Go Away Paranoia

[@i_dont_get_out_much2859]

The abused harmonica is the second best part of the song

[@Oddie99000]

Fuckin perfect

[@upkote]

I agree, it needed that part 🤟🏽

[@i6ri592]

I was eating my spicy hot cup noodles and almost spilled all of it

[@addamazeing]

I really don’t get the harmonica part at 0:55 it doesn’t really sound very great to me.

[@luke-fh9gf]

@@addamazeing shhh

[@patrisco8448]

you're gonna go far kid. i dont want your little heart thing by this comment, i just want you to see it and feel it. chin up my little lion. the video from Syrmor and this song alone has helped me in ways i couldnt bother to explain. just know that.

[@patrisco8448]

the mad lad went and put a heart by it. fair enough, sending good energy your way my boy

[@farmerman651]

So true

[@copyablecow2284]

You need to hear his story

[@Alargator]

Which Syrmor video?

[@farmerman651]

The one that Kevin talks about his childhood and his life

[@dirtphobic347]

You need a soundcloud, a spotify, and a place (preferably the description) to put the chords, strum pattern, and lyrics. I love this song as well youre a great person! :)

[@janevirtualbird]

i'm willing to accept commission

[@LimpBizkitReal]

@@janevirtualbird don't you have a Spotify?

[@Skate4Pls]

@@janevirtualbird how do you talk to syrmor?

[@thom_w]

Mstr. Sandman she’s transgender

[@jeremiahthethird3827]

@@thom_w yo mb didnt know

[@waffleshorts1695]

You need to write a book or movie about your life. Your story is very heartwarming and you have great talent in what you do.

[@cactusfishy1596]

I would actually buy that book

[@grey2301]

I would 100% buy it

[@fabianyeet2662]

I would buy the book

[@stepha7102]

A movie would be a bit weird, but a book. That would be awesome. That would be amazing.

[@orokaana1002]

@@stepha7102 especially if you imagining about a man on the train..

[@applegod2085]

Lyrics: Me and my friends drinking in a ally partners in substance abuse, got out of jail on probation and I didn't look back to you, got 40's to fetch, disarming my wretched pack on a greyhound and a train to catch and im going somewhere different, that sacred motion, my devotion is leading me into the hard land, I wanted to be a astronaut but so did everyone and im just not that smart man And now im somewhere to safety and it's awkward, that's fate, I pray for paranoia to go away, away, way, way, way ay, I pray ay for paranoia to away, Away! I might be a little wrong but this is what I heard, love this song so much

[@bodhimeme9982]

you got one thing wrong and its that you forgot to put the harmonica rape part.

[@zaddydaddy162]

@@bodhimeme9982 non consensual harmonic sex

[@bodhimeme9982]

@@zaddydaddy162 passive aggressive harmonic intercorce.

[@SuperSonicfan110]

This song genuinely made me cry and I don't know why. It's really beautiful, thank you for the amazing song.

[@cvcorvus]

still love this, all so many years later.

[@gopro2027]

same

[@MagickFlavour]

My little brother showed me your stuff and I absolutely am in love with it. Glad you’re doing what you’re doing.

[@janevirtualbird]

Your little brother is cool, tanks for likin it my dude

[@KammiFTW]

Safety is quite awkward when you're used to the world shitting on you. Love your music ❤🎶

[@brawtff]

L O N G L E G B I R D

[@maxturnbull5628]

L E G

[@curboi3622]

L E G

[@Michaelwomp]

L E G

[@junyouhans]

L E G

[@boodasias563]

I'm calling it now, this song will suddenly get like 30 million views sometime in the next five years

[@janevirtualbird]

God I fuckin hope

[@boodasias563]

@@janevirtualbird It always happens, the KZbin algorithm picks up old amazing videos and just makes them explode. Look up the "a sense of humor is important on the battlefield" video

[@hhansanfranz]

This song makes me feel...calm, if that's the word. The notes and rhythms and the somehow clean sloppiness of this song is soothing and nostalgic in a way. I lost most of my memory two years back due to a traumatic brain injury and this makes me feel connected to my life before the accident. Thank you, you're awesome

[@schubea7661]

I had just found you're stuff from symor and I thought it was so sad but an inspiring story an also thought so talented while you were singing so I checked to see if you had a channel and sure enough you do! I hope you get bigger!

[@sonicreducer4562]

I did the same thing 😅

[@lokojmg7337]

Same that video hit the feels hard af

[@LilBoom]

Mood

[@geko1807]

Mood

[@TheFoxPlush]

The harmonica part made me fucking cry of laughter, yet i'm still touched by the song. You're a genius man

[@evansheets2719]

3 years later and I still visit this song. I hope you are doing great. You are one of the reasons I bought a harmonica. Sing your heart out, the world needs more free souls.

[@jeeare8596]

Dude your music sounds nostalgic even though I've never heard it before

[@lacksicle]

Gotta say. I listened to what I hope is all your shit today. This one is my favorite.

[@sillygoose3314]

This was essentially my introduction to folk music. Thank you so much

[@hlw02]

I still like listening to this version. Lots of memories here.

[@mrman8053]

Yo who disliked this beautiful song?

[@mars1628]

I WANTED TO BE AN ASTRONAUT BUT SO DID EVERYONE AND IM JUST NOT THAT SMART, MAN 🗣🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@CManBee]

Syrmor was the reason I heard your music and I love it love how much soul you but into your songs. Sometimes I want to give up and run away but the music you posts keeps me sane thank you P.S love discount another song of yours.

[@ASoupCan]

I can feel the emotion in your music and no matter how long I take a break from it I still find myself crawling back to listen again. You have made me cry and managed to make me smile ear to ear. You have the most beautiful bittersweet voice and I feel obligated to thank you for the memories your music has dug through in my brain just to dust them off and make them prettier. We may not know each other but you are my rock and I’m rooting for you girly c: keep that head up high!!

[@princemochi2018]

This song makes me feel heard/understood. I have to thank you for making music lol

[@mrnewvegas1126]

Still love coming back to this every once in awhile. Hope you’re doing good man.

[@janevirtualbird]

Much love, appreciate the nice words. I'm dirt poor but I still make music and love life.

[@Pokemanic33]

This song fucks me up and I mean that in the best possible way

[@rishizzle449]

found u through that one vrchat video and u got yourself a sub

[@susansingleterry6464]

Many people may not know who you are yet, but I can tell, you are gonna rock this world like a hurricane and you will go so far. I believe in you, little star!

[@born_tofeel6752]

There really is something about the way you play the guitar that hits the feels right where it hurts. I came to listening to your music after hearing the hard times you went through from Syrmor’s vid and I couldn’t help but feel something I’ve never felt from any kind of song, book, or film. I’m a 14 year old kid from San Francisco and my parents left each other when I was around five years old so I got moved around a lot from parent to parent across California for most of my pre teens. When I was around nine I found out my mom was dating a guy who got her pregnant with my step brother who is now 5 years old. Shortly after my brother was two I would find my mom asleep on the floor of her room crying some times and I never understood at the time that she was drinking because my step dad was doing meth and beating her. Which meant that I would be taking care of my brother for sometimes weeks on end. Sometimes my stepdad would try to break down our door trying to talk to my mom or my brother when he was high until he fell asleep. Eventually both my mom and my dad decided to move together to Florida to get away from both poverty and my step dad. We had to stop with family in Alabama for a while as a pit stop but instead I got held by my alcoholic Mom in Alabama for half a year without being able to go to school. My dad moved into a condo on an island in Florida and one night drove all the way to Alabama to take me to Florida when he heard that my stepdad had found where we were staying in Alabama and was going to come and try to take my brother back with him. I’m so here I am in Florida finally starting freshman year of high school not knowing what’s going to happen next and I hear your music for the very first time it reminds me of myself and where I can’t describe as within every song there is that tweak of trauma that hits the feels button. But in every other way is my favorite way of coping with everything, and hearing how you turned out in the end is probably the biggest thing keeping my motivated and while you might just be a voice on the Internet I can’t thank you enough for continuing to make music for everyone and I hope that you never stop because there’s always more people who look up too you than you might know. Thank you for your time.

[@robo_y2k]

A modern day Bob Dylan, glad I got to hear you before you got big!

[@Zoltar_the_fortune_teller]

This man is amazing, the way he chirps gives me chills.

[@diesphone9994]

I am so happy I found this song. You stay safe V-bird. stay strong.

[@TKandIsaac]

"i wanted to be an astronaut but so did everyone and im just not that smart man." to be pigeonholed into a destiny that we cannot all have makes many kids unrealistically feel like failures. thats how this song speaks to me at least. but its sung in a way that releases that pain and makes me feel better about moving on.

[@lucasgamble5538]

The two people who disliked this are mentally insane. Keep trucking on, your story really made me think and I want to wish you the absolute best life.

[@FoxgloveFlower]

Dang man... What a life. You’re gonna be big, I can feel it. You’ve got an insane story behind you and you can hear that in your music. So many people are gonna listen to and love your music, I know I do. You’re gonna go far.

[@memerkat6666]

Someone give this man an award

[@nimonapoole824]

Your music never fails to bring me to tears. Thank you so much for sharing it with us

[@TyrantByte]

I remember when this first came out, I looped it and now I'm back to looping it, what a great song.

[@Skoopman]

I forgot about this channel. I made this image and sent it on Discord. Made me really happy to seem them upload some songs with it as the image :)

[@imnotarobot9264]

You are one of the reasons I got into guitar. Thank you

[@jolynemalone]

Kevin at first i didn't like your music. But now it makes me feel brought back down to earth. Plus you do have a good voice

[@DrWormPHD]

Can’t find a lot of music that makes me think about life the way your music does, keep up the good work!

[@era273]

i can’t stop listening.

[@janevirtualbird]

@@era273 take a break if you need to haha. Much love, thanks for listening

[@cadavpurr]

IM SO GLAD I FOUND THIS!!! THIS SONG IS SUPER GREAT AND I LOVE IT SM!!!!♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@hobodavid738]

Keep it up dad, love your work

[@brileymae852]

I Love This Song 💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@itsyepenguin2061]

your music makes me happy.

[@_im__nobody_]

I've been looking for this song for like 30 minutes.. worth it

[@Spirit-kk8ou]

I smile every time I listen to this song

[@gieo7734]

i feel like he does it all in one go, and its just, perfect.

[@ssolondra]

I’ve never heard so much beauty from one lil birb

[@DamianHowl]

You are making me tear up bro. I love how real and RAW your songs are. Just...wow bro. Oh yeah yeah go away paranoia oh yeah yeah

[@aluna_planet]

I love your songs ♥️ They give me Andrew Jackson Jihad vibes. It gives me this warm feeling in my heart.

[@Camicao]

wow i love listening to your music while I am crying but also it makes my day happy, thank you.

[@hitsquader]

What a time to coincide

[@AleTitan]

No words can describe how amazing this song is

[@Kittymayo12]

God I love your music it has a sound that brings me back to something I think we all lost and want back

[@pinocchio2508]

40 seconds into it and I’m already crying? most likely than you think. I don’t know how to express stuff. Your music gives me a feeling that I can’t explain

[@Orago]

The helps me in ways that are unexplainable for me, but thank you for all this beautiful music.

[@stephenholloway5389]

This is the only kind of music that helps me calm down :) Music that I can feel.

[@babag547]

I have been listening to this song for hours you are now my favorite artist

[@MK-es2bo]

this is a song i'll remember for a while. thank you for sharing this; your story has inspired me to be happy with myself.

[@kaitlinedwards2829]

My online best friend showed me this song. He hasn't been active for a couple days and before he went off he was posting very edgy stuff. I think I was the last one to talk with him and I miss him so much. I'm going through the "His phone is probably broke" phase but everything I see keeps on showing up like he did something very bad. I can't help but cry to this song and think of the night he showed me this. I loved him with all my heart and more. I love you Estevan, I hope you can finally find peace wherever you are 💗

[@elhuevo8957]

I LOVE this shit so much will u ever put any of this on spotify man and do u have merch yet

[@rexradrexrad]

i second this. i want this on spotify and i would buy every single piece of merchandise released

[@l0ned1ver95]

its hard tho, putting stuff in spotify costs moneyz

[@potatomanagement_5770]

Found you from syrmor and now I cant stop listening to you. All your songs are great and your story is inspiring.

[@stopmotionmania9682]

I heard your story and I really want to hug you your awesome have a great life❤️

[@metamancers1643]

the harmionica made me throw my entire house from laughing so hard

[@Haxus9]

god i just fucking burst into tears and i dont know why i love what you do man please never stop making music

[@theant1952]

I’ve been feeling shitty lately. Your music makes it better, thanks man

[@xmaneee1137]

Literally just listened to this song nonstop all day, thank you this song genuinely made my day

[@ColaricK]

You are amazing. The best singer I've ever heard

[@gumbrozz7623]

You know I come back to this song a lot now and It makes me feel better everytime. I came here this time because I feel like everyone that says they love me says it out of pity and to make themselves feel better. I feel so hopeless at times, I wish i knew if my emotions were real. I wanna know why I can’t cry, I love crying because I can’t do it.

[@gumbrozz7623]

Hey, I know you don’t know me or anything but I just wanted you to know that you helped me through a lot. You introduced me to punk and it basically saved my life. And I really appreciate that! Your story made me realize that I’m not alone and everyone has problems and that’s just part of life.

[@dlamondl2735]

You have much amazing talent, you didn't deserve that horrible life when you was younger, stay strong and stay happy

[@drunkendragon2771]

Late to the party but damn, I can vibe to this-. Probably more with the energy our dear performer give

[@donewithlife637]

Found this song when I was a junior in Highschool, I still come back to it, even as I leave my sophomore year of college. I feel like I relate to it more and more, it really is a good song.

[@kittsunari5548]

Growing up with an abusive father shaped me in the way I am today, I had insomnia every night for months and it wouldn't go away, this song really spoke to be about experiences and my past. I can tell your going to get big just remember where you came from and your own past, don't let life get ahead of you, and keep going

[@Ordazzio]

Your music touches the heart and soul deeply, thank you for making such beautiful music.

[@flyxed2]

This is amazing. You're gonna make it one day, selling out shows around the world and I'll be proud to know your story.

[@higuerap1975]

*_Lyrics_* Me and my friends drinking in an alley Partners in substance abuse Got out of jail and probation and i didnt look back to you Got forty as the fastest (?) Disarming my Rachet Back on a grey hound and a train to catch _Im going somewhere diferent_ That sacred motion ,my devotion Is leading me into the hardland _I wanted to be an astronaut ; but so did everyone_ And I'm just not that smart (maaaan) *(Beautiful Hamonica abuse)* ... and now i am somewhere to safety, And its awkward that sway(?) i pray *For paranoia to go away* (Guitar) Away I PRAYYY *for paranoia to go away* AWAAAY (pls correct me if theres any mistakes english isnt my first language) (Also kevin if youre reading this your music is so fucking great and youre going far man, you are im sure, we are all rotting for you my dude)

[@xmushh]

thanks for putting the lyrics

[@BronzeJamo90]

Rooting for you* hehehe. But other than that, spot on 👍.

[@kookycarter5295]

When you have sway? I think he just really weirdly pronounced why

[@idontknowm8s]

@@kookycarter5295 nah he says thats fate

[@jatcatsby]

I don't know if you'll see this, but I just found your music on accident and as a massive folk punk/punk fan, your music is so badass and I love it!

[@flippaht2770]

Pls put this on ur Spotify I love it keep up the good work

[@onlu4180]

Man you predicted that?

[@janevirtualbird]

I did in a way. I feel comfortable enough with myself now to say that I've had paranoid schizophrenia since I was 16 and now that everyone understands this feeling, I don't regret it one bit.

[@teapeaa]

Since I have a harmonica too, I can really sing the whole song. It's great.

[@LobsterdooSR]

as usual, an amazing song

[@its_agxny666]

Lowkey cried while listening to this you are truly an inspiration

[@noahnicholas3221]

When it gets hard and feel like letting it all go I listen to this and it eases my sorrow Thanks man

[@ustupid6433]

I have cannabis induced paranoia from abusing chem weed since i was 14 now im 20 and I still struggle to this day, this really helps me out a lot man, I hope you know you've made one little psychotic young man very happy.

[@OkCool7790]

You should make a soundcloud! Edit: I didn’t wanna make another comment to bother you with, so I’ll keep it short. You are really talented. You have a great future ahead. You will almost definitely be well known in the future. You don’t seem to want to have to hide anything. You don’t have to label yourself as something stupid. You just call yourself what and who you are.

[@janevirtualbird]

soundcloud.com/the-swlbrer

[@jacobzipthelipwilliamson7816]

YES IT EXISTS

[@imbored6191]

a great way to end the night. much love brother

[@Superhrnet]

Just wanted to say thanks for getting me into AJJ and other folk punk. I'm probably about ten years older than you, and you give me a feeling of nostalgia for a lifestyle and mindset I myself never really experienced. Love listening to you...sans harmonica...

[@imnobetacuck5939]

Showed all your music to all my friends and were really into it 💕 lots of love from the boys here in Ireland 💕

[@janevirtualbird]

I've always wanted to go to ireland!

[@imnobetacuck5939]

@@janevirtualbird my guy if you keep up the hard work you'll tour Ireland 💕

[@TomahawkMadness]

Your music makes me happy.

[@jazzrivers2765]

You’re tugging on my heart strings dude. Not fair.

[@sk3prod557]

Your music inspires me so much. It’s hard to explain really, but something about all of it just tells me there’s always something out there. I found this one day and from the rest of the day all I was doing was thinking of your music and making a song of my own. Managed to write it. Hope you go far in life.

[@yaboi976]

"I wanted to be an astronaut but so did everyone..." hella relatable

[@someguy1688]

I came here from Seymore to say: I wish you the best of luck. I am fortunate enough to grow up in a middle class family (who I love very much) and I thank god for what I have. I love watching videos like the one he did about you because it really puts life into perspective. Me being 16, I get stuck up sometimes (like all kids) but every time I listen to your song, it reminds me of you and your journey through life. When I hear it, I remember all of the hardships you faced and whatever I was stressed about really doesn’t seem significant to me anymore. I wouldn’t necessarily call myself spoiled because it never comes down to me being mad about not getting something. It’s more of just me taking opportunities and things, such as dinner or warm showers, for granted. I’ve become a lot better but I still have to remind myself every now and then. I just wanted to say, thank you for your story and your song. I wish you the best of luck and I know you’ll do very well in life. Keep up the great attitude. Life’s too short for hate ;)

[@emm_aVR]

Kevin, your story was so emotional. For me at least, there may have been a few times where I came close to crying lmao. But, at the same time it was also something I could relate to. And your music, is really good. Makes me want to learn how to play guitar too.

[@hanniemarie]

Y'know. I still listen to this, I truly hope they're doing good