

[@richardharoldmeddows728]

@@raven5395 *summer depression

[@nuclearbullets2]

@@raven5395 it's about OCD actually I believe

[@martinamamone421]

@@raven5395 i don’t know if depression has something to do with intrusive thoughts, but I’m curing of depression and i had them like 20 times a day. To be corrected they aren’t related though

[@Isabelle-mf9zs]

Not my friend telling me that Girl In Reds new song is out and me searching it on youtube so fast that the gay stereotype of 'speedwalking' doesn't even exist anymore :)

[@starbucktargaryen473]

This song really spoke to me, I’ve been going through a really unpleasant period transitioning between anxiety/depression medication which has fucked with my brain chemicals more than I thought possible. People don’t talk about how VISCOUSLY PHYSICAL depression actually is. Intrusive thoughts are something that I struggle intensely, and they’re something that are difficult to talk about. Nobody wants to say that they have thoughts of hurting themselves, or ones they love, and so it’s easy to forget that you’re not the only one. Especially the part about unwillingly thinking abt hurting people, it’s just so upsetting when it flashes in your brain, it’s not something we talk about. Anyways This song provides much catharsis in that sense 😌🖤❤️♥️💋💔🌹🎈❣️🍷💃👹🥀🍓📍🚨🍒🚗💄🔴🍎⛽️🐞❓🍓📌💊🌶🚘☎️🥊🍉🧣🛑🧧👠🥤🥩🍄♦️🏎✂️🎸🍅🖍🦞🕹📕🏓🈲🧯🧮⛑🚒🦑📮🚩🧰⛩🥻 🪓🎒🛷🏮🥢🫕🛢🧲🩸 THAAANKS GIRL IN RED ILY 😽 🤟

[@lostotter1956]

Hey, medication and the side effects sound like a trip, I hope you find the right one/it balances out soon. That sounds really hard

[@bopidy6686]

I’m going through therapy right now So I get it. Honestly therapy has made it worse. I don’t feel like hurting myself but I have thoughts about blood, pain, and bashing people’s heads in. It’s really not a good situation. I love this song. Also I recently came out to my parents and I feel completely ignored. My mind has gotten to a point where my mind cant be fucked with anymore. And I’m only eleven. So I get it. Me too

[@insachan]

Ouff me too! I'm on my way back home after staying with my parents for two weeks. Transitioning medications has been messing with my head so bad, I never imagined. Like excuse me, this is supposed to help not make it worse! Stay strong, things might get better 💪

[@alice_geneveine_arts83755]

This is the definition of intrusive thoughts I love it

[@clare_9438]

SHE CAN RAP AND IT LOW KEY SLAPS

[@girlinred]

THANK YOUUU !!

[@lizzywilliams5825]

@@girlinred hiiiiii

[@yo-uv5fy]

I'm in class, but it doesn't matter.

[@kansastokai]

so true avacadoes are shit

[@cl7604]

Fooking avocados

[@lexblack]

Same 🙃

[@jazzys.2863]

love your pfp

[@ozlemh34]

louissss😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@ebonylyszkiewicz6945]

when school ended just as this was premiered: *LETS GOO LESBAINSSSSSS*

[@hqpicafton-emilyfam3250]

LMAO, LESSSS GOOO LEBIIIAAAANNNNSSSS

[@ebonylyszkiewicz6945]

@@hqpicafton-emilyfam3250 yssss XD

[@mentallyunstable7619]

I can really relate to the lyrics,” feels like my therapist hates me” and,” Like jumping in front of a bus”

[@palomahernandez872]

lyrics: I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine There's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside I get Intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off Like jumping in front of a bus Like how do I make this stop When it feels like my therapist hates me Please don't let me go crazy Put me in a field with daisies Might not work but I'll take a maybe Oh, been breaking daily But only me can save me So I'm capitulating Crying like a fucking baby DDADDADADAda I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine There's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside I get Intrusive thoughts Like burning my hair off Like hurting somebody I love Like does it ever really stop? When there's control I lose it Incredibly impulsive So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid But I try to contain it Oh, It gets so draining It's like my heart is failing Every night I'm contemplating My inner voices saying "tough" So I try to brush it off Yeah, try to brush it off I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine But there's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside

[@spaceyeti9522]

And here is the norwegian part at the end: "Can you feel it in your heart if you get a blood clot? Several times it felt like my heart stopped beating, and it made my body feel empty and weird"

[@ananya6299]

@@spaceyeti9522 THANK YOU!

[@phthalo7401]

Thank :)

[@alizaf7559]

the “dadadaad” part is: i don't wanna miss it ba-da i don't wanna be sick ah-da i don't la-ba-deh-deh-ba-dеh da-da-da-brrrrah-la-da-da :)

[@no3ty36]

The lyrics are in the description but thank you 😭

[@lemmonsinmyeyes]

being scared of the fact that you might do something horrific because you know what you are like. Man I havent related to that part in a song before

[@shayvegas4072]

When your science tr is giving important notes But girl in red releases this song Me: mm LETSSSS GOOO LESBIANSSSSSSSS

[@petems3283]

And the rest of us go..great song. Virtue signaling much.

[@peachy_mochi7816]

@@petems3283 r/woosh its a vine jeez

[@wait-5905]

@@petems3283 chill it’s a vine

[@taylorzat8519]

ROUNDING THE CORNER WITH A BUNCH OF LEBIANS, MANHATTAN ARE YOU READY?!?! Anyway hi lol

[@theadl9240]

girl in red INSPIRED MUSIC: kzbin.info/www/bejne/n5q0Y3h5bdhsd7M

[@СветаНовикова-э3ы]

I thought this song gonna be really triggering but actually i feel so comfortable because I'm not lonely. Thank you for the amazing song 💙

[@maddienagan825]

IM SO EXCITED FOR THE PREMIERE TO START PLS

[@Samantha-xi4xr]

No one: girl in red: imma put out another bop for my fellow gays ✨

[@ashleymusicx]

Girl in red: depressed gay teen????? Girl in red comment section: DEPRESSED GAY TEEN!!!!!!!!! Edit: why the fuck did this get so many likes it's not even funny

[@nakiya_420]

same but get rid of the teen part :v

[@surladanse5621]

@@Soph-TV SAMEEEE

[@ashleymusicx]

@@Soph-TV gurl I have ALL of the depression and I love the song, like damn she really made a half rap song abt being depressed and it's actually good, I'm impressed

[@ashleymusicx]

@구번호 uh sorry??

[@hailmuse]

@구번호 it's not just lesbians who feel this way. Also girl in red prefers being called queer in terms of her sexuality. Sincerely a lesbian

[@angelinebena9675]

This girl is sooo talented it hurts

[@amarat8058]

the intrusive thoughts part goes hard

[@julia23.23]

yup

[@memeforceone2884]

no cap

[@alicja5748]

TOTALLY OMG

[@nipiano3288]

Friend: so whome do u listen? Me(straight) : its complicated

[@worthlesswitch1244]

I love how everyone who was early is in school, including me.

[@allijo28]

i’m in english rn 🏃‍♀️

[@hopeburroughs1755]

This song is literally the only thing keeping me alive right now

[@MM-wi5vw]

Eiyyyy you got this :)🎈

[@fullym5484]

It’s bin a year Are you feeling better

[@pupiwuf]

Oh, this one hits so hard I'm so glad today was sunny weather and i got my dose of serotonin, i could actually start crying over this song

[@Joe-ew2gf]

These lyrics hit different..

[@angelinebena9675]

Ikrr

[@studioghibliprofilepic48]

why is no one talking about her rapping skills she is so fricking talented💖💖💖💖💖

[@hitoriyume663]

Yes, i really loved it! It was great to hear it.

[@random.enby.child.]

i feel like this song describes my life, and the line “i don’t wanna miss it” would be me talking to my online friends about how i wanna die but i don’t wanna make my animal crossing villagers sad next year

[@jaycie586]

live chat is almost as chaotic as marie *almost*