My school actually set this song up as one of the Valentine’s Day performances. I never felt more alone in my life..
@philiprai9715 Жыл бұрын
oof... On behalf of you, I felt that...
@EyesTorti Жыл бұрын
Be steadfast and wait for marriage. Believe God has better planned for you.
@ur_friendly_froge2264 Жыл бұрын
he/she will come my friend. i’m waiting on mine too. just know they will be perfect for you, it will be the happiest you’ve ever felt
@insaneschizo Жыл бұрын
@@ur_friendly_froge2264you're too optimistic, it'll never happen
@ur_friendly_froge2264 Жыл бұрын
@@insaneschizo we must believe my friend. we are yet so young and have much to experience. being alone is not such a bad thing
@ckmk4206 Жыл бұрын
“Even with your sins, you are like the Sun” “You, without sin, are like the Sun”
@BlueMadeline-l4r Жыл бұрын
"you and your sins are my sun"
@PorraparkMarayat Жыл бұрын
You and your son are my son
@sandypits Жыл бұрын
You and your organs are mine to sell😊
@VoidWorldGaming Жыл бұрын
You and your son are being bought from sandypits
@mtyre05 Жыл бұрын
based@@sandypits
@sid3019 Жыл бұрын
Love is the most twisted curse of all :(
@satooori Жыл бұрын
No-
@sid3019 Жыл бұрын
@@satooori It's an anime reference 🤦🏼
@satooori Жыл бұрын
@@sid3019 I KNOWWWWW
@Aryannnnn609 Жыл бұрын
-Gojo
@godsrighteous_man Жыл бұрын
And also life's greatest blessing
@olialva6563 Жыл бұрын
3:23 from the violin going up one note at a time and the vocals echoing. this has to be the best part of the sonf
@MC_Princess_DJ_hyperfresh Жыл бұрын
Yes it does bestie . Yes it does .
@chaycephillips8054 Жыл бұрын
needed that. thanks.
@arsene2718 Жыл бұрын
Thinking about her doesn't hurt anymore now I'm just happy thinking about how she may be smiling
@aviratsingh4291 Жыл бұрын
congratulations on finding happiness in other's happiness.
@ivanstopfiringandfixthetur7790 Жыл бұрын
😢 wish I had the power to do that without all the people at a Christian school putting me down for my height and looks.
@patatesboregiadam Жыл бұрын
You’re strong man
@funifrog7724 Жыл бұрын
@@ivanstopfiringandfixthetur7790 i understand, i was born into the same situation.
@suki-ou2jp Жыл бұрын
You dropped this, king 👑
@KiteAsakura Жыл бұрын
Ichigo’s mom was so nice, great song for her 😢
@breath28027 ай бұрын
Ichigo
@JustErkyy Жыл бұрын
I always listen to golden hour whenever im with my girlfriend, talking with her while listening to the song really put a smile on my face. Now that we've broken up, i still listen to the song just to remember the good times when we're still together. She's honestly the best, she was theŕe for me and everything i appreciate every single moment her. I wish i could say thank you for being the best.
@kingkrab5138 Жыл бұрын
I feel that man. Sorrow is the only constant.
@JustErkyy Жыл бұрын
@@kingkrab5138 yeah the feeing hurts and yeah gotta move on right
@boiimcfacto2364 Жыл бұрын
Why'd you break up?
@JustErkyy Жыл бұрын
@@boiimcfacto2364 she wanted to
@meesamkhan4767 Жыл бұрын
this is why she broke up with you. you're too much of a fucking pussy and too fucking clingy. Nice guys always lose my guy you gotta stop
@simplesguy6591 Жыл бұрын
"A Flower Came Down From Heaven, Went Back To Heaven And Left It's Fragrance In My Mind"
@Urano_ Жыл бұрын
What quote is this? Its beautiful!
@ace_muzik07 Жыл бұрын
bro... reading this quote reminds me of the time i was together with my girlfriend. the moments we had, the love we had, the gifts we shared...it was a connection like no other... but its been two months sicne she broke up with me...i truly miss her :(
@ChimuKusanagi Жыл бұрын
Thanks,this is beautiful.
@Aryannnnn609 Жыл бұрын
That's what I'm feeling rn thinking about that girl
@analysisjunkie9154 Жыл бұрын
Taken from Aminah Noor on quora: Hazrat Fatima (as) said: "My dear husband, you know that this is the last day of my life, I am happy and also I am sad. Happy I am that my troubles will shortly be over and I shall meet my father and sorry I am to part from you. Please, make a note of what I say and do as I wish you to do. After me, you may marry anybody you like but you must marry my cousin Yamama, she loves my children and Husain is very much attached to her. Let Fizza remain with you even after her marriage, if she so desires, she was more than a mere servant to me. I loved her like my daughter. Bury me in the night and do not let those who have been so cruel to me attend my burial. Let my death not dishearten you, you have to serve Islam and humanity for a long time to come. Let not my sufferings embitter your life, please promise me." Hazrat Ali said, "Yes, Fatima I promise." She continued, "I know how you love my children but be very careful of Husain. He loves me too dearly and will miss me sadly, be a mother unto him. Till my recent illness he used to sleep on my chest, he is already missing it." Ali was caressing the broken hand and was sobbing, and tears dropped on her hand. She looked up and said, "Do not weep; I know what a tender heart you possess. You have already borne too much and will have to bear more. Farewell my lord, Farewell my dear husband, Say goodbye to me." Sorrow had choked Ali, his words were mixed with his tears, he said, "Good_-bye Fatima." Hearing this she said, "May the merciful Lord help you to bear these sorrows and sufferings patiently. Now let me be alone with my God." Saying this she turned towards her prayer carpet and prostrated before God. When after a little time Hazrat Ali entered the room he found her still in prostration but the soul had departed to join her Holy father in the realm of His Grace, Mercy, and Might. She died very young as- Hazrat Ali says, "A flower nipped in the bud, it was from Heaven and it went back to Heaven but has left its fragrance in my mind."
@kitconnorsfavperson Жыл бұрын
her smile is like the calm smell of fresh rain after a raging storm
@thetrueone_093 ай бұрын
When the piano hits those low notes and roars in my headphones feels so powerfull and emotional its... perfect
@Iden7647 Жыл бұрын
These be the dreams that hit the most when you realise it wasn’t real
@ConfusedRevolutionary Жыл бұрын
Waking up with a smile. .
@cyberkrush9 ай бұрын
my last dream was me being able to use hollow purple as many times as i want
@Daggerbrax10 ай бұрын
Me staring at the fully loaded shotgun
@huey80645 ай бұрын
Jesus Christ man..
@radicalbean06 ай бұрын
THIS MAKES ME FEEL SO SINGLEEEEEEEEEEE
@kushagrasharma5402 Жыл бұрын
Anime: BLEACH: Thousand year blood war. One of greatest ever.
@braumn2139 Жыл бұрын
Thank You
@JustErkyy Жыл бұрын
Frfr
@Oo-sk5xb Жыл бұрын
Can confirm. It is one of the greatest, if not the greatest anime of all time.
@samankucher5117 Жыл бұрын
it was a awesome season cant wait for part 2 :)
@whoHAVE Жыл бұрын
She's ichigo's mom right?
@leonorpereirajorge5394 Жыл бұрын
I sing this to my boyfriend all the time. He is the best person I’ve ever met. Such a kind and sensitive gentleman. If you think that you’re gonna be alone forever, or your stupid ex used you, I’ve been there. Believe in me, the right person exists ❤️
@ItsYaBoiBigBozoАй бұрын
That’s a message that should always be shared, for everyone out there.
@RockyTheEater Жыл бұрын
Now we're all imagining about that scenario where you met her for the first time in a while and she's happy to see you (meanwhile you're dealing with crippling depression and that sheds a light and hope in your heart and that made your day)... WAKE UP TO REALITY!!!
@RockyTheEater Жыл бұрын
And that scenario kept looping in your head just like the video... 😔
@thestreetlamp Жыл бұрын
NOTHING EVER GOES AS PLANNED IN THIS ACCURSED WORLD
@muhammedmunna6530 Жыл бұрын
Please... let me sleep and just have hope of meeting the one. Its all I think about nowadays especially since we're studying stuff like marriage in school. I just want someone to hold me. Hold me tight when I'm unable to hold onto myself. I want love but I know it's a losing battle. I don't know. I just want to be happy with someone.
@RockyTheEater Жыл бұрын
@@muhammedmunna6530 just go to sleep
@ultbro71217 ай бұрын
Relatable like super relatable just try to fught be the best version of yourself imagine that person a person you would die for and fugt for them try to be better for them keep going trust me you’ll make it
@whosafraidoflittleoldme1313 Жыл бұрын
*this song is so magestical*
@mal.32410 ай бұрын
his half awkward asf smile is like the warm rush of wind in the summertime
@sourdemonva4368 Жыл бұрын
I love ichigo's family
@Jamie_black Жыл бұрын
Such a wonderful smile. The joy. It stings so painfully. I wish such a thing could exist in this world for everyone.
@creativeusername4400 Жыл бұрын
sounds like heaven hurts like hell
@iaminterstellar Жыл бұрын
LYRICS: It was just two lovers Sittin' in the car, listening to Blonde Fallin' for each other Pink and orange skies, feelin' super childish No Donald Glover Missed call from my mother Like, "Where you at tonight?" Got no alibi I was all alone with the love of my life She's got glitter for skin My radiant beam in the night I don't need no light to see you Shine It's your golden hour (oh) You slow down time In your golden hour (oh) We were just two lovers Feet up on the dash, drivin' nowhere fast Burnin' through the summer Radio on blast, make the moment last She got solar power Minutes feel like hours She knew she was the baddest, can you even imagine Fallin' like I did? For the love of my life She's got glow on her face A glorious look in her eyes My angel of light I was all alone with the love of my life She's got glitter for skin My radiant beam in the night I don't need no light to see you Shine It's your golden hour (oh) You slow down time In your golden hour (oh)
@iaminterstellar Жыл бұрын
@@smilyspycho7238 It's not much but it's honest work; thank you M3
@AhmadAlvi-d5g Жыл бұрын
@@iaminterstellar Not much???
@Shradha_mellow0311 ай бұрын
@@AhmadAlvi-d5g It is
@doomerdaniel Жыл бұрын
Im currently struggling with my girlfriend about some personal issues. But you know, maybe its not worth it. I just want to see her smile everyday. Its all i need to feel alive and happy. I dont waste more time on futilities, i just to be happy by her side. Im going to see her this afternoon to talk about our issues, wish me luck bros.
@White-Archon Жыл бұрын
Good luck
@doomerdaniel Жыл бұрын
@@White-Archon thanks bro, we're fine now. We really needed to talk over some issues and had quite the perfect afternoon
@White-Archon Жыл бұрын
@@doomerdaniel thats good to hear
@doomerdaniel Жыл бұрын
@jackobotgaming2964 calm the fuck down dude! I dont know if you have any value or not, but thats somethjing only YOU can discover. I didnt found love because i was seeking to be loved, but because i was seeking to live a fulfilling life. Search for who you are, what are your dreams and nightmares, friends and foes, then keep seeking to live a life thath makes you happy. Once you do that, you're ready to let life show you your special one
@Ben-lh7vt Жыл бұрын
@jackobotgaming2964Please don't, you don't know that love and happiness may be right around the corner, you matter, don't forget that.
@its.eddi3 Жыл бұрын
This is literally the prettiest version of this song I’ve ever heard
@odgarig8601 Жыл бұрын
Perfect song paired with the most beautiful scene from the anime. I'm blessed.
@TheGoldenPro11 ай бұрын
What anime is this from?
@HungHoangGia-wp7td11 ай бұрын
bleach tybw ep 11 or 12
@billybobjoe4062 Жыл бұрын
Can I listen to it and see my 15 year old friend’s smile from a memory? This was his favorite song, and they even played it at his funeral. His name was Legend. We miss you, goodnight, Love you man. Sleep well. 💛🕊️
@Vaguestofthemxall Жыл бұрын
He truly must have been a Legend, then. :') RIP, Legend. I mean, yk what they say about legends. Legends never die :)
@billybobjoe4062 Жыл бұрын
@@Vaguestofthemxall They put that exact saying at the title of our school’s paper and at his memorial 💛
@Vaguestofthemxall Жыл бұрын
@@billybobjoe4062 Nice :D
@c-ronos Жыл бұрын
rest in peace.
@HellnahLrizz Жыл бұрын
RIP
@aoifekun7 ай бұрын
The day when someone who’d look at me like this and befitting the song may never come but this is so beautiful
@clover5250 Жыл бұрын
THIS NEVER HAPPENING TO ME!! 🔥🔥🔥🗣🗣
@sub-zero543310 ай бұрын
not with that mindset
@freshyfreshy580910 ай бұрын
@@sub-zero5433 Damn.
@kakyoinsexgaming30139 ай бұрын
@@sub-zero5433 facts because like 2 weeks after i put down this mindset i met someone and turns out we like each other and we spend most afternoons together now (we're not together yet but it's because it's been just almost a month and she was ill for a week)
@sub-zero54339 ай бұрын
@@kakyoinsexgaming3013 that’s wonderful to hear, and i’m glad you’re happy. discarding the nihilistic, self-defeating thoughts you may have is the key to becoming your best self
@Edixim8 ай бұрын
@@sub-zero5433ppl accept their lonely fate after waiting so long. Can't blame em
@sixwolves1202 Жыл бұрын
...the best dreams i've ever had, ironically are the ones where i've died, over and over again, because it helps me appreciate life more, knowing at any moment, all of what i have could come to an end, its taught me to appreciate the little things when i can, and appreciate the people i've met, the good ones i mean, the ones that try to be there, even if they're too busy, i hope they're all doing well, and if you're reading this, i hope you're doing well, all of you
@itzbreezus Жыл бұрын
i’m gonna miss her so much sigh
@porslinsdocka9 ай бұрын
The beat drop played when my boyfriend gave me a new years kiss!! It was sooo magical 💕
@LEOHomles-u3k Жыл бұрын
looking at her smile making me willing to give my life for her..
@uchixgaming98486 ай бұрын
This music can be 2 things, beautiful and sad
@mikedanielespeja6128 Жыл бұрын
Kurosaki Isshin... I get it now.
@madokakaname421511 ай бұрын
@@xensouGamer Yes
@thegermanpotato5405 Жыл бұрын
This song can have 2 exact opposite feelings depending on how your life is Happiness, or regret
@Meph_X11 ай бұрын
Rather take the third, satisfaction/acceptance
@kevruss984210 ай бұрын
@@Meph_XNice.
@grimlyreaper5364 Жыл бұрын
Love is one thing that truly has no bounds or barriers. Depending on its strength can give you the strength to fight an army of 10 million or even something far stronger, one’s own mind. Love is strong and can also be terribly painful if put in the wrong places. So always keep in mind whenever you put your heart and soul into a person they truly care about you and what you are worth. And if there were mistakes don’t be discouraged by them. To stop trying is just two sides of the same coin as despair. Let you’re heart remain pure despite the darkness you keep locked away. And maybe one day you will find them, they exist. They remain with you even in you’re darkest times. They always have. They know everything there is to know about you. They will always love you. Open your eyes c; Happy Valentines Day to all
@ChimuKusanagi Жыл бұрын
Grimly Reaper thank you for this!
@astrangefool8221 Жыл бұрын
Go outside, dude, improve, and go find your love, or just work on yourself and wait for her to come into your life.
@aviratsingh4291 Жыл бұрын
Your words mean alot to me. I am currently struggling with depression and life just feels out of control. That sentence you said about staying pure even though we are hurting... hit me like a truck. Thank you.
@ivanstopfiringandfixthetur7790 Жыл бұрын
@@aviratsingh4291 same it Put me in tears.
@fathercosmic8061 Жыл бұрын
A beautiful song playing that a beautiful moment in the anime. Love this.
@manee2412 Жыл бұрын
which anime?
@fathercosmic8061 Жыл бұрын
@@manee2412 bleach thousand Year blood war
@odgarig8601 Жыл бұрын
Kubo with the god tier romance writing
@MrSpartaaaan Жыл бұрын
POV:: you are the villian of the story but in your finals moments you see the memory of the love of your life one more time...
@vahd.52510 ай бұрын
God really sent me a beautiful woman i have ever seen in my life…
@felixd34198 ай бұрын
Literally every man's dream
@danteclark9796 Жыл бұрын
I've never been in love before but this.... this made me cry and i had to go to sleep hugging a pillow
@nicothegift7 ай бұрын
She has the beautiful smile ive ever seen 🥹
@zxcnyy7 ай бұрын
1:55 bro matches perfectly my angel of light as she rurns around 😮
@someguydwibblebob1010 Жыл бұрын
Like a dragonfly hovering in the wind, she was fleeting.
@joshuazumba3151 Жыл бұрын
One thing I leaned from my love experience is to never rush the process of finding the right partner regardless how many years it takes. And its been over 4 years since I got that sensation in my chest and I kind of miss it.
@AdamThe-Father-Of-Humanity. Жыл бұрын
Everytime I watch every second of this reminds me of her smile and counting every second of her life with her in my arms and I've listened to this song everytime I miss she died in my arms peacefully and today is her birthday and I want to say happy birthday to her and decided to play this song in her memory of our years together we never had a chance to grow old together you are at peace my beautiful and beloved Eve ⚰️🪦R.I.P
@funifrog7724 Жыл бұрын
music is my therapy. but i'm still so sad. a dynamic duo.
@bluestar9372 Жыл бұрын
fr
@witheringvoid1244 Жыл бұрын
Reminds me of that dream that I first met her, a dream that will never fade away from my memories. Her smile, her hair, she’s waiting for me and I am waiting for her… (Edit: it’s been a while since i commented, that dream from before it starting to fade away little by little, but her smile still always reminds me everything)
@KarumaAkabane Жыл бұрын
If there is anything more beautiful than a sunset, I think it was her smile
@CHRISTisLORD73500 Жыл бұрын
When i think about love all the pain goes away.. all of my negative thoughts fall silent as i stare at her beauty in awe and wonder as i think myself..how does someone so beautiful and so special to me exist?
@TheRandomperson1016 Жыл бұрын
Must be nice
@CHRISTisLORD73500 Жыл бұрын
@Demise unfortunately I don't know if it is
@theshadowemperor2346 Жыл бұрын
@@CHRISTisLORD73500 do you have a gf or are you talking out of your ass here
@CHRISTisLORD73500 Жыл бұрын
@@theshadowemperor2346 don't have one but it's something I'd imagine myself thinking if i did
@augustgirl2905 Жыл бұрын
this kind of video you see and just feel happiness.
@dboggamer6729 Жыл бұрын
I love the song so much its magical
@sewy.edits7070 Жыл бұрын
I could relate to it but now I can relate it by: golden hour plays when you can see her ignoring you and avoiding you😊
@Vertig8.Ignichto Жыл бұрын
This is so magnificent 🥺🌃❤
@Duskrusted-8 ай бұрын
This is normally the part where my alarm clock rings
@inthinker31311 ай бұрын
This, this makin me create a memories i never have...
@jaiistaarz Жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of my crush, I like her, but idk what she thinks of me. Overall, I love this song so much. Edit: guess who got together 💟
@bluestar9372 Жыл бұрын
Make ur move bro if you dont u will never know
@semitrock4214 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for trying bro
@YourikaDiengdoh Жыл бұрын
Give it a shot bro lke the song suggests it's your golden hours
@inexpressible-icicle Жыл бұрын
congrats! 👏
@Amyisntcreative Жыл бұрын
Holy shit y’all got together- congrats homie!!
@mothekenseimain4151 Жыл бұрын
God I love him
@Tophats_are_cool5 ай бұрын
Now I’m thinking it’s better not to have emotions
@linaM8.b Жыл бұрын
LYRICS
@szhuuFei Жыл бұрын
ichigo, look this is ur mother
@juniperw100 Жыл бұрын
So flipping good! I listen to this whenever I want to think about my crush lol
@yuiopyuiop69356 ай бұрын
Everbody miss their ex . I'm just miss my friend
@Ayanami007 ай бұрын
This is why I watch animes because the only time I can see these smiles 😀🙃🥲
@Kobayashi_zr7 ай бұрын
man😭
@havikchaos20237 ай бұрын
"You gotta learn to stand on your own because once I'm gone you'll be standing alone" I remember my dad telling me this because it's true I am alone now
@The-San-Francisco-Treat Жыл бұрын
I’m Aromantic but this is perfect for my ultimate comfort character…..💖🌁
@sh3fw-eli Жыл бұрын
what's crazy is me and my gf used to sing this together every morning when we first wake up but that was a little more than a year ago and now today 9/16/2023 at 3 am i sing this alone and wondering what went wrong.
@GottfriedLeibniz5 Жыл бұрын
I'm glad that I could know how elegant, beautiful and masterpiece the anime is.
@Polygoob Жыл бұрын
whats the name of the anime
@mad-zeyroc6940 Жыл бұрын
yeah what is the name of that anime?
@mokasajin Жыл бұрын
@@Polygoob Bleach: Thousand-Year Blood War
@DamianHowl Жыл бұрын
She looks just like her...what is this divine providence 😭
@jaideninky39299 ай бұрын
“I’m looking back on the smile that I lost. It hurts, but I guess I like the pain.”
@jaideninky39298 ай бұрын
What the fuck was I yappin about😂😂😂
@17-.10 ай бұрын
I've been in your shoes. This may seem harsh but nobody is going to suddenly come into your life and make things alright. Don't make the mistake of using another person to try to fix your problems. You have to learn to love yourself for yourself. It takes time and patience, it's important to keep your mind set on growth and understand that the pain is temporary, that you can overcome it all on your own. You have to have faith in yourself and let go of the past. If you can do that, finding love won't be a problem at all. People are attracted to others who love themselves. I hope things go alright for you. Goodnight 💙
@AdamThe-Father-Of-Humanity. Жыл бұрын
I just can't live without her she was my everything?
@sebastianmirea2171 Жыл бұрын
I can't fall in love anymore
@l1me358 Жыл бұрын
No girl will ever slime like that for me ;D
@JustAPokemonCommentingOnVideos Жыл бұрын
same here friend ; it is what it is i guess
@leomuller46535 ай бұрын
Never give up man Times get tough and sometimes it feels like there is no way out. But, things will get better. I was my saddest and most lost 2-3 years ago, but things slowly got better. Never lose hope
@Yourlazyahheditor_ Жыл бұрын
Forgetting those bad memories in the past and now getting replace with good sad eternal moments shine like gold that can't never be turn back anymore I see myself playing piano at this
@anjhoterrible90899 ай бұрын
happi sundayy
@emperorlizZ Жыл бұрын
This is beautiful
@torlarsen2212 Жыл бұрын
GOOSEBUMPS
@Nerdy_jugram10 ай бұрын
Truly a bleach moment
@can_you_hear_the_voices7 ай бұрын
Chat…I’m cooked
@leversandpulleys9274 Жыл бұрын
The cortex is, will, and always has been gradually designed by the divine cravings between the animus and the anima. I miss her.
@chimata21 Жыл бұрын
Remind me to her, ah.. Thank you for coming into my life, thank you for helping me to be a better person, gentler, and a more caring man. Sorry I can't be the best man for you, you deserve better. But you will always be the best girl I've ever known.
@Shockspread7 ай бұрын
We were just two lovers: 😃❤️ We WERE just two lovers: 🥲💔
@gracekatherineTLoV9 ай бұрын
3:37 is timed so perfectly.
@augustgirl2905 Жыл бұрын
ok but like your hella underrated
@thespriteman5155 Жыл бұрын
I like to listen to this song to remind me we when I was a kid who liked another person who liked me back but we didn't admit it even though we knew each other so much. (We can call her Alex.) We both even accidentally confessed at the same time around 4th grade. She was the light of my life at the time and we loved each other so much we held hands very often during elementary. But once middle school began. She started to talk to other guys. Guys I was jealous of and I was pretty insecure already myself. I kept seeing her talk to them and it made me jealous and angry. I threw a fit and made a decision I still regret to this very day. I ghosted her. I stopped talking to her completely like I was the victim. I didn't know how she felt about me ghosting her since I cut all contact and ignored her through school. All because of my jealousy and insecurities. I ruined my relationship with the person I loved the most. I don't even know why I didn't talk to her about it. I am such a failure. Currently today, I am on okay terms with Alex. I recently just broke up and cut ties with a different girl. (We can call her Kaylee) I honestly did love Kaylee but as time passed by she showed little interest in me and she fizzled out. I never even heard her say "I love you" to me back. I didn't trust myself with romantic relationships anymore after that. I see everyone around me starting to enter their first romantic relationship so easily and they look so happy. It makes me feel like a screw-up and jealous that it never went like that for me. But at the same time I never, NEVER, want what happened to me to happen their their relationship. God, I even stopped one from breaking up. It was between a friend of mine and my cousin. My cousin was caught texting their ex and my friend found out and was frustrated and depressed. God, he even told me that he might harm himself, maybe worse. I didn't want anything horrible to suddenly happen. So I got involved personally and forced them to talk and reason with each other. I honestly thought I fucked up their relationship for good when I got them to talk. but amazingly, it worked out positively, and now they love each other even more than before. Thank god. I started to see Alex around school a lot more now and I try to talk to her now and then. I still love her like the horrible person I am. I do want to talk with her and restart our relationship but I have no clue if she still even has feelings for me, let alone my fear of me doing the same thing again and harming our relationship even more. But recently, I heard news from my cousin that Alex had started liking another person. My heart just shattered hearing that. I cried for an entire night, which didn't help my sleep schedule. Just hearing this reassures me that things won't go back to the way it was. I don't even know what to do these days anymore. I can't focus on school, I barely hang with my friends anymore so they don't see how fucked up I am, and I see everyone around me entering happy relationships with me just sitting there. I barely have any motivation or sleep. I try to look at the better things in life and spend time with those I love. It helps, but I always have a pain in the back of my head when I'm in a good mood for too long. Now I try to focus on school and to smile and have a good time with others. Even though that when every time it hurts, I know it's my fault. My hands feel so cold without her. If you did read this entire essay of me venting, thank you. It means a lot to me that someone out there I don't know just knows my feelings so that those I know don't waste their time worrying about me. I thank you once more for that. -TheSpriteMan
@jammy391211 ай бұрын
I can relate to some part of it, that feeling is horrible. I hope that you are doing good nowadays. But please dont talk bad about yourself, forgive yourself. We will always keep looking for a better future. Have faith in God❤
@wokt3j Жыл бұрын
everything was so good before she cheated. why. why did she have to do it. i wanted to take it to the end with her, forever. it won’t ever be the same, never again, ever. that idea is so mentally tolling for me. no matter how much i love her or want her back, how much i vision her gorgeous smile to this song where it’s just us two at a sunset. she was my one, the only one i wanted, no other girl was the one for me. it will never be the same. even when she’s begging for me back, i can’t go back, it’s not right for me. i just wish she didn’t fuck up cause there’s only one person in the entire world just like her and now i’ll have to settle for someone else.
@Waryfuls9 ай бұрын
*love ruins all*
@germoneyt38998 ай бұрын
Yes
@jake_0_0 Жыл бұрын
considering 'she' and our 3 other friends completely abandoned me this is refreshing to listen to
@anjhoterrible908911 ай бұрын
she's like the sun
@itismeanttobe Жыл бұрын
this is so sweet i can only dream of the day this occurs
@portiamadayag1651 Жыл бұрын
**such a cute song**
@farrelavramh.8855 Жыл бұрын
Pov: you will never have this pov
@NotYourself-v4b Жыл бұрын
All I cared is her smile on that sweet laugh of hers, that smile that brought a million suns, that laugh that echoed through that wonderful night with the moon watching over us. That night, that day, in that moment there were two worlds. Two worlds that was collided with each other, opening eyes and more smiles to come, but like the worlds..like anything...our worlds died together that day but in hopes to create a universe.
@jeremyclarkson-697 ай бұрын
Her eyes are blue her skin golden her hair blonde her smile makes me feel warm and happy all I want is her but she doesn't see In me what I do in her neither do I ,but i hopelessly think that one day she could be mine I would be hers yet here I am lonely
@obiiwann Жыл бұрын
this really hits when you’re taking a shit
@fami_loz Жыл бұрын
me listening to this knowing that the only comparable amount of love i can feel from someone else is the unconditional love from the gym bros (i had to move to another gym) anyway!!! even though it gets really fucking lonely and you may feel like absolute shit, you should know that you can still create your own happiness!!! im not really good at advice n shit cause your life isn't mine, but i think to be able to find someone to love doesn't just come from simply approaching somebody at a bar, or meeting someone from a dating app, but from a long process of up and downs, knowing someone for a long time. somehow after all of that, if you two are still able to do shit together no problem then you know that's an opportunity.